ζ
I was running out of the dungeon almost before the
priest had spoken, out past the blank ranks of lamplit slaves, up
the twisted steps, and into the mercy of the cool air in the
courtyard above. There were shouts and footsteps behind me but I
did not care: I had held the assassin in my arms only hours ago,
had saved him from an almost certain death. I looked about at the
great columns enclosing me like a giant cage, and realised I did
not even know my way out of the palace.
‘Where did you take him?’
I spun around to see Sigurd emerging from the stair
behind me. He was breathing heavily, though still could hold his
axe with a single hand.
‘To a monastery.’ I hesitated, suddenly thinking
what he might do to the boy who had tried to kill the Emperor. Of
course a murderer deserved death – but I had saved his life, and I
had not shaken the soldier’s superstition that you buy a man’s life
only with a small piece of your own.
‘Which monastery?’ Sigurd demanded. ‘Christ! The
boy might already be gone. There’s no time.’
‘The monastery of Saint Andrew. In the Sigma
district.’
‘Follow me.’
His armour jangling like shackles, he led me at a
run through the corridors of the palace. The scribes and noblemen
we passed stared but said nothing; no guards challenged us. Doors
opened before us as if by some unseen hand, and sometimes it seemed
that a room which I had seen cast in darkness as we approached was
bathed in light when we arrived. Then the lamps became scarcer, the
stairs steeper. There was little life in this part of the palace,
and that, mostly furtive-faced slaves scurrying past with their
eyes cast down. I hastened to keep close to Sigurd.
At length the columns and marble floors gave out
and we came into a low tunnel. Sigurd nodded to the brick vaults
above our heads.
‘The hippodrome.’
We passed under it in silence, our footsteps mute
on the sandy floor. There was a gate at the end and Sigurd had the
key: beyond it I could hear sounds of life, of laughter and labour,
and smell the warm odour of horses.
‘Hipparch!’ bellowed Sigurd. ‘Hipparch! We need two
horses, saddled and bridled.’
‘Late for your mistress again?’ A tall man,
elegantly dressed, stepped into the square of the stable
yard.
‘At least I have a woman, you horse-fucker.’ Sigurd
clapped him on the shoulder. ‘But she will have to wait.’
The hipparch raised his eyebrows. ‘So urgent? I
have two mounts awaiting the logothete’s dispatches.’
‘Then the dispatches can wait too. Send a boy to
the chamberlain and tell him we’ve gone to the monastery of Saint
Andrew, in Sigma.’ A thought struck him. ‘You can ride, can you,
Demetrios?’
I could, although galloping a horse bred for the
imperial post through the darkening streets of the megapolis was
not something I was practised in. It taxed all my luck and
concentration merely staying upright on the beast, and it was a
mercy that with the day ending the crowds were gone, and that the
emerging watchmen had the wit to retreat into the arcades as Sigurd
and I thundered past.
We arrived at the monastery, Sigurd sliding off his
horse and crossing swiftly to the gates. They were locked, but the
butt of his axe-shaft was soon pounding out notice of our arrival
loud enough to reach the ears of the dead in the distant
necropolis.
A small door set within the gate cracked open a
finger’s breadth.
‘Who’s there?’ Suspicion and fear had driven all
trace of sleep from the speaker’s mouth.
‘Sigurd, captain of Varangians and guardian of
Emperors. You keep a boy with you who I need to see.’ Sigurd
shouted the words like a challenge in the arena.
The monk, to my surprise, found sufficient moral
indignation to resist.
‘The monastery is closed for contemplation and
prayer. You may return in the morning. No-one passes the gate
during the hours of darkness.’
‘I have almost lamed two of the logothete’s finest
horses to come here.’ Sigurd was working himself into a powerful
frenzy. ‘I will not now sit on your doorstep.’ Without warning, he
lifted his boot and slammed it into the wooden door; there was a
yelp of pain as it swung inwards.
We stepped through, Sigurd scraping his shoulders
on the frame. Inside a monk was rubbing a bruised shoulder, and
cursing us with words that no man of God should know, but we
ignored him as I led the way across the courtyard to the arched
doorway where I had left the boy. Forestalling Sigurd’s axe, I
knocked.
