TWENTY
The
Goddess’ Will
Knowing where we had to go wasn’t difficult. A
path opened, though the heart of that marshy land: an area of drier
land snaking between brackish pools and stunted trees, leading
towards the silvery surface of a lake. Behind us was the shimmering
shape of Eliztac’s gate, the only way back into the Fifth
World.
Neutemoc grimaced, but he still went ahead,
soldiering through the mud as if it were a march. Teomitl followed,
casting a glance in my direction from time to time.
I was last, keeping a wary eye on the magic
swirling around us. This wasn’t our territory but Chalchiutlicue’s,
and She had known perfectly well that we were coming.
A splash in the water made me start. I turned
in its direction; and saw two yellow eyes, at the bottom of one of
the pools. Two eyes that followed me with naked hunger.
Huitzilpochtli curse them. Couldn’t we ever leave the things
behind, even in Tlalocan?
”What is it?” Teomitl asked. Neutemoc was
halfway to the lake by now, unconcerned by the mud that sucked at
his gilded sandals.
I shook my head, irritably. “Nothing.”
Another splash. I turned towards the ahuizotl –
and, with a fright, saw that it was crawling out of the
pool.
It was black, as sleek as a fish; but instead
of fins, it crawled on four clawed hands. Its wrinkled face was
vaguely human: not that of an old man, but that of a child that had
stayed for too long in the water; and the eyes were those of eagles
or pikes, round and unblinking and filled with frightful
intelligence. Its tail was long and sinuous, ending in a small,
clawed hand that kept clenching on empty air, a motion that was
oddly sickening.
”Acatl-tz…” Teomitl started, behind me, then
stopped. He must have seen the ahuizotl too.
Two more splashes of water: two other beasts,
crawling out from other pools. And then a fourth, and a fifth,
until the path was crowded with a dozen of them. They moved towards
us, blocking our way. Their tail-hands clenched, unclenched in a
swaying motion. I tried in vain to forget Eleuia’s empty
eyesockets, and the claws that had scrabbled at her face to tear
her flesh.
”Acatl,” Neutemoc said.
I didn’t move. I couldn’t move.
Two handspans away from us, the ahuizotls
stopped. Their eyes shone with the desire to drown, to rend, to
maim. But they didn’t come any closer.
”What do we do?” Teomitl asked.
”Move,” I managed. I cleared my throat.
“Forward. Move.” The message, after all, was clear
enough.
Neutemoc resumed his march towards the lake; so
did Teomitl and I. A dry, rustling sound came from behind us: the
ahuizotls were following. No going back.
The path went straight towards the lake, and
plunged into it. I didn’t think we were expected to go underwater,
though. Neutemoc stopped at the water’s edge. He didn’t say
anything, but his whole stance radiated impatience. Where do we go
now, Acatl? You who always have the answer to everything…
I turned, as slowly as I could. The ahuizotls
had spread out in a ring, their wrinkled faces turned toward the
lake. Waiting. For what? A signal to leap upon us?
The ground shook, under my feet. Magic surged
from the mud, arcing through my back in a flash of pain. Water
fountained from the lake, forcing its way into my hair, my clothes,
into my bones.
When I managed to raise my gaze again, the
goddess stood in the middle of the water.
No. She was the water: it flowed upwards,
turning into Her translucent body – and then, higher up,
solidifying into brown skin with opalescent reflections. I could
see algae and reeds in Her skirt; and, far into the depths of Her
lake, small shapes that might have been fish, or very young
children, still swimming in the waters of their mother’s
womb.
”Visitors,” Chalchiutlicue said. Her voice was
the storm-tossed sea, the gurgling of mountain streams, the wind
over the empty marshes. “It is not often that you brave My World.”
In one hand She had a spindle and whorl; in the other, a small
flint cutting axe.
I went down on one knee, keeping a cautious eye
on Her face. “My Lady,” I said. “We have need of Your
help.”
