FIFTEEN
 
“THAT WAS ONE HELL OF A HOME RUN IN ATLANTA THE other night, son. The entire bar erupted in cheers. We sold a lot of beer after you hit that grand slam.”
Gavin grinned as he helped his dad loosen some nuts on the lawn mower. “Thanks, Dad. It was a big hit.”
He’d come over after his weeklong road trip to help his dad with some repairs. His father was sweating over the lawn mower, trying to remove the wheels.
“Dad, let me do that.”
“I got it. Just get that one in the back, and then we can get these wheels off.”
Gavin dug in and cranked the wrench, muttering a litany of curses in his head when the rusty bastard wouldn’t budge. Finally, it gave and he got the nut moving. Wiping the sweat from his brow, he said, “Dad, why don’t you just get a new mower? This beast has to be older than me.”
“Hey, don’t be tossing out the old shit. It still works. Just needs a tune-up.”
“It needs a burial. You could get a riding mower. Or one of those that are self-propelled.”
His father’s face turned nearly purple as he pushed the wrench. Gavin held his breath, waiting for his dad to collapse right there trying to get the rusty bastard to let go.
“Goddamn this old thing needs some WD-40.”
“It needs the junkyard.”
His dad got up slowly from his position on the ground and hunted around in the garage. “You kids just want to toss everything out as soon as it doesn’t work anymore. You just need to give it a loving hand.”
“No, Jimmy. You need to know when something has given up the ghost and needs to be traded in for a newer model.”
Gavin looked up in thanks at his mother. “Amen to that, Mom. Tell him he needs to get a new lawn mower.”
His mother rolled her eyes. “As if I could tell him anything. In matters of the outside and the garage, he is king of the world.”
“Damn right.” His father looked at Gavin. “We’ll get her fixed.”
Gavin cast a pleading look at his mother.
She laughed. “Gavin, come in and get the iced tea I made. You and your father look like you could use a drink.”
He could kiss his mother right now. “Sure. Be right back, Dad.”
His father waved him off. Gavin followed his mom into the kitchen and took a seat at the kitchen table.
“What is his deal?”
She shrugged. “I have no idea. He’s always been fond of fixing things, but lately he’s got some bug up his butt about retooling the lawn mower and the weed whacker, and he even found an old window air conditioner in the attic and has been futzing around with that, though I have no idea why.”
“You have central air.”
“Exactly.” She threw her hands in the air. “Maybe he’s planning to air-condition the garage. I don’t have a clue.”
He took the tea his mother offered. “He’s bored. That’s got to be it.”
“If he’s bored, I have a whole list of projects that need to be done around here, starting with a new fence. He ignores those and fiddles with stupid things.”
“Well, those projects aren’t fun, Mom.”
She laughed. “I guess. And I don’t know how he could be bored. There’s the bar.”
“Jenna probably manages the bar single-handedly these days. And we have great cooks and waitresses. Dad probably feels like he’s in the way.”
“Hmmm. You know, you could be right about that. I don’t know what to do about it, though.”
“Just tell Jenna to give him more work to do at the bar. Anything to keep him from tearing things apart here. Or find something here that interests him.”
She inhaled, then sighed. “I suppose so.” She took a drink of tea and studied him.
“What?”
“It’s nice to have you here.”
He knew what that meant. Something was on her mind. “Go ahead. Spill it.”
She took a seat at the table. “Mick came by and said he ran into you and Elizabeth.”
Somehow he knew this was going to come up. “And?”
“You could have told me you and Elizabeth were dating.”
“Do I ever discuss women I’m dating with you?”
“Elizabeth isn’t just one of the many women who parade in and out of your life, Gavin. She’s . . . Elizabeth. She’s practically family.”
“I don’t really know what’s going on with me and Liz yet, so there wasn’t a point in mentioning it. Mick said you were pissed at her.”
She narrowed her gaze. “He did, did he?”
“Yeah.”
“About what happened with Tara and Nathan?”
“Yeah.”
“Elizabeth apologized?”
“She did.”
“Mick said she corrected her error.”
“Yeah, she did.”
