CHAPTER TWO
Karras threaded tape to an empty reel in the
office of the rotund, silver-hair director of the Institute of
Languages and Linguistics. Having carefully edited sections of his
tapes onto separate reels, he was about to play the first. He
started the tape recorder and stepped back from the table. They
listened to the fever voice croaking its gibberish. Then he turned
to the director. "What is that, Frank? Is it a language?"
The director was sitting on the edge of his
desk. By the time the tape ended, he was frowning in puzzlement.
"Pretty weird. Where'd you get that?"
Karras stopped the tape. "Oh, it's something
that I've had for a number of years from when I worked on a case of
dual personality. I'm doing a paper on it."
"I see."
"Well, what about it?"
The director pulled off his glasses and chewed
at the tortoise frame. "No, it isn't any language that I've ever
heard. However..." He frowned. And then looked up at Karras. "Want
to play it again?"
Karras quickly rewound the tape and played it
over. "Now what do you think?" he asked.
"Well, it does have the cadence of
speech."
Karras felt a quickening of hope. Fought it
down. "Yes, that's what I thought," he agreed.
"But I certainly don't recognize it, Father. Is
it ancient or modern? Or do you know?"
"No, I don't."
"Well, why not leave it with me, Father? I'll
check it with some of the boys."
"Could you make up a copy of it, Frank? I'd like
to keep the original myself."
"Oh, yes, surely."
"In the meantime, I've got something else. Got
the time?"
"Yes, of course. Go ahead. What's the
problem?"
"Well, what if I gave you fragments of ordinary
speech by what are apparently two different people. Could you tell
by semantic analysis whether just one person might have been
capable of both modes of speech?"
"Oh, I think so."
"How?"
"Well, a 'type-token' ratio, I suppose, is as
good a way as any. In samples of a thousand words or more, you
could just check the frequency of occurrence of the various parts
of speech."
"And would you call that conclusive?"
"Oh, yes. Well, pretty much. You see, that sort
of test would discount any change in the basis vocabulary. It's not
words but expression of the words: the style. We call it 'index of
diversity.' Very baffling to the layman, which, of course, is what
we want." The director smiled wryly. Then he nodded at the tapes in
Karras' hands. "You've got two different people on those, is that
it?"
"No. The voice and the words came out of the
mouth of just one person, Frank. As I said, it was a case of dual
personality. The words and the voices seem totally different to me
but both are from the mouth of just one person. Look, I need a big
favor from you..."
"You'd like me to test them out? I'd be glad to.
I'll give it to one of the instructors."
"No, Frank, that's the really big part of the
favor: I'd like you to do it yourself and as fast as you can do it.
It's terribly important."
The director read the urgency in his eyes. He
nodded. "Okay. Okay. I'll get on it."
The director made copies of both the tapes, and
Karras returned to the Jesuit residence hall with the originals. He
found a message slip in his room. The records from the clinic had
arrived.
He hurried to Reception and signed for the
package. Back in his room, he began to read immediately; and was
soon convinced that his trip to the Institute had been
wasted.
"... indications of guilt obsession with ensuing
hysterical-somnambulistic..."
Room for doubt. Always room. Interpretation. But
Regan's stigmata... Karras buried his weary face in his hands. The
skin stigmata that Chris had described had indeed been reported in
Regan's fife. But it also had been noted that Regan had
hyperreactive skin and could herself have produced the mysterious
letters merely by tracing them on her flesh with a finger a short
time prior to their appearance. Dermatographia.
She did it herself, brooded Karras. He was
certain. For as soon as Regan's hands had been immobilized by
restraining straps, the records noted, the mysterious phenomena had
ceased and were never repeated.
Fraud. Conscious or unconscious. Still
fraud.
He lifted his head and eyed the phone. Frank.
Call him off? He picked up the receiver. There was no answer and he
left word for him to call. Then, exhausted, he stood up and walked
slowly to the bathroom. He splashed cold water an his face. "The
exorcist will simply be careful that none of the patent's
manifestations are left...." He looked up at himself in the mirror.
Had he missed something? What? The sauerkraut odor. He turned and
slipped a towel off the rack and wiped his face. Autosuggestion, he
remembered. And the mentally ill, in certain instances, seemed able
unconsciously to direct their bodies to emit a variety of
odors.
Karras wiped his hands. The poundings... the
opening and closing of the drawer. Psychokinesis? Really? "You
believe in that stuff?" He paused as he set back the towel; grew
aware that he wasn't thinking clearly. Too tired. Yet he dared not
give Regan up to guess; to opinion; to the savage betrayals of the
mind.
He left the hall and went to the campus library.
He searched through the Guide to Periodical Literature: Po...
Pol... Polte... He found what he was looking for and sat down with
a scientific journal to read an article on poltergeist-phenomena
investigations by the German psychiatrist Dr. Hans
Bender.
No doubt about it, he concluded when he
finished: psychokinetic phenomena existed; had been thoroughly
documented; filmed; observed in psychiatric clinics. And in none of
the cases reported in the article was there any connection to
demonic possession. Rather, the hypothesis was mind-directed energy
unconsciously produced and usually---and significantly, Karras
saw---by adolescents in stages of "extremely high inner tension,
frustration and rage."
Karras rubbed his tired eyes. He still felt
remiss. He ran back through the symptoms, touching each like a boy
going back to touch slats on a white picket fence. Which one had ha
missed? he wondered. Which?
The answer, he concluded wearily, was
None.
He returned the journal to the desk.
He walked back to the MacNeil house. Willie
admitted him and led him to the study. The door was
closed.
