THREE
Dancers
When I arrived, the courtyard was deserted
again, and the entrance-curtain to Eleuia’s room hung forlornly in
the breeze. But from the other set of rooms – Zollin’s – came
light, and the slow, steady beat of a drum. Music, at this
hour?
I pulled aside the curtain, and took a look
inside.
In a wide room much like Eleuia’s, two young
adolescents went through the motions of a dance. One was tall, her
hair cascading down her back, and the seashell anklets she wore
chimed with each of her slow gestures. The other wove her way
between the tall one’s movements, like water flowing through stone.
It was not all effortless: beads of sweat ran down the first
dancer’s face, and the other one kept whispering under her breath,
counting the paces.
The drum-beater was older than either of her
dancers: her seamed face had seen many a year, and she kept up her
rhythm, even though her eyes were focused on the girls. Smoke hung
in the room: copal incense, melding with the odour of sweat in an
intoxicating mixture.
I released the curtain. The chime of the bells
crashed into the music, a jarring sound that made both dancers come
to a halt. The drum-beater laid her instrument on the ground, and
looked at me, appraising me in a manner eerily reminiscent of
Ceyaxochitl. It was very uncomfortable.
”Priestess Zollin?” I asked her. “I am
Acatl.”
The drummer nodded. She turned, briefly, to the
girls, “That was good. But not enough. A dance should be done
without thinking, in much the same way that you breathe.” She waved
a dismissive hand. “We’ll practise again tomorrow.”
The girls remained standing where they were,
staring at me in fascination.
The older woman’s full attention was on me.
“The High Priest for the Dead, I suppose. Come to question me. I’ve
had the Guardian already, you know, and you’ve already arrested a
culprit. I don’t see what good it will do.”
She was sharp. Used to getting her own way, to
the point of discarding Neutemoc as of no importance to her.
Already, I longed to break some of that pride. She was also
singularly unworried, if she could dispense music lessons in the
middle of the night, with one of her priestesses missing, or
killed.
”One of your priestesses has vanished,” I said.
“Doesn’t that–”
She shrugged. “Why should it interfere with the
running of this house? I grieve for Eleuia” – that was the worst
lie I’d ever heard, for she made no effort to inflect any of those
words, or to put sadness on her face – “but she was only one woman.
The education we dispense shouldn’t halt because of
that.”
”I see,” I said. “So you think she’s dead.” I
closed my eyes, briefly, and felt the magic hanging around the room
like a shroud, clinging to the frescoes of flowers and musical
instruments: not nahual, not quite, but something dark, something
angry. Zollin was clearly powerful.
”There was so much blood,” the tallest dancer
said suddenly. Her face was creased in an expression that didn’t
belong: worry or fear, or perhaps the first stirrings of
anger.
”Cozamalotl,” Zollin snapped. The girl fell
silent, but she still watched her teacher. Her younger companion
hadn’t moved. A faint blush was creeping up her cheeks.
”Eleuia could still be alive,” I
said.
”Then go look for her,” Zollin said. She was
truly angry, and I had no idea why. “Do your work, and I’ll do
mine.”
The Duality curse me if I was going to let her
dominate me. “My work brings me here,” I said, softly. “My work
leads me to ask you why you’re not more preoccupied by the
disappearance of a priestess in your own calmecac.”
Zollin watched me. “She never belonged to this
calmecac. It was only a step on her path to better
things.”
”Becoming Consort?” I asked.
”Whatever she could seize,” Zollin
said.
Cozamalotl spoke up again, moving closer to
Zollin as if she could shield her. “Everyone knows Eleuia grasped
at power the way warriors grasp at fame.”
The younger dancer did not answer. She was
shaking her head in agreement or in disagreement, though only
slightly. It seemed that Cozamalotl wasn’t only Zollin’s student,
but her partisan. If Eleuia was indeed dead, or incapacitated,
Cozamalotl would have her reward, just as Zollin would.
The Southern Hummingbird blind my brother. How
in the Fifth World had he managed to embroil himself in such a
bitter power struggle?
I probed further. “So you think someone didn’t
like what Eleuia was doing?”
Zollin snorted. “No one did. It’s not seemly
for a woman.”
Hypocrite. She condemned Eleuia for her
ambition, but she still wanted that office of Consort for herself.
I liked Zollin less and less as the conversation progressed, though
I couldn’t afford to be blinded by resentment if I wanted to solve
this.
”Women have few paths open in life,” I said,
finally, thinking of my own sister Mihmatini, who would be coming
of age in a few months, and would either join the clergy or look
for a husband of her own.