“Then why would I be angry with her? She made a mistake. We all make mistakes. Michael fired her for it. I would think losing a prominent client like Michael would teach her not to manipulate a client again.”
“I think she learned a valuable lesson from it.”
“Michael should be the last one to throw stones.”
Gavin shrugged. “He holds a grudge, and he’s protective of Tara and Nathan.”
“Understandable. But Elizabeth did some very good things for him and for his career. He needs to get past it.”
“Yeah, tell him that. He laid into me about seeing Liz and told me I should dump her.”
His mother’s eyes widened. “He did not.”
“Not in so many words, but he made his feelings clear.”
She sighed. “I don’t know why you two have always gotten into it. So competitive all the time. I’ll talk to him.”
He laid his hand over hers. “Thanks, Mom, but I don’t need you to fight my battles. It’s like you said. He’ll have to get over it. I’ll see Elizabeth for as long as whatever it is we have together lasts. If Mick doesn’t like it, that’s too bad. He’s going to have to deal with it.”
“How does Tara feel about you seeing her?”
Gavin shrugged. “I have no idea. Haven’t seen her since I got back from Florida.”
“Maybe you should tell her. If Elizabeth’s going to be in your life in a romantic way, she’s bound to run into Tara. You should pave the way and prepare her—prepare both of them—so it’s not a shock when it happens.”
“I’m sure Mick’s already told Tara I’m seeing Liz.”
His mother folded her arms. “And maybe he hasn’t.”
He nodded. “You have a point. I’ll talk to her.”
He’d try to make sure Elizabeth and Tara didn’t run into each other, which was easier than trying to explain to Tara why he was dating a woman she hated.
They both jumped at the sound of metal against metal coming from the garage.
“Now what?” Gavin asked.
She shook her head. “I have no idea. Did your father tell you he’s thinking of redoing the roof?”
Gavin rolled his eyes and slid his empty glass across the table. “Thanks for the tea, Mom. Guess I’ll head out there and figure out what he’s up to.”
 
 
“SO I HAVE THIS THING TONIGHT.”
Elizabeth rolled over in bed, her nails dragging down his chest, his abs, and slid under the covers to grasp his semi-hard cock.
“You have a thing? What thing?”
They’d spent the afternoon in bed. It was rare for him to have a day off, and they took full advantage of it. Elizabeth had met him at his house, and they’d shed clothes like they were on fire, fallen into bed, and spent the past few hours there. He was utterly exhausted.
Not that his cock had noticed, because it grew stiff under her stroking hand.
It was damned hard to concentrate on what he was trying to say to her when she was fondling his balls.
“Yeah. A thing. At my parents’ house.”
“Oh.” She let go of his dick and sat up in bed. “Okay. I’ll take a shower and get out of here.”
He grabbed her hand. “No. Wait.”
He pulled her back down on the bed. “It’s Mick’s birthday. Party at my parents’ house. My mom wants you to come.”
She looked horrified, like he’d just asked her to kill a chicken.
“I don’t think so, Gavin.”
“I told her you wouldn’t want to come . . . for obvious reasons.”
“Uh, yeah.”
He scratched his nose. “She’s kind of insisting. Said it’s time for you and Mick to bury the hatchet.”
She let out a laugh. “Yeah, he’ll bury the hatchet all right. In my back.”
She stood and stretched; her pretty nipples puckered as her back arched toward him. “Look, Gavin, tell your mother I appreciate the invitation and the sentiment behind it, but no way in hell am I ruining your brother’s birthday party by showing up there.”
He leaned back against the headboard and crossed his arms behind his head. “Not even if I ask you to come?”
“Why would you do that? You know how it will go. Mick will be pissed.”
“We don’t know that.”
She rolled her eyes. “Yes, we do know that. I’m going to get dressed, and then I’m going home. You need to take a shower and head on over to your parents’ house.”
An hour later he stood at his parents’ front door, not at all happy he didn’t have Elizabeth with him. He’d tried to argue with her and did everything short of kidnapping her and tossing her into his SUV to get her to come with him, but she’d refused.
Not that he could blame her. This wouldn’t have been a pleasant event for her.