Willie knocked. "Father Karras," she
announced.
"Come in."
Karras entered and closed the door behind him.
Chris was standing with her back to him, brow in her hand, an elbow
on the bar. "Hello, Father."
Her voice was a husky and despairing whisper.
Concerned, he went over to her. "You okay?" he asked
softly.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
Her voice held tension. He frowned. Her hand was
obscuring her face. The hand trembled. "What's doin'?" she asked
him.
"Well, I've looked at the records from the
clinic." He waited. She made no response. He continued. "I
believe..." He paused. "Well, my honest opinion right now is that
Regan can best be helped by intensive psychiatric care."
She shook her head very slowly back and
forth.
"Where's her father?" he asked her.
"In Europe," she whispered.
"Have you told him what's happening?"
She had thought about telling him so many times.
Had been tempted. The crisis could bring them back together. But
Howard and priests... For Regan's sake, she'd decided he mustn't be
told.
"No," she answered softy.
"Well, I think it would help if he were
here."
"Listen, nothing's going to help except
something out of sight!" Chris suddenly erupted, lifting a
tear-stained face to the priest. "Something way out of
sight."
"I believe you should send for him."
"It would---"
"I've asked you to drive a demon out, goddammit,
not ask another one in!" she cried at Karras in sudden hysteria.
Her features were contorted in anguish. "What happened to the
exorcism all of a sudden?"
"Now---"
"What in the hell do I want with
Howard?"
"We can talk about it---"
"Talk about it now, goddammit! What the hell
good is Howard right now? What's the good?"
"There's a strong probability that Regan's
disorder is rooted in a guilt over---"
"Guilt over what?" she cried, eyes
wild.
"It could---"
"Over the divorce? All that psychiatric
bullshit?"
"Now---"
"She's guilty because she killed Burke
Dennings!" Chris shrieked at him, hands crushing hard against her
temples. "She killed him! She killed him and they'll put her away;
they're going to put her away! Oh, my God, oh, my..."
Karras caught her up as she crumpled, sobbing,
and guided her toward the sofa. "It's all right," he kept telling
her softly, "it's all right..."
"No, they'll put... her away," she was sobbing.
'"They'll put... put... ohhhhhhh! Oh, my God! Oh, my
God!"
"It's all right..."
He eased her down and stretched her out on the
sofa. He sat down on the edge and took her hand in both of his.
Thoughts of Kinderman. Dennings. Her sobbing. Unreality. "All
right... its all right... take it easy... it's all
right..."
Soon the crying subsided and he helped her sit
up. He brought her water and a box of tissues he'd found -on a
shelf behind the bar. Then he sat down beside her.
"Oh, I'm glad," she said, sniffling and blowing
her nose. "God, I'm glad I got it out."
Karras was in turmoil, his own shock of
realization increasing, the calmer she grew. Quiet sniffles now.
Intermittent catches in the throat. And now the weight was on his
back again, heavy and oppressive. He inwardly stiffened. No more!
Say no more! "Do you want to tell me more?" he asked her
gently.
Chris nodded. Exhaled. She wiped at an eye and
spoke haltingly, in spasms, of Kinderman; of the book; of her
certainty that Dennings had been up in Regan's bedroom; of Regan's
great strength; of the Dennings personality that Chris thought she
had seen with the head turned around and facing backward.
She finished. Now she waited for Karras'
reaction. For a time he did not speak as he thought it all over.
Then at last he said softly, "You don't know that she did
it."
"But the head turned around," said
Chris.
"You'd hit your own head pretty hard against the
wall," Karras answered. "You were also in shock. You imagined
it."
"She told me that she did it," Chris intoned
without expression.
A pause. "And did she tell you how?" Karras
asked.
Chris shook her head. He turned and looked at
her. "No," she said. "No."
"Then it doesn't mean a thing," Karras told her.
"No, it wouldn't mean a thing unless she gave you details that no
one else could conceivably know but the killer."
She was shaking her head in doubt. "I don't
know," she answered. "I don't know if I'm doing what's right. I
think she did it and she could kill someone else. I don't know...."
She paused. "Father, what should I do?" she asked him
hopelessly.
The weight was now set in concrete; in drying,
it had shaped itself to his back.
He rested an elbow on his knee and closed his
eyes. "Well, you've told someone now," he said quietly. "You've
done what you should. Now forget it. Just put it away and leave it
all up to me."
He felt her gaze on him and looked at her. "Are
you feeling any better now?"
She nodded.
"Will you do me a favor?" he asked
her.
"What?"
"Go out and see a movie."
She wiped at an eye with the back of her hand
and smiled. "I hate 'em."
"Then go visit a friend."
She put her hands in her lap and looked at him
warmly. "Got a friend right here," she said at last.
He smiled. "Get some rest," he advised
her.
"I will."
He had another thought. "You think Dennings
brought the book upstairs? Or was it there?"
"I think it was already there," Chris
answered.
He considered this. Then he stood up. "Well,
okay. You need the car?"
"No, you keep it."
"All right, then. I'll be back to you
later."
"Ciao, Father."
"Ciao."
He walked out in the street brimming turmoil.
Churning. Regan. Dennings. Impossible! No! Yet there was Chris's
near conviction, her reaction, her hysteria. And that's just what
it: hysterical imagining. And yet... He chased certainties like
leaves in a knifing wind.
