- Patricia A Mckillip
- The Forgotten Beasts of Eld
- The_Forgotten_Beasts_of_Eld_split_013.html
EIGHT
When the snow
had melted from the warming earth, Rok spoke of building a garden
at Sirle for Sybel’s animals. She drew plans for him one morning,
pictures of Gyld’s cave, of the Black Swan’s lake, of the white
marble hall itself with its great dome, and Ceneth’s son, Rok’s
daughters crowded around her, listening to the tales of
them.
“Gyld requires
darkness and silence; the Swan of course must have water. Gules
Lyon and Moriah must have a walled place, warm in winter, where
they will not frighten people and animals. I do not know how they
will like being around people—they have all been hunted by men,
especially Cyrin. In the Mountain they were secluded. But I cannot
leave them alone there, prey to men and to their own impulses. You
know how Coren was hurt by Gyld. That may happen easily again to
someone less forgiving, and that would be dangerous, both for men
and animals. Men may try to trap them, or kill them. I do not want
them troubled.”
“You care much
for them,” Rok murmured and she nodded.
“So you would,
if you could speak with them. They are all powerful, lordly,
experienced. I am very grateful for your help, Rok, and for letting
them come here. I hoped for it, but I did not expect
it.”
“It is a
collection worthy of a king’s dream,” he said, his gold-brown eyes
regarding her equivocally. “I am not so loath to make Drede a
little afraid.”
Her eyes
dropped. “I did not think so,” she said softly, and he
shifted.
“But we will
not speak of such matters. There is a large, walled garden between
the inner and outer walls that has run wild since the death of our
mother. It was built as a place of quiet for her, away from her
noisy sons. It has an inner gate, and an outer one beside the keep,
opening to the fields. The children rarely play there; our wives
have smaller private gardens. It will hold a small lake, many
trees, a cave and a fountain for the dragon, but I do not know how
to build a crystal dome for you.”
She laughed.
“If you can do all that for me, I will not ask for a crystal dome.
I only need a place for my books, and those I can store in a room.
They are very valuable. I should go back to Eld Mountain soon to
get them, but I am so comfortable here it is hard to think of a
journey.”
“I am glad you
are happy here.” He was silent a moment, while Lara climbed on the
back of his chair. “Truthfully, I never expected to see you here. I
knew how you felt about Tamlorn, and how Coren felt about Drede; I
did not think you could reconcile your loves and
hates.”
She glanced at
him, sketching idly in the margin of her paper. “I have no great
love for Drede. Only he is more use to Tam alive than dead. And
Coren—I know he has reconciled himself to Norrel’s death. But I
know, too, he is a man of Sirle, and if you began another war he
would fight, not against Drede, but for his brothers, as he fought
for Norrel.”
“But though we
plot and scheme, I see no prospect of war. No doubt you and Coren
will lead peaceful lives in Sirle, at least while Drede is
alive.”
Her pen
stilled. “And then what?”
Rok rose,
moving to the fire, with Lara clinging to one powerful leg. “If he
dies while Tam is young there will be enough scavengers lying in
wait for that young boy’s kingdom,” he said bluntly. “This is not a
quiet world you came down to; Tam must be learning that now, too.
If he is shrewd, he may be able to learn to juggle power, giving
and taking it. Drede will teach him, so he will not be helpless
when Sirle begins to nibble at his kingdom one
day.”
Her black eyes
were lowered, hidden from him. “You are indeed a house of restless
lions...”
“Yes, but we
cannot spring; we have no support, we exhausted arms and men at
Terbrec, and we are crippled by the memory.” He smiled, disengaging
Lara and lifting her to his shoulder, where she sat clinging to his
hair. “But this is not something I should be talking about with
you. I am sorry.”
“There is no
need to be sorry. I am interested.”
The door to
Rok’s chamber opened, and Coren looked in. His eyes flicked between
their faces.
“What are you
doing with my brother?” he asked Sybel wistfully. “You are tired of
me. You hate my red hair. You want someone old, gnarled,
lined—”
“Coren, Rok is
going to build me a garden. Look, we have been drawing plans. This
is Gyld’s cave, this is the swan lake—”
“And this is
the Liralen,” he said, touching the graceful lines of her sketch.
