No."
She let the scroll roll up with a snap and
kicked a nettle with her foot, sending it bouncing toward Konowa
and forcing him to turn over onto his side. He winced with pain as
tiny flashes of light popped and winked before his eyes. Despite
the fresh reminder of his ravaged rib cage, he noticed for the
first time that she wore delicate-looking sandals of woven green
grass revealing portions of her slender brown feet.
She couldn't have walked far at
all in those, he realized. "You will report to
the nearest encampment at once," she said as if speaking to a
slightly dull child. "Besides, we'll be safer with the army than
out here in the forest with those extinct creatures around."
He ignored the bait, focusing instead on the
fact that there was no tremble in her voice, no hint of fear at
all. Not even the sound of a bone snapping flustered her as Jir
tore through a rakke's pelvis. Perhaps, he conceded,
what they say about women is true:
They are tougher.
"Is the army near?" Konowa asked.
"They were three days by horse to the south,
on the other side of the Jhubbuvore," she said, naming a river
Konowa vaguely remembered crossing years earlier. "But that was
over a week ago. Where they are now I do not know. We should start
at once—you are clearly in no condition to fight off any more of
those beasts."
A tree cracked just outside the clearing.
Konowa jumped to his feet so fast it felt as
if he broke another rib. He stumbled to his musket and picked it
up, spinning in a slow circle as he searched the edges of the
clearing. Jir raised his muzzle from the inside of a rakke and
growled in response.
"What is it?" the woman whispered, the
wicked-looking dagger magically reappearing in her right hand.
"There were four rakkes," Konowa said,
pointing the muzzle of the musket at the bodies, "but we only
killed three."
"Surely your bengar killed it somewhere
nearby," the woman said, gesturing at Jir, who was looking
questioningly at Konowa.
Turning to Jir, Konowa made a clenched fist
then threw his arm out and opened his hand wide. "Hunt," he
commanded. The animal rumbled a deep sound and disappeared into the
forest in a single bound.
"Will he find it?" she asked, coming to stand
next to Konowa even as she wrinkled her nose.
Konowa kept his eyes on the trees, but was
very aware of her presence beside him. Heat roiled off her like the
open door of a smithy's furnace. Then again, it might have been the
pain of his rib cage.
"Maybe, maybe not. If that thing didn't look
back it could be a long way from here." He spotted his cartridge
pouch on the ground and walked over to it, deciding he'd better
reload while he could.
"You're not like any messenger I've ever seen
before," he remarked while gingerly ramming a new charge and ball
into the musket.
The woman's eyes narrowed and the stiletto
flashed as she twirled it in her hand.
"Messenger? I am Visyna Tekoy, daughter of
Almak Tekoy, governor of Hijlla Province and supplier to Her
Majesty's Imperial Army and the Outer Territories Trading Company
in these lands."
"Ah, so your father's a sutler then?"
"A sutler! Do I look like the daughter of some
rag and bone merchant?"
Konowa took a quick moment to run his eyes
over her again. "Indeed you don't. Well, now, seeing as we've
established how your father supports Her Majesty's troops, fair
lady, pray tell in what manner do you service them?"
Visyna's retort remained unspoken as Jir
suddenly leaped back into the clearing. He sniffed the air for a
moment and stretched, sheathing and unsheathing great curving claws
that reflected the starlight with lethal intent. When he was
finished he walked over to where they were standing and lifted a
hind leg.
Visyna yelled in protest, quickly stepping out
of the way and into Konowa's arms.
"It means he likes you," he said. He reached
over and patted Jir on the head. The bengar began to purr and
Konowa relaxed; the fourth rakke was long gone.
"It's disgusting," she retorted.
Konowa nodded and took a deep breath of her
dark hair, grimacing with the effort. He imagined it was
wonderfully perfumed, but the lingering odor of the skunk dragon
and Jir's enthusiastic attempts to make half the known lands his
own defeated the exercise.
"I think you can let go now," she said. "Your
musket is digging into me." "That's not my musket," Konowa replied,
brandishing the weapon in his right hand in front of her while he
kept his left around her waist. He pulled her a little closer. "You
know, I did save your life tonight. In some parts, that sort of
thing engenders a certain amount of…gratitude."
Visyna stilled at the suggestion.
She's not so high and mighty after
all, Konowa thought, suddenly concerned that
she might actually take him up on what had been no more than a
bluff. A year in the forest or not, he was in no condition for
that. Visyna
turned around in his arm and faced him, her lips only inches from
his. He was still wondering what they'd taste like when her fist
slammed into his stomach, sitting him squarely on his backside.
"You filthy pig! I am no harlot! And you, sir,
are no officer."
Tears streamed down Konowa's face as he gasped
for breath and then he laughed, despite the pain.
"You're right there, m'lady. I'm no officer,
not anymore." He picked himself up from the ground for the second
time that night. He hurt from head to toe and suddenly there was
nothing even remotely funny about anything. "You take that piece of
parchment with you the next time you use the powder room, because
that's all it's good for. The elf on that scroll no longer
exists."
"You really are him, aren't you," Visyna said
quietly. "You were the one who killed the Viceroy to save your
people, and ours." She reached out a hand to touch his ruined left
ear, but Konowa pulled away.