‘One day your patience will betray you,’ Sigurd
fretted as we waited in the cold darkness. ‘If this doctor’s in
there, let me call him out.’
‘One day you’ll knock down the wrong door,’ I told
him, ‘and find so many enemies your axe will be blunted before you
can kill all of them.’
Sigurd shrugged. ‘Then I’ll beat their heads in
with the haft.’
‘And leave another to clean their wounds.’
We both looked to the door, which had silently
opened to reveal the woman doctor to whom I’d entrusted the boy.
She held a candle, and wore only a long woollen shift which left
her arms and feet entirely bare. There were rises in the fabric
where her nipples pressed against it: the sight of them stirred
something within me, but the look on her face was of pure
anger.
‘What do you mean by hammering down the monastery
gates at this hour, and then calling me from my work? If you must
profane the laws of God, you might at the least respect the
business of healing.’
‘We seek the boy who was brought here this
morning,’ said Sigurd, before I could offer an apology. ‘Is he
here?’
She gazed at him contemptuously, while my heart
raced to hear the answer. Had we come so close, only to be denied
our prize by my compassion?
She tossed her head. ‘He’s here. He could hardly
have left. He cannot stand, let alone walk. At the moment he
sleeps.’
‘We must see him. Immediately.’ Sigurd’s voice was
heavy with menace. ‘We come on palace business.’
Two flames were reflected back in the doctor’s dark
eyes. ‘The Emperor himself cannot raise a sick boy to health simply
by his command. The boy is feverish and delirious. At the moment he
is sleeping, and that is probably the most wholesome thing he has
done in a month. Unless you are the man who sliced so deeply into
his leg, you would tremble to wake him.’
‘Lady, I am the man who stopped the Bulgar
from killing him.’ Sigurd’s voice was loud now, and he stepped
forward so that he almost touched her. She was minute before him,
like Andromeda beneath the Kraken, but she did not waver.
‘No,’ she said. ‘While the boy sleeps, you
wait.’
‘What if he escapes by the back door?’ Sigurd was
in retreat, now, but he would not surrender until he was
satisfied.
‘There is no back door, Captain – only two high
windows through which you would struggle to fit your forearm. Good
night.’ And blowing out the candle, she left us in darkness. On the
far side of the door I heard a bolt shoot home.
Sigurd stood very still, staring at his axe where
it caught the moonlight.
‘You can’t chop your way in,’ I warned wearily. I
sat down on the step and leaned my back against the base of a
column. ‘And the boy won’t move. What can we do but wait?’
Sigurd clearly had many ideas, but with a reluctant
growl he at last laid his weapon on the stone floor and made a seat
beside it.
‘We don’t move,’ he warned me. ‘And we don’t sleep.
Anyone who comes out of that door before dawn will find my axe
through their throat.’
I did not ask what would happen to me if I failed
to stay awake.
I hesitated to talk with Sigurd after that, but
when half an hour had passed in silence I risked the hope that the
chill air would have numbed his anger a little.
‘Your zeal in defence of the Emperor is like
something out of legend,’ I said quietly, thinking he could ignore
me if he chose. ‘No wonder he prizes his Varangians so
highly.’
‘Only the English.’ Sigurd stared moodily at his
fist. ‘There were others in the guard, Rus and Danes and their
sort, but he expelled them because he could not trust them.’
‘Why the English?’ I was genuinely curious: to me
one fair-headed barbarian giant seemed much like another.
Sigurd grunted. ‘Because the English are the only
men who will hate the Emperor’s enemies as if they were his own. I
will tell you. Fifteen years ago, at a battle near Dyrrachium, the
Normans trapped a company of Varangians in a church. At first they
offered gold, and riches, if the English would desert the Emperor
and join them in battle, for they knew of our fame in war, but the
Varangians refused. Then they grew angry, and threatened to
slaughter them to the last man if they did not surrender, but still
the English defied them. So at last they set fire to the holy
sanctuary where they had sought refuge, and razed it to the ground.