”But we know our place,” Zollin said. “Eleuia’s
behaviour was hardly appropriate. Flaunting herself before men with
her hair unbound and her face painted yellow – red cochineal on her
teeth, as if she were still a courtesan on the
battlefield–”
”When did she come here?” I asked, knowing I
had to regain control of the conversation if I wanted to find
anything to help Neutemoc.
Zollin looked bewildered for the first time.
“Nine, ten years ago? I’m not sure.”
”And how long have you been here?”
”A long time,” Zollin said.
”Long enough to feel you should have been
Consort, instead of Eleuia?” I asked.
She looked at me with new eyes. Yes. I might
look harmless, but I could still wound.
When she answered, some of the acidity was gone
from her voice. “Some of us,” she said, “take what we have. And we
do the tasks we were charged with, and do them well for years.
Eleuia was young and inexperienced. But she was alluring. And men
like that in a woman.”
Of course they did – the warriors, and maybe
even some of the priests, though they shouldn’t have. And the men,
as she had no need to remind me, held the power: the clergy of
Xochiquetzal was subordinate to that of her husband,
Xochipilli.
”She had power,” Zollin went on. “A great
mastery of magic, and a reputation won on the battlefield. But all
that doesn’t make a good Consort of Xochipilli.”
”Then what does?” I asked.
”Dedication,” Zollin said shortly. “Eleuia’s
heart wasn’t in the priesthood. You could see it was only her
pathway to something larger.”
”I see,” I said. She was only repeating
herself. But her final assessment of Eleuia sounded more sincere
than everything she’d said before. A woman bent on power – and
wouldn’t Neutemoc, with his status as a Jaguar Knight, have been a
good embodiment of that power? My hands clenched. I wouldn’t think
about Neutemoc, not now. I couldn’t afford to. “What were you doing
tonight?”
”None of your concern.”
Had she and Neutemoc decided to act together to
vex me? “I’ve had my share of foolish excuses for tonight,” I said.
“Tell me what you were doing.”
It was the dancer Cozamalotl who answered. “She
was with us,” she said. “Teaching us the proper hymns for the
festivals.”
Given the slight twitch of surprise on Zollin’s
face, that was clearly a lie.
”I see,” I said, again. “Would you swear to
that before the magistrates?”
She gazed at me, defiant, but it was Zollin who
spoke. “Cozamalotl,” she said. “The penalty for perjury is the loss
of a hand. Don’t waste your future.”
Cozamalotl did not look abashed, not in the
slightest. Her young companion, though, was bright red by now, and
looked as if she wanted to speak but couldn’t get the words past
her lips. I would have to talk to her later.
”I–” Cozamalotl started.
Zollin cut her. “I was alone. In my rooms. And
I can swear that I had nothing to do with that.”
”But you hated Eleuia,” I said.
”I won’t deny that.”
”Tell me,” I said. “What day were you
born?”
She looked surprised. “That’s no concern of
yours.”
”Humour me.”
”Why should I?”
”It’s only a date,” I said. “What are you
afraid of?”
”I’m not a fool,” Zollin said. “There’s only
one reason you’d be asking for it. I didn’t summon the nahual,
Acatl-tzin.”
”But you could have.”
She watched me, unblinking. At length: “You’ll
go to the registers anyway. Yes. I was born on the day Twelve
Jaguar in the year Ten House.”
She’d been quick to react. Too quick, perhaps,
as if she’d had prior knowledge? She’d been in the room: it was
conceivable she’d have recognised the scent of nahual magic, though
highly unlikely. It wasn’t a widespread craft among
priestesses.
I said nothing. “Will that be all?” she asked,
drawing herself to her full height. “I have offerings to
make.”
”That will be all,” I said. “For now.” I caught
the eye of the younger dancer, who was still standing unmoving, her
face creased in worry. She nodded, briefly, her chin raising to
point to the courtyard outside.
I exited the room, and waited for the girl
there. She did not come immediately: an angry conversation seemed
to be going on inside, between Zollin and her two students. But try
as I might, I couldn’t make out the individual words, not without
re-entering the room.
Two things worried me. The first was Zollin’s
singular unconcern for the summoning of a nahual, and the spilling
of blood in her own calmecac school; the second, the sheer
incongruity of teaching girls how to dance at this hour of the
night.
But then, if she was indeed complicit in
Eleuia’s disappearance, the first wasn’t surprising. As to the
second: I’d known men and women who would bury themselves in
activities, no matter how ludicrous, in order to escape guilty
consciences.
