TWENTY-TWO
‘That’s him, citizen!’ a voice behind me said.
‘Exactly as I told you. Now that you’ve seen him, am I free to
go?’
I had been so busy with the land-slave, I’d
forgotten all about the donkey-boy. I dismissed him hastily and
turned to meet the owner of the house, who was by this time at the
gate. He muttered something to his land-worker, who picked up his
pail and scuttled off with it. The master turned to me
enquiringly.
‘You are Paulinus?’ I said foolishly. Short of a
portrait or a statue, I could not have had a better picture of the
man than the one that I’d been given. He was not dressed in a toga
but in a stained green tunic belted at the waist, but otherwise he
was exactly as I’d envisaged him, down to the furrowed brow and
slightly anxious expression of surprise.
‘Paulinus Atronius Marinus, at your service,
citizen. I am the owner of this smallholding. How can I be of
help?’ His voice was soft and cultured and his Latin quite
impeccable. The quiet insistence on his full three Roman names was
a way of telling me he was himself a citizen, despite his working
dress.
I answered him in kind. ‘Longinus Flavius
Libertus,’ I replied, wondering why this commonplace exchange was
sending me inward signals of alarm. ‘I have bad news for you. You
are a friend and relative of Audelia, I think?’
He stiffened very slightly. ‘You bring us news of
her?’ A tiny pause. ‘I trust her marriage was a great
success?’
‘She never reached her marriage,’ I said solemnly.
I told him briefly what we had discovered in the coach.
‘Beheaded! Dreadful!’ he said, with a shudder that
could hardly have been forced. He closed his eyes as though he
could not bear to think of it. ‘Poor girl – the gods know she did
not deserve a fate like that. What will they do with her? I suppose
the family will cremate the corpse?’ He peered anxiously at me. ‘I
imagine that they’ll have to, although it’s incomplete?’
It seemed an odd question to a Celt like me: even
those of us who are not actually Druids revere the head as more or
less the dwelling of the soul. But of course the Romans have a
different attitude. They see things the other way about – a
headless body might create a restless ghost, stalking the world
until it found the missing parts. ‘I’m sure her family will give it
proper rites, and do their best to see that her spirit is at rest,’
I said, aware of sounding oddly sanctimonious.
‘I hope so, citizen.’ He gave the famous smile and
I saw at once what the donkey-boy had meant. It quite transfigured
him. ‘Perhaps you didn’t realize that I know Audelia well – did
know her, I suppose that I shall have to learn to say. My wife and
I went to the Vestal temple many times when she was serving at the
shrine.’
‘You and your first wife, that was?’ I was still
double-checking details in my mind.
‘Indeed.’ He raised an eyebrow, as if he were
surprised. ‘You must have heard that I have lately wed again? Did
they tell you how fortunate I am? I have found an angel not just to
care for me but to look after my poor mute daughter too. I am a
lucky man. But I forget my manners. You have come all this way to
bring me this distressing news about my relative. Please come
inside and have some food and drink before you leave. We don’t have
dates and Rhenish wine, I fear, but we can offer you some home-made
bread and cheese and water from the well.’ He smiled at me, the
perfect picture of a Roman host. ‘Indeed I have already sent the
land-slave in ahead of us to warn the household you are here and
thus ensure a light refreshment is arranged for you. I am afraid
you find us in a little disarray.’
‘I hear you are preparing to go overseas,’ I said,
as he dragged the snarling dog away and tied it to a post.
He came back to hold the gate ajar for me. ‘How did
you learn that?’ His look of astonishment was almost comical.
I explained about the land-slave and he smiled
again. ‘Well, citizen, what my farm-servant says is true. We plan
to leave as soon as possible.’ He escorted me up the stony path
towards the doorway of the house, skirting piles of kindling wood
and avoiding the wet garments, clearly washed and dyed, which were
draped over bushes in the wind to dry. When we reached the
threshold – no more than a single piece of stone placed where
people would walk in and out on it – he stepped ahead of me and
called in through the door. ‘Are we prepared? Our visitor is
here.’
A woman-slave came hastening out at once, rubbing
her hands against her tunic-skirt as if they had been damp. She was
a tallish, unattractive female of advancing years. Her wan face was
worn and mottled, cobwebbed with fine lines, and she had the
doubtful darting eyes of someone who has learned – by hard
experience – to distrust the world. Her curly hair, which she wore
severely short, was dull and mousy grey and her mouth was clamped
into a tight, suspicious line. However, her sharp expression
softened when Paulinus talked to her and the look she gave her
owner was an adoring one.
