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Patricia A. McKillip
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BOOKS BY PATRICIA A. MCKILLIP
The Throme of the Erril of
Sherill
The House on Parchment Street
The Forgotten Beasts of Eld
The Night Gift
The Riddle-Master of Hed
Heir of Sea and Fire
Harpist in the Wind
Stepping from the Shadows
Moon- Flash
The Moon and the Face
The Changeling Sea
A Jean Karl
Book
Atheneum 1988 New York
Copyright © 1988 by Patricia A.
McKillip
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Atheneum
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Collier Macmillan Canada, Inc. First Edition Designed
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Printed in U.S.A. 10 987654321
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication
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McKillip, Patricia A. The changeling sea/Patricia A.
McKillip.-1st ed.
p. cm. "Jean Karl book."
Summary: A floor scrubber and a magician try to help a
prince return to his home beneath the sea and help his half
brother, a human trapped in the body of a sea monster, return to
land.
ISBN 0- 689-31436-1
[1. Fantasy. 2. Magic-Fiction. 3. Islands-Fiction.] I.
Tide. PZ7.M478678Ch 1988 [Fie]-del9 88-3435 CIP AC
FOR
JEAN KARL
ONE
NO ONE REALLY KNEW where Peri lived
the year after the sea took her father and cast his boat, shrouded
in a tangle of fishing net, like an empty shell back onto the
beach. She came home when she chose to, sat at her mother’s hearth
without talking, brooding sullenly at the small, quiet house with
the glass floats her father had found, colored bubbles of light,
still lying on the dusty windowsill, and the same crazy quilt he
had slept under still on the bed, and the door open on quiet
evenings to the same view of the village and the harbor with the
fishing boats homing in on the incoming tide. Sometimes her mother
would rouse herself and cook; sometimes Peri would eat, sometimes
she wouldn’t. She hated the vague, lost expression on her mother’s
face, her weary movements. Her hair had begun to gray; she never
smiled, she never sang. The sea, it seemed to Peri, had taken her
mother as well as her father, and left some stranger wandering
despairingly among her cooking pots.
Peri was fifteen that year. She worked at the inn
beside the harbor, tending fires, scrubbing floors, cleaning rooms,
and running up and down the kitchen stairs with meals for the
guests. The village was small, poor, one of the many fishing
villages tucked into the rocky folds of the island. The island
itself was the largest of seven scattered across the blustery
northern sea, ruled for four hundred years by the same
family.
The king’s rich, airy summer house stood on a high
crest of land overlooking the village harbor. During the months
when he was in residence, the wealthy people of the island came to
stay at the inn, to conduct their business at the king’s summer
court, or sometimes just to catch a glimpse of him riding with his
dark-haired son down the long, glistening beaches. In winter, the
inn grew quiet; fishers came in the evening to tell fish stories
over their beers before they went home to bed. But even then, the
innkeeper, a burly, good-natured man, grew testy if he spotted a
cobweb in a high corner or a sandy footprint on his flagstones. He
kept his inn scoured and full of good smells.
He kept a weather eye on Peri, too, for she had a
neglected look about her. She had grown tall without realizing it;
her clothes were too loose in some places, too tight in others. Her
hair, an awkward color somewhere between pale sand and silt, looked
on most days, he thought, as if she had stood on her head and used
it for a mop. He gave her things from the kitchen, sometimes, at
the end of the day to take home with her: a warm loaf of bread, a
dozen mussels, a couple of perch. But he never thought to ask her
where she took them.
Occasionally her mother, who had simply stopped
thinking and spent her days listening to the ebb and flow of the
tide, stirred from her listening. She would trail a hand down
Peri’s tangled, dirty hair and murmur, "You come and go like a wild
thing, child. Sometimes you’re there when I look up, sometimes
you’re not…" Peri would sit mute as a clam, and her mother’s
attention would stray again to the ceaseless calling of the
sea.
Her mother was enchanted, Peri decided. Enchanted by
the sea.
She knew the word because the old woman whose house she
stayed in had told her tales of marvels and magic, and had taught
her what to do with mirrors, and bowls of milk, bent willow twigs
buried by moonlight, different kinds of knots, sea water sprinkled
at the tide line into the path of the wind. The old woman’s
enchantments never seemed to work; neither did Peri’s. But for some
odd reason they fascinated Peri, as if by tying a knot in a piece
of string she was binding one stray piece of life to another,
bridging by magic the confusing distances between things.
The old woman had lived alone, a couple of miles from
the village, in a small house built of driftwood. The house sat
well back from the tide against a rocky cliff; it was shielded from
the hard winter winds by the cliff and the thick green gorse that
overflowed the fallow fields and spilled down around its walls. The
old woman had made her living weaving. When Peri was younger, she
would come to sit at the woman’s side and watch the shuttle dart in
and out of the loom. The old woman told stories then, strange,
wonderful tales of a land beneath the sea where houses were built
of pearls, and a constant, powdery shower of gold fell like light
through the deep water from the sunken wrecks of mortals’ ships.
She was very old; her eyes and hair were the fragile silvery color
of moonlit sand. One day, not long after Peri’s father had died,
the old woman disappeared.
She left a piece of work half-finished on her loom, her
door open, and all her odd bits of things she called her
"spellbindings" lying on the shelves. Peri went to her house
evening after evening, waiting for her to return. She never did.
The villagers looked for her a little, then stopped looking. "She
was old," they said. "She wandered out of her house and forgot her
way back."
"Age takes you that way, sometimes," the innkeeper told
Peri. "My old granny went out of the house once to take her hoe to
be mended. She came back sitting on a cart tail three days later.
She never did tell us where she finally got to. But the hoe was
mended."
Peri, used to waiting in the empty driftwood house,
simply stayed.
She was fidgety and brusque around people then, anyway,
and there was nothing in the house to remind her of her parents,
both of them lost, in one way or another, to the sea. She could sit
on the doorstep and listen to the tide and glower at the waves
breaking against the great, jagged pillars of rock that stood like
two doorposts just at the deep water. They were the only pieces of
stone cliff left from some earlier time; the sea had nibbled and
stormed and worn at the land, pushed it back relentlessly. It was
not finished, Peri knew; it would wear at this beach, this cliff,
until someday the old woman’s house would be underwater. Nothing
was safe. Sometimes she threw things into the sea that she had
concocted from the old woman’s spellbindings: things that might,
she vaguely hoped, disturb its relentless workings.
"If you hate the sea so now," Mare asked in wonder one
day, "why don’t you leave?" Mare was a few years older than Peri,
and very pretty. She came to work in the morning, with a private
smile in her eyes. Down at the docks, Peri knew, was a young
fisherman with the same smile coming and going on his face. Mare
was tidy and energetic, unlike Carey, who dreamed that the king’s
son would come to the inn one day and fall in love with her green
eyes and raven tresses. Carey was slow and prone to breaking
things. Peri attacked her work grimly, as if she were going to war
armed with a dust cloth and a coal scuttle.
"Leave?" she said blankly, knee-deep in suds. Mare was
watching her, brows puckered.
"You haven’t smiled in months. You barely talk. You
scowl out the windows at the waves. You could go inland to the
farming villages. Or even to the city. This may be an island, but
there are places on it where you’d never hear the sea."
Peri’s head twitched, as much away from Mare’s
reasonable voice as from the sound of the running tide. "No," she
said shortly, not knowing why or why not.
Carey giggled. "Can you imagine Peri in the city?" she
said. "With her short skirts and her hair like a pile of beached
kelp?" Peri glowered at her between two untidy strands of
hair.
"No," Mare sighed. "I can’t. Peri, you really
should-"
"Leave me alone."
"But, girl, you look like-"
"I know what I look like," Peri said, though she
didn’t.
"How will anyone ever fall in love with you looking
like that?" Carey asked. Peri’s glower turned into such an
astonished stare that they both laughed. The innkeeper stuck his
head into the room.
"Work on my time," he growled. "Laugh on your
own."
They heard him shouting down the kitchen stairs a
moment later. "Crab," Carey muttered.
"It’s just," Mare said insistently, "you have such
pretty eyes, Peri. But nobody can see them with your hair
like-"
"I don’t want anybody seeing them," Peri said crossly.
"Leave me alone."
But later, after she had gone to the driftwood house
and made something full of broken bits of glass and crockery and
jagged edges of shell to throw into the great sea to give it
indigestion, she looked curiously into the old, cracked mirror that
the woman had left on her spellbinding shelf. Gray eyes flecked
with gold gazed back at her from under a spiky nest of hair. She
barely recognized her own face. Her nose was too big, her mouth was
pinched. Some stranger was inhabiting her body, too.
"I don’t care," she whispered, putting the mirror down.
A moment later she picked it up again. Then she put it down,
scowling. She went outside to a little cave of gorse where the old
woman had found an underground stream wandering toward the sea, and
had dug a hole to trap it. Peri knelt at the lip of the well and
dunked her head in the water.
Shivering and sputtering, she threw more driftwood on
the fire, and sat beside it for an hour, tugging and tugging at her
hair with a brush until all the knots came out of it. By that time
it was dry, but still she brushed it, tired and half-dreaming,
until it rose crackling around her head in a streaky mass of light
and dark. She remembered a long time past, when she was small and
the old woman had brushed her hair for her, singing…
"Come out of the sea and into my heart
My dark, my shining love.
Promise we shall never part,
My dark, my singing love…"
Peri heard her own voice singing in the silence. She
stopped abruptly, surprised, and heard then the little, silky
sounds of the ebb tide washing against the shore. Her mouth clamped
shut. She put the brush down and picked up a clay ball, prickled
like a pincushion with bent nails and broken pieces of glass. She
flung open the door; firelight ran out ahead of her, down the step
onto the sand. But something on the beach kept her lingering in the
doorway, puzzled.
There was an odd mass on the tide line. Her eyes,
adjusting to moonlight, pieced it together slowly: a horse’s head,
black against the spangled waves, a long, dark cloak glittering
here and there with silver thread, or steel, or pearl… She could
not find a face. Then the sea-watcher sensed her watching. A pale,
blurred face turned suddenly away from the sea to her, where she
stood in the warm light, with her feet bare and her hair streaming
away from her face in a wild, fire-edged cloud down her
back.
They stared at one another across the dark beach. A
swift, high breaker made the horse shy. The rider swept the cloak
back to free his arms; again came a moonlit spark of something
rich, unfamiliar. He rode the dark horse out of the sea and Peri
closed her door.
"The king came back to the summer house last night,"
Carey said breathlessly the next morning as the girls put on aprons
and collected brooms and buckets in the back room. "I saw his ships
in the harbor."
Peri, yawning as the apron strings tangled in her
fingers, made a sour noise.
"It’s early," Mare commented, surprised. "It’s barely
spring. The rainy season isn’t over yet."
"Prince Kir is with him."
"How do you know?"
"I asked one of the sailors." Carey’s eyes shone; she
hugged her bucket, seeing visions. "Think of the clothes and the
jewels and the horses and the men-"
"Think of the work," Mare sighed, "if they stay from
now till summer’s end."
"I don’t care."
"Jewels?" Peri echoed suddenly. Something teased her
brain, a glittering, moonlit darkness…
"Girl, will you wake up?" Mare grabbed Peri’s apron
strings, tied them impatiently. "This place will be full by
nightfall."
There were already strangers in the inn, tracking sand
across the floors, demanding fires, spilling things. By the end of
the day, the girls were almost too tired to talk. The innkeeper met
Peri at the back door and gave her oysters to take home. He studied
her, his brows raised.
"You washed your hair!"
It shouldn’t have been all that surprising, Peri
thought irritably, taking one of the cobbled streets through the
village. A moment later she didn’t care. She was climbing over a
low stone wall to slip burrs into the back pockets of Marl Grey’s
fishing trousers, hanging on his mother’s line. He had called her
names a couple of days ago, laughing at her wild hair, her short
skirt. "Let’s see how funny you look," Peri muttered, "sitting down
in a boat on those."
Then she went to see her mother.
She didn’t decide to do that; she was just pulled,
little by little, on a disjointed path through the village toward
her mother’s house. She didn’t want to go: She hated the still
house at the time of day when the boats were coming in. No matter
how hard she looked, her father’s small blue boat would not be
among them. It would be idle, empty, moored to the dock as always.
And yet she knew she would look. She opened the gate to her
mother’s yard. A hoe leaned against the wall among a few troubled
clods of dirt. Already the thistles were beginning to
sprout.
She went into the house, tumbled the oysters out of her
skirt onto the table, and sat down silently beside the fire. Fish
chowder simmered in a pot hung over the fire. Her mother sat at the
window, gazing at the sunlit harbor. She turned her head vaguely as
the shells hit the table, then her attention withdrew. They both
sat a few moments without moving, without speaking. Then Peri’s
mother lifted one hand, let it fall back into her lap with a faint
sigh. She got up to stir the soup.
"The king is back," Peri said abruptly, having an
uncharacteristic urge to say something. She even, she discovered in
surprise, wanted to hear her mother’s voice.
"He’s early," her mother said
disinterestedly.
"Are you making a garden?"
Her mother shrugged the question away. The hoe had been
standing up in the weeds for months. Her eyes went to the window;
so did Peri’s.
The sun was hovering above the horizon, setting the
water ablaze. The first of the fishing boats had just entered the
harbor; the rest of them were still caught in the lovely, silvery
light. Peri’s mother drew a soft breath. Her face changed, came
gently alive, almost young again, almost the face Peri
remembered.
"That’s what I dreamed about…"
"What?" Peri said, amazed.
"I dreamed I was watching the sun go down. The way it
does just before it dips behind the fog bank, when it burns up the
sea and the clouds, and the fishing boats coming home look like
they’re sailing on light… like they’re coming from a land you could
walk to, if you could step onto the surface of the sea and start
walking. It’s a country beneath the sea, but in my dream I saw the
reflection of it, all pale and fiery in the sunlight… And then the
sun went down."
