12
Razvan and Ivory burst through the soil
together, coming up out of the earth’s arms after weeks of healing
underground. The sensation of breathing air again was strange after
so long sharing the soil and its healing properties. The moon was a
full silver ball in the clear sky, glowing softly and casting light
over the snow-covered terrain. Ivory, cautious as always, scanned
their surroundings for any hint of danger.
Razvan followed her lead, reveling in his growing
Carpathian knowledge. He stretched as he made a full circle, using
all of his senses to gather information. He realized he saw and
felt differently. He even processed differently. Before, as a
Carpathian at full strength, he had been astonished at the flood of
information coming to him, but now it was even more intense. It was
if the earth spoke to him, whispered her secrets, and ferreted out
the smallest detail to share with him. He had changed somehow,
beneath the ground. The soil shared something unnamed with him,
allowing the trees and plants, the soil itself to pour a wealth of
knowledge into him.
He turned his head to look at his lifemate. She was
wearing her familiar fighting garb, the double-breasted vest and
pants that molded to her long legs. Her hair was in the thick long
braid that signaled business. He loved watching her move, all
flowing muscle and soft curves.
“What?” She smiled at him with genuine warmth.
There was happiness in her eyes, and with a glow of satisfaction,
he knew that he had brought it into her life.
“You are beautiful.” He bent his head and took a
tentative lick along his newly healed arm where the white lines
clearly matched hers. “I bet if I were to taste you at this precise
moment, you would taste of salt and sin.” There was a high
concentration of minerals in his skin, and he could discern the
complex mineral recipe that had been used to heal both of them. He
had been revitalized, with trace minerals flowing through his
blood, and all of the elements pressed into his body to allow it to
reemerge whole again.
“I want to see your wounds.”
Her gaze flicked to his face. “I do not
understand.”
“I know the vampire injured you, Ivory, and you
took care of me rather than heal your wounds. I need to see what is
left of the damage.”
“Really, scratches. Nothing.”
His eyebrow raised. “I recall his shoving an arrow
into your breast right over your heart.” As he spoke a ripple of
pain crossed his face. “When you pulled your hand from his chest it
was nearly severed.” Razvan swallowed hard, his dark brows coming
together in a frown. “He withdrew the arrow from your body,
twisting it to do the most damage, and plunged it two inches lower,
driving it deep. He was enormously strong and he punched your
breast, right over your heart, with tremendous force. I heard your
sternum crack.”
Had he? She didn’t even remember. She remembered
Razvan had come to her aid in spite of his condition, sending a
fiery blast at Sergey’s back, shoving him onto her fist so she
could get to the blackened heart. When Sergey had attacked by
bringing down the house and forming spears that flew at her from
everywhere, Razvan had used his strength to form a barrier around
her, taking the brunt of the wooden spears in his own body.
“He broke your wrist.”
How had he noticed when he had been so horribly
mutilated? Ivory shook her head, unable to speak, not when his gaze
moved over her body with brooding allure, touching her in places
deep and secret and feminine.
He had to quit reciting the list of her injuries,
so pale in comparison to his own. His voice was so gentle, she
couldn’t get it out of her head. The way he looked at her body when
he spoke, as if her injuries were all that mattered to him, the
healing of them, the fact that the vampire had hurt her. When she
touched his mind, she felt nothing but his need to make certain, to
see for himself, that she was wholly healed.
“Mother Earth and the healer aided me, and several
Carpathians including the prince gave us blood to speed our healing
process. I am fine.”
“Nevertheless.”
There was a note in his voice that fascinated,
thrilled and repelled her all at once. She was unsure how to react
to his demand and that confused her.
“What would you have me do?”
He held out his hand to hers. “Let me see.”
She moistened her lips, feeling a little shaky, on
unfamiliar ground, but she held out her hand to him so he could see
the faint lines where the earth had healed the lacerations and knit
the bone back together. She was unprepared for the feeling of his
gentle fingers stroking over her skin. She felt his touch all the
way to her deepest core, and then her heart stood still while his
mouth moved over each of the faint white lines and his tongue
swirled and stroked a velvet pleasure over her skin.
