CHAPTER 39
Sisssttterrr!
Laura nearly dropped the thermometer she was holding for her patient. She’d let her guard down and Justice was calling her.
It’s gone, isn’t it? The evil incubus . . . you lossst it!
How does that feel, bitch? It’ssss gone!
There was a snarling sound of satisfaction in his hiss. Her knees nearly buckled. She closed her eyes and threw out her own taunt: Come and get me, you sick freak. Just try.
And then she slammed up her mental wall. Fast. Hard. Before he could respond.
“Hey!” her patient said, a man who’d had his appendix removed the day before.
“Sorry.” She forced a smile just as the electronic thermometer beeped, showing that Mr. Greer’s temperature was perfectly normal. He glowered up at her as she gave him the good news, then demanded more ice in his water glass and a change on his menu, one he’d chosen the night before, when his pain meds had, apparently, colored his options.
“I’ll see what I can do,” she said, “but I can’t promise anything.”
How could Justice know that she wasn’t pregnant any longer?
Just how deep was her connection to him?
“Time to end it,” she muttered under her breath as she left fresh ice with Mr. Greer before heading to the nurses’ station. Sooner or later she’d have to come face-to-face with Justice, and that thought both terrified and galvanized her. She had to be ready, both mentally and physically strong.
Somehow she had to shake off the melancholy of losing her child and let anger burn through her, directed at her tormenter. But today . . . today she just felt sad and overwhelmed.
By the time that Laura was through with her double shift, she was ready to tumble into bed and never wake up. She needed to regroup, then somehow get the drop on Justice.
How much easier it would be if the police would catch him.
But she was losing faith in the authorities as the days since his escape wore on. Wherever he’d holed up, it was a dark, well-concealed hiding spot.
“He can’t hide forever,” she reminded herself as she clocked out.
Grabbing her purse from her locker, she headed toward the main doors of the building. Working in the hospital had helped take her mind off losing the baby and Justice’s attack and her conflicted emotions about Harrison Frost. Falling in love with him was definitely not on her agenda, but then neither had been getting pregnant, suffering a miscarriage, or fighting her mental and physical battles with a homicidal maniac.
A week ago, her life had seemed boring. In a rut. Predictable.
But now . . .
She clicked on her cell phone and saw that she had half a dozen messages, mostly from Harrison. She was about to phone him back when she rounded a corner and nearly ran into Carlita Solano heading the other direction. Carlita was carrying a patient intake packet but stopped short when she spied Laura. “Hey! You outta here?”
“Uh-huh.” Laura kept walking.
“That reporter, the guy who was here from the Seaside Breeze, he’s been waiting for you.”
It was amazing to Laura how Carlita’s nose could smell out gossip. Rarely did anything go on within the walls of Ocean Park that the nurse didn’t know about. Right now Carlita’s dark eyes flashed, as they always did when she sensed gossip. She fell into step with Laura as they passed a visitors’ lounge where several people were leafing through dog-eared magazines.
“Have you heard anything about Conrad?”
Laura shook her head. “Still comatose, from what I hear.” What she didn’t admit to was going to the ICU and checking the man’s vitals herself early in her shift. Conrad lay on the bed, eyes closed, tubes running in and out of his body, his heartbeat monitored by a computer screen.
“That’s what I heard, too. It’s all just so weird,” Carlita said. “It seems that every time I turn on the local news, I see Ocean Park on the screen. Or at least that reporter who’s been hanging out around here. Pauline What’s-her-name.”
“Kirby,” Laura supplied as she passed the admissions desk, where several patients, insurance cards and forms in hand, were seated in plastic chairs by a few strategically placed ficus trees while waiting to be admitted.
“Right. What a bitch.” Laura didn’t comment and Carlita asked, “So, what’s the deal with you and the guy from the Breeze?
Laura shrugged. “He’s probably after a story,” she said and forced a smile she didn’t feel as she pushed through the doors just as Nurse Solano’s pager went off and she bustled away.
Harrison was parked next to her in the lot, near one of the security lamps. Gone was the good weather. A soft rain was falling, causing the lamp’s light to look a little fuzzy and creating a slick sheen over the pavement.
