Chapter Seven
‘‘So let me get this straight—May’s a virgin
lesbian doppelganger wyvern’s mate?’’ Jim pursed its lips as it
looked me over before turning to its demon lord. ‘‘I think she’s
got even you beat, Ash.’’
I had finally had enough. I stood up and looked
sternly at everyone present, but mostly at the man standing next to
me. ‘‘I am not a virgin, nor a lesbian! I am a
doppelganger, but the wyvern’s mate question is not proven.’’
‘‘You drank the dragon’s blood without any ill
effect,’’ Drake mused, his arm around his wife.
‘‘I’m immortal. It can’t kill me like it could a
mortal,’’ I pointed out.
‘‘Yes, but you kissed Gabriel without any
problem,’’ Aisling said. ‘‘Even an immortal would have been
affected if she wasn’t a mate. I’m afraid that’s a pretty good
indicator.’’
Hrmph. ‘‘Do you mean to say that no other woman has
ever survived a kiss from you?’’ I asked Gabriel, disbelief
dripping from my voice.
‘‘On the contrary, I’ve never killed a woman I’ve
kissed.’’ He leaned closer to me, his eyes blazing like sunlight
off a polished mirror. ‘‘But there have been a few close
calls.’’
Gods, but he smelled good. My body went into a
full-fledged battle with my mind, the former wanting to grab his
head and kiss that knowing half smile right off his face, the
latter pointing out that one kiss could hardly be decisive.
‘‘You’re right,’’ he said, almost against my lips.
‘‘More is definitely better in this case.’’
‘‘Stop reading my mind,’’ I whispered, groaning to
myself when his lips curved into a smile.
‘‘No woman has ever taken my fire,’’ he murmured as
I stared into those glorious eyes. I teetered on the brink of
indecision, wanting more than anything else at that moment to taste
him again, to feel his body pressed against mine, to revel in his
closeness, but the sane corner of my mind worried that if I gave
in, I’d have to face facts that I’d be much better off avoiding.
‘‘Tell me you want it.’’
I tilted my head just a smidgen, just enough to
allow my lips to caress his. That’s all it took. With a low-pitched
primal noise that seemed to emanate deep from within his chest, his
mouth claimed mine, the fire pouring out of him and into me. His
lips were hotter than I remembered, hotter than I thought possible,
moving over mine in a fashion that left me both satisfied and
craving more.
‘‘More,’’ I murmured, my hands in his hair, tugging
on the dreadlocks. I was dimly aware that I was behaving in a
manner wholly at odds with my normally unemotional self, but there
was something about him that seemed to release all the inhibitions
I usually held.
That thought scared me to my toenails.
Dragon fire whipped around me, spiraling up from my
toes to my waist as Gabriel kissed me with a thoroughness that left
no secrets undiscovered. I was shocked at the depths of my desire
for him, a man I’d just met. I couldn’t hide from the fact that I
wanted him, all of him, with a hunger that left me weak with sudden
need. I moaned into his mouth as his fingers dug into my hips,
pulling me tighter against the hard lines of his body. He tasted
like fire, hot and exciting and dangerous, and I wanted more. The
fire grew around me, twisting my desire higher, building my need
until I thought it was going to burst from me in a primitive cry.
The fire roared from me back to him, leaving me a blazing brand
that threatened to burst into a million incandescent sparks.
‘‘Sweet May,’’ he groaned into my mouth as he
rubbed my hips against his. ‘‘Sweet, sweet mate.’’
The words pierced my being like little bullets of
ice, slicing through my almost out-of-control desire and returning
me to reality with a shock that left me reeling.
With a cry, I pushed back, pulling my mouth away
from his. ‘‘Don’t call me that,’’ I said, my voice hoarse and
shaky.
Confusion filled his eyes.
I shadowed and twisted out of his arms, backing
away a few steps. I touched my lips with a trembling hand, feeling
empty inside, as if I’d lost something integral to myself.
‘‘May?’’ he asked, taking a step toward me,
evidently seeing me despite the darkness of the evening. ‘‘What’s
wrong?’’
‘‘Nothing. I just . . . I just don’t like that
word,’’ I answered, clearing my throat and glancing around.
Everyone was standing where they had been before
Gabriel sucked all my attention from the room, their faces
displaying varying emotions.
Cyrene turned shocked eyes to me, but I sensed an
underlying emotion that didn’t make any sense to me: pain.