“You do taste like salt and sin,” he said, and his
voice roughened with hunger.
She pulled her arm away. “Are you satisfied?”
He shook his head, his gaze locked on hers. “Open
your vest.”
Her breath actually hitched in her lungs, burned
there, raw and hot. Her womb clenched and spasmed, sending ripples
of urgent need radiating through her body. His request wasn’t
sexual. It didn’t need to be sexual. Her body didn’t have to grow
damp and hot with flames licking over her skin and turning her
blood into a molten stream that thickened in her veins. She could
just be cool about this, one warrior reassuring another. Her hands
went to the silver buckles.
“Let me.”
His voice was husky, maybe even shook a little, but
it made her weak. So much so that she obeyed his silent command
when his hands came up and covered hers to halt her unsteady
fingers and gently push them aside. The pads of his fingers brushed
against the swell of her breast, sending ripples of awareness
through her body. His gaze remained locked with hers as he slowly
unbuckled the vest and allowed her full breasts to emerge. Only
then did he drop his gaze.
She heard him inhale. A sharp, sexy sound that
curled her toes. She felt his breath warm her breasts, and her
nipples answered by hardening into two tight peaks. She felt
exposed, vulnerable, but she couldn’t move, mesmerized by the look
on his face, the stark, raw desire, the unrelenting hunger and
admiration in his eyes. When he stroked his fingertips,
feather-light, over the faint lines along the swell of her breast
and then again lower, his thumb brushing along her nipple,
lightning streaked from breast to belly and then lower, so that her
thighs spasmed and her core grew hotter and wetter.
Razvan bent his head toward her. She wanted to stop
him. She thought to take a step back, terrified of the feelings
coursing through her body and the sudden terrible need that welled
up out of nowhere, threatening her hard-won peace of mind. She had
chosen him, but she hadn’t considered that the physical and
emotional pull between them would be so strong. She could barely
breathe when he touched her, and she had no control over her body’s
reaction to him. She held her breath, waiting. Wanting.
His hair touched her first. Soft strands of black
and white silk brushing seductively over her skin. Every cell in
her body came to life. The breath burned in her lungs. Her fingers
curled into fists at her sides as she struggled not to bury them in
his hair and cradle his head to her. She was in his mind, and knew
this inspection was as necessary to him as breathing. And now it
was to her.
At the first gentle touch of his mouth she jumped,
and in spite of her every intention, she found her hands buried in
that silky fall of hair. His tongue flicked out to swirl over each
line and circle, to flick over her nipple, sending darts of fire
racing to her belly and spreading even lower. Her hands tugged him
closer even as a low moan escaped. His tongue slid along each line,
his healing saliva providing a balm to the deep ache that was still
there.
When he lifted his head, his eyes were so dark they
were almost black, so blue they were like midnight and so hot with
desire she thought she might melt. Her hands trembled and she
forced her fingers to let go of the silky strands so he could stand
tall. She just stood there while he slowly buckled her vest,
enclosing her breasts behind the tight leather.
Ivory took a deep breath, shaken, but proud of
herself for standing. “Are you satisfied?”
Razvan’s eyes lit up with a male amusement and he
deliberately shifted to ease the thick bulge in his trousers. “Not
hardly, but I have assured myself you are healing well, and that
will do for now.”
The color crept up her neck. She shook her head.
“You are crazy, but in a good way.” She looked back toward the rich
black soil, desperate to find something to divert her attention—to
divert his attention from her. She gestured toward the ground where
they could see the traces of excessive salt running like king’s
gold in deep veins through the darker loam where the wolf pack
still lay sleeping.
“Are you ready for this? They have been attended to
by others, Vikirnoff and Nicolas, Natalya sometimes, but they will
be ravenous for us. Feeding is part of the ritual of sealing the
pack together. They’re like my children.”
