Call me Isobel. (It’s my name.)
This is my history. Where shall I begin?
Before the beginning is the void
and the void belongs in neither time nor space and is therefore
beyond our imagination.
Nothing will come of nothing,
unless it’s the beginning of the world. This is how it begins, with
the word and the word is life. The void is transformed by a
gigantic firecracker allowing time to dawn and imagination to
begin.
The first nuclei arrive – hydrogen and
helium – followed, a few million years later, by their atoms and
eventually, millions more years later, the molecules form. Aeons
pass. The clouds of gas in space begin to condense into galaxies
and stars, including our own Sun. In 1650, Archbishop James Ussher,
in his Annals of the World, calculates that
God made Heaven and Earth on the evening of Saturday, October 22,
4004 BC. Other people are less specific and date it to some four
and a half billion years ago.

Then the trees come. Forests of
giant ferns wave in the warm damp swamps of the Carboniferous Era.
The first conifers appear and the great coal fields are laid down.
Everywhere you look, flies are being trapped in drops of amber –
which are the tears of poor Phaeton’s sisters, who were turned by
grief into black poplars (populus nigra).
The flowering and the broad-leaved trees make their first
appearance and eventually the trees crawl out of the swamps on to
the dry land.
Here, where this story takes place (in
the grim north), here was once forest, oceans of forest, the great
Forest of Lythe. Ancient forest, an impenetrable thicket of Scots
pine, birch and aspen, of English elm and wych elm, common hazel,
oak and holly, the forest which once covered England and to which,
if left alone, it might one day return. The forest has the world to
itself for a long time.

Chop. The
stone and flint tools signalled the end of the beginning, the
beginning of the end. The alchemy of copper and tin made new bronze
axes that shaved more trees from the earth. Then came iron (the
great destroyer) and the iron axes cut the forest down faster than
it could grow back and the iron ploughshares dug up the land that
was once forest.
The woodcutters coppiced and
pollarded and chopped away at the ash and the beech, the oak, the
hornbeam and the tangled thorns. The miners dug and smelted while
the charcoal-burners piled their stacks high. Soon you could hardly
move in the forest for bodgers and cloggers, hoop-makers and
wattle-hurdlers. Wild boars rooted and domestic pigs snuffled,
geese clacked and wolves howled and deer were startled at every
turning in the path. Chop! Trees were
transformed into other things – into clogs and winepresses, carts
and tools, houses and furniture. The English forests sailed the
oceans of the world and found new lands full of wilderness and more
forests waiting to be cut down.
But there was a secret mystery at the
heart of the heart of the forest. When the forest was cut down,
where did the mystery go? Some say there were fairies in the forest
– angry, bad-tempered creatures (the unwashed children of Eve),
ill-met by moonlight, who loitered with intent on banks of wild
thyme listening furiously to the encroaching axes. Where did they
go when the forest no longer existed? And what about the wolves?
What happened to them? (Just because you can’t see something
doesn’t mean it isn’t there.)

The small village of Lythe emerged
from the shrinking forest, a straggle of cottages and a church with
a square clocktower. Its inhabitants tramped back and forward with
their eggs and capons and occasionally their virtue to Glebelands,
the nearest town, only two miles away – a thriving marketplace and
a hotbed of glovers and butchers, blacksmiths and vintners, rogues
and recusants.
In 1580, or thereabouts, a stranger rode
into Lythe, one Francis Fairfax, as dark and swarthy of countenance
as a Moor. Francis Fairfax, lately ennobled by the Queen, was in
receipt, from the Queen’s own hand, of a great swathe of land north
of the village, on the edge of what remained of the forest. Here he
built himself Fairfax Manor, a modern house of brick and plaster
and timbers from his newly owned forest oaks.
This Francis was a soldier and an
adventurer. He had even made the great grey ocean crossing and seen
the newfoundlands and virgin territories with their three-headed
monsters and feathered savages. Some said he was the Queen’s own
spy, crossing the Channel on her secret business as frequently as
others crossed Glebelands Green Moor.
Some also said that he had a beautiful
child wife, herself already with child, locked away in the attics
of Fairfax Manor. Others said the woman in the attics was not his
child wife but his mad wife. There was even a rumour that his
attics were full of dead wives, all of them hanging from butcher’s
hooks. There were even those who said (this even more unlikely)
that he was the Queen’s lover and that the great Gloriana had borne
him a clandestine child which was being raised in Fairfax Manor. In
the attics, naturally.
It is fact, not rumour, that the Queen
stayed at Fairfax Manor in the course of escaping an outbreak of
plague in London, sometime in the summer of 1582, and was observed
admiring the butter-yellow quince and flourishing medlar trees and
dining on the results of a splendid early morning deer
hunt.
Fairfax Manor was famous for the thrill
of its deer chases, the softness of its goose-feather mattresses,
the excellence of its kitchens, the ingenuity of its
entertainments. Sir Francis became a famous patron of poets and
aspiring playwrights. Some say that Shakespeare himself spent time
at Fairfax Manor. Keen supporters of this explanation of
Shakespeare’s famous lost years – of which there are several,
mostly mad – point to the evidence of the initials “WS” carved into
the bark of the great Lady Oak and still visible to the keen eye to
this day. Detractors of this theory point out that another member
of the Fairfax household, his son’s tutor, a Walter Stukesly, can
claim the same initials.