“Where will you keep that?”
“What is a
Liralen?” Rok asked.
“A beautiful
white bird, whose wings trail behind it like a wake in the sky.
Very few people have ever caught it. Prince Neth did, just before
he died. What is it?” he said to Sybel, whose brows had drawn in a
vague frown.
“Something
Mithran said about the Liralen. He said—he said once he had wept,
like I wept that day, because he knew that he could never have
power over it, even though he might have power over anything
else... I wonder how be knew; I wonder why he could not take
it.”
“Perhaps the
Liralen was more powerful than he was.”
“But how? It
is an animal, like Gules, like Cyrin—”
“Perhaps it is
more like Rommalb.”
“Even Rommalb
can be called.”
Coren shook
his head, running his fingers down her long hair. “I think Rommalb
goes where it wills, when it wills. It chose to come to you, to be
bound to you, because it looked into the bottom of the black wells
of your eyes and saw nothing there of fear.”
“What is
Rommalb?” Rok asked. “We have made no plans for
it.”
Coren smiled.
He sat down on the table, pulled the plans toward him. Rommalb is a
Thing I met on Sybel’s hearth one day. I do not think you would
care for it at Sirle. It goes its own way, mostly at
night.”
Rok’s brows
lifted. “I am beginning to think some of the tales you have been
telling us for nearly thirty years may be
true.”
“I have always
told you the truth,” Coren said simply. He laughed at Rok’s
expression. “There are more dangerous things in Eldwold than
troublesome kings.”
“Are there? I
am too old to meet anything more troublesome than
Drede.”
“Coren,” Sybel
said, “I should go to Eld Mountain for my
books.”
“I know. I
have been thinking about that, too. We can leave tomorrow if you
want, make a slow journey in this beautiful
season.”
Rok’s voice
rumbled in his throat. “It may be dangerous. If Drede does not
trust Sybel, he may be lying in wait for her at Eld, expecting her
to return for her animals.”
“I do not have
to go for them,” Sybel said. “They can come themselves, when there
is a place for them here. But I must have the
books.”
“I could send
Eorth and Herne for them.”
She shook her
head, smiling. “No, Rok, I want to see my house again, my animals.
I will call Ter, and he can spy for us. If there is any danger, he
will warn us.”
They left for
Eld Mountain at midmorning the next day. The winds came cold from
the icy peak of Eld, raced across the unbroken plain of the bright
sky. The trees in the inner yard were beaded with the hard, dark
buds of new leaves. Rok and Eorth went out to watch them leave,
their great cloaks billowing like sails in the wind. Eorth said in
his slow, deep voice, holding Sybel’s stirrup as she
mounted,
“Ceneth and I
could go with you, Coren. It may be wise.”
“I,” Coren
said, “would like a few days of peace and privacy with a
white-haired wizard woman. Do not worry about us. Sybel will
transfix with one eye anyone who dares accost us.” He turned his
horse, one hand raised in farewell, and like a bolt out of the blue
sky Ter landed on his arm. Rok laughed.
“There is your
guard.”
Coren grimaced
at the taut, heavy grip. “Go sit on Sybel; I will guard myself.” He
glanced at Sybel and fell still, seeing the look pass from woman to
bird like a bond. Sybel gave a murmur of
surprise.
“What is
it?”
“Tam. He left
Mondor this morning for Eld Mountain. I wonder that Drede let him
go. Unless—”
“Unless,” Rok
said, “Drede knows nothing of his leaving. Extend an invitation of
our hospitality to Tam, if you see him.”
“We had him
once,” Coren said briefly. “And we lost him. Let it
be.”
Rok smiled. “I
am sure Drede has trained him well. Besides, when you reach the
Mountain, he will no doubt be on his way home again. Go. Enjoy your
journey. Send Ter to us if you need help.”
They rode
slowly across Sirle, through the forest land, spending the night in
a tiny farmhouse on the very edge of the Plain of Terbrec. They
reached Eld Mountain in the early afternoon of the next day. The
winding road was damp with melted snow; the Mountain blazed against
the blue sky; winds, tangy with the scents of snow and pine, tasted
like some rare wine. Sybel drew back her hood, let her hair stream
like white fire in the wind; the brush of its chill drew blood
beneath her clear skin. Coren caught her hair, wound it through his
fingers, drew her head back and kissed her, and sunlight splashed
hot on her closed eyes. They rode to the white hall and found the
gate unlocked.
