5
MARCH 25, 2010
THURSDAY, 10:18 a.m.
THURSDAY, 10:18 a.m.
Laurie realized she was not concentrating
as she went back once again to the beginning of the chapter of the
book she was reading. With nothing else to do, she resigned herself
to reviewing general forensics, reading up on gunshot wounds. She
had chosen GSW after hearing Lou’s story about the case that Jack
was currently doing down in the pit. The trouble was that her mind
was running all over creation, jumping from one thing to another.
She’d already called Leticia so many times just to check in that
she had detected a bit of frustration on Leticia’s part. During her
last call Laurie had even detected irritation. While Leticia said
everything was fine, she suggested that perhaps she, Leticia,
should be the next to call, and only if there was a problem of any
sort. In her highly sensitive state, Laurie felt as if she was
being told that she was not quite as important as she thought and
that it was she who was having the problem of adapting, not
JJ.
As for her general reception at OCME, Jack had been
right. Everyone from the janitorial staff and building engineers
all the way up to the chief and the deputy chief had been effusive
in welcoming her back. The universality of the response had been
warming, but it had done nothing for her professional anxieties. If
anything, they’d hardened partially as a consequence of not having
been assigned a case. She had found herself unreasonably
interpreting the situation not as a favor to her to get acclimated
but rather because they, meaning Bingham, didn’t think she could do
it to their expectations. The problem, however, was more because
she had too much time on her hands with essentially nothing to
do.
Laurie’s eyes drifted around her office. There were
no Post-its clinging to the tops, sides, or bottom of her computer
screen, as there usually were. No stacks of case files on the
corner of her desk waiting for information or laboratory results
before they could be signed out. In fact, the entire room looked so
clean as to be sterile. The microscope standing by itself without
slide trays seemed the most lonely, with protective covers on its
eyepieces.
Laurie was about to give up trying to read,
thinking she would wander down to the autopsy room and at least
participate with Jack and Lou on the GSW case. By doing so she
hoped she would feel that she was participating, if not
contributing. Instead her phone surprised her by filling the room
with its persistent jangle. Laurie snapped it up as if it was a
desperate emergency, thankful that someone wanted to talk with
her.
“Laurie, I have a problem,” a voice said. It took
her a moment to recognize that it was Dr. Arnold Besserman, the
on-call medical examiner who’d denied her a case that morning and
who was thereby guilty of intensifying her anxieties, or so she
irrationally and unfairly thought.
“Oh?” Laurie questioned with a glimmer of hope.
Maybe a new case had just come in.
“Kevin’s going home sick,” Arnold continued. Kevin
was Dr. Kevin Southgate, one of Arnold’s sidekicks. The two argued
over everything, particularly religion and politics, despite being
quite fond of each other. “I gave him only one post, from the looks
of it an easy one at that: an apparently natural death following a
collapse on the Fifty-ninth Street platform of the A train. It’s
just a routine case. Anyway, he claims he’s coming down with H1N1,
and he’s heading home.” Arnold laughed into the phone. “Have you
seen Bingham yet, and if you have, could you come down and take
over? I know I said I’d give you the day as a freebie, but I’m
kinda stuck, and you’re the only one available. What do you
say?”
Laurie smiled. Of course she wanted the case, even
if it turned out to be a natural death. In fact, she thought a
natural death was probably a good way to start; it was hard to
screw up a natural death. What made her smile was the fact that
Arnold didn’t mention whether he was busy or not. Often when he was
the on-call medical examiner, he rarely assigned himself any
cases.
“Who’s the mortuary tech on the case?” Laurie
asked, more out of curiosity than anything else.
“Marvin,” Arnold said. “That’s another reason I
thought you might be willing to take over.”
Arnold was speaking the truth. Marvin Fletcher was
Laurie’s favorite tech, and she worked with him as often as she
could.
“I’ll be happy to do it,” Laurie said. “I’ll be
right down.”
True to her word, Laurie left her office as soon as
she’d replaced the receiver, and wasted no time pulling on a Tyvek
suit, gloves, and her plastic face mask. So attired, she pushed
into the autopsy room and glanced around. All eight tables were in
use, and Marvin waved from where he was standing at the head of the
fourth table. As luck would have it, Jack and Lou were at the
neighboring fifth table. They were just finishing up by closing the
autopsy incision, with Lou doing the stitching. He’d become such a
frequent visitor that he enjoyed helping. Laurie made a brief stop
to say hello.
