DR. LANYON’S NARRATIVE
On the ninth of January, now four days ago, I
received by the evening delivery a registered envelope, addressed
in the hand of my colleague and old school companion, Henry Jekyll.
I was a good deal surprised by this; for we were by no means in the
habit of correspondence; I had seen the man, dined with him,
indeed, the night before; and I could imagine nothing in our
intercourse that should justify formality of registration. The
contents increased my wonder; for this is how the letter ran:
“10th December, 18—.
“Dear Lanyon,—You are one of my oldest friends;
and although we may have differed at times on scientific questions,
I cannot remember, at least on my side, any break in our affection.
There was never a day when, if you had said to me, ‘Jekyll, my
life, my honour, my reason, depend upon you,’ I would not have
sacrificed my left hand to help you. Lanyon, my life, my honour, my
reason, are all at your mercy; if you fail me to-night, I am lost.
You might suppose, after this preface, that I am going to ask you
for something dishonourable to grant. Judge for yourself.
“I want you to postpone all other engagements for
to night—ay, even if you were summoned to the bedside of an
emperor; to take a cab, unless your carriage should be actually at
the door; and with this letter in your hand for consultation, to
drive straight to my house. Poole, my butler, has his orders; you
will find him waiting your arrival with a locksmith. The door of my
cabinet is then to be forced: and you are to go in alone; to open
the glazed press (letter E) on the left hand, breaking the lock if
it be shut; and to draw out, with all its contents as they
stand, the fourth drawer from the top or (which is the same
thing) the third from the bottom. In my extreme distress of mind, I
have a morbid fear of misdirecting you; but even if I am in error,
you may know the right drawer by its contents: some powders, a
phial and a paper book. This drawer I beg of you to carry back with
you to Cavendish Square exactly as it stands.
“That is the first part of the service: now for the
second. You should be back, if you set out at once on the receipt
of this, long before midnight; but I will leave you that amount of
margin, not only in the fear of one of those obstacles that can
neither be prevented nor foreseen, but because an hour when your
servants are in bed is to be preferred for what will then remain to
do. At midnight, then, I have to ask you to be alone in your
consulting room, to admit with your own hand into the house a man
who will present himself in my name, and to place in his hands the
drawer that you will have brought with you from my cabinet. Then
you will have played your part and earned my gratitude completely.
Five minutes afterwards, if you insist upon an explanation, you
will have understood that these arrangements are of capital
importance; and that by the neglect of one of them, fantastic as
they must appear, you might have charged your conscience with my
death or the shipwreck of my reason.
“Confident as I am that you will not trifle with
this appeal, my heart sinks and my hand trembles at the bare
thought of such a possibility. Think of me at this hour, in a
strange place, labouring under a blackness of distress that no
fancy can exaggerate, and yet well aware that, if you will but
punctually serve me, my troubles will roll away like a story that
is told. Serve me, my dear Lanyon, and save
“Your friend,
” H. J.
” H. J.
“P.S.—I had already sealed this up when a fresh
terror struck upon my soul. It is possible that the post-office may
fail me, and this letter not come into your hands until to-morrow
morning. In that case, dear Lanyon, do my errand when it shall be
most convenient for you in the course of the day; and once more
expect my messenger at midnight. It may then already be too late;
and if that night passes without event, you will know that you have
seen the last of Henry Jekyll.”
Upon the reading of this letter, I made sure my
colleague was insane; but till that was proved beyond the
possibility of doubt, I felt bound to do as he requested. The less
I understood of this farrago, the less I was in a position to judge
of its importance; and an appeal so worded could not be set aside
without a grave responsibility. I rose accordingly from table, got
into a hansom,p and
drove straight to Jekyll’s house. The butler was awaiting my
arrival; he had received by the same post as mine a registered
letter of instruction, and had sent at once for a locksmith and a
carpenter. The tradesmen came while we were yet speaking; and we
moved in a body to old Dr. Denman’s surgical theatre, from which
(as you are doubtless aware) Jekyll’s private cabinet is most
conveniently entered. The door was very strong, the lock excellent;
the carpenter avowed he would have great trouble and have to do
much damage, if force were to be used; and the locksmith was near
despair. But this last was a handy fellow, and after two hours’
work, the door stood open. The press marked E was unlocked; and I
took out the drawer, had it filled up with straw and tied in a
sheet, and returned with it to Cavendish Square.