Tam came out
to meet them.
He walked
slowly, Gules Lyon at his side, his eyes wide, uncertain on Sybel’s
face. She slipped from her horse with a startled
exclamation.
“Tam!” She
went to him, took his face between her hands. “My Tam, you are
troubled. What is it? Has Drede—has he done
something?”
He shook his
head. Her hands dropped tight to his shoulders. “Then what?” His
face was winter-pale, smudged; his eyes rimmed with sleeplessness.
He put his hands on her arms, then looked past her to Coren, who
had dismounted to take Sybel’s horse.
“Is he angry
with Drede?”
Her fingers
tightened. She said quickly, startled. “He knows nothing. But you,
Tam, what have you learned? How?”
He shook his
pale head wearily. “I do not understand anything. Drede said you
were going to marry him, and I was happy, and then he—suddenly
something frightened him, and he would not speak of you; and when I
told him you had married Coren, his face went so white I thought he
would faint. But I touched him, and he spoke, and—he is so
frightened it hurts me to see him. So I came to you to see if—what
he was frightened of. I knew you would come, if Ter told you I was
here.”
“Tam, does he
know you are here?”
“No. No one
does.” He looked over her shoulder as Coren came to them and said
stiffly, “I see one of the seven of Sirle. I am taught to fear
you.”
Coren said
gently, “Ter sits on my shoulder and takes meat from my fingers,
leaving the fingers behind. To him I am only Coren who loves
Sybel.”
Tam’s hands
dropped from Sybel’s arms. He sighed, his face loosening. “I hoped
she would marry Drede,” he murmured. “Are you
alone?”
“Ter is with
us,” Sybel said. “It is fortunate for you Coren’s brothers did not
come. Tam, half of Eldwold must be looking for you for one purpose
or another. You should not run around Eldwold as freely as though
you were still herding sheep barefoot with
Nyl.”
“I know. But
Drede would not have let me come, and I wanted to see you, to
know—to know that you—that you still—”
She smiled.
“That I still love you, my Tam?” she whispered. He nodded, his
mouth crooking a little ruefully.
“I still have
to know, Sybel.” He rubbed his face wearily. “Sometimes I am still
a child. Shall I take your horses?” He took the reins, murmured
soothingly to the horses as he led them to the shed. Sybel dropped
her face into her hands.
“I am sorry I
ever brought him and Drede face to face,” she said
tautly.
Coren drew her
hair back from her bowed face. “You could not have kept him safe
forever,” he said soothingly. “He was not destined by birth or the
circumstances we created at Terbrec, for a quiet
life.”
“I would bring
him back with me to Sirle except he would not want to come. He
needs Drede. And I will not use Tam to punish Drede.” She checked
suddenly, hearing her words, and lifted her head to see the
bewilderment in Coren’s eyes.
“Punish Drede
for what?”
She drew a
breath and smiled. “Oh, I am beginning to sound like Rok or Eorth,
talking about Terbrec.”
“Have they
been troubling you?”
“No. They have
been very kind. But I do have ears, and I have heard the language
of their hate.” She bent to Gules Lyon, standing patiently before
her, and looked deep into his golden eyes.
Is it
well with you?
Well,
White One, but I have heard a disturbing tale about that King. Tell
me what must be done and I will do it.
Nothing. Yet. I am taking all of you to
Sirle.
We
expected it.
She rose, a
little taut smile on her lips. Coren said
softly,
“You seem so
far from me sometimes. Your face changes—it is like a clear, still
frame, powerful, untouchable.”
“I am no
farther than the sound of my name.” She took his hand and they
walked to the house. “Gules said they expected to be moved. I am
glad Rok wants them.”
“Rok, my sweet
one, is shrewd.” Cyrin Boar greeted the opening door and he
stopped, a smile tugging at his mouth. “Cyrin. You see how I have
overcome a mountain of—glass.”
The
silver-bristled Boar said in his sweet voice, “Have you? Or did the
witch remove it herself for her own purposes?”