He climbed out of his car as she approached, and she felt a little jolt in her heart at the sight of him. His beleaguered jeans, T-shirt, and beat-up leather jacket, along with his scruffy hair and beard shadow, added to the I-don’t-give-a-damn allure. Something she’d thought she was immune to.
“Don’t you have a job or anything?” she asked as she approached him.
His smile was brief. “Doin’ it.”
“Hmmm.”
“Look, there’s a lot we need to talk about.”
She glanced back at the hospital and wondered if anyone, including Carlita Solano, was taking note of their conversation. “Not here. How about at my house? I’m really beat.”
“You know you can’t stay there.”
She didn’t want to hear that, but she knew he was right. “Then how about a five-star hotel, somewhere with room service, decadent desserts, and a Jacuzzi tub . . . ?” she suggested with a wan smile.
He laughed. “In your dreams.”
“Yeah, well . . .”
“I have an idea. A little B and B owned by a friend of mine in Astoria. He owes me a favor.”
Out of the corner of her eye, Laura noticed Byron striding out of the hospital. Her stomach did a nosedive. She wasn’t in the mood.
“Laura!” Byron called, loudly, zeroing in on her.
“Want me to get rid of him?” Harrison asked.
“He is a doctor here. Could be considered my boss, in a way.” When Harrison’s brows slammed together, she touched his arm. “I know,” she said, then reluctantly turned to meet her ex-husband halfway across the lot.
“I’m off duty,” she told him curtly.
“I know.” He seemed a little less hostile than before. “Look, I’m sorry about what happened at the house, about that maniac chasing you down, and I know I’ve been kind of rough on you lately.”
“Really.”
He held up his hands in mock surrender. “Okay, I know. A jerk, but I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“Yeah, that’s what it is.”
He struggled not to argue further but said instead, “And the baby?”
“Oh, for the love of God. How many times do I have to tell you, I’m not pregnant! Seriously. Forget about any delusions you have. There is no baby!” Her heart cracked at those last words, and she felt a rush of tears, which she somehow managed to blink back.
Byron stared. “I almost believe you.”
Laura silently counted to ten, then left him to stalk back to her car and a waiting Harrison.
“What was that all about?” he asked.
“Another misunderstanding,” she bit out. She heard a car door slam and then a powerful engine roar to life. Byron was gunning his Corvette. A moment later he shifted into second before reaching the street, where he tapped his brakes, then sped onto the highway.
Harrison’s gaze followed Byron, too. “I can’t believe you were married to that guy.”
“I was young.” And stupid. So easily and ridiculously impressed. Clearing her throat, she said, “Let’s get back to you trying to convince me not to go home.”
He turned his attention to her again, and she noticed his hair starting to curl and darken in the mist. “I did a feature on the B and B when I first moved up here, and the owner got a lot of free publicity. He said I could stay anytime. I think this qualifies as anytime.”
She was so weary. So, so weary. Seeing her waver, he touched her shoulder as he reached for his phone with his other hand. “You’re gonna love it.”
She wasn’t so sure but climbed behind the wheel of her Subaru as he stood outside his Impala and made arrangements for the night.
“We’re set,” he said. “The name of the place is Heritage House. You want to follow me?” He gave her the address before climbing behind the wheel of his own car and starting the engine.
Like an automaton, she headed after him, north to Astoria. She hoped he didn’t have any thoughts of romance, because it just couldn’t happen. With a sigh, she said, “I’ll jump off that bridge when I come to it.”
 
 
I sneak down the stairs to the bait shop’s parking lot and drink in the scent of the sea. It’s foul here, rank with the scents of oil and dead shellfish and diesel, but still, there is a hint of brine to fill my lungs.
I wonder if the van will still work. Faded letters advertising Carter’s Bait Shop, along with a phone number and an image of a sexy mermaid, cover the driver’s side. The plates are expired, so I quickly switch them with those of a Toyota parked in the corner. The Toyota belongs to Carter’s daughter Carrie, but she leaves it whenever her boyfriend picks her up in his winched-up 4x4.
It’s a simple matter to change out the plates and hot-wire the van. It starts easily, which is good, and the gas gauge indicates the fuel tank is nearly a quarter full. Enough for tonight.