As he passed by the long flight of steps near
the house, he heard a sound from below, by the river. He stopped
and looked down toward the C&O Canal. A harmonica. Someone
playing "Red River Valley," since boyhood Karras' favorite song. He
listened until traffic noise drowned it out, until his drifting
reminiscence was shattered by a world that was now and in torment,
that was shrieking for help, dripping blood on exhaust fumes. He
thrust his hands into his pockets. Thought feverishly. Of Chris. Of
Regan. Of Lucas aiming kicks at Tranquille. He must do something.
What? Could he hope to outguess the clinicians at Barringer? "...
go to Central Casting!" Yes; yes, he knew that was the answer; the
hope. He remembered the case of Achille. Possessed. Like Regan, he
had called himself a devil; like Regan, his disorder had been
rooted in guilt; remorse over marital infidelity. The psychologist
Janet had effected a cure by hypnotically suggesting the presence
of the wife; who appeared to Achille's hallucinated eyes and
solemnly forgave him. Karras nodded. Suggestion could work for
Regan. But not through hypnosis. They had tried that at Barringer.
No. The counteracting suggestion for Regan, he believed, was the
ritual of exorcism. She knew what it was; knew its effect. Her
reaction to the holy water. Got that from the book. And in the
book, there were descriptions of successful exorcisms. It could
work! It could! It could work! But how to get permission from the
Chancery Office? How to build up a case without mention of
Dennings? Karras could not lie to the Bishop. Would not falsify the
facts. But you can let the facts speak for themselves!
What facts?
He ran a hand across his brow. Needed sleep.
Could not sleep. He felt his temples pound in headache. "Hello,
Daddy?"
What facts?
The tapes at the Institute. What would Frank
find? Was there anything he could find? No. But who knew? Regan
hadn't known holy water from tap water. Sure. But if supposedly
she's able to read my mind, why is it she didn't know the
difference between them? He put a hand to his forehead. The
headache. Confusion. Jesus, Karras, wake up! Someone's dying! Wake
up!
Back in his room, he celled the institute. No
Frank. He put down the telephone. Holy Water. Tap water. Something.
He opened up the Ritual to "Instructions to Exorcists": "... evil
spirits... deceptive answers... so it might appear that the
afflicted one is in no way possessed..." Karras pondered. Was that
it? What the hell are you talking about? What "evil
spirit"?
He slammed shut the book and saw the medical
records. He reread them, scanning quickly for anything that might
help with the Bishop.
Hold it. No history of hysteria. That's
something. But weak. Something else. Some discrepancy. What was it?
He dredged desperately through memories of his studies. And then he
recalled it. Not much. But something.
He picked up the phone and called Chris. She
sounded groggy.
"Hi, Father."
"Were you sleeping? I'm sorry."
"It's okay."
"Chris, where's this Doctor...." Karras ran a
finger down the records. "Doctor Klein?"
"In Rosslyn."
"In the medical building?"
"Yes."
"Please call him and tell him Doctor Karras will
be by and that I'd like to take a look at Regan's EEG. Tell him
Doctor Karras, Chris. Have you got that?"
"Got It."
"I'll talk to you later."
When he'd hung up the phone, Karras snapped off
his collar and got out of his clerical robe and black trousers,
changing quickly into khaki pants and a sweatshirt. Over these he
wore his priest's black raincoat, buttoning it up to the collar. He
looked in a mirror and frowned. Priests and policemen, he thought,
as he quickly unbuttoned the raincoat: their clothing had
identifying smells one couldn't hide. Karras slipped off his shoes
and got into the only pair he owned that were not black, his
scuffed white tennis shoes.
In Chris's car, he drove quickly toward Rosslyn.
As he waited on M Street for the light to cross the bridge, he
glanced right through the window and saw something disturbing: Karl
getting out of a black sedan on Thirty-fifth Street in front of the
Dixie Liquor Store. The driver of the car was Lieutenant
Kinderman.
The light changed. Karras gunned the car and
shot forward, turning onto the bridge, then looked back through the
mirror. Had they seen him? He didn't think so. But what were they
doing together? Pure chance? Had it something to do with Regan?
with Regan and...?
Forget it! One thing at a time!
He parked at the medical building and went
upstairs to Dr. Klein's suite of offices. The doctor was busy, but
a nurse handed Karras the EEG and very soon he was standing in a
cubicle, studying it, the long narrow band of paper slipping slowly
through his fingers.
Klein hurried in, his glance brushing in
puzzlement over Karras' dress. "Doctor Karras?"
"Yes. How do you do?"
They shook hands.
"I'm Klein. How's the girl?"
"Progressing."
"Glad to hear it." Karras looked back to the
graph and Klein scanned it with him, tracing his finger over
patterns of waves. "There, you see? It's very regular. No
fluctuations whatsoever."
"Yes, I see." Karras. frowned. "Very
curious."
"Curious?"
"Presuming that we're dealing with
hysteria."
"Don't get it."
"I suppose it isn't very well known," murmured
Karras, pulling paper through his hands in a steady flow, "but a
Belgian---Iteka---discovered that hysterics seemed to cause some
rather odd fluctuations in the graph, a very minuscule but always
identical pattern. I've been looking for it here and I don't find
it."
Klein grunted noncommittally. "How about
that."
Karras glanced at him. "She was certainly
disordered when you ran this graph; is that right?"
"Yes, she was. Yes, I'd say so. She
was."
"Well, then, isn't it curious that she tested so
perfectly? Even subjects in a normal state of mind can influence
their brain waves at least within the normal range, and Regan was
disturbed at the time. It would seem there would be some
fluctuations. If---"
"Doctor, Mrs. Simmons is getting impatient," a
nurse interrupted, cracking open the door.