Perhaps Master Stukesly was the author of
the magnificent masque (The Masque of
Adonis) which Sir Francis ordered up for the Queen’s
entertainment during her midsummer visit to Lythe. We can imagine
the theatricals being performed, using the great forest as a
backdrop, the lamps glimmering in the trees, the many mechanical
devices used in the telling of the tragic tale, the youthful Adonis
dying in the arms of a young boy Venus under the Lady Oak – a
young, handsome oak much of an age with Francis Fairfax that once
stood at the heart of the heart of the forest and now guarded its
entrance.
It was not long after the Queen’s
departure from Lythe that Francis’s wife first appeared, a real one
made of flesh and blood and not kept in the attics, but none the
less an enigmatic creature whose beginning and end were veiled in
mystery. She arrived, they said, at the door of Fairfax Manor one
wild, storm-driven night, dressed in neither shoes nor hose nor
petticoat, dressed in nothing in fact but her silk-soft skin – yet
with not a drop of rain on her, nor one red hair on her head blown
out of its place.
She came, she said, from an even grimmer
north and her name was Mary (like the dreaded Caledonian queen
herself). She did not persist in her nakedness and allowed herself
to be clothed in silks and furs and velvets and clasped in jewels
by an eager Sir Francis. On her wedding morning Sir Francis
presented her with the famous Fairfax jewel – much sought after by
metal detectors and historians – well documented in Sir Thomas
A’hearne’s famous Travels around England
but not seen for nearly four hundred years. (For the record, a gold
lozenge locket, studded with emeralds and pearls and opening to
reveal a miniature Dance of Death believed by some to have been
painted by Nicholas Hilliard, in homage to his mentor,
Holbein.)
The new Lady Fairfax favoured green –
kirtle and petticoats and stomacher, as green as the vert that
hides the deer from the hunter. Only her cambric shift was white –
this piece of information being offered by the midwife brought in
from Glebelands for the arrival of the Fairfax firstborn. Onlyborn.
It was, she reported when she had been returned to town, a
perfectly normal baby (a boy) but Sir Francis was a madman who
insisted that the poor midwife had her eyes bound in every room but
the birth-chamber and who swore her to secrecy about what she saw
that night. Whatever it was that the poor woman did see was never
broadcast for she was conveniently struck by lightning as she
raised a tankard of ale to wet the baby’s head.
Lady Fairfax, it was reported, was
strangely fond of wandering into the forest dressed in her green
damasks and silks, her hound Finn her only companion. Sometimes she
could be found sitting under the green guardianship of the Lady
Oak, singing an unbearably sweet song about her home, like a Ruth
amid alien green. More than once, Sir Francis’s game steward had
frightened himself half to death by mistaking her for a timid hart,
bolting away from him in a flash of green. What if one day he were
to shoot off an arrow into her fair green breast?
Then she vanished – as instantly
and mysteriously as she had once arrived. Sir Francis returned home
from a day’s hunting with a fine plump doe shot through the heart
and found her gone. A kitchen maid, an ignorant girl, claimed she
saw Lady Fairfax disappearing from underneath the Lady Oak, fading
away until her green brocade dress was indistinguishable from the
surrounding trees. As Lady Fairfax had grown dimmer, the girl
reported, she had placed a dreadful curse on the Fairfaxes, past
and future, and her monstrous shrieks had echoed in the air long
after she herself was invisible. The cook clattered the girl about
her head with a porringer for her fanciful notions.
Francis Fairfax fulfilled the
requirements of a cursed man – burning to death in his own bed in
1605 along with most of his household. William, his son, was
rescued by servants and grew up to be a sickly kind of boy, hanging
on to life just long enough to father his likeness.
The Fairfaxes abandoned the
charred remains of Fairfax Manor and moved to Glebelands where
their fortunes declined. Fairfax Manor crumbled to dust in the air,
the fine parkland reverted to nature and within a handful of years
you would never have known it had ever been there.
Over the next hundred years the land was
parcelled up and sold at auction. An eighteenth-century Fairfax,
Thomas, lost the last of the land in the South Sea Bubble and the
Fairfaxes were all but forgotten – except for Lady Mary who was
occasionally sighted, dressed all in green, disconsolate and
gloomy, and occasionally with her head under her arm for good
effect.
The forest itself was gradually removed,
the last of it taken during the Napoleonic War for fighting ships.
By the time the nineteenth century really got going, all that
remained of the once great Forest of Lythe was a large wood known
as Boscrambe Woods, thirty miles to the north of Glebelands and –
just beyond the boundaries of Lythe – the Lady Oak
itself.
By 1840 Glebelands was a great
manufacturing town whose engines thrummed and throbbed and whose
chimneys smoked dark clouds of uncertain chemicals into the sky
over its crowded slum streets. The owner of one of these factories,
Samuel Fairfax, philanthropist and manufacturer of Argand gas
burners, briefly revived the family fortunes with his mission to
illuminate the entire town with gas lamps.