Razvan knew she needed the distraction to feel in
control again. Emotions were difficult for her. His heart fluttered
in his chest and he found himself smiling at her. Happy. Just to be
alive. Just to be with her on this crisp, cold evening, with the
moon spilling light over her blue-black hair, framing her face so
that she looked as angelic as she did sexy.
“I am certain they will be happy to be out of the
ground after all these weeks,” he agreed. “Let us do this and bring
our family back together.”
He found he was as anxious as she to see the
wolves. They had become family to him. He had spent so long in her
mind that her deep affection for the pack members had transferred
to him as well. “As children go, they are a fairly wild
bunch.”
Ivory laughed with him, sharing his humor over the
pack. She stretched her arms and called softly to her pack. “Awake
brothers and sisters. We will run free this night. Come with me.
Join with me.”
She sent Razvan another quick smile that managed to
raise his temperature and quicken his heartbeat. The soil boiled up
into a geyser and one by one the six wolves leapt free, shaking
their gorgeous silver coats and rushing to Ivory, nearly knocking
her over. She sank to the ground, laughing, her arms surrounding
them as they greeted her with more enthusiasm than manners.
Raja and his mate, Ayame, turned to Razvan and he
sank down beside Ivory, surprised when the big male leapt at his
chest and rubbed his body along Razvan’s in greeting. He realized
just as he had accepted the pack as family, they had accepted him
as Ivory’s mate. Joy swept through him. A family. Another gift from
Ivory. He sank his fingers into the thick fur and roughhoused a
little, ignoring the show of teeth, feeling the wolf’s laughing
intent.
Each animal took its turn coming to him and
greeting him, being welcomed by him and reaffirming its position in
the pack. He found he was particularly fond of Blaez, the
second-in-command. He was quietly confident and very alert to
danger, taking his cues from Raja, yet guarding the pack with a
fierceness that told Razvan he would have had a pack of his own had
his circumstances been different. He felt that same fierce
protectiveness toward Ivory and the pack, and there was a sense of
kinship when he stroked his hand through the thick fur and
scratched the alert ears.
The pack was eager to feed, needing the bond, and
he waited for Ivory to make the decision on how she wanted them
fed.
You feed Raja and Ayame and then I will. Next
Blaez and his mate Gynger. Last will be Farkas and his mate, Rikki.
If we start off that way, they will accept your leadership
faster.
The offer of leadership in the pack was another
great gift. He knew, after a century of being led by Ivory, they
would always respect her and follow her, and she was now stepping
aside in order to get the pack to follow his lead as well.
It is not necessary. I do not mind the present
order. I may end up planning our battles but you will be leading
us. I will protect you with everything in me.
She looked at him with soft eyes. “I mind. I want
them to accept you as I have.”
His stomach clenched in response, his groin
thickening. But it was his heart that was most in danger. He drank
her in as he offered his wrist to Raja, the rich beauty of her, not
so much her physical body, but the light in her soul that shone
over his.
The silver alpha wolf looked at Ivory and then
obediently trotted over to Razvan and accepted the first feeding as
was his due. Razvan fed the big male, all the while keeping his
gaze locked on Ivory.
For so long he’d had nobody in his world, no one to
send him warmth, to make him smile, to care whether he lived or
died—and yet now there she was, sitting like some forest princess
in the middle of her unusual wolf pack, willing to share her life
with his, even if it was so he could aid her in destroying Xavier.
He would take that—he’d take any reason at all, as long as she
included him in her family.
“You are as essential to me as the air I breathe or
the soil we rest in.” He wanted her to know that he would have
chosen her no matter what their destiny had been. He wanted her to
know that because of her, the sacrifices in his life had been more
than worthwhile.
She shot him a look from under her thick lashes.
“You are my lifemate, my other half.”