‘‘I’m sorry,’’ I said, feeling the need to
apologize. ‘‘I didn’t mean to turn the evening into a peep
show.’’
‘‘You—’’ Cyrene started to say, then stopped,
biting her lip as she looked away.
‘‘I liked it,’’ Jim said, plopping its big butt
down next to a chair. ‘‘You don’t often get to see a wyvern
claiming a mate. It’s better than Skinemax. Is there going to be an
encore? If there is, can you hold off until I make some
popcorn?’’
Aisling spoke a few hurried words and, before the
demon could do more than open its mouth in protest, banished it to
the Akasha. ‘‘I’m sorry about Jim. I think a little time-out is in
order. I’m afraid, though, that it might be right about one
thing.’’
I slid a glance toward Gabriel. He was watching me
with an intensity that both flattered me and made me uncomfortable.
‘‘Yes, I’m afraid that it is. . . . It would seem that despite the
fact that I’m a doppelganger, I appear to be your mate.’’
‘‘I don’t understand how . . .’’ Cyrene’s voice
trailed away to nothing as she sank rather less gracefully than
normal into a nearby chair.
‘‘The how is not important,’’ Gabriel answered, his
dimples slowly emerging. ‘‘What matters is that the impossible has
happened. I’m delighted that you understand the significance of
being able to share my fire, May. I never expected to have a mate,
but now that I’ve found you, I am very pleased.’’
I wanted to shadow, to go find a quiet spot where I
could think over recent events by myself, without any other
distractions. I was a thief, dammit, a shadow walker, servant of a
demon lord, keeper of Cyrene’s common sense, and responsible only
for myself and her well-being. And now I found myself bound to a
stranger? I shook my head. I just didn’t have experience with men,
let alone dragons. The situation seemed untenable at best.
‘‘I don’t understand any of this,’’ Cyrene said,
giving me a hurt look. ‘‘You do like men?’’
‘‘I’m sorry,’’ I said, dropping to my knees next to
her. I took her hand and gave it a squeeze. No matter how
scatterbrained she was, no matter how many times she got herself
into scrapes and expected me to pull her out, she was still my
twin. I owed my very existence to her. ‘‘I didn’t like deceiving
you, but it seemed like less stress for everyone if you thought I
wasn’t interested in men at all.’’
‘‘You’re a dragon’s mate,’’ she said slowly, as if
she was absorbing this new image of me. ‘‘I still don’t . . . Are
you sure we’re not both your mate?’’
Gabriel considered her for a moment.
‘‘We are identical,’’ she told him, her expression
earnest. ‘‘May is an exact copy of me. Well, she’s not a naiad, but
other than that, she’s my duplicate.’’
I have never minded being called her twin, but for
some reason, her insistence on referring to me in dehumanizing
terms rankled a bit. I stifled that as best I could; with the
exception of her common sense—a trait that had been given over to
me at my creation— she wasn’t saying anything that wasn’t
absolutely true.
‘‘You were born,’’ Gabriel said gently, taking her
hand from me. ‘‘The black dragons are cursed to never have a mate
born to them.’’
‘‘But if May—’’ she started to argue.
‘‘This is a question easily settled,’’ he
interrupted. His fingertips suddenly burst into flame, causing
Cyrene to squawk and leap backward, yanking her hand out of his
when he touched a spot on her wrist.
‘‘My apologies if I hurt you,’’ he said, bending
his head over her arm. Cyrene watched with openmouthed amazement as
he first breathed on the small burn mark, then lowered his mouth to
it, his tongue lathing the spot.
Rage burst into being within me, startling me with
both its presence and its intensity. Gabriel was
lickingCyrene.
‘‘Er . . . ,’’ I said, taking a step closer.
‘‘It’s all right, don’t be alarmed,’’ Aisling said,
watching them with interest. ‘‘Gabriel has the most amazing saliva.
All the silver dragons do. They make a wonderful healing ointment
out of it, but it’s not quite as potent as when it comes from the
source.’’
‘‘Um . . .’’ I tapped Gabriel on the shoulder. He
looked up with a distinct twinkle in his eyes. ‘‘That doesn’t look
very hygienic.’’
‘‘I assure you, it will do her only good, and no
harm,’’ he said, smiling as he returned Cyrene’s hand to her with a
little bow.
We both looked. The small red burn mark had
disappeared.
‘‘That was amazing,’’ Cyrene breathed, gazing at
him with wonder.