Peri’s face was scarlet. "There is no country!" she
shouted, and her mother’s secret, dreaming face faded away, became
the weary stranger’s face once more. "There is no magic country in
the sea! Stop watching for it!"
But her mother was already watching again. Peri ran out
of the house, slamming the door so hard that a flock of sea gulls
sunning on the roof wheeled into the air, crying. Her mother’s face
in the window was still as a sleeper’s, hearing nothing in her
dreams but the tide.
TWO
THE NEXT AFTERNOON, Peri climbed
the cliff above the old woman’s house. There was a moon-shaped
patch of sand ringed with gorse at the top; on her days off she
could sit in the sunlight and brood at the sea, yet feel protected
from the world within the green circle. The gorse was beginning to
bloom here and there, tiny golden flowers that made her sneeze. But
so far her magic circle was ungilded.
She wrapped her arms around her knees and watched the
white gulls wheel above the great weather-beaten spires of rock.
Clouds scudded across the sea, making a mysterious weave of light
and shadow on the water beyond the spires. Peri frowned at the
mystery, chewing a thumbnail. What lay beneath the color and the
shadow? Fish? Or some secret world within the kelp that sometimes
floated too near the surface of the sea, disturbing those who
dwelled on land? What would stop it from troubling her mother? She
chewed a fingernail next, then took the finger out of her mouth and
drew a spidery design in the sand.
She studied it critically, then drew another one.
Hexes, the old woman had called them. She had bent soft willow
branches into odd, angular shapes, and then wove webs of thread
within them. Hung in doors and windows, they kept malicious goblins
and irritating neighbors away. They protected cows from being
milked at night by sprites. Perhaps, Peri thought, a few hexes
floating across the sea might trap its strange magic underwater.
She would make them out of tough dried kelp stalk, row out over the
deep water to cast them. She would have to check her father’s boat
for leaks, get new oars, see if the rudder had been cracked. She
had not looked closely at the Sea Urchin since the fishers had
cleaned the sand and seaweed out of it and moored it in the harbor.
Someone had covered it, or it would have sunk under the weight of
the heavy winter rains. It probably dragged a crust of barnacles on
its bottom…
She drew another hex, a crooked, crabbed design. The
wind tossed a gull feather into the circle. She stuck it behind her
ear, then broke off a couple of feet of a wild strawberry runner
that was gliding across the sand, and wove that absently in and out
of her hair. Her dress-her oldest one-barely covered her knees. It
was loose around the waist and so tight in the shoulders the seams
threatened to part. In the gorse circle, it didn’t matter. She
stretched out her legs, burrowed her feet under the warm sand, and
devised another hex.
I wonder, she thought, if I have to say something over
them to make them work. Then she stopped breathing. A feeling
skittered up her backbone. She turned her head slowly, warily, to
see who was watching her.
The dark horseman from the sea gazed up at her, mounted
at the foot of the cliff. She caught her breath, chilled, as if the
sea itself had crept noiselessly across the beach to spill into her
circle. Then she blinked, recognizing him. It was only the young
prince out for a ride in the bright afternoon. The dark horseman
was Kir. Kir was the dark horseman. The phrases turned backward and
forward in her mind as she stared at him. A wave boomed and broke
behind him, flowing across half the beach, seeking, seeking, then
dragged back slowly, powerfully, and, caught in the dark gaze of
the rider, his eyes all the twilight colors of the sea, Peri felt
as if the undertow had caught her.
Then his face changed again: the king’s son, out for a
ride. She blushed scarlet.
"Girl," he said, abrupt as one of the rich old lords
who came to stay at the inn, though he was not even as old as Mare,
"where is the old woman who lives in this house?"
Peri dragged her hair back out of her eyes; the
strawberry runner dangled over one ear. "You know her?" she said,
surprised.
"Where is she?"
"Gone."
"Where?"
Peri felt a sudden tightness in her throat; her brows
pinched together. Too many people gone at once… "She went away and
never came back," she said, her sorrow making her cross. "So if you
want a spell, you’re too late."
"A spell," he repeated curiously. "Was she a witch? Who
are you? Her familiar?"
Peri snorted. A waft of pollen from the gorse blooms
caught up her nose and she sneezed wildly. The strawberry runner
fell over one eye. "I clean rooms at the inn," she said stuffily.
"Where do you work?"
He opened his mouth, then paused, his expression
unfathomable. His horse shifted restively. There were pearl buttons
on his shirt, Peri saw, under his black leather jacket. A ring on
his forefinger held a stone that trembled with the same twilight
shadows in his eyes. His brows were dark, slightly slanted over his
eyes. The bones of his face made hollows and shadows that seemed,
in spite of the hearty sunlight, as pale as pearl, as pale as
foam.
"I sweep stables," he said at last. "My mother keeps
sea horses."
Peri stared at him. A long, dark breaker swept
endlessly toward the beach; it curled finally, turning a shade
darker just before it crashed against the sand. The prince glanced
back at the sound; his eyes, returning to Peri, seemed to carry,
for a moment, a reflection of the sea.
"There is no land under the sea," she said uneasily.
"There is no land."
His brows closed slightly; his eyes drew at her. "Why
do you say that?" he asked abruptly. "Have you seen it?"
"No!" She bored holes in the sand with a twig, scowling
at them. She added reluctantly, feeling his attention still pulling
at her, "My mother has. In her dreams. So I am laying a hex on the
sea."
"A hex!" He sounded too amazed to laugh. "On the entire
sea? Why?"
"Because the sea stole my father out of his boat and it
bewitched my mother so that all she does now is stare out at the
water looking for the magic country under the sea."
"The land beneath the sea…" A yearning she knew too
well had stolen into his eyes, his voice.
"There is no magic country," she said stubbornly,
feeling her eyes prick with frustration.
"Then what does she see? And what are you making a hex
against?"
Peri was silent. The warm wind bustled into her circle,
tossed sand over her hexes, tugged her hair back over her
shoulders. The prince’s expression changed again, became suddenly
peculiar.
"It was you then," he said.
"What was?"
"In the old woman’s house, a night ago. You were
standing in the doorway with the firelight in your hair, beneath
your feet."
"Then it was you," she said, "watching the
sea."
"For a moment I thought… I don’t know what I thought.
The light was moving in your hair like tide."
"For a moment I was afraid. I thought you rode out of
the sea."
"How could I? There is no kingdom beneath the sea." He
watched her a moment longer. Then, silently, he dismounted. He left
the black horse flicking its tail at the sand flies, and found the
trail through the gorse to the top of the cliff. When he broached
Peri’s circle, she shifted nervously, for her private sand patch
seemed too small to hold such richness, such restlessness. He stood
studying her hexes, still silent. Then he knelt in the sand across
from her.
"What is your name?"
"Peri."
"What?"
"Peri- Periwinkle."
"Like the sea snail?"
She nodded. "When I was little, my father would spread
his nets in the sand to dry, and I would walk on them and pick the
periwinkles off."
"My name is Kir."
"I know."
He gave her another of his straight, unfathomable
looks. She wondered if he ever smiled. Not, apparently, at barefoot
girls who worked at the inn. He traced one of her designs lightly
with his finger.
"What is this? Your hex?"
"Yes."
"This will terrify whatever watery kingdom lurks
beneath the waves?"
"It’s all I can think of," she said grumpily. "I’m
trying to remember the old woman’s spells. Is that what you wanted
from her? A spell?"
"No." He was still gazing at the hex. His face seemed
distant, now, aloof; she didn’t think he would tell her. But he
did, finally. "I wanted to ask her something. I met her one day
long ago. I was standing out there watching the sun sinking down
between those two stones, and the light on the water making a path
from the stones to the sun. She came out to watch with me. She said
things. Odd things. Stories, maybe. She seemed-she seemed to love
the sea. She was so old I thought she must know everything. She-I
came here to talk, I wanted to talk. To her."
His eyes had strayed to the sea. His ringed forefinger
moved absently, tracing a private hex in the sand. Peri’s eyes
moved from the sandy scrawl to the stone on his hand, up to the
black pearls on the cuff of his jacket, to the fine cream-colored
cloth of his shirt, then, cautiously, to his face. It looked as
remote, as expressionless, as the great spires weathering wind and
sun and sea. His lashes were black as blackbirds’ feathers against
his pale skin.
She gave her skirt a sudden tug, trying to pull it over
her callused knees. She closed her hands to hide the dry cracks on
them. But nothing stayed hidden; she sat there with the king’s son
in full daylight, with workworn hands and red knees, in an old
dress bleached so pale she’d forgotten what color it had ever been.
She sighed, then wondered at herself. What did it matter, anyway?
What was the matter with her?
The prince heard her sigh under the sigh of the tide;
his head turned. He asked curiously, "How will you get these hexes
out of the sand and into the sea?"
"I’ll make them out of twigs and dry seaweed. I’ll bend
them and bind the ends, and weave the patterns inside with thread.
Then I’ll row out in my father’s boat over deep water and throw
them in."
"Will you-" He stopped, looked suddenly away from her.
He began again, his hands closed tightly on his knees. "Will you
give the sea a message for me? Will you bind it to one of the
hexes?"
She nodded mutely, astonished. "What
message?"
"I’ll bring it here. When will you lay your hex on the
sea?"
"On my next day off. In six days."
"I’ll bring it when I can." He glanced at the sun, then
over her shoulder at the summer house on its smooth green perch
high above the sea. "I must go. I’ll leave the message in the house
if you’re not here."
"I won’t be," she said as he rose. "I mean, I’ll be
working." He nodded. "But I’ll come again," he said, "to see you.
To find out what your hex did to the sea." He smiled then, a
bittersweet smile that made her stare at him as he picked his way
back down the cliff. Mounted, he glanced back at her once, then
rode away: the dark horseman, the king’s son, who was going to
knock on Peri’s door like any fisher’s son, with a message for the
sea.
She found his message on her table four days later
among the hexes. The hexes, irregular circles and squares of sticks
and seaweed, with jagged spiderwebs of black thread woven across
them, carried, Peri thought, a nicely malevolent message. The
prince’s message was unexpected.
It was a small bundle of things tied up in a
handkerchief so soft that its threads snagged on Peri’s rough
fingers. It was bordered with fine, heavy lace; one corner was
embroidered with a pale crown and two letters: QV. Not Kir’s
initials. Puzzled, Peri untied the ribbon around it.
She sat fingering the small things within, one by one.
A short black lock of hair. Kir’s? A black pearl that was not round
but elongated, irregular, tormented out of shape. Another lock of
hair, black, streaked with gray. A ring of pure silver, with
initials stamped into it. KUV. Kir? But who was Q? Then she dropped
the ring as if it burned, and huddled on her stool as if the king
himself had come into her house.
Q, K. Queen, king. King Ustav Var. Kir’s father. That
was his graying hair lying there on her table.
She tied everything back up, her fingers shaking,
averting her eyes, as if she had caught the king in the middle of
some small private act-counting the veins in his eyes or
contemplating his naked feet to see how the years were aging them.
She stuffed the handkerchief into an empty clay jar on the
spellbinding shelf and slammed the lid down on it.
There was no way, she had to admit finally, that she
could row out to sea in the Sea Urchin by herself. Her back and
arms were strong from carrying buckets of water and loads of wood,
but it took more strength than she possessed to control heavy oars
in open water with the sea roiling and frisking under her boat.
Just getting out of the harbor with the hard waves feathering into
the air above the breakwaters would be a nightmare. She’d lose the
oars, she’d have to be rescued, teased and scolded by the fishers.
Even the women who fished-Leih and Bel and Ami-were twice her size,
with muscles like stones and hands hard as fence slats with rowing
calluses.
But how could she get the hexes out so far that the sea
would not simply spit them back at her?
She thought about the problem, her brows pinched tight
as she worked. Carey was chattering about things she had seen
unloaded from the king’s ship: carved and gilded chests, milk-white
horses, gray dogs as tall as ponies, with lean flanks and slender
muzzles, and silver-gray eyes, looking as glazed and panicked as
fine ladies from being tossed about on the sea.
"And their collars," Carey breathed, "studded with
emeralds."
"Emeralds,my foot," Mare said witheringly. "Glass,
girl, glass. This isn’t such a wealthy land that the king would
waste emeralds on a dog. Peri, your hair is in your
bucket."
Peri twitched it out; a tangle landed soddenly on her
shoulder. She wiped her nose with the back of her hand, thinking of
the pearls on Kir’s shirt, the silver ring.
"I want emeralds," Carey said dreamily. "And gowns of
white lace and gold rings and-"
"You won’t get them on your knees in the
soapsuds."
"Yesterday when I brought clean towels to one of the
rooms, a man in green velvet said I was beautiful and kissed
me."
"Carey!" Mare said, shocked. "You watch yourself. Those
fine men will migrate like geese in autumn, and you’ll be stuck
here with a belly full of trouble."
Carey scrubbed silently, sulking. Peri swam out of her
thoughts, glanced up.
"Was it nice?" she asked curiously. For a moment Carey
didn’t answer. Then her mouth crooked wryly and she
shrugged.
"His mustache smelled of beer."
"Green velvet," Mare muttered. "I hope a good wave
douses him."