Not one man escaped. We would rather the Normans burn us alive than
surrender to them. That is how deep the hatred goes.’
‘But why? Why leave wives as widows, when they
could have been safely ransomed after the battle?’
Sigurd leaned forward. ‘Because the Normans killed
our king and stole our country. Their bastard duke tricked and lied
his way onto our throne, then laid the land waste.’
‘When was this?’ He spoke with such a savagery that
it could have been yesterday.
‘Thirty years ago. But we do not forget.’
‘You would have been a child thirty years ago, no
more than five or six years old. The same as me.’
A sound from the door behind us broke off our
conversation. Before I could even turn my head Sigurd was on his
feet and lifting his axe, poised to strike. I had a flash of panic
that he would behead some innocent monk attending a call of nature,
but it was not a monk, nor yet the boy escaping: it was the doctor.
She had wrapped a stola around her shoulders, covering the
indecency of her shift, and held two steaming clay bowls in her
hands. Had it been me, I thought, I would probably have dropped
them in the face of a lowering Varangian, but she simply set them
down on the floor before us.
‘Soup,’ she said. ‘I thought you might be cold. I
did not want to find a pair of obstinate men with frostbite in the
morning.’
Sigurd resumed his seat, and we tipped the hot food
eagerly down our throats. The lady stood over us, watching, until
we had wiped the bowls clean with the bread she gave us. To my
surprise, she did not then retreat inside with them; instead she
smoothed her skirts under her legs and seated herself on the steps
between us.
‘It’s cold out here,’ I warned, my clouded breath
illustrating my words.
‘Indeed,’ she agreed. ‘Too cold for two men to sit
here all night keeping an unconscious cripple from wandering out of
his bed.’
‘We do not merely guard against his escape. There
are men out there who would ensure he never left his bed again, if
they could reach him.’
‘And what do you want with him then?’ she
pressed. ‘To offer him prayers to speed his recovery?’
‘Justice,’ said Sigurd harshly.
‘Tell me, how did you come to be a doctor?’ I
interrupted, hurriedly pushing the conversation into less
contentious grounds. ‘And in a community of monks at that? I am
Demetrios,’ I added, aware that none of our unruly meetings had yet
yielded an introduction. ‘This is Sigurd.’
‘I am Anna. And I am a doctor care of a wise father
and a crass lover. My father taught me to read and learn the
knowledge of the ancients – the texts of Galen and Aristotle. My
lover, to whom I was betrothed, chose to abandon the marriage at
the last minute. After that humiliation, none would marry me, so
after the tears I chose this profession. I had friends who had
suffered at the hands of incompetent surgeons, men who knew no more
of a woman’s body than of a camel’s. I thought I could do
better.’
She pressed her palms together, and in the
moonlight I saw that despite her cloak she was shivering.
‘Do you think me shameless?’ she asked. ‘Telling
near strangers my intimate history?’ She leaned forward. ‘I see a
dozen patients a day, and every one of them asks me my story. You
grow used to it.’
‘You could tell them you were inspired by the
example of Saint Lucilla,’ suggested Sigurd gruffly.
Anna laughed. ‘Perhaps that would have been easier.
As for the monks, their typikon commands them to provide a
hospice with doctors who can minister to all the sexes. Usually
there are two of us, but my colleague died last spring and they
have not replaced him. So I do the work of two.’
I nodded. ‘And is that better than marriage?’
Again she laughed. ‘Mostly. Sometimes men propose
it, but it is hard to be stirred by a man when you have searched
the contents of his bowels for evil humours. The monks, of course,
fear that I will pollute their thoughts, and keep their distance as
much as they can.’
Probably they thought her a perfect succubus,
hovering in their tormented dreams, but I did not say so.
‘And what of you?’ she asked. ‘The strange man who
brings me dying youths in the morning, and demands them back in the
evening. Do you work for the Emperor, like your companion?’
‘I work for myself,’ I said stoutly.
‘No man works for himself.’ I was surprised by the
force of her statement. ‘Men work for greed, or for love, or for
vengeance or for shame.’