Slowly, not bothering with the headlights, I cruise out of the bait shop’s lot and up a short rise toward the highway that snakes along the coast.
I have business to attend to. . . .
 
 
James Ferguson stared in disbelief at his brother’s empty room.
He was gone? Seriously?
Mikey had really taken off?
James searched his brother’s room for the third time, then the garage and the family room and the whole rest of the house. He’d called Mikey’s phone a dozen times and left him messages as well as a kazillion texts. Desperate, he’d even called some of the dweeb’s friends, but no one copped to knowing where Mikey was.
“Great,” he growled as he flung open the slider door off the kitchen dining area and stepped onto the covered patio. Rain dripped down from the corrugated plastic roof to puddle around the edges of the concrete pad and soak the yard. Where the hell was that little jerkwad? Mom and Dad were due back in a couple nights and James was in charge and now that little freakoid was gone! James hadn’t seen him at all after school, and he’d thought maybe Mikey had cut out early with friends. After all it was the last week of classes . . . but . . .
“Shit! Fuck! Hell!”
James thought about the little jerk’s fascination for that psycho at the beach, the escaped whack job. Mikey couldn’t get enough info on that sick dude. He was really pushing James to drive over to the coast before their folks returned and . . . oh, son of a bitch! The douche bag had taken off on his own.
Standing on the back patio, looking into the wet night, his stomach already a rock-hard knot, he worked up the nerve to call Belinda Mathis. She was on his speed dial, though he never called, or hadn’t until right now. He hit the button and waited impatiently for her to answer. Just the thought that he was trying to contact her caused his palms to sweat. He thought of her pretty pixie-like face and incredible long hair. Then there was her tight ass and . . .
Her phone went to voice mail. He didn’t leave a message and texted instead:
does your sister know where my brother mike is?
There was a few second gap as the rain plopped steadily on the ground, and James noticed the neighbor’s Siamese cat skittering quickly across the top of the fence, only to look his way and hiss before gathering itself and jumping to the far side.
“Perfect!” As the testy cat disappeared, James’s phone chirped to indicate he was receiving a text.
Belinda Mathis’s phone number, along with her pretty face, appeared on the screen of his cell.
Her short reply was: k says at the beach she thought he was with you
James’s stomach dropped as he typed quickly, his fingers flying, his head pounding with about a million questions.
James: im at home how did he get to the beach
Belinda: dk
dk—Don’t know. Crap! If she didn’t know, who would?
James: when did he go
Belinda: k says maybe 2nite
“Shit!” he said aloud, but typed: thx
Belinda: tell him to call k
“Oh, sure that’s what I’m gonna do,” he said aloud as he texted Mikey again and felt another wash of embarrassment that the only way he could talk to the coolest girl in school was because of his dumb shit of a brother.
He curled his fist and jammed it into the metal post that supported the overhang. Bam! Pain erupted in his hand. Water splashed off the roof. There wasn’t so much as the tiniest dent in the post.
He knew what he had to do. If he didn’t get his brother back here, ASAP, Mom and Dad would kill them both!
And it would be the little creep’s fault. All Mikey’s goddamned fault!
 
 
Laura had to hand it to Harrison.
He hadn’t been lying.
She did like the bed-and-breakfast. In fact, she liked it a lot. Situated on a steep hillside, the old Queen Anne–style home was poised to look out over the mouth of the Columbia River. Inside, the house had been renovated, with interior plumbing in each of the suites, though the rooms held their original charm, Tiffany lamps glowing warmly on gleaming woodwork, a runner protecting the stairs, tables and settees scattered around a foyer.
Their room was on the third floor. A bay window looked over the roof of the carriage house and the lights of the city to the black waters of the wide river. Lights glowed on the waterfront and shone upward on the massive Astoria-Megler Bridge, which spanned the wide Columbia River as it linked the two states of Oregon and Washington. The Oregon end of the bridge rose to the heavens, making it tall enough for freighters to pass in the deep channel; then the span dropped suddenly to flatten over the rolling waters as it stretched to the Washington shore.