The tide was low that afternoon as Peri walked home, so
low that even the great jagged spires stood naked in the glistening
sand, and all the starfish and anemones and urchins that clung to
their battered flanks were exposed. It was a rare tide. Beyond the
spires the sea dreamed gently, a pale milky blue shot with sudden
fires from the setting sun. Peri, her shoes slung over her
shoulder, watched the bubbles from burrowing clams pop in the wet
sand under her feet. The air was warm, silken, promising longer,
lazy days, more light, promising all the soft, mysterious smells
and colors of spring after the harsh gray winter. The sand itself
was streaked with color from the sunset. Peri lifted her eyes,
watched the distant sheen of light beneath the sun fall on water so
still it seemed she could simply turn toward the tide and follow
it. Her steps slowed, her lips parted; her eyes were full of light,
spellbound. She could take the path of the sun to the sun, she
could walk on the soft opal breast of the ocean as simply as she
walked on the earth, until she found, there in the great glittering
heart of light, the golden kingdom, the kingdom of-
She stopped, shaking her head free of thoughts like a
dog shaking water off itself. Then she began to run.
She flung her shoes in a corner of the house, snatched
the hexes from the table, Kir’s message from the jar, ran back out,
straight across the beach toward the spires and the sun illumining
the false, tempting dream between them, as if they were some broken
ancient doorway into the country beneath the waves, reflected in
the light.
She stood between the spires at the edge of the idle
tide, going no farther than that because the sand sloped sharply
beyond the spires into deep water. She lifted the hexes, tied
together and weighted with Kir’s message, threw them with all her
strength into the sea.
"I hex you," she shouted, searching for words as bitter
as brine to cast back at the sea. "I hate you, I curse you, I lay a
hex on you, Sea, so that all your spellbindings will unravel, and
all your magic is confused, and so that you never again take
anything or anyone who belongs to us, and you let go of whatever
you have-"
She stopped, for the hexes, floating lightly along the
crest of a wave, had suddenly disappeared. She waited, staring at
the water, wanting nothing to happen, wanting something to happen.
A bubble popped like a belch on the surface of the water a few
yards away. She edged close to the wet starfish-dotted flank of one
of the spires. Had she, she wondered uneasily, finally got the
sea’s attention?
The water beyond the spires heaved upward, flaming red.
Peri shrieked. Still it lifted, blocking the sun: a wall of red,
streaming waterfalls. Two huge pools of fire hung where the sun had
been, so big she could have rowed the Sea Urchin into either one of
them. Long, long streamers of fire surfaced, eddied gracefully in
the tide. And then gold struck her eyes, brighter than the
sun.
She gasped, blinking, and the round pools of fire
blinked back at her. A sigh, smelling of shrimp and seaweed, wafted
over the water.
She edged backward, trying at the same time to cling to
the rock like a barnacle. "Oh," she breathed, her throat so full
and dry with terror she barely made a sound. "Oh."
In the deep waters beyond the stones, a great flaming
sea-thing gazed back at her, big as a house or two, its mouth a
strainer like the mouth of a baleen whale, its translucent, fiery
streamers coiling and uncoiling languorously in the warm waters.
The brow fins over its wide eyes gave it a surprised
expression.
Around its neck, like a dog collar, was a massive chain
of pure gold.
THREE
PERI STAYED WITH HER MOTHER that
night. The sea, she decided, annoyed at her constant harassment,
had sent some great monster out of its depths to eat her. Her
mother didn’t ask why she was there, but Peri’s presence seemed to
tug at her thoughts. She watched Peri. Sometimes a question
trembled in her eyes; she seemed about to speak. But Peri would
look away. Though sea-dragons garlanded with gold rode the waves in
Peri’s mind, she clamped the secret behind her lips, like an oyster
locking away its pearl, rather than admit her mother might be
right: There might be a land of light and shadow hidden among the
slowly swaying kelp beneath the waves.
And Kir. His face rose clearly in her thoughts just
before she fell asleep, pale and dark and restless against the vast
wild blue of the sea. What message had he sent? she wondered in her
dreams. And to whom?
The lovely promises of spring were nothing but dreams
themselves by morning: The spring rains had started. Peri, walking
soggily to the inn, felt all her fears of the sea-dragon dwindle
under the dreary sky. Nothing alive in the world could have been as
big as she remembered it. The gold around its neck could not have
been real. And if it had wanted to eat her, it could have plucked
her like an anemone away from the rock, the way she’d stood there
frozen. Besides, she remembered, cheering up, it had no teeth. Only
tiny shrimp and bits of kelp could pass through the strainer in its
jaws; it was destined to a life of broth. It had simply been some
great sea creature coming up for air as it passed along the island.
It was probably scaring ships in the South Isles by now.
But who had put the chain around its neck?
She thought about that as she swept the stairs and made
beds and carried buckets of ash to the bins behind the kitchen.
Everyone was grumpy because of the rain. The guests tracked paths
of water and mud on the floors and complained of smoking chimneys.
Some of the fishers came in early off the heavy, swollen sea and
trailed in more water, more sand. By the day’s end, Peri felt as
scoured as the flagstones and as damp. Carey burst into
tears.
"My hands," she wailed. "I might as well be an old
lobster."
"Never mind," Mare sighed. "Maybe you’ll find some rich
old lobster to love you."
"I won’t! Ever! I’ll never get out of this town. I’ll
never get out of this inn! I’ll be scrubbing floors here when I’m
ninety years old, and cleaning hearths and making beds to my dying
day. The only pearls I’ll ever see will be on someone else’s
fingers, I’ll never wear velvet, I’ll never sleep in lace, I’ll
never-"
"Oh, please, Carey. I’ve got a headache as it
is."
"I’ll never-"
"You’ll never guess-" said Mare’s lover, Enin, sticking
his head into the doorway of the back room where they hung their
aprons and stored their mops. Then he saw Carey’s tears and ducked
back nervously. "Oh."
"Enin!" Mare called. He was running water, too, from
his rain cloak; his boat had just got in. Peri dumped her mop and
her brush into her empty bucket and shoved it against the wall. She
put her hands to her tailbone and bent backward, stretching. Enin’s
face reappeared. It was softly bearded, sunburned, and speckled
with rain. His eyes, light blue, looked round as coins. Carey
banged her brush into her bucket crossly, still sniffing. Enin’s
eyes went to her cautiously. Mare said, beginning to smile, since
Enin’s face was the most cheerful thing they had seen all day,
"I’ll never guess what?"
"You’ll never guess what’s out there in the
sea."
"Mermaids in a coracle, I suppose."
"No." He shook his head, groping for words. "No.
It’s-"
"A sea monster?"
"Yes!" Peri’s mop slipped as she stood staring at him.
It rapped her on the head and Enin winced. "Are you all right
there, girl? Mare, it’s huge! Big as this inn! It came right up to
our boats-mine and Tull Olney’s-we went farthest out-and watched us
fish!"
"Oh, Enin," Mare said, touching her forehead.
"Red as fire, even in the mist and rain, we could see
that. And you’ll never guess what else."
"It has a chain of gold around its neck," Peri
said.
"It’s wearing a chain of gold-pure gold-Mare, I swear!
Stop laughing and listen!" Then he stopped talking, and Mare
stopped laughing, and Carey stopped snuffling. They all stared at
Peri.
"I saw it," she said, awkward in the sudden silence. "I
saw it. Yesterday. Beyond the spires. The gold hurt my
eyes."
Carey’s long, slow breath sounded like the outgoing
tide. "Gold."
"But what is it?" Mare said, bewildered. "Some great
fish? A sea lion with a pattern around its neck?"
"No, no, bigger. Much bigger. More like a-a dragon,
yes, that’s what it’s more like. And the gold is- Ah, Mare, you
wouldn’t believe-"
"You’re right, I wouldn’t." Mare sighed. "Probably some
poor lost sea-something with a king’s gilded anchor chain caught
around its neck."
"No."
"No," Peri echoed him. "It’s real. I saw the sun
pouring off it like-like melting butter."
"Why didn’t you tell us?" Carey demanded.
"Because it scared me," she said irritably. "All
chained like that. Like someone’s pet. I didn’t want to think who
might have made that chain. The links are so big I could have
crawled through one."
There was a silence. Carey said suddenly to Enin, "Come
in and shut the door."
Her voice was so high and sharp he did it. The noise
from the inn faded.
"Why?" he said, puzzled.
"Because it’s ours," she said fiercely. "Our gold. It
belongs to us, to the village. Not to the king, not to the summer
guests. To us. We have to find a way to get it."
Enin stared at her, breathing out of his mouth. Mare
pushed her hands against her eyes.
"Oh, Carey."
"She’s right, though," Enin said slowly. "She’s
right."
"It must be our secret," Carey insisted.
"Yes."
Mare turned abruptly, picked her cloak off a peg, and
tossed it over her shoulders so fast it billowed like a sail. "I
think," she said tautly, "you’d better take another look at this
sea-dragon before you start counting your gold pieces. I
think-"
"Mare- "
"I think you and Tull had too many beers for breakfast
and you rowed right into the place where the sky touches the sea
and you hear singing in the mist, and sea cows turn into mermaids,
and old ships full of ghosts sail by without a sound. That’s where
you’ve been. Sea-dragons. Gold chains." She jerked the door open.
"I have a headache and I’m famished. The only gold I want to see is
in a cold glass of beer."
"But, Mare," Enin said, following her out. Carey gazed
at Peri, her eyes suddenly wistful.
"Was that it? A sea-dream?"
Peri dragged a hand through her hair. "I didn’t have
any beer for breakfast when I saw it," she sighed. "I don’t know
what it is. But it’s not our gold. I wouldn’t like to be caught
stealing from whoever made that chain."
Carey was silent; they both were, envisioning gold, so
much gold that the damp air seemed to brighten around them. Carey
reached for her cloak. "Nonsense," she said briskly. "Anyone who
could waste that much gold on a chain for a sea-pet would never
know it was missing."
Peri kept an eye out for the sea-pet when she walked
back to the old woman’s house. But there was no fire in the gray
world, no gold, only the sea heaving sullenly between the spires.
The rain clouds hiding the setting sun did not release a single
thread of light. A false light dragged Peri’s eyes from the sea:
the gorse blazing gold above the old woman’s house. And in front of
her house: a black horse.
The rider, apparently, was inside. Peri’s brows went up
as high as they could go. As she trudged from the tide line across
the stretch of beach toward the house, she saw that the top half of
the door was open. Kir leaned against the bottom half, watching the
breakers so intently that he did not notice Peri until she was
nearly on the doorstep.
His head turned, his eyes still full of the sea. His
thoughts tumbled over Peri like a wave, drenching her with a sharp,
wild sense of restlessness and despair. She stopped short, one foot
on the doorstep, staring at him. But he had already moved to open
the door, while something shut itself away behind his
face.
He didn’t speak. Peri dumped scallops the innkeeper had
given her out of her cloak and hung it up. He had started a fire,
she noticed in surprise. He had picked up driftwood with his royal
hands and piled it into the grate. But, it appeared, he did not
know what a scallop was.
"What’s this?" He was fingering a fan-shaped
shell.
"My supper," Peri said, huddling close to the fire. He
watched her shake water out of her hair. She added gruffly,
recalling some manners, "You’re welcome to stay."
He turned edgily away from the shells. "You cook,
too."
"I have to eat," she said simply. He paced to the door
and back again to the hearth, where she crouched, combing her hair
with her fingers.
"Did you give my message to the sea?" he asked
abruptly. She nodded, opening her mouth, but he had turned away
again, speaking bitterly before she could answer. "I’m being
stupid. It’s just a child’s game, your hexes, my message. They’re
probably lying out there now among the litter on the tide line. You
can’t talk to the sea by throwing things at it."
Peri, trying so hard to understand him that her
forehead creased and her eyes were round as owls’ eyes, asked
bewil-deredly, "Why did you want the sea to have your father’s
ring?"
"Why do you think?" he answered sharply.
"I don’t know." She felt stupid herself. Something in
her voice made him look at her again, as if he had never really
seen her since she walked in damp and untidy from the rain, with
red, chapped hands and tired eyes. His expression changed. Peri,
recognizing his unhappiness if nothing else, said helplessly, "I
don’t know if the sea got your message. But after I threw it in,
the biggest sea-thing I have ever seen in the world lifted its head
out of the water to look at me. Around its neck there was a chain
of gold-"
"What?"
"A chain. Gold. It-"
"Are you," he asked, his voice so thin and icy she
shifted nearer to the fire, "making a fool of me?"
Peri shook her head, remembering the flame-colored wall
rising out of the sea, blocking the sun, and the molten reflection
of gold everywhere. "It was like a dragon. But with fins and long
ribbons of streamers instead of wings. It was bigger than this
house, and the gold chain ran down into the deep sea as if-as if it
began there, at the bottom."
The prince’s pale face seemed to glisten in the
firelight like mother-of-pearl. He whirled; rain and wind blew
across the threshold as he flung open the door. The waves fell in
long, weary sighs against the sand. He stood silently, his eyes on
the empty sea between the spires. Peri, her clothes still damp,
began to shiver.
She moved finally to stop the shivering. She poured
water from a bucket into a pot, dropped the scallops into it to
steam them open. She hung the pot above the fire, then knelt to add
more driftwood to the flames. Kir shut the door finally. He came to
the hearth, stood close to Peri. Behind him he had left a trail of
wet footprints.
Her eyes were drawn to them; her hands slowed. She
heard Kir whisper, "All that gold to keep a sea-thing chained to
the bottom of the sea."
"Why- " Her voice caught. "Why would-Who
would-"
"There must be a way. There must be." He was still
whispering. His hands were clenched. She stared up at
him.
"To do what?"
"To get there."
"Where?" She rose, as he flung his wet cloak back over
his shoulders. "Where are you going?"
"To the land beneath the sea."
"Now?"
"Not now," he said impatiently. "Now, I’m just
going."
"Don’t you want supper?"
He shook his head, his attention already ebbing away
from her, caught in the evening tide. She scratched her head with a
spoon, her face puckered anxiously. "Will you be back?" she asked
suddenly. He looked at her from a long distance, farther than
sleep, farther, it seemed, than from where the tide
began.
