CHAPTER FOUR
She greeted her guests in a lime-green hostess
costume with long, belled sleeves and pants. Her shoes were
comfortable. They reflected her hope far the evening.
The first to arrive was Mary Jo Perrin, who came
with Robert, her teen-age son. The last was pink-faced Father Dyer.
He was young and diminutive, with fey eyes behind steel-rimmed
spectacles. At the door, he apologized for his lateness. "Couldn't
find the right necktie," he told Chris expressionlessly. For a
moment, she stared at him blankly, then burst into laughter. Her
day-long depression began to lift.
The drinks did their work. By a quarter to ten,
they were scattered about the living room eating their dinners in
vibrant knots of conversation.
Chris filled her plate from the steaming buffet
and scanned the room for Mary Jo Perrin. There. On a sofa with
Father Wagner, the Jesuit dean. Chris had spoken to him briefly. He
had a bald, freckled scalp and a dry, soft manner. Chris drifted to
the sofa and folded to the floor in front of the coffee table as
the seeress chuckled with mirth.
"Oh, come on, Mary Jo!" the dean said, smiling
as he lifted a forkful of curry to his mouth.
"Yeah, come on, Mary Jo," echoed
Chris.
"Oh, hi! Great curry!" said the dean.
"Not too hot?"
"Not at all; it's just right. Mary Jo has been
telling me there used to be a Jesuit who was also a
medium."
"And he doesn't believe me!" chuckled the
seeress.
"Ah, distinguo," corrected the dean. "I just
said it was hard to believe."
"You mean medium medium?" asked Chris.
"Why, of course," said Mary Jo. "Why, he even
used to levitate!"
"Oh, I do it every morning," said the Jesuit
quietly.
"You mean he held séances?" Chris asked Mrs.
Perrin.
"Well, yes," she answered. "He was very, very
famous in the nineteenth century. In fact, he was probably the only
spiritualist of his time who wasn't ever clearly convicted of
fraud."
"As I said, he wasn't a Jesuit," commented the
dean.
"Oh, my, but was he!" She laughed.: "When he
turned twenty-two, he joined the Jesuits and promised not to work
anymore as a medium, but they threw him out of France"---she
laughed even harder---"right after a séance that he held at the
Tuileries. Do you know what he did? In the middle of the séance he
told the empress she was about to be touched by the hands of a
spirit child who was about to fully materialize, and when they
suddenly turned all of the lights on"---she guffawed---"they caught
him sitting with his naked foot on the empress' arm! Now, can you
imagine?"
The Jesuit was smiling as he set down his
plate.
"Don't come looking for discounts anymore on
indulgences, Mary Jo."
"Oh, come on, every family's got one black
sheep."
"We were pushing our quota with the Medici
popes."
"Y'know, I had an experience once," began
Chris."
But the dean interrupted. "Are you making this a
matter of confession?"
Chris smiled and said, "No, I'm not a
Catholic."
"Oh, well, neither are the Jesuits." Mrs. Perrin
chuckled.
"Dominican slander," retorted the dean. Then to
Chris he said, "I'm sorry, my dear. You were saying?'
"Well, just that I thought I saw somebody
levitate once. In Bhutan."
She recounted the story.
"Do you think that's possible?" she ended. "I
mean, really, seriously."
"Who knows?" He shrugged. "Who knows what
gravity is. Or matter, when it comes to that."
"Would you like my opinion?" interjected Mrs.
Perrin.
The dean said, "No, Mary Jo; I've taken a vow of
poverty."
"So have I," Chris muttered.
"What was that?" asked the dean, leaning
forward.
'"Oh, nothing. Say, there's something I've been
meaning to ask you. Do you know that little cottage that's back of
the church over there?" She pointed in the general
direction.
"Holy Trinity?" he asked.
"Yes, right. Well, what goes on in
there?"
"Oh, well, that's where they say Black Mass,"
said Mrs. Perrin.
"Black who?"
"Black Mass."
"What's that?"
"She's kidding," said the dean.
"Yes, I know," said Chris, "but I'm dumb. I
mean, What's a Black Mass?"
"Oh, basically, it's a travesty on the Catholic
Mass," explained the dean. "It's connected to witchcraft. Devil
worship."
"Really? You mean, there really is such a
thing?"