“Hey, how’s it going?” Jack said, catching sight of
her. “I’d heard you were to have a free day, thanks to our fearless
leader. What brings you down here?”
“That was before Kevin Southgate fell ill next to
you guys.”
Jack glanced at the table just behind him and
nodded to Marvin, who was patiently waiting. “I had no idea,” Jack
said, returning his gaze to Laurie. “Of course, Arnold couldn’t
come down and stand in for his friend.”
“Of course not,” Laurie agreed. “But I’m pleased. I
wanted a case, particularly a straightforward case.” Since she
didn’t want to get into a discussion of Arnold’s shirking
tendencies, which was one of Jack’s pet peeves, she changed the
subject and asked how the GSW case had gone.
“I’d say very well,” Jack responded.
“I agree wholeheartedly,” Lou chimed in. “The path
of the bullet into the driver’s chest was definitely from the right
to the left, meaning he was facing forward when he was shot and not
straight on, as he would have been if he was twisted in his seat,
backing up, as the accomplices contend. And the core jacket, which
separated off as the bullet went through the windshield, did quite
a number on the man’s forearm, which couldn’t have happened if he’d
had his right arm over the back of the van’s bench seat, as the
accomplices also contend.”
“Congratulations,” Laurie remarked, and she meant
it. It was a good case to demonstrate the power of forensics.
Moving on, Laurie greeted Marvin, who returned the
greeting with great enthusiasm. Up until that moment, they’d not
yet seen each other since Laurie’s return to work. After a short
discussion of the rigors of parenthood, since Marvin had three kids
of his own, Laurie directed the conversation to the victim
stretched out on the autopsy table.
“So what do we have here?” she asked.
Looking down at the corpse, which had been
butterflied with the typical Y-shaped autopsy incision to expose
the internal organs, Marvin said, “The victim is an Asian male,
which Dr. Southgate estimated to be approximately thirty-five years
old, weighing one hundred and forty-two pounds, who collapsed on
the subway platform. There is no known medical history, and no
prescription drugs were found on his person.”
As Marvin continued his description, Laurie picked
up the case file and extracted the MLI’s report. It had been
written by Cheryl Meyers. Still listening to Marvin, her eyes
scanned the report and immediately picked up on the fact that there
had been no identification found on the victim.
“Is this an unidentified individual?” Laurie asked,
interrupting Marvin.
“Yup,” Marvin said.
Laurie went back to the case file and pulled out
the notice-of-death sheet and the identification-of-body form. The
latter was blank and the former barely filled out with the facts
that the body was picked up by emergency medical techs who’d
responded to the scene after a call to 911. They’d found the victim
unresponsive, with no heartbeat, no blood pressure, and without
respiration. CPR was instituted and continued until the arrival at
the Harlem Hospital Center emergency room, where he was declared
dead.
Laurie looked up and locked eyes with Marvin. To
her, an unidentified case was a complication, and she was
disappointed to a degree. She knew it wasn’t necessarily a rational
response, because she could do her forensic work just the same
whether the corpse’s identity was known or not known, but on her
first case back from her leave, she wanted the case to be
definitive, with no loose ends. For her, being unidentified was a
loose end, and more important for her, it was a loose end that was
largely beyond her control to influence. There would be no medical
history to help her confirm her findings.
“Was there anything unique about the external
exam?” Laurie questioned.
Marvin shook his head. “No scars or tattoos, if
that’s what you mean.”
“How about jewelry?”
“There is a police custody voucher for a wedding
band.”
Laurie’s eyes brightened. A wedding band meant a
wife, and glancing at the victim’s general appearance, she knew
this was no derelict individual, as he was well groomed. “What were
his clothes like?”
“Well dressed, with shirt, tie, and jacket under a
long overcoat. The overcoat looked new, although it was soiled from
the subway platform.”