"You think I'm a hero? Do heroes end up exiled
in a bloody forest? No, my lady, you have it all wrong. I am one of
the dyskara,
the tainted ones marked by the Shadow Monarch. Just good enough to
fight for the Empire, but never, ever to be trusted." A year of
bitter resentment flared up. "Be afraid, my lady. Molten ore flows
through my veins and daisies are poison to me. I live in caves like
dwarven folk and eat raw meat off the bone." He ignored her crossed
arms and scrunched-up nose and pressed on, needing to vent his
anger at someone. "You see before you a spiritual descendant of the
Shadow Monarch, the Horra
Rikfa—oath breaker, the forsaker of the
forest, delver of the deep magic long ago lost to this world. Fear
me, O pure and righteous one. I was marked by Her, ruler of the
High Forest where trees grow in unnatural and vile ways, and elves
have little patience for asinine conversations."
"Jarahta
Mysor!" she yelled, swinging back her hand as
if to slap him.
"Easy there, my lady, no need for that kind of
language." As fast as the anger had come, it bled away. He tried a
smile, but she wasn't having it. "You have no idea what it's like
to suffer under the foolishness of myths and legends. I left the
Hyntaland to get away from all of that, but it follows me around
like a plague."
"Myths and legends?" she asked, shaking her
head. "They
don't look like either," she said, pointing to the dead rakkes.
"No, they don't, but it doesn't matter. You
wouldn't understand."
"Really now?" Visyna said, her voice sharp,
her eyes flashing. "The story of the elf-witch across the ocean is
well known even here. The Empire brought more than oppression to my
people, it also brought stories of the Zargul Iraxa, as we call Her, Seeker
of the Darkness." She appeared to struggle for control of herself,
then spoke again in a quieter voice. "Your ancestors forged a bond
with the Wolf Oaks. They learned to harness the Wolf Oak's great
power, using it to care for the natural order."
"I know the legend," Konowa said, sighing.
"Have you seen this forest realm of the Shadow
Monarch?"
Konowa carefully let out a breath in
exasperation. "No, I mean, yes, but it's just a bunch of
trees."
"You went up there, then?"
Konowa wanted to say yes to end this
conversation, but looking into her eyes he found himself suddenly
unable to lie. "No, no one goes up there, but that doesn't mean the
legend is true…entirely."
Visyna made a face then looked back at the
rakkes. "And these creatures?"
"I honestly don't know," Konowa said,
realizing just how true that was. How did they know his name?
"Maybe She did send them after me, or," he said, suspicion flaring
in his mind, "maybe She sent them after someone else."
Visyna's mouth formed a perfect O. "Me? You're
mad. Clearly, some elves can be in the forest too long."
He took a step toward her. "My senses are
clear enough to know something here doesn't make sense. How is it
you just happen to have a scroll calling me back to service?"
"There are those who believe you can be of
service again. Many of my people consider you a hero for what you
did," she said, a note of admiration grudgingly modulating her
voice.
"That still doesn't explain you."
Visyna looked as if she might take a swing at
him, then relaxed. "Despite what you think, elves aren't the only
people in tune with the natural world. I have…a gift, for finding
things, so I was sent out to look for you."
"Alone?" Konowa asked, refusing to believe any
of this.
"Not alone," she said quietly, lowering her
eyes. "We were attacked by those things and I was captured, and you
know the rest."
Konowa was certain that he didn't, not by a
long cannon shot, but he decided to leave it alone for the
moment.
"By the way, what did you call me there a
moment ago? I haven't heard that one before."
Visyna pursed her lips.
"Jarahta
Mysor. It means bloodless shadow."
Konowa shrugged.
"A being without soul," she said, "an elf not
of the natural world. You carry weapons forged in fire, were marked
by Her, and serve the Empire that oppresses my people. You have
forsaken your destiny and have turned your back on the
ruarmana."
Konowa gave her a questioning look.
"Trees. They are the bridge between the sky
and earth. Only trees reach both up to the heavens and down into
the bones of the land." Visyna brushed another strand of hair from
her face and stared at him with intense curiosity. "What is
your native
name for them?"
"Lumber."
Visyna's eyes flashed with anger. "You are
more iron than elf!"
He held up his hands for a truce. "Look, as
scintillating as our conversation is, perhaps we could save it for
another time?" The pain in his ribs was now a steady throbbing that
threatened to pound him right into the ground. "Who knows what
other beasties besides rakkes are out here, and I don't want to be
around when they smell all this."
Visyna looked as if she wanted to say a lot
more, but held her tongue and began to pick up Konowa's belongings
from the ground, careful to avoid any made of metal.
Konowa watched for a moment, then put the
remnants of his uniform back on, grabbed those items she wouldn't
touch, and tramped straight into the forest without looking to see
if she would follow. He knew Jir would come along when he was done
eating.
After several minutes he took a quick look
over his shoulder and was surprised to see her only a couple of
paces behind him. She moved with the assuredness of an elf of the
Long Watch. Konowa wondered just what would make a woman so clearly
enamored of nature serve the Empire, the largest single destructive
force in the world. He chose not to dwell on his own reasons; he
was in enough pain as it was.
It didn't take long for Konowa to realize he
was hopelessly lost. Chances of finding his hut tonight were as
remote as the chances of his figuring out just where this day had
gone so terribly, horribly wrong. Only this morning he had had the
forest to himself, with just Jir and the damn bugs for company.
Now he didn't know what to think about
anything.
The reappearance of extinct creatures, Her
extinct creatures, speaking one's name, along with a royal decree
also with one's name, had a way of changing one's outlook on
life.
Looking back to see that Visyna was still
close behind, he pushed on through the trees, holding his ribs and
cursing each step. He consoled himself that if this was the worst
life could throw at him, things could only get better from
here.
Konowa chose to believe that lie for as long
as he could. He succeeded for an entire day.