6
My dream lover and lifemate,
You know every part of me.
You know every part of me.
SOLANGE TO DOMINIC
Solange stared up—and up. Dominic was far
taller and larger in life than he seemed in her dream. This was no
shadowy figure, but a real man, flesh and blood standing before
her. He was an imposing figure, his shoulders wider, his chest more
muscular, everything just more. Her gaze traveled up his
body, noting every wound, noting the narrow hips, the tapered waist
and the ripples of muscle over the flat belly. Her lungs refused to
draw air. She literally had no idea how to react to him.
Her gaze got stuck on his mouth. He had a beautiful
mouth, his lips very sculpted. She just stood there, her heart
pounding, her mind screaming, staring at his mouth, unable to look
away or look further up his face. She felt small and insubstantial
beside him. She felt feminine. Like a girl. A young, silly girl who
had no idea of the world between man and woman. She was at such a
disadvantage.
She was likely to blurt out something insulting.
She pushed people away when she felt vulnerable, and she’d never
felt more vulnerable in her entire life. This man could break her
heart. She knew that just by standing in his presence, and when her
heart was involved, she was at her most lethal. Her claws were
tipped with venom. She could be very mean, capable of cutting him
into little pieces with insulting words. She had perfected her
sarcastic, uncaring attitude until it was an art form.
She’d already lost him and she hadn’t even opened
her mouth. She couldn’t do this. She could fight any battle asked
of her, walk unafraid into the heart of the enemy’s camp and steal
a woman out from under them to set her free, but she couldn’t do
this. She pressed her lips together tightly, legs trembling,
turning to jelly, wanting to run. She tasted fear in her mouth.
Fear. Her. Solange Sangria, afraid of a man. She detested
the feeling.
Solange with a man. For the first time in her adult
life, she was terrified. Absolutely terrified. She couldn’t do
this. She couldn’t face this—the one person on earth she had given
her soul to. She had opened her soul to him, told him every secret
desire, every fear, everything. Jaguar-women were naturally
submissive to their males. They fought until the strongest, most
aggressive dared to mate with them, and they submitted to the male.
She was preprogrammed for that fight/submit dance between male and
female, and it terrified her. She could never acknowledge that side
of her personality. She could never submit, yet that part of her
wanted to, so she pushed it deep, submerged it totally beneath the
fighter, hidden from all eyes—all but his.
She shivered—or trembled; she honestly didn’t know
which. He caught her chin between his thumb and finger in a firm
grip. Birds took wing in her stomach. His touch was just as she
imagined, gentle but impossibly firm, the touch of a man in
complete command of himself—and of her.
“Look at me, Solange.”
His voice was every bit as gentle as his touch. A
low caress, like velvet against skin. Tender, but a command
nevertheless.
She struggled with her nature, with the heat
between them, the need in her for a soul mate, for someone to share
her lonely life, a need so strong she could barely think with
wanting to be everything he desired. Someone like her might get
lost in someone like him. Another man, one less—just less—and she
would be able to save herself. The other side of her, fierce and
proud—the side she was most familiar with, the one she took refuge
and comfort in—would never respect a lesser man.
Silence stretched between them. It was sheer agony
to obey. It was worse not to. He left the decision completely up to
her, but the force of his personality was daunting.
“Does it require courage, then, to look at me,
kessake—little cat?” That soft voice that stroked over nerve
endings shook her.
He sounded so deceptively gentle, yet she’d seen
him rip the heart from a master vampire. She actually
trembled.
“I believe, if there is one woman with courage on
this earth—it is my lifemate.”
Her gaze jumped to his. Locked with those cool
green eyes. No, they were slowly going as blue as the deepest
water, changing color as the warrior in him gave way to the man.
Her stomach somersaulted. Her heart contracted.
He smiled at her, a slow, sexy smile that took her
breath. His teeth flashed at her, perfect and straight. His
straight aristocratic nose, even his scars belonged—enhanced rather
than detracted from his potent masculine aura. Everything about him
seemed so perfect. She stood there soaked to the skin, shivering,
her hair hanging in damp trails, wild and out of control, her body
covered in scars, bruises and lacerations, streaked with blood and
reeking of sweat instead of perfume.
His thumb slid over her lips, the softest of
brushes. His palm framed the side of her face. He looked at her as
if there were no other woman in the world. An illusion, but it
warmed her when she was cold inside.
“Hello.”
