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One day Soren was walking in
the Fields of Eldaman when she saw a tiny flower under her foot.
“What are you called?” she asked. The flower said it had no name.
Soren picked it and wove it into a crown. She took it to Flain. “In
our work,” she said, “we have overlooked the least and smallest of
lives.”
Flain ran his fingers over the
flowers. “From now on,” he said, “all men will know you. You will
teach the highest how to be humble.”
Book of the Seven Moons
THE ROOM WAS VERY DARK.
Galen would have only one lamp, and that was standing in the middle
of the floor. Its yellow glow threw a great shadow over the
keeper’s shoulder, edging his face with slants of light. Around it
he was arranging the awen-beads, seven circles of green and jet, a
peculiar formation new to Raffi.
Squeezed into the corner, his back against the
dusty paneling, Raffi sat hugging his knees, then laid his forehead
on them wearily.
The woman had fed them. A good meal—soup, mutton,
and cheese, the best he’d had since they left Sarres, and despite
his worry he had been hungry for it. She’d cooked it in the old
kitchen below, where broken spits hung askew under the vast sooty
throats of the chimneys, and she’d waited while they’d eaten it.
But even Raffi had sensed the stifled fear in her, heard the small,
impatient creaks her chair had made. She was desperate to get
out.
At last Galen had cut a slice of cheese with
deliberate care and said, “When you go, lock the doors from the
outside. Whatever sounds you hear, whatever strange sights you may
see, you stay away. Neither you nor anyone else is to come back to
this house until full daylight. Do you understand that?”
Relieved, she had nodded, but at the door had
turned and said, hesitating, “I could take the boy with me. Is it
right to put the boy in danger?”
Galen hadn’t even looked up. “The boy is a scholar
of the Order. How else will he learn?”
When she’d gone, they’d come up here, to the
highest rooms; Galen had taken his time choosing this one. Raffi
broke mud-clots off his boots nervously. He wished he were back on
Sarres, or anywhere, even at the fair. At least that had been out
in the open; he could breathe or run. Here he felt as if the
ancient house was stifling him, all its shutters tight, the carpet
of dust, the webs, the mildewed walls. It was quiet, all the
sense-lines were still, but there was something wrong with them,
bizarrely wrong—they were warped, as if something else was here
inside them, bulging them out.
He wondered if Galen could feel it too.
Now the Relic Master sat back on his heels, the
hook of his nose shadowed. Without looking at Raffi he said, “You
knew a keeper was among the prisoners, didn’t you?”
Raffi clenched his fists. He’d been waiting for
this.
“I heard something,” he muttered.
“And you didn’t tell me.”
“I thought you’d have heard it too.”
Galen glared at him. “And if I hadn’t? You’d have
waited till they were dead, would you, before you cared to mention
it?”
Raffi looked away, hot.
“For Flain’s sake, Raffi, when will you learn to
have faith!” Galen’s fury was always sudden, an explosion of
temper. “All the study you’ve done, all the things you’ve seen!
Can’t you understand yet that the Makers are guiding us? We weren’t
called to this place by accident! It’s not coincidence that one of
the few keepers left alive is one of their prisoners. This is
Flain’s will, as clearly as if he appeared and told us “Rescue
them!”
He tugged the dirty string out of his hair
angrily. “And you try and ignore it!”
“Because I never know what you’ll do,” Raffi said
despairingly.
Galen laughed, scornful. “Rubbish. You know very
well. And that’s what scares you.”
He rubbed a dusty hand through his hair,
scattering the remnants of ash. Raffi was silent. He knew it was
true. Bitter shame broke out in him. “Perhaps I’m not fit to be a
keeper,” he snapped, his face hot.
Galen snorted. “That’s for me to say. I haven’t
wasted all this time on you for nothing. You’ll be a keeper if I
have to beat it into you. Now pick up that lamp. We need to look at
this house.”