The Fairfaxes were able to buy a
large town house with all the trimmings – servants and a coach and
accounts in every shop. The Fairfax women wore dresses of French
velvet and Nottingham lace and talked nonsense all day long while
Samuel Fairfax dreamed of buying back the tract of land where
Fairfax Manor once stood and making a country park where the people
of Glebelands could clean their sooty lungs and exercise their
rickety limbs. He was hoping that this would be his living memorial
– Fairfax Park, he murmured happily as he
looked over possible designs for the massive wrought-iron entrance
gates and just as he pointed to a particularly rococo pattern
(‘Restoration’) his heart stopped beating and he fell face first on
to the pattern book. The park was never built.
Gas lamps were overtaken by electric
ones, the Fairfaxes failed to see the new technology coming and
grew slowly poorer until, in 1880, one Joseph Fairfax, grandson to
Samuel, realized where the future lay and put the remaining family
money into retail – a small grocery shop in a side street. The
business gradually prospered, and ten years later ‘Fairfax and Son
– Licensed Grocers’ moved into the High Street.
Joseph Fairfax had one son and no
daughters. The son, Leonard, wooed and won a girl called Charlotte
Tait, the daughter of the owner of a small enamelware factory. The
Taits were of stern Nonconformist stock and Charlotte was not above
lending a hand in the shop when required, although she soon fell
pregnant with her eldest child, an ugly girl named
Madge.
The villagers of Lythe meanwhile
waited for Glebelands to crawl across the remaining few fields
towards them and swallow them up. While they were waiting a war
happened and took three-quarters of the young men of Lythe (three
to be precise) and as the war drew to a close no-one cared very
much when most of the village, along with the land where Fairfax
Manor had stood, was sold to a local builder.
The builder, a man called Maurice
Smith, had a vision, the dream of a master-builder – a garden
suburb, an estate of modern, comfortable housing for the postwar,
post-servant world of small families. Streets of detached and
semi-detached houses with neat front gardens and large back gardens
where children could play, Father could grow vegetables and roses
and Mother could park Baby in his pram and take afternoon tea on
the lawn with her genteel friends. On the land that once housed Sir
Francis and his household, Maurice Smith built his streets of
houses. Houses in mock-Tudor and pebble-dash stucco, houses with
casement windows and porches and tiled vestibules. Houses with
three and four bedrooms and the most up-to-date plumbing, porcelain
sinks and efficient back boilers; cool, airy larders, and enamelled
gas cookers.
Streets with broad pavements and trees,
lots of trees – a canopy of trees over the tarmac, a mantle of
green around the houses and their happy occupants. Trees that would
give pleasure, that could be observed in bud and new leaf,
unfurling their green fingers on the streets of houses, raising
their sheltering leafy arms over the dwellers within. Different
trees for every street – Ash Street, Chestnut Avenue, Holly Tree
Lane, Hawthorn Close, Oak Road, Laurel Bank, Rowan Street, Sycamore
Street, Willow Road. The forest of trees had become a wilderness of
streets.
But at night, in the quiet of the dead
time, if you listened carefully, you could imagine the wolves
howling.
The Lady Oak grew on, solitary and
ancient, in the field behind the dog-leg of Hawthorn Close and
Chestnut Avenue. Points of weakness in the tree had been plugged
with cement and old iron crutches propped up its weary limbs but in
summer its leafy crown was still green and thick enough for a
rookery and at dusk the birds flew caw
cawing into its welcoming branches.
At the end of Hawthorn Close was
the master-builder’s first house – Arden – the one he built as his
showpiece, on the long-lost foundations of Fairfax Manor. Arden had
fine parquet floors and light-oak panelling. It had a
craftsman-built oak staircase with acorn finials and its turret
follies were capped with round blue Welsh slates, overlapping like
a dragon’s scales.
The master-builder had intended the house
for himself but Leonard Fairfax offered him such a good price that
he couldn’t bring himself to refuse. And so the Fairfax family
returned, unwittingly, to its ancestral abode.

Charlotte Fairfax had given birth
(difficult though it was to imagine this) to two more children
after Madge, in order – Vinny (Lavinia) and Gordon (‘my baby!’).
Gordon was much younger, an afterthought (‘my surprise!’). When
they moved into Arden, Madge had already left to marry an
adulterous bank clerk and moved to Mirfield and Vinny was a grown
woman of twenty, but Gordon was still a little boy. Gordon had
introduced Charlotte to a new emotion. At night she would creep
into his new little room under the eaves and gaze at his sleeping
face in the soft halo of the nightlight and surprise herself with
the overwhelming love she felt for him.
But time has already begun to fly,
soon Eliza will come and ruin everything. Eliza will be my mother.
I am Isobel Fairfax, I am the alpha and omega of narrators (I am
omniscient) and I know the beginning and the end. The beginning is
the word and the end is silence. And in between are all the
stories. This is one of mine.