That simple greeting accompanied by that intense
blue gaze burning over her, that slow, sexy smile and the dark,
melting voice, turned her inside out. She moistened her lips,
wanting to answer, but no sound would come out. She could only
stand there helplessly looking up at him, wishing she was Juliette
or Jasmine. Anyone but Solange Sangria.
“I need to inspect you, sívamet—my
heart.”
Her heart jumped again. Inspect her? For
what? To see if she was good enough for a man like him? A thousand
ugly smart-ass comments welled up, but she couldn’t utter a word,
she couldn’t even look at him. Mutely, she shook her head. Tears
burned behind her eyes. She wouldn’t hold up to any inspection if
he was looking for the perfect woman.
Her hair was all over the place, muddy and
straggly. She was covered in river water and blood. She tried to
imagine what her body would look like to him. She was not
removing her clothes. Jaguars were not modest, but in front of
him? No way! It wasn’t happening. For one horrible moment
she pictured herself standing in front of him, nude, hands behind
her head, presenting herself to him. She had thunder thighs. She
didn’t want to think about her hips or her butt. Okay, she did have
nice breasts, and a narrow waist, but she had ropes of muscle
everywhere. She was too heavy . . .
Panic took over. She nearly hyperventilated. His
hands were gentle on her skin and she closed her eyes, shoving down
a sob. She would not run from him like a coward. She was royalty,
although Juliette often said she was a royal pain in the butt—which
was true. How did other women handle this?
His fingers skimmed down her arms and then settled.
Her heart jumped. He turned her around and bent his head to the
bite on her shoulder, the one still oozing blood. He inhaled,
taking the scent into his lungs so he would recognize anywhere the
man who had assaulted her, simply by smell. “Hold still,
kessake.”
She couldn’t have moved if she wanted to. She felt
much like a wild animal cornered with nowhere to run. His tongue
moved over the puncture wounds with healing saliva. The feeling of
that velvet rasp against her bare skin robbed her of breath. He
pushed her shirt out of the way and followed the wounds down her
back.
Of course he hadn’t wanted to inspect her body to
see what his lifemate looked like. She felt embarrassed all over
again, praying he hadn’t read her wayward mind. It shocked her that
he would take the time to see to her relatively minor wounds when
his had been major. He even took the sting out of most of the
bruises. She’d never really had a sensual experience, but the
feeling of his fingers and mouth on her skin turned her body into a
bundle of raw, throbbing nerve endings.
“You need blood.”
The voice startled her and she jerked away from
Dominic, dragging down her shirt. Zacarias. How had she forgotten
him? She’d almost—Well, okay, she had been thinking erotic
thoughts, forgetting they weren’t alone. What was wrong with her?
She’d never blushed before, but he’d witnessed her total
humiliation and she could feel color turning her face an ugly red.
She blinked rapidly. trying to break the spell Dominic had woven
around her.
It took her a moment to realize Dominic’s larger
frame had blocked Zacarias’s view of her. For some idiotic reason
the knowledge that Dominic had protected her in her moment of
weakness from prying eyes made her feel warm and comforted.
“As do you,” Dominic responded. He turned then,
keeping Solange close to him, his hand on her arm.
Both men looked at her. Her heart pounded
frantically. She’d seen Juliette giving Riordan blood. Zacarias was
torn to shreds and he was family. He was her family, whether
extended or not, and therefore under her protection. But this . . .
She’d never considered that she would ever have to give a man her
very blood.
“It is our way, kessake.” Dominic’s voice
was pitched low, but the sound moved inside her, that soft, velvet
caress, snaking its way seductively into her mind.
She bit her lip hard, trembling, wanting to do this
for him, such a small request, but enormous in her mind. Why did it
matter whether she pleased him? She had never cared what anyone
thought of her, yet she stood there like a mute imbecile, unable to
say no when everything in her demanded that she run. She stood
trembling, desperate to get away, yet she couldn’t move, at war
with her own nature.
Dominic was her chosen one. It mattered little if
she’d thought he wasn’t real. He was there now, more of a man than
any she knew, more respected and more powerful. She wanted to be
that woman he needed, and he needed this from her.
Hardly daring to breathe, she watched Zacarias
approach, his body bleeding from a thousand tears from the vampire
bats, their teeth and claws stripping his body of flesh at the
command of Drago. Her stomach churned. Bile rose. He was going to
sink his teeth into her skin and she was going to stand there,
shuddering with distaste, caught in Dominic’s spell. She had to
find the strength to resist the madness that had settled around
her, turning her body to lead.