The Jade Skirt laughed, and it was the sound of
water cascading into pools. “And how may I help you,
priest?”
”I…” I started, but Her eyes, as green and as
opaque as jade, held me, silenced me. They were wide, those eyes,
with small, black pupils inset like obsidian – wide open, and I was
falling into Her gaze, a fall that had neither beginning nor
end.
She was inside me, rifling through my mind with
the ease of an old woman sorting out maize kernels. Memories welled
up, irrepressible: Mother’s angry face on her death-bed… Neutemoc’s
smile as he urged me to run after him in the maize fields…
Mihmatini, as a baby, snuggling against my chest with a contented
sigh, her heartbeat mingling with mine – a feeling I’d never
experience with a child of my own… The clan elders, bringing my
father’s body back for the vigil – and I, standing at the shrine’s
gate, not daring to enter and make my peace…
Chalchiutlicue slid out of my mind, leaving a
great, gaping wound. I stood once more on the shores of Her lake,
struggling to collect myself.
”So small,” She said with a satisfied smile.
“So filled with regrets and bitterness, priest. Shall I summon the
past for you? Shall I summon forth the spirits of the
dead?”
I knew who She wanted to summon – who had
drowned in the marshes: Father. “You have no such power,” I said,
shaking inwardly. “The dead don’t belong to you.”
”Is that so?” Her smile was mocking. “The
drowned are my province, and my husband’s. And some others, too.
Tell me now, shall I call up your father’s soul from the bliss of
Tlalocan?”
Father here, seeing me, seeing Neutemoc and
knowing what I had done… She couldn’t do that. She was powerful,
but not capable of doing that. She just wanted to see me squirm. It
was an empty threat. “No,” I whispered. “No.”
Her smile was even wider. “So small, priest.”
She reached out. Her huge hands folded around the knives at my
belt, lifting them to the level of Her eyes and flinging them
downwards into the mud. I could have wept. “Carrying your feeble
magic as if it could shield you.”
”We came for help,” I whispered, struggling to
turn the conversation elsewhere. “There is a child–”
Her face didn’t move. “How convenient. And tell
me: why should I help any of you? You,” and She pointed to me,
“with your allegiance given to another. And you and you, serving
the upstart, Huitzilpochtli?”
Neutemoc hadn’t intervened. So usual of him.
He’d done the same when Mother had died. But now, with the
goddess’s finger still pointed on him, he came forward. “Your
husband puts the Fifth World in danger.”
The Jade Skirt laughed again. “Why should it
matter to Me? I have seen five ages; and I ended the Third World.
We’ll start anew. We always do.”
”Not so soon,” I said, softly, knowing it
wasn’t an argument which would convince Her. “This isn’t the proper
time, or the proper way.”
If She had been human, She would have shrugged.
Instead, She made a wide, expansive gesture that made all the water
of the lake spout upwards – and then fall back again, like an
exhaled breath. “The proper way? Doesn’t Tlaloc do what We’ve all
wished for? Tumble the Hummingbird from His place in your Empire,
and give Us back the worshippers He took from Us?”
She was, like Tlaloc, like Xochiquetzal, one of
the Old Ones: the gods who had been there before Huitzilpochtli,
before the Sun God. But She was also Tlaloc’s wife – and the Storm
Lord had cheated on Her to make His agent child. As Neutemoc had
cheated on Huei. I needed to find the words…
Huei. What would have I told Huei? I closed my
eyes, for a brief moment, and then said, as softly as I could, “Is
this truly the way You would have wished this to go?”
Chalchiutlicue’s jade-coloured eyes blinked,
once, twice. “You don’t always choose your way, priest.”
”No,” I said, thinking of Huei, who was at this
moment waiting for her sacrifice. If only things could have gone
another way. “Nevertheless…” She smiled again, but said nothing.
“That child should have been yours,” I said, softly. “But it’s
not.”
