18
I’m not exactly a fan of
prison movies, but I’ve seen my share. When I visited Dale Morgan
at Northern Ohio Correctional, I saw that those movies were pretty
accurate. Just like in the movies, I sat on one side of a glass
wall, he sat on the other, and we talked to each other on
telephones.
Or more accurately, I talked on the phone, and he
sat there pretty much not saying much of anything. Then again, he
was too busy looking me over and salivating.
“You do remember Warden Lamar, don’t you?” When I
entered the room, I was told not to touch the glass, but I looked
over my shoulder to make sure the guard who stood near the door
wasn’t watching and took my chances. I tapped on the glass to get
Morgan’s attention. “You were at Central State when he was in
charge.”
“He was a good man.” It was the most I’d gotten out
of him since the gruff, “What’ya want?” he’d shot my way when he
walked in.
I breathed a sigh of relief. I wasn’t allowed to
bring my purse into the visitors’ room (and the guards who’d taken
it from me and put it in a locker better be handling it with kid
gloves since it was a Juicy Couture), but I’d tucked the silver
dollar from Lamar’s grave in the pocket of my khakis. I pulled it
out so Morgan could see it. “You buried this at the warden’s
grave.”
Dale Morgan was an I-don’t-know-how-old chunky,
short man with eyes as dull as the gray linoleum at our feet. He
had hair that was thin and too long, a tiger tattoo on his left
arm, and the kind of desperate, hungry look I imagined most of the
men in prison wore like a second skin, as if he were starving for
anything even remotely related to the outside world. It was the
only reason he’d agreed to see me in the first place, and I knew
it. I was shameless enough not to care.
He squinted to get a better look at the silver
dollar. “How would you know that about me burying that coin at
Lamar’s grave?” he asked me. “I did that ten years ago or more.
Between being at Central State and coming here. And what difference
does it make, anyhow?”
“It makes a difference to you.” I didn’t know this
for a fact, but if nothing else, I was getting good at throwing a
line. “You could have taken him a bunch of flowers. You didn’t. You
buried this coin because you were part of the warden’s coin group
at Central State. And it’s a Morgan silver dollar, after all. That
was your way of letting him know who left it there for him. The
coin was significant to you, and it is to him, too. Or at least”—I
added this before he could ask any questions—“it would be
significant to him if he were alive to know about it. I think you
did it to thank him for trying to help you turn your life
around.”
Morgan’s smile was as lean and as sleek as the rest
of him wasn’t. “Doesn’t look like it stuck, does it?”
I couldn’t argue with him there, and agreeing
seemed tacky. Instead, I stuck with the plan I’d made in the
hour-and-a-half drive from Cleveland. “You can still show him how
much you appreciate all he tried to do for you,” I said. “You might
still be able to help Warden Lamar.”
Morgan darted a look around the room. It was a
Thursday, and there weren’t many visitors around. The closest
prisoner to him was three chairs away, and that man was so
engrossed with talking to a woman with bad hair, a way-too-tight
miniskirt, and a blouse with a plunging neckline, he wasn’t paying
any attention to our conversation. Morgan lowered his voice,
anyway.
“How?”
For the first time since I walked into the prison,
I felt some of the tension inside me uncurl.
I scooted forward in my chair. “I don’t think
Warden Lamar killed Vera Blaine,” I said. “And maybe you don’t
think so, either. Is that why you buried that coin at his grave?
Did you feel you owed him something? If you’d spoken up
sooner—”
His look was as fierce as the tiger on his arm.
“You trying to pin something on me?”
“No. Not at all.” I tried for a smile, but let’s
face it, it’s hard to smile in a place that frisks you when you
walk in. “I don’t think you did it. In fact, I’m sure you didn’t.
If you did, you never would have left that coin for Lamar. But . .
.”
This was the moment I’d gone to the prison for, and
now that it had come, I felt butterflies flutter through my
stomach. I reminded myself that all Morgan could do was get mad at
me for what I was about to say. In comparison with someone trying
to kill me and someone murdering Sammi, it was small
potatoes.