"From where?"
She swallowed, feeling her face redden. "Here," she
said gruffly. "Will you come back here?"
"Oh," he said, surprisedly. "Of course."
The door closed. She heard his horse nicker, then heard
its hoofbeats, riding away from the village, down the long beach
into the gathering night. She gazed at the door, envisioning Kir,
dark and wet as the night he rode into, restless as the crying
gulls and sea winds, with a hint of foam in the color of his skin.
A frown crept into her eyes. Her foot tapped on the floor, on one
of his footprints. He had left water everywhere, it seemed. Then
her foot stilled; her breath stilled. She glimpsed something as
elusive as a spangle of moonlight on the water. A lock of his
father’s hair thrown to the sea, a pearl… a message…
She blinked, shaking her head until the odd thoughts
and images jumbled senselessly, harmlessly. She grabbed the broom,
swept at his watery footsteps across her threshold, at her hearth;
they blurred and finally faded.
FOUR
THE RAIN WITHDREW, crouched at the
horizon; the fishers had a spell of blue sky to tempt them out, and
then a wind and a rain-pocked sea to drive them back into the
harbor. Out, in, out, in-it was like that for several days. Tales
of the sea-dragon became as common as oysters. Then the teasing
weather gave way to a full-blown storm that piled surf on the beach
and tossed boats loose from the docks. The fishers could not get
out past the swells raging at the harbor mouth. The sea-dragon rode
out the storm alone. The fishers congregated at the inn to drink
beer and stare moodily out at the weather. The guests, disdainful
of the smells of wet wool and brine, withdrew to a private room,
leaving the hearth and the flowing tap to the villagers. Peri,
passing in the hall with her arms full of linen, or coming in to
tend the fire, was aware, without really listening, of the thread
of gold, glittering and magical, that wove in and out of their
conversation.
"Links of gold. A link has to have an opening point,
otherwise how would you make a chain? So we’ll get a big lever of
some kind, force a link apart-"
"And what’s the monster going to be doing while you’re
standing on its neck and sticking a lever through its chain?
Nibbling shrimp and watching gulls? It’ll dive, man, and take you
right down with it."
"Fire, then. Fire melts gold. We’ll build a floating
forge, row it out underneath the chain where it meets the sea.
We’ll distract the sea-monster with fish or whatever it
eats-"
"Shrimp. Brine shrimp. How can you distract something
as big as a barn with something you can hardly see
yourself?"
"Then we’ll sing to it. It likes singing."
"Sing!"
"Or Tull can play his fiddle. It’ll be listening; we’ll
float the forge behind it, melt a link through, and
then…"
"Gold," Mare sighed, mopping up the perpetual river of
sand and water in the hall. "That’s all they talk about these days.
Even Ami and Bel. Enin’s the worst. It’s making them all
loony."
"If it’s out there," Carey said sharply, "they should
get it. It’s not doing the monster any good."
"Yes, but they’re not thinking. None of them are.
Nothing human could make a chain like that. That’s what they should
be considering first. Instead"-she gave her mop a worried,
impatient shove-"they’re going to do something stupid. I know
it."
"The thing is," the fishers said, while the wind
blustered and threatened at the closed windows, "there’s still
another problem. Even if we do pry open a link, what’s the good of
that? How could we possibly keep the chain from sliding back down
to the bottom of the sea? It’d be like taking a whale into our
boats. It’d crush us if we tried to hold it."
"Then we’ll cut a link farther down. We’ll kill the
monster and let the sea itself float it to shore."
"Kill it! If we injure it at all, it’ll just disappear
on us. Or worse, come back and swamp our boats for us."
"Then how? How do we get the gold?"
Carey took to lingering in the doorway, listening. Peri
was tempted to do the same. The fiery sea-dragon with its gold
chain provided the only color in a world where everything-sand,
sea, sky-had faded gray in the rain. It seemed a wonderful tale for
a bleak, idle day, an elaborate fish story to tell over beer beside
a warm hearth.
But Mare, bringing clean glasses into the bar, said
crossly, "That’s like you, all of you, to think of killing when you
think of gold."
Enin said uncomfortably, "Now, Mare, we’re just
talking, let us be. It’s the most we can do on a day like
this."
"But you’re not thinking!"
"Well," Ami said good-humoredly, "nobody pays us for
that."
"Have you ever met a man or woman who could make a
chain like that? Suppose whoever made that chain has something to
say about your stealing that gold? Or freeing the
sea-monster?"
"Oh, it’s probably ancient, Mare, it’s
probably-"
"Oh, ho, then why is it so shiny it’s left its
reflection in all your greedy eyes? I haven’t heard of so much as a
barnacle on it, or a bit of moss. I think you should be a bit
careful about who might treat a sea-monster that size like a pet.
That’s what I think, and there’s no need to pay me for
it."
They still talked, for the winds whipped up foam like
the froth on cream on the surface of the sea, and the cold rain
blew in sheets. But Mare had veered them away from the sea-dragon,
Peri noticed. Now it was not "how?" but "who?" and no longer
sea-monsters, but enchanted lands and witchery.
"Come to think of it," the fishers asked one another,
"who did make that chain?"
Lands were invented on distant islands, at the bottom
of the sea, or even floating upon the surface of the sea.
"Like the kelp islands, you see. Only they can skim the
surface faster than a gull, and fade like light fades on the water,
leaving no trace. Beautiful, rich, great floating islands of pearl
and coral and gold… The sea people keep the sea-monster the way a
child keeps a pet. It’s chained to the invisible island."
"It’s not a pet. It’s someone who did an evil deed, or
crossed a wicked mage, and got chained to the sea bottom in
punishment."
"It wants to be free then."
"It wants us to break the chain."
"Suppose we did. Will this wicked mage let us take his
gold?"
"Ah, we should get the gold first and worry
later."
Peri, working her mop desultorily, found herself
daydreaming. Distant isles on the top of the world, past the
glaciers and icebergs, past the winter lands, beyond winter itself,
gleamed like summer light in her head. Magical isles, where fruit
was forever ripe and sweet, and the warm air smelled of roses.
Lands deep in the sea, where entire cities were made of pearls, and
men and women wore garments of fish scales that floated about them
in soft, silvery clouds. One of them had fashioned a chain of gold
for a very special…
"Mare," she said abruptly.
"What?"
"Why do people do things?"
"Why? For as many reasons as there are fish in the
sea."
"I mean, if you made a chain for a sea-dragon, would it
be because you loved it and didn’t want it freed? Or because you
hated it and took away its freedom? Or because you were afraid of
it?"
"Any one of those things. Why?"
"I was just wondering… was it love or hate or fear that
made a chain like that?"
Mare looked surprised; Peri rarely used such
complicated words. "I don’t know. But the way they’re talking in
there, I think we’ll soon find out."
Walking home wearily that afternoon, Peri searched the
horizon for one hint of light in the monotonous gray of sea and
sky. Rain flicked against her eyes; she pulled the hood of her
cloak more closely about her face. Nothing but the slick, mute fish
could possibly dwell in that sea, she decided. There were no
wondrous deep-sea lands full of castles made of pearl and
whalebone. No free-floating islands of perpetual summer. The
sea-dragon’s chain was nothing more than a ring of kelp that glowed
with tiny, gold, phosphorescent sea animals. The sea-dragon itself
had probably strayed from warm, distant waters where, in its own
sea, it wasn’t a monster. That was all. No mystery. Nothing
strange, everything explained-
And there it was, beyond the spires, rising up out of
the stormy waters, bright as flame, with the sunlight itself looped
around its neck.
It was watching the only movement on the beach:
Peri.
She stopped, her mouth open. It lingered, massive and
curious, its bright streamers swirling in the restless water. The
delicate brow fins over its great eyes flicked up and down like
eyebrows. It had a mustache of thin streamers above its mouth. It
washed to and fro in the water, its eyes like twin red suns
hovering above the sea. It seemed to wash closer with the tide.
Peri stepped back nervously and bumped into something that snorted
gently between her shoulder blades.
She whirled, gasping. Kir’s black mount whuffed at her
again. Kir, never taking his eyes from the sea-dragon, held out his
hand.
"Come up."
She stepped onto his boot, hoisted herself awkwardly
behind him. He said nothing else, just sat there watching the
sea-dragon, his eyes narrowed against the rain. It seemed to watch
them as intently, all its fins and long streamers roiling to keep
its balance in the storm.
And then it was gone, sliding fishlike back into its
secret world.
Peri felt Kir draw a soundless breath. Then he lifted
the reins, nudged his horse into a sudden gallop. Peri clutched
wildly at him. He started under her touch, and slowed
quickly.
"I’m sorry-I forgot you were there."
"I’ll walk home," Peri suggested
breathlessly.
"I’ll take you." But he rode slowly in the hard rain,
his face turned always toward the sea.
"What is it?" Peri asked again. "Where does the chain
begin?"
For a long moment he didn’t answer; she began to feel
like a barnacle talking to the rock it was attached to. Then he
answered her. "I think," he said, so softly she had to strain
through the sound of the wind and the waves to hear him, "it begins
in my father’s heart."
Peri felt herself go brittle, like a dried starfish.
Her mouth opened, but no words came out. Then she felt Kir shudder
in her arms, and she could move again, the thoughts in her head as
vague and elusive as shapes in deep water.
"There is a land under the sea."
"There must be," he whispered.
"That’s what you look for, when you watch the
sea."
"Yes."
"The way to get there. Where you-where you want to
be."
"No one," he whispered. "No one knows this but
you."
She swallowed drily, her voice gone again. Unguided,
the horse had stopped; rain gusted over them. Kir’s face lifted to
the touch of water.
"It’s why we came here early this year. I am not able,
any longer, to be too far from the sea. My father-he thinks-I let
him believe that I’ve lost my heart to some lord’s daughter who
lives near here. He doesn’t suspect that I would give my heart to
anyone who would show me the path to that secret country beneath
the waves."
"But how- " Peri said huskily.
"Oh, Peri, do I have to spell it out to you? Are you
that innocent?"
She thought a moment. Then she nodded, her face chilled
as from inside, from a cold that had nothing to do with the rain.
"I must be."
"My father took a lover out of the sea."
"A lover," she whispered.
"Yes."
"The king did." She thought of the lock of his gray
hair, falling into the water. "That sounds cold."
"She bore me and gave me to him."
"Then he does know about you."
"No. He doesn’t."
"I don’t understand," she said numbly.
"I didn’t, either, for a long time… Even in the middle
of this island, at the farthest point from the sea, I hear the
tide, I know when it changes. I dream of the sea, I want to breathe
it like air, I want to wear it like skin. But my father said my
mother was a lady of the North Isles, with golden hair and a sweet
voice, and that she bore me and died… But how could she have had a
son who wants to trade places with every fish he sees? I don’t know
where her son is. But I am not hers. My mother is tide, is pearl,
is all the darkness and the shining in the sea…"
A wave roared and broke; a lacework of foam unrolled
across the sand almost to the horse’s hooves. It withdrew before it
touched them; the prince watched it recede. Peri felt herself
shivering uncontrollably. Kir made a small sound, remembering her
again. He gathered the reins; within minutes Peri was at her
door.
She slid down; Kir’s eyes were on her face for once,
instead of the sea. "I’ll come again," he told her, inarguable as
tide, and she nodded, speechless but relieved that he was not going
to leave her alone with this magical and frightening tale. She
looked up at him finally, when he didn’t ride away, and saw a
sudden, strange relief in his own eyes. He left her then; she
watched him until the sea mist swallowed him.
She was so quiet the next day at the inn that Mare said
in amazement, "Peri, you look as if you’re trying to swallow a
thought or choke on it. Are you in love?"
Peri stared at her as if she were speaking a peculiar
language. "I’m catching cold," she mumbled, for something to say.
"All this rain. I stood in it yesterday watching the
sea-dragon."
"You saw it?" Carey’s voice squealed. "Why didn’t you
tell us?"
"I forgot."
"You forgot!" She hugged her wet scrub brush anxiously.
"Is it true, then? About the gold? It wasn’t a dream?"
"It’s real."
"Is it dangerous?" Mare asked worriedly. "Would it
attack the boats?"
Peri shook her head, shoving her bucket forward. "It
seems friendly."
"Friendly!"
"Well, it seems to like watching people."
"That’s what Enin said, that it likes listening to the
fishers talk. He says it pokes its big head out of the water and
listens, while the gulls land on it and pick at the little fish
caught in its streamers."
"I bet it wouldn’t miss that chain," Carey
murmured.
"Yes, but how could they possibly get it off?" Mare
said. "It sounds enormous. Whoever put it on meant it to
stay."
"But they have to get it off!" Carey protested. "They
have to! We’ll all be rich! If it was put on, then it can be taken
off."
Peri ducked over her work, thinking of Kir watching the
cold, tantalizing waves, of the great chain disappearing down, down
into a secret place. "Magic," she said, and was surprised at the
sound of her voice.
Carey stared at her, openmouthed. "What’s
magic?"
"The chain. It must be."
"You mean wizards and spells, things like
that?"
Mare straightened slowly, blinking at Peri. "You’re
right. You must be." A door slammed within the inn; she picked up
the hearth brush again. "If magic put it on, then magic must take
it off."
"It’s not magic," the innkeeper said testily, poking
his head into the room, "that does your work for you, as much as
you may wish it." All their brooms and dust cloths moved again, to
the beat of his footsteps down the hall. The front door opened; a
wet wind gusted across the threshold. Carey groaned.
"I just mopped out there."
"Mare," Enin said, in the doorway. Mare gave him a
halfhearted smile. "Working hard?"
"Go away."
"No, don’t!" Carey cried, halting him as he turned.
"Peri, tell him what you said. About the magic. Peri said the chain
is magic, so Mare said you must take it off with magic."