‘This is Libertus, Muta,’ she was told. ‘He is a
citizen and will be our guest. Kindly show him in. I will change
out of my dirty working clothes and join you very soon.’ He turned
away towards the rear part of the house.
Muta bobbed me a stiff curtsy and led the way
inside, through a narrow passage into a sort of waiting-room. Her
form was generally sinewy and thin, but the swollen ankles which I
glimpsed beneath the tunic-hem suggested a reason for her awkward
gait. I could see exactly what Priscilla meant – this servant was
no bargain, whatever price he’d paid.
The room was as bare as my own roundhouse at home:
only a large wooden table and a brazier, a little household shrine
set into a niche and – beneath a lone high shelf which held the
household cups and bowls – a small amphora leaning on the wall and
a few jars and storage-pitchers standing on the floor. The servant
gestured to a small three-legged stool beside the table, where a
bowl of curd-cheese and a crust of new bread had been set for
me.
I sat down, rather awkwardly, while Muta picked up
a brass water-pitcher from the floor and poured some into a
handsome metal cup. She handed it to me without a word, and made a
signal that I should start to eat.
‘Is your new mistress home?’ I ventured. I had
hoped to meet Secunda and hear from her own lips that she was happy
for her dowry to be squandered in this way. Besides, this silence
was beginning to unsettle me.
The woman didn’t answer, just made a gesture to the
inner door. Of course, I remembered, the poor thing couldn’t speak!
I recalled that this was why she had been chosen for this house but
that – unlike the daughter she was bought to serve – the woman
could still hear.
I tried again, hoping to obtain at least a fleeting
smile. ‘I hope that you are learning to be happy in your work? You
will be a comfort to the daughter I am sure.’
‘It is no good talking to her, citizen. She cannot
answer you.’
I turned to see the owner of the voice, and caught
my breath. The woman at the inner door was singularly pale and far
from young, but she was beautiful – one of the most beautiful women
I have ever seen. She wore no trace of kohl or lampblack round her
eyes and there was no stain of wine-lees on her lips or cheeks but,
despite her pallor, she did not need any. Her skin was soft and
flawless, like a piece of kidskin cloth, and her hair, which hung
in tight ringlets from a central band (in a fashion favoured by an
Empress long ago, but long since out of style), was palest faded
gold. She wore a simple floor-length lilac shift and as she walked
towards me, holding out her hands, I thought that I had never seen
a person more ethereal and serene.
‘I am Secunda, the wife of Paulinus.’ The tone was
soft and very musical. ‘I am sorry that I was not here to welcome
you. I was in need of rest. We are in train of packing, as I
believe you know, and I am not accustomed to such activity.’
‘Pray do not mention it.’ This household’s slight
formality and old-fashioned speech was infecting mine. I tried to
fight this and conspicuously failed. ‘I had already heard that you
were indisposed – not in the best of health.’ Now that I had seen
her I could understand – already she seemed closer to the next
world than to this.
She smiled rather sadly, revealing a set of almost
perfect teeth. If I were a single man, I thought, I could have lost
my heart. It was doubly tragic knowing that she was frail. I had
heard that the gods take their best-beloved first, and now I could
believe it. She was speaking, in that gentle voice of hers, and
there was real emotion in her words. ‘You bring us dreadful news
about Audelia. I am most distressed to hear that you found the body
in that mutilated state. It must have been a dreadfully upsetting
shock for you.’
It was the first time – almost in my life – that
anyone outside my family had ever shown the least concern for me,
and what my feelings were when confronted with a death. I could
have kissed her feet. Instead I put my hands together in the
greeting pose, bowed my head and introduced myself. ‘I fear,’ I
said – and for once that common form of words meant something
genuine – ‘that is not the only piece of bad news that I
bring.’
‘Then I will sit down and wait until my husband
comes before I hear the rest. I should not like to make an
exhibition of myself by fainting on the floor.’ She turned to the
slave-woman and murmured with a smile, ‘A seat for me,
perhaps?’
Muta made a signal of assent and left the
room.
While she was gone I tried to turn the conversation
to more cheerful things. ‘You are pleased with your acquisitions at
the market yesterday?’
Secunda looked bemused. ‘I am not sure I
follow . . . ?’