Raffi scrambled up and snatched the lamp. He
wanted to march out with it boldly, down the stairs, into all the
dark corridors, flinging open the doors, as fearless as Carys would
have been. But he knew he’d falter at the first corner. In some
ways learning the powers of the Order, sensing Maker-life in the
land, the energy fields of people’s dreams, of trees and stones and
creatures, just made things worse. Carys couldn’t feel all that.
Perhaps that was why it was easy for her not to be scared.
Though Galen never was either.
As the keeper walked out onto the dark landing,
Raffi followed him close. Together they looked over the banister,
seeing the vast stairwell curl down into blackness, its walls
stained with slow-growing lichens and the velvety mounds of mold
that spread like vivid green stars.
Below, in the emptiness, nothing moved.
They could hear water dripping. Then a shutter
banged. The house seemed immense, a labyrinth of rooms and
courtyards and sculleries, buried in drifts of dust and memories,
its timbers worm-gnawed and decaying. Raffi sent delicate
sense-lines into it, infiltrating the whole tilted structure,
scaring the slender-legged harvestmen that scuttled from its
ceilings. Two floors below, a rat sneaked from a sooty hearth into
a hole. The farther down his third eye searched, the uneasier it
made him. Just as he was getting dizzy Galen said, “Stay close.
Keep the lines out.”
They went down, step after step. The lamp sent
vast wobbling shadows up the walls. On each floor, Galen walked
stealthily along the corridors, opening doors, gazing into chambers
that were empty but for a fireplace and high windows, mostly
patched and shuttered. But outside a room on the first floor he
paused, his fingers on the handle. Raffi felt it too, the faintest
shiver of Maker-power. Galen glanced at him.
Then he went in.
The room was black. In the doorway, Raffi held up
the lamp.
To his astonishment a small circle of flowers lay
on the bare boards. There was nothing else. No one stood in the
shadowed corners, though as he moved the lamp, vast darknesses
flickered and jerked.
After a second, Galen went and kneeled over the
garland, Raffi close behind, glad to shut the door.
The flowers were yellow; they were the sort known
as Flainscrown, as bright and fresh as if they’d just been picked.
Raffi stared in amazement. “Where did they come from? It’s
winter!”
Galen turned a frail stem in his fingers. “They’ve
been put here in the last few minutes.”
Rooms below, something slammed. Raffi froze,
listening so intently it hurt. Then he whispered, “What if it gets
upstairs?”
“That’s what I want. The awen-beads will draw it
to the top room . . . Haven’t I taught you the spiral yet?”
Raffi shook his head.
Oddly stiff, Galen’s voice said, “Shine that light
back here.”
The Flainscrown was withering. Even as they
watched, the leaves dried up, the petals turned brown and flaked
into dust. Galen held nothing but a dry stem. He snapped it
thoughtfully.
“What does it mean?”
The keeper gave him a sidelong look. “I don’t
know. Yet.” Outside, Galen turned left, but as Raffi closed the
door his eyes caught a scuttle of movement on the stair.
“There! Look!”
The lamp shook, sending shadows flying. Galen
grabbed his shoulder fiercely. “For God’s sake, keep quiet!”
Around them the house rang with the cry, agitated,
like a still pool broken by a stone. All the ends of Raffi’s nerves
quivered; he felt cold, instantly cold.
After a moment Galen said, “What was it?”
“A . . . small thing.” Raffi gripped the warm
handle of the lamp with both hands to steady it. “It . . .
crept.”
“A rat?”
“Bigger.” His heart was thudding like a pain.
Galen didn’t move, as if part of him was reaching out, sensing.
Then he said, “It’s coming. We’d better get back up there.”
Quietly they ran up the broad wooden staircase,
and all the way Raffi felt the stirring in the house, the slow
gathering of something far below, its energies twisting up the
smooth balustrades, the invisible carved cornices high above his
head.
In the top room Galen propped the door open,
snatched the lamp, and put it in the center of the beads, its light
opening a complex net of seven spirals, jet and green, small
emerald sparks glinting in the dark. He pulled Raffi close, inside
the pattern, and the raw tension of the Crow scorched, so that
Raffi jerked away, breathless.