"I really couldn't say. Although I heard a
statistic once about something like possibly fifty thousand Black
Masses being said every year in the city of Paris."
"You mean now?" marveled Chris.
"It's just something I heard."
"Yes, of course, from the Jesuit secret
service," twitted Mrs. Perrin.
"Not at all. I hear voices," responded the
dean.
"You know, back in L. A.," mentioned Chris, "you
hear an awful lot of stories about witch cults being around. I've
often wondered if it's true."
"Well, as I said, I wouldn't know," said the
dean. "But I'll tell you who might---Joe Dyer. Where's
Joe?"
The dean looked around.
"Oh, over there," he said, nodding toward the
other priest, who was standing at the buffet with his back to them.
He was heaping a second helping onto his plate. "Hey,
Joe?"
The young priest turned, his face impassive..
"You called, great dean?"
The other Jesuit beckoned with his
fingers.
"All right, just a second," answered Dyer, and
resumed his attack on the curry and salad.
"That's the only leprechaun in the priesthood,"
said the dean with an edge of fondness. He sipped at his wine.
"They had a couple of cases of desecration in Holy Trinity last
week, and Joe said something about one of them reminding him of
some things they used to do at Black Mass, so I expect he knows
something about the subject."
"What happened at the church?" asked Mary Jo
Perrin.
"Oh, it's really too disgusting," said the
dean.
"Come on, we're all through with our
dinners."
"No, please. It's too much," he
demurred.
"Oh, come on!"
"You mean you can't read my mind, Mary Jo?" he
asked her.
"Oh, I could," she responded, "but I really
don't think that I'm worthy to enter that Holy of Holies!" She
chuckled.
"Well, it really is sick," began the
dean.
He described the desecrations. In the first of
the incidents, the elderly sacristan of the church had discovered a
mound of human excrement on the altar cloth directly before the
tabernacle.
"Oh, that really is sick." Mrs. Perrin
grimaced.
"Well, the other's even worse," remarked the
dean; then employed indirection and one or two euphemisms to
explain how a massive phallus sculpted in clay had been found glued
firmly to a statue of Christ on the left side altar.
"Sick enough?" he concluded.
Chris noticed that Mary Jo seemed genuinely
disturbed as she said, "Oh, that's enough, now. I'm sorry that I
asked. Let's change the subject, please."
"No, I'm fascinated," said Chris.
"Yes, of course. I'm a fascinating
human."
It was Father Dyer. He was hovering over her
with his plate. "Listen, give me just a minute, and then I'll be
back. I think I've got something going over there with the
astronaut."
"Like what?" asked the dean.
Father Dyer raised his eyebrows in deadpan
surmise. "Would you believe," he asked, "first missionary on the
moon?"
They burst into laughter.
"You're just the right size," said Mrs. Perrin
"They could stow you in the nose cone."
"No, not me," he corrected her solemnly, and
then turned to the dean to explain: "I've been trying to fix it up
for Emory."
"That's our disciplinarian on campus," Dyer
explained in an aside to the women. "Nobody's up there and that's
what he likes, you see; he sort of likes things quiet."
"And so who would he convert?" Mrs. Perrin
asked.
"What do you mean?" Dyer frowned at her
earnestly. "He'd convert the astronauts. That's it. I mean, that's
what he likes: You know, one or two people. No groups. Just a
couple."
With deadpan gaze, Dyer glanced toward the
astronaut.
"Excuse me," he said and walked away.
"I like him," said Mrs. Perrin.
"Me too," Chris agreed. Then she turned to the
dean. "You haven't told me what goes on in that cottage," she
reminded him. "Big secret? Who's that priest I keep seeing there?
You know, sort of dark? Do you know the one I mean?"
"Father Karras," said the dean in a lowered
tone; with a trace of regret.
"What's he do?"
"He's a counselor." He put down his wineglass
and turned it by the stem. "Had a pretty rough knock last night,
poor guy."
"Oh, what?" asked Chris with a sudden
concern.
"Well, his mother passed away."
Chris felt a melting sensation of grief that she
couldn't explain. "Oh, I'm sorry," she said.
"He seems to be taking it pretty hard," resumed
the Jesuit. "She was living by herself, and I guess she was dead
for a couple of days before they found her."
"Oh, how awful," Mrs. Perrin murmured.
