9
I have done dark things. Dark
and terrible. And I cannot undo them.
Sorrows of Kest
CARYS WINCED.
Galen exploded into rage. “He does what?”
“We must forgive him. He’s a good man.”
“A good man!” The keeper lashed a chair aside in
fury. “Do you tell me we’ve brought such a man here! To Sarres!
Half carried him for miles through wood and fen! Dear God, Solon,
if I’d known, I’d have put the noose around his neck myself!”
“No, you wouldn’t,” the Archkeeper said
mildly.
“You don’t know me,” Galen snarled. He strode
across the room in wrath. “Men like that are the scum of the world.
To steal the gifts of the Makers and sell them for scrap! And you
say he’s your friend!”
“He is.” Solon stood up. “Come, Galen. We are here
to help the fallen, even those who have sunk so low they believe in
nothing. He needs us. He may not know it, but he does.”
Galen folded his arms, fighting for control. He
took a deep breath, but when he spoke his voice was still acid with
bitterness. “No wonder Mardoc chose you if you have kindness even
for a wretch like this. I am not so perfect, Archkeeper.”
“You’ve had a hard struggle. We all have.” Solon
came up to him hesitantly. “But he’s here now. And for my sake,
Galen, let him stay.”
Galen looked at him in surprise. “You’re the
leader here, not me.”
“I still ask you.”
A shrill giggle interrupted them. They looked
through the window and saw Marco limp painfully across the lawns,
Felnia running in front of him. He sat carefully on a stone seat
and gazed around, legs stretched out.
“For your sake,” Galen said harshly. “But I pray
he won’t steal all of Sarres before the end.”
“You blindfolded him,” Carys pointed out.
He glared at her. “So I did.”
“And now . . .” Solon sat down quickly, as if
anxious to change the subject. “I have told my story, and someone,
please, must tell me yours. I am eaten up with curiosity.” He
looked around the table at them contentedly. “I mean, how did you
all come here? And if this is truly the island of Artelan’s Dream,
how is it uncorrupted? Above all”—he turned to look at Galen, who
was still staring darkly out the window—“above all, keeper, how did
you break the ice and speak to the trees with such strength?
Because I have never seen the like of that in my life.”
Galen did not turn. He seemed too morose to speak.
“We came together in Tasceron,” he said at last, heavy with
irony.
“Tasceron!” Solon’s eyes lit. “You’ve been there?
There was a strange rumor going around the cells, that the Crow had
risen over Tasceron. Is it true? Did you see it?”
Raffi and Carys looked at Galen, who turned
slowly.
“No,” he said.
The room went quiet. Carys saw at once that he
wanted to keep the Crow a secret, and she thought he was wise. But
Raffi was trying to hide his astonishment, and even the Sekoi’s
yellow eyes widened a slit.
“We brought the girl here,” Galen said.
Solon looked at Carys.
“Not me,” she laughed. “Felnia.”
“The little one? But why?”
“Because she is the Interrex.” Galen came and sat
down.
Solon stared. “The one spoken of in the
Apocalypse? ‘Between the kings the Interrex shall come’? But the
Emperor is dead . . .”
“She’s the Emperor’s granddaughter,” Raffi said
quickly. He looked flurried; Carys wondered whether Galen had given
him some mental signal to talk, to keep the conversation off the
Crow.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.” Raffi rubbed his nose distractedly. “It’s a
long story. We found her in a Watchhouse.” He explained, while
Carys watched Galen. The keeper looked grim, his black hair pushed
back. Through the window he watched Marco, sitting, eyes closed in
the warm sun. It must hurt, Carys thought. Galen burned to tell
Solon, to tell the world, that the Crow had returned, and yet it
still wasn’t safe. Though if it hadn’t been for that man outside,
Solon would know, she was sure.
Raffi finished his story and Solon stared in
solemn astonishment. Finally he said, “So that little minx out
there is the ruler of Anara! But yes . . .” Excitedly he turned to
Galen. “That must be right! In the sixth chapter of the Apocalypse,
Tamar implies that the Crow and the Interrex are somehow linked!
They come together. I remember reading various commentaries on it
for my studies—the Apocalypse is one of the more enigmatic books,
as you know.” He looked around. “My friends, this is a wonderful
time we live in. Our next step is obvious. We have to find the
Crow!”