“Those are all good signs,” Laurie said with
relief. From experience she knew that identification of
unidentified bodies depended largely on the victim being searched
for, and in a situation like the one she was currently facing, a
wife starting a search within twenty-four hours or less was the
rule, not the exception. In contrast, identifying a body in a
situation where there was no one looking for it was a very
difficult task, even in this day and age, with tools such as DNA
matching.
“Did Dr. Southgate mention if he had any suspicions
about the cause of death?” Laurie asked.
“Not that he said,” Marvin offered, “but I think he
was leaning toward a stroke or something intracranial. One
witness—actually, the man who made the nine-one-one call—said that
he thought there had been a short seizure involved.”
Laurie glanced back at Cheryl Meyers’s note and saw
that she had duly included the suggestion of a stroke, but she’d
gotten that from the EMTs and had not spoken with the individual.
“What about the X-rays? Anything interesting seen on them?”
“Dr. Southgate said they were negative. But they
are still up on the view box, if you care to look at them.”
“I care,” Laurie said. Clasping her hands together,
she went over and gave them a look, concentrating on the head and
the chest. She saw no abnormalities. She then scanned the abdomen
and finally the extremities. Nothing.
“Okay,” Laurie said, returning to Marvin. “Let’s
get the show on the road, and we’ll see what we find.”
Since Laurie and Marvin often worked together, the
autopsy itself went quickly. The slowest part was when they removed
the lungs and the heart en bloc, as cardiac arrest was often
involved with sudden death. But the heart was normal and no
abnormalities of the vessels were noted, particularly the coronary
arteries. The second time they slowed the pace was after Marvin had
cut off the crown of the head and gently removed the skullcap. Both
had expected to see blood if there had been a fatal event in the
brain, but there had been no blood whatsoever, either in the
coverings of the brain or within the brain itself.
“Well,” Laurie said after finishing suturing the
autopsy incision. “That’s about as normal an autopsy that one can
have. Usually there’s some pathology that can be found, but with
this unfortunate fellow, he seems to have been entirely healthy and
normal.”
“What’s your guess, then?” Marvin asked.
“I suppose I’d have to guess that he suffered some
sort of cardiac conduction abnormality despite the possibility of a
seizure having been involved,” Laurie suggested with a discouraged
shake of her head. “After the heart and great vessels appeared
normal, I was surprised when we didn’t come across a solid tumor
when we were slicing the brain. So now it will be up to
histology—at least I hope histology will help. I don’t want to have
to sign this case out as an unknown cause of death of an unknown
individual, and especially not as my first case back from my
maternity leave. It’s not going to be any help for my
confidence.”
“What about the extra fluid we found in the stomach
and the beginning of the small intestine?” Marvin questioned. “That
seemed to surprise you when you saw it at the time. Any
significance you can think of now?”
“Not really,” Laurie admitted. “As far as I know,
that’s not associated with any natural cause of sudden death. The
man must have drunk and eaten not long before he died. It will be
interesting to see what his blood alcohol will turn out to
be.”
“What about unnatural cause?”
Laurie paused. Marvin had reminded her that it was
always important to keep an open mind, as one could be fooled, for
example, by a homicide made to look like a suicide or an accident.
Yet the possibility of this case fitting into that scenario seemed
very unlikely, with the victim collapsing on a subway platform. At
the same time, just to be complete, she had already decided on
doing a toxicology screen as well as a BAL, or blood alcohol level
test, and had taken the appropriate samples. OCME toxicology screen
included some two to three hundred legal and illegal drugs, so she
felt confident to be covered in a drug poisoning or overdose
situation.
“I’m pretty sure, when all is said and done, this
is going to be a natural death,” Laurie predicted. “We just have to
wait for histology and toxicology to help us out if there is
something else involved.”
“Are you booked for another case?” Marvin
asked.
“I doubt it,” Laurie answered. “I wasn’t even
booked for this one.”
Laurie helped move the body onto a gurney, then
gathered up the toxicology and the histology sample bottles and put
them in two brown paper bags. “I’ll carry these up myself,” she
told Marvin. “I want to make a personal plea that they get
processed quickly. I’ve nothing else to do.”
“Be my guest,” Marvin responded.
On her way out, she stopped at Jack’s table, where
he was already starting another case. Lou had long since departed
for home and some much-needed sleep.