The younger dancer joined me outside, after a
while. She was even younger than I thought: not much more than a
child, really, her body barely settling into the shapes and
contours of adulthood. “Acatl-tzin? I thought–”
”Go on,” I said, gently.
”My name is Papan,” she said. “I…” She looked
at me, struggling for words. “Is Zollin-tzin a suspect in your
investigation?”
”I don’t know,” I said, though she most surely
was.
”There was a man found in Eleuia’s rooms,”
Papan said. “With blood on his hands.”
I nodded, curtly, trying not to think too much
of Neutemoc, of what I’d have to tell his wife, Huei, once I’d
gathered enough courage to go to her. “There are unexplained
things,” I said, finally. I started walking towards the end of the
courtyard, crushing pine needles under my sandaled feet. Their
sweet, aromatic smell wafted upwards, a relief after the stifling
atmosphere of Zollin’s room.
Papan followed me. “You’re looking in the wrong
place.”
”Your loyalty brings you credit,” I said.
“But–”
”No. You don’t understand. Zollin-tzin has
worked hard for this calmecac. She’s always been fair. She would
never kill or summon forbidden magic.”
”Nahual magic isn’t forbidden,” I said. “And I
only have your word for Zollin’s acts.”
”But I have only your word that Eleuia was
abducted,” Papan said, obviously frustrated. “No one has found her.
No one even knows if she didn’t summon the nahual
herself.”
I shook my head. “Priestess Eleuia wasn’t born
on a Jaguar day. She couldn’t have summoned the nahual.” Curious, I
asked, “Why would she do such a thing?”
Papan came to stand by my side, under the red
arch leading out of the courtyard. A fresco of conch-shells and
butterflies ran along the length of the arch. The insects’ wings,
painted with dark-red lac, glinted with the same reflections as
Papan’s eyes. “Eleuia was very beautiful,” Papan said. “But always
frightened. Cozamalotl and the other students didn’t see it, but
she always moved as if the ground would open under her
feet.”
”She had enemies?” I asked.
Papan shrugged. “I didn’t know her.”
”But you understood her.”
”No,” Papan said. She blushed. “I just saw. But
it wasn’t just now. She’d always been like that. For years and
years, ever since I entered the calmecac school.”
”And you think she wanted to disappear? Why, if
she’d always been afraid?”
Papan turned her face away from me. “I– I’m not
supposed to tell you. But if it helps…” She twisted her hands
together, but didn’t speak.
”Go on,” I said. “It could save her
life.”
Papan was silent for a while. “I saw her once,
at the bath-house. She was coming out of the pool.” Papan blushed
again. “I saw the marks on her body.”
”What marks? Scars?”
”No,” Papan said. “Stretch-marks.”
”She’d borne a child?” It wasn’t forbidden for
a priestess of the Quetzal Flower, but it was certainly unusual.
Many herbs would expel a child from a woman’s body, and there were
spells which would summon minor gods from Mictlan to end an
infant’s life in the womb. Priestesses would know all of
these.
”Yes,” Papan said. “I asked her; and she
laughed and she said it was a long time ago, when she was much
younger, in the Chalca Wars. I asked her why she’d done that, and
she told me she’d wanted a keepsake of her warrior
lover.”
My heart went cold. “You’re sure it was in the
Chalca Wars?”
Papan nodded.
In the Chalca Wars, Eleuia and Neutemoc had
slept together. But surely… Nonsense. She was a sacred courtesan.
She’d slept with many, many men, even in the Chalca Wars. There
were dozens who could have been the father of that child. But it
had been someone she’d loved. You couldn’t say that about just any
warrior.
And there lay the root of the problem: for a
warrior, sleeping with a courtesan was an inalienable right, a
reward for facing the hardships of the battlefield. A long affair
between a warrior and a courtesan, though – that wasn’t tolerated.
It would lead to exclusion from the Jaguar Brotherhood, no matter
how long ago the affair had taken place. If Neutemoc had indeed
conceived a child with Eleuia – and if Eleuia had kept it – then it
meant they had been more than casual lovers.
It also meant that Neutemoc had an even
stronger motive to keep Eleuia silent. A child.
I did not like the thought. I had to consider
it, like everything linked to the investigation – but it was an
itch at the back of my mind, claws softly teasing apart what I had
believed I knew about Neutemoc.
”Why do you think it may be connected?” I asked
Papan.
Papan shrugged. “I don’t. But she didn’t name
the warrior.”
I had noticed that. “And she didn’t tell you
anything about him?”