“No doubt I
did,” Sybel said quietly. “For a purpose I could not resist any
longer. Cyrin, we are going to Sirle.”
The Boar said
privately, Does he know to ask
why?
No. I
will not have him troubled. Put a guard on your wise
tongue.
Who
will guard the tongue of the Wise One of Sirle when his blind eyes
open?
She was silent
a moment, her fingers tight on Coren’s hand. I ask only for your silence. If you cannot give
it, and you wish to be free, I will free you.
Caught
between the riddle and its answer there is no
freedom.
“Sybel,” said
Coren, and she came back to him. “The Lord of Wisdom is at times
disturbing,” she said softly. “But you know
that.”
“Yes, I know.
But not to the undisturbed mind.”
She looked at
him. “I am not always honest, Coren.”
“I love you
precisely because you are. Tell me what he said that troubled
you.”
“It is myself
troubling myself over events that have passed. Nothing more. Like
Tam, sometimes I am still a child.”
Tam came in
then with Ter on his shoulder. He bent to stroke Moriah at Sybel’s
feet. “Have you come back here to live?” he asked
hopefully.
“No, Tam. I am
moving my books and animals to Sirle.”
His hand
checked, hovering between Moriah’s ears. He said softly, not
looking up, “Sybel, it will be hard for me to come and see you
there. But perhaps you could come sometimes to
Mondor.”
“Perhaps,” she
said gently.
“Also—” He
looked up, shaking his pale hair back from his eyes. “May I please
talk to you awhile?”
She glanced at
Coren who said courteously, “I will sit here by the fire and talk
to Cyrin.”
“Thank you,”
Tam said and followed Sybel, his shoulders bowed, into the domed
room. Gules Lyon padded behind them. Sybel sat down on the thick
fur and drew Tam down beside her.
“You are
growing. You are nearly as tall as I am.”
He nodded,
twisting the soft fur around his fingers. His pale brows drew
together. “Sybel, I miss you very much, and it hurts me that—that
you chose to marry Coren, not because of him, but because to other
people now we are not Sybel and Tam but Sirle and Drede, who have
always been enemies. Things used to be very simple, and now they
are so complicated I do not know how they will
end.”
“I do not know
either, my Tam. I only know that I will never do anything to hurt
you.”
His eyes rose,
troubled. “Sybel, what is my father afraid of? Is it you? He will
not even let me say your name.”
“Tam, I have
done nothing to hurt him. I have done nothing to make him
afraid.”
“But I have
never seen him like this, and I do not know what to do to help him.
I have not known him very long, and I am afraid—afraid of losing
him, like I lost you.”
Her brows
twisted. “You have not lost me—I will love you always, no matter
where you live, where I live.”
He nodded a
little jerkily, his mouth twitching downward. “I know. But it is
different, so different now, when the people we love hate each
other. I thought as long as you were here on Eld, I could come here
any time, away from the noise and people in Mondor and—just lie
here by your fire with Gules, or run on the Mountain with Ter and
Nyl—just for a while, and then go back home to Drede. I thought you
would always be here with the animals. But now, you are going,
taking them to a place where I know I cannot come. I never thought
that would happen. I never thought you would marry Coren. You did
not seem to like him.”
“I never
thought I would, either. But then I found I loved
him.”
“Well, I can
understand that. But I do not know why Drede does not. You would
never use your powers to start a war; you said so. Drede must know
that, but he is so afraid of something, and sometimes I think—I
think he may be lost somewhere inside himself.”
She drew a
breath and loosed it. “I wish you were small again, so I could hold
you in my arms and comfort you. But you are grown, and you know
that for some things there is no comfort.”
“Oh, I know.
But Sybel—sometimes I am not that grown.”
She smiled and
drew him against her. “Neither am I.” He rested his head on her
shoulder, twisted a tendril of her long hair in his fingers. “Are
you happy at Mondor? Have you made friends?”
“Oh, I have
cousins my age. I never knew before what cousins are. It surprised
me that I have so many relatives, when here I had only you. We go
hunting together—they like Ter, but they are afraid of him, and he
will not let anyone hold him but me. At first they laughed at me,
because I was so ignorant of many things. Maelga and you taught me
to read and write but you never taught me to use a sword, or hunt
with hounds, or even who was king before Drede. I have learned a
great deal about Eldwold you never knew to tell me. But I learned
such things on this mountain that they will never know. Are you—are
you happy at Sirle?”