He smiled at her, refusing to feel a sting at her
reminder. She didn’t have to feel the same way. “That is not what I
am saying to you. I am not asking for anything in return, Ivory. I
just felt it was important for you to know how I feel.”
The alphas were finished feeding from Ivory now and
the second pair took their place as the smallest ones fed on
Razvan. He was beginning to get a little dizzy. Ivory hadn’t been
kidding when she said they would wake up ravenous and would want to
bond with the ritual blood.
Ivory ducked her head and he saw her fingers curl
deeper into Gynger’s thick pelt. The tip of her tongue moistened
her bottom lip, drawing his immediate attention. He’d made her
nervous again, and that endeared his fierce warrior to him all the
more. She wasn’t the least bit comfortable talking about emotions.
The wolves pressing close to her and winding around their mates
seemed to give her the necessary impetus to answer him.
Her chin came up and her eyes reluctantly met his
briefly before her long lashes once again veiled them. “You mistake
my meaning.”
That was all he was going to get out of her, but it
was enough for him. The slow burn that started in his belly mixed
with the blaze of love in his heart, making for a potent
combination. He savored the feeling of wanting her. He had never
thought he would feel that for a woman. He abhorred the crimes his
body had committed and never thought to feel the powerful draw
between lifemates for himself, yet every moment in her company
strengthened his emotions for her and the urgent needs of his
body.
He knew, deep inside, a beast had been awakened by
this one woman. Only she could set that part of him free. Only she
could tame that wild part of his nature. He watched her fingers
move through the fur of the wolves and knew he wanted those same
fingers stroking his skin. He had kissed her in their shared dream
and he could taste her in his mouth, on his tongue, filling his
senses with the wild rain of her, the scent and taste of a new
storm washing the forest clean.
Laughing, amazed that he was alive and with her, he
reached for the change, let it take him, the wonderful wrenching of
muscle and bone, the stretch of tendons and sinew as his body bent
and changed, as his skin itched and then fur burst through, his own
luxurious pelt of black and silver, the markings distinct. His
muzzle was elongated, his mouth filled with teeth and the delicious
sense of freedom. His paws were large and moved over the snow and
ice easily as he circled around his mate, pushing playfully at her
with his nose.
The pack instantly pushed up against him, eager for
the run, tails up and swishing as they nudged their noses against
Ivory, wanting her to hurry.
“Okay, okay, you monsters,” she acquiesced,
laughing.
Through his wolf’s eyes, Razvan watched her embrace
the change, going to ground, the movement graceful and fast, so
that one moment she was standing tall, elegant and beautiful, and
in the next she was on all fours, a sleek, gorgeous wolf with a
silvery coat. There was no mistaking her eyes; they glowed a soft
amber as she looked at him, her mouth smiling.
The pack immediately went to her as they had done
to him, lowering their bodies in submission. She rubbed her body
along theirs, accepting their homage, and then the pack went crazy,
leaping around playfully, wagging tails held high, bowing toward
one another and then pouncing, rolling in the snow and coming up
laughing.
Razvan felt Ivory’s laughter and then she lifted
her head to the moon and howled for the sheer elation of it.
Laughing, he joined her, adding his voice, claiming the territory,
letting the pack sing their joyful music. The wild notes rang
through the trees, lifted to the stars and moon and then there was
silence as Ivory lifted her nose to scent the wind.
She took off running, streaking through the trees
with the pack close on her heels, and Razvan discovered the sheer
enjoyment of running in the pack. The wolf’s body was made for
running, the slight webbing between the toes allowing him to race
lightly and easily over the snow. Because the wolf walked on its
toes, he found his weight was evenly distributed, making the body
more efficient for running. Razvan loved the new form, reveling in
the way his muscles stretched and contracted as he loped along,
covering large amounts of ground, easily springing over fallen
logs.