"Who found her?" Chris asked solemnly.
"The superintendent of her apartment building. I
guess they wouldn't have found her even now except... Well, the
next-door neighbors complained about her radio going all the
time."
"That's sad," Chris murmured.
"Excuse me, please, madam."
She looked up at Karl. He held a tray filled
with glasses and liqueurs.
"Sure, set it down here, Karl, that'll be
fine."
Chris liked to serve the liqueurs to her guests
herself. It added an intimacy, she felt, that might otherwise be
lacking.
"Well, let's see now, I'll start with you," she
told the dean and Mrs. Perrin; and served them. Then she moved
about the room, taking orders and fetching for each of her guests,
and by the time she had made the rounds, the various clusters had
shifted to new combinations, except for Dyer and the astronaut, who
seemed to be getting thicker. "No, I'm really not a priest," Chris
heard Dyer say solemnly, his arm on the astronaut's chuckle-heaved
shoulder. "I'm actually a terribly avant-garde rabbi." And not long
after, she overheard Dyer inquiring of the astronaut. "What is
space?" and when the astronaut shrugged and said he really didn't
know, Father Dyer had fixed him with an earnest frown and said,
"You should."
Chris was standing with Ellen Cleary afterward,
reminiscing about Moscow, when she heard a familiar, strident voice
ringing angrily through from the kitchen.
Oh, Jesus! Burke!
He was shrieking obscenities at
someone.
Chris excused herself and went quickly to the
kitchen, where Dennings was railing viciously at Karl while Sharon
made futile attempts to hush him.
"Burke!" exclaimed Chris. "Knock it
off!"
The director ignored her, continued to rage, the
corners of his mouth flecked foamy with saliva, while Karl leaned
mutely against the sink with folded arms and stolid expression, his
eyes fixed unwaveringly on Dennings.
"Karl!" Chris snapped. 'Will you get out of
here? Get out! Can't you see how he is?"
But the Swiss would not budge until Chris began
actually to shove him toward the door.
"Naa-zi pig!" Dennings screamed at his back. And
then he turned genially to Chris and rubbed his hands together.
"What's dessert?" he asked mildly.
"Dessert!" Chris thumped at her brow with the
heel of her hand.
"Well, I'm hungry," he whined.
Chris turned to Sharon. "Feed him! I've got to
get Regan up to Bed. And, Burke, for chrissakes," she asked the
director, "will you behave yourself! There are priests out there!"
She pointed.
He creased his brow as his eyes grew intense
with- a sudden and apparently genuine interest. "Oh, you noticed
that too?" he asked without guile.
Chris left the kitchen and went down to check
Regan in the basement playroom, where her daughter had spent the
entire day. She found her playing with the Ouija board. She seemed
sullen; abstracted; remote. Well, at least she isn't feisty, Chris
reflected and hopeful of diverting her, she brought her to the
living room and began to introduce her to her guests.
"Oh, isn't she darling!" said the wife of the
senator.
Regan was strangely well behaved, except for a
moment with Mrs. Perrin when she would neither speak nor accept her
hand. But the seeress made a joke of it.
"Knows I'm a fake," She winked at Chris. But
then, with a curious air of scrutiny, she reached forward and
gripped Regan's hand with a gentle pressure, as if checking her
pulse. Regan quickly shook her off and glared
malevolently.
"Oh, dear, dear, dear, she must be tired," Mrs.
Perrin said casually; yet she continued to watch Regan with a
probing fixity, an anxiety unexplained.
"She's been feeling kind of sick," Chris
murmured in apology. She looked down at Regan. "Haven't you,
honey?"
Regan did not answer. She kept her eyes on the
floor.
There was no one left for Began to meet except
the senator and Robert, Mrs. Perrin's son, and Chris thought it
best to pass them up. She took Regan up to bed and tucked her
in.
"Do you think you can sleep?" Chris
asked.
"I don't know," she answered dreamily. She'd
turned on her side and was staring at the wall with a distant
expression.
"Would you like me to read to you for a
while?"
A shake of the head.
"Okay, then. Try to sleep."
She leaned over and kissed her, and then walked
to the door and flicked the light switch.
"Night, my baby."
Chris was almost out the door when Regan called
out to her very softly: "Mother, what's wrong with me?"