She shook Her head, slowly, but didn’t make any
gesture to stop me. I took that as an encouragement. “He slept with
a mortal,” I said. “Instead of asking you.”
When Chalchiutlicue spoke again, Her voice was
lower: the soft sound of water, welling up from the earth. “It
couldn’t have been Mine,” she said. “Any child of gods would be a
god, and subject to the same limitations. But you are right in one
thing, priest. He didn’t ask me.”
”Then–” Neutemoc started, but the Jade Skirt
cut him off.
”In truth, I care little for your petty
struggles. If you choose to make the Southern Hummingbird supreme,
then you’ll reap what you’ve sown. I have already had a world in
which every mortal worshipped Me, where everyone gave their life’s
blood to sustain My course in the sky.” She smiled, and this time
the nostalgia was unmistakable. “Tlaloc had His world, too. But the
Storm Lord has always been greedy for more.”
”Don’t you want revenge?” I asked,
softly.
Chalchiutlicue’s eyes were unfathomable. “I
told you. I care little either way. Huitzilpochtli will tumble,
without any need for Our intervention.”
”Is there nothing that will persuade you?” I
asked. “So much is at stake…” The Imperial Family. The safety of
Tenochtitlan. The balance maintained by the Duality.
Laughter, like storm-waves. “You would
sacrifice something to Me, priest? Your endless regrets? Your
pitiful virginity, so carefully preserved? Your first-born child?”
Her voice turned malicious. “But of course, that’s something you’ve
given up on.”
Every word of Hers dug claws into my heart, and
slowly squeezed, until the world blurred around me. “I–”
”Your allegiance?” She said. “You’re sworn to
another, and Mictlantecuhtli doesn’t let go of what’s His. You have
nothing to give Me.”
Neutemoc’s face was white, but he didn’t move.
He stood as if paralysed. It was another who broke the
silence.
”No,” Teomitl said. “He has nothing to give.
But I have.” His face was transfigured by a harsh joy. Here was
what he had been waiting for, all along: a chance to be useful, to
prove his valour.
Chalchiutlicue turned towards him; the
invisible claws around my chest opened one by one, freeing my
heart. “One of the Southern Hummingbird’s devotees? That’s an
amusing thought.” Her eyes narrowed. “You’re–”
”Yes,” Teomitl said. He’d thrown back his
warrior’s cloak, revealing a simple glyph of turquoise on his
chest: the colour of the Imperial Family. “Will you accept my
allegiance?”
The goddess’s face was a mask, and I could
almost hear Her calculations. Was this a trap? An opportunity She
couldn’t ignore? “Your god is also jealous,” She said,
finally.
”But not careful,” Teomitl said. “He has
hundreds of devotees over the land.”
Chalchiutlicue’s eyes narrowed again. “But
there would be no gain, would there?”
Teomitl shrugged. “I’ve always thought the
Great Temple was disharmonious. There should be rooms for more
gods, shouldn’t there? For the peasants as well as the warriors;
for the waters as well as the battles.”
”Don’t lie to Me. You’re a warrior,” the Jade
Skirt said. “All that matters to you is glory on the
battlefield.”
Teomitl shook his head. “No,” he said. “The
only glory comes from winning battles. But there are many
battlefields.”
”In My realm?”
”Fighting currents,” Teomitl said, simply.
“Struggling not to capsize in a storm. Swimming ashore with the
ahuizotls surrounding you, eager for your eyes and
fingernails…”
She regarded him for a while. By Teomitl’s
shocked, blank gaze, She was probing into his mind, as she had into
mine. “You are sincere,” She said, finally. “When you become
Revered Speaker – will you re-establish My worship?” She didn’t, I
noticed, say “if”, but simply assumed it was certain that Teomitl
would succeed Tizoc-tzin – who in turn would succeed
Axayacatltzin.
If Teomitl noticed that, he gave no sign.
