CHAPTER 4
Startled, Nimra looked up to meet the
frigid blue gaze of a vampire who shouldn’t have been there.
“Who,” Augustus roared at the same time, “is
he?!”
“The man Nimra has chosen,” Noel said with what she
knew was deliberate disrespect in his tone.
Augustus’s massive hands fisted. “I’m going to
break your scrawny neck, bloodsucker.”
“Make sure you rip it off or I’ll regenerate,” Noel
drawled back, settling his body into a combative stance.
“Enough.” Nimra had no idea what Noel thought he
was doing, but they’d deal with that after she sorted out the
problem of Augustus. “Noel is my guest,” she said to the other
angel, “and so are you. If you can’t behave like a civilized being,
the door is right there.”
Augustus actually growled at her, betraying the
years he’d spent as a warrior in Titus’s court, conquering and
pillaging. “I waited for you, and you throw me over for a
pretty-boy vampire?”
Nimra knew she should have been angered but all she
felt was an exasperated affection. “Do you really think I don’t
know about the harem of dancing girls you keep in that castle of
yours?”
He had the grace to bow his head a fraction. “None
of them are you.”
“The past is past,” she whispered, placing a hand
on his chest and rising up on tiptoe to press a kiss to his jaw.
“Eitriel was a friend to us both, and he betrayed us both. You do
not have to pay the penance.”
His arms came around her, solid and strong. “You
are not penance, Nimra.”
“But I am not your lodestar, either.” She brushed a
hand down the primaries of his right wing. It was a familiar
caress, but not an intimate one. “Go home, Augustus. Your women
will be pining for you.”
Grumbling, he glared at Noel. “Put a bruise on her
heart and I’ll turn your entire body into a bruise.” With that, he
was gone.
Noel stared after the angel until he disappeared
from sight. “Who is Eitriel?”
Nimra’s gaze glittered with anger when it slammed
into his. “That is none of your concern.” The door to the library
banged shut in a display of cold temper. “You are here for one
purpose only.”
Very carefully worded, Noel thought, watching as
she walked to the sliding doors that led out into the gardens and
pushed them open. Anyone listening would come to the obvious
conclusion.
“As I said, Noel,” Nimra continued, “take care you
do not go too far. I am not a maiden for you to protect.”
Stepping out into the gardens with her, he said
nothing until they came to the edge of the stream that ran through
her land, the water cool and clear. “No,” he agreed, knowing he’d
crossed a line. Yet he couldn’t form an apology—because he wasn’t
sorry he’d intervened. “You have an interesting court,” he said
instead when he was certain they were alone, the scent of
honeysuckle heavy in the air, though he couldn’t see any evidence
of the vine.
“Do I?” Tone still touched with the frost of power,
Nimra sat down on the same wrought-iron bench he’d used earlier,
her wings spread out behind her, strands of topaz shimmering in the
sunlight.
“Fen is your eyes and ears and has been for a long
time,” he said, “while Amariyah was only Made because it soothes
his heart to know that she’ll live even after he is gone.”
Nimra’s response had nothing to do with his
conclusions. “Noel. Understand this. I can never appear
weak.”
“Understood.” Weakness could get her killed.
“However, there’s no weakness in having a wolf by your side.”
“So long as that wolf does not aspire to seize the
reins.”
“This wolf has no such desire.” Going down on his
haunches, he played a river-smoothed pebble over and through his
fingers as he returned to the topic of Fen and Amariyah. “Are you
always so kind to your court?”
“Fen has earned far more than he has ever asked,”
Nimra said, wondering if Noel was truly capable of being her wolf
without grasping for power. “I will miss him terribly when he is
gone.” She could see she’d surprised Noel with her confession.
Angels, especially those old and powerful enough to hold
territories, were not meant to be creatures of emotion, of
heart.
“Who will you miss when they are gone?” she asked,
deeply curious about what lay behind the hard shield of his
personality. “Do you have human acquaintances and friends?” She
didn’t expect him to answer, so when he did, she had to hide her
own surprise. Only decades of experience made that possible—Eitriel
had left her with that, if nothing else.
