35.

The city’s quiet.

I leave Persephone, Mark, and the Mangy Eight at my place and take my boat across the river. It’s the first truly cold day of the season and there’s a flake or two in the air, with winter creeping up the river to tap the city on the shoulder. I dock in Tribeca, walk east among the castles, rough cobblestones underfoot. These ones aren’t made of gold, just cobble. Brought over in the bellies of empty cargo ships as ballast, then unpacked here and used to pave a new world.

In Chinatown the first of the last remaining shops roll up their iron shutters and open.

I’d helped the Mangy Eight ditch their bloody clothes and took care of the Deacons and the farmboys and Dave the doorman too. Remember, I used to work as a garbageman. I have access to incineration. I’d say ashes to ashes but that never made sense to me. None of us start out as ash.

In any case, those gents are all now traveling the city as weightless tourists, floating bird’s-eye over the streets, burnt to soot-flecks and swirling on the fresh gusts heralding winter.

May well land by accident on somebody’s outstretched tongue.

Reverse snowflake.

This city does leave a taste in your mouth.

I head into a knock-off emporium on Canal Street and pull out what’s left of my nest egg. Thanks to recent developments, my slush fund is all slush, no fund. Still, I have just enough for a Chinatown shopping spree, to outfit my new naked brood back home.

I hand over the last few bills.

Prodo for everyone.

As I’m walking out, my phone rings.

Unknown number.

Though I know.

Hello Simon.

I’d never told anyone about that place, the Social Club in Hoboken, not Mark, not Rick, not anyone, so imagine my surprise that morning when Simon the Magician pulled out the chair opposite mine.

Made me an offer.

Laid his cellphone on the table.

Trust me. She’ll pick up.

Hello Simon.

Well, I’d say that went off without a hitch.

Almost. I’d really hoped to find you in that bank. Give you a proper good-bye.

I thought you might. But I had to jet. Some other time, perhaps.

Spit-crackle of a bad connection. I blink first.

You got your money. So what’s next?

I wait. Manage the crisis. Then fill the void.

No, I mean what’s next for her.

I’ll make sure she’s taken care of.

And how are you planning to do that?

Well, for starters, I have you.

Whatever arrangement you have with her is between the two of you. But let’s be clear. If I ever see you—

Don’t worry. I don’t intend to be involved. At least not right away.

And I almost hung up then and there. I should have. But it gnawed.

So I said it.

One last thing, Simon.

Yes?

Congratulations.

He laughs. That laugh.

So she told you.

Not until this morning.

Secrets are so hard to keep. It’s a wonder they even call them secrets. Though I guess this one would have come out eventually. So to speak. Listen, Spademan—

Good-bye Simon.

He starts to say something else but before I hear it I pull out the SIM card and drop the handset in the sewer.

Hear his laughing voice echoing all the way down as he tumbles to the underworld.

It wasn’t Harrow.

It wasn’t her boyfriend.

It was Simon.

Simon the Magician.

Head of Security.

Harrow never knew.

Harrow would have killed them both if he had, of course. Killed all three of them—man, woman, and child. Probably killed some other people besides, just for being in the same vicinity.

Harrow had appointed Simon to be personally responsible for his eldest daughter’s security.

His job was to watch her.

So he watched her.

One day, she watched him back.

It was a short affair with only one lasting consequence.

A secret with an expiry date.

Or, rather, a due date.

She’d caught me on my way out this morning. Everyone else in the house still asleep. Led me by the hand to a bench by the waterfront.

The baby wasn’t the reason she ran. I was right about that, she said. She actually thought that maybe she could stay. In her home. With her family. With her father. That somehow he’d understand.

Before she’d thought that.

Before Rachel.

But not after.

She cried as she told me this.

She’d gone to Simon first. Spilled everything. About her father, about the farm, about Rachel. About what they’d done to her. Hoped Simon would help her. Hoped together they could halt it.

Turned out he knew all along.

Winter wind in a rush up the Hudson.

Hugged her knees to her belly on the bench.

Watching the water.

A posture of protection.

Belly getting bigger every day.

I’m sorry I lied. I was scared—

It’s okay—

—first of you. Then of my father. And I knew I’d need help—It’s okay. He had plenty of sins to atone for.

—to stop him. Once I knew. I had to stop him. I didn’t know how.

It’s okay.

And then Simon—

Tugged her close.

It’s okay.

And when I said it that last time, I think she finally started to believe me.

It all made sense now, of course. Simon’s intercession. The Judas betrayal. But when I shook his hand in the Social Club, I didn’t know any of this, and I can’t change that, or deny it.

It was a deal with the devil and I took it.

Figured that’s what passes for hope these days.

But maybe I’m wrong.

I hope I am.

She and I sat for a bit by the river. On the Jersey side.

Witnessed the sun resurrect itself over the Hudson. Rising up from its nightly tomb.

That daily miracle.

The once-mighty skyline cast in shadow as a consequence.