Chapter 21
The hard work of being a detective—all the phone
calls, the interviews, chasing down scraps of information in hopes
of catching a break—had never been for me. Clearly. My partner and
I had performed so dismally that our ineptitude became part of the
department’s permanent lingo: whenever a case remained unsolved,
others on the force had taken to calling it “in FBL” as “in Fahey
and Bonaventura Limbo.”
The Tyler Matthews case was definitely in FBL, but
Maggie and Calvano were going to put in their fair share of work to
get it out of limbo. Calvano was following up on the list of
volunteers Martin had given him; Maggie was going to lend a hand
once she started the trace on the gun used to shoot Fiona
Harker.
That was the kind of grunt work I’d avoided while
alive. I avoided it now as well.
Using the names Robert Michael Martin had given
them, Maggie helped Calvano pull together a list of addresses where
the KinderWatch volunteers lived, or at least the ones that Martin
felt might match the profile of Tyler’s abductors. I memorized the
list and headed over to the house where I knew Tyler Matthews was
being held in hopes of finding a match. It would mean help was on
its way to the boy, sooner or later.
None of the addresses provided by KinderWatch
volunteers matched that of the small cedar-shingled house nestled
among the grasses and flowers that thrived in its landscaped yard.
I had no clue what the name of the man inside might be, but chances
were good the house had not been rented under his real name. And
that, if he had volunteered for KinderWatch, he hadn’t signed up
under the same name, either.
There would be no one coming for Tyler Matthews
anytime soon.
By then it was Saturday afternoon and Tyler
Matthews was facing another night without his mother. It was the
best I could hope for. I had watched over him during the night
before, noting that the man who held him had slept in a separate
bedroom down the hall from Tyler. But anything could have happened
to the boy since. He was being prepared for something terrible, I
knew. I entered the house, fearful of what I would find. But it
felt calm inside. The living room was empty, the cameras still
there but clearly turned off. They were probably controlled
remotely. The man who was staying in the house with Tyler had no
say in the matter.
I checked the kitchen. No sign of the boy.
I got a bad feeling about that. I could feel the
boy near—his innocence was unmistakable—and I could both smell his
abductor’s sweat and pick up on his internal conflict over
protecting the child or destroying him by taking all that made him
innocent. I searched a den, small bathroom, and one of the back
bedrooms before finding the man and Tyler in a corner of the second
bedroom, far from camera range.
That gave me a bad feeling, too.
But the little boy looked safe. He was wearing new
clothes and sitting on a pillow placed on the floor, drinking
chocolate milk while eating tiny powdered doughnuts from a bag. The
man who had taken him was reading to him from a Batman comic while
lying on his back on the floor, a pillow beneath his head. Had I
not known the situation, I would have guessed that they were father
and son.
“You can have another one,” he told Tyler when he
saw the small boy hesitating to pull another doughnut from the
bag.
Tyler took a doughnut and nibbled it. “When is
Mommy coming for me?” he asked.
The man put the comic book down. “I’m not sure,” he
said. “Your mommy is sick and in the hospital. You have to stay
here for now.”
Lying bastard. Tyler frowned at the news
that his mother was sick and I felt anxiousness tug at his little
heart. Even at his age, he knew his mother was fragile. How could
this man have used that against him?
A cell phone rang and the man reached for it
quickly, fear rising in him. I could hear the man on the other end.
It was the same authoritative voice that had spoken from the other
side of the camera feed. “Where are you?” he demanded.
“We’re in a back bedroom,” the first man
said.
“Leave the boy alone until it is time,” the unseen
man ordered him.
The man looked up at Tyler, who had started to flip
the pages of the comic book while he pretended to know how to
read.
“Did you hear me?” the second man asked.
“Yes,” the man in the house said abruptly. “I hear
you.” He was filled with so many different emotions that it was
impossible to separate them out: rage, anger, fear, guilt, lust,
shame, hunger—and evil, too, I thought, but I could not be sure if
it was coming from the man or something the man himself had
sensed.
“Get back in camera range now,” the unseen man
ordered. “You’re getting sloppy about this.”
“I have followed your orders precisely,” the first
man argued, his voice growing in pitch. The emotions in him roiled
and I felt his shame and guilt grow.
“You’ve been sloppy. Haven’t you been reading the
papers? They’re getting closer. I’m moving the timetable up.”
“I’m not ready,” the first man insisted, panic in
his voice.
The second man laughed. It was an ugly sound that
filled me with darkness. It was so ripe and evil and filled with
certainty that the first man would fall. “You’ll be more than ready
when the time comes. Then it will be all I can do to control your
appetite.”
“I’m not like you,” the first man insisted.
“Aren’t you?” the second man challenged. “Now get
back into camera range and take the boy’s shirt off.”