And that pissed him off. Like it or not, he was seeing Elizabeth, and his brother was just going to have to start dealing with that.
Which meant that he and Elizabeth were a package deal. No Elizabeth, no him. He pivoted and stepped off the porch, wincing when the front door opened.
“Gavin.”
Shit. He turned and smiled at his future sister-in-law. “Hey, Tara.”
“You’re leaving? You just got here.”
“Yeah. I’m leaving.”
She pulled the front door closed and stepped outside.
Damn, she was a beauty, her blonde hair pulled back in a long ponytail, her brown eyes clear and guileless. She was the sweetest woman he’d ever met.
Mick didn’t deserve her.
“What’s wrong, Gavin?”
He took her hands in his. “My brother and I aren’t seeing eye to eye right now, and it’s probably not a good idea for me to go inside.”
She crossed her arms. “What did he do?”
Gavin laughed. “He didn’t do anything. It’s me. I’m seeing Elizabeth.”
“Oh. And Mick has a problem with that?”
“You don’t?”
She laughed. “Do you like her?”
“Yeah, I kind of do. Don’t really know why since she tries my patience, but I’m no picnic, either. So I guess we kind of fit, at least for now. Mom wanted me to bring her tonight.”
“And you didn’t want to because of Mick.”
“Well, I asked Elizabeth to come. She begged off because of . . . well, because of everything that went down before. She didn’t want to ruin Mick’s party.”
Tara drummed her fingers on her arms. “Mick needs to learn to let go. What happened is in the past. Elizabeth fixed it and apologized. My God, he fired her. What more does he want from her? A kidney?”
Gavin laughed. “I think I might have asked him the same thing.”
“Go get her and bring her over here. If Mom wants her here, then she should be here.”
“I can try, but I’m not sure she’ll come.”
“At least try. You won’t get any objection from me, Gavin.”
“You’re a better person than most people I know, Tara.”
She kissed him on the cheek. “You just keep reminding your brother how wonderful I am, okay?”
He laughed. “I’ll do that.”
“I’ll go talk to Mick.”
 
 
“I’VE CHANGED MY MIND. I’M NOT GOING IN, GAVIN. THIS has disaster written all over it. Why don’t you just line me up in front of a firing squad instead?”
“Aren’t you being just a little overly dramatic?”
“No, I’m being realistic. They all hate me.”
Gavin rolled his eyes and got out of the car. They’d been sitting in the driveway for fifteen minutes. He was hungry. He came around to Elizabeth’s side and opened the door. “Get out now. If you don’t, I’ll throw you over my shoulder and carry you inside.”
She leveled him with a mutinous glare. “You wouldn’t.”
“Are you challenging me? Because you know I will.”
“Damn you, Gavin Riley.” She got out of the car and stood there. “I can’t believe I agreed to this.”
He took her hand and dragged her stiff body to the front door. “At least try to smile and pretend to be pleasant.”
The front door opened, and his mother greeted them. “I thought you two would never get here.” She folded Elizabeth in her arms. “Lizzie. It’s been way too long.”
Elizabeth’s stiff stance melted when Gavin’s mother hugged her. She put her arms around Gavin’s mother like a life preserver on a sinking ship. “I’ve missed you, Kathleen.”
Gavin never got over how cute the two redheads looked whenever they embraced. They could be mother and daughter, which is probably why his mom had always gravitated toward Liz. Of course Liz was so sweet whenever she was around his mother, something Gavin never could fathom. Her entire personality changed when she was with his family. She loved his father equally as well.
Of course now that he knew her history, he realized maybe she just liked having a warm family to come home to since she’d lacked one of her own.
His mother held on to Elizabeth’s hand as they walked toward the house. “Shame on you for staying away so long. We missed you at the holidays.”
“I didn’t think I’d be welcome. I screwed up so badly with Mick.”
“Bah. You made a mistake. Who among us hasn’t? You made up for it. All is forgiven.”
“I’m so sorry, Kathleen. My career gets the best of me sometimes . . .”
Gavin didn’t hear what else Elizabeth said because when they walked into the house the noise level in there was deafening. People were spread out everywhere. And his mother had run off somewhere with Liz, so Gavin went to find Mick or his dad.
