Chapter 3

Maggie entered a crime scene the way she entered a
church. She stopped on the threshold to gather herself, emptying
her mind of all else so she could be a worthy receptacle for what
she learned inside. She calmed her thoughts, steadied her heart,
and opened herself up to absorbing gifts beyond the tangible. With
reverence and humility, she then stepped inside, determined to do
her best.
Her eyes went to every corner of the room,
cataloging everything. Well, everything but me. Though I could
follow her every move if I desired, Maggie could not see me. At
best there were times, I thought, when she sensed my presence or I
felt a connection binding us across our worlds. But mostly I was
little more than an observer to her competence as a detective. She
was all I had failed to be.
The young patrolman in the corner could not meet
her eyes. Maggie noticed, and the smallest of frowns flickered
across her face. “Has anything been touched or moved?” she asked,
without judgment, knowing that keeping her anger under control was
the best way to preserve the truth.
“I’ll let Denny tell you for himself,” the black
cop said as she headed outside to help corral the onlookers who
were already clogging the sidewalk and driveway.
Maggie stared at Denny, waiting. He blushed. “Just
do your best to remember exactly what it was you might have touched
or moved,” she said quietly. I could feel the cop’s world shrink to
Maggie and nothing else. She had that effect on people, and it made
her one hell of an interrogator. The beat cop’s heart rate slowed,
and he searched his memory carefully. He wanted to help and it did
not hurt that Maggie, my Maggie, was as fine a specimen as the
human race could offer. She was not beautiful, nor even pretty, by
most people’s standards. Her face was plain, her hair an ordinary
brown. But she was in incredible physical shape, and she moved
through the world like a panther might cut through the
jungle—focused and utterly unafraid.
Denny was staring at her arms. She wore a
sleeveless black blouse, and her muscles were perfect.
“Your name’s Denny, right?” Maggie said more
loudly. “Help me out here, Denny.”
“I picked up her left arm,” he finally said. “To
check her pulse and make sure she was dead.” When Maggie nodded, as
if understanding, he continued. “I guess maybe it slipped out of my
hand and I let it flop a little?” He looked like he might
faint.
“Flop how?”
Denny leaned over the body, trying to remember. “It
was straight by the body when I first picked it up, very straight,
almost like someone had pulled it into place.”
“Good,” Maggie said. “What about the other arm, the
one with the gun?”
“I touched her hand, a little. The finger was
coiled around the trigger. I thought it might be dangerous.”
“And that’s it?” she asked.
Denny nodded.
“Thanks. We can take it from here.”
Maggie knelt next to Peggy Calhoun, the crime lab
head, and the two women began to whisper in low tones, conferring
over what they had just heard. Denny, ignored, headed out the
door—but found a less forgiving detective blocking the way:
Maggie’s new partner, Adrian Calvano.
“Way to fuck up a crime scene,” Calvano told the
terrified patrolman as he scurried past. “Hope you enjoy walking
the beat.”
“Give it a rest, Adrian,” Maggie said
automatically, her mind on the body before her. She sounded like
she said that phrase a lot.
What a jerk Calvano was. How could Gonzales have
made him Maggie’s new partner? Adrian Calvano was an unctuous
douche bag I’d hated when I was alive and now loathed well into the
afterlife. He’d never missed an opportunity to tear someone else
down, be it partner, perpetrator, or passerby. I hated him for so
many reasons it was hard to keep track. Replacing me as Maggie’s
partner was just the latest one. For one thing, Calvano was in his
midforties, but had stayed thin and still had all of his hair. He
probably dyed it, since it was still jet black, but you couldn’t
quite be sure. He wore it brushed straight back like he thought he
was some sort of Italian count. Women loved it. Women loved
him. The rest of the word thought he was an asshole.
Maggie deserved so much better.
“Adrian?” Maggie asked. When Calvano, a world-class
ass-kisser, responded right away, I realized she was the senior
officer on the case. That made me feel better. I was sure Calvano
hated taking orders from a woman. “I need you to screen and
interview all those people standing around outside,” she said.
“Talk to her neighbors. The usual. Peter’s filming them, but I need
you on it. Find me people who know the victim, who can tell me
about her life.”
Clearly, Maggie was unaware that Calvano’s usual
interview technique was to insult people, then alienate them
completely, and, eventually, make them hate every cop they met from
there on out. But there was nothing I could do to stop him as he
headed out the door, leaving Maggie kneeling with Peggy Calhoun
among a sea of forensic techs so intent on their own tasks that
they paid no attention to the two women.
“It’s really sad,” Peggy said. “It looks like she
was completely alone. There’s not a trace of anyone in this house
but her.”
Maggie glanced at her friend. “That bother
you?”
“A little,” Peggy admitted. “I mean, look at her.
She was so beautiful. How can a person like that end up
alone?”
“Some people like being alone,” Maggie said. “I
live alone.”
“I know,” Peggy conceded. “And I’ve lived alone for
thirty years. It’s just that she seems so delicate, and this house
is so filled with love. As if she had a lot of love to give. It’s
horrible for her to die alone this way. What made her so
unhappy?”
“My guess is someone else,” Maggie said. “She’d
have been better off alone.”
Maggie was on her hands and knees, her eyes level
with a spot only a few inches from the floor. “You know what? I
don’t think this woman was alone when she died. Look at the
position of the hand, the way it’s wrapped around the gun and the
fingers are curled around the trigger. You ever see that
before?”
Peggy shook her head. “Not in a suicide.”
“Exactly,” Maggie said.
“Calvano is going to want to call it self-help. He
always does.”
“I can handle Calvano,” Maggie said confidently.
“This one is not being marked closed anytime soon. Not until we
catch the guy.”
Peggy gave a sound that was halfway between a sob
and a sigh. Maggie looked at her sharply. “You okay,
Calhoun?”
“I knew you would take her side,” Peggy said,
nodding toward the victim on the floor. “I knew you’d be the one to
fight for her.”
Maggie patted her on the back. “I’m going to need
you on this one. Together, we’ll find out who did this to her. He
won’t get away, I promise.”
“Gonzales knows her,” Peggy said. “She’s a trauma
nurse. He says she saved his son’s life one night after he’d been
hit in the temple at a baseball game. The doctors said not to
worry, that it was just a minor concussion. But she saw something
in the kid’s eyes and wouldn’t let it go until they finally did
another scan. Turns out the kid had a serious internal cranial
bleed. They caught it in time because of her.”
Together the two women stared down at the dead
nurse, searching for a reason why she might be lying there while
others walked around alive.
“It’s always the good ones, isn’t it?” Maggie
asked.
“Seems that way,” Peggy agreed.