“Should I ever become Revered Speaker, I’ll make You and Your
husband a worthy temple: a building so great that everyone will
prostrate themselves on seeing it, so magnificent that it will be
the talk of the land…”
Chalchiutlicue laughed, but it was amused
laughter: waves lapping at a child’s feet, a stream gently gurgling
over stones. “Will it?” She asked. “That would be something to see
indeed, child of the Obsidian Snake. I should wait for
it.”
”Will you accept my allegiance, then?” Teomitl
asked, impatient as ever. Someone was really going to have to teach
him forbearance, or he’d never survive at the Imperial
Court.
The Jade Skirt watched him for a while, perhaps
weighing Her choices. “That would be interesting,” She said.
“Amusing, if nothing else. Yes, child. I’ll take your
offer.”
Power blazed from the heart of the lake,
welling up from the earth in an irresistible geyser. It wrapped
itself around Teomitl like a second mantle, sank into his skin
until his bones echoed with its ponderous beat. He fell to his
knees in the mud, gasping for breath.
Neutemoc, finally finding some energy, took a
step towards him. I laid a hand on his shoulder. “Wait,” I said.
Intervening would just make things worse, both for Teomitl and for
us.
Teomitl’s head came up, in a fluid, blurred
gesture that had nothing human about it. His eyes were the colour
of jade: a mirror of Chalchiutlicue’s triumphant gaze. His mouth
opened; but all that came out was a moan, a shapeless
lament.
”Feel it,” Chalchiutlicue whispered. Her voice
made the ground tremble under our feet. “Feel it, child of the
Obsidian Snake…”
Teomitl closed his eyes. His head fell down
again; his back slumped, as if under a burden too heavy to
bear.
In the silence, all we could hear was his
breath, slow and laboured. Something cold and slimy bumped against
my legs: one of the ahuizotls, creeping closer to Teomitl. I bent
down, instinctively, to recover my obsidian knives from the mud
into which Chalchiutlicue had flung them.
”No!” Her voice was the thunderclap of the
storm. “He made his choice, priest. Let him bear the
consequences.”
In the eerie silence of Chalchiutlicue’s
Meadows, the ahuizotls converged towards Teomitl. They formed a
wide, malevolent ring, circling him like a flock of vultures, and
their hypnotic song rose, slowly, faintly, ringing in my chest like
a second heartbeat:
“In Tlalocan, the verdant
house, The Blessed Land of the
Drowned
The dead men play at
balls, they cast the reeds…”
The clawed hands over their heads clenched,
unclenched, a sickening counterpart to the rhythm of the song. I
couldn’t hear Teomitl’s breathing any more.
Slowly, ever so slowly, Teomitl rose from his
kneeling position. He raised his head, and every one of the
ahuizotls around him did the same.
Nausea welled up in me, sharp,
uncontrollable.
Teomitl’s eyes weren’t jade any more; but
yellow, the same colour as the beasts surrounding him.
”Acatl,” Neutemoc whispered. I said nothing. I
waited for Teomitl to say something, anything that would prove he
was still human.
Teomitl sucked in a breath, and then another –
slow, deliberate. “It… hurts,” he whispered. “It…” And, for the
first time, he wasn’t a warrior or an Imperial Prince, but just a
boy, thrust into responsibilities he’d never been meant to
have.
Chalchiutlicue smiled. “They’ll come to your
call,” She said.
”And the child?” Neutemoc asked.
Teomitl shook his head, as if to clear his
thoughts – which must have been moving in another place, far from
the Fifth World. The ahuizotls’ heads moved slightly; but they
seemed more to be following him than mimicking his gestures. I
didn’t know whether that was an improvement. Everything about the
ahuizotls made my hackles rise. But the Jade Skirt was right:
Teomitl had made his choice, and couldn’t go back on it.
”The child–” Teomitl whispered. “I can feel
him,” he said. “Everywhere…” His face twisted. “In the rain, in the
waters of the lake… Like a wound in the Fifth World.”