‘That slave-woman. You bought her yesterday, I
think? Together with a page?’
‘Ah, of course.’ A blush of soft confusion suffused
the lovely face. ‘I cannot think of slaves as acquisitions,
citizen. I thought you were referring to this gown I bought. I
wondered how you knew. Indeed, we are delighted with the slave. She
is so good with Paulina, my husband’s child, you know.’ She smiled
her rueful smile. ‘He will be here shortly. In the meantime, do
refresh yourself!’
Thus encouraged, I did try the bread and cheese.
They were extremely good. Simple but excellent. Somehow, in this
household, I was not surprised. All at once, I wished I hadn’t
come. I was here to find the answer to a gruesome tragedy – a nasty
murder and a kidnapping plus an explanation for the nurse’s
suicide. I had been convinced that I would find the answer in this
house, but if these people were involved I didn’t want to know. I
desperately wanted to believe them innocent.
I shook my head. This was ridiculous. Murder is
still murder, whoever does the deed – and some of the cruellest
emperors were famous for their charm. What was I thinking of? I
could guess what Priscilla would have said if she had known – that
I was the victim of some Druid spell. I do not generally believe in
the efficacy of love-potions and the like but I put down the cup of
liquid, just in case, and assumed my most severe expression as I
said, ‘Secunda – the matter of your
dowry . . .’
She beamed, the happiest expression I had so far
seen. ‘Ah yes, citizen. Was that not fortunate? I had never
married, so I brought my parents’ whole inheritance with me. I am
so happy that Paulinus can have the use of it. Typical that his
first care should be for the child. My husband is so generous and
thoughtful, citizen.’
No question then of any rancour or mystery on that
score, and Priscilla’s doubts about a Roman bribe appeared quite
baseless too. The only question was the obvious. ‘You never married
earlier?’ It seemed impossible. ‘A woman of such charm and
elegance?’
She turned that charming pink again and dropped her
eyes, to stare at the floor with unforced modesty. (It was tiled,
but very roughly, with poor quality materials and no attempt at
pattern even round the edge. If I had been the workman, and not
done a better job, I should have been embarrassed to be paid.) ‘I
had household duties to perform, so for a long time I could not be
spared . . .’ She broke off as her husband and the
slave appeared.
The servant put down the stool she had been
carrying, and Secunda sank gracefully down onto the seat. Her
husband came and stood beside her, saying tenderly, ‘Wife, be
careful. You should not be here. Don’t put yourself to unnecessary
strain. You never . . .’ Now in his toga, Paulinus
paused as he looked down at her with affection.
Secunda looked back up at him with such an
expression on her face that I was almost jealous of their tranquil
happiness. ‘It is all right, husband. I can manage well enough –
and I should be here to learn what Libertus has to say. Apparently
he has more items of alarming news for us.’
Her husband looked at me, furrowing his face in
anxiety again. ‘You didn’t mention this.’
‘I scarcely had the chance. Besides your wife
thought it was better that we should wait for you.’
The couple exchanged glances, then Secunda said,
‘Whatever news you bring us, citizen, it cannot well be worse than
what we know already. Tell us what it is.’
‘Lavinia is missing.’ I put the fact as baldly as I
could. ‘At first sight it seemed that she had run away.’ Secunda
turned so pale that I forgot my fear of potions and swallowed the
remainder of my drink.
But her voice was steady. ‘Run away?’ She gave a
pretty little frown. ‘That hardly seems like her, she was very keen
on taking up her role.’
‘It is possible she did not go willingly.’ I wished
I did not have to tell them this since it would cause them grief
but if they were to help me there was no alternative. ‘It seems
more than possible that Druids were involved.’
‘Druids!’ they exclaimed, in unison. I saw the
startled look that passed between the pair.
‘Could it have been a vendetta against the family?
I understand that this household has had dealings with the sect,’ I
muttered, apologetically.
Secunda answered in an altered voice, as though she
were struggling with emotion inwardly, ‘In other circumstances,
citizen, we might have helped you there. There was a servant in
this household who proved to be a Druid, but she and her whole
family were sentenced to the beasts – so if there was any
information to be gleaned from them, I fear it is too late.’
‘My dear . . . !’ It was unusual for
Romans to express affection in this public way, but Paulinus did
not seem to care for such conventions. He even touched her shoulder
as if warning her. ‘These things are best forgotten.’
