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MARCH 25, 2010
THURSDAY, 6:22 p.m.
THURSDAY, 6:22 p.m.
Sitting in the back of what looked to her
like a brand-new yellow cab, Laurie found herself silently counting
off the street numbers as she and Jack sped northward on Central
Park West. Passing the Museum of Natural History and then 86th
Street, her excitement took another quantum leap. She could feel
her pulse quickening; she was that excited. Though Jack sat next to
her, carrying on about how he and Lou had confirmed the findings of
the autopsy on their gunshot victim, she couldn’t concentrate on
what he was saying; she was too excited about seeing JJ. She let
Jack drone on, since he did not seem to mind that she’d stopped
giving him any feedback whatsoever about a mile or so
earlier.
“What was the number again on One hundred and
sixth?” the driver inquired.
Laurie blurted out the number, interrupting Jack in
midsentence.
“Are you listening to me?” Jack asked as Laurie
strained forward to look through the plastic divider and the front
windshield as their street rapidly approached. It wasn’t until the
cabbie turned left that she settled back.
“Did you hear me?” Jack questioned.
“No,” Laurie admitted. To the right was the small
playground that Jack had had renovated ten years earlier, adding
outdoor lights to the basketball court, where there was currently a
game in progress. He’d also restored the children’s section, adding
slides, swings, and a large sandbox.
“I asked you if you’d been listening to me.”
“Should I lie or tell the truth?”
“Lie so I don’t get my feelings hurt.”
“Do you mind paying?” Laurie said as the taxi
cruised to the curb in front of their renovated brownstone. Laurie
had the door open before the vehicle was totally stopped. With bag
in hand, she dashed up the stoop and inside. Without even removing
her coat, she rushed up the stairs to the second-floor
kitchen.
Leticia had heard the front door open, and picking
up JJ, she met Laurie as Laurie topped the stairs. Leticia was an
attractive, athletic African-American woman in her mid-twenties
with a soft cloud of dark hair. She was rarely without a trace of a
wry smile and refused, as a matter of principle, not to suffer
fools. As a cousin of Warren Wilson, Jack’s basketball buddy, she
shared the family trait of a well-sculpted body, which was shown
off to great effect with tight jeans and form-fitting tops. Unsure
about pursuing her graduate studies after recently completing
college, Warren had suggested she consider working as a nanny for
Jack and Laurie.
“Hey, little guy,” Laurie crooned as she reached
out to take the infant. But as eager as she was, she caught the
child unaware, and JJ responded by turning back to Leticia and
grabbing on fiercely. He cried as Laurie and Leticia peeled his
little fingers away from Leticia’s neck.
Almost immediately JJ recognized his mother and
quieted, but the damage had been done. Laurie felt rejected, at
least for a few minutes until rationality prevailed. At that point,
Laurie’s response was more embarrassment than hurt feelings.
By the time Jack came up the stairs, the women were
laughing about the incident. He listened while Leticia apologized
for being put off by Laurie’s multiple phone calls. “Every time you
called it was somehow at the worst possible moment,” she explained,
“like when I had him in the bath. I had to rush to get him out,
which he clearly did not want to do and resisted, then I had to get
him dried and wrapped in a towel before getting to the
phone.”
“I’ll be better tomorrow, I promise,” Laurie said.
“Clearly the separation has been worse for me than for him.”
“I think that has been the case, I’m afraid,”
Leticia agreed. “He’s been a true delight all day. He loved being
in the park.”
Jack tried to take JJ from Laurie, and JJ clutched
Laurie this time. Both women found themselves laughing as Jack gave
up, confused at the laughter. Jack raised his hands in surrender
and said to the child, “Okay, you can have your mommy to yourself
for now, but my turn’s coming later.” He said good-bye to Leticia,
adding that he was heading out to play basketball with her cousin.
With a squeeze of Laurie’s shoulder, he climbed the stairs to get
into his basketball gear.
“They play most every night,” Laurie
explained.
After talking about JJ’s day a little more and
agreeing on the time for Leticia to arrive in the morning, Leticia
took her leave. “He’s a doll,” she said just before giving JJ a
wave and departing.
With Jack outside, Laurie played with JJ for almost
an hour before putting him in his bouncy chair while she put
together a light supper for Jack and herself. With the time
constraint it was just going to be a salad with cheese and bread.
Then she put JJ down in his crib, sitting in the rocking chair next
to him. She was happy he went to sleep more easily than usual,
reinforcing what she now knew: The day had been easier for him than
it had for her.

After their repast, Jack and Laurie retired to
their combined study. Jack wanted to skim one of their general
forensic texts to brush up on gunshot wounds, while Laurie booted
up her computer and put in one of the subway security tapes. She
had no idea what to expect. Next to the computer she put the John
Doe’s three photographs.