“I was born on an English moor,” he said, his voice
shifting to betray the faintest trace of an accent from times long
gone.
She found it fascinating. “When were you Made?” she
asked. “You were older.” Vampires did age, but so slowly that the
changes were imperceptible. The lines of maturity on Noel’s face
came from his human lifetime.
“Thirty-two,” he said, his eyes on a plump
bumblebee as it buzzed over to the dewberry shrub heavy with fruit
on Nimra’s right. “I thought I had another life in front of me, but
when I found that road cut off, I decided what the hell, I might as
well attempt to become a Candidate. I never expected to be chosen
on the first attempt.”
Nimra angled her head, conscious that angels
would’ve fought to claim him for their courts, this male with both
strength and intelligence. “This other life, did it involve a
woman?”
“Doesn’t it always?” There was no bitterness in his
words. “She chose another, and I wanted no one else. After I was
Made, I watched over her and her children and somewhere along the
way, I became a friend rather than a former lover. Her descendants
call me Uncle. I mourn them when they pass.”
Nimra thought of the wild windswept beauty of the
land where he’d been born, found it fit him to perfection. “Do they
still live on the moors?”
A nod, his hair shining in the sunlight. “They are
a proud lot, prouder yet of the land they call their own.”
“And you?”
“The moor takes ahold of your soul,” he said, the
rhythms of his homeland dark and rich in his voice. “I return when
it calls to me.”
Compelled by the glimpse into his past, this
complex man, she found her wings unfolding even farther, the
Louisiana sun a warm caress across her feathers. “Why does your
accent disappear in normal conversation?”
A shrug. “I’ve spent many, many years away from the
moors, but for visits here and there.” Dropping the stone, he rose
to his feet, six feet plus of tall, muscled male with an expression
that was suddenly all business. “Fen, Asirani, Christian, and
Amariyah,” he said. “Are they the only ones who have access to you
on that intimate a level?”
“There is one other,” she said, aware the moment
was over. “Exeter is an angel who has been with me for over a
century. He prefers to spend his time in his room in the western
wing, going over his scholarly books.”
“Will he be at dinner?”
“I’ll ask him to attend.” It was difficult to think
of sweet, absentminded Exeter wanting to cause her harm. “I cannot
suspect him, but then, I cannot suspect any of them.”
“At present, there’s nothing that points to any one
of them beyond the others, so no one can be eliminated.” Arms
folded, he turned to face her. “Augustus—tell me about him.”
“There’s nothing to tell.” Snapping her wings shut,
she rose to her feet. “He is a friend who thinks he needs to be
more, that I need him to be more. It has been handled.”
Noel could see that Nimra wasn’t used to being
questioned or pushed. “I don’t think Augustus believes it has been
handled.”
A cold-eyed smile. “As we discussed earlier,” she
said, “such things are not in your purview.”
“On the contrary.” Closing the distance between
them, he braced his hands on his hips. “Frustrated men do stupid
and sometimes deadly things.”
A hint of a frown as she reached up to brush away a
tiny white blossom that had fallen on her shoulder. “Not Augustus.
He has always been a friend first.”
“No matter what you choose to believe, his feelings
aren’t those of a friend.” Noel had glimpsed untrammeled rage on
the big angel’s face when Augustus had first realized what Noel
apparently was to Nimra.
White lines bracketed Nimra’s mouth. “The point is
moot. Augustus visits, but he wasn’t here when the Midnight was put
into my tea.”
“You said certain servants are trusted with your
food,” Noel pointed out, an exquisite, enticing scent twining
through his veins, one that had nothing to do with the gardens.
“Yet your focus is clearly on your inner court in the hunt for the
traitor. Why?”
“The servants are human. Why would they chance the
lethal punishment?” she asked with what appeared to be genuine
puzzlement. “Their lives are already so short.”