She smiled up at him. ‘There is nothing to be
feared from telling him the truth. He seems to think the Druids may
have harmed Lavinia and we should assure him that the sect is not
an enemy of ours. The fact is, citizen – though Paulinus seems to
wish me to obscure the fact – he was very good to them. He could
not bear to think of that little family – who had been so helpful
to our Paulina – torn to pieces for the entertainment of the crowd.
You know the way that the officials at the games will lure a child
into the arena first, so that the mother will willingly run in
after it – I understand the spectacle is very popular. He could not
stand for that. Paulinus bribed the guard and managed to get poison
in for them and even made arrangements for disposal afterwards – to
ensure as far as possible that they got proper Druid rites.’
Paulinus, who had been looking more and more
embarrassed and bemused, now ran his hand through his receding hair
and broke in awkwardly, ‘Well, be that as it may, it does not help
us now. Have you been searching for Lavinia, citizen? Perhaps she
went to the temple by herself? Have you been to look for
her?’
I had to admit that I’d not been there myself,
although I assumed that Trullius had done. ‘The news of her
disappearance came to Glevum from a temple messenger,’ I added,
‘which does seem to indicate that she did not go there.’
‘When did they find that she was missing?’ Paulinus
enquired.
I explained about the nursemaid and Priscilla and
the tray. ‘And that is not the end of it,’ I said. ‘This morning,
at the guest house, the nursemaid was found dead. Poisoned, by the
look of it. I think by her own hand.’
‘Dear gods!’ There was no mistaking Paulinus’s
sharp astonishment. ‘Dead! But . . . she was so
happy for Lavinia . . . why should
she . . . ?’ He looked helplessly towards his
wife.
She reached up slowly and took his hand in hers, as
if she could pass on some of her own serenity through the gentle
pressure of her fingertips. ‘It must have been a gesture for
Lavinia’s sake,’ she said. ‘It was clear to everyone how much she
loved that child. I wonder if she smuggled her away somewhere and
killed herself to keep the secret safe.’ She looked at me. ‘Perhaps
we’ll never know. But thank you, citizen, for bringing us the news.
We must send a message to Glevum with our condolences. My aunt and
uncle will doubtless be distraught.’
I was touched by her thoughtfulness again. And then
I saw the implication of her words. ‘Your uncle?’ I said, sharply.
‘You mean Lavinius?’
The pale face coloured prettily again and she gave
a laugh. ‘My half-uncle by marriage I suppose that I should say. He
is related to Paulinus, of course – as I presume you know.’
I did, if I had only stopped to think of it. ‘I
should have realized that.’
She twinkled. ‘I suppose that you could say he is a
relative of mine as well – though only through his wife.’
‘Which makes you a distant kinswoman of your
husband?’
She saw my face and twinkled even more. ‘Does that
surprise you, citizen? It is not uncommon for people of patrician
lineage to marry others in the clan who are not direct
blood-relatives of theirs.’ The grey eyes sparkled slyly up at me
from under downcast lids. ‘Often it’s to keep the fortune in the
family. In my case, it is the only reason that we ever met. A woman
in my situation – bound to house and hearth – does not in general
encounter many men.’
She was quite right of course. Indeed, now that she
told me she was a kinswoman I could see a slight resemblance to
Lavinius’s wife. Cyra was a good deal uglier – her face was harder
and her features sharp, and of course her hair was dark – but there
was something about the shape of her face which was not unalike.
Secunda was almost what Cyra might have been, given different
colouring and a happier life.
However, I could hardly say so, with Paulinus
there, so I made a rather unfortunate remark. ‘You were never sent
to be a Vestal Virgin then? It seems to be traditional, in your
family.’
She dropped her eyes again. ‘I managed to escape
that, citizen.’ She spoke with such embarrassment that for the
first time it occurred to me to question whether she was quite the
innocent that she appeared to be. There was more than one reason
why a girl might be turned down for acceptance at the Vestal shrine
– and more than one reason why a family might keep a single
daughter under lock and key at home. I wondered suddenly if there
was something in her past, even, possibly, without her full
consent? Some importunate, wealthy visitor perhaps? I tried to
force the unpleasant picture from my mind.
My unhappy thoughts were interrupted by a strange
noise at the inner door, which instantly flew open and a stumpy
girl came in. She was not very old – no more than five or six – and
might have been quite pretty, if her little face had not been
flushed and screwed into a frown. She stumped across the room,
ignoring all of us, and stood with arms folded in front of
Paulinus.