"Yes, I'm coming," sighed Klein. As the nurse
hurried off, he took a step toward the hallway then turned with his
hand on the door edge. "Speaking of hysteria," he commented dryly.
"Sorry. Got to run."
He closed the door behind him. Karras heard his
footsteps heading down the hall; heard the opening of a door;
heard, "Well, now, how are we feeling today, Mrs...."
Closing of the door. Karras went back to his
study of the graph, finished, then folded it up and banded it. He
returned it to the nurse in Reception. Something. It was something
he could use with the Bishop as an argument that Regan was not a
hysteric and therefore conceivably was possessed. And yet the EEG
had posed still another mystery: why no fluctuations? why none at
all?
He drove back toward Chris's house, but at a stop sign at the
corner of Prospect and Thirty-fifth he froze behind the wheel:
parked between Karras and the Jesuit residence hall was Kinderman.
He was sitting alone behind the wheel with his elbow out the
window, looking straight ahead.
Karras took a right before Kinderman could see
him in Chris's Jaguar. Quickly he found a space, parked and locked
the car. Then he walked around the corner as if heading for the
residence hall. Is he watching the house? he worried. The specter
of Dennings rose up again to haunt him. Was it possible that
Kinderman thought Regan had...?
Easy. Slow down. Take it easy.
He walked up beside the car and leaned his head
through the window on the passenger side. "Hello,
Lieutenant."
The detective turned quickly and looked
surprised. Then beamed. "Father Karras."
Off key, thought Karras. He noticed that his
hands were feeling dampish and cold. Play it light! Don't let him
know that you're worried! Play it light! "Don't you know you'll get
a ticket? Weekdays, no parking between four and six."
"Never mind that,'" wheezed Kinderman. "Im
talking to a priest. Every cop in this neighborhood is Catholic or
passing."
"How've you been?"
"Speaking plainly, Father Karras, only so-so.
Yourself?"
"Can't complain. Did you ever solve that
case?"
"Which case?"
"The director."
"Oh, that one." He made a gesture of dismissal.
"Don't ask. Listen, what are you doing tonight? Are you busy? I've
got passes for the Crest. It's Othello."
"Who's starring?"
"Molly Picon, Desdemona, and Othello, Leo Fuchs.
You're happy? This is freebies, Father Marlon Particular! This is
William F. Shakespeare! Doesn't matter who's starring, who's not!
Now, you're coming?"
"I'm afraid I'll have to pass. I'm pretty snowed
under."
"I can see. You look terrible, you'll pardon my
noticing. You're keeping late hours?"
"I always look terrible."
"Only now more than usual. Come on! Get away for
one night! We'll enjoy!"
Karras decided to test; to touch a nerve. "Are
you sure that's what's playing?" he asked. His eyes were probing
steadily into Kinderman's. "I could have sworn there was a Chris
MacNeil film at the Crest."
The detective missed a beat, and then said
quickly, "No, I'm certain. Othello. It's Othello."
"What brings you to the neighborhood,
incidentally?"
"You! I came only to invite you to the
film!"
"Yes, it's easier to drive than to pick up a
phone," said Karras softly.
The detective's eyebrows lifted in unconvincing
innocence. "Your telephone was busy!" he whispered hoarsely,
poising an upraised palm in midair.
The Jesuit stared at him,
expressionless.
"What's wrong?" asked Kinderman after a
moment.
Gravely Karras reached a hand inside the car and
lifted Kinderman's eyelid. He examined the eye. "I don't know. You
look terrible. You could be coming down with a case of
mythomania."
"I don't know what that means," answers
Kinderman as Karras withdrew his hand. "Is it serious?"
"Not fatal."
"What is it? The suspense is now driving me
crazy!"
"Look it up," said Karras.
"Listen, don't be so snotty. You should render
unto Caesar just a little, now and then. I'm the law. I could have
you deported, you know that?"
"What for?"
"A psychiatrist shouldn't make people worry.
Plus also the goyim, plainly speaking, would love it. You're a
nuisance to them altogether anyway, Father. No, frankly, you
embarrass them. They would love to get rid of you. Who needs it? a
priest who wears sweatshirts and sneakers!"
Smiling faintly, Karras nodded. "Got to go. Take
care." He tapped a hand on the window frame, twice, in farewell,
and then turned and walked slowly toward the entry of the
residence.
"See an analyst!" the detective called after him
hoarsely. Then his warm look gave way to worry. He glanced through
his windshield up at the house, then started the engine and drove
up the street. Passing Karras, he honked his horn and
waved.
Karras waved back; watching Kinderman round the
corner of Thirty-sixth. Then he stood motionless for a while on the
sidewalk, rubbing gently at his brow with a trembling hand. Could
she really have done it? Could Regan have murdered Burke Dennings
so horribly? With feverish eyes, he looked up at Regan's window.
What in God's name is in that house? And how much longer before
Kinderman demanded to see Regan? had a chance to see the Dennings
personality? to hear it? How much longer before Regan would be
institutionalized?
Or die?
He had to build the case for the
Chancery.
He walked quickly across the street at an angle
to Chris's house. He rang the doorbell.
Willie let him in.
"Missiz taking little nap now," she
said.
Karras nodded. "Good. Very good." He walked by
her and upstairs to Regan's bedroom. He was seeking a knowledge he
must clutch by the heart.
He entered and saw Karl in a chair by the
window, his arms folded, watching Regan. He was silent and present
as a dense, dark wood.
Karras walked up beside the bed and looked down.
The whites of the eyes like milky fog. The murmurings. Spells from
some other world. Karras glanced at Karl. Then slowly he leaned
over and began to unfasten one of Regan's restraining
straps.