She swallowed hard and looked up at Dominic. At
once his blue eyes trapped her gaze and held her captive. His smile
was tender, only for her, as if he were reading her mind and knew
her abhorrence of this act, knew she was on the verge of fleeing
and that it was only the sheer power of his personality that kept
her there. He drew her body against his, her back to him, one arm
just under her heaving breasts, his hold so gentle she didn’t
realize at first that she was locked to him with his enormous
strength, unable to break away if she wanted to. His other hand
slowly but inexorably stretched her arm out toward Zacarias in
invitation.
“From her wrist, and be gentle,” he
cautioned.
She shuddered again as the Carpathian male drew
near. Dominic bent his head and whispered softly to her in his own
language. “Solange. Emnim. Tõdak pitäsz wäke bekimet mekesz
kaiket. Te magköszunam nä ŋamaŋ kać3 taka arvo. Solange. My
woman. I knew you had courage to face anything. Thank you for this
gift beyond price.”
His breath was warm on her neck, and he pressed his
lips over her frantic pulse. His teeth scraped back and forth,
gentle, more than seductive, so that her heart beat fast and her
breathing turned ragged. She was aware of him with every single
cell in her body.
She closed her eyes and absorbed the sound of his
voice, the pleasure in it, the way he made her feel as if he knew
she was feeding the other male just for him—only for him. She could
never have done it without his seductive voice in her ear, or his
hard body against hers. It felt as if she were giving herself to
him, giving him everything she was, and yet it was another man who
took her wrist.
At the last second, as that hot breath touched her
skin and she saw the length of those fangs, she felt panic and
nearly jerked her arm away. Before she could move, Dominic bit down
into her neck and the crashing pain turned instantly to a pleasure
so intense she cried out, her body reacting with a tidal wave of
pure fire. She had experienced the heat of her cat many times, a
purely physical drive that didn’t touch her beyond the abstract.
But this—this was all encompassing. Every nerve ending felt raw
with desire.
Her womb spasmed. Heat rose between her legs and
her nipples tightened into hard, desperate peaks. The fire burned
her skin, her insides, poured like molten gold through her body
until she writhed against him, unable to control herself. Solange,
who had so much control. Solange, who despised men, was giving
herself body and soul to this man and his needs—not just his needs,
his every desire. A small sob escaped.
Dominic had never imagined that anything could have
been so erotic as taking his lifemate’s blood. To him, the act of
taking or giving blood had always been mundane, a necessity with no
particular feeling attached to it, not even before he’d lost his
emotions. He was unprepared for the need slamming wicked and low, a
hard punch of arousal that shook his deadly calm as nothing else
ever had. He was disciplined and controlled. It had never occurred
to him that once he held Solange in his arms and his teeth
connected them, the act of taking her blood would be as intimate as
taking her body or her mind.
He was in such a state of arousal, it felt to him
as if he was sharing her with another man in an extremely intimate
act—something he would never do. She was his to protect, to love
and cherish. He didn’t want another man to see her vulnerable or
afraid or sexy, and right at that moment, he found her the most
sensual being on earth. That part of her belonged solely to him.
Had he realized what taking her blood would be like, he would
never, under any circumstances, have forced her to give Zacarias
blood.
And he had forced her—or at least coerced her. He
knew she found the idea repugnant, yet Zacarias was family to her.
She lived by her sense of code, her honor, her duty. She would not
have forgiven herself for denying him in his moment of need. She
would have dwelt on her refusal in the long hours of the day when
Dominic couldn’t comfort her. He had a code, too, and that code was
to provide his lifemate with everything she needed, even if that
meant stretching her limits beyond what she thought she could
handle.
But this might be stretching his limits beyond what
he could handle. She had been a warrior to Zacarias, but Dominic
had seen her vulnerable. Her vulnerability was beautiful to him and
that she would show it to him was an honor. It brought out his
every protective instinct, and the beast prowling inside of him
roared for her. Not simply the physical mating, but the
completeness of what a lifemate was. She needed. He provided. He
needed. She provided. Each was dedicated solely to the other.