Galen fingered the jet and green beads at his
neck. He looked almost sick. He was about to speak when Tallis said
calmly, “That may not be so. We have something to tell you that not
even Galen knows.”
Carys glanced at the Sekoi. It was biting its
thumbnail, and smiled back at her archly.
Tallis turned to Galen. “While you’ve been away,
we’ve made progress with the console.”
“At last!”
“The console?” Solon murmured.
“A relic. Carys . . . brought it. From the Tower
of Song.”
Solon’s eyebrows shot up. “How?”
“We’ll explain later.” Galen leaned across to
Tallis, impatient. “What does it say? How much have you
read?”
For answer she got up and crossed to a small chest
of cedarwood that stood next to the hearth, and opened it. The fire
had smoldered low; the Sekoi put some logs on, stirring up the
blaze. Tallis came back.
Sitting down, she unwrapped a piece of black
velvet and laid the console reverently on the smooth wood.
It was a small gray thing, made of Makers’
material—not cold or warm, not metal or wood, a fabric unknown.
Carys looked down at it, remembering the slimy stench of the worm
she had fought off to get it. Small square buttons adorned it, each
with a symbol. She had seen those many times in training, on relics
studied in the Watchhouse, but not even the Order were sure what
they meant anymore. Somewhere in the Tower of Song was the Gallery
of Candlesticks, where thousands of clerks spent their lives making
and breaking codes, but had never managed to decipher these.
Beside it Tallis laid some pieces of paper. Then
she folded her fingers together and looked up.
“Galen and I had been trying to study this before
he was called away. It is very ancient. I believe the memories
inside it are those of one of the Makers themselves, perhaps Tamar,
though he never gives his name. It has been difficult to read,
because very little power is left in it. Raffi had to use most of
it to escape from the Watchhouse, if you remember.”
She touched the papers lightly. “But last week, on
the day of Altimet, which I thought might be a good time, we tried
again. Myself, and Carys, and our friend the Sekoi.”
Galen looked surprised. Carys grinned at
him.
“I needed stronger sense-lines than my own,”
Tallis explained. “Carys has much awen, though undirected, and
Sekoi energies are powerful, even though they are strange to me.
But we had to work in silence for over an hour before we made the
entry.”
“Did you use a Web or a Link?” Galen interrupted,
and Solon said, “Do the Sekoi have a third eye, then? I have never
heard that.”
Tallis smiled. “Keepers. The details can wait.
Let’s just say that we managed to insinuate our minds deep into the
cracks and crevices of the device. There was a faint stirring of
warmth there still, but so thin a whisper that I had to bring it
out word by word, in some places letter by letter. Carys wrote the
message down. Often we had to stop. It was exhausting.”
“And very peculiar,” the Sekoi muttered. It
scratched its fur. “Small sparks like fleas crawled over my skull.
And what a thirst I had afterward!”
“Without you we couldn’t have done it,” Tallis
said. She swung the plait of hair over her shoulder and picked up
the notes. Raffi could see they were untidy, with words crossed out
and altered in Carys’s regular Watchscript.
“Fragments of this you’ve heard before. This is
the rest, as far as we could make out. It seems to have been
recorded in a time of great crisis for the Makers.”
She pushed an escaped lock of hair behind her ear,
and began to read:
“Things are desperate; it may
be that we will have to withdraw. There’s been no word from Earth
for months and we don’t know how the Factions stand. Worst of all,
we’re sure now about Kest. Against all orders, he’s tampered with
the genetic material. Somehow he’s made a hybrid. He never told us,
but Soren guessed.
“The creature is hideous.
Flain fears it has a disturbed nature, certainly a greatly enhanced
lifespan. When it was let out of the chamber it destroyed all the
lights and most of the test area. It seems to dislike light. Then
it stood in the dark and spoke to Flain, taunting him. It is very
intelligent.
“We have flung it deep in the
Pits of Maar. Kest called it the Margrave. I hope it will die, but
in my heart I keep thinking we should have destroyed it. We should
have made sure.”
Tallis stopped.
Solon had made a small gasp, an indrawing of
breath. When they looked at him, his face was white with terror.
Sudden cold tingled down Raffi’s spine.
Galen leaned over. “Archkeeper? Are you
ill?”