All the while he ran, and the pack left evidence of
their passing through the glands on their feet, marking the trail
for one another and warning others away. At first Ivory set a fast
pace, running flat out, letting the pack feel their bodies again,
the flow of muscle, the wealth of information, the sound of the
forest. He could hear the water trickling below the ice and the way
the needles rustled in the snow-laden branches overhead as the wind
blew just hard enough to send the limbs swaying.
The scent of rabbit and fox was heavy, as well as
that of an abundance of other forest creatures, all shivering in
silence as the pack passed through their territories. Ivory swerved
left, away from the Carpathian village toward the caves and sacred
places the Carpathians used in their rituals. She didn’t want her
pack to run into any local wolves. As a rule she kept an uneasy
truce between her pack and any others they encountered, but for now
they were exercising their freedom and deserved to go unscathed
through any territory they chose.
She was proud of them for their roles in saving the
farmer and his family; at least, she hoped the little girl was
still alive. No one had told her one way or the other, although she
could understand why. They had all been amazed at the volume of
minerals and elements the earth had encased her and Razvan in, a
primordial mixture of everything needed to revitalize and repair
them. The earth had done so centuries earlier for her alone,
without the healing aid or blood of the Carpathians. It had been a
struggle to find enough blood to maintain life.
She had been nearly insane those long years, merely
existing without thought for anything but survival and, in the
intervening years, she had accepted her solitary life. Now, Razvan
ran beside her, his shoulder occasionally brushing hers, his heart
beating in rhythm with hers. Every step through the snow, winding
through the trees, fording a small, still-unfrozen river and
skirting ice edgings was so much more fun.
I forgot about fun.
And there was that. Mind to mind. She wasn’t alone
anymore and never would be again. Once Razvan had bound them
together she had merged her soul with his, her body with his, mind
and heart, until they were literally one in spirit. He had
experienced her life, just as she had experienced his. There was
nothing they could hide from one another. She didn’t know which was
worse, the psychological damage Xavier had inflicted on Razvan or
the torture. Once his aunts had turned him, she was certain that as
a Carpathian male, the worst would have been being used to breed
children for Xavier to consume. And also betraying his sister,
desperate to send her warnings, only to have Xavier corrupt each
message until the mage had nearly trapped her.
As she loped across a field of white, Ivory moved
closer to him, wanting to experience his first time as a wolf,
wanting to be the one to give him joyful memories to ease the worst
of his experiences. He stretched his neck and ran it along hers as
he moved, and she felt him move in her mind, surrounding her will
with warmth.
I am having the time of my life. I have never
had such fun. I am not certain I would have known how to have fun
without you showing me. I suppose one needs to have a companion to
share this kind of adventure with to really savor it.
She liked the way he thought. Mostly she just liked
his company. They played hide-and-seek in the trees and covered
each other in snow. At one point Raja initiated a strange game of
dog pile and Razvan seemed to be the one the wolves all leapt on,
rolling in the snow and down an embankment, with Ivory laughing at
him.
Razvan surged to his feet, reveling in the wolf’s
strength, shaking his body to loosen the snow clinging to his black
undercoat and the silver tips of his fur. Ivory leapt from the bank
and hit him with her shoulder, sending them both tumbling back down
the slope, rolling so that the ice crystals clung to their fur.
When they rose, they looked like two wolves carved of snow.
Razvan rubbed his body along Ivory’s, helping to
get the snow off before turning and directing the pack back toward
the Carpathian homes scattered throughout the forest. It was an
amazing feeling to have the entire pack follow him. Ivory was just
two or three paces behind, all of them trotting in ground-eating
silence. The wind was in his face, the night air singing to him,
smaller animals scurrying away to safety as he led the wolves
through the forest, giving the pack their due, knowing who ruled
there in that moment.
Both Ivory and Razvan needed to feed before they
went to their lair, and he was eager to go, to get out of
Carpathian territory. It was one thing to “see” his sister and
daughter from a distance, to be told he might have a second and
third daughter he knew nothing about. But to face them and watch
them judge him—that was much more difficult.