But this—this shocking reaction of body and
mind—was nearly his undoing. Her blood swept into his body and the
parasites cowered before it, more than they had with Zacarias’s
pure Carpathian blood. They retreated, became quiet, hiding from
the royal jaguar blood as if afraid of the fierce fighting cat. As
her blood spread through his system, the internal fire started, a
great sweeping storm that burned hot and fast and out of
control.
Her body moved against his, inflaming his already
rock-hard groin. He didn’t want to stop; his hand stroked the
underside of her breast, although what he wanted—no,
needed—was to feel her silken skin against his. Her small
sob brought him up short. Restored control. Order. An awareness of
where he was and what was happening around him. He’d been so far
into the throes of madness, he was astonished as he took a slow
lick across the pinprick holes and followed the ruby-red drops of
blood down her shoulder. He straightened slowly, breathing her in,
absorbing the feel of her small, curvy body tight against him.
Nothing had ever felt so right to him.
Aware of her growing fear, he pressed his mouth to
her pulse, wanting only to calm and comfort her. His little wildcat
had a feminine side she considered submissive, and it terrified
her. It was up to him to show her that part of her was every bit as
important as her warrior persona and that being a woman didn’t in
any way take away from who she was.
“Pesäd te engemal—You are safe with me.” He
whispered the words against the frantic pulse, his tongue swirling
there, holding her while she calmed.
Her wild nature was evident. Solange had lived her
life on the fringes of society, never in the midst of it. Laws
didn’t apply in her world. She didn’t need to learn the niceties of
city life, or even life within a community. Her world was survival
only—very much like his world had been.
Zacarias went to slide his tongue over the
laceration to politely close it, but Dominic pulled her wrist to
his mouth. He took one drink, felt the fireball rolling through his
body and then he closed the wound himself.
“Thank you,” Zacarias said.
Dominic knew the Carpathian hunter was thanking
him, not Solange. In ancient times, lifemates were sacred and
others didn’t speak to them without express permission. Zacarias
was of that old school, and perhaps, if he was entirely truthful
with himself, Dominic was, too.
He lifted his head to meet Zacarias’s gaze. “The
dawn approaches.”
Zacarias nodded. “Kolasz arwa-arvoval—may
you die with honor.” He stood for a moment. “It is long since I
have heard our own language spoken. For a moment, I felt the call
of our homeland.”
“Veri olen piros, ekäm—blood be red, my
brother,” Dominic answered. The meaning was clear. Find your
lifemate.
Zacarias looked from him to Solange, her clothes
and skin stained with blood. He shook his head. “My time is past
for that. The world has changed and left me behind. I will aid you
when you call, old friend.”
He simply vanished, the vapor merging with the
smoke from the dying fire. There was silence. Solange didn’t turn
her head to look over her shoulder at Dominic, she simply stood
waiting for his direction, holding herself very still, although he
could feel the tremors running down her spine.
Above her head, he smiled, the tension easing from
his body now that there were no males near her and they were alone.
He gathered her to him. “I will take us to a safe place where we
can bathe and rest.”
She wanted to just let go of him and drop to earth
and shatter. Did other women feel this way? Wanting to please him,
to do what he asked and yet feeling so terrified she couldn’t
breathe? And what was he asking? A simple thing. Bathe and rest. He
hadn’t said anything else. She could never, ever give her
body to him. Not him. A shudder went through her body. Mutely, she
shook her head.
He heard the quick intake of her breath as he
lifted her. “Courage,” he whispered against the nape of her
neck.
She didn’t fear the method of travel he chose, he
knew that. He also knew she didn’t fear him—not Dominic the
warrior. She trusted him or she never would have entered into
battle with him. It was Dominic the man she feared, and he was the
one who needed to earn her trust. More than anything else, he
wanted all of her. He knew his need was selfish, but he’d had very
little brightness in his life, and Solange shone like the brightest
of stars. He took her into the skies, her body locked to his.
Solange jammed her fist into her mouth to keep from
protesting. She didn’t want to do anything wrong, but if she didn’t
have an idea of how to act, she was bound to make a mistake. Her
cat prowled back and forth, one moment purring contentedly and the
next hissing and growling as she sensed Solange’s growing
terror.
How was she going to shed her clothes in front of
him? Why hadn’t she listened to MaryAnn when she was trying to help
Solange learn to be more girly?
He leaned into her and stroked his tongue over the
exact spot where he’d taken her blood. Her mind lost its train of
thought. Heat flooded between her legs. Her stomach muscles bunched
beneath his palm and her breasts suddenly felt full and aching. On
top of everything else, she was going to react to him like a cat in
heat. Except . . . she could never lay with him, never give herself
to him because he would swallow her up, leave her with
nothing.