"Father, no!"
Karl rushed to the bedside and vigorously yanked
back the priest's arm. "Very bad, Father! Strong! It is strong!
Leave on straps!"
In the eyes there was a fear that Karras
recognized as genuine, and now he knew that Regan's strength was
not theory; it was a fact. She could have done it. Could have
twisted Dennings' neck around. My God, Karras! Hurry! Find some
evidence! Think! Hurry before...!
"Ich möchte Sie etwas fragen,
Engstrom!"
With a stab of discovery and hot-surging hope,
Karras jerked around his head and looked down at the bed. The demon
grinned mockingly at Karl. "Tanzt Ihre Tochter gern?"
German! It had asked if Karl's daughter liked to
dance! His heart pounding, Karras turned and saw that the servant's
cheeks had flushed crimson; that he trembled, that his eyes glared
with fury. "Karl, you'd better step outside," Karras advised
him.
The Swiss shook his head, his hands squeezed
into white-knuckled fists. "No, I stay!"
"You will go, please," the Jesuit said firmly.
His gaze held Karl's implacably.
After a moment of dogged resistance, Karl gave
way and hurried from the room.
The laughter had stopped. Karras turned back.
The demon was watching him. It looked pleased. "So you're back," it
croaked. "I'm surprised. I would think that embarrassment over the
holy water might have discouraged you from ever returning. But then
I forget that a priest has no shame."
Karras breathes shallowly and forced himself to
rein his expectations, to think clearly. He knew that the language
test in possession required intelligent conversation as proof that
whatever was said was not traceable to buried linguistic
recollections. Easy! Slow down! Remember that girl? A teen-age
servant. Possessed. In delirium, she'd babbled a language that
finally was recognized to be Syriac. Karras forces himself to think
of the excitement it had caused, of how finally it was learned that
the girl had at one time been employed in a boardinghouse where one
of the lodgers was a student of theology. On the eve of
examinations, he would pace in his room and walk up and down stairs
while reciting his Syriac lessons aloud. And the girl had overheard
them. Take it easy. Don't get burned.
"Sprechen Sie deutsch?" asked Karras
warily.
"More games?"
"Sprechen Sie deutsch?" he repeated, his pulse
still throbbing with that distant hope.
"Natürlich," the demon leered at him. "Mirabile
dictu, wouldn't you agree?"
The Jesuit's heart leaped up. Not only German,
but Latin! And in context!
"Quad nomen mihi est?" he asked quickly. What is
my name?
"Karras."
And now the priest rushed on with
excitement.
"Ubi sum?" Where am I?
"In cubiculo." In a room.
"Et ubi est cubiculum?" And where is the
room?
"In domo." In a house.
"Ubi est Burke Dennings?" Where is Burke
Den-nings?
"Mortuus." He is dead.
"Quomodo mortuus est?" How did he die?
"Inventus est capite reverso." He was found with
his head turned around.
"Quis occidit eum?" Who killed him?
"Regan."
"Quomodo ea occidit illum? Dic mihi exacte!" How
did she kill him? Tell me in detail!
"Ah, well, that's sufficient excitement for the
moment," the demon said, grinning. "Sufficient. Sufficient
altogether. Though of course it will occur to you, I suppose, that
while you were asking your questions in Latin, you were mentally
formulating answers in Latin." It laughed. "All unconscious, of
course. Yes, whatever would we do without unconsciousness? Do you
see what I'm driving at, Karras? I cannot speak Latin at all. I
read your mind. I merely plucked the responses from your
head!"
Karras felt an instant dismay as his certainty
crumbled, felt tantalized and frustrated by the nagging doubt now
planted in his brain.
The demon chuckled. "Yes, I knew that would
occur to you, Karras," it croaked at him. "That is why I'm fond of
you. That is why I cherish all reasonable men." Its head tilted
back in a spate of laughter.
The Jesuit's mind raced rapidly, desperately;
formulating questions to which there was no single answer, but
rather many. But maybe I'd think of them all! he realized. Okay!
Then ask a question that you don't know the answer to! He could
check the answer later to see if it was correct.
He waited for the laughter to ebb before hd
spoke: "Quam profundus est imus Oceanus Indicus?" What is the depth
of the Indian Ocean at its deepest point?
The demon's eyes glittered: "La plume de ma
tante," it rasped.
"Responde Latine."
"Bon jour! Bonne nuit!"
"Quam---"
Karras broke off as the eyes rolled upward into
their sockets and the gibberish entity appeared.
Impatient and frustrated, Karras demanded, "Let
me speak to the demon again!"
No answer. Only the breathing from another
shore.
"Quis es tu?'" he snapped hoarsely. Voice
frayed.
Still the breathing.
"Let me speak to Burke Dennings!"
A hiccup. Breathing. A hiccup.
Breathing.
"Let me speak to Burke Dennings!"
The hiccupping, regular and wrenching,
continued. Karras shook his head. Then he walked to a chair and sat
on its edge. Hunched over. Tense. Tormented. And
waiting...
Time passed. Karras drowsed. Then jerked his
head up. Stay awake! With blinking, heavy lids, he looked over at
Regan. No hiccupping. Silent.
Sleeping?
He walked over to the bed and looked down. Eyes
closed. Heavy breathing. He reached down and felt her pulse, then
stooped and carefully examined her lips. They were parched. He
straightened up and waited. Then at last he left the
room.
He went down to the kitchen in search of Sharon;
and found her at the table eating soup and a sandwich. "Can I fix
you something to eat, Father Karras?" she asked him. "You must be
hungry."