“I was hoping that maybe you would know
something
Except for his gaze, which darted left and right,
he went as still as a statue. “Who told you?”
“Then it’s true? You do know about what
happened?”
“Didn’t say it was true. I asked who told
you.”
“Nobody.” It was the truth, and somehow, I think he
appreciated me admitting it. Or maybe I was just hoping. “But I
know you respected the warden, and you’d want to see justice done.
I might be able to prove he was innocent. If I could, it would give
his widow peace, and it would put a murderer where he belongs. If
you know anything—”
I saw him signal for the guard who would take him
back to his cell, and yeah, I panicked. I was too close to the
truth. Maybe. I’d never know if Morgan wasn’t willing to
talk.
“You can’t just walk away,” I blurted out.
He laughed. “You’re right. I can’t walk away. Not
from this place. But I’ll tell you what, it sure gets lonely in
here. I hardly ever get any visitors, you know what I mean?”
I did. I gulped and nodded. “You want me to come
back.”
“Tomorrow.” Morgan stood. “And you could dress a
little nicer, you know?” He glanced at the woman who sat nearby.
“Like that lady over there,” he said, and he hung up the
phone.
Maybe it was just as well, because I was just about
to tell him to stick it.
Then again, like I said, I was shameless, and too
close to the truth to walk away now.
I wondered if there was a Frederick’s of Hollywood
nearby.
I may have been
desperate, but I am not completely without pride. I skipped
Frederick’s of Hollywood and opted for Kmart. Which, of course, is
just as embarrassing in its own special way. When I walked into the
prison the next day, my outfit lacked style—not to mention
class—but if the head-turning looks I got from the guards meant
anything, it did its job.
I had Sammi to thank for teaching me to dress like
this.
Short, short red skirt. White tee with a V-neck
that plunged way more than anything should on a woman with a 38C
chest. It was sleeveless and had one of those crisscross backs that
meant it was impossible for me to wear a bra. But then, that was
the whole point. Shoes with skinny heels and chunky soles added
another couple inches to my height.
I had stopped just short of being the
girl-on-the-street-corner. But not by much.
Dale Morgan was not disappointed. When he walked
into the visitors’ room, I stayed on my feet long enough for him to
look me over. When he picked up the phone on his side of the glass,
his smile was oily. “If I ask you to come back tomorrow, what will
you wear then? Because I’ll tell you what, honey, I could spend the
rest of my time in here just dreaming about what you were going to
show up in every day.”
I might have looked like a bimbo, but I didn’t have
to act like one. I dropped into the chair on the other side of the
glass from his and glared at him in a way that said there was no
negotiating room in what I was about to say. “There will be no
tomorrow. You’ve got this one chance and this one chance only to
look long and hard
I was. He didn’t have to tell me. He looked over as
much of me as he could see from where he was sitting. “You went out
yesterday when you left here and you bought that outfit?”
“Yes.”
“Just for me?”
“I certainly wouldn’t have bought it for myself.
Clear reds do not look good on natural redheads, but this was the
shortest skirt I could find, so I made the sacrifice. And the shirt
is two sizes too small.”
His eyes went dreamy. “The shirt is perfect!”
I pinned him with a look. “Talk.”
Morgan leaned back in his chair. “What do you want
to know?”
I didn’t let him see how relieved I was. “You were
in Central State at the time Vera Blaine was killed. I want to know
what the other prisoners were saying, how they felt about what
happened. Did anybody have any theories . . . you know, about
Lamar’s arrest and conviction?”
“Theories?” He laughed like maybe I was a bimbo
after all. “Nobody’s got any theories in a place like this. They
only got secrets.”
“What’s your secret, Mr. Morgan?”
“Mine?” He grinned. “Word is going to spread
through gen pop that you visited me two days in a row, and
everybody but everybody’s going to be talking about what a
fine-looking woman you are. They’re going to be all over it,
wondering how Dale Morgan got a babe as
“And what was Warden Lamar’s secret?” I asked, and
at the same time, I hoped he didn’t know the secret that I hoped
only I knew. I wasn’t there to gossip, and it would serve no
purpose for anyone to know about Lamar’s affair with Vera.