“You’d be surprised what mortals will chance.” He
thrust a hand through his hair to quell the urge to reach out,
twist a blue-black curl around his finger. It continued to disquiet
him, how easily she drew him when nothing had penetrated the
numbness inside him for months—especially when he had yet to
glimpse the nature of the power that was at the root of her
reputation. “How many servants do I have to take into
account?”
“Three,” Nimra informed him. “Violet, Sammi, and
Richard.”
He made a mental note of the names, then asked,
“What will you do today?”
Obviously still annoyed at him for daring to
disagree with her, she shot him a look that was pure regal
arrogance. “Again, it’s nothing you need to know.”
He was “only” two hundred and twenty-one years old,
but he’d spent that time in the ranks of an archangel’s men, the
past hundred years in the guard just below the Seven. He had his
own arrogance. “It might not be,” he said, stepping close enough
that she had to tip back her head to meet his gaze, something he
knew she would not appreciate, “but I was being polite and
civilized, trying to make conversation.”
Nimra’s eyes narrowed a fraction. “I think you have
never been polite and civilized. Stop making the effort—it’s
ridiculous.”
The statement startled a laugh out of him, the
sound rough and unused, his chest muscles stretching in a way they
hadn’t done for a long time.
Nimra found herself taken aback by the impact of
Noel’s laugh, by the way it transformed his face, lit up the blue
of his eyes. It was a glimpse of who he’d been before the events at
the Refuge—a man with a hint of wicked in his eyes and the ability
to laugh at himself. So when he angled an elbow in invitation, she
slipped her hand into the crook of it.
His body heat seeped through the thin fabric of the
shirt he wore rolled up to his elbows, to touch her skin, his
muscles fluid under her fingers as they walked. For a moment, she
forgot that she was an angel four hundred years his senior, an
angel someone wanted dead, and simply became a woman taking a walk
with a handsome man who was beginning to fascinate her, rough edges
and all.
Three days later, Noel had a very good idea
of how the court functioned. Nimra was its undisputed center, but
she was no prima donna. The word “court” was in fact a misnomer.
This was no extravagant place with formal dinners every night and
courtiers dressed up to impress, their primary tasks being to look
pretty and kiss ass.
Nimra’s court was a highly functional unit, the
capable skill of her men and women evident. Christian—who showed no
sign of thawing to Noel’s presence—handled the day-to-day business
affairs, including managing the investments that kept the court
wealthy. He was assisted in certain tasks by Fen, though from what
Noel had seen, it was more of a mentor-mentee relationship. Fen was
passing the torch to Christian, who might’ve been older in years,
but was younger in experience.
Asirani, by contrast, was Nimra’s social secretary.
“She rejects the majority of the invitations,” the frustrated
vampire said to him on the second day, “which makes my job very
challenging.” However, the invitations—from other angels,
high-level vampires, and humans eager to make contact with the
ruling angel—continued to pour in, which meant Asirani was kept
busy.
Exeter, the scholar, lived up to his reputation. An
eccentricappearing individual with tufts of dusty gray hair that
stuck out in all directions and wings of an astonishing deep yellow
stroked with copper, he seemed to spend his time with his head in
the clouds. However, a closer look proved him to be a source of
both advice and information for Nimra when it came to angelic
politics. Fen, by contrast, had his finger on the pulse when it
came to the vampiric and human populations.
It was only Amariyah who seemed to have no real
position, aside from her care of her father. “Do you remain in this
court because of Fen?” he asked her that night after a rare formal
dinner, as they stood on the balcony under the silver light of a
half-moon, the humid air tangled with the sounds of insects going
about their business and a lush dark that was the bayou.
The other vampire sipped from a wineglass of
bloodred liquid that sang to Noel’s own senses. But he’d fed
earlier, and so the hunger was nothing urgent, simply a humming
awareness of the potent taste of iron. Before, he would’ve ignored
the glass in her hand to focus on the pulse in her neck, on her
wrist, but the idea of putting his mouth to her skin, anyone’s
skin, of having someone that close—it made his entire body burn
cold, the hunger shutting down with harsh finality.