Here I proceeded to examine its contents. The
powders were neatly enough made up, but not with the nicety of the
dispensing chemist; so that it was plain they were of Jekyll’s
private manufacture: and when I opened one of the wrappers I found
what seemed to me a simple crystalline salt of a white colour. The
phial, to which I next turned my attention, might have been about
half full of a blood-red liquor, which was highly pungent to the
sense of smell and seemed to me to contain phosphorus and some
volatile ether. At the other ingredients I could make no guess. The
book was an ordinary version book and contained little but a series
of dates. These covered a period of many years, but I observed that
the entries ceased nearly a year ago and quite abruptly. Here and
there a brief remark was appended to a date, usually no more than a
single word: “double” occurring perhaps six times in a total of
several hundred entries; and once very early in the list and
followed by several marks of exclamation, “total failure!!!” All
this, though it whetted my curiosity, told me little that was
definite. Here were a phial of some salt, and the record of a
series of experiments that had led (like too many of Jekyll’s
investigations) to no end of practical usefulness. How could the
presence of these articles in my house affect either the honour,
the sanity, or the life of my flighty colleague? If his messenger
could go to one place, why could he not go to another? And even
granting some impediment, why was this gentleman to be received by
me in secret? The more I reflected the more convinced I grew that I
was dealing with a case of cerebral disease; and though I dismissed
my servants to bed, I loaded an old revolver, that I might be found
in some posture of self-defence.
Twelve o‘clock had scarce rung out over London, ere
the knocker sounded very gently on the door. I went myself at the
summons, and found a small man crouching against the pillars of the
portico.
“Are you come from Dr. Jekyll?” I asked.
He told me “yes” by a constrained gesture; and when
I had bidden him enter, he did not obey me without a searching
backward glance into the darkness of the square. There was a
policeman not far off, advancing with his bull’s eyeq open;
and at the sight, I thought my visitor started and made greater
haste.
These particulars struck me, I confess,
disagreeably; and as I followed him into the bright light of the
consulting room, I kept my hand ready on my weapon. Here, at last,
I had a chance of clearly seeing him. I had never set eyes on him
before, so much was certain. He was small, as I have said; I was
struck besides with the shocking expression of his face, with his
remarkable combination of great muscular activity and great
apparent debility of constitution, and—last but not least—with the
odd, subjective disturbance caused by his neighbourhood. This bore
some resemblance to incipient rigour, and was accompanied by a
marked sinking of the pulse. At the time, I set it down to some
idiosyncratic, personal distaste, and merely wondered at the
acuteness of the symptoms; but I have since had reason to believe
the cause to lie much deeper in the nature of man, and to turn on
some nobler hinge than the principle of hatred.
This person (who had thus, from the first moment of
his entrance, struck in me what I can only describe as a disgustful
curiosity) was dressed in a fashion that would have made an
ordinary person laughable; his clothes, that is to say, although
they were of rich and sober fabric, were enormously too large for
him in every measurement—the trousers hanging on his legs and
rolled up to keep them from the ground, the waist of the coat below
his haunches, and the collar sprawling wide upon his shoulders.
Strange to relate, this ludicrous accoutre ment was far from moving
me to laughter. Rather, as there was something abnormal and
misbegotten in the very essence of the creature that now faced
me—something seizing, surprising and revolting—this fresh disparity
seemed but to fit in with and to reinforce it; so that to my
interest in the man’s nature and character, there was added a
curiosity as to his origin, his life, his fortune and status in the
world.
These observations, though they have taken so great
a space to be set down in, were yet the work of a few seconds. My
visitor was, indeed, on fire with sombre excitement.
“Have you got it?” he cried. “Have you got it?” And
so lively was his impatience that he even laid his hand upon my arm
and sought to shake me.
I put him back, conscious at his touch of a certain
icy pang along my blood. “Come, sir,” said I. “You forget that I
have not yet the pleasure of your acquaintance. Be seated, if you
please.” And I showed him an example, and sat down myself in my
customary seat and with as fair an imitation of my ordinary manner
to a patient, as the lateness of the hour, the nature of my
preoccupations, and the horror I had of my visitor, would suffer me
to muster.