”My husband placed a spell of concealment on
the child,” Chalchiutlicue said. “He was given to a family in the
Floating Gardens in the district of Cuepopan, to raise as their
own.” She opened Her hands wide. Within them lay a small,
translucent jade figurine of a baby, shining with an inner light.
She blew on it: the baby scattered, became dust blown into
Teomitl’s face. “That is where you’ll find him.”
Before going back, I retrieved my knives from
the water, and put them back in my belt. They still pulsed, but the
emptiness of Mictlan was somehow different, tainted with
Chalchiutlicue’s touch.
The ahuizotls followed us on the way back: an
escort I could gladly have done without. Teomitl was silent, his
eyes lost in thought. The veil of protection I’d always seen on him
was still there. But it had subtly changed, shimmering with green
reflections. Like my knives, Chalchiutlicue’s magic had altered
it.
Neutemoc, too, was silent. Brooding again,
probably. I could only hope I wasn’t at the forefront of his
thoughts.
When we reached the remnants of the glyph
through which we’d entered the Meadows, the world spun and spun,
and coalesced into the small room where we’d started our
journey.
Eliztac stood watching the brazier, in which
the last remnants of the copal and resin figurine were consuming
themselves. He looked up when we stepped out of the glyph. “You’ve
returned, I see.” His gaze froze on Teomitl. “She’s made you Her
agent?”
Teomitl said nothing. His eyes were still
unfocused.
”There’s no time,” I said. “We have to go to
the district of Cuepopan. Can you lend us a boat?”
Eliztac’s eyebrows rose. “Always in a hurry, I see.”
”It’s the rain,” Teomitl whispered, and his
voice echoed, as if Chalchiutlicue were speaking through him. “It’s
all wrong, can’t you see?”
Eliztac said nothing. He had to have seen.
“This temple has many boats,” he said. “But few boatmen who will be
ready to brave the goddess’s anger.”
”I’ll row,” I said at the exact same time as
Neutemoc, who glared at me, defiant. Of us both, he’d always been
the faster rower; but it had been many years since he hadn’t had a
slave rowing for him.
Eliztac smiled. “I’ll take you to the docks,
while you decide.”
When we did reach the docks, there wasn’t any
discussion: Neutemoc settled himself into the boat, taking the oars
and glaring at me. Quarrelling would have been futile, so I let him
be. In any case, I was more worried about Teomitl, who looked at
the boat blankly, as if he had forgotten what it was.
”This way,” I said.
Teomitl sucked in a breath and exhaled slowly,
as if it had hurt him. “We have to hurry,” he said. Around him, the
rain fell in a steady curtain: magic shimmering around us, chipping
away at our wards.
When our wards were gone… I didn’t want to
think on what would happen, but it was a fair bet the creatures
would be close.
”I know,” I said. “Get in.”
Teomitl laid an unsteady hand against the
boat’s edge. “I–” he said. He breathed in, again. “I’m not used to
it.”
I’d never been a god’s agent, but the Wind of
Knives’ powers had been invested in me, for a very short while. “It
will get easier as time passes.”
Teomitl snorted. “A good guess,” he said. He
climbed into the boat; Neutemoc stilled its rocking
effortlessly.
“I’ll guide,” Teomitl said.
There was still a chance we would find the
child before the full measure of His powers manifested; before he
became much harder to kill. But Teomitl was right. We had to make
haste.
The streets and canals Neutemoc rowed through
were deserted: the unexpected, unrelenting rain seemed to have sent
everybody indoors. At one intersection, a woman stood watching the
water level under a bridge, her face creased into a frown. I could
understand her worry: all of Tenochtitlan was an island, and the
lake was our foundation. A flood would be a disaster.
But there were other, deeper worries: the Fifth
World would not last if Tlaloc tumbled Tonatiuh, the Sun God, from
the sky. Everything would once more be plunged into the primal
darkness.