“How’d it go?” Jack asked, referring to Laurie’s
case. When he’d returned to start his second case, he’d decided not
to disturb Laurie, who’d appeared to be totally absorbed with the
Asian. “What did you find?”
“Unfortunately, nothing,” Laurie responded. “And to
make matters worse, it’s an unidentified body.”
“Why the long face?” Jack questioned.
“Don’t ask. I found no pathology whatsoever. And
with no medical history, my chances of missing something important
go up considerably.”
“So?” Jack questioned. “That happens. Sometimes
there’s no pathology whatsoever. Not often, but it happens.”
“Yeah, it happens, but I didn’t want it to happen
on my first case PMS.”
“PMS? You have PMS?” Jack was incredulous. Laurie
never complained of PMS.
“Post-maternity sojourn.” Laurie said, trying to be
funny to buoy her mood, but her would-be joke fell flat. “But I’m
not going to give up. I’m going to find some pathology if it kills
me. At least I have the time. It’s my only case.”
Jack merely shook his head, and without even
smiling questioned, “You’re not using a negative autopsy to fan
your professional competency concerns, are you? Because if you are,
you’re being”—he paused, trying to find and appropriate
word—“silly.”
“I refuse to answer on grounds of incriminating
myself,” Laurie offered, and tried to smile.
“You’re impossible!” Jack said with a wave of
dismissal. “I’m not even going to respond, for fear of encouraging
such nonsense.”
“What’s your second case?” Laurie asked, to change
the subject. She was glancing at the body of a young, healthy woman
with no obvious abnormalities or trauma. Vinnie was standing at the
table, obviously impatient to get under way, nervously shifting his
weight from one foot to the other.
“I guess similar to yours: sudden death. Boyfriend
saw her walk out of the bathroom as you see her now, completely
naked. He described her as looking surprised or confused, and then
she just collapsed.”
“Any health problems?”
“Nope, no health problems. She was a cabin
attendant for Delta and completely healthy. She had just returned
from a trip to Istanbul.”
“You’re right. Sounds like my case,” Laurie
suggested.
“Except for one thing,” Jack said. “The boyfriend
wasn’t supposed to be there. There was a restraining order against
him, as he’d supposedly tried to kill her a month earlier when she
started dating a pilot colleague.”
“Uh-oh!” Laurie voiced.
“ ‘Uh-oh’ is right,” Jack agreed.
“Keep me informed,” Laurie said. It did sound like
her case, except for the benefit of an identification and
history.
Laurie left the autopsy room, carrying bags
containing the histology and toxicology sample bottles. In the
locker room, she got out of her Tyvek suit and dealt with her
headgear. As she rode in the elevator to the fourth floor, she
thought about Jack’s case. She was jealous that he would
undoubtedly find some nefarious cause of the woman’s death. She
wished her case could have been similar in that regard.
“Well, well, ladies!” Maureen O’Conner, the
histology lab supervisor, cried out in her famous brogue as she
took the brown bag from Laurie. Maureen had spent the first half of
her life working at a hospital in Dublin, Ireland, before coming to
New York. Vivacity was her middle name, and no one was spared her
sharp and humorous tongue, from the chief down to the janitors.
Laurie was a favorite, as she was the only medical examiner who
made it a point to visit Maureen’s fiefdom regularly. Laurie was
always eager to have the histology slides on her cases sooner
rather than later.
“If it isn’t Dr. Laurie Montgomery!” Maureen
continued, causing all heads in the department to turn in Laurie’s
direction. “Welcome back! How is that little one of yours—well, I
hope.” Everyone at OCME had heard the story of JJ’s neuroblastoma,
as well as the good news of his miraculous cure.
Laurie took the added attention in stride, even the
usual kidding about her frequent requests to have her slides back
overnight. Maureen’s usual teasing was to remind Laurie that her
patients were all dead, so there was no need for speed, a comment
that never ceased to put all employees of the histology lab into
fits of laughter.
Next Laurie descended back to the first floor and
visited Sergeant Murphy of the NYPD. His tiny cubicle office was
situated off the communications room, where operators were on call
for reports of deaths twenty-four hours a day. Besides the desk,
there was barely enough room for two metal folding chairs and an
upright file cabinet. The desktop and the top of the file cabinet
were strewn with newspapers, soiled coffee cups, and crumpled
Burger King wrappers.