“I beg your pardon, Dr. Lanyon,” he replied civilly
enough. “What you say is very well founded; and my impatience has
shown its heels to my politeness. I come here at the instance of
your colleague, Dr. Henry Jekyll, on a piece of business of some
moment; and I understood ...” He paused and put his hand to his
throat, and I could see, in spite of his collected manner, that he
was wrestling against the approaches of the hysteria—“I understood,
a drawer ...”
But here I took pity on my visitor’s suspense, and
some perhaps on my own growing curiosity.
“There it is, sir,” said I, pointing to the drawer,
where it lay on the floor behind a table and still covered with the
sheet.
He sprang to it, and then paused, and laid his hand
upon his heart: I could hear his teeth grate with the convulsive
action of his jaws; and his face was so ghastly to see that I grew
alarmed both for his life and reason.
“Compose yourself,” said I.
He turned a dreadful smile to me, and as if with
the decision of despair, plucked away the sheet. At sight of the
contents, he uttered one loud sob of such immense relief that I sat
petrified. And the next moment, in a voice that was already fairly
well under control, “Have you a graduated glass?”r
he asked.
I rose from my place with something of an effort
and gave him what he asked.
He thanked me with a smiling nod, measured out a
few minims of the red tincture and added one of the powders. The
mixture, which was at first of a reddish hue, began, in proportion
as the crystals melted, to brighten in colour, to effervesce
audibly, and to throw off small fumes of vapour. Suddenly and at
the same moment, the ebullition ceased and the compound changed to
a dark purple, which faded again more slowly to a watery green. My
visitor, who had watched these metamorphoses with a keen eye,
smiled, set down the glass upon the table, and then turned and
looked upon me with an air of scrutiny.
“And now,” said he, “to settle what remains. Will
you be wise? will you be guided? will you suffer me to take this
glass in my hand and to go forth from your house without further
parley? or has the greed of curiosity too much command of you?
Think before you answer, for it shall be done as you decide. As you
decide, you shall be left as you were before, and neither richer
nor wiser, unless the sense of service rendered to a man in mortal
distress may be counted as a kind of riches of the soul. Or, if you
shall so prefer to choose, a new province of knowledge and new
avenues to fame and power shall be laid open to you, here, in this
room, upon the instant; and your sight shall be blasted by a
prodigy to stagger the unbelief of Satan.”
“Sir,” said I, affecting a coolness that I was far
from truly possessing, “you speak enigmas, and you will perhaps not
wonder that I hear you with no very strong impression of belief.
But I have gone too far in the way of inexplicable services to
pause before I see the end.”
“It is well,” replied my visitor. “Lanyon, you
remember your vows: what follows is under the seal of our
profession. And now, you who have so long been bound to the most
narrow and material views, you who have denied the virtue of
transcendental medicine,3 you who
have derided your superiors—behold!”
He put the glass to his lips and drank at one gulp.
A cry followed; he reeled, staggered, clutched at the table and
held on, staring with injected eyes, gasping with open mouth; and
as I looked there came, I thought, a change—he seemed to swell—his
face became suddenly black and the features seemed to melt and
alter—and the next moment, I had sprung to my feet and leaped back
against the wall, my arm raised to shield me from that prodigy, my
mind submerged in terror.
“O God!” I screamed, and “O God!” again and again;
for there before my eyes—pale and shaken, and half fainting, and
groping before him with his hands, like a man restored from
death—there stood Henry Jekyll!
What he told me in the next hour, I cannot bring my
mind to set on paper. I saw what I saw, I heard what I heard, and
my soul sickened at it; and yet now when that sight has faded from
my eyes, I ask myself if I believe it, and I cannot answer. My life
is shaken to its roots; sleep has left me; the deadliest terror
sits by me at all hours of the day and night; and I feel that my
days are numbered, and that I must die; and yet I shall die
incredulous. As for the moral turpitude that man unveiled to me,
even with tears of penitence, I cannot, even in memory, dwell on it
without a start of horror. I will say but one thing, Utterson, and
that (if you can bring your mind to credit it) will be more than
enough. The creature who crept into my house that night was, on
Jekyll’s own confession, known by the name of Hyde and hunted for
in every corner of the land as the murderer of Carew.
Hastie Lanyon