”This way,” Teomitl said, as we reached the
first of Cuepopan’s Floating Gardens. He steered Neutemoc from
island to island with small gestures; my brother said nothing, only
rowed like a man who had nothing to lose any more.
The Floating Gardens were silent. With the
rain, no peasants planted seeds, or tilled the fields. It was as if
everything had withdrawn from the world, save for the steady patter
of rain on the water, and the regular, splashing sound of
Neutemoc’s oars, leading us ever closer to our goal.
And a couple of other splashing sounds. Without
surprise, I saw two dark shapes in the water, trailing after the
boat like an escort.
”You can feel them?” I asked Teomitl.
He shook his head. “I could tell them to go
away.”
I was tempted. The ahuizotls frightened me; but
we weren’t there to be subject to my whims. And against a
god-child, any weapon could prove useful. “No,” I said. “Let them
be.”
They followed us, whispering of the Blessed
Lands, of the dead gathered in Chalchiutlicue’s bosom. Of Father,
still unaware of how much I mourned him.
”This one,” Teomitl said.
There was nothing remarkable about the Floating
Garden he singled out. Like the others, it was a mass of earth and
roots, anchored into the mud of the lake by poles and woven reed
mats. A single house, perched on an artificial rise, dominated it:
a small affair – and yet, as in my parents’ house, it would host
hordes of children; old people; and a couple of peasants,
struggling to feed them all.
I laid a hand on one of my obsidian knives,
feeling the emptiness of Mictlan within my chest, mingling with the
bitter tang of the Jade Skirt’s magic. This wasn’t the time for
reminiscence.
Neutemoc moored the boat near the edge of the
Floating Garden, where we all disembarked. I couldn’t help
remembering the last time I’d done this, when Teomitl had run us
aground. At least my brother was a decent oarsman.
”And now what?” Neutemoc asked.
I shrugged. “We go see what’s
inside.”
The rain, though heavy, didn’t yet hamper our
vision. I wasn’t confident the situation wouldn’t change, though,
if the god-child grew into his powers. Hopefully, it wouldn’t
happen. Hopefully.
Wordlessly, we crept up the small rise.
Neutemoc was in the lead, his sword drawn. I was right at his back,
Teomitl trailing some way behind us. The ahuizotls remained in the
water – for which I was grateful.
Inside, it was dark and cool, but the air was
saturated with magic: the same deep, pervasive sense of wrongness
that I’d sensed at Amecameca. Here, however, it was strong enough
to choke the breath out of me. “I… I don’t think I’m going to last
for long.”
”What’s the matter, Acatl-tzin?” Teomitl
asked.
It hurt to breathe, even to focus my thoughts.
Wrong, it was so wrong. Teomitl had had it right: it was like a
wound in the fabric of the Fifth World, a wound that kept widening,
spilling its miasma to choke us all.
”Who comes here?”
By the extinguished hearth crouched a wizened
figure, wrapped in a tattered shirt, its clothes torn to shreds and
stinking of refuse.
”Huemac? Is that you?” the figure
asked.
An old, old woman, her face seamed with the
marks of many seasons, blind gaze questing left and right, still
trying to see us. She didn’t look threatening, though the magic
pervaded her, soaking through her skin, outlining the pale shapes
of her bones. Wrong. All wrong.
”We’re not your son,” Neutemoc said.
“‘We’?” she asked. “How many of you are
there?”
”I’m not sure that’s relevant,” Neutemoc said,
nonplussed.
”This is a small house,” the old woman
whispered. “A small, small place, my lord. We have nothing worth
your time.”
Even without her sight, she could still
distinguish the confident tones of a warrior’s voice.
”We’re not here to attack you,” Teomitl said,
finally. “We’re looking for your… grandson?”
”I have many grandsons.” Her voice was sly.
“Many, many children of my own; and many fruitful
marriages.”