I stifled the last little bubble of irritation,
reminding myself that he was just doing his job.
He didn’t have to enjoy it quite so much, though,
did he?
‘‘And now May,’’ Gabriel said. I looked at him a
moment, wondering what sort of a man it was that fate had bound me
to. I held out my hand, watching with dispassionate interest as he
traced a symbol in flames on my wrist. It burned merrily on my
skin, although I felt nothing more than a mild heat.
‘‘Dragon mates have the ability to share dragon
fire. They can use it, mold it to their own desire, drawing power
from it when needed,’’ he said, watching me as I coaxed the little
flame to my fingertips. It shimmered there, as if it was about to
go out. I held my other hand out over it, willing it into a small
ball, smiling to myself when it obediently formed a sphere. I held
it in the palm of my hand for a moment, admiring the beauty and
power held within it, before throwing it directly at Gabriel.
A slow smile spread across his face as the flame
ball exploded against his chest, bathing his upper body in fire for
a few seconds before it evaporated into nothing. ‘‘I believe that
answers your question, Cyrene.’’
‘‘It doesn’t even begin to cover the questions I
have,’’ she said softly. I took a few steps away from Gabriel,
startled by the undertone I had heard in Cyrene’s voice.
‘‘Well, as you said, what does it matter how it
happened—it did, and it’s a miracle. I hope you both will be very
happy,’’ Aisling said as she gave Gabriel a hug before turning to
me to do the same.
I frowned. ‘‘I’m not sure I follow you. Happy doing
what?’’
Her smile slipped slightly as she glanced quickly
at Gabriel. ‘‘Er . . . happy being together.’’
It took me a few seconds to understand what it was
she was talking about. ‘‘Oh, we’re not together. At least, not in
the sense you mean.’’
‘‘You’re not?’’ she asked, looking downright
confused.
‘‘No. I can’t. It’s just not possible,’’ I
answered, turning to Gabriel. ‘‘I’m sorry if you assumed there
would be some sort of a . . . for lack of a better word, romantic
relationship between us.’’
His eyes turned to molten silver. ‘‘You have just
accepted that you are my mate.’’
‘‘Yes, it seems foolish to deny it when all the
evidence points to that conclusion. But that doesn’t mean we are .
. . you know, a couple.’’
Drake looked at his wife. ‘‘You’ve infected
her.’’
Aisling’s mouth dropped open a smidgen. ‘‘I have
not!"
His green eyes narrowed upon me. ‘‘You have an
American accent.’’
‘‘Yes,’’ I answered, wondering what that had to do
with anything. ‘‘Cyrene was living in Louisiana when I was created.
I moved to the West Coast shortly thereafter.’’ I didn’t mention
the reason for my sudden move away from my twin—Magoth, fascinated
with the early movie industry, had based himself in Hollywood, and
bound to him as I was, I had little choice but to follow.
‘‘I miss New Orleans,’’ Cyrene said wistfully.
‘‘I’m living in London now, and of course, it’s very cultural, but
there’s none of the je ne sais quoi of the U.S."
‘‘I knew it,’’ Drake said, nodding at Aisling.
‘‘It’s something in the water that makes American women the most
stubborn beings on the planet. Try to deny it.’’
She smiled at me. ‘‘We’re not stubborn, sweetie—
we’re smart. We simply want to know what we’re getting into before
we agree to anything.’’
‘‘Well . . . there is that, yes,’’ I said slowly,
unwilling to say too much. ‘‘But there are certain obligations I’ve
got to consider, and I’m afraid that right now, I’m just not in a
position to maintain anything but a distant relationship.’’
‘‘You are my mate,’’ Gabriel said with an obstinate
glint to his eye.
‘‘Yes, I believe we’ve established that fact,’’ I
said, glancing at my watch. ‘‘It’s very late. Since Cyrene appears
to have recovered from the injury, we’d better be on our
way.’’
‘‘You can’t leave!’’ Maata burst out, her disbelief
evident.
‘‘I’m afraid I have some prior commitments that I
must attend to.’’ I turned my attention to Gabriel. ‘‘We should
probably stay in touch. Do you live here in Greece?’’
‘‘No, we are here simply to make plans with Drake
and Aisling while they are on holiday. My home is in
Manukau.’’
I frowned in question.
‘‘New Zealand,’’ he answered. ‘‘I have taken a home
in London since that is where Kostya is believed to be basing
himself. I cannot address the obligations you mention until I have
more information, but I assure you that the job of wyvern’s mate
will require much more time and attention than can be conducted by
a distant relationship.’’