He shook his head, his fingers vaguely rubbing
over each other, as if he were washing his hands. “No. That
name.”
“The Margrave. You’ve heard it?”
“I have. In the cells.”
He seemed frozen with dread. Raffi shivered too. A
ripple of horror swept across the room like a snowstorm. All the
sense-lines swirled, and for a moment Raffi saw again the darkness
of his dream-vision; the dark room he had once seen, the edge of a
misshapen face, long as a jackal’s, turning toward him in the
firelight. Then Galen said, “Raffi!” in an anxious snarl.
He opened his eyes.
Everyone seemed unsettled.
“No. My fault.” Solon rubbed his forehead with the
heels of his hands. “I must be more tired than I thought. Might I
also have some ale, Guardian?”
Carys fetched it, thinking grimly that if even a
word could unnerve them, it was no wonder the Order had crumbled so
fast. Raffi came behind her and drank a deep draft from the cold
water jug. His hands were clammy with sweat.
“All right?” she said.
“All right.” He wiped his mouth.
“You remembered about the Margrave, didn’t you?
That time you saw it.”
“I didn’t see it. Not properly.”
She nodded. He was taut and unwilling to talk.
Together they carried the jug and cups back to the table.
Turning a page, Tallis read on:
“Kest’s creatures swarm
everywhere, multiplying and mutating. The geological patterns are
uneven and yet the weather-net holds. When we withdraw we’ll have
to leave the Coronet active as a stabilizer, even if neural access
is not possible. It should hold off the disintegration of the
weather-net for decades, maybe centuries. Until we come back. Also,
it may provide an emergency portal. Flain says . . . ”
She stopped and looked up.
“Flain says?” Galen asked anxiously.
“I’m afraid that’s all, keeper. Nothing else would
come.”
In the quiet the Sekoi picked up the jug and
poured ale into the small wooden cups. Felnia came and looked
around the door.
“I’m getting hungry. Haven’t you finished
YET?”
“Soon,” Galen growled. “Keep him out there.”
“Don’t shout at me!” They heard her shooing the
geese out of her way.
“They were in trouble,” Carys said. “There were
few of them, and Kest’s interference had disrupted their creation
of the world. They were in danger. So they left.”
“Leaving us the Margrave,” Raffi muttered.
“And Flain’s Coronet,” Galen said.
They all looked at him. His eyes were dark, his
face tense with energy.
“Yes!” Solon nodded. “I had noticed that
too.”
“Is it a precious thing, this Coronet?” the Sekoi
asked casually.
Tallis shrugged. “It’s rarely mentioned in the
sacred books. No one has ever thought it anything important. In
images, Flain is sometimes shown as wearing a thin gold crown. As
there.”
The Sekoi’s yellow eyes turned with interest to
the window. Flain wore his dark robe of stars, and now they noticed
on his hair a delicate filament of gold, smooth and without
decoration. It was easy to miss, Carys thought.
“But it is important, obviously, and it’s what we
need.” Galen stood up and walked across the room. “We must find it.
All winter I’ve worried over this; we can’t deal with the Margrave
with the world crumbling around us. This may be the thing that will
keep the Finished Lands safe . . .”
“But they’re not safe,” Raffi muttered. “They’re
shrinking.”
“Exactly!” Galen turned on him, dark hair swinging
out of its knot of string. “And this relic might stop that! We have
to find out where it is!”
“And the Margrave?” Carys asked.
“Can’t know about that. The Margrave is the secret
power behind the Watch. If they knew, then the Watch would be
looking for the Coronet. Unless . . .” He sat down suddenly.
“Unless this is what the Watch are really seeking, when they
confiscate relics.”
They thought for a moment. Then the Sekoi said,
“And how do we even know where to look?”
“We ask.” Galen turned to Tallis, the air around
him almost crackling with his conviction. “We use Artelan’s Well.
One of us drinks the water, and this time”—he glared at
Raffi—“there’ll be no mistakes.”
“Sorry to interrupt,” a voice said wryly from the
door, “but have you people finished your service? It’s just that
the little one and I could eat skeats.”
Galen straightened and stared at him. “You.”
Marco stared back. Then he looked ruefully at
Solon.
“Thanks, Your Holiness. I see you’ve told our
hosts all about me.”