It matters little to us, Razvan. I know who you
are. And I know what is in your heart and soul. If they choose to
look at you with suspicion . . .
As they should, he reminded gently, hearing
the protective note in her voice. But it warmed him that she did
know his heart and soul. She knew him better than anyone else, and
if he was strictly honest, he had to admit that having one person
in the world know what his life had been, what his sacrifices were,
mattered.
You are a miracle, Ivory. It is good to know
there is one person who holds my true life in her memories. Why
did it matter so much now, when he had accepted for so long that he
was branded traitor, criminal, most despised and despicable
Carpathian on the face of the earth. Just the thought that Ivory
might believe he had bred children for the sole purpose of using
their blood to feed his longevity made him ill.
Do not, Razvan. I have shared all of your life,
even the most hazy of your memories. Whatever your body was
directed to do, it was not your spirit, the essence of who you are,
that allowed it to happen.
He had to concede she was right. But my choices
led to him using my body.
I have come to believe that fate hands us our
destiny. Maybe I needed to endure the things in my life to be
worthy of traveling by your side. Maybe you needed to endure your
life in order to fulfill a great destiny. What we did shaped us and
honed us into what we are now.
And what she was—was everything. He turned his face
from hers, hiding his eyes as he continued up the trail leading to
the prince’s home. There was so much emotion in him for her that he
didn’t dare let her see, afraid of scaring her. She was so fragile
when it came to accepting actual love. He tasted the word on his
tongue, found it belonged in his heart. Yes, he was in love with
his lifemate, and the emotion grew stronger with every minute spent
in her company.
Razvan lifted his head and sent a questing call to
the prince, announcing the presence of the pack. He knew Raven, the
prince’s lifemate, was pregnant and close to delivery. The entire
Carpathian people anticipated the event and, no doubt, so did
Xavier. That alone would make some of them suspicious about the
timing of Razvan’s appearance. It was best if they paid their
respects and left as quickly and as quietly as possible.
Do you think Xavier will make a move against the
prince’s child?
I have no doubt, especially if the child is
male. Razvan considered it carefully. He will have to make
his move. He hates the Dubrinsky family above all else. They
represent the power of an immortal race.
We can be killed, Ivory pointed out. As
such we are not truly immortal.
When Xavier looks in the mirror, his flesh is
rotting off the bone, and he looks at you, what do you think he
wants? He stays alive now only by the blood of others, and yet
every day he is slipping more and more. The blood cannot change his
rotting brain. His entire life he has fought to defeat that family.
He must do so now.
Then we must be ready for him. This might be our
chance, Razvan, but we will need time to prepare for the
battle. There was not so much eagerness as purpose in Ivory’s
voice.
That is probably why the master vampire was in
the area. He searches for Xavier.
She drew in her breath sharply, skidding to a halt
there in the deep forest. Razvan stopped immediately and turned
back to her, shifting to his normal form. She followed his example,
unknowing that her face was as pale as the snow beneath their
feet.
“What is it?”
His voice was gentle. His eyes were gentle.
Everything about him was, except for his strength, that deep,
abiding, relentless strength that meant he would never stop. He
didn’t put his arm around her to comfort her—she would have pulled
away. He simply put one hand on her shoulder and looked her
straight in the eye, questioning. Not once did he invade to demand
an answer. He stood there, simply looking at her, waiting for her
to confide in him. She found him irresistible.
“As you know, Sergey was my brother. Long ago, in
another time, he was my brother, yet he joined our greatest enemy.
The very man who had me torn apart. He became the very thing that
Xavier used to chop me into pieces and scatter me to the wolves.
They laughed, Razvan. I can still hear them sometimes when I first
awaken from beneath the soil. I tell myself he is not my brother,
but it was my brother who made this choice. He wanted to
become vampire. He chose to go into league with Xavier. He
did these things not to avenge me, but for power. Because my
brothers believed the Carpathian people should follow them. They
want power.”