So haunted. The tone so despairing. So
disproportionate to her condition. For a moment the mother felt
shaken and confused. But quickly she righted herself.
"Well, it's just like I said, hon; it's nerves.
All you need is those pills for a couple of weeks and I know you'll
be feeling just fine. Now then, try to go to sleep, hon,
okay?'
No response. Chris waited.
"Okay?" she repeated.
"Okay," whispered Regan.
Chris abruptly noticed goose pimples rising on
her forearm. She rubbed it. Good Christ, it gets cold in this room.
Where's the draft coming in from?
She moved to the window and checked along the
edges. Found nothing. Turned to Regan. "'You warm enough,
baby?"
No answer.
Chris moved to the bedside. "Regan? You asleep?"
she whispered.
Eyes closed. Deep breathing.
Chris tiptoed from the room.
From the hall she heard singing, and as she
walked down the stairs, she saw with pleasure that the young Father
Dyer was playing the piano near the livingroom picture window and
was leading a group that had gathered around him in cheerful song.
As she entered the living room, they had just finished "Till We
Meet Again."
Chris started forward to join the group, but was
quickly intercepted by the senator and his wife, who had their
coats across their arms. They seemed edgy.
"Are you leaving so soon?" Chris
asked.
"Oh, I'm really so sorry, and my dear, we've had
a marvelous evening," the senator effused "But poor Martha's got a
headache."
"Oh, I am so sorry, but I do feel terrible,"
moaned the senator's wife. "Will you excuse us, Chris? It'd been
such a lovely party."
"I'm really sorry you have to go," said
Chris.
She accompanied them to the door and she could
hear Father Dyer in the background asking, "Does anyone else know
the words to 'I'll Bet You're Sorry Now, Tokyo Rose'?"
She bade them good night. On her way back to the
living room, Sharon stepped quietly out from the study.
"Where's Burke?" Chris asked her.
"In there," Sharon answered with a nod toward
the study. "He's sleeping it off. Say, what did the senator say to
you? Anything?"
"What do you mean?" asked Chris. "They just
left."
"Well, I guess it's as well."
"Sharon, what do you mean?"
"Oh, Burke," sighed Sharon. In a guarded tone,
she described an encounter between the senator and the director.
Dennings, had remarked to him, in passing, said Sharon, that there
appeared to be "an alien pubic hair floating round in my gin." Then
he'd turned to the senator and added in a tone that was vaguely
accusatory, "Never seen it before in my life! Have you?"
Chris giggled as Sharon went on to describe how
the senator's embarrassed reaction had triggered one of Dennings'
quixotic rages, in which he'd expressed his "boundless gratitude"
for the existence of politicians, since without them "one couldn't
distinguish who the statesmen were, you see."
When the senator had moved away in a huff, the
director turned to Sharon and said proudly, "There, you see? I
didn't curse. Now then, don't you think I handled that rather
demurely?"
Chris couldn't help laughing. "Oh, well, let him
sleep. But you'd better stay in there in case he wakes up. Would
you mind?"
"Not at all." Sharon entered the
study.
In the living room, Mary Jo Perrin sat alone and
thoughtful in a corner chair. She looked edgy; disturbed. Chris
started to join her, but changed her mind when one of the neighbors
drifted over to the corner.
Chris headed for the piano instead. Dyer broke
off his playing of chords and looked up to greet her. "Yes, young
lady, and what can we do for you today? We're running a special on
novenas."
Chris chuckled with the others. "I thought I'd
get the scoop on what goes on at Black Mass," she said,-"Father
Wagner said you were the expert."
The group at the piano fell silent with
interest.
"No, not really," said Dyer, lightly touching
some chords. "Why'd you mention Black Mass?" he asked her
soberly.
"Oh, well; some of us were talking before
about----well... about those things that they found at Holy
Trinity, and---"
"Oh, you mean the desecrations?" Dyer
interrupted.
"Hey, somebody give us a clue. what' going on,"
demanded the astronaut.
"Me too," said Ellen Cleary. "I'm
lost."
"Well, they found some desecrations at the
church down the street," explained Dyer.
"Well, like what?" asked the
astronaut.
"Forget it," Father, Dyer advised him. "Let's
just say obscenities, okay?"