They were both in the kitchen, his father with a beer in his hand and Mick with a bottled water. Nathan was there, too, and they were laughing and talking sports, of course.
“Happy birthday, old man,” Gavin said to Mick.
Mick greeted him with a guarded smile. “Hey, thanks.”
They shook hands. Gavin was still irritated after their last meeting.
Their father noticed the lack of familial hugging.
“Hey, Nathan, great to see you again.”
“Hi, Gavin.” Nathan offered up a wide grin.
He seemed to have grown a foot since Gavin had seen him last, and had filled out some muscle, too.
“You look great. Doing some workouts?”
“Yeah. Football keeps me busy. And working with Dad . . . Mick . . . Dad has really helped a lot.”
Gavin shifted his gaze to Mick, whose eyes filled with pride when Nathan called him Dad.
Son of a bitch. His big brother was a father to a teenager now. Things sure had changed a lot. “I’m sure it has. I’ll bet you’re happy your mom and Mick are getting married.”
“I am. I couldn’t ask for a better father. He’s what I always wanted in a dad.”
“And you’re the son I always dreamed about having.”
Gavin’s dad cleared his throat, looking a little teary-eyed, too. “Okay, fellas, before we all break down and start sobbing and end up in a group hug, let’s get back to talking about baseball.”
“I’ll leave you all to talk about me while I’m not here,” Gavin said. “I need to go find Elizabeth. Mom ran off with her.”
“So you actually brought her here.”
Gavin stopped. “Yeah, I did.”
“I can’t believe you, man. You’re still seeing her?”
Gavin’s gaze skirted to Nathan, who cast a frown in their direction. “Let’s not do this now.”
“Why? This affects Nathan, too.”
“Mick. You need to be polite to your brother,” their father said.
“Oh, I need to be courteous to Gavin. What about how he treats me? Where’s the respect?”
Right. Because it had always been about Mick. What was best for Mick. Be careful what you say to Mick. Don’t upset Mick. Mick has a problem, so we need to be extra nice to Mick. Look up to Mick. Be like Mick. Stand in Mick’s shadow.
Shit.
His whole life had been about Mick.
But not anymore.
He turned and walked out of the kitchen.
“Hey, we’re not done.”
“Michael!”
Gavin’s father must have gotten Mick’s attention, because Mick didn’t follow his brother down the hall.
Fine with Gavin, because in his current mood there was no telling what would happen between the two of them. And birthday or not, he’d had just enough of his brother telling him how to live his life. He hadn’t asked for advice on who to choose to date, and he sure as hell wasn’t taking unsolicited advice from Mick.
Now he just had to go find Elizabeth before any more trouble stirred up.
Like her running into Tara.
 
 
ELIZABETH LOVED KATHLEEN. SHE WAS THE CLOSEST thing to a mother she had, and Kathleen had always made her feel welcome in the Riley home.
That of course changed when Elizabeth screwed up and Mick fired her.
Losing Kathleen and Jimmy Riley had been harder on her than losing Mick as a client.
She’d missed spending the holidays with the Rileys. Over the past few years it had become habit for her to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas at the Riley home.
Last year had been brutal. She’d spent the holidays alone.
She’d never felt more alone, had never realized how much she’d come to think of Mick and Gavin’s family as her family until she didn’t have them anymore.
Stupid. And what had she gone and done? Started sleeping with Gavin, which would only end up permanently severing her relationship with the Riley family when things ended with Gavin.
Kathleen had pulled her upstairs, away from the crowds, and took her into the master bedroom, sat her in one of the two old chairs nestled into the corner of the crowded room.
“Now that it’s just the two of us, why don’t you tell me what’s going on?”
“You mean what went on with Mick?”
Kathleen waved her hand. “No. I think what happened there is clear. You made a critical business error, and you paid a very dear price for it. You lost Michael’s business. I trust you’re smart enough to have learned something from that.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Kathleen had the ability to say very little and mean a lot when she said it. Elizabeth felt about two inches tall at the moment. “I’m very sorry I hurt Mick, Tara, and Nathan.”