“Keep still!” Galen hissed.
Far below, something was coming. They couldn’t
hear it but they could feel it; a pulsing energy, unformed yet,
gathering itself out of cellars and deep courses of brickwork. It
rose up along passageways, through halls, all the time knitting
together, clotting into a swirling flux that crowded Raffi’s
sense-lines so that he could barely breathe, and had to crouch down
over the sharp stitch in his side.
Closer. Now the whole house creaked with it, as if
it drew itself in filaments of darkness out of all the wooden
stairs and warped doors, ran in trickles down the damp walls. And
it breathed; he could hear its breathing, and its footsteps as it
climbed. Staring in dread at the black rectangle of the open door
he clutched his coat in tight fistfuls, feeling Galen draw himself
up beside him.
The keeper was intent. A soft, rich scent filled
the room, the muskiness of decay.
Then, in the doorway, a shape moved. Raffi saw it
through the glow of the awen-spiral, a presence lurking out there
in the dark.
“Closer,” Galen said. “Come closer.”
Slow, reluctant, it slid into the room, huge and
dark, all the desolation of the house held in a loose human
outline, featureless and blurred, as if it might break down at any
time, might flood out.
Galen held his hand up. “Enough.”
It stopped.
Shivering, Raffi pulled back, shook off
sense-lines. He didn’t want to feel it; the stink of it in his
nostrils sickened him.
“Why are you still here?” Galen asked
softly.
The outline blurred. A gap like a mouth opened in
the smooth face. “This is unfair,” it hissed. Its voice was hoarse
and crude; a patchwork of echoes and creaks and overheard whispers.
“I wanted to go. He awakened me.”
“Who awakened you?”
“He did.”
“Do you want to be at peace?”
“Let me. Let me go. Into the dark.”
It squirmed, its outline breaking down, the body
running and dissolving suddenly into a black pool, trickling and
spreading over the floor to the very edge of the spiral. Small
black fingers touched the beads and jerked back.
“In the name of Flain,” Galen said quietly, “I
dissolve you and absolve you. In the names of Soren and Tamar I
release the pain from you . . .”
The pool bubbled. Out of it rose a great mass of
tentacles that soared and groped high over their heads. Raffi
ducked with a yelp of fear but Galen’s voice went on, relentless.
“In the name of Theriss I draw out your dark dreams. In the name of
Halen I unfasten you, atom by atom. And in the name of Kest—”
The creature screamed. It slithered itself up into
manshape and howled, arms overhead, bending and swaying as if in
agony. The beads crackled and spat. Galen glanced at them
anxiously.
“Not that name!” The voice broke into hisses of
static, barely understandable. “Not him! He started it! The terror,
the decay!” It squirmed into separate flames of blackness, wordless
moans, then hurled itself forward at them, hands out.
Raffi leaped back; Galen lashed out and grabbed
him.
“Still!” he snarled.
The awen-beads sparked. Smoke filled the room,
blurring the light. The creature impacted on the invisible barrier
and spread like a blot. It swarmed around them, hung over their
heads, a black mass of despair. Raffi could feel its agony like a
weight. He was dizzy, his chest ached.
“Let me finish!” Galen said.
“No! Not that name!”
“The Litany . . .”
“You must do it,” the
voice howled. “I know who you are. I know the Crow. Let me go to
them through you!”
Astounded, Raffi turned. The voice was
everywhere—in his head, filling his veins. Back to back with Galen
they were both swallowed in blackness, the lamplight gone as if
some great beast had devoured it.
“It’s too dangerous,” Galen muttered.
“Please! Trust me!” It squirmed piteously. “I have
been evil, done evil. Let me have peace, keeper.”
Galen cursed bitterly. Then he dropped Raffi’s
arm. In the darkness his face was gaunt, eyes black. “Stay in the
spiral,” he hissed.
“Galen!”
It was useless. The keeper pushed him aside and
stepped over the beads, into blackness.