“That must’ve been quite a favor,” Laura said as she dropped her bag on the four-poster bed. In her mind’s eye she saw Harrison under the thick covers, his dark hair mussed on the linens, his naked body stretched next to hers. They would touch and kiss and . . .
And it was too soon . . . too soon. . . .
A deep sadness welled inside her, and she dropped into one of the side chairs near the window. “Justice reached out to me again, but I closed him out.”
“Don’t think you’re so special. Remember, he called me, too,” Harrison said.
“This is getting worse and worse. So many people.” She found his gaze. “It’s not just me, or my sisters. Justice is terrorizing everyone he’s ever dealt with. I saw Conrad Weiser today, the security guard who was supposed to help transfer him, and his condition hasn’t improved.”
“When the bastard uses Zellman’s phone again, the police might locate him and figure out where he’s holed up.”
“There could be so many places,” she said. Even though Justice had an attachment to the ocean, Tillamook County was only a portion of the Oregon coastline. If he headed north, as they had, he could travel into Clatsop County and into Washington State, or to the south into Lincoln County and beyond. And that didn’t count on the fact that he could head inland, if he followed Becca and Hudson, which she believed, hoped, was a long shot.
“I brought protection,” he said and slid the gun from the waistband of his jeans.
She stared at the gun. For a moment she’d thought he meant something else, and she had to fight to keep her emotions from showing on her face.
“You know how to use it?” he asked.
“Only from what I’ve seen on TV.”
“It’s not too heavy, but it’s got a little kick to it, so if you have to use it, use both hands, okay?” He handed her the gun, came around behind her and, placing his hands over hers, leveled the pistol.
She quivered. “I hope it doesn’t come to this.”
“Me, too. But here, let me show you.” He pointed out the parts of the gun. “Tomorrow we’ll go to a range and you can practice.”
She held the 9 mm in one hand, then the other, then with both, frowning at the weapon as she tested its weight.
Harrison pressed it onto the table. “For now, it’s peace of mind. Tomorrow it might become something more. Let’s just leave it.”
She nodded but every once in a while glanced at the gun, safety on, lying on the antique table.
They talked for a while, getting nowhere; then Harrison offered to go out and bring back some kind of dinner.
“It’s ten o’clock,” she protested, but he waved off her concerns, promising to be back soon. As soon as he stepped out of the room and locked the door behind him, she stripped out of the clothes she’d worn through both her shifts, twisted her hair onto her head, and took a hot shower. She was still bleeding, but already her flow had slowed. She didn’t break down. She almost did, but once again she channeled her emotions into anger, plotting how she would face Justice.
What the hell was Justice doing calling Harrison on Dr. Zellman’s cell phone?
She toweled off and put herself back together, tossing on an oversized T-shirt to sleep in. Hearing the door to the suite open, she grabbed the thick robe left hanging on the door and slipped her arms through the wide sleeves, then walked into the living area.
Harrison, his hair wet and windblown, was just walking through the door from the hallway. In his arms was a cardboard pizza box and a bottle of wine. “Pepperoni and Merlot,” he said. “Pretty high class.”
“Very.” She couldn’t help the smile that tugged at the corners of her mouth.
“What could be better?”
“Nothing,” she said simply, her voice cracking a bit.
Harrison threw her a look. “We’re going to get him,” he said as he placed the box and bottle on a lacquered pedestal table, then served up the pizza on napkins. There were wineglasses and a corkscrew tucked into a small glass-fronted cupboard. Harrison found what he needed, uncorked the wine, and poured them each a glass, then set the bottle near the open corrugated box. “Anyone ‘call’ while I was gone?”
“If you’re talking about Justice Turnbull, the answer is no.”
He clicked the rim of her wineglass with his. “Here’s to catching bad guys.”
“Real bad guys,” she added.
“Real bad guys,” he agreed.
 
It was all Harrison could do to keep his hands off her as she fell asleep on the bed beside him. She looked sexy as hell in the oversized T-shirt, with her hair piled on her head, her long neck exposed, but he stayed on his side of the bed and simply watched as her breathing grew regular.