‘!!!! !??!!!’ She stamped her foot and gestured
angrily towards the inner door, moving her mouth although no sound
came out. Another of my private theories turned to smoke at
once.
It had occurred to me to wonder, before I’d reached
the house, whether this so-called deaf-mute might be Lavinia in
disguise – but now that I had seen her I was practically certain
she was not. This girl seemed genuinely deaf and dumb. However,
there was only one way to be completely sure. I waited until she
had her back to me, and then mock-accidentally knocked the metal
cup and sent it flying against the great brass pitcher on the
floor.
It bounced against the jug with an alarming crash.
I muttered an apology, ‘So clumsy. Pardon me! Lucky it was empty.’
But I had learned what I had hoped for. Everyone had jumped and
whirled around – except the girl. It was quite evident that she had
not heard a thing.
My excuses were mercifully cut short by the sudden
arrival at the inner door of a breathless, rather scruffy little
slave – clearly the purchase that I’d heard about. He was skinny as
a sparrow, though clearly in fair health and cleaner than I’d
expected him to be from the description which I’d had before.
Someone had obviously bathed him in the stream. His face and hands
were noticeably scrubbed, and so were the skinny legs beneath the
tunic-hem, although there were still dark marks in the creases of
his ears, and his scalp and spiky hair were streaked with grimy
black. He paused at the doorway and gazed around the room, his eyes
widening with alarm as he caught sight of me.
‘This is the new page that you brought home
yesterday? Brave of you to take a child who is quite untrained,
though no doubt the parents were grateful for the money,’ I said to
Paulinus.
He did his haunted look. ‘How do you know
that?’
‘I asked in the market,’ I told him, with a grin.
‘And you were seen at the guest house with him afterwards.’
Secunda had risen serenely to her feet. ‘But of
course we were. Come here, Servus. You need not be afraid.’ The
urchin came obediently across and stood in front of her. She turned
him round to face me. ‘Now bow to our visitor as we showed you how.
Don’t alarm him, citizen, he is very shy and has trouble finding
words. You are right about the training. He has much to learn and
at present he is very frightened, as you see.’ She was quite right.
The child was trembling.
‘We are hoping that he might become a
companion-help to poor Paulina,’ she went on. ‘Now that we have
lost the wet nurse, as you know. But it is too early to expect a
friendship there, I suppose. Servus was supposed to be guarding her
while we were here with you – we do not commonly introduce her to
our visitors – but evidently that has not been a success.’ She bent
down to the slave. ‘Now then, Servus, bow politely to our guest,
then take that jug and go and fill it at the spring – up in the
field where I showed you earlier.’ She turned to the slave-woman
who had been waiting by the wall. ‘And Muta, I think you’d better
take Paulina back into her room and fetch her slate for her. She
likes making pictures, citizen,’ she added, for my benefit, as the
slave-woman nodded and took the daughter’s hand.
The child trotted off with her contentedly enough,
and Paulinus watched them go with as much paternal pride as if this
were a son. I was struck again by the unusual affection in this
unlikely house.
The paterfamilias turned to me. ‘Is there anything
further that we can do for you? I would offer you a cart to take
you into town, but we have none to spare. And it is a long trek
back to Corinium, I fear.’
I shook my head. ‘If I set off at once, I’ll be
there before dark. I think I know the way.’ It was not difficult in
fact, if I kept to the track and did not deviate to either side, I
would eventually meet up with the proper Roman road. A long,
demanding walk, but not impossible. The prospect made me sigh. If
only I had kept the donkey-boy with me!
It was my own fault, I told myself. I had been so
convinced that the solution to the mystery was somehow in this
house – yet everything had proved to be exactly what it seemed.
‘Thank you for the food and drink,’ I said, and meant it, too.
Another outcome of my stubbornness. It was unlikely that I’d get
another meal before tonight. I smiled at Paulinus. ‘And for
allowing me to meet your family.’
‘Then,’ he said, ‘I will escort you to the gate.
I’ll have to get back to checking fodder for the beasts. We don’t
have many land-slaves, as you can observe, and there is much to see
to if we’re to go to Gaul. Thank you for coming all this way to
bring us news.’
And there I would have left it, almost certainly,
had the maidservant, Muta, not come back into the room and started
beckoning her master urgently.