"
"Thanks, no, I'm not," he answered. Sitting
down, he reached over and picked up a pencil and pad by Sharon's
typewriter. "She's been hiccupping," he told her. "Have you had any
Compazine prescribed?"
"Yes, we've got some."
He was writing on the pad. "Then tonight give
her half of a twenty-five-milligram suppository."
"Right."
"She's beginning to dehydrate," he continued,
"so I'm switching her to intravenous feedings. First thing in the
morning, call a medical-supply house and have them deliver these
right away." He slid the pad across the table to Sharon. "In the
Meantime, she's sleeping, so you could start her on a Sustagen
feeding."
"Okay." Sharon nodded. "I will." Spooning soup,
she turned the pad around and looked at the list."
Karras watched her. Then he frowned in
concentration.
"You're her tutor."
"Yes, that's right."
"Have you taught her any Latin?"
She was puzzled. "No, I haven't.-"
"Any German?"
"Only French."
"What level? La plume de ma tante?"
"Pretty much."
"But no German or Latin."
"Huh-nh, no."
"But the Engstroms, don't they sometimes speak
German?"
"Oh, sure."
"Around Regan?"
She shrugged. "I suppose." She stood up and took
her plates to the sink. "As a matter of fact, I'm pretty
sure."
"Have you ever studied Latin?" Karras asked
her.
"No, I haven't."
"But you'd recognize the general
sound."
"Oh, I'm sure." She rinsed the soup bowl and put
it in the rack.
"Has she ever spoken Latin in your
presence?"
"Regan?"
"Since her illness."
"No, never."
"Any language at all?" probed Karras.
She tuned off the faucet, thoughtful. "Well, I
might have imagined it, I guess, but..."
"What?"
"Well, I think..." She frowned. "Well, I could
have sworn I heard her talking in Russian."
Karras stared. "Do you speak it?" he asked her,
throat dry.
She shrugged. "Oh, well, so-so." She began to
fold the dishcloth: "I just studied it in college, that's all.
"
Karras sagged. She did pick the Latin from my
brain. Staring bleakly; he lowered his brow to his hand, into
doubt, into torments of knowledge and reason: Telepathy more common
in states of great tension: speaking always in a language known to
someone in the room: "... thinks the same things I'm thinking...":
"Bon jour...": "La plume de ma tante...": "Bonne nuit..." With
thoughts such as these, he slowly watched blood turning back into
wine.
What to do? Get some sleep. Then come back es»d
try again... try again... try again.
He stood up and looked blearily at Sharon. She
was leaning with her back against the sink, arms folded, watching
him thoughtfully. "I'm going over to the residence," he told her.
"As soon as Regan's awake, I'd like a call."
"Yes, I'll call you."
"And the Compazine," he reminded her. "You won't
forget?"
She shook her head. "No, I'll take care of it
right away," she said.
He nodded. With hands in hip pockets, he looked
down, trying to think of what he might have forgotten to tell
Sharon. Always something to be done. Always something overlooked
when even everything was done.
"Father, what's going on?" he heard her ask
gravely. "What is it? What's really going on with Rags?"
He lifted up eyes that were haunted and seared.
"I really don't know," he said emptily.
He turned and walked out of the
kitchen.
As he passed through the entry hall, Karras
heard footsteps coming up rapidly behind him.
"Father Karras!"
He turned. Saw Karl with his sweater.
"Very sorry," said the servant as he handed it
over. "I was thinking to finish much before. But I
forget."
The vomit stains were gone and it had a sweet
smell. "That was thoughtful of you, Karl," the priest said gently.
"Thank you."
"Thank you, Father Karras."
There was a tremor in his voice and his eyes
were full.
"Thank you for your helping Miss Regan," Karl
finished. Then he averted his head, self-conscious, and swiftly
left the entry.
Karras watched, remembering him in Kinderman's
car. More mystery. Confusion. Wearily he opened the door. It was
night. Despairing, he stepped out of darkness into
darkness.
He crossed to the residence, groping toward
sleep, but as he entered his room he looked down and saw a message
slip pink on the floor. He picked it up. From Frank. The tapes.
Home number. "Please call...."
He picked up the telephone and requested the
number. Waited. His hands shook with desperate hope.
"Hello?" A young boy. Piping voice.
"May I speak to your father, please."
"Yes. just a minute." Phone clattering. Then
quickly picked up. Still the boy. "Who is this?"
"Father Karras."
"Father Karits?"
His heart thumping, Karras spoke evenly,
"Karras. Father Karras..."
Down went the phone again.
Karras pressed digging fingers against his
brow.
Phone noise.
"Father Karras?"
'Yes, hello, Frank. I've been trying to reach
you."
"Oh, I'm sorry. I've been working on your tapes
at the house."
"Are you finished?"
"Yes, I am. By the way, this is pretty weird
stuff."
"I know." Karras tried to flatten the tension in
his voice. "What's the story, Frank? What have you
found?"
"Well, this 'type-token' ratio,
first..."
"Yes?"
"Well, I didn't have enough of a sampling to be
absolutely accurate, you understand, but I'd say it's pretty close,
or at least as close as you can get with these things. Well, at any
rate, the two different voices on the tapes, I would say, are
probably separate personalities."
"Probably?"
"Well, I wouldn't want to swear to it in court.
In fact, I'd have to say the variance is really pretty
minimal."
"Minimal..." Karras repeated dully. Well, that's
the ball game. "And what about the gibberish?" he asked without
hope. "Is it any kind of language?"
Frank chuckled.