”No,” Papan said. “But she looked scared, as if
she’d told me something I wasn’t meant to know. She made me swear
to keep it secret. And I have, haven’t I?”
I knew what she wanted. Gently, I said,
“Secrets are no use to her if she’s dead.”
Papan stared at me for a while. I couldn’t tell
if I’d convinced her. “Don’t tell Zollin-tzin I told you,” she
said, as we walked out of the courtyard. “She thinks Eleuia was
only an opportunist.”
She didn’t use any honorific for Eleuia, I
noticed, just her name. “You were close?” I asked.
Papan bit her lip. “Until Zollin-tzin started
teaching me,” she said, miserably. “It’s hard, being torn in two
halves.”
I hadn’t known that. But I could guess, given
Zollin’s acidity, that it was indeed hard. “You did the right
thing,” I said.
”I’m not sure.” Papan bowed, deeply. “I’ll go
back to my room now. But thank you for listening to me,
Acatl-tzin.” And she walked off into the darkness, leaving me to my
own worries.
A child. Neutemoc’s child? The Storm Lord smite
him, couldn’t he have been more careful? A warrior was meant to
marry in his calpulli clan, to love his wife, to raise her
children. And it seemed that Neutemoc – who’d always been held up
as an example before me, the shining representation of all I should
have done with my life, whom I’d always admired and hated at the
same time – it seemed that Neutemoc had not had great success with
his marriage.
Ceyaxochitl and Yaotl were waiting for me at
the entrance to the calmecac school, by a fresco of quetzals in
flight. The birds’ long tails spread against the painted background
like waterfalls of emerald. Ceyaxochitl’s face was flushed, and she
was muttering imprecations under her breath. “Arrogant bastard. Who
does he think he is?”
”Something the matter?” I asked, stifling a
yawn.
Yaotl turned to me. “The Jaguar Knight just
walked out of here,” he said.
”The Jaguar Knight?” My mind, which had been
focused on Eleuia’s child, and on whether it might have been
Neutemoc’s, snapped back to the present. “Mahuizoh? The one who was
visiting his sister?”
The Duality curse me. I’d forgotten to ask
Neutemoc if he knew the man. He had to: there weren’t that many
Jaguar Knights in the city of Tenochtitlan.
”Yes,” Ceyaxochitl snapped. “He said we had no
evidence against him, that we had a perfectly good culprit in any
case, and that he saw no reason to tarry here.”
”So you didn’t question him.”
”Does it look as though I did?” Ceyaxochitl
snapped. She rapped her cane on the ground. “I should have arrested
him for disrespect. I’m getting too soft for this.”
I didn’t believe a word of that last sentence.
She was still as harsh as she’d ever been: as harsh as she needed
to be, to protect the Mexica Empire from wayward gods, stray
underworld monsters, sorcerers and magicians…
”Why didn’t you?” Yaotl asked, softly. He had a
hand on his obsidian-studded macuahitl sword. “You had ample
reasons.”
Ceyaxochitl shook her head. “He’s not guilty of
anything, Yaotl. Warriors and arrogance go hand-in-hand,
remember?”
I disliked arrogance as much as Ceyaxochitl,
and Zollin’s imperiousness was all too fresh in my mind. But
Ceyaxochitl was right: warriors, especially Eagle and Jaguar
Knights, were entitled to be arrogant, to dismiss us as of little
consequence. It wasn’t seemly behaviour, but they had dispensation.
They’d fought on the Empire’s battlefields, taken prisoners to
sacrifice to the gods, so that the world should go on, fed by the
magic of living blood; survived gruelling battles and retreats.
Compared to this, we priests had an easy life.
”Do you know where he lives?” I asked
Ceyaxochitl.
”No,” she said. “But he’s a Jaguar Knight. You
can go ask at their House, tomorrow.”
”Why not tonight?” I asked.
“Neutemoc–”
Ceyaxochitl’s lips pursed. “One night of
imprisonment isn’t going to kill your brother.”
”But I could–”
”You could not.” Her voice was as cutting as
obsidian. “One does not walk into the Jaguar House.”
”I am High Priest for the Dead,” I said, in the
same tone she had used on me.
Ceyaxochitl’s gaze told me all I needed to
know: the Jaguar and Eagle Knights were the elite of the Empire,
the warriors who kept us strong, and they had their own laws.
“Acatl. If you go into the Jaguar House, and wake up sleeping
Knights without their commander’s permission, you’ll be under
arrest. And much good it will do your brother then.”
”You’re asking me to let go?”
”I’m asking you to wait until tomorrow.
Daylight changes many things.”