He pursed his lips. “I don’t think the warden was a
secrets sort of man. He was up-front. Regulated, you know. He had
high expectations for all of us. And he kept them, even when we
were released and came back, again and again. The warden was noble,
and I let him down.”
“You don’t mean by just ending up back in here. You
knew something about Vera Blaine’s murder.”
He hesitated. “Knowing something he shouldn’t know
can get a man killed in a place like this.”
I had no doubt of it. I didn’t press the
point.
“If Lamar didn’t have any secrets, then who had
secrets about him? Reno Bob Oates? Or Bad Dog Raphael?”
Morgan’s eyes widened. We were the only ones in the
visitors’ room that afternoon, but he still took a careful look
around before he spoke. “Why those two?”
“Why not? They both hated Lamar. Either one could
have—”
“They didn’t both have those kinds of connections,
if you know what I mean. A man inside, he needs connections on the
outside to make something big like that go down.”
“Something big like a murder and then framing the
warden for it?”
He didn’t answer. He didn’t have to.
I thought about Reno Bob and Bad Dog. “You’re
saying Reno Bob didn’t have the chops. He always worked alone. Mack
Raphael was the one with the gang connections. You’re saying it had
to have been Bad Dog.”
“Didn’t say that. Wouldn’t.” He looked around
again. “A man like Bad Dog has friends in lots of places. I know
this for a fact, see. I was his cellmate at Central State.”
This was something I didn’t know. I tried not to
look too interested. “And you may have heard something. Or
overheard something. Is that what you’re saying?”
He shook his head. “I ain’t saying anything of the
sort. Like I said, I couldn’t. I value my life too much. Makes me
wonder why you aren’t so smart.”
It was a logical assumption. But then, Morgan
didn’t know that Helen Lamar had been her husband’s staunchest
supporter all these years, and he certainly didn’t know that Lamar
had done her wrong and that she deserved something for her
misplaced trust in him. He didn’t know that someone was out to get
me. He didn’t know about Sammi, either, and I told him about her
and about how we’d started out on the opposite sides of a lot of
issues (like taste and fashion, not to mention the law), but how
Sammi and I had ended up understanding each other. If we had had
more time, we might have been friends.
“You can see why I’ve got a sort of personal stake
in this,” I said when I was done. Maybe it was wishful thinking,
but I had the feeling he understood where I was coming from.
He shifted the phone from his left ear to his
right. “I may have overheard something once. A certain
cellmate
“What does that mean?”
Morgan made a face. “Like I know? I’m just telling
you what he said, ‘Bad Dog is sitting on the evidence and laughing
his ass off.’ Made no sense to me then, makes no sense to me now.
Maybe doesn’t even mean anything.”
“But maybe it does, and maybe you were feeling
guilty for never reporting what you’d heard to the cops. Is that
what you were trying to tell Lamar by burying that coin at his
grave?”
“If that was true, you’d be assuming I had a
conscience. You think that’s true?”
“I think Warden Lamar wouldn’t have believed in you
if it wasn’t.”
“Yeah. Well. Whatever.” He looked away.
I didn’t want to lose him, or the thread of our
conversation. I shifted a little in my chair to attract his
attention. “So it’s true? Bad Dog Raphael arranged Vera’s
murder?”
“Never said that.” Dale Morgan looked at the clock
that hung on the wall behind me. “What I will say is what I said
before. Bad Dog, he’s got connections. All kinds of people are on
his payroll. You should know that so you can be careful.”
His comment made me think about something that had
been bugging me since the night of the ruined art show and our
bachelor auction. “How about reporters?” I asked. “Does Bad Dog
have some of them on his payroll?”
He sucked his teeth. “Couldn’t say. But I wouldn’t
be surprised. You thinking about anyone in particular?”
I was, of course. Mike Kowalski. I wasn’t about to
say it. If I was wrong, and if Morgan was somehow allied with Bad
Dog, I could be getting Kowalski in a whole bunch of trouble he
didn’t deserve. If I was right, and if Morgan was a snitch, I could
be signing my own death warrant.