He nuzzled her neck. Stop thinking and just let
yourself enjoy what is left of the night. Relax into me.
She was holding herself stiffly, terrified of
feeling his immense strength, petrified of the commitment just
accompanying him meant. How much further would she go to please
him? Would she lose her sense of herself?
Is it so difficult, kessa ku toro—my
little wildcat, to relax for me?
Was it? She was being silly. She took a deep breath
and let it out. She forced her eyes open and looked up at the
night. They were out of the heavy canopy in open sky. High. Higher
than she’d ever been before. She’d never been out of the rain
forest. She’d never flown in a plane. For a moment she was
frightened and she clutched at him.
Spread your arms out, minan—my
own.
She swallowed hard. There was that low purr in his
voice, as if all she had to do was stretch her arms out like wings
and she’d please him beyond anything else. Was it so simple? She
had to trust him to keep her from falling. She’d trusted him in
battle implicitly. Of course he would keep her safe. It was
ridiculous to think that he wouldn’t. And she would have the
experience of flying, for maybe the only time in her life.
She let out her breath and pried each finger from
his arm. Only then did she realize she was hanging on to his
forearms with her claws. She gave a soft inarticulate cry,
ashamed.
No worries, little cat. Just let go and fly with
me.
It was a seductive whisper. She felt the warmth of
his breath on her neck somehow giving her reassurance. To please
him—to say she was sorry for inadvertently hurting him—she let go
and spread her arms to the wind as if she were a great bird. The
wind touched her face and ruffled her hair. Above her was a sea of
clouds, rolling and turbulent, but so beautiful. Around her was
open sky. Below her were the tops of the trees, some shooting past
the thick cover to emerge triumphantly from the crowd. The earth
below dazzled her eyes. She’d never felt so free in her life.
His mouth nuzzled her neck, a whisper really, yet
she felt his touch like a brand. No one had ever made her feel like
that—dizzy, important, his entire focus on her. With just one
touch. And he’d asked. He could easily merge his mind with hers,
Carpathians did it all the time—an invasion, she’d always thought.
Wrong. No one should have access to one’s private thoughts.
And yet . . .
It is not necessary.
She couldn’t detect disappointment, but still, why
couldn’t she just say yes? He was giving her such a beautiful
experience, one she doubted very many people would ever have the
chance to have. Was it such a big thing to let him see how much she
appreciated this moment? He wasn’t making her feel guilty; that was
all her own. Was she really such a coward? What could happen if
just for this moment she said yes?
She took a breath, knew his hands felt it, that
swift intake of breath, so raw and ragged. I don’t
mind.
You honor me.
And then he was inside her mind, a slow penetration
that sent a thousand darts of fire burning over her skin and deep
inside of her, sending a slow burn through her stomach to
her most feminine core. She felt him in her, just as if they were
sharing the same skin, merged together so deep she didn’t know
where he started and she left off.
She realized her insecurities were displayed for
him, her fragile hold on her courage, the terrible need she had for
him, the horrendous, almost insurmountable fear of letting him
down.
Shh, minan, see the night with me. That
is all. Just share the night.
His soothing murmur, almost a caress, calmed her
wild thoughts and she turned her attention to the spectacular
sensation of soaring through the air. She found the miracle so much
more special when shared. He took them in a large circle over the
river and she spotted the rare pink dolphins. Of course she’d seen
them before, but not like this, where she could see their amazing
speed in the water. She laughed. With their minds merged together,
his burst of happiness elated her. He was like a child experiencing
everything for the first time after hundreds of years without
emotion, and that enhanced her enjoyment.
She turned her head toward him and found herself
wanting to nuzzle his neck in a rare display of shy affection, but
she couldn’t quite dare to touch him so she just inhaled his scent,
took his masculine essence into her lungs and held it there, as if
she were hugging it to her.
I will link my hands around your waist, Solange.
Lean out and let me take your weight so you feel the actual
flight.
Her heart stuttered at the idea. He was really
pushing her limits of trust, yet he seemed unaware of it. Or was
he? He couldn’t be. He was inside her mind. He knew her fears. She
moistened her lips, her pounding pulse thundering in her ears. As
before he remained silent, he did not repeat the request. He simply
waited for her choice.
