9
Later that night, just after ten, the air
was cool as Pike jogged toward home through Santa Monica, wearing
the forty-pound pack. Pike was a runner. He had been a runner since
he was a boy, and ran every day. He sometimes ran twice a day, once
in the morning and again at night, and three or four times every
week he carried a pack bearing four ten-pound bags of flour. Not
nearly so much as the ninety pounds he rucked as a young Force
Recon Marine, but it got his heart going.
That night, he ran the Fourth Street steps. One
hundred eighty-nine concrete steps climbing the steep bluff from
the bottom of Santa Monica Canyon to San Vicente Boulevard. One
hundred eighty-nine steps was as tall as a nine-story building, and
Pike ran them twenty times, taking them two to a stride. He
preferred running at night.
During the day, the steps were clotted with
hard-core fitness zealots, marathoners, aerobics instructors, and
ordinary trudgers who were trying to get into shape. But at night
in the dark when the footing was dangerous, the steps were
deserted, and Pike could run at his peak. He liked being alone with
his effort and his thoughts.
Now, finished with the steps and jogging for home,
Pike chose a route past Wilson’s takeout shop. The hour was still
early enough that people were out, but the little shop was
deserted. Pike wondered if the man in orange was watching, but Pike
didn’t care. Pike had decided he would not tell Wilson and Dru the
FBI was watching their shop, but his silence was as far as he would
go. If Mikie was good at his word, the matter was settled. If not,
Pike’s loyalty lay with the victims, not with a case Straw might or
might not be able to make. Pike would not back away. His arrows
pointed forward, not back.
When Pike reached home, he stretched in the parking
lot to cool, then peeled off his sweatshirt, deactivated the
alarms, and let himself in. His condo was austere and functional
with little in the way of decoration. Dining room set off the
kitchen; couch, chair, and coffee table in the living room; a
flat-screen television for sports and news. A black stone
meditation fountain burbled in the corner. Pike found peace in the
natural sound, as if he were alone in the forest.
Pike stood for a moment, listening, not to the
water, but beyond the water—checking to make sure he was alone. He
did this every time he came home. Habit.
Pike drank a half-liter of bottled water, then
placed the bottle with others waiting to be recycled. His condo was
quiet and empty, but sometimes felt more empty than others. He
thought about Dru Rayne and the little girl in the picture, and why
Dru had felt the need to show him. Pike liked it that she had shown
him the picture. He thought it spoke well of her, and suggested she
thought more of him than a beer at the beach.
Pike ate a meal of leftover polenta, black beans,
and broccoli sprinkled with a minced serrano pepper. He ate
standing up in the kitchen.
Pike had not been in a serious relationship for a
long while. Dates, yes, and sex, and he enjoyed close friendships
with several women, but nothing he would call a romantic
relationship. Maybe for the same reason he didn’t have pets. He
often disappeared for long periods, and often left without
warning.
Pike finished eating, drank more water, then
stripped out of his remaining clothes. He spread a foam mat on the
living room floor and proceeded through a series of yoga
asanas. After a lifetime of strength training and martial
arts, he could lay his chest on his thighs and face on his knees;
he could spread his legs one hundred eighty degrees and become one
with the floor.
Pike worked slowly, allowing his body to melt into
the postures. The only sounds in his life were the gurgling water,
his heart, and the brush of his skin on the towel. After a while he
assumed the position of resolve, and meditated. His body calmed,
his breathing slowed, and all he knew was the singular sound of his
heart. Forty-two slow-motion beats per minute, like thunder alive
in his chest.
Pike meditated for exactly fifteen minutes. He did
not check his watch, but he had been meditating for most of his
life. When fifteen minutes had passed, his consciousness floated to
the surface, and Joe Pike was back.
Inhale. Exhale.
At eleven-fifteen that night, Pike brought his
things up to his bedroom. His house was orderly and neat. His
equipment was clean and squared away. He showered, dried himself,
then pulled on a pair of white briefs. He went downstairs for
another bottle of water, and noticed his cell phone on the kitchen
counter. The screen showed a missed call. He studied the number
until he realized it was Dru. She phoned while he was in the
shower, but had not left a message.
Pike called her and got her voice mail.
“Hi, this is Dru. You know what to do, so do
it.”
Her message line beeped.
“It’s Joe.”
He was still thinking what else to say when the
phone cut him off. He called back, and this time finished his
message.
“Call whenever. Doesn’t matter how late.”
He brought the phone upstairs, turned off the
lights, and climbed into bed. His mattress was hard. The sheets
were crisp and tight as the skin of a drum. He listened to the
water, softly bubbling downstairs in his empty home. He wondered
what it would be like to have another person’s sounds in his
house.
Pike waited for her to return his call, but the
phone remained silent.