"Father Wagner says you told him it was like at
Black Mass," prompted Chris, "and I wondered what went on at those
things?"
"Oh, I really don't know all that much," he
protested. "In fact, most of what I know is what I've heard -from
another Jeb."
"What's a Jeb?" Chris asked.
"Short for Jesuit., Father Karras is the expert
on all this stuff."
Chris was suddenly alert "Oh, the dark priest at
Holy Trinity?"
"You know him?" asked Dyer.
"No, I just heard him mentioned, that's
all."
"Well, I think he did a paper on it once. You
know, just from the psychiatric side."
"Whaddya mean?" asked Chris.
"Whaddya mean, whaddya mean?"
"Are you telling me he's a
psychiatrist?"
"Oh, well, sure. Gee, I'm sorry. I just assumed
that you knew."
"Listen, somebody tell me something!" the
astronaut demanded impatiently. "What does go on at Black
Mass?"
"Let's just say perversions." Dyer shrugged.
"Obscenities. Blasphemies. It's an evil parody of the Mass, where
instead of God they worshiped Satan and sometimes offered human
sacrifice."
Ellen Cleary shook her head and walked away.
"This is getting too creepy for me." She smiled thinly.
Chris paid her no notice. The dean joined the
group unobtrusively. "But how can you know that?" she asked the
young Jesuit. "Even if there was such a thing as Black Mass, who's
to say what went on there?"
"Well, I guess they got most of it," answered
Dyer, "from the people who were caught and then
confessed."
"Oh, come on," said the dean. "Those confessions
were worthless, Joe. They were tortured."
"No, only the snotty ones," Dyer said
blandly.
There was a ripple of vaguely nervous laughter.
The dean eyed his watch. "Well, I really should be going," he said
to Chris. "I've got the six-o'clock Mass in Dahlgren
Chapel."
"I've got the banjo Mass." Dyer beamed. Then his
eyes shifted to a point in the room behind Chris, and he sobered
abruptly. "Well, now, I thick we have a visitor, Mrs. MacNeil," he
cautioned, motioning with his head.
Chris turned. And gasped on seeing Regal in her
nightgown, urinating gushingly onto the rug. Staring fixedly at the
astronaut, she intoned in a lifeless voice, "You're going to die up
there."
"Oh, my God!" cried Chris in pain, rushing to
her daughter. "Oh, God, oh, my baby, oh, come on, come with
me!"
She took Regan by the arms and led her quickly
away with a tremulous apology over her shoulder to the ashen
astronaut: "Oh, I'm so sorry! She's been sick, she must be walking
in her sleep! She's didn't know what she was saying!"
"Gee, maybe we should go," she heard Dyer say to
someone.
"No, no, stay," Chris protested, turning around
for a moment. "Please, stay! It's okay! I'll be back in just a
minute!"
Chris paused by the kitchen, instructing Willie
to see to the rug before the stain became indelible, and then she
walked Regan upstairs to her bates bathroom, bathed her and changed
her nightgown. "Honey, why did you say that?" Chris asked her
repeatedly, but Regan appeared not to understand and mumbled non
sequiturs. Her eyes were vacant and clouded.
Chris tucked her into bed, and almost
immediately Regan appeared to fall asleep. For a time Chris waited,
listening to her breathing. Then left the room.
At the bottom of the stairs, she encountered
Sharon and the young director of the second unit assisting Dennings
out of the study. They had called a cab and were going to shepherd
him back to his suite at the Sheraton-Park.
"Take it easy," Chris advised as they left the
house with Dennings between them.
Barely conscious, the director said, "Fuck it,"
and slipped into fog and the waiting cab.
Chris returned to the living room, where the
guests who still remained expressed their sympathy as she gave them
a brief account of Regan's illness. When she mentioned the rappings
and the other "attention-getting" phenomena, Mrs. Perrin stared at
her intently. Once Chris looked at her, expecting her to comment,
but she said nothing and Chris continued.
"Does she walk in her sleep quite a bit?" asked
Dyer.
"No, tonight's the first time. Or at least, the
first time I know of, so I guess it's this hyperactivity thing.
Don't you think?"
"Oh, I really wouldn’t know," said the priest.
"I've heard sleepwalking's common at puberty, except that---" Here
he shrugged and broke off. "I don't know. Guess you'd better ask
your doctor."