She licked her suddenly dry lips. Her life would be
in his hands. Arms outstretched, her body falling forward as if she
were really flying, she wouldn’t have the opportunity to hang on to
him. She doubted she was fast enough at shifting to turn and latch
on with claws should he drop her. Could she do it? Would it
displease him if she didn’t? Would it matter? She tried to touch
his mind, but he simply waited.
She could feel the weight of his gaze on her. That
single-minded focus. His complete concentration on her alone. She
felt tears burning behind her eyes. She wanted to give this to him.
It was all she could give him. Moments like this one. She knew
there was no other woman for him. It wasn’t that he loved her. Or
wanted her. He had no choice, yet he was willing to give her
choices. It was just that his personality was so
overpowering.
She closed her eyes and nodded.
He brushed a kiss over the top of her head, setting
off a peculiar fluttering in the pit of her stomach. She held her
breath as his mouth drifted to her temple and then pressed his
cool, firm lips to her ear.
My woman.
Her heart contracted. Her womb clenched and she
felt a flood of damp heat between her legs. Two words and she
melted. What did that say about her? Was she so desperate for his
approval that all he had to do was sound happy with her and she
would do anything he wanted?
He waited for her to shift position on her own. She
almost wished he’d moved her first, but he didn’t. She slowly, with
caution, began to lean into his palms, so that she swung out, away
from the solid comfort of his body. The wind increased and she
couldn’t stop her hands from grabbing his wrists. Instantly he
brought her back against him and . . . waited.
She knew he was waiting for her to gather her
courage and put her trust in him. There was no pretending she was
too exhausted—he had her entire weight. All she had to do was hang
there in the sky while the magic of the night surrounded her. He
was giving her a gift of such importance. There had been no gifts
since her family had been slaughtered, until now, until this
moment. He seemed a dark sorcerer she couldn’t resist—especially
when he offered her such a rare, phenomenal experience.
Time slowed down. She could feel her heart
pounding. He made her feel important when she’d never felt so
before, not to anyone. The air seemed crisp and fresh, the night a
cool blanket. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and let go.
She brought her arms straight out away from her body. He removed
his hands from her and she knew this was the moment, now or never.
She would never summon this kind of courage—or trust—again. She let
herself fall forward. The sensation took her stomach and for a
moment she was afraid he wouldn’t catch her, but there his palms
were, and she found herself suspended in the air with nothing but
his hands under her.
Very slowly she opened her eyes. Her breath caught
in her throat as she soared and dipped and wheeled with the freedom
of the birds. Again she experienced that dizzying rapture that was
physical, the adrenaline pouring into her bloodstream like dark
gold, thickening her blood, spreading heat through her. She felt
Dominic with her—in her—sharing the dazzling moments. It was pure
magic—he was pure magic.
The wind tore tears from her eyes. After one of the
worst days of her life, losing Annabelle, killing two men and
nearly getting captured or killed by her own father, fighting
vampires and having to face her lifemate, she was overwhelmed by
sheer joy as she flew through the air. It was too much and yet she
didn’t want it to end.
Dominic drew her in, turning her so that her face
was pressed over his heart. The rock-steady beat comforted her,
helping her to keep from sobbing aloud. She wept quietly, her
fingers buried in the front of his shirt. She just didn’t care
about anything in that moment. Not where they were going or what
would happen when they got there. He had a destination in mind and
it was evident he wouldn’t drop her, so she just gave herself up to
his care.
Dominic felt the exact moment she let go and gave
herself over to him. His arms tightened around her, holding her
close to him. She was very fragile, and so vulnerable. Not simply
her physical self, but the woman she hid from the rest of the
world. She was exhausted and she would have gone off to a damp
retreat to lick her wounds alone and try to recover before she took
on the enemy again.
Not this time, my little cat. This time I will
see to your care.
She didn’t answer, but her weeping, the tears
tearing at his heart, lessened. He meticulously scanned the area
for signs of the undead before he took her down to the forest
floor, to the entrance of her favorite retreat. He’d seen it a
dozen times, that small, snug cave deep in the recesses of the
limestone labyrinth, when they met in her mind. The images were
very detailed. She had no idea how much information he could pull
from her mind in seconds when needed. And both of them needed
this.
He found the entrance too small to carry her
through, and reluctantly let her feet drop, his arm firmly
anchoring her to him.