She didn’t want that knowledge to hurt anymore. She
wasn’t that same naïve young woman who adored her brothers and
believed the best of everyone. She knew Prince Vlad had sent her to
Xavier’s school, not to help her but to get her out of his son’s
sight. She looked at Razvan, unaware of the tears in her eyes. “It
still hurts.”
This time he did pull her close in that same
gentle, slow way. He wrapped his arms around her and pressed her
face into his shoulder and just stood, silently offering her
comfort. She thought his compassion might diminish her somehow, but
it only filled her with warmth and steadied her as nothing else
could. She wasn’t that young girl anymore, but she wasn’t alone
either. She had Razvan, and somehow he fit her like a second
skin.
“I am all right,” she whispered, pressing a kiss
along his neck. The blood pounded there, calling to her. Her body
stirred restlessly and she felt the instant answering heat of his.
“It was a momentary weakness, passed now.”
“Not weakness, fél ku kuuluaak sívam
belső—beloved. You are supposed to feel whatever you can.
Regret, sorrow, pain, even betrayal. There is reason for sadness in
that, for the loss of a loved one. Grief. You do not dwell on these
things, but you must feel them. It is part of life.”
She sent him a small smile, pressed one last kiss
against his neck just to feel his warmth and take in his masculine
scent. She stood there, her body leaning into his, her face buried
against his throat, and she knew she could face anything with him.
“We certainly can say all those things have been part of our
lives,” she agreed, forcing a briskness into her voice to cover the
emotion that threatened to spill over as she stepped away from
him.
His fingers curled around her arm, slid down to her
wrist and remained there like a bracelet. She couldn’t look at him,
not when her heart was so full. She felt silly and shy and out of
her comfort zone. No one had touched her with such disarming
tenderness. No one looked at her with such desire or love. She
could only handle so much attention after being alone for
centuries.
He cupped her chin in his palm and forced her head
up, waiting until her long lashes lifted the veil over her eyes and
their gazes locked together. She felt the rush of heat, like a drug
pouring through her veins.
“You are a very dangerous man, Dragonseeker,” she
whispered.
His slow smile set off a burn, low and sinfully
wicked.
“That is just as well, warrior woman, as you are
the most dangerous woman I know.” There was gentle amusement in his
voice. And pure velvet heat.
He leaned his head down toward hers, taking his
time in that slow, measured way he had. The way she knew he would
stroke her skin. The way he touched her with the pads of his
fingers, so light, but savoring, a slow burn that spread until the
fire raged out of control, refusing to be dampened or
extinguished.
She could feel her body tightening. Her breasts
aching. Her womb spasming. His breath was warm and male. She
couldn’t close her eyes. She watched his face change as he came
closer and closer to her. The way he looked, those worn lines
softening, the wonder on his face and the building hunger in his
eyes. She could see his long lashes, thick and full, the only
really feminine thing about him, when his body was all hard muscle
and strong, broad bones.
His breath took hers. Exchanged. He breathed for
her. In her. He took her over, with that same slow, measured stroke
of his mind. And then his lips were on hers and a heat wave rushed
over her. White lightning streaked in her veins, electricity
sizzled and snapped over her skin until she was lost, drowning in
the pure fire of his kiss.
Ivory didn’t know how it happened, but she found
herself with her arms circling his neck and her mouth fused to his,
her body pressing close. She felt a shudder run through his body,
and hers trembled in answer. She wanted to stay there, just like
that, in that perfect moment, with happiness and hunger singing
through her veins. She tried to quench the desire rising like a
tidal wave, swamping her, but there was no way to stop the rising
need.
His lips left hers and trailed seductively from the
corner of her mouth to her chin, to her throat; a burning fire at
the swell of her breast. She felt the scrape of his teeth and she
moaned, the sound breathy and a little desperate. His tongue
swirled over the soft mound. Her breath caught in her throat.