“I still don’t think you should waste your time on
that,” Jack said.
“Of course you don’t,” Laurie responded, thinking
of the threatening note for the first time since she’d stuck it
into the center drawer of her desk. “Why? Do you think it’s too
dangerous?” She turned to face Jack.
“‘Dangerous’?” Jack questioned with confusion. “Why
dangerous? My point is that nothing you can find in there would
change how you finish the case. You’re still going to look
carefully at the brain, even if you don’t confirm whether there was
a seizure or not.”
“Oh, really?” Laurie questioned superciliously,
clicking on the DVD drive.
“Suit yourself,” Jack said, turning back to his own
business. If she wanted to waste her time, so be it, he
thought.
The first screen Laurie encountered was a menu with
the recording cameras arranged in numerical order, one through
nine. Clicking on number one, the action came on immediately. The
quality of the video wasn’t great; the wide angle created definite
distortion, and the image was as grainy as she feared. On top of
that, it ran at double speed. When she slowed it down, it was
better but still hardly optimum. “I’m going into the family room,”
Laurie said. “I’m going to try the HDTV and see it if helps.”
“Good luck,” Jack said distractedly.
In the family room, Laurie inserted the disk into
the DVD player. With the TV, she was pleased that the quality
seemed better. With the photos on the couch next to her, she lifted
her feet onto the coffee table and watched for twenty minutes. It
was as boring as expected, people silently boarding the train or
getting off. Then she caught something interesting. She watched as
a teen dressed in oversized clothing, his pants’ crotch between his
knees, purposefully bump into a middle-aged man reading a
newspaper. At the same time the man’s wallet came out of his pocket
with such speed Laurie had to stop the tape, back it up, and run it
forward frame by frame.
“My goodness,” Laurie said, and called Jack to
watch the sequence. He was as impressed as she had been.
“What should I do?” Laurie asked.
“I don’t want to sound like a cynic, but even if
you report it, I don’t think anything will come of it. The NYPD is
swamped with much more serious issues.”
Laurie noted the time indicated on the screen and
wrote it and the camera number on the back of one of her case’s
photos. She thought she’d give it to Murphy in the morning and let
him decide.
Finishing up on camera number one, Laurie decided
to skip to camera number four, hoping that the numbering of the
cameras was sequential on the platform, meaning number four would
be near the platform’s center, where Robert Delacroix thought he’d
been. Camera number one had shown the northern tunnel
entrance.
Only a few minutes into camera number four, Jack
appeared at the door to the family room and got her attention. “I’m
going to read in bed.”
“Okay, dear,” Laurie said, stopping her tape. She
knew full well that Jack’s idea of reading in bed was to fall
asleep within a page or two. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
Jack smiled at her, knowing she was right. In
response, he came to the couch, bent over, and gave her a kiss on
the lips. “Don’t stay up to all hours watching this stuff,” he
said. “I’ll never get you out of bed in the morning.”
“I’ll just watch a little more,” Laurie promised,
with good intentions.
When she finished camera four she clicked on camera
five. She watched for several minutes until she realized with a
start that she’d been asleep. The silent stream of people in and
out of the trains was mesmerizing. Since she had no idea when she’d
fallen asleep, she reversed the video back to the beginning,
recognizing that if she didn’t she might risk missing what she
hoped to find.
Struggling to stay awake at least until the end of
camera five, she suddenly did a double take. Not quite in the
middle of the screen was the man she was looking for. At least she
thought so. Quickly she pressed pause on the remote to freeze the
scene. At that moment the man was looking back over his shoulder
and up the stairs that he’d apparently just descended, although
she’d not recognized him until he’d gotten close to the edge of the
platform. Picking up the photos of the corpse, she compared them.
She was reasonably confident she was correct and the man in the
photos and on the screen was the same individual. Though she
couldn’t be a hundred percent certain because of the camera angle,
the time stamp worked: It was several minutes before the 911 call.
Laurie carefully reversed the image and watched the man retreat up
the stairs backward. Even watching it frame by frame, she sensed
the man was running as he bumped into other people, who were
obviously moving more slowly than he was. Checking the other side
of the image, she could see that the track was still clear; the
train had not yet arrived.
Laurie continued reversing the video frame by frame
until the man disappeared from view. The only thing she’d learned
was that the man was carrying a canvas bag of some sort. Sitting
back in her seat, she allowed the video to run forward at normal
speed. The man was indeed running. “He definitely doesn’t want to
miss the train,” Laurie said to herself out loud as she watched the
man collide into people. At normal speed the collisions appeared
more jarring than when viewed frame by frame.