"And where," Enin asked, "do we find magic? Among the
codfish in our nets?"
"Find someone who does magic. There are people who
can."
He rubbed his beard silently, blinking at Carey as she
knelt among the suds. They had all stopped working, brushes
suspended.
"A mage," he said. "A wizard."
"Yes!"
"We could offer gold. There’s enough of it."
"Yes."
"With that kind of payment, we could get a good mage.
The best. Someone who could break that chain and keep it from
falling back down to the bottom of the sea."
"Someone who could keep you from killing yourselves
over that gold," Mare said tartly.
His eyes moved to her. "Well," he admitted, "we have
been a little carried away. But if you could see it, Mare, if you
could-"
Peri shook her hair out of her eyes, suddenly uneasy.
"Maybe you shouldn’t," she said.
"Shouldn’t what?"
"Disturb what’s under the sea. Maybe the chain begins
in a dangerous place."
They looked at her silently a moment, envisioning, amid
the sea of suds, dangerous beginnings. Then Carey cried, "Oh, Peri,
there’s nothing to be afraid of!" The door opened again, slammed.
Heavy boots stamped into the hall. Enin turned his head, cheerful
again.
"Ami! We’re going to get that gold!"
"How?"
"We’re going to hire a magician!"
Magicians, Peri thought, huddling in her cloak as she
walked down the beach. Kings. Sea-dragons. How, she wondered, had
such words come to live in her head among plain familiar words like
fish stew and scrub bucket? She wiped rain out of her eyes. Gulls
sailed the wind over her head, crying mournfully. Her fingers were
almost numb in the cold. She carried mussels the innkeeper had
given her bundled in a corner of her cloak. The cloak was beginning
to smell like old seaweed. As soon as the rains stopped, she
would…
She heard hoofbeats and peered into the rain. A
riderless horse galloped down the beach toward her. Against the
dusky sky, she could not see its eyes, just its black, black head
and body, like a piece of polished night. There was a long strand
of kelp caught on one hoof. It passed her; the tide ran in and out
of its path.
She made a wordless noise. And then she began to run,
not knowing exactly why or where. The darkening world seemed of
only two colors: the deep gray of sky and stone and water, and the
misty white of foam and gulls’ wings. The mussels scattered as she
ran. The wind whipped her hood back, tugged her hair loose. She saw
the old woman’s house finally; there was no fire in its windows,
the door was closed. She slowed, her eyes searching the beach. She
saw a streak of black in the tide, half in, half out of the sea.
She ran again.
It was Kir, face down in the sand. She dropped to her
knees beside him, rolled him onto his back. His face looked
ghostly; she couldn’t hear him breathe. She gripped both his hands
and rose, trying to tug him out of the encroaching grip of the
tide. She pulled once, twice. His clothes were weighted with water
and sand; she could barely move him. She shifted her grip to his
wrists and gave a mighty tug. He pulled against her, coming alive.
Sea water spilled out of his mouth. She let him go; he curled onto
his side, his body heaving for air. The rasping, grating breaths he
took turned suddenly into sobbing. She felt her body prick with
shock; her own eyes grew wide with unshed tears.
"I don’t know what to do," she heard him cry. "I don’t
know what to do. What must I do? I belong to the sea and it will
not let me in, and I cannot bear this land and it will not let me
go."
"Oh," Peri whispered; hot tears slid down her face.
"Oh." She knelt beside him again, put her arms around his back and
shoulders, held him tightly, awkwardly. She felt the grit of sand
in his hair against her cheek, smelled the sea in his clothing. The
tide boiled up around them, ebbed slowly. "There must be a way,
there must be, we’ll find it," she said, hardly listening to
herself. "I’ll help you find the path into the sea, I promise, I
promise…"
She felt him quiet against her. He turned slowly,
shakily, on his knees to face her. He put his arms around her
wearily, his hands twined in her hair, his chilled face against her
face. He did not speak again; he held her until the tide roared
around them, between them, forcing them to choose between land and
sea, to go, or stay forever.
FIVE
ENIN AND TULL WERE ABSENT from the
sea and the inn for several days. The other fishers, whose hours on
the water were intermittent and dangerous, told one another tales
of other, wilder storms they had survived and of the strangest
things they had ever pulled up from the bottom of the sea. Now and
then, as Peri passed them, she heard a brief mention of magic, of
wizardry, followed by a sudden silence, as if they were all
envisioning, over their beers, the wondrous, powerful mage whom
Enin and Tull were at that very moment enticing out of the city.
There was no more talk of gold now, lest the word seep under the
door into the curious, greedy ears of the visitors. The fishers,
gold within their grasp, waited.
Then, for a while, the village was overrun with some
very peculiar people. Carey counted fourteen jugglers, six
fortunetellers, nine would-be alchemists who, she said tartly,
couldn’t even make change for a gold coin, four inept witches, and
any number of tattered, impoverished wizards who couldn’t unlatch a
door by magic, let alone unlink a chain. The fishers gave them a
dour reception; they, in their turn, saw no sign of gold or dragon
in the bitter, tossing sea, and jeered the fishers for drunken
dreamers. They all trailed back to the city; the fishers slumped
over their beers, mocking Enin and Tull for their thickheadedness
and still seeing their fortunes glittering somewhere beyond the
spindrift.
Peri, lost so deeply in her own thoughts, had barely
noticed the motley crowd from the city, except when she dodged a
juggler’s ball or tripped over a witch’s skinny familiar. On the
morning the storm finally passed, she barely noticed the silence.
She scrubbed at an unfamiliar patch of sunlight as if it were one
more puddle to clean off the flagstones. She was trying to imagine
the world beneath the sea that Kir yearned for so desperately.
Where could he have got to, that night, if he had found entry to
the sea’s cold heart? What would he change into? A creature of
water and pearl, son of the restless tide… She scowled, scrubbing
away at memories: his hands in her hair, the chill kiss on her
cheek, his need of her, someone human to hold.
On land, at least she could touch him.
"Peri," Mare said, and Peri, startled, came up out of
layer upon layer of thought. "You’ve been working on the same spot
for twenty minutes. Are you trying to scrub through to the other
side of the world?"
"Oh." She pushed her bucket and herself forward
automatically. Mare, her feet in the way, did not move.
"Are you all right, girl?"
"I’m all right."
"You’re so quiet lately."
"I’m all right," Peri said. Mare still didn’t
move.
"Growing pains," she decided finally, and her feet
walked out of eyesight. "You finish the hall, then help me upstairs
when you’re done."
Peri grunted, shoved her bucket farther down the hall.
The frown crept back over her face. The wave of suds she sent
across the floor turned into tide and foam.
There was a sudden crash. The inn door, with someone
clinging to it, had blown open under a vigorous puff of spring
wind. Peri looked up to see a stranger lose his balance on her
tide. He danced upright a moment, and she noticed finally the
blazing thunderheads and the bright blue sky beyond him. Then he
tossed his arms and fell, slid down the hall to kick over her
bucket before he washed to a halt under her astonished
face.
They stared at one another, nose to nose. The stranger
lay prone, panting slightly. Peri, wordless, sat back on her knees,
her brush, suspended, dripping on the stranger’s hair.
The stranger smiled after a moment. He was a small,
dark-haired, wiry young man with skin the light polished brown of a
hazelnut. His eyes were very odd: a vivid blue-green-gray, like
stones glittering different colors under the sun. He turned on his
side on the wet floor and cupped his chin in his palm.
"Who are you?"
"Peri." She was so surprised that her voice nearly
jumped out of her.
"Periwinkle? Like the flower?" he asked.
"Is there a flower?" His eyes kept making her want to
look at them, put a color to them. But they eluded
definition.
"Oh, yes," the stranger said. "A lovely blue
flower."
"I thought they were only snails."
"Why," the stranger asked gravely, "would you be named
after a snail?"
"Because I didn’t know there were flowers," Peri said
fuzzily.
"I see." His voice was at once deep and light, with
none of the lilt of the coastal towns in it. He regarded her
curiously, oblivious to the water seeping into his clothes. His
body looked thin but muscular, his hands lean and strong, oddly
capable, as if they could as easily tie a mooring knot as a bow in
a ribbon.
He was dressed very simply, but not like a fisher, not
like a farmer, not like one of the king’s followers, either, for
his leather was scuffed and the fine wool cloak that had threatened
to sail away with him on the wind was threaded with grass stains.
He popped a soap bubble with one forefinger and added, "I heard a
rumor that someone here needs a magician."
She nodded wearily, remembering the tattered
fortune-tellers, the alchemists in their colorful, bedraggled
robes. Then she drew a sudden breath, gazing again into the
stranger’s eyes. That, she felt, must explain their changing, the
suggestion in them that they had witnessed other countries,
marvels. He looked back at her without blinking. As she bent
closer, searching for the marvels, a door opened somewhere at the
far side of the world.
"Peri!"
She jumped. The stranger sighed, got slowly to his
feet. He stood dripping under the amazed stare of the
innkeeper.
"Good morning," he said. "I’m-"
"You’re all wet!"
"I’m all wet. Yes." He ran a hand down his damp
clothes, and the dripping stopped. The flagstones were suddenly
dry, too. So was the puddle outside the door. "My name is Lyo. I’m
a-"
"Yes," the innkeeper said. He bustled forward, clutched
the magician’s arm as if he might vanish like Peri’s scrub water.
"Yes. Indeed you are. Come this way, sir. Peri, go down to the
kitchen and bring the gentleman some breakfast."
"I’m not hungry," said the magician.
"A beer?"
"No," the magician said inflexibly. "Just Peri." He
added, at the innkeeper’s silence, "I’ll see that her work gets
done."
"That may well be," the innkeeper said with sudden
grimness. "But she’s a good, innocent girl, and we’ve promised to
pay you in gold and not in Periwinkles."
Peri shut her eyes tightly, wishing a flagstone would
rise under her feet and carry her away. Then she heard Lyo’s laugh,
and saw the flush that had risen under his brown skin.
He held out his hands to the innkeeper; his wrists were
bound together by a chain of gold. "I only want her to take me to
see the sea-dragon."
The innkeeper swallowed, staring at the gold. The chain
became a gold coin in the magician’s palm. "I’ll need a
room."
"Yes, your lordship. Anything else? Anything at
all."
"A boat."
"There’s the Sea Urchin," Peri said dazedly. "But it
needs oars."
The odd eyes glinted at her again, smiling, curious.
"Why would a Sea Urchin not have oars?"
"It lost them when my father drowned."
He was silent a moment; he seemed to be listening to
things she had not said. He touched her gently, led her outside.
"Oars it shall have." She was still clutching her brush. He took it
from her, turned it into a small blue flower. "This," he said,
giving it back to her, "is a periwinkle."
The magician borrowed oars from no discernible place,
stripped the barnacles from the Sea Urchin’s bottom with his hand,
put his ear to its side to listen for leaks, and pronounced it
seaworthy. He rowed easily out of the harbor into open sea, his
lank hair curling in the spray, his face burning darker in the
sunlight. A pair of seals leaped in graceful arches in and out of
the swells; seabirds the color of foam circled the blue above their
heads. The magician hailed the seals cheerfully, whistled to the
birds, and stopped rowing completely once to let a jellyfish drift
past the bow. He seemed delighted by the sea life, as if he had
seen little of it, yet he rowed fearlessly farther than Peri had
ever gone, out to where the very surface of the world was fluid and
dangerous, where the sea was the ruling kingdom they trespassed
upon in their tiny, fragile boats, and the life and beauty in it
lay far beneath them, in places forbidden to their eyes.
Peri’s thoughts drifted to Kir, another sea secret. She
had made him a promise: to help him find his way out of the world,
away from her. But where was the bridge between land and water,
between air and the undersea? She pulled her thoughts about her
like a cloak, sat huddled among them, stirring out of them finally
to see the magician’s eyes, now as bottle-green as the water, on
her face.
She shifted, disconcerted, as if he could pick thoughts
like flowers out of her head. But he only asked worriedly, "What is
it? Don’t you like the sea?"
"No."
"Ah, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked you to come with
me."
"It’s not that," she said. "I don’t mind being on it
like this. I don’t like what’s under-" She stopped abruptly; he
finished for her.
"What’s under the sea." He sounded surprised. "What is
under the sea besides kelp and whales and periwinkles?"
"Nothing," she mumbled, frightened suddenly at the
thought of telling a sea tale that was as yet barely more than a
secret in a king’s heart.
"Then what are you-" He stopped himself, then, letting
go of the oars to ruffle at his hair. The oars, upended, hung
patiently in the air. "I see. It’s a secret."
She nodded, staring at the oars. "Are you-are you
rowing by magic?"
He looked affronted, while the Sea Urchin’s bow skewed
around toward land and the oars looked as if they were dipped in
air. She laughed; the magician smiled again, pleased. He gripped
the oars, brought them back down. "No, Periwinkle, I’m not rowing
by magic, though my back and my shoulders and my hands are all
shouting at me to get out and walk-"
"Can you do that?" she breathed. "Walk on the
sea?"
"If I could, would I be blistering my hands with these
oars? Besides, walking on the sea is very peculiar business, I’ve
heard. You walk out of time, you walk out of the world, you find
yourself in strange countries, where words and sentences grow
solid, underwater, like the branches of coral, and you can read
coral colonies the way, on land, you can read history." He laughed
at her expression.
"Is it true?"
"I don’t know. I’ve never been there."
"Where?"
"To the country beneath the sea." He was silent, then,
watching her, his eyes oddly somber. "Why," he asked slowly, "do
you want to know about that country?"
She almost told him, for if he knew it, he might know
the path to it. But it was not her secret, it was Kir’s. "I don’t,"
she said brusquely. He only nodded, accepting that, if not, she
sensed, believing it, and she had to resist the urge to tell him
all over again.