Teomitl closed his eyes for a bare moment.
“He’s young. Six, seven years old, no more. His hair is as black
and as slick as dried blood, and his skin the colour of muddy
water.” He spoke as if he could see the child. And perhaps he
could, indeed; perhaps that had been part of Chalchiutlicue’s
gift.
”Chicuei Mazatl,” the old woman whispered. “My
sweet, sweet Mazatl.” She crooned, balancing herself back and forth
on her knees. “Mazatl. A deer, a strong child like his father; born
to be a hunter…”
I didn’t know what was worrying me more: the
wrongness that crushed my chest, or the chilling fact that this old
woman was completely unanchored from the Fifth World.
”Mazatl.” Neutemoc’s voice was flat. His own
daughter was called Mazatl – simply after the day she had been
born, like many children – but he would see the parallels. “Where
is he, venerable?”
”Not here,” she cackled. “No, not here. The
deer has fled into the forest, into the trees. Not here…”
Teomitl knelt by the fire, and took her hands.
“Look at me,” he said.
Her blind eyes rose towards his face, and
stopped. Slowly, hesitatingly, she extended her right hand in his
direction. Teomitl didn’t move. He let her touch his skin and
recoil, as if she’d burnt herself. “You shine, like a sun, like the
sun at the beginning of the world. You – who are you?”
”Ahuizotl,” Teomitl said, softly. “He who bears
Chalchiutlicue’s gift.”
”Ahuizotl. It is a strong name,” the old woman
whispered. “Will you protect me? They’ve left, they’ve all left,
taking their reed mats and the last embers, and the altar of the
gods, and the ceramic bowls. Gone…”
”I see,” Teomitl said. His voice was soft, with
the edge of broken obsidian. “Do you know where?”
”I–” Sanity returned to her face, for a brief
moment. “They’ll kill me if I tell. They said they would. They
never lie, you see.”
Teomitl’s hands tightened around hers. “I never
lie, either,” he said. “I’ll protect you.” He surprised me; I would
have expected him to dismiss the old woman, as he’d dismissed the
peasants on our last hunt together. But Chalchiutlicue’s gift had
moulded him into someone else entirely.
”From what is coming?” Her voice was
fearful.
”As best as I can. But you have to tell
me.”
The old woman didn’t speak for a while. “You’ll
remember me,” she said. “Ahuizotl. You’ll remember me.”
”Yes,” Teomitl said. And although he spoke in a
low voice, the whole hut vibrated with his power, and for a moment
the wrongness coiled within the walls abated. “I’ll remember you.
Where did Mazatl go?”
”It’s the day,” the old woman said. “The day he
leaves his childhood name behind. The day to enter the House of
Youth, you see.”
I didn’t think there would be a House of Youth.
What Mazatl needed to learn about war and his place in the world,
he’d be told by his father.
”Yes,” Teomitl said. “The day he takes his true
name.”
”Yes, yes,” the old woman said.
Neutemoc, although he hadn’t said anything, was
clearly growing impatient. I was growing worried. Mazatl and his
foster parents had obviously been gone for some time. Whatever
preparations they needed to make would be near
completion.
”Where did they go?” Teomitl asked.
”You’ll protect me?”
”I’ll protect you,” Teomitl repeated. “Look.”
He blew into her face, gently: his breath became a shimmering cloud
that wrapped itself around her, making Tlaloc’s magic recede. “That
way.”
”You’re strong,” the old woman whispered.
“You’ll keep your word, won’t you?” She shook her head. “They went
to the heart of the lake. To the place where they plant the tree of
the Star Hill, the place where Spring is reborn.”
Neutemoc and I looked at each other. “The Great
Vigil,” we both whispered.