The man pressed into the crowds on the platform,
clearly irritating people as he did so. One man even grabbed the
Asian man’s arm, but he yanked it from the stranger’s grip and
pressed on, continually glancing over his shoulder as if being
chased.
“He is being chased!” Laurie blurted, leaning
forward again. Two more Asian men had come down the stairs, and
like the first one, they forced their way into the crowd with one
of them holding an umbrella, the other empty-handed. As Laurie
watched, the two pursuing men reached the other man just as the
subway charged into the station. At that point, Laurie could just
barely see the men of interest, as they were all shorter than the
other commuters pressed up against them. For the next few moments
there was little movement as the people exiting the train
confronted those entering. Finally movement returned to the crowd,
and when it did, Laurie could see that the man with the bag was
seizing, or at least it looked like he was seizing while still
standing upright, his head rapidly and rhythmically fully
extending, then relaxing. As people began boarding the train and
the crowd slowly thinned, Laurie watched the two men lay the
stricken man down on the platform. By this time there was no
convulsive activity, and the bag the first was carrying was now in
the possession of one of the others. Laurie also recognized that
the two men could easily have taken the man’s wallet while they had
been holding him upright, to explain why he did not have one when
he arrived at the ER.
“My word,” Laurie said out loud. “It was a
robbery!” She continued to watch as people continued to pass around
and over the supine body. She was amazed by the demonstration of
how dispassionate New Yorkers could be. The only positive reaction
was a man at the door to the train, who was placing his cell phone
to his ear, making Laurie wonder if it was Robert Delacroix. She
shifted her attention to the two Asian men as they calmly walked
out of sight.
Laurie stopped the video. Running into the master
bedroom, she wanted to get Jack. She wanted him to see the video,
even though she knew what he was going to say: “Okay, it was an
apparent robbery, but maybe it wasn’t. Maybe the bag belongs to one
of the two who took it. The key thing is that the autopsy was
negative.”
Coming into the bedroom, Laurie pulled up short. As
usual, when Jack said he was going to read in bed, he was already
fast asleep. The heavy textbook he’d brought into the room was open
and lying across his chest. Carefully, Laurie lifted it off and
placed it on the side table. Then she turned off his bedside light.
It was a ritual that occurred almost every night. Unlike Laurie,
Jack had no difficulty whatsoever falling asleep or getting up in
the morning, two activities that had always been difficult for
her.
Back in the family room, Laurie took the disk from
the DVD player and retreated into the study. There she put it back
into the computer, went to camera five, and scanned through the
file until she found the best frame of the second two men, then
printed out a copy. Looking at the two thieves, she totally changed
her mind about the case. Initially she’d been disappointed that her
first case was an unidentified natural death, and totally pathology
free to boot—hardly a case to challenge her competency. Now her
perseverance was proving it to be much more interesting than anyone
expected, especially herself.
Laurie began to feel the old excitement she used to
feel when figuring out complicated and different cases, and she
actually couldn’t wait to get into the office in the morning and
get the lab results and histology slides. The truth of the matter
was that her intuition, which she’d worried might have abandoned
her during her leave, was back and strongly suggesting that there
were surprises ahead. Her plan was not to reveal what she’d learned
from the security tapes until she figured out what had killed the
man. Laurie knew that by law, perpetrators of crimes have to assume
responsibility of the health of the people they victimize: If a
person has a heart attack and dies while running from a thief, it
is considered a homicide, not a natural death, and the thief will
be tried and punished accordingly. Laurie knew she was now dealing
with a definite homicide, changing the case from boring to
engaging, at least that’s what she thought as she packed away the
photos and the disk in her bag she carried back and forth from
work.
The next job was to try to fall asleep—a trick for
her, given the new development she’d discovered with the security
tapes. On top of that was the realistic concern about JJ possibly
waking up. Sometimes Laurie wished she did not need sleep,
believing she’d be content to read during the night. But every
morning, no matter what, she felt exhausted during the first hour
or so and recognized what the reality was.
After checking on JJ, who was fast asleep, Laurie
got herself ready for bed. When she at last climbed between the
sheets and turned out the light, she reflected on the day. In
hindsight it had not been entirely smooth. In fact, it had been
rather bumpy. She’d missed JJ, as all her calls home reflected, and
she’d been hurt when he’d seemingly rejected her, suggesting a
definite vulnerability. On the work side, her case initially had
not totally reassured her of her sense of competency, but that
seemed to be changing with her evening’s discoveries. When all was
said and done, she recognized she very much liked her job and felt
reasonably sure she could be both a medical examiner and a mother,
and do equal justice to both.