“Yes. I am
learning things, too, about living with people that Ogam never knew
to tell me.”
He shifted,
stirred by a restless thought, and groped for words. “Sybel.
Why—why did my father say you were going to marry him? He told me
one night not long ago—he said he did not mean to tell me then,
because it was still a little uncertain, but he wanted to watch my
face. I hugged him, I was so glad, and he laughed and then—the next
evening I spoke to him about it and he—just looked at me, saying
nothing. He looked ill, and—old.”
“Tam—” Her
voice shook slightly and she stopped. “He had no right to tell you
that because I had never consented to it. Perhaps
he—”
“Yes, but when
did he ask you? Did he write to you?”
“No.”
“I do not
understand. He seemed so certain... Perhaps I made the mistake—I
mistook something he said. I do not know. But what is he afraid of?
He never laughs. He hardly talks to anyone. I thought, coming here
I could find out what was troubling him, but I was
wrong.”
“I am sorry
you are troubled about Drede, but I cannot—I cannot help you.
Drede’s fears are of his own making. Ask him.”
“I have. He
will not tell me.” He reached out, put one arm around Gules, his
brows knit worriedly. “I think I had better go home carefully, more
carefully than I came. Drede will be angry with me, but I am glad I
came. I am glad I could talk to you. I miss you, and Gules.
Someday, though, I will come to Sirle.”
“No.”
He smiled. “I
will come so quietly no one but you, Gules and Cyrin will know I am
there. I will come.”
“Tam, no,” she
said helplessly. “You do not realize—” She checked suddenly, her
head turned quickly toward a drawling, bubbling wail that ascended,
faded and ascended again beyond the closed door. “What—” Gules
rumbled beside Tam, rose suddenly and gave a sharp, full-throated
growl. Sybel rose. There was a crash beyond the door, and the
murmur of men’s voices.
“Coren—” she
breathed. She turned, flung open the door. Gules Lyon bounded past
her, came to a crouch at the fireplace, his gold tail twitching.
Coren looked at Sybel over the blades of three swords held at his
throat. He was unarmed, backed against the hearthstones. Moriah
paced at his feet, wailing at three men who wore the black tunics
with the single blood-red star of Drede’s service on their breasts.
Tam, beside Sybel, said quickly,
“Do not hurt
him.”
The guards’
faces turned slowly to him, their eyes flicking between him and
Moriah. One of them said between his teeth, “Prince Tamlorn, this
one is of Sirle.”
“Do you know
them, Tamlorn?” Coren asked. A blade point bit the hollow of his
throat, and he closed his mouth.
“Yes. They are
my father’s guards.” His eyes moved back to their tense faces. “I
came here to see Sybel. She did not know I was coming. I have
talked to her, and I am ready to come home. Let him
go.”
“This is Coren
of Sirle, Norrel’s brother—he was at Terbrec—”
“I know, but
if you hurt him I do not think you will leave this place
alive.”
The man
glanced at Moriah, then at Gules, his golden eyes full on their
faces, rumbling deep in his throat. “The King is half-mad with
worry. If we let Coren loose, we will be killed by these beasts.
And if Drede knows we let one of Sirle slip through our hands, we
might as well be killed by them.”
“`Are you
alone?”
“No. The
others are beyond the gate. They will come if we
call.”
“Then no one
but you will need to know that Coren and Sybel were here. I will
not tell Drede.”
“Prince
Tamlorn, he is the King’s enemy—your enemy!”
“He is Sybel’s
husband! And if you want to risk killing him in front of Sybel,
Gules and Moriah, go ahead. I can go home by myself like I
came.”
Moriah
screamed again, flat-eared, crouched at Coren’s feet, and the
blades jumped, winking. One of the guards drew his sword back
suddenly. Sybel’s flat voice froze the drive of it toward
Moriah.
“If you do
that, I will kill you.”
The guard
stared at her still, black eyes, sweat breaking out on his face.