One month after the start of the rainy season,
a tree was brought from the Star Hill, where our first Emperor had
built a temple to his father, Mixcoatl, the Cloud Serpent. Scores
of warriors hoisted the tree upwards, and planted it into the mud
at the centre of Lake Texcoco. A girl was sacrificed and her blood
poured on the trunk, and into the water; and thus the Storm Lord
would grant us His favours for another year of growing
maize.
There would be no tree: by now, it would have
rotted down to nothing. But something of that yearly sacrifice
would remain, some power that could be tapped into.
”I see,” Teomitl said, gravely. He blew again
on her, gently. The shimmering cloud of his breath expanded to
cover her from head to toe. It sank into her bones, one magic to
replace another. And as it did so, the old woman faded slightly, as
if she stood at a remove from the Fifth World.
”Such strength,” she whispered. “Such
unthinking strength. Thank you.”
Teomitl clasped her hands, and did not
answer.
”Let’s go,” Neutemoc said.
Outside, it was easier to breathe, although the
rain hadn’t abated. If anything, it was stronger: a veil, gradually
falling across the land; the endless tears of the Heavens, filling
the lakes and canals to overflowing.
”It’s transformed you,” I said to Teomitl. “Her
gift. Once, you wouldn’t have looked twice at that
woman.”
”It–” Teomitl shook his head, unable to
describe what had happened to him. “It – changes you. To the
bone.”
”So much?” I asked. I couldn’t help wondering
if Chalchiutlicue had had some other motive in making Teomitl Her
agent, if Her gift had had some thorns we hadn’t seen.
Teomitl was looking at the lake. “No,” he said.
“But that woman in the hut… she felt so wrong, yet it wasn’t her
fault.”
”No,” I said, finally. When this was all over,
we’d have to see that old woman, to make sure she would survive
after Teomitl’s protection had cut her off from her
family.
The ahuizotls were waiting for us near the
boat, their heads half out of the water. They appeared more curious
than hungry. But The Duality curse me if I trusted those beasts to
do anything more than obey Teomitl.
”It’s not so far,” Neutemoc said.
I snorted. “Not so far. It’s at least one hour
from here. And I don’t think we’re doing the right
thing.”
”What do you propose we do, then?” Neutemoc
asked, sarcastically.
”I think we’ll arrive too late,” I
said.
”I don’t agree,” Neutemoc said.
”Then you can go ahead with Teomitl, and scout.
But I’m going back to get reinforcements.”
”We don’t need–”
”Oh? You can defeat a powerful god’s agent, and
his creatures, all by yourself? Last time I saw, you were busy
being wounded.”
”Don’t toy with me,” Neutemoc said.
”I’m not toying,” I snapped. “I’m telling you
to be careful for once. Or is that not a warlike virtue?”
”You know nothing of war,” Neutemoc said,
softly. “Don’t presume to judge.”
”What other choice is left to me?” I asked,
angrily. “You won’t judge yourself.”
”I don’t think it’s quite the right time for
this,” Teomitl said. He was sitting in the boat, lounging in the
back as if it were a comfortable chair.
Neutemoc’s face was closed. “Maybe not,” he
said. “But things have to be clear, don’t they?”
”Enough,” Teomitl said. Again, he didn’t raise
his voice, but it cut through every word I might have thought of.
“Reinforcements are probably going to be useful. Duality
priests?”
I shrugged. “Whatever I can find.” I hoped it
would be Duality priests, though I’d have preferred Ceyaxochitl and
Yaotl at my side, even over a dozen of them. But the priests were
fierce fighters.
”Very well,” Teomitl said. “We’ll leave you in
Tenochtitlan, and go on to the tree and see what’s going on.” He
raised a hand to forestall my protest. “We’ll be careful, never
fear. I don’t intend to get killed before I get a chance to
strike.”
Neutemoc said nothing. I wasn’t so sure he
wouldn’t rush, but at least he’d have Teomitl to control him. It
was amazing how persuasive the boy could be, when he applied his
mind to the conversation. A boy who would one day be Emperor.
Better not to think about that – not right now.