Throughout the remainder of the discussion, Mrs.
Perrin sat quietly, watching the dance of flames in the living room
fireplace: Almost as subdued, Chris noticed, was the astronaut, who
was scheduled for a flight to the moon within the year. He stared
at his drink with a now-and-then grunt meant to signify interest
and attention. As if by tacit understanding, no one made reference
to what Regan had said to him.
"Well, I do have that Mass" said the dean at
last, rising to leave.
It triggered a general departure. They all stood
up and expressed their thanks for dinner and the evening.
At the door, Father Dyer took Chris's hand and
probed her eyes earnestly. "Do you think there's a part in one of
your movies for a very short priest who can play the piano?" he
asked.
"Well, if there isn't"---Chris laughed---"then
I'll have one written in for you, Father."
"I was thinking of my brother," he told her
solemnly.
"Oh, you!" she laughed again, and bade him a
fond and warm good night.
The last to leave were Mary Jo Perrin and her
son. Chris held them at the door with idle chatter. She had the
feeling that Mary Jo had something on her mind, but was holding it
back. To delay her departure, Chris asked her opinion on Regan's
continued use of the Ouija board and her Captain Howdy fixation.
"Do you think there's any harm in it?" she asked.
Expecting an airily perfunctory dismissal. Chris
was surprised when Mrs. Perrin frowned and looked down at the
doorstep. She seemed to be thinking, and still in this posture, she
stepped outside and joined her son, who was waiting on the
stoop.
When at last she lifted her head, her eyes were
in shadow.
"I would take it away from her," she said
quietly.
She handed ignition keys to her son. "Bobby,
start up the motor," she instructed. "It's cold."
He took the keys, told Chris that he'd loved her
in all her films, and then walked shyly away toward an old,
battered Mustang parked down the street.
Mrs. Perrin's eyes were still in
shadow.
"I don't know what you think of me," she said,
speaking slowly. "Many people associate me with spiritualism. But
that's wrong. Yes, I think I have a gift," she continued quietly.
"But it isn't occult. In fact, to me it seems natural; perfectly
natural. Being a Catholic, I believe that we all have a foot in two
worlds. The one that were conscious of is time. But now and then a
freak like me gets a flash from the other foot; and that one, I
think... is in eternity. Well, eternity has no time. There the
future is present. So now and again when I feel that other foot, I
believe that I get to see the future. Who knows? Maybe not. Maybe
all of it's coincidence." She shrugged. "But I think I do. And if
that's so, why, I still say, it's natural, you see. But now the
occult..." She paused, picking words. "The occult is something
different. I've stayed away from that. I think dabbling with that
can be dangerous. And that includes fooling around with a Ouija
board."
Until now, Chris had thought her a woman of
eminent sense. And yet something in her manner now was deeply
disturbing. She felt a creeping foreboding that she tried to
dispel.
"Oh, come on, Mary Jo." Chris smiled. "Don't you
know how those Ouija boards work? It isn't anything at all but a
person's subconscious, that's all."
"Yes, perhaps," she answered quietly. "Perhaps.
It could all be suggestion.. But in story after story that I've
heard about séances, Ouija boards, all of that, they always seem to
point to the opening of a door of some sort. Oh, not to the spirit
world, perhaps; you don't believe in that. Perhaps, then, a door in
what you call the subconscious. I don't know. All I know is that
things seem to happen. And, my dear, there are lunatic asylums all
over the world filled with people why dabbled in the
occult."
"Are you kidding?"
There was momentary silence. Then again the soft
voice began droning out of darkness. "There was a family in
Bavaria, Chris, in nineteen twenty-one. I -don't remember the name,
but they were a family of eleven. You could check it in the
newspapers, I suppose. Just a short time following an attempt at a
séance, they went out of their minds. All of them. All eleven. They
went on a burning spree in their house, and when they'd finished
with the furniture, they started on the three-month-old baby of one
of the younger daughters. And that is when the neighbors broke in
and stopped them.
"The entire family," she ended, "was put in an
asylum."
"Oh, boy!" breathed Chris as she thought of
Captain Howdy. He had now assumed a menacing coloration. Mental
illness. Was that it? Something. "I knew I should take her to see a
psychiatrist!"