Kathleen took her hand. “I know you are. But you had to suffer the consequences for what you did, didn’t you?”
“Yes, I did. Mick wasn’t only my client. He was my friend. And I lost his friendship, too.”
“Well, I hope not forever. My son is a stubborn mule, but he’ll come around soon.”
“I hope so. I need to make amends with him. And with Tara.”
Kathleen nodded. “That you do. But I mean what’s going on with you and Gavin?”
She swallowed. “Oh. That.”
Kathleen leveled very wise eyes on her. “Yes. That. I never realized you and Gavin had a thing for each other.”
Oh, Lord. “Well, it just sort of happened. We’re casually dating, really. It’s nothing serious, Kathleen.”
“Really.”
“Yes.”
“So you don’t care about him.”
She laid her head in her hands, then turned it to the side. “You’d make a great prosecutor, you know that? You really know how to put a girl on the spot.”
Kathleen laughed and patted her hand. “Come on. You know I’m joking with you. It just took me by surprise is all. You’re like a daughter to me. I was shocked to find out you and Gavin were together.”
“It kind of hit me by surprise, too.”
“Not me. I saw it the first night I met you. I knew you were in love with Gavin.”
Elizabeth whirled around and saw Tara leaning in the doorway, Gavin’s sister, Jenna, next to her.
“What?”
“Come in, you two. Did you know that Elizabeth and Gavin were dating?”
Tara took a seat on the edge of the bed. “I didn’t until Gavin told me. But like I said, it doesn’t surprise me. I saw the sparks that night in the bar when I first came to town and met all of you.”
“Sparks? What sparks?”
Tara turned her gaze on Elizabeth. Elizabeth expected animosity, hatred even. But what she saw was just . . . interest. “I saw the way you looked at him. I could see right away that you were in love with him.”
She remembered Tara mentioning it before, but she’d brushed her off, thought she’d minimized it. She thought she’d hid it so well. “In love—oh. No, really. I’m not.”
Jenna snorted. “You’re in love with Gavin?” She twirled some of the many earrings in her ear and flopped belly-first on the bed. “Now this is getting interesting.”
“I’m not in love with Gavin.”
Tara laughed. “Yes, you are. And I’ll bet you have been for some time.”
“Is this true, Elizabeth?” Kathleen asked. “Are you in love with Gavin?”
She looked from Kathleen to Jenna to Tara, and for the first time in her life she had no idea what to do. The room closed in on her, and she found it hard to breathe. This was why she didn’t have female friends. With guys she could bullshit her way out of anything.
Women were tougher. They bore down on her with their steely gazes, and there was no way out. Dizziness made her breathing quicken, and she sucked in air faster and faster, which only made it hotter in there.
“I don’t feel very good,” she said, raising a shaky hand to her sweaty brow.
“Oh, shit, Mom, she looks kind of white,” Jenna said. “I don’t know, but it looks like she’s going to pass out.”
“Someone get her head down. I’ll get a cold cloth.” Tara’s voice sounded like it was far away, as if she was talking from a tunnel. The room had started to turn, and Elizabeth’s fingers felt numb. She tried to suck in air faster because she couldn’t breathe.
“Jenna, close the door. Elizabeth, bend over and put your head between your knees.”
“I can’t breathe.” She wrapped her arms around her stomach, feeling sick.
“Elizabeth. Pay attention.”
She tried to lift her head, but all she could think about was breathing. All she could think about was gasping for air. And she might just fall out of the chair.
Cool hands pressed onto the back of her neck and shoved her forward. She felt something icy cold and wet on her neck.
“Breathe slow and easy honey. Not so fast. That’s what’s making you dizzy.”
Kathleen’s calm voice penetrated. Elizabeth did as requested, and it helped. The pins and needles feeling in her hands and feet started to subside, and eventually the numbness in her face started to go away.
“That’s it. Focus on each breath. Not so fast. Keep it slow.”
She did, keeping her eyes shut so the room would stop spinning.
“Now lift your head. Think you can do that without feeling dizzy?”
“I have no idea.”