‘Then I must work for greed, I suppose. And for
other men’s revenge.’ I thought on this. ‘In this case, the
Emperor’s.’
‘And how, Demetrios, did you become the angel of
the Emperor’s vengeance?’
I gestured to the monastic walls around us. ‘I
started in a place much like this, a monastery in Isauria. My
parents sent me.’
‘Did the life of a novice agree with you?’
‘The food was plentiful, and regular. I had a taste
for butter, which my parents could not provide, so I stayed.’
‘But not forever?’
I shook my head. ‘When I was fifteen I ran away to
join the army. I wanted to kill Turks and Ishmaelites.’
‘And did you?’
‘No. The generals were too busy using their armies
against each other, trying to put themselves on the imperial
throne. The only chance I had to kill Turks was when we fought a
lord who had hired them as mercenaries. I did not want to die with
an arrow in my throat because our noble families had carried their
feuds across the empire, so I went to work for myself. At least I
could choose my causes. A merchant hired me to guard him and I
failed, so to save my reputation I found his killers and killed
them myself. Then I discovered others needed similar
services.’
‘So you were a bounty hunter?’
‘Yes,’ I admitted. ‘Not a proud occupation, but a
lucrative one. And as my name spread and my clients grew more
illustrious, the burden of the work moved from exacting revenge to
revealing the guilty. Clerks who stole from their masters, uncles
who abducted their nieces and held them hostage, sons who killed
their fathers for the inheritance.’
‘And how did your wife view your profession?’
I looked up sharply. ‘What of my wife?’
‘What of the ring on your finger?’
She pointed to my right hand, where I still wore
the thin lover’s band I had first put on sixteen years ago. I had
been nineteen, flushed with love and excitement and the weight of
my first-earned coins in my pocket: I had insisted we go to the
grandest goldsmith on the Mesi, though all my new riches afforded
only the least of his jewellery. Later I found that he had swindled
me even of that, that it was merely a cheap alloy coated with gold,
but by then it was on my finger and I was too proud to take it off.
Even now.
‘My wife is dead. She died seven years ago,
haemorrhaging from her womb.’
Unexpectedly, Anna reached over and took my hand in
hers, stroking it softly. ‘I’m sorry. I should not pry.’
‘You wouldn’t know where not to pry if you didn’t
ask,’ I said struggling with the calm and discomfort I felt in her
touch. There was a stab of disappointment when she let go.
‘Besides,’ I said. ‘I’m speaking too much.’ That
was a rare complaint, but – like the touch of her hands – I was
finding it at once unnatural and relieving. There was something
about this woman’s confidence that invited confession. ‘Sigurd must
be bored hearing me prattle about my past.’
We both looked over to him, and Anna stifled a
giggle. It seemed I had indeed bored the Varangian, so much so that
he lay with his head against the column, fast asleep.
I thought Anna would be cold, or tired, but she
made no move to leave; we talked on through the night in hushed
voices, until at length even my eyes began to drift closed. The
pauses between my sentences lengthened, and once it was only a
playful slap on my knee that kept me from joining Sigurd in the
world of dreams. Anna stood, stretching her arms above her so that
her body pressed tight against her cloak.
‘I should sleep,’ she said. ‘There will be other
patients to see tomorrow, as well as the boy. There is a spare bed
in the infirmary if you want to come in out of the cold,
Demetrios.’
Though there was not the least implication of
lewdness in her plain words, I still blushed.
‘What about Sigurd?’ I asked.
Anna leaned over and put the back of her hand
against his cheek. ‘He’s warm enough.’
‘He comes from a frozen island at the edge of the
world.’ I wondered why I stiffened when I saw her touch his face.
‘He probably grew up in castles built of ice.’
‘I’ll lay a few more blankets over him. He’ll come
inside if he wakes up cold.’
Anna left me in the infirmary, having assured me
that there were no lepers or plague-ridden unfortunates beside me.
Huddling under the covers I was soon lost in dreams, until the cock
crowed and the monks filed into their chapel, and Sigurd came
thundering through the door swearing he would be delayed no
more.