Another sound escaped. Her fingers fisted in his glorious hair as
his teeth sank deep and the erotic pain burst into a swelling
pleasure that spread through her body faster than lightning strikes
to settle into a throbbing beat pulsing between her legs.
She wound one leg around his and cradled his head,
trying not to cry at the pleasure crashing through her. He savored
the taste of her like a fine wine, not gulping or tearing, but
drawing the essence of her life and the exotic flavor of her into
him slowly. His hands slid down her back and pressed her hips
forward so that she could feel him hard and hot against her. Just
as she thought she might drown completely, or sob and plead with
him to complete their bonding, his tongue swept over the
pinpricks.
His breathing was ragged, his eyes hot and a little
wild. He simply tore his shirt open and pressed the back of her
head with his hand. His fingers curled into a fist, bunching her
silken braid, holding her against him, her mouth over the tempting
sound of his heart. His blood ebbed and flowed, beckoning, a
terrible temptation she couldn’t resist.
She nuzzled against the heavy muscle of his chest,
loving the feel of his strength and the depth of his response to
her touch. With deliberate intent she stroked her tongue over his
pounding pulse, wanting that Zen-like calm to go up in flames. She
needed to know—absolutely know—that he not only wanted but needed
her with the same growing intensity that she did him. She couldn’t
be alone in this desperate need.
His hand pressed her head closer, a silent command
to take his offering. She did another slow swirl of her tongue just
to hear that deep male groan, to feel the jump of his pulse and the
hammering of his heart. She let the fire take her, sweeping up
through her feminine channel to her belly and breasts, while her
teeth lengthened and she drew the scent of him into her
lungs.
He whispered something low and guttural, the sound
more important to her than the words. His fingers were magical in
her hair and against her scalp, the nape of her neck, and one hand
swept over her buttocks, pressing tightly as he half lifted her.
The strength in his body matched that of his will and she couldn’t
help the feminine thrill at the feeling of his hardness against her
softness.
She took a breath, savoring the moment of exquisite
lust wrapped with terrible love so sharp it pierced her heart. Then
she sank her teeth into his body, connecting them in the way of
lifemates. Richness spilled into her. Every cell soaked him up,
took him inside. The taste of him burst against her tongue like
fizzing bubbles.
Razvan gave another throaty moan, even sexier than
the first one, the sound vibrating through her body, adding to the
swirling mix of emotions welling up with her physical reaction to
him. He moved her like no other could, getting under her skin and
into her bones and now, the addictive taste of him nearly made her
lose all perspective. She needed him, right there in the middle of
nowhere with snow on the ground.
Not our first time. Our first time together I
want to have hours with you, not a few minutes with our pack
surrounding us and with danger at every turn.
Even his denying her was sexy. The velvet voice,
the slow heat, the stark need he didn’t try to hide from her. She
let herself take one last taste and then she swept her tongue
across the pinpricks and simply stood, letting his strength hold
her up when her entire body was trembling.
“You are right,” she said with regret.
“We need to go home soon.” He whispered the words
in her ear.
She liked the sound of that. More, she loved the
husky note in his voice that told her he was every bit as shaken as
she was. For an answer, she circled his neck with her arms and just
held him, just absorbed him into her.
The pack grew restless, circling them and nudging
at their legs in inquiry. Ivory found herself smiling. “The
children are growing impatient, as children do.”
To her consternation his hand slid down to her
abdomen and rested there, fingers splayed wide. “You will look so
beautiful with our child in you, should we ever manage to destroy
our enemy.”
Ivory had never considered the possibility of a
child. Her entire life had been devoted to one thing—ridding the
world of an evil monster. The idea that she might have a lifemate
and a child, that she could someday live with a semblance of
normalcy, shocked her. She wasn’t entirely certain she could handle
it.
Razvan laughed softly and leaned down to feather
his lips lightly over hers. “Do not worry, my little warrior. There
will never be normal for either of us, but we will make our own
rules and our life will suit us just fine.”
“Let’s get this done then,” Ivory said.