The first man started to argue, but changed his
mind. He hung up his phone and coaxed the boy back into the living
room. He did not remove the boy’s shirt. “I’ve got to go out for a
moment,” he told Tyler. “I’ll be right back. I’ll bring you a
treat.”
“Can you bring me my mommy?” the boy asked
hopefully.
“Not yet,” the first man lied. “But soon. When
she’s feeling better. How about some French fries. Do you like
French fries?”
“I like the toys that come with them.”
“Okay, I’ll bring you some. In the meantime, here
are your other toys.” The man arranged the plastic soldiers he had
bought earlier in front of the boy and left. His cell phone was
ringing again before he was even out the door. “What are you going
to do?” he said into the phone. “Come over and make me?” The front
door shut behind him and I was alone with the boy.
Or maybe I wasn’t.
Tyler Matthews picked up a toy solider and held it
out, like an offering, speaking to someone I could not see.
“I share,” he said proudly. “I learned how in
preschool. I will give you a soldier.”
He smiled at whatever answer he alone had heard. He
arranged the soldier on the rug and added a few more plastic men.
“That’s you, Pawpaw,” he said, pointing to a toy soldier dressed in
a paratrooper outfit. “See his gun?”
The boy touched a tiny gun painted on the plastic
soldier’s hip. “Let’s play army.” He cocked his head, listening
intently. “No,” he told his invisible friend. “I’m not scared. I’m
a big boy. But I think Mommy will be mad about the doughnuts. Do
you want one? I can get one for you.” Whatever he heard in reply,
he settled back into place on the rug, then stretched out on his
stomach and, with the deep intensity of small children, became lost
in his imaginary world, unaware that the cameras above him were
recording his every move and that the man who would soon return was
not his friend.
A few minutes later, the man who had abducted Tyler
Matthews returned to the apartment, carrying a Happy Meal and a
newspaper. He left the food with the boy and took a seat at the far
end of the kitchen table, where the cameras could not see him. He
lit a cigarette and began to read the newspaper intently. The front
page was splashed with the news about Tyler’s abduction. He pulled
on a cigarette as he scanned through the articles on the front
page. Both excitement and dread danced in him as he read of Tyler’s
abduction, the adrenaline overcoming any fear he had at being
caught. Then I felt something in him catch, a curiosity and some
sort of recognition. He let his cigarette drop and reread the
article he’d been scanning, frowning as he did so. Images flickered
across his mind as he searched to find meaning in something he
remembered. Confusion followed, then a revelation, and, right on
its heels, guilt again and a sense of obligation. He stood up
abruptly from the table and joined Tyler in the living room,
coaxing the boy to eat. I lingered behind, curious to see what he
had been reading.
It was not an article about the abduction of Tyler
Matthews. The article that had triggered his internal turmoil had
been a story about the murder of Fiona Harker, relegated to a spot
on the second page, juxtaposed ironically above a story detailing
the success of a recent fundraiser for the hospital.
What in the world could Fiona Harker have to do
with him? I wondered. What was the connection?
The man’s cell phone rang again. This time he
sounded angry rather than obedient when he answered it. “What do
you want?” he demanded.
“Have you been smoking in the house?” the man on
the other end asked.
“No,” the first man said.
“You’re lying. The smoke is spoiling the clarity of
the shot. It’s a filthy habit.”
“You should know about filthy habits,” the first
man snapped. He was staring at Tyler Matthews, who was trying to
feed French fries to his plastic soldiers.
The other man took a long time to think before he
spoke again. “I forbid you to smoke,” he said flatly. “It is
forbidden.”
“You smoke,” the first man said. “Why is it you
want me to pick up some of your filthy habits, but not all of
them?”
“You will do as I say,” the second man ordered, his
voice growing in volume. It had an instant effect on the first
man—I could feel overwhelming fear, shame, and revulsion fill him.
It was a conditioned response. “You will do as I say or suffer
accordingly. Need I remind you why I am this way? It’s your fault
and your fault alone.”
Guilt flared in the first man, a crushing,
overwhelming guilt.
“Did you hear me?” the second man barked.
“Yes,” the first man said, his voice reduced to a
whisper. “I heard you.”
“Now, take off the boy’s shirt and leave the room.
I want to watch him alone for a while. I will call you when I am
ready.”
The first man gently removed Tyler’s tiny T-shirt
and folded it neatly into a square, as precisely as a soldier might
fold his uniform, before leaving the room.
If there had been anything I could have done to
protect the boy, I would have stayed. But I thought I knew who the
man on the other end of the phone was. I prayed that the core of
goodness languishing deep inside the man who was with Tyler would
hold, at least for a while, and I left to find out if I was
right.