"Oh, for heaven sakes," said Mrs. Perrin,
stepping into the light, "you never mind about me; you just listen
to your doctor." There was attempted reassurance in her voice that
was not convincing. "I'm great at the future"---Mrs. Perrin
smiled---"but in the present I'm absolutely helpless." She was
fumbling in her purse. "Now then, where are my glasses? There, you
see? I've mislaid them. Oh, here they are right here." She had
found them in a pocket of her coat. "Lovely home," she remarked as
she put on the glasses and glanced up at the upper facade of the
house. "Gives a feeling of warmth."
"God almighty, I'm relieved! For a second,
there, I thought you were going to tell me it's haunted!"
Mrs. Perrin glanced down to her. "Why would I
tell you a thing like that?"
Chris was thinking of a friend, a noted actress
in Beverly Hills who had sold her home because of her insistence
that it was inhabited by a poltergeist. "I -don't' know." She
grinned wanly. "On account of who you are, I guess. I was
kidding."
"It's a very fine house," Mrs. Perrin reassured
her in an even tone. "I've been here before, you know; many
times."
"Have yogi really?"
"Yes, an admiral had it; a friend of mine. I get
a letter from him now and then. They've shipped him to sea again,
poor dear. I don't know if it's really him that I miss or this
house." She smiled. "But then maybe you'll invite me
back."
"Mary Jo, I'd love to have you back. I mean it.
You're a fascinating person."
"Well, at least I'm the nerviest person you
know."
"Oh, come on. Listen, call me. Please. Will you
call me next week?"
"Yes, I would like to hear how your daughter's
coming on."
"Got the number?"
"Yes, at home in my book."
What was off? wondered Chris. There was
something in her tone that was slightly off-center.
"Well, good night," said Mrs. Perrin, "and
thanks again for a marvelous evening." And before Chris could
answer her, she was walking rapidly down the street.
For a moment, Chris watched her; and then closed
the front door. A heavy lassitude overcame her. Quite a night, she
thought; some night... some night...
She went to the living room and stood over
Willie, who was kneeling by the urine stain. She was brushing up
the nap of the rug.
"White vinegar I put on," muttered Willie.
"Twice."
"Comin' out?"
"Maybe now," answered Willie. "I do not know. We
will see."
"No, you can't really tell until the damned
thing dries."
Yeah, that's brilliant there, punchy. That's
really a brilliant observation. Judas priest, kid, go to
bed!
"C'mon, leave it alone for now, Willie. Get to
sleep."
"No, I finish."
"Okay, then. And thanks. Good night."
-"Good night, madam."
Chris started up the stairs with weary steps.
"Great curry, there, Willie. Everybody loved it."
"Yes, thank you, madam."
Chris looked in on Regan and found her still
asleep. Then she remembered the Ouija board. Should she hide it?
Throw it away? Boy, Perrin's really dingy when it comes to that
stuff. Yet Chris was aware that the fantasy playmate was morbid and
unhealthy. Yeah, maybe I should chuck it.
Still, Chris was hesitant. Standing by the
bedside and looking at Regan, she remembered an incident when her
daughter was only three: the night that Howard had decided she was
much too old to continue to sleep with her baby bottle, on which
she had grown dependent. He'd taken it away from her that night,
and Regan had screamed until four in the morning, then acted
hysterical for days. And now Chris feared a similar reaction.
Better wait until I talk it all out with a shrink. Moreover, the
Ritalin, she reflected, hadn't had a chance to take
effect.
At the last, she decided to wait and
see.
Chris retired to her room, settled wearily into
bed, and almost instantly fell asleep. Then awakened to fearful,
hysterical screaming at the rim of her consciousness.
"Mother, come here, come here, I'm
afraid!"
"Yes, I'm coming, all right, hon, I'm
coming!"
Chris raced down the hall to Regan's bedroom.
Whimpering. Crying. Sounds like bedsprings.
"Oh, my baby, what's wrong?" Chris exclaimed as
she reached out and flicked on the lights.
Good Christ almighty!
Regan lay taut on her back, face stained with
tears and contorted with terror as she gripped at the sides of her
narrow bed.
"Mother, why is it shaking?" she cried. "Make it
stop! Oh, I'm scared! Make it stop! Mother, Please make it
stop!"
The mattress of the bed was quivering violently
back and forth.