“Lady, we will take the Prince and go. I swear it. But how—what
guarantee do we have that we will walk alive out of your house, if
we let Coren go? What is the surety for our
lives?”
Tam’s eyes
rested a moment speculatively on Coren’s face. He came forward and
knelt at Coren’s feet beneath the swords, and put his arms around
Moriah. “I am. Now let him go.”
The swords
wavered, winking in the firelight, fell. Coren’s breath rose
soundlessly and fell.
“Thank
you.”
Tam looked up
at him, stroking Moriah’s head. “Think of it as a gift from Drede
to Sirle.” He rose and said to the guards, “I will come home now.
But no one of you is to stay here after me, or follow Sybel and
Coren when they leave. No one.”
“Prince
Tamlorn—we saw nothing of Sybel or Coren.”
Tam sighed.
“My horse is in the shed—the gray. Get him.”
They left
quickly, followed by the soft whisperings of Lyon, Boar and Cat.
Tam went to Sybel, and she held him a moment, his face hidden in
her hair.
“My Tam, you
are growing as fearless and wise as Ter.”
He drew away
from her a little. “No. I am shaking.” He smiled at her, and she
kissed him quickly. He turned and hugged Gules Lyon tightly, then
rose to the sound of hoofbeats at the door.
“Prince
Tamlorn,” Coren said soberly, “I am very grateful. And I think this
gift will be a great embarrassment to the Lord of
Sirle.”
“I hope he is
pleased,” Tam said softly. “Good-bye, Sybel. I do not know when I
will see you again.”
“Good-bye, my
Tam.”
From a window,
she watched him mount; Ter circling above his head, watched his
straight figure swallowed by a crowd of dark-cloaked men with their
fiery stars, until they had disappeared through the trees. Then she
turned and went to Coren, put her arms around him, her face against
his breast.
“They might
have killed you before I even knew they were in my house, in spite
of all my powers. Then what would Rok have
said?”
He lifted her
face with his hands, a smile creasing his eyes. “That I should not
have to depend on my wife to save my skin.”
She touched
his throat. “You are bleeding.”
“I know. You
are shaking.”
“I
know.”
“Sybel. Could
you have killed that guard? He believed you could, and I was not
sure, then, myself.”
“I do not
know. But if he had killed Moriah, I would have found out.” She
sighed. “I am glad he did not, for his sake and mine. Coren, I do
not think we should stay here long. I do not trust those guards.
Let us pack the books and leave.”
Coren nodded.
He picked up a chair that had overturned, found his sword in a
corner and sheathed it.
Gules Lyon lay
muttering softly by the fire. Moriah prowled back and forth in
front of the door. Sybel dropped a soothing hand on the flat, black
head. She looked around vaguely at the house and found a strange
emptiness that seemed to lie beneath the cool white stones. She
said slowly,
“It seems no
longer my house... It seems to be waiting for another wizard, like
Myk or Ogam, to begin his work here in this white
silence...”
“Perhaps
someone will come.” He unfolded the big, tough grain sacks they had
brought to pack the books in, and added wryly, “I hope he will have
gentler memories of it than I ever will.”
“I hope so,
too.” She gave him a tight parting hug, then went out to speak with
Gyld and the Black Swan while he packed. The late afternoon turned
from gold to silver, and then to ash gray. Coren finished before
she returned; he went into the yard, calling her name in the wind.
She came to him finally from the trees.
“I was with
Gyld. I told him there would be a place for him at Sirle, and he
told me he would bring his gold.”
“Oh, no. I can
see a glittering trail of ancient coin from here to Rok’s
doorstep.”
“Coren, I told
him we would see to it somehow... he will have to fly by night,
when we are ready for him. I hope he does not frighten all of Rok’s
livestock.” She glanced up at the night-scented, ashen sky, and the
green-black shapes of trees. “It is getting late. What should we
do? I do not think we should even stay at Maelga’s
house.”
“No. Drede
would not mind risking a war by killing me if he could trap you,
take you to Mondor. If he wants that, they will return tonight to
look for us.”
“Then what
should we do?”
“I have been
thinking about that.”
“The horses
are tired. We cannot go far on them.”
“I
know.”
“Well, what
have you been thinking about that has put the smile in your
voice?”
“Gyld.”