"I can row awhile," she said instead. "I have strong
arms." She changed places with him, took the oars. The Sea Urchin
skimmed easily over the first sluggish, heaving swell she dipped
the oars into; surprised, she pulled at them again and felt she was
rowing in a duck pond. Lyo had put a little magic into the oars,
she realized, to help her, and he had not told her. And he had
turned a snail into a flower.
He could break that chain.
"How did you get to be a magician?" she asked
curiously. "Were you born that way? With your eyes already full of
magic?"
He smiled, his eyes, facing the sun, full of light.
"Magic is like night, when you first encounter it."
"Night?" she said doubtfully. She skipped a beat with
one oar and the Sea Urchin spun a half-circle.
"A vast black full of shapes…" He trailed his fingers
overboard and the Sea Urchin turned its bow toward the horizon
again. "Slowly you learn to turn the dark into shapes, colors… It’s
like a second dawn breaking over the world. You see something most
people can’t see and yet it seems clear as the nose on your face.
That there’s nothing in the world that doesn’t possess its share of
magic. Even an empty shell, a lump of lead, an old dead leaf-you
look at them and learn to see, and then to use, and after a while
you can’t remember ever seeing the world any other way. Everything
connects to something else. Like that gold chain connecting air and
water. Where does it really begin? Above the sea? Below the sea?
Who knows, at this point? When we find out, we’ll never be able to
look at the sea the same way again. Do you understand any of my
babbling?"
Peri nodded. Then she shook her head. Then she flushed,
thinking of the tipsy webs of black thread and twigs she had thrown
into the sea. How could she have thought they held any power of
magic? There was no more magic in her than in a broom. "Where?" she
asked gruffly. "Where did you learn?" The magician’s eyes were
curious again, as if they were searching for those childish hexes
in her head.
He opened his mouth to answer, and then didn’t. His
eyes had moved from her to a point over her shoulder; his hands
moved, gripped the sides of the boat. His face had gone very still.
She knew then what he was seeing. She pulled the oars out of the
water into the boat, and turned.
The magician stood up. He balanced easily in the boat,
under the great fiery stare of the sea-dragon. They were still a
quarter of a mile from the fishing boats, but it had come to greet
them, it seemed, lifting its bright barnacled head out of the
water. Its body wavered beneath the surface of the water like a
shifting flame.
Lyo whistled. The sea-dragon’s brow fins twitched at
the noise, "lgnus Dracus," the magician murmured. "The fire-dragon
of the Southern Sea. It appears to be lost. No…" He was silent
again, frowning. The fire-dragon watched him. The chain around its
neck was blinding in the noon light.
The magician sat down again slowly. His face was an
unusual color, probably, Peri thought, from the gold; everything
around them was awash with gold. The fishers were hauling in their
nets. They knew the Sea Urchin, and they knew that only something
momentous would send Peri that far out in it.
Peri felt a sudden surge of excitement at the imminence
of magic. "Can you break that chain?"
He looked at her without seeing her. "The chain," he
said finally. "Oh, yes. The chain is simple."
"Really?"
"It’s just-" He waved a hand, oddly inarticulate.
"There are just a couple of- Did anyone ever think to ask where
this chain begins? Who made it and why?"
"Yes."
"Well?"
She shrugged, avoiding his eye. "They want the
gold."
"The king? Did he see it?"
Peri stared at him. He was troubled; the colors in his
eyes shifted darkly. Kir, she thought, and as she tried to hide the
thought, his words came back to her: The chain begins in my
father’s heart. But his secret was not hers to give away. "No," she
said briefly. His face stilled again; he watched her. How did he
know? she wondered, rowing a little to keep the Sea Urchin from
drifting. How did he know to ask that?
"Peri," he said softly. "Sometimes two great kingdoms
that should exist in different times, on different planes, become
entangled with one another. Tales begin there. Songs are sung,
names remembered… This is not the first time."
She looked away from the magician again, letting the
wind blow her hair across her face, hide her from his magic eyes.
Kir, his blood trying to ebb with the ebb tide, the secret pain,
the secret need in his eyes…
"Just break the chain," she pleaded.
"And then what?"
"I don’t know…" She added, "We’ll pay you."
He studied her for a long time, while the fishing boats
inched closer around them. "It’s just the gold you want
then."
She nodded, her eyes on a passing gull. "So we’ll be
rich. You’ll be rich, too," she reminded him, and he made an odd
noise in his throat.
"I’ll do my best," he said gravely, "to make us all
rich." He stood up again, then, and began to sing to the
sea-dragon.
The boats gathered about the Sea Urchin as he sang. The
sea-dragon’s big, round eyes never moved from him. Birds landed on
its head, dove for the fish that followed it constantly; it never
moved. Swells nearly heaved the magician overboard a couple of
times; he only shifted his feet as if he had been born in a boat
and never left it. His songs were in strange languages; the words
and tunes wove eerily into the wind and waves and the cries of the
birds. The fishers waited silently, plying oars now and then to
keep from running into one another, for the bottom dropped away
from the world where they floated and there was nothing but
darkness to anchor in.
Gradually the songs became comprehensible. They were,
Peri realized with astonishment, children’s songs. Songs to teach
sounds, letters, words, the noises of animals. The fishers glanced
at one another dubiously. The sea-dragon drifted closer; its eyes
loomed in front of the Sea Urchin like round red doors.
The magician stopped finally, hoarse and sweating. He
poured himself a beer out of nowhere, and the fishers grinned. This
was no flea-bitten fortune-teller.
"My name," he said, "is Lyo. This, we’ll assume for the
moment, is a species of Ignus Dracus, which originated in the warm,
light-filled waters of the Southern Sea, where kelp and brine
shrimp abound. This one apparently muddled into the vast,
slow-moving maelstrom formed by the south current as it shifts
upward to meet the cold northeast current, which circles downward
in its turn to meet the warm south currents again on the other side
of the sea." He paused to sip beer. The fishers listened
respectfully. Some had even taken off their hats. "It got lost, in
other words, which is, we’ll also assume for the moment, what it’s
doing here. The chain, however is not a normal feature of Ignus
Dracus. It is not a normal feature of anything I have ever laid
eyes on in the sea. I will remove it for you. For a small fee, of
course. A nominal fee. A quarter-weight of the salvaged
chain."
They spoke then, jamming hats back on their heads. "A
quarter of the gold! That’s-that’s-"
"At this point, a quarter of nothing."
"That’s robbery!"
"No," Lyo said cheerfully. "Simple greed. I like gold.
Take it or leave it. Remember: Three or four links alone will be
enough to make the town rich. I can get you far more than
that."
There was silence. "One link," someone growled. "One
link yours. The rest ours."
Peri laid her arms along the side of the boat and
rested her chin on them, watching the sea-dragon. It seemed to
enjoy the bargaining: Its head turned ponderously at every new
voice. What was it really? she wondered. What had the magician seen
within its great, calm eyes? Something to do with Kir?
How had the magician known?
"All right," she heard him say finally. "The first
link, and then one out of every five mine. Are we agreed?" He
waited; a sea gull made a rude noise above his head. "Good. Now…
just keep quiet for a couple of minutes, that’s all I need. Just…
silence…"
The Sea Urchin was inching toward the sea-dragon. The
drift looked effortless, but it was against the tide, and Peri
could see the drag of Lyo’s magic at his back. He was frowning
deeply; his face seemed blanched beneath its tan. The sea-dragon’s
eyes were dead ahead, twin portals of constant fire the Sea Urchin
seemed determined to enter. The magician’s eyes burned like jewels
in the bright reflection of the gold.
The boat bumped lightly against the chain. There was
not a sound around them, not even from the gulls. Lyo leaned
forward, laid a palm on the massive, glowing chain. His hand and
face seemed transformed: He wore a gauntlet and a mask of
gold.
And then the gold was gone. Peri blinked, and blinked
again. It was as if the sun had vanished out of the sky. The
sea-dragon made a sound, a quick, timbreless bellow. Then its head
ducked down and it was gone.
All around the boats floated thousands upon thousands
of periwinkles.
SIX
OOPS," WAS ALL THE MAGICIAN SAID
about it before he vanished. "Sorry." A fisher from one of the
larger boats rowed Peri in; he was glumly silent all the way until
he slewed the Sea Urchin into its berth in the placid harbor. Then
he spat into the water.
"There are some men born to be magicians. And some
magicians born to be fish bait." He heaved himself out of the boat,
headed toward the inn.
Peri tied up the Sea Urchin, then stood a moment,
feeling blank, a vast blue haze of periwinkles floating in her
head. No more gold, the sea-dragon gone…
"Periwinkles." Her own voice startled her. She walked
down the dock toward the inn, then veered away from it. She had no
desire to hear Carey’s thoughts on the matter of gold turned into
flowers. There would be days enough ahead for that. Months, likely.
Where, she wondered, had the magician gone?
Where had the sea-dragon and the gold gone? Where all
the moonlit paths to the country beneath the sea always went? To
that elusive land called memory?
She sighed. In the bright, blustery afternoon, all the
magic had fled, just when she had begun to believe it existed. And
now, voices caught her ear from across the harbor, where the king’s
lovely, fleet ships were docked.
She stopped, staring. Sailors were scouring one of the
ships, whistling; others loaded chests, white hens in
cages…
Someone else was leaving.
She felt her eyes ache suddenly. She twisted her hair
in her hands, away from her face. "Well," she said to herself, her
voice so swollen and deep it didn’t seem to belong to her, "what
did you expect?" A horse returning riderless, a prince coming home
half-drowned in the sea-even an absentminded father would pay
attention to that.
She dragged her eyes away from the ship, herself away
from the harbor. She wandered through the village with its distant
afternoon sounds of women chatting across walls as they worked in
their vegetable gardens, children playing in the trees, calling to
one another. Her rambling took her, as always, to her mother’s
gate. The hoe was still standing in the weeds. She stopped, glaring
at it. Where were the furrows, the seeds for spring? Her mother had
to eat.
She grabbed the hoe, ignoring the pale, listless face
at the window, and attacked the rain-soaked ground.
Several hours later, she sat on the wall, dirty,
sweating, aching, and surveyed her work. There were mud streaks
even in her hair. A great pile of weeds lay to one side of the
garden; the dark, turned path in the middle was ready for potatoes,
cabbages, carrots, squash. The sun was lowering behind her, filling
the yard with a mellow light. A sweet sea breeze cooled her face.
She ignored the sea for a while, then gave up, turned to it. The
boats were homing toward the harbor on a streak of silver
fire.
She gazed at it, her heart aching again. She felt a
touch on her shoulder; her mother stood beside her. They both
watched silently. Peri’s tangled head came to rest against her
mother’s shoulder. The sea, it seemed, had lured them both into its
dreaming. Maybe there was no way out of the dream; they would be
caught in it forever, yearning for a secret that was never quite
real, never quite false…
"Well." She stirred from the wall.
Her mother said softly, "Come in and eat,
Peri."
She shook her head. "I’m not hungry. Get some seeds.
I’ll come and plant them."
"At least," her mother said in a more familiar tone,
"wash before you go."
Peri drew water from the rain barrel, poured it over
her hair and arms and feet until she was clean and half-drowned.
She shook her soaked hair over her shoulders and drifted back out
of the yard, through the village, to the beach. She followed the
tide line, not looking at the sea except once: when she neared the
spires and lifted her head to see the blinding light sinking down
between them, showering its gold over empty waters.
She ducked her head again, trudged to the old woman’s
house. She opened the door, and found Kir, sitting on a stool with
his feet on the window ledge, watching the sun go down.
He rose, went to her as she stopped in the doorway. He
put his arms around her wordlessly; after a moment her hands rose
shyly, touched his back. She closed her eyes against the light,
felt him stroke her hair.
"You’re wet," he commented, "this time."
"I was gardening."
"Oh." She felt him draw a long breath, loose it. Then
he loosed her slowly, looking at her with his strange, clear,
relentless gaze. "I’m leaving for a while."
"I know," she whispered. "I saw the ship."
"My father-" He stopped, a muscle working in his jaw.
"My father is taking me to visit a lord and lady in the North
Isles. They have a daughter."
"Oh."
"I’ll be back."
"How do you know?"
His eyes left her, strayed toward the final, shivering
path of light across the sea. "You know why," he whispered. "You
know." His lips brushed hers, cold, yet she knew he gave her all
the warmth he had. "If I could love, I would love you," he said
softly. After a moment she smiled. "Why is that strange?"
"If you could love," she said simply, feeling as if she
had taken an enormous step away from herself, and into the complex
world, "you would not choose me to love."
He was silent. She moved away from him, sat down
tiredly, and was instantly sorry that he was no longer close to
her. He paced the room a little, looking out. Then he stopped
behind her, put his arms around her again, held her tightly, his
face burrowed into her hair. She took his hands in her hands,
lifted them to her face. She said, "Promise me."
"What?"
"Stay safe, where you’re going. Don’t drown."
She felt his head shake quickly. "No. I wasn’t trying
to, that night. I was swimming beyond the spires, trying to follow
the light. But the faster I swam, the farther it drew from me; I
followed it until it was gone, and I was alone in the deep water,
in the darkening sea… I think-I think for the first time that night
my father-the thought occurred to my father whose child I might be.
I saw him look at me with changed eyes. Eyes that saw me for a
moment. He does not want to believe it." He paused; she felt his
heartbeat. "That night you pulled me out of the sea… before that
night, I had never cried. Not even as a child. Not true tears. You
made me remember I am half human." He moved to face her as she sat
mute; he knelt, lifted her hands to his mouth. She drew a breath,
felt herself pulled toward him helplessly, thoughtlessly. Something
fiery brushed her closed eyes, her mouth; she lifted her face to
it. But it was only the last finger of light from the setting
sun.