“No,” she said at last, flicking out her tongue to
collect a drop of blood on her plump lower lip. “I owe Nimra my
allegiance for the way I was Made, and while I have nothing to
compare it to, the others say this is a good territory. I’ve heard
stories of other courts that make the hairs rise on my arms.”
Noel knew those stories were more apt to be true
than not. Many immortals were so inhuman that they considered
humans and vampires nothing but toys for their amusement, ruling
through a mix of bone-deep terror and sadistic pain. In contrast,
while Nimra’s servants and courtiers treated her with utmost
respect, there was no acrid touch of fear, no skittering
nervousness.
And yet . . . No ruler who had even a vein of
kindness within her could’ve held off challengers as brutal as
Nazarach. It made him question the truth of everything he’d seen to
date, wonder if he was being played by the most skillful of
adversaries, an angel who’d had six centuries to learn her
craft.
Amariyah took a step closer, too close. “You sense
it, too, don’t you? The lies here.” A whisper. “The hints of truth
concealed.” Her scent was deep and luxuriant, hotly sensual with no
subtle undertones.
The bold scent suited the truth of her nature—all
color and sex and beauty with no thought to future consequences.
Young. He felt ancient in comparison. “I’m new to this court,” he
said, though he was disturbed by her question, her implication.
“I’m very aware of what I don’t know.”
A curve to her lips that held a vicious edge. “And
you must of course please your mistress. Without her, you have no
place here.”
“I’m no cipher,” Noel said, knowing that everyone
here had to have investigated his background by now. Christian
clearly had, though Noel didn’t think the angel would’ve shared
what he’d dug up—there was a stiff kind of pride to Christian that
said he was above gossip—but he wasn’t the only one with
connections. The safest course would be to assume the entire inner
court knew of his past—the good, and the ugly. “I can always return
to my service in Raphael’s guard.”
Fingers brushing his jaw, warm and caressing. “Why
did you leave it?”
He took a discreet step back, recoiling inwardly
from the uninvited touch. “I completed my Contract over a century
ago, but remained with Raphael because working for an archangel is
exhilarating.” He’d seen and done incredible things, used every bit
of his skill and intelligence to complete the tasks he’d been set.
“But Nimra is . . . unique.” That, too, was true.
Amariyah’s tone tried for a false lightness but her
bitterness was too deep to be hidden. “She’s an angel. Vampires are
no match for their beauty and grace.”
“It depends on the vampire,” Noel said, turning to
face the open balcony doors. His gaze caught on the tableau inside
the main room—Asirani touching Christian’s arm in an invitation
that was unmistakable. Dressed in a cheongsam of deepest indigo
bordered with gold, her hair swept off her face, her vibrant beauty
was a stunning counterpoint to Christian’s almost acetic
elegance.
The angelic male leaned down to hear what it was
she had to say, but he held himself with a severity that was
unnatural, his mouth set in an unsmiling line.
“Look at them,” Amariyah murmured, and he realized
she’d followed his line of sight. “Asirani has ever tried to gain
Christian’s affections, but she falls a poor second in comparison
to Nimra.” Again, the words held hidden blades.
“Asirani is a stunning woman in her own right.”
Noel watched as Christian tugged off the vampire’s hands with
implacable gentleness and walked away. Asirani’s expression shut
down, her spine a rod of steel.
Amariyah shrugged. “Shall we walk back
inside?”
Noel had the feeling she’d expected far more
support for her views than she’d received from him. “I think I’ll
stay awhile longer.”
She left without a word, stalking into the main
room in a flash of brilliant red that was the tight silk of her
ankle-length dress, the fall of her coal black hair stroking over
the lush curves of her body. He watched her walk up to Asirani, lay
her hand on the other woman’s shoulder, squeeze. As she dipped her
head to speak to the vampire, he sensed another feminine presence,
this one a complex, mysterious orchid to Amariyah’s showy
rose.