"What's funny?" asked the Jesuit
moodily.
"Was this really some sneaky psychological
testing, Father?"
"I don't know what you mean, Frank."
"Well, I guess you got your tapes mixed around
or something. It's---"
"Frank, is it a language or not?" cut in
Karras.
"Oh, I'd say it was a language, all
right."
Karras stiffened. "Are you kidding?"
'No, I'm not."
"What's the language?" he asked,
unbelieving.
"English."
For a moment, Karras was mute, and when he spoke
there was an edge to his voice. "Frank, we seem to have a very poor
connection; or would you like to let me in on the joke?"
"Got your tape recorder there?" asked
Frank.
It was sitting on his desk. "Yes, I
do."
"Has it got a reverse-play position?"
"Why?"
"Has it got one?"
"Just a second." Irritable, Karras set down the
phone and took the top off the tape recorder to check it. "Yes,
it's got one. Frank, what's this all about?"
"Put your tape on the machine and play it
backward."
"What?"
"You've got gremlins." Frank laughed, "Look,
play it and I'll talk to you tomorrow. Good night,
Father."
"Night, Frank."
"Have fun."
Karras hung up. He looked baffled. He hunted up
the gibberish tape and threaded it onto the recorder. First he ran
it forward, listening. Shook his head. No mistake. It was
gibberish.
He let it run through to the end and then played
it in reverse. He heard his voice speaking backward. Then
Regan---or someone---in English!
... Marin marin karras be us let us...
English. Senseless; but English! How on earth
could she do that? he marveled.
He listened to it all, then rewound and played
the tape through again. And again. And then realized that the order
of speech was inverted.
He stopped the tape and rewound it. With a
pencil and paper, he sat down at the desk and began to play the
tape from the beginning while transcribing the words, working
laboriously and long with almost constant stops and starts of the
tape recorder. When finally it was done, he made another
transcription on a second sheet of paper, reversing the order of
the words. Then he leaned back and read it: ... danger. Not yet.
[indecipherable] will die. Little time. Now the [indecipherable].
Let her die. No, no, sweet! it is sweet in the body! I feel! There
is [indecipherable]. Better [indecipherable] than the void. I fear
the priest. Give us time. Fear the priest! He is [indecipherable].
No, not this one: the [indecipherable], the one who
[indecipherable]. He is ill. Ah, the blood, feel the blood, how it
[sings?].
Here, Karras asked, "Who are you?" with the
answer: I am no me. I am no one.
Then Karras: "Is that your name?" and then: I
have no name. I am no one. Many. Let us be. Let us warm in the
body. Do not [indecipherable] from the body into void, into
[indecipherable]. Leave us. Leave us. Let us be. Karras.
[Marin?
Marin?]...
Again and again he read it over, haunted by its
tone, by the feeling that more than one person was speaking, until
finally repetition itself dulled the words into commonness. He set
down the tablet on which he'd transcribed them and rubbed at his
face, at his eyes, at his thoughts. Not an unknown language. And
writing backward with facility was hardly paranormal or even
unusual. But speaking backward: adjusting and altering the
phonetics so that playing them backward would make them
intelligible;. wasn't such performance beyond the reach of even a
hyperstimulated intellect? The accelerated unconscious referred to
by Jung? No. Something...
He remembered. He went to his shelves for a
book: Jung's Psychology and Pathology of So-called Occult
Phenomena. Something similar here, he thought. What?
He found it: an account of an experiment with
automatic writing in which the unconscious of the subject seemed
able to answer his questions and anagrams.
Anagrams!
He propped the book open on the desk, leaned
over and read an account of a portion of the experiment: 3rd DAY
What is man? Tefi hasl esble lies.
Is that an anagram? Yes.
How many words does it contain? Five.
What is the first word? See.
What is the second word? Eeeee.
See? Shall I interpret it myself? Try
to!
The subject found this solution: "The life is
less able." He was astonished at this intellectual pronouncement,
which seemed to him to prove the existence of an intelligence
independent of his own. He therefore went on to ask: Who are you?
Clelia.
Are you a woman? Yes.
Have you lived on earth? No.
Will you come to life? Yes.
When? In six years.
Why are you conversing with me? E if Cledia
el.
The subject interpreted this answer as an
anagram for "I Clelia feel."
4TH DAY
Am I the one who answers the questions? Yes.
Is Clelia there? No.
Who is there, then? Nobody.
Does Clelia exist at all? No.
Then with whom was I speaking yesterday? With
nobody.
Karras stopped reading. Shook his head. Here was
no paranormal performance: only the limitless abilities of the
mind.
He reached for a cigarette, sat down and lit it.
"I am no one. Many." Eerie. Where did it come from, he wondered,
this content of her speech?
"With nobody."
From the same place Clelia had come from?
Emergent personalities?
"Marin... Marin..."
"Ah, the blood..."
"He is ill...."
Haunted, he glanced at his copy of Satan and
moodily leafed to the opening inscription: "Let not the dragon be
my leader...."
He exhaled smoke and closed his eyes. He
coughed. His throat felt raw and inflamed. He crushed out the
cigarette, eyes watering from smoke. exhausted. His bones felt like
iron pipe. He got up and put out a "Do Not Disturb" sign on the
door, then he flicked out the room light, shuttered his window
blinds, kicked off his shoes and collapsed on the bed. Fragments.
Regan. Dennings. Kinderman. What to do? He must help.
How?
Try the Bishop with what little he had? He did
not think so. He could never convincingly argue the case.
He thought of undressing, getting under the
covers. Too tired. This burden. He wanted to be free.