Kir had moved to the window. She sat back, blinking,
watching him watch the tide withdraw. Then, before she could feel
anything-love, loss, sorrow-he looked down at her again. You know
me, his eyes said. You know what I am. Nothing less. Nothing
more.
She got up finally, took bread out of the cupboard,
butter, a knife. "I’m lucky," she said, and heard her voice
tremble.
"Why?"
She turned to look at him again, his hair black against
the dusk, his eyes shades of blue darker than the dusk. She
swallowed. "That you are only half like your mother," she
whispered. "Because it would be very hard to say no to the
sea."
His eyes changed, no longer the sea’s eyes. He went to
her, his head bent; he took the butter knife out of her hand, held
her hand to his cheek. "Yes," he said huskily. "You are lucky.
Because I would rise out of the tide bringing you coral and black
pearls, and I would not rest until I had your heart, and that I
would carry away with me back into the sea, and leave you, like me,
standing on a barren shore, crying for what the sea possessed, and
with no way but one to get it." He loosed her hand, kissed her
cheek swiftly, not letting her see his eyes. "I must go. We’re
sailing on the outgoing tide. I’ll be back."
He left her. The house seemed suddenly too still,
empty. She sat down at the table, her eyes wide, her body still,
feeling him, step by step, carrying away her heart.
She stood at the open door hours later, watching the
moon wander through an indigo sky, watching the path it made across
the sea constantly break apart and mend itself: the road into
dreams, into the summer isles. She listened to the sea breathe,
heard Kir’s breathing in her memories. A tear ran down her cheek,
surprising her.
"What have you done?" she asked herself aloud. "What
have you done?" She answered herself a few moments later. "I’ve
gone and fallen in love with the sea."
"I thought so," said a shadow beside her doorstep, and
she felt her skin prickle like a sea urchin’s.
"Lyo!"
He moved out of the shadow, or else ceased being one.
The moonlight winked here and there on him in unexpected places; he
smelled of sage and broom where he must have been lying
earlier.
"Where did you go?" she demanded amazedly.
"Up the cliff."
"How? How did you get there from the Sea Urchin on open
sea?"
"As quickly as possible." She saw one side of his mouth
curve upward in a thin, slanted smile. Then, as abruptly, he
stopped smiling; his face was a pale mask in the moonlight, his
eyes pools of shadow. "More easily than you left the
sea."
She was silent. She gave up trying to see his eyes and
sat down on the step, chewed on a thumbnail. Then she wound her
hair into a knot at the back of her neck and let it fall again. "I
thought I had more sense," she said finally. "Do you know what
being in love is like?"
"Yes."
"It’s like having a swarm of gnats inside
you."
"Oh."
"They won’t be still, and they won’t go away… What are
you doing here? I thought you ran away."
He chuckled softly. "I’m waiting to be paid." He sat
down beside her; she felt his fingers, light as moth wings, brush
her cheek. "You were crying. It’s a terrible thing, loving the
sea."
"Yes," she whispered, her eyes straying to it. Waves
gathered and broke invisibly in the dark, reaching toward her,
pulling back. They were never silent, they never spoke… Then she
looked at the magician out of the corners of her eyes. "You know
about Kir."
"I know."
"How? How could you know something like
that?"
He reached down, picked up a glittering pebble beside
his feet and flicked it absently seaward. "I listen," he said
obscurely. "If you listen hard enough, you begin to hear things…
the sorrow beneath the smile, the voice within the fire-dragon, the
secret in the young floor-scrubber’s voice, behind all the talk of
gold…"
"Gold," she said morosely, reminded. "Don’t let the
fishers see you still here."
"I won’t."
"At least you tried. At least you showed them some
magic."
"Perhaps," he said, chuckling again. "I won’t expect to
be overwhelmed by their thanks. But, not only can I turn gold into
periwinkles, I can think as well. And what I think is this: There’s
someone missing."
"What do you mean?"
"There’s Kir. There’s his father, the king. There are
two wives. Suppose this: Suppose they bore sons of the king at the
same time. The son of the land-born queen was stolen away at birth
and a changeling-a child of the sea-was slipped into his place. The
queen died. But what happened to her true son? Kir’s
half-brother."
She was silent, trying to imagine a shadowy reflection
of Kir. A shiver rippled through her. Somewhere in the night, a
king’s child wandered nameless, heir to the world Kir so
desperately wished to leave. "Maybe he died."
"Perhaps. But I think he lived. I think he’s living
now, the only proof of the king’s secret love. Does Kir suspect he
might have a brother?"
She shook her head wearily. "He hasn’t thought that far
yet. He’s barely guessed what he is, himself."
"Why did he tell you?" the magician asked
curiously.
"I don’t know. Because I was always thinking about the
sea and so was he. Because…" Her voice trailed away; she put her
face on her arms, swallowing drily. "He almost drowned one evening.
I pulled him out of the surf. Another evening, he left wet
footprints all over the house. Because he needed someone to tell,
and I was here instead of the old woman. Because I work at the inn,
and he can come and go in and out of my house, and no one would
even think to look for him here. A few weeks ago all I did was
scrub floors. I don’t know how things got so
complicated."
"They do sometimes when you’re not paying attention.
Will you let me help you both?"
"It’s all right for now. He’s going away to meet some
lord’s daughter."
"He’ll be back."
"I almost wish he wouldn’t. I almost wish he would sail
away as far as he could sail, across all the days and nights there
are to the end of the sea, and never come back." She saw Kir’s face
in the dark, dark sea, felt his touch, luring her out into deep
water with cold kisses and promises of sea-flowers and pearls; she
saw him again, crying in the surf, clinging to her on land, as she
would have clung to him in the sea.
Her eyes had filled again with tears at the memory of
his sorrow. Lyo said again, gently, "Will you let me
help?"
"Yes," she whispered. "But be careful. You must always
be careful of the sea."
She still watched, long after Lyo had left her. The
moon was over the dunes now, queen of the fishes in a starry sea.
The tide had quieted; the long, slow breakers whispered to her of
magic hidden in that blackness: the great floating islands drifted
past just beyond eyesight, the ivory towers on them spiraled and
pointed like the narwhale’s horn. Kir’s world, the world his heart
hungered for, elusive as moonlight, as water, yet constantly
calling… She felt the touch of his lean, tense hands, saw his sea
eyes, seeing her as nobody else did, heard his voice saying her
name.
"Oh," she whispered, her throat aching, the stars
blurring in her eyes. "I wish you were human." She blinked away
tears after a moment. "No," she sighed, speaking to the waves since
she had nothing else of Kir. "If you were human, you would never
have given me a thought. A girl who works at the inn. You would
never even have known my name. I wish-I just wish you were a little
bit more human. So that you wouldn’t always be turning away from me
to the sea."
Something moved within the darkness. It flowed across
her vision until it blotted out one star, and then another. Her
skin prickled again; her eyes grew wide as she tried to separate
dark from dark. Was it the sea country rising from the depths of
the sea? Was it some dream island that shifted by night from place
to place? Was it some vast, dark, high-riding wave? But the
receding waves broke evenly, serenely against the shore. Still the
darkness flowed until, by the outline of black against the stars
and the foam, she realized what it was.
She stood up slowly. The sea-dragon was riding on the
surf, closer to land than she had ever seen it. Lyo had freed it,
yet it lingered, alone in the night, missing the fishers. Had it
been drawn by her lamplight? She found herself moving quickly,
impulsively across the sand, drawn toward it, trying to see it more
clearly. It swallowed more stars. One of the spires disappeared
behind its back, then the other. Her feet dragged abruptly in the
sand, stopped.
It was coming out of the sea.
Her throat made a whimpering noise, but she was frozen,
incapable of moving. She could see the great eyes reflecting
moonlight, the mountain of its back, the enormous fins along its
body pushing it through the shallow water into the tide. "Lyo," she
said, but as in a dream, her voice had no sound. Was it coming out
to die, she wondered, like the whales did sometimes? Or was it just
coming out like the sea lions came out, to stretch its great body
on the dry sand and sleep?
It was coming straight toward her; its fiery eyes saw
her. She stepped back; it gave a mournful cry like a foghorn, and
she stood still again. It can’t eat me, she thought wildly. It
could roll on me, but I can move faster. What does it
want?
Its back fins heaved the bulk of it out of the surf.
The tide played with its streamers awhile, rolled them up,
stretched them out, delicate ribbons of smoke. Still it came, heave
by heave, until only the long, tapering tail fin was left in the
surf, and finally only its tail streamers.
And then it was all out, one final streamer tugged out
of reach of the tide. And not six yards from her. Her hands were
jammed over her mouth; she was poised to scream, to run all the way
to the village if it decided to sit on her house. But it stopped
heaving, stopped moving completely except for a whuff of a huge
sigh out of its mouth.
Its eyes closed, red moons vanishing. And then all of
it vanished.
A young man, naked as a fish, knelt on his hands and
knees at the end of the path the sea-dragon had taken out of the
sea.
SEVEN
PERI MADE A NOISE. She still had
her hands over her mouth, so it was a muffled noise. The
sea-dragon’s head lifted. He stared at her groggily, blinking, the
salt water dripping from his hair into his eyes. He shook his head
wildly, and stared at her again. She stood like one of the stone
spires, like something to which barnacles and sea urchins could
drift against and cling. But he did not confuse her with a stone.
He turned his head to look at the stars, the waves, the sand, and
finally his hands.
He touched his mouth with one hand. He said rapidly,
experimentally, "One fish sat on a house, two fish ate a mouse,
three fish-" His voice faltered. "Three fish… three fish…" He
looked frightened, then desperate, as if he had forgotten some
vital magic spell that was the lifeline to his new body. His eyes
went back to Peri. She moved her hands after a moment; her bones
felt brittle, like dried coral.
"Three fish rode a horse." Her voice seemed to come
from somewhere else, out of the well under the gorse, perhaps. Her
heart thumped raggedly. She felt as if she had stepped into some
dream where anything might happen: Her head might float away and
turn into the moon; starfish might walk upright onto the sand and
dance a courtly dance.
The terror went out of the sea-dragon’s face.
"Three fish rode a horse. Four fish swam in the gorse."
It was one of the children’s rhymes Lyo had chanted to the
sea-dragon. "Five fish climbed a bee." The sea-dragon was beginning
to shiver.
"A tree," Peri said numbly. "Five fish climbed a
tree."
"Six fish caught a bee."
She took a step toward him, breaking out of the spell
he was weaving about them both with his rhyming. "You’re cold." He
was silent at the unfamiliar word, watching her. In that moment,
with his face still, uplifted to the moonlight, his hair dark with
water, he looked eerily like Kir.
She closed her eyes, suddenly chilled herself. The
king’s missing son. He had crawled out of the sea, found his body
and his voice and was kneeling stark naked under the stars counting
fish in front of her.
"Seven fish dined with the king." His voice sounded
strained again, uneasy at her silence. "Eight fish found a ring.
Nine fish-"
Peri took another step toward him and he stopped
speaking. She moved again and he stopped breathing. This time he
was frozen in the sand, watching her come.
She reached him finally. He slid back on his knees to
look up at her. His face, lit by the moon above the dunes, seemed
unafraid. In his great, bulky underwater body, he would never have
learned fear. Her hand moved of its own accord, another piece of
the dream, and touched his shoulder.
At her touch, he began to breathe again. His skin was
icy. He still watched her, his face curious, very calm. But when
she lifted her hand, something flickered in his eyes; he put his
own hand where hers had been.
She shivered again, glimpsing the complex, mysterious
events that had hidden this king’s son behind those huge, inhuman
eyes, in that body with streamers for fingers, fins for feet, and
the rest of him home for any passing barnacle. "Down in the sea,"
she whispered, "did anyone ever touch you? How could- how could
anyone do such things to you and Kir? What makes people do such
things?"
He was listening, as the sea-dragon had listened, alert
for every pitch and shading in her voice. He picked up a word
unexpectedly, hearing an overtone. Kir.
She swept at her hair with both hands, utterly
perplexed. "I should take you to the king," she said, and was
horrified at the thought. "I can’t walk into his great house with
you in the middle of the night and explain to him-me, Peri, who
mops floors at the inn-that you are his human son and Kir is his
sea-child and-I can’t, anyway," she added with vast relief. "He
left with Kir. Lyo. Lyo can tell me what to do with you." The
sea-dragon was listening patiently, his teeth chattering. She put
her arm around him, coaxing him to his feet. "At least I can find
you a blanket. Can you walk? Not very well, but no wonder, you just
got born."
She took him into the house, wrapped him in an old
quilt and rekindled the fire under a pot of oyster soup. The light
springing over his face made her eyes widen. His hair was as gold
as the sea-dragon’s chain; his eyes were sky blue under gold brows.
Like Kir, he was tall, slender, broad-shouldered; like the
sea-dragon, he was constantly in motion. He paced while he nibbled
bread. He burned his fingers in the fire, poked himself with a
needle, startled himself with the cracked mirror, tripped over the
trailing quilt, and dropped everything he picked up, including his
bread and a bowl of oyster soup. Peri made him sit down finally,
curled his fingers around a spoon and taught him to feed himself.
The first spoonful of hot milk, oysters, melted butter, salt, and
pepper he swallowed amazed him. Peri laughed at his expression. An
answering smile sprang to his face, mirroring hers. It was a smile
startlingly unlike Kir’s, sweet and free of bitterness. She gazed
at him, silent again, forgetting to eat. He waited, alert to her
silence, as curious and patient as the sea-dragon had been,
balancing its lumbering body in the waves among the fishers’ boats
to listen to them talk.
