Chapter Six
MISS SARABETH was taking her morning stroll when
she spied Lillie dashing out of the cabin where Bett the baker
lived. That was a surprise, since near as Sarabeth could recall,
the place Lillie belonged at this time of day was in the nursery
cabin tending to the slave babies. The fact was, however, it had
been so long since the two girls played together that neither one
was entirely sure any longer how the other spent her day.
There was a time when Sarabeth—who was the Master’s
daughter—and Lillie, who was the Master’s property, played together
all the time. They played on Saturdays, when Lillie and Plato were
done with their cabin chores and Mama let them go outside; they
played on Sundays, when Miss Sarabeth had her afternoons free and
the Missus gave her permission to go down to the slave cabins. They
would sometimes even play after work was done on weekdays, when
both of them had an hour or so before Lillie was called back to the
cabin for a dinner of possum or fatback and Miss Sarabeth was
called back to the big house for whatever grand meal she would be
served that night—a meal that Lillie would ask her about the next
day and that Miss Sarabeth would describe in detail, from the
creamy soups to the venison or fowl to the tiny sweet cakes she and
her brother would eat and the strong brown spirits the men would
drink.
Nobody thought it especially strange that Lillie
and Miss Sarabeth liked to play together. Plantation children of
both colors often fancied one another’s company—there being few
other boys or girls anywhere nearby—and it was only the sternest
masters who thought it unfitting for the colors to mix when they
were so young. But when the children reached Miss Sarabeth’s and
Lillie’s age, it was time for the white boys and girls to start
behaving like the Southern ladies and gentlemen they were becoming
and the black boys and girls to start acting like the slaves they
already were and would always be.
Before long, Miss Sarabeth started coming to visit
Lillie less and less. While she still sometimes stopped by on the
weekends, it was usually in the company of the Missus, who liked to
put on fine clothes and tour the slave quarters, smiling in a way
Lillie never cared for.
“They look after themselves just fine, don’t they?”
the Missus would ask Sarabeth as if Lillie and the other slaves
weren’t there. “Your father was right to let them build good cabins
that they’d be inclined to keep well.”
It had been about a month since Miss Sarabeth had
made such a visit, and it had thus been that long since she’d last
set eyes on Lillie. Part of her smiled this morning as she was
taking her walk along the path by the tobacco field and saw her old
friend leaving Bett’s cabin—but another part frowned. Even before
Miss Sarabeth drew near the cabin, she caught the scent of baking
on the air. When she was small and she and Lillie would smell that
smell, they would steal away from wherever they were supposed to be
and run to see Bett, who would break off a piece of whatever bread
or cake she was making and let them have some—always taking care to
brush the crumbs off their clothes before they left, so that the
fact that they’d been there at all would be a secret only the three
of them shared. But after a time, Miss Sarabeth had begun to tire
of the old baker woman. Bett always tried to give the girls equal
helpings of bread, knowing that small children quarrel about such
things. But the portions could never be exactly the same, and on
those occasions that Lillie got the bigger one, Miss Sarabeth made
her trade.
Lillie didn’t appear to mind at first—that was how
things were supposed to be—but Bett sometimes did. A disapproving
look would flash in her eyes that Miss Sarabeth found she didn’t
care for at all, especially because it became clearer and clearer
that Bett wasn’t trying to hide it. Worse still, Lillie began to
behave the same way, flashing the same cross look Bett did. It
would be there only for an instant, but Miss Sarabeth knew her
friend’s face, and she didn’t like what it told her. The last time
the two of them visited the cabin, Miss Sarabeth didn’t feel
welcome at all, as Bett and Lillie chattered and baked and she sat
sourly at the eating table, picking at the bread when it was done
and wanting to be anywhere else at all. After that, she decided
that it probably wasn’t fitting for her to be visiting Bett
anymore. Soon, she stopped visiting Lillie too.
As Sarabeth had first approached the cabin today,
the baking smell had seemed especially strong and she had drawn it
in, feeling sadder than she expected to. She sometimes missed the
bread and missed the warm old cabin where she used to enjoy it—even
if she didn’t miss the odd old woman who lived there. It was then
that she heard the door open and turned to see Lillie emerge. Bett
whispered something to her and the girl smiled and ran off to who
knew where else. An uncertain smile crossed Sarabeth’s face and she
started to raise her hand in greeting, but neither Lillie nor Bett
saw her. She had the strange feeling that even though everything
around her as far as she could see belonged to her father and by
rights to her too, she was tarrying somewhere she shouldn’t
be.
Sarabeth was surprised at the sense of melancholy
that came over her. Still, she couldn’t quite make out why Lillie
would be there at all at this time of day, or what she and Bett had
been whispering about. There was something going on that they
didn’t want anybody else to know about, and Sarabeth decided she
did not like that. Her father looked after all these slaves, and if
they were up to something improper, they were worse than
disobedient, they were ungrateful. When Miss Sarabeth contemplated
this, she did not feel quite as melancholy anymore. What she felt
was cross and sour—and suspicious too.