“Did you get word on the unidentified Asian that
came in late yesterday afternoon?” Laurie questioned. She’d run
into the sergeant earlier, and they’d already gone through their
welcome-back greetings.
“I did,” Murphy said. “The transit patrolmen out of
District One who responded to the nine-one-one call copied me on
their report to the Missing Persons Squad as they were supposed to.
Apparently, there was no billfold on the victim or other
identification. In fact, there wasn’t anything whatsoever except a
wedding band. There wasn’t even a watch.”
“Do you know if there were any witnesses to his
wallet being swiped? As well groomed and dressed as he was, it
seems unlikely that he’d not been carrying one.”
“None that I know of.”
“What’s the status of the case?”
“It’s been assigned to a missing-persons case
detective out of Midtown North Precinct as an unidentified body.
It’s being worked.”
“Do you have the detective’s name?”
“I do. It’s right here someplace.” Murphy pulled
out the center drawer of the desk, requiring him to suck in his
stomach. There was barely enough room to open the drawer. He
fumbled through the contents for a moment before producing a
crumbled single sheet. “Detective Ron Steadman, who also
occasionally works out of Precinct Twenty.” He jotted the numbers
on a piece of scrap paper and gave it to her. “If you try to call
him, use the Midtown North Precinct, because that’s where he is
ninety-nine percent of the time.”
“I’ll do that,” Laurie said. “In the meantime, if
you hear anything, please let me know.”
“Will do!” Murphy said cheerfully.
Next Laurie climbed the stairs to the anthropology
department, which had expanded significantly after 9/11, when
identification had become an operational nightmare. She knocked on
the closed glazed door of Hank Monroe, the director of
identification. Originally, identification had been solely the
purview of Sergeant Murphy as the liaison with NYPD Missing Persons
Squad, but following 9/11 the job became much larger, and an
in-house department had been created.
“Come in!” a voice called out. Hank Monroe was a
medium-size individual with a face full of sharp angles.
“My name is Laurie Stapleton,” Laurie said,
introducing herself. Hank was relatively new to OCME staff, and he
and Laurie had never met. After some pleasant chitchat, Laurie
asked if he’d heard about the unidentified case that had come in
late the previous afternoon.
“Not yet,” Hank confessed. “There’s usually a note
from one of the night mortuary techs, but not this time. The body
probably came in around shift change, but it’s no problem. What’s
the story?”
Laurie gave a rapid synopsis of her John Doe
case.
“Not much to go on,” Hank said. He’d grabbed a pad
and pencil to write down the critical details, which were limited
to Asian, well groomed, and had been wearing a wedding
band. “No scars or any other distinguishing
characteristics?”
“Unfortunately not.”
“Any help from Missing Persons?”
“Nothing—at least not yet.”
“It’s early. I guess you realize that?”
“I do, but this case is important to me for
personal reasons.”
Hank stared at Laurie, confused as to how the
identification of an unidentified corpse could be a personal
concern for a medical examiner, but he chose not to question. At
the same time, he wanted his colleague to be realistic.
“I’ll try to help,” he said, “but cases like this
are very difficult if someone like a wife, a coworker, a friend, or
a child doesn’t come forward. But the critical period is this first
twenty-four hours. If someone doesn’t appear, the chance of ever
making an ID begins to fall precipitously. Most people don’t
realize this, not in this era of DNA technology, but it’s the
reality.”
“That doesn’t sound encouraging,” Laurie
said.
“Well, let’s try to be positive. We’re still within
the first twenty-four-hour period.”
Feeling progressively depressed, Laurie thanked
Hank after he offered to keep his eyes and ears peeled, including
calling his contacts with the Missing Persons Squad at the NYPD at
One Police Plaza. Slowly she mounted the stairs, sensing that her
first day back to work was going to end on a down note.