She stared at
him. “Gyld? Do you mean—ride him?”
He nodded.
“Why not? You could pretend he is the Liralen. Surely he is strong
enough.”
“But—what
would Rok say?”
“What would
any man say if a dragon landed in his courtyard? Sybel, we cannot
ride the horses far, and this mountain is no safe place for us
tonight, wherever we are on it. You can loose the horses, call them
back to Sirle when they are rested.”
“But there is
no place to put Gyld in Sirle.”
“I will think
of a place. And if I cannot, you can send him back here. Would he
be willing?”
She nodded
dazedly. “Oh, yes; he loves to fly. But Coren,
Rok—”
“Rok would
rather see us alive on Gyld than dead on Eld Mountain. If we make a
slow journey back with these books, we may be followed. So let us
sail home through the sky on Gyld. Sybel, there must be a silence
deeper than the silence of Eld between those stars; shall we go
listen to it? Come. We will throw all the stars into Sirle, then go
and dance on the moon.”
A smile, faint
and faraway, crept onto her face. “I always wanted to
fly...”
“So. If you
cannot fly the Liralen, then make a fiery night flight on
Gyld.”
She called
Gyld from his winter cave, and he came to her, soaring slowly above
the trees, a great, dark shape against the stars. She looked deep
into his green eyes.
Can you
carry a man, a woman and two sacks of books on your
back?
She felt a
tremor of joy in his mind like a flame springing
alive.
Forever.
He waited
patiently while Coren secured the books on his back, wound with
lengths of rope around the base of his thick neck and wings. He
heaved himself up, so Coren could pass and repass the rope beneath
him, and his eyes glowed like jewels in the night, and his scales
winked, gold-rimmed. Coren placed Sybel between the two bags of
books and sat in front of her, holding onto the rope at Gyld’s
neck. He turned to look at her.
“Are you
comfortable?”
She nodded and
caught Gyld’s mind. Do the
ropes bind you anywhere?
No.
Then
go.
The great
wings unfurled, black against the stars. The huge bulk lifted
slowly, incredibly, away from the cold earth, through the
wind-torn, whispering trees. Above the winds struck full force,
billowing their cloaks, pushing against them, and they felt the
immense play of muscle beneath them and the strain of wing against
wind. Then came the full, smooth, joyous soar, a drowning in wind
and space, a spiraling descent into darkness that flung them both
beyond fear, beyond hope, beyond anything but the sudden surge of
laughter that the wind tore from Coren’s mouth. Then they rose
again, level with the stars, the great wings pulsing, beating a
path through the darkness. The full moon, ice-white, soared with
them, round and wondering as the single waking eye of a starry
beast of darkness. The ghost of Eld Mountain dwindled behind them;
the great peak huddled, asleep and dreaming, behind its mists. The
land was black beneath them, but for faint specks of light that
here and there flamed in a second plane of stars. The winds dropped
past Mondor, quieted, until they melted through a silence, a cool,
blue-black night that was the motionless night of dreams,
dimensionless, star-touched, eternal. And at last they saw in the
heart of darkness beneath them the glittering torch-lit rooms of
the house of the Lord of Sirle.
They came to a
gentle rest in his courtyard. A horse, waiting in the yard,
screamed in terror. Dogs in the hall howled. Coren dismounted
stiffly, his breath catching in a laughter beyond words, and swung
Sybel to the ground. She clung to him a moment, stiff with cold,
and felt Gyld’s mind searching for hers.
Gyld.
Be still.
There
are men with torches. Shall I—
No.
They are friends. They just did not expect us tonight. No one will
try to harm us. Gyld, that was a flight beyond
hope.
It
pleased you.
I am
well pleased.
“Rok!” Coren
called to his brother’s torchlit figure moving toward them down the
steps. The dogs swarmed growling between his legs. The children
jammed the doors behind him, then scattered in a wave before Ceneth
and Eorth. “We have a guest!”
“Coren,” Rok
said, transfixed by the lucent, inscrutable eyes. “What in the name
of the Above and the Below are we going to do with
it?”
Coren caught
one of the dogs before it nipped at Gyld’s wing. “I have thought of
that, too,” he said cheerfully. “We can store it in the wine
cellar.”