Yaotl’s lips pursed. “And if you dress
impressively enough, getting in shouldn’t be a problem.”
”Ha ha,” I said. Even if I put on my full
regalia, with the skull-mask and the cloak embroidered with owls,
I’d still have difficulties entering the Jaguar Knights’ House. “Do
you think it’s worth pursuing?” I asked Ceyaxochitl.
It was Yaotl who answered. “That Jaguar Knight
was shaken,” he said. “Very badly shaken, and trying hard not to
show it.”
Hardly a normal reaction. “You think he had
something to do with it?”
”I’m having trouble seeing how he could not
have had something to do with it,” Yaotl said.
More suspects. On the one hand, this lessened
the chances Neutemoc was guilty of more than adultery. On the
other, what had looked like an easy case seemed to put forth
additional complications with every hour.
”I’ll go and see him tomorrow,” I
said.
Ceyaxochitl’s eyes blinked, slowly; her face
stretched slightly. I put my hand over my mouth to contain my own
yawn.
”Anything else?” she asked.
I thought back to my interview with Zollin, and
of the magic that had hung thick in her room. “You said you’d
searched every room of the calmecac for the nahual. Did that
include Zollin’s rooms?”
Yaotl spoke up. “No supernatural jaguar hiding
there, trust me. Although I’ve never seen someone less worried
about Eleuia.”
”I had the same impression,” I said. “She
seemed to polarise people.”
Ceyaxochitl shrugged. “The beautiful often do,
even if they’re no longer young.” She leaned on her cane, exhaling
in what seemed almost nostalgia. Then she shook her head, coming
back to more pressing matters. “The search parties are out. Yaotl
will stay here and supervise them. You, on the other hand, should
go to sleep.”
I said, stung, “I don’t need–”
”Sleep? Don’t be a fool, Acatl. Dawn is in less
than two hours. You won’t be of any use to anyone, least of all
your brother, if you can hardly stand.”
My brother. Was I going to be of any use to
him?
I hadn’t dwelled on Neutemoc for years. Or
perhaps it had started even earlier: when the calpulli clan’s
search party brought Father’s drowned body to Neutemoc’s house, and
when we’d stared at each other across the divide, and known we’d
become strangers to each other.
I didn’t know. I didn’t know what I ought to
feel.
”There will be time, tomorrow,” Yaotl said,
almost gently. I must have looked really tired, if he was being
solicitous to me.
”Was there anything else, Acatl?” Ceyaxochitl
asked.
It was a dismissal: my last chance to get her
help, instead of Yaotl’s distant, ironic pronouncements. I said,
finally, “I need the location… of a certain house in
Tenochtitlan.”
”A House of Joy?” Yaotl asked, his face falsely
serious. “Feeling lonely in your bed?”
I was too tired to rise to the jibe. “Priestess
Eleuia allegedly had a child, some years ago. I’m not sure it’s
significant, but I’d like to know if it’s true.”
Ceyaxochitl’s eyes held me, shrewd, perceptive.
I lowered my gaze. I didn’t wish her to read my thoughts. But she
had to know; she had to have guessed what I feared.
“Yes?”
”I’ve heard whispers in the Sacred Precinct,” I
said slowly. “They say… they say that Xochiquetzal, the Quetzal
Flower could not restrain Her lust, and charmed all the gods onto
Her sleeping mat, one after the other. There is talk that the
Duality expelled Her from Heaven for this sin, and that She now
dwells in the mortal world, in a house which can be visited, if one
knows its location.”
Ceyaxochitl didn’t blink, or give any sign of
surprise. “Perhaps,” she said. “You’d go to Her to know about the
child?”
”Yes,” I said.
I couldn’t read her expression. But at length
she said, “Priestess Eleuia belonged to Her. And she is Goddess of
Lust and Childbirth, after all. Perhaps She’ll know something
useful. Go to bed, Acatl. I’ll send the address to you in the
morning.”
So I couldn’t go to the goddess’s house now.
They were both treating me like a newborn infant, which was
worrying. Neither of them had shown any inclination to overprotect
me before.
”Very well,” I said. “You win. I’ll go find
some sleep before dawn.”
”Don’t worry. We’ll take care of things,” Yaotl
said. His eyes glinted in the darkness. For a fleeting moment I
thought there was more than amusement in his gaze – something
deeper and more serious – but then I dismissed the thought. Yaotl
was not my enemy.
I was too tired to think properly. I bade them goodbye and walked back to my temple, praying that they’d find Eleuia alive – that they’d find something, anything, that would exonerate Neutemoc.