He knew she cared about him, had felt her response the last time they’d kissed. Her blood had heated as fast as his had, but tonight she was a little withdrawn, and his sister’s words echoed through his brain.
Take it slow, okay? Laura’s not the only one who’s falling in love. . . .
Much as he hated to admit it, Harrison grudgingly decided that he was feeling something deep for Laura. And whether she was truly falling for him was yet to be determined; she seemed to run hot and cold. Then again, maybe she was riddled with the same doubts he was. He’d started out intending to write a story that would blow the public away. Now he was embroiled in some kind of creepy mind game with a psychopath while falling for the monster’s latest intended victim.
He watched the rise and fall of her chest and softly brushed a strand of hair off her cheek. His heart twisted and deep inside he felt a male response. He tamped that down as best he could but risked brushing his lips over her forehead. She moaned in her sleep, and he watched as her lips twitched.
That was it. He couldn’t do this.
Sliding off the bed, he grabbed his pillow, found an extra blanket in the armoire and, still cold, slipped on his jeans before lying on the floor. The settee in the room was just too small for his six-foot frame.
This, him sleeping on the floor, either at Kirsten’s or his own damned apartment, on the Aero Bed, was getting to be a habit.
Pain in the ass.
 
 
The bait shop van is mine for the taking. Risky, but I need to hurry. My mission cannot wait any longer. Carefully, I pull around to the road and turn, out of view, and then I’m gone.
The witches are slumbering.
It doesn’t take long and I’m there, but I park far away from their lair, hiding the van on an unused driveway, then walk more than a mile through the darkness to the fenced grounds.
Though the main gate would be the easiest to breach, it could be watched and is far too risky, so I ease around the corner, deeper into the forest, the surrounding trees a canopy, their branches heavy with the rain. Through the Stygian darkness, I move, and I feel that quick little frisson of anticipation, the soul-jarring excitement that comes before a kill.
For a split second, my mind wanders and I nearly stumble. Voices call to me. Voices from my youth . . . or are they nearby?
I whirl and stare at the gloom behind me.
Is it a creature of the night? Some rodent stirring the brush? Or just the rain?
Or your imagination . . . You know you’ve seen things that can’t be.
But I’m dizzy for a second, and I think with fury of the one who dares call me . . . Lorelei. Her scent is faint now . . . farther away.
I grip the rough bark of a nearby fir, squeeze my eyes shut, and slowly count to ten, forcing a calm through my center, trying to capture that bit of reality that, I’m told, sometimes escapes me.
Slowly, I recover. I release the tree and slip my weapon, Lorelei’s knife, between my teeth as I scale the fence, away from the front of the grounds, toward the back. There, in the shadows, I stare up at the huge edifice where lights still glow.
They are inside.
Unaware.
While the sea pounds the shore far below. I draw deep breaths, filling my lungs with the salty air, listening to the thunderous cadence, imagining the crash of waves against the rocky shoals. Rain runs down my face. Clears my head. Helps me focus.
There is so much to do. And it must be done tonight. All of it.
In my mind I hear the taunts of the witches . . . “Bastard,” “Imbecile,” “Freak,” and my blood rages, thundering in my brain, their cruel taunts like a drill with a dozen heads piercing my brain. Hateful, evil spawn of Satan! Whores who procreate like their sinister bitch of a mother!
My head throbs, and then I remember the doctor who thought he could treat me. Fool! Sanctimonious, supercilious, arrogant idiot! How dare he think he can determine my fate?
But I fooled you, Zellman. Proved you to be unworthy, a charlatan. But that’s not enough. You need to feel my pain. . . . You need to feel the same depths of despair . . . . Oh, there is so much to do, so many things to do.
Tonight . . .
In my mind I see the doctor in his office, his eyes knowing . . . his smile false and forced, and he thinks he knows me. . . .
I blink. Feel the rain on my face. Return to the moment.
There is no more time for planning. No seconds left to savor my intentions. Staring at the house, I see movement behind the windows, and I smile as I recognize her glancing worriedly through the panes before she draws the shades.
My fingers curl around the hilt of my knife, now in a death grip in my right hand.
She peers through the small space where the curtains don’t quite meet.
Too late, bitch.
Far, far too late.