The emphasis he put on the last couple of words was
unmistakable. So was the light in his eyes.
‘‘The sheer hell she’s going to put you through,’’
Drake muttered, shaking his head.
Aisling whomped him on the chest. ‘‘For what it’s
worth, May, I think you have the right idea. Take your time to get
to know Gabriel. Don’t let anyone rush you into anything. Being a
wyvern’s mate is time-consuming, yes, but there’s no reason you
can’t do your own job as well as take care of Gabriel and the
silver dragons.’’
‘‘She is a thief,’’ Drake pointed out.
‘‘Well, so are you,’’ she countered, leveling a
look at him that I’d have been afraid to even think of. ‘‘And I’m
sure she has a very good reason for being a thief, too. Cyrene and
May probably have an ailing mother, or there’s someone else May has
to take care of, and doing a Robin Hood act is the only way she can
get by.’’
All eyes turned to me. I lifted my chin and smiled
at no one in particular. ‘‘It’s something like that. Now, if you’ll
excuse us, Cyrene and I should be on our way. Do you have a phone
number where I can reach you in London, Gabriel?’’
Silently, he pulled out a card and handed it to me.
I tucked it away in an inner pocket of my leather bodice. ‘‘Thank
you. I’m sorry about disturbing your evening. It’s been . . . a
pleasure. Good night.’’
I grabbed Cyrene’s arm and started to hustle her
through the door, but I had a feeling we weren’t going to be able
to make an escape without hearing from the quicksilver-eyed
dragon.
‘‘We will accompany you to your hotel,’’ Gabriel
said, suddenly standing in front of us, holding the door
open.
Aisling murmured something about erasing the ward
on the front door, scooting past us to do so. I looked behind me.
Maata and Tipene wore matching expressions . . . neither gave me
much hope they’d listen to reason. ‘‘Weren’t you . . . weren’t you
just back there?’’ I asked Gabriel.
‘‘Dragons can move quickly when they so desire.
Drake, Aisling, my thanks for a very enjoyable evening. I will be
in contact with you regarding the phylactery. And now, my dear . .
. ,’’ Gabriel said, gesturing toward the open door.
I tried to exchange a glance with Cyrene, but she
was looking at the floor, apparently avoiding my eye. ‘‘You don’t
know where we’re staying,’’ I said. ‘‘We could be greatly out of
your way.’’
‘‘You are my mate,’’ Gabriel said, a sudden flare
of emotion in his eyes making a hot flush start at my belly and
move upward. ‘‘Nothing you can demand of me will be too
great.’’
‘‘Excellent. I demand you leave us alone. I’ll call
you in a few days, when we’re back in London,’’ I said, pushing
Cyrene out the door as I slipped past him.
‘‘Alas, I wish it was that easy, but I am bound by
sept tradition to see to your welfare,’’ he said, following us out
to the driveway. Tipene went off to where a black BMW sat. I eyed
Cyrene for a moment, unsure if I should trust Gabriel with her. I
hadn’t seen anything in him that led me to believe he would harm
her, but dragons were strange beings—they looked human, but clearly
didn’t operate in the same manner. Still, he didn’t strike me as
the type of man who’d take out his wrath on an innocent
person.
I tried to catch Cyrene’s eye, but she continued to
avoid looking at me. That hurt, but now was not the time to smooth
her obviously ruffled feathers. I allowed Gabriel and Maata to
escort us toward the car, but the second we were far enough away
from the lights of the house, I shadowed, spinning around in the
opposite direction, merging myself with the blissfully dark
shadows.
Gabriel shouted my name, but I paid him no heed as
I dashed alongside a high hedge, keeping myself immersed in the
densest parts of the shadows. He might be able to see me at a close
distance, but I was willing to bet he couldn’t when more than a few
yards separated us.
I ran down the street, through yards, around
gardens, moving in a direction opposite the mage’s house until I
could no longer hear signs of pursuit. I doubled back, slowly
picking my way, cautious of every looming shape, but no one leaped
out to grab me.
Gabriel, it seemed, didn’t bother to try to find
me. I was oddly disgruntled by that fact, but decided it was
foolish and immature, and there were much more important matters to
concern myself with than the puzzle my heart wanted to solve.
Steeling myself, my chin high, my shoulders set, I
made my way back around to the mage’s house.