“Try. Just try. If you still feel dizzy, we’ll lay you down on the bed.”
She opened her eyes and looked down at her feet, then slowly lifted her head. Still a little dizzy, but not the roller-coaster ride she was on a few minutes ago.
Tara swiped her hair away from Elizabeth’s face. “Better now?”
Elizabeth nodded. “Yes.”
“Here,” Kathleen said, holding a glass of water in front of her. “Take a couple of sips.”
She took the glass, but Kathleen held it for her while she sipped the water. She tilted her head back and tried for a smile. “Thank you.”
Elizabeth directed her gaze to Tara, then to Jenna, who kneeled in front of her. “Thank you both, too. I’m so embarrassed.”
Tara grinned. “Nothing like a good old panic attack, is there?”
“Is that what it was? I’ve never had one before.” She blew out a breath, then inhaled again, this time not doing it like she was running a breathing race. “Scared the hell out of me.”
“So the topic of my son brings out panic in you?”
She looked over at Kathleen. “Oh. No, not at all. Yes. Maybe. I don’t know. I wasn’t prepared to answer questions about how I feel about him.”
“Obviously,” Jenna said with a smirk. “Who knew my brother incited such panic in women?”
Elizabeth managed a laugh. “No, really, it’s not him. It’s me.”
“I’m sorry,” Tara said. “I didn’t mean to back you into a corner about Gavin.”
Elizabeth leaned back in the chair. “You have nothing to be sorry about. I’m the one who should be apologizing to you. Until the day I die, probably.”
“It’s okay, really.”
Elizabeth wasn’t sure it would ever be okay with Tara. “I really am sorry, Tara. I was so wrong, so focused on my career and Mick’s career that I was blinded. I hurt you and Nathan without thought. I would never use a child like that. I don’t know what I was thinking, and there’s no excuse for what I did.”
Tara leaned forward and grabbed her hands. “Apology accepted. Let it go, Liz. I have. And Nathan holds no grudge.”
She shuddered out a sigh. “Thank you. You’re very generous and much nicer than I probably would be.”
Tara laughed. “Well, don’t go fainting on me every time you see me. That would be a start.”
Elizabeth managed a smile. “It’s a bit disconcerting that you knew how I felt all along.”
“Well, you were kind of obvious. Your feelings for Gavin are written all over your face.”
She put her palms over her cheeks, the flame of embarrassment heating her. “They are?”
Tara gave her a sympathetic smile. “Yes, they are.”
“So, you’re in love with Gavin. Wow. I didn’t see it,” Jenna said. “You two have known each other for years. So is this a recent thing or have you been carrying a torch for a while?”
“For a long time, is my guess,” Tara said.
“Is she right?” Kathleen asked.
Elizabeth nodded.
“Does Gavin know?”
Elizabeth shook her head. “No. God, no. And I don’t want him to know.”
Kathleen frowned. “Why not?”
She looked down at her hands. “This is hard to explain.”
“Because a guy has to fall in love with you because it’s what he wants, not out of obligation.”
Elizabeth lifted her head and nodded at Tara. “Yes.”
“Which means, Mom, that we need to butt out and let Elizabeth and Gavin handle their relationship the way they see fit,” Jenna said.
“All right. But I have to tell you, Lizzie, that I love you and I love my son. And I don’t want either of you hurt.”
Elizabeth reached for Kathleen’s hand. “I love you, too. And I don’t want to hurt him. I just don’t know how this is going to play out. I don’t know what we are to each other yet. So I’m asking you to give us some time to figure it all out.”
She turned to Tara. “And give Mick some space, too. He’s still mad at me, and he has a right to be. And he and Gavin are at odds over it. I’m strong and I can take it. I just don’t want them fighting because of me.”
Tara shrugged. “I’ve already decided to step away from that battle.”
Kathleen nodded. “Probably a good choice. Sometimes brothers need to find their own solutions to their problems. And when a woman—or women—are involved, it’s best to steer clear. They’ll find a way through this. They always have before.”
Elizabeth hoped that was true. She’d walk away from Gavin before she drove a wedge in his relationship with Mick.
She just hoped it wouldn’t come to that.