For a while she sat at her desk, staring with
unseeing eyes at her computer screen, wondering if she should give
up being a medical examiner and fully embrace motherhood, which she
now knew was much more demanding than she’d ever considered. Of
course, the first issue such thinking brought to mind was what Jack
would think if she suggested such a thing, and could they live on
one salary? As close as everything was every month financially, she
knew it would not be easy without her salary, and they’d probably
have to sell the newly renovated house that they so enjoyed.
Thinking in such a vein made her even more
depressed, to the point that she suddenly shook her head, took a
deep breath, and straightened up in her chair. She remembered some
of what she’d thought were normal changes after giving birth, and
wondered if she was still experiencing such effects now. The stress
of leaving JJ in the hands of someone else, no matter how capable,
combined with the stress of worrying about her job skills, was
enough to depress her. At the same time, she thought she should
give herself some slack and not give up so soon.
Laurie picked up her phone and called Detective Ron
Steadman at the Midtown North Precinct. If anyone was going to
learn anything about her corpse, it was going to be the detective,
as it was his job as part of the police department’s Missing
Persons Squad to actually actively investigate the case. How that
was specifically done, Laurie didn’t know, as she’d never been
inclined to look into the process. Now she felt differently and
hoped to find out.
After ten rings, which she’d actually counted,
Laurie began to become discouraged anew. Her experiences calling
police precincts for information were always a difficult affair,
where all too often the phone would ring interminably. Forcing
herself to be patient, Laurie let it ring. Finally, on the
twenty-third ring, and just when she was about to try the other
number, someone answered, and to her shock it was Ron Steadman.
Usually with the NYPD she had to leave a name and hope for a
callback, which she’d get about fifty percent of the time.
Any hope for a dynamic individual faded the moment
she heard the man’s voice. He sounded as if he was exhausted by
merely breathing. Laurie explained who she was and why she was
calling, and when she finished, there was a silence on the other
end of the line that seemingly was to extend indefinitely.
“Hello!” Laurie said, thinking the connection had
surely broken. Instead, it seemed the man had fallen asleep. At
least, that was Laurie’s guess.
“What was that again?” Ron said without
apology.
Laurie told herself to take the situation in
stride, and she took her own advice. Speaking more slowly and more
clearly, she repeated the message.
“We have the case,” Ron responded. His voice was
flat.
“Good!” Laurie said. “What’s happened so
far?”
“What do you mean what’s happened? I copied it to
your guy, what’s his name?”
“Sergeant Murphy.”
“Yeah, that’s the one. I copied it to him while I
sent it down to One Police Plaza to Missing Persons, along with the
responding officers’ description.”
“And what has Missing Persons done?”
“Not much would be my guess. I suppose they’ve
added it to the list.”
“The list of missing persons, I suppose?” Laurie
responded sarcastically. Somehow she couldn’t believe what she was
hearing. The man sounded totally disinterested.
“No. We got a list of people wanting to be extras
in TV cop shows. Of course the case was added to the
missing-persons list.”
“And as the assigned detective to the case,” Laurie
said with more sarcasm, “what have you done during this critical
period?”
There was another short silence until Ron said,
“Look, lady, I don’t know why you are busting my balls. I send the
info where I’m supposed to send it and then sit back and
wait.”
“Wait for what?”
“I wait for you to send us some prints, photos, and
whatever you get from the autopsy, including DNA info, so that we
can improve on the description. The prints we’ll run locally. If no
hits, we run on the state level on up to the federal. But I gotta
warn you, we don’t get many hits in this kind of case. It’s up to
the family to come to you guys or us. Now, if there had been
criminality involved, things would be done differently.”
“How do you know there was no criminality?”
There was another short period of silence. “Are you
trying to tell me something by wandering all around the block or
what? Did you find something at autopsy that suggests this was a
homicide? If you are, please come right out with it.”
“Nothing was found at autopsy that suggested
criminality,” Laurie admitted.
“Well, there you go. If anything changes let me
know, and vice versa. Meanwhile, I’ll let it sit here with my other
hundred cases.”
Laurie hung up the phone without responding to
Ron’s last statement. It was clear to her that he intended to do
essentially nothing in this initial phase of trying to come up with
the identity of her case. Although frustrated, Laurie could
understand such rationality. There really wasn’t much to be done at
that juncture except hope that someone would come forward.