“I’m just asking, that’s all. I appreciate all your
help.”
“I haven’t helped you.” Morgan sat back, his right
arm thrown casually over the back of his chair. “And if you tell
anybody I have, I’ll deny it. If you send any cops here to confirm
what I’ve said—”
“I won’t. I swear.” I crossed my heart.
And that little movement of my finger across my
chest got him back to thinking about what he’d been thinking about
since I walked in the room. “Forty-five more minutes until visiting
hours are over,” he growled. “Since you’re going to be staying
around, how about you hitch that skirt of yours a little higher
and—”
I silenced him with a look that was cold enough to
shatter the glass between us, and Morgan got the message.
“So,” he grumbled, “what do you want to talk
about?”
What Dale Morgan and I
talked about for the next forty-five minutes isn’t the least bit
important. Neither is the fact that as soon as I got back to my
hotel, I changed into the real clothes I’d worn to northern Ohio
the day before. My purchased-just-for-the-occasion outfit went in
the trash, and I hightailed it back to Cleveland as fast as I
could.
I had plenty to do. The last episode of Cemetery Survivor
A couple weeks ago, I cared. A lot. The Monday
after I met with Dale Morgan, I drummed my fingers on the table of
the McDonald’s where I was sitting. Yes, it was the one across the
street from Bad Dog’s Big Car Nation, and no, I didn’t feel guilty
sitting there when there was so much to do back at Monroe Street.
I’d left Absalom in charge, and besides, I had to figure out what I
was going to do next.
It was five minutes later, and I was no closer to a
solution, when Absalom and Reggie slid into the booth across from
me. Delmar and Crazy Jake were there, too. They sat in the next
booth over.
“You were supposed to keep these guys working back
at the cemetery,” I told Absalom.
He grinned and grabbed a handful of my fries. He
pointed toward me with one of them. “You’re up to something. Except
to keep an eye on Bad Dog, why else would you be hanging out here?
You got your voodoo doll?”
I did, and to prove it, I pulled it out of my
pocket and showed it to him, and he nodded, satisfied.
I wished things were that easy. “Keeping an eye on
Bad Dog isn’t getting me anywhere,” I grumbled. The food on my tray
was cold. That didn’t stop Absalom from polishing off the fries, or
Reggie from grabbing the double cheeseburger. Jake had his own
chocolate shake, so Delmar took mine. Since the food was all just a
decoy to make me look like I belonged there, and I
“Like you thought you would?” Reggie chuckled. “You
don’t think the guy’s actually going to come right out and admit he
killed Sammi when he was trying to kill you, do you?”
I hadn’t told them why I was there. In fact, I
hadn’t told them where I was going when I left the cemetery at
lunchtime.
“She’s not the only one he killed,” I said, sure to
keep my voice down. “I think he’s responsible for another murder,
too, and for Warden Lamar’s death, since he died of embarrassment
his first night in prison.”
Absalom didn’t look surprised. “So what are we
going to do about it?”
“Well, for one thing, we can figure out the weird
thing Bad Dog told somebody in prison. He said he had proof of who
committed that murder twenty-five years ago. He said Bad Dog was
sitting on the proof and laughing his ass off. What do you suppose
that means?”
Not one of them had an answer.
I drummed my fingers some more, staring at the car
lot while I thought about everything Dale Morgan told me. I watched
the office and saw a couple people walk back and forth, including
Bad Dog himself. I paid attention to the skillful way the salesman,
Bud, ambushed a couple strolling by and dragged them around to the
side of the lot to show them a car. I glanced up at the mechanical
dog atop that pole.
And that’s when it hit me.
“Bad Dog’s sitting on the evidence and laughing his
ass off,” I mumbled. Right before I popped out of my seat and
headed for the door.
“Hey! What are you doing? Where are you going?”
Absalom and the others scrambled to catch up.
“Back to Monroe Street,” I told them. “We’ve got
work to do.” I would have gone right on sounding upbeat and
confident if another thought hadn’t struck.
I craned my neck and looked up at that smiling,
mechanical dog.
It was a long way to the top of that pole.