"... Let us be!"
Let me be, he responded to the fragment. He
drifted into motionless, dark granite sleep.
The ringing of a telephone awakened him. Groggy, he fumbled toward
the light switch. What time was it? A few minutes after three. He
reached blindly for the telephone. Answered. Sharon. Would he come
to the house right away? He would come. He hung up the telephone,
feeling trapped again, smothered and enmeshed.
He went into the bathroom and splashed cold
water on his face, dried off and then started from the room, but at
the door, he turned around and came back for his sweater. He pulled
it over his head and then went out into the street.
The air was thin and still in the darkness. Some
cats at a garbage can scurried in fright as he crossed toward the
house.
Sharon met him at the door. She was wearing a
sweater and was draped in a blanket. She looked frightened.
Bewildered. "Sorry, Father," she whispered as he entered the house,
"but I thought you ought to see this."
"What?"
"You'll see. Let's be quiet, now. I don't want
to wake up Chris. She shouldn't see this." She beckoned.
He followed her, tiptoeing quietly up the stairs
to Regan's bedroom. Entering, the Jesuit felt chilled to the bone.
The room was icy. He frowned in bewilderment at Sharon, and she
nodded at him solemnly. "Yes. Yes, the heat's on," she whispered.
Then she turned and stared at Regan, at the whites of her eyes
glowing eerily in lamplight. She seemed to be in coma. Heavy
breathing. Motionless. The nasogastric tube was in place, the
Sustagen seeping slowly into her body.
Sharon moved quietly toward the bedside and
Karras followed, still staggered by the cold. When they stood by
the bed, he saw beads of perspiration on Regan's forehead; glanced
down and saw her hands gripped firmly in the restraining
straps.
Sharon. She was bending, gently pulling the top
of Regan's pajamas wide apart, and an overwhelming pity hit Karras
at the sight of the wasted chest, the protruding ribs where one
might count the remaining weeks or days of her life.
He felt Sharon's haunted eyes upon him. "I don't
know if it's stopped," she whispered. "But watch: just keep looking
at her chest."
She turned and looked down, and the Jesuit,
puzzled, followed her gaze. Silence. The breathing. Watching. The
cold. Then the Jesuit's brows knitted tightly as he saw something
happening to the skin: a faint redness, but in sharp definition;
like handwriting. He peered down closer.
"There, it's coming," whispered
Sharon.
Abruptly the gooseflesh on Karras' arms was not
from the icy cold in the room; was from what he was seeing on
Regan's chest; was from bas-relief script rising up in clear
letters of blood-red skin. Two words: help me "That's her
handwriting," whispered Sharon.
At 9: 00 that morning, Damien Karras came to the
president of Georgetown University and asks for permission to seek
an exorcism. He received it, and immediately afterward went to the
Bishop of the diocese, who listened with grave attention to all
that Karras had to say.
"You're convinced that it's genuine?" the Bishop
asked finally.
"I've made a prudent judgment that it meets the
conditions set forth in the Ritual," answered Karras evasively. He
still did not dare believe. Not his mind but his heart had tugged
him to this moment; pity and the hope for a cure through
suggestion.
"You would want to do the exorcism yourself?"
asked the Bishop.
He felt a moment of elation; saw the door
swinging open to fields, to escape from the crushing weight of
caring and that meeting each twilight with the ghost of his faith.
"Yes, of course," answered Karras.
"How's your health?"
"All right."
"Have you ever been involved with this sort of
thing before?"
"No, I haven't."
"Well, we'll see. It might be best to have a man
with experience. There aren't too many, of course, but perhaps
someone back from the foreign missions. Let me see who's around. In
the meantime, I'll call you as soon as we know."
When Karras had left him, the Bishop called the
president of Georgetown University, and they talked about him for
the second time that day.
"Well, he does know the background," said the
president at a point in their conversation. "I doubt there's any
danger in just having him assist. There should be a psychiatrist
present, anyway."
"And what about the exorcist? Any ideas? I'm
blank."
"Well, now, Lankester Merrin's
around."
"Merrin? I had a notion he was over is Iraq. I
think I read he was working on a dig around Nineveh."
"Yes, down below Mosul. That's right. But he
finished and came back around three or four months ago,
Mike.
He's at Woodstock."
"Teaching?"
"No, working on another book."
"God help us! Don't you think he's too old,
though? "How's his health?"
"Well, it must be all right or he wouldn't still
be running around digging up tombs, don't you think?"
"Yes, I suppose so."
"And besides, he's had experience,
Mike."
"I didn't know that."
"Well, at least that's the word."
"When was that?"
"Oh, maybe ten or twelve years ago, I think, in
Africa. Supposedly the exorcism lasted for months. I heard it damn
near killed him."
"Well, in that case, I doubt that he'd want to
do another one."
"We do what we're told here, Mike. All the
rebels are over with you seculars."
"Thanks for reminding me."
"Well, what do you think?"
"Look, I'll leave it up to you and the
Provincial."
Early that silently waiting evening, a young
scholastic preparing for the priesthood wandered the grounds of
Woodstock Seminary in Maryland. He was searching for a slender,
gray-haired old Jesuit. He found him on a pathway, strolling
through a grove. He handed him a telegram. The old man thanked him,
serene, eyes kindly, then turned and renewed his contemplation;
continued his walk through a nature that he loved. Now and then he
would pause to hear the song of a robin, to watch a bright
butterfly hover on a branch. He did not open and read the telegram.
He knew what it said. He had known. He had read it in the dust of
the temples of Nineveh. He was ready.
He continued his farewells.