“How did you know . . . ?” Solange looked around
her, lashes wet, her eyes bright and slightly shocked.
“I am your lifemate,” he pointed out, his voice
gentle. “This place brings you comfort.”
She turned away from him and ducked inside,
blinking back tears. He doubted if anyone had seen to her comfort
in years. He followed her, noting the fluid movement of her body,
just like the cat that was so much a part of her. She had a wild,
untamed scent that appealed to him more than any other perfume he’d
ever smelled. She belonged in the forest, and she moved with silent
stealth, even in human form in the dark.
The tunnel led downward, deep under the earth. She
stopped at what appeared to be a dead end and reached down to work
at several large stones. Dominic gently moved her out of his way
and simply levitated the large blocks of limestone and set them
aside, and with a low bow gestured for her to precede him.
She hesitated, standing very close to him in the
small confines of the tunnel. He could hear her heart, the rhythm
too loud. She was frightened, but she was still putting herself in
his hands; her courage humbled him. To encourage her, he took her
hand and brought it to his mouth. He stroked long fingers over her
wrist, the one Zacarias had drawn blood from, as he pressed a kiss
into the exact center of her palm.
Solange’s breath hitched, her gaze jumped to his
face and then quickly skittered away. “You have to crawl to get
into the chamber, and your shoulders . . .”
He kept possession of her hand, her fingers against
his mouth. “I can turn to vapor,” he reminded, a smile in his
voice.
He felt her acute embarrassment that she hadn’t
remembered. Her body flooded with heat and immediately tensed. She
started to pull her hand away, but he refused to relinquish control
back to her. Instead, he drew her fingers into the warmth of his
mouth and sucked on them. A shiver of awareness went through her
body as he then drew her fingers to his lips and bit softly on the
tips. “You are very tired, Solange. I thank you for your
concern.”
Once again her gaze flicked to his. She looked so
uncertain he wanted to crush her to him. Instead, he released her
hand and dropped his hand to her shoulders, silently guiding her to
her knees. For a moment, he savored the feel of her warm breath on
his rock-hard cock right through the material of his trousers. It
would be so easy to remove them. The idea of her mouth on him shook
him, but he didn’t allow his own pleasures to be put before her
care. He pressed gently until she was on all fours and crawling
into the narrow, tight tunnel leading to the chamber.
The channel reminded him of a rabbit warren. He
flowed through it easily, following his woman into the cave. She
had made it somewhat of a home and his heart stilled in his chest
when he realized she had never shared this sacred place, her only
true refuge, with anyone else. She went to the north wall to find
her lantern, but he lit the candles with a wave of his hand.
Immediately the soft light threw shadows over everything.
He was grateful for the rich dirt floor. In one
corner there was a handwoven rug and a few wooden bowls. The sound
of water was background music as it trickled steadily from the wall
on the east side to fill the basin so a wide pool took up one
corner of the chamber. The ceiling was high, giving the illusion of
space when actually the cavern was snug.
He noted that she stayed a good distance from him,
silent, her green cat’s eyes watching his every move as he
explored. He took his time, allowing the silence to stretch out,
listening to the beat of her heart, waiting for her to calm. He saw
books and picked up several to study the titles. Most were on
making weapons and the plants of the Amazon. He thumbed through one
of the volumes and found many of the healing plants
highlighted.
When he moved closer to Solange, she reacted the
way a cornered wildcat might, retreating, her eyes wide, almost
mesmerized by him. She kept her head down, face slightly averted,
but she was watching him the entire time. He went to a small pile
of articles carefully placed on a rock shelf inside a small alcove,
and the tension seemed to ease out of her just a little bit more.
Her heart rate slowed nearly to normal.
There was a ragged blanket, very old, that someone
had lovingly made for a child. Not hers, he guessed by the blue
color. A boy. Someone she loved, by the look of it. A faded picture
of a woman in a wooden handmade frame, a woman who must have been
her mother, sat on a shelf. She had the same amazing eyes. A
hand-carved comb of the finest wood. He touched each item. Read the
memories imprinted there. A brother—no, two brothers. The comb had
been made by her father. He frowned. Not her birth father. The man
she loved as a father. All gone. Every one of them.
He lifted his head and looked at her, his gaze
colliding with hers. “Come here to me, Solange. Right here.” He
pointed to a spot right in front of him.
She looked startled. Her eyes went dark. Her heart
began pounding again, filling the small chamber with its frantic
beat.