Rising up from her desk chair, Laurie picked up the
collection of specimens for toxicological testing. The main test
she was interested in was the BAL, or blood alcohol level test.
There was something on the intuitive level that kept telling her it
was going to be high. How high or the significance, Laurie didn’t
know. As for the screen for all sorts of other drugs, chemicals, or
toxins, Laurie felt it was important just to be complete. She felt
the same about electrolytes as indirect evidence of possible
metabolic disease, such as diabetes, but she wasn’t optimistic with
the normal autopsy.
In years past Laurie had had a difficult
relationship with the toxicology supervisor, John DeVries. John had
been a cantankerous man permanently paranoid that the chief of OCME
was forever denying him adequate funding yet demanding a first-rate
lab. As it was often with such battles, there was right and wrong
on both sides, so the problem was more a clash of personalities
than anything else. The problem for Laurie was that, as with
Maureen, she’d frequently come to the lab essentially asking that
her cases get priority. She always wanted the results immediately,
which always reminded John of his budget crisis, since he was
always behind. He was so conscientious that on occasion he used his
own money to buy needed reagents.
But 9/11 changed things. Not only did OCME budgets
for all departments rise significantly with the challenge, but with
the new building at 421 East 26th Street creating more space in the
old, John’s lab metamorphosed from being totally inadequate to
occupying two complete floors of the old building, and from using
outdated equipment liable to failure to using the newest and the
best. Coinciding with such upgrading, John’s personality went from
grouchy and hotheaded to helpful and even genial. He’d also gone
from wearing soiled and tattered lab coats reflecting what he
thought of the financial state of his lab to new, clean, and
pressed ones that he changed every day.
Laurie found him along with his assistant
supervisor, Peter Letter-man, in his new corner office facing out
south and east over the corner of First Avenue and 30th Street. The
sunlight was dazzling even through partially closed miniblinds and
hopelessly dirty windows.
As Laurie had yet to see the two men who now lorded
over a bevy of lab technicians, she had to suffer through a warm
greeting not only from John and Peter but also all the techs, who
filed in at John’s request. More than half had been hired during
the course of Laurie’s maternity leave, requiring formal
introductions. It all took almost a half-hour.
“Well, what can we do for you?” John asked after
all the techs departed. Laurie told her story about her John Doe
and her plight of being unable to identify the man or provide a
cause of death, much less a manner of death. She added that it had
her quite upset.
John glanced at Peter, and both men raised their
eyebrows questioningly.
“Why are you upset?” John questioned for the two of
them.
“Because ...” Laurie began while glancing back and
forth between John and Peter. But she didn’t finish. She suddenly
felt embarrassed at why she’d made such an unprofessional
admission.
“Well, it doesn’t matter,” John said, sensing
Laurie’s discomfort. “What can we do for you?”
Laurie felt a wave of inappropriate emotion spread
through her, accompanied by the horror that tears were not far
behind. Sudden unexpected displays of emotion had been a mild
problem since her teen years. She hated the tendency and considered
it to be a personality flaw. Over the years it had improved
dramatically as she’d gained confidence. Unfortunately, JJ’s
diagnosis of neuroblastoma had brought it back with a vengeance.
Just as it had been in her teenage years, she had little emotional
control these days.
Both John and Peter were confused, watching Laurie
struggle. Although they wanted to help, they didn’t know quite what
to do.
Finally Laurie was able to get control of herself
by taking a deep breath and letting it out forcibly. “I’m so
sorry,” she said.
“No problem,” the men echoed.
“It is a problem,” Laurie admitted. “I’m sorry. I
was so eager on this first day back to have everything go smoothly
that now that it hasn’t, I feel unreasonably emotional.”
“Well, no harm done,” John said, trying to reassure
Laurie. “I assume you have some samples for us.” He pointed to the
brown specimen bag Laurie was clutching.
Laurie looked at the bag as if she’d forgotten she
was holding it. “Oh, yes! I do have samples I’d like you to run. I
need a toxicology screen and also a BAL.” She handed the brown bag
over to John’s waiting hands.
“I suppose you want a rush on this like usual,”
John asked, trying to lighten the atmosphere.
“That would be terrific,” Laurie said, wanting to
get away. She was still embarrassed.