"I wonder if you even have a name," she breathed
finally. "I wonder what your mother called you, just before she
died. You must look like her. I wonder if, down in the sea, they
ever took off the chain, turned you back into this shape… I wonder
if they ever taught you anything at all, even ‘yes’ and ’no.’
"
"Yes and no," the sea-dragon said obligingly, "and dark
and light, sun and moon and day and night: They never speak, but to
and fro together through the world they go."
"Or did they just keep you chained from the day they
took you? Is this really the first time you have been
human?"
"Human."
"Like me. Like the fishers."
He let the bowl sag forward in his hands as he
listened, his eyes intent on her eyes, her mouth. His own eyes were
heavy; the sea-dragon’s struggle out of the sea had tired him. She
righted the bowl before he spilled it, coaxed him to eat more soup
before he nodded away and tumbled off his chair. She made him lie
on a blanket beside the hearth; he was asleep, soundlessly, before
she covered him.
She stood watching the firelight lay protective arms
across him. Twice in one day, she thought; two princes have come
into my house. One dark, one light, one day, one night… And then
she fell into bed without getting undressed.
She woke again in the dark to the roar of the high
tide. A puddle of moonlight splashed through her open door. It
creaked as she stared at it, then banged shut making her
jump.
The blankets lay scattered, empty beside the hearth.
She was alone. She got out of bed, went to the window. The milky,
moonlit sea dazzled her eyes; she leaned farther out, blinking, and
saw it finally: the sea-dragon with all its streamers swirling
about it taking the silver path of light between the spires, back
into the sea.
She worked groggily at the inn that day. Carey,
bewailing the loss of the gold unceasingly, it seemed, became to
Peri’s ears like a background noise of shrill, keening gulls’
voices. Even Mare, with all her good sense and humor, was
cross.
"How could he have been so stupid?" Carey demanded.
"How could anyone with the power to turn gold into anything at all
have turned it into a bunch of flowers? All that gold, Mare… Peri,
you were with him. Did you have any idea he would do anything so
barnacle-brained as that?"
Peri shook her head and swallowed a yawn. Carey stood
in front of her, wanting something, some word of explanation, of
hope. When none came, she made a desperate noise and stared out a
window.
"I’m going to run away."
"Oh, please," Mare sighed. "Stop caterwauling about the
gold. It’s gone. We’ve lived our lives so far without it, and if
just living peacefully won’t make you happy, I don’t suppose a
fortune will, either."
"You’re sorry about it, too."
"All right, so I am. It would be fine not to have to
scrub floors and listen to you complain every day; if you’re going
to go, then go for goodness sake, girl, and give us a
rest."
"All right, then," Carey snapped. Peri lifted her head.
Something in the tense, poised lines of Carey’s body reminded Peri
of Kir’s desperation and helpless anger.
"Don’t go," she said softly. Carey’s miserable, furious
gaze swung to her. "Maybe he’ll be back. He has magic in him. He
had the power."
The anger vanished from Carey’s face. She went to Peri,
grabbed her broom to keep it still. "Yes. You’re right. If he could
turn gold into flowers, why can’t he turn the flowers back into
gold? He could, couldn’t he? If we could find him, if we could ask
him."
"Those flowers are probably down in the south islands
by now," Mare said. "And so, if he knows what’s good for him, is
the magician. You heard the fishers yesterday when they came in. If
the magician had been anywhere within reach, they would have corked
him into a beer barrel and tossed him back out to sea.
"But- " Carey said stubbornly.
"What?"
"The magic was real. It was real, Mare. Peri is right.
He has the power."
Mare was silent, frowning uncertainly. Peri closed her
eyes a moment, wishing she could curl up under a table and take a
nap. An image of the sea-dragon exuberantly breasting the moonlit
waves swam into her head. Yes and no and dark and light, his voice
said, just as her head nodded forward against her broom and snapped
back up again.
"Peri!" Mare exclaimed. "You’re falling
asleep!"
"Sorry."
"What have you been doing at night, girl? Meeting
phantom lovers?"
"Yes," she said, yawning again. Unexpectedly, Carey
laughed.
Peri’s house was empty when she came home that
afternoon. She ate bread and cheese beside the hearth, then crawled
gratefully into bed before the sun went down. She slept deeply
with-out dreaming; when she floated drowsily awake again, she
wondered why it was still dark.
Someone was moving in the house. "Kir?" she said
sleepily. "Lyo?" Then she came fully awake, for the door stood open
and the bright moon hung like a lantern over her
threshold.
A hand brushed her lightly. "Two fine ladies rode to
town, in a carriage of seashells pulled by a prawn."
"You’re back!"
"You’re back," he echoed. He had already pulled a quilt
over his shoulders; he was rubbing his dripping hair with a corner
of it. "Peri," he added, and she started.
"Who taught you that?"
He burrowed more deeply into the quilt, then held out
his hands to her cold hearth. Peri got out of bed. The fire she
built chased away the fog in her head along with the
darkness.
"Lyo," she exclaimed as the sea-dragon knelt to warm
himself. "Has he been with you in the sea?"
He touched his mouth, feeling for words. Then he said
in an arrogant, scholarly voice, "A species of Ignus Dracus, which
originated in the warm, light-filled waters of the Southern Sea-
oops, sorry."
She smiled wonderingly. "Is that how you turned human?
If so, his spell last night didn’t work too well; maybe tonight
you’ll stay human. But-" A frown crept into her eyes. She stopped
the curious sea-dragon from putting her hairbrush on the fire. "But
all I can teach you are words," she said, groping with words
herself to say what she meant. "How will you know what they mean?
How can you say where you’ve been? What you want?"
"Want is empty, have is full," he said. "Want is
hungry-"
She turned; he stopped talking. But something in his
eyes spoke, insisted, that when she taught him the language, he
would have more to tell her than of kelp and shrimp and children’s
rhymes. He put his hands around his neck suddenly.
"Chain," he told her. "Chain." And she saw the human
feeling in his eyes.
She took his hands, held them toward the blaze. "This
is fire,"she said.
"Fire."
She tugged him up, led him to the open door. "Those are
stars. That is the moon."
"Stars. Moon."
"Sand," she said, pointing to it. "Sea."
"Sand." He fell silent, gazing out at the restless
tide. "Sea," he whispered, and as she led him in, she wondered if
the sudden wash of fire across his eyes had hidden love or
hate.
He roamed the house, touching everything, remembering
many of the words she told him. Finally he turned to her with the
same scrutiny, touched her tangled hair.
"Hair," she said.
"Hair." He bent slightly, peering into her eyes, then
at her nose with such intensity that she laughed. He startled,
ducking back as gracefully as a fish. Then he smiled.
"Nose."
"Nose."
"Eyes."
"Eyes." He stared into hers again; even his lashes were
gold, she saw, against a milky skin that had never been touched by
the sun. She drew a breath, pulled herself out of his summer blue
gaze, and called his attention to the floor. Feet.
He grew drowsy soon; it taxed his strength, she
guessed, to heave that sea-body onto dry land. But before he fell
asleep beside the fire, he told her a story.
"Once upon a time," he said in Lyo’s voice, "there was
a king who had two sons: one by the young queen, his wife, and one
by a woman out of the sea. The sons were born at the same time, and
when the queen died in child-bed, her human son was stolen away,
and the sea-born son left in his place. Why? No one truly knows,
only the woman hidden in the sea, and the king. And perhaps the
king does not even know. Why?
"Why is the wind, why is the sea, why is a long road
between the world and me." He fell silent, watched the changing
expressions on her face. He reached out, put his hand on her hand,
and went to sleep.
When she woke in the morning, he was gone.
She went to work, puzzled. She searched for signs of
the sea-dragon as she walked to the inn that morning, and again in
the afternoon when she walked back. She cooked potatoes and
sausages for supper, leaving her door open to catch the mild spring
breeze. A shadow fell over her frying pan from the doorway; she
whirled, and found the magician leaning against the
doorpost.
"Lyo!"
He smiled. "I kept smelling something wonderful. I
followed my nose." He looked thinner, she thought, and wondered
what and where he ate. Certainly nowhere in the village. She took
the pan off the flame and held it out to him. He took a smoking hot
piece of potato, juggled it between his fingers, then bit into it
and sighed.
"It’s so good it must be magic."
"Lyo, where is the sea-dragon?"
"In the sea," he said with his mouth full. She gazed at
him, perplexed; he took a sausage from the pan. She sucked at a
tine of her stirring fork.
"Well, why?" she said. "Can’t you make a spell work
right for once?"
He raised his brows at her, speechless as he bit into
the sausage. "What," he said when he could finally speak, "are you
asking?"
"I’m asking why you can’t change the sea-dragon into a
prince for more than a couple of hours at a time."
"Why can’t-"
"First you change gold into flowers, then you change
the sea-dragon, only you-"
"I didn’t."
"You didn’t change him?"
He shook his head, reaching for the pan again. She set
it down finally on the table; they sat down, nibbled out of it, he
with his fingers, she with the oversized fork.
"Then who did?"
He shook his head, looking as curious and as baffled as
she felt. "I have no idea. It doesn’t make any sense. That’s really
what I came to ask you."
"Me?"
"If you knew why it-he-changed so suddenly. And at such
an odd time. Did you see anyone? Hear anything?"
She shook her head. "I was there when it happened; I
was still watching the sea. It just crawled out. There was no
magic. It just changed. He. Lyo." She paused, groping while he
waited. "He is so-so-"
"His mother," Lyo said, finding another sausage, "was
said to be very beautiful."
"Then why did the king love a sea-woman? If he had a
wife like that?"
"Well." He chewed a moment, thoughtfully. "As I have
heard, they barely knew each other before they were married. The
king knew the sea-woman longer than that, I suspect. I think she
was not a passing fancy, but someone who came to love him. The king
didn’t realize he would come to love his own wife as well. He
married and forgot about the sea-woman, but he saw her one last
time just before he married. And that was one time too many. Nine
months later the queen was dead, her child taken under the sea, and
the changeling cried in the royal cradle instead."
"It is sad."
"It is."
"The sea- dragon doesn’t even have a name." She
poked holes in the potatoes with the fork, brooding, while Lyo
watched her, his eyes sometimes smiling, sometimes secret. "I wish
the king and Kir would come back. Then-oh." She put the fork down.
"What will Kir say? He doesn’t have a home on land or sea; the
sea-dragon is only human in the middle of the night-"
"It’s an odd pair of sons for a king to
have."
"Lyo, you have to do something."
"I am." He bent over the pan again. "I’m going to
finish your supper."
The magician taught the sea-dragon in the sea by day;
by night it crawled out of the sea to tell Peri the words it had
learned, and to learn more from her. Peri, keeping such odd hours,
felt life begin to muddle like a dream. She found herself mumbling
"scrub brush" and "soap" as she sloshed water across the floor at
the inn, and stray bits of children’s rhymes ran constantly through
her head. She saw little of Lyo; she assumed he slept at night,
along with everybody else who lived their lives oblivious of the
double life of sea-dragons. The ship that had carried Kir away
remained stubbornly away.
"I heard," Carey said, full of gossip one morning as
they began to work, "that the king took Kir up to the North Isles
to marry some lord’s daughter."
A huge soap bubble, rainbows trembling in it,
fascinated Peri. She stared at it and tried to imagine Kir married.
Like a breath of dark wind, something of his own frustration and
panic blew through her. He might marry, but he would never love,
and then there would be yet another child trapped in one world,
yearning for another. And another young woman cruelly betrayed by
the sea. She sighed. The bubble popped. The story would go on and
on…
Mare tripped over her feet. "I’m sorry, Peri. Where did
you hear that?" she asked Carey.
"From one of the girls who works in the kitchen. She
was bringing supper to some of the guests and heard them talking.
They said Kir was restless and unhappy. The king thought marriage
would settle him."
"Poor Kir," Mare said, and Peri looked up from the
hearth she was cleaning.
"Why?"
"There’s no magic in marriage. If they become friends,
though, that would be different. But royal folk rarely get to marry
their friends. They have to marry power or wealth or land
or-
"Well," Carey said wistfully, "at least they have
that."
"Oh, Carey!" Mare said, laughing. "You’re
impossible."
"I can’t help it," Carey said stubbornly. "I want to be
rich. I want that sea-dragon’s gold. Then I’ll be happy."
Peri cooked supper for herself, and crawled into bed as
soon as the sun set. The sea-dragon woke her out of her dreams to
the roar of the sea, the wind shaking her door, the little barque
of the moon sailing among scudding clouds. "Saucepan," she taught
him. "Wall, fork, bread, salt." When her house held no more new
words, she taught him sentences. "I am hungry. I am thirsty. Where
are you? I am here. What are you doing? I am stirring onions in a
pan, I am combing my hair…" As the nights passed and the sea-dragon
consumed words like shrimp, they made the sentences into a
game.
"What are you doing?" he asked as she drank
water.
"I am drinking water. What are you doing?"
He moved to the door. "I am opening the door. What are
you doing?"
"I am putting wood on the fire. What are you
doing?"
"I am looking at your seashells. What are you doing?"
he asked, with such a peculiar expression on his face that she
laughed.
"I am jumping up and down. What are you
doing?"
"I am walking to you."
"Toward you."
"I am walking toward you. What are you
doing?"
"I’m still jumping. What are you doing?"
"I am walking closer toward you."
"To you."
"To you. And closer. What are you doing?"
She stopped jumping. "I am standing still," she
said.
"And I am walking. Closer. Closer."
She stood very still, silent, watching him come, the
sea-dragon in the prince’s body, with the gold in his hair and the
firelight sliding over his skin. "I am coming very
close."
She swallowed. "Very close."
"I am touching you." His hands were on her shoulders.
Then she saw the simple need in his eyes, and she put her arms
around him.
"I am touching you."
"Yes," he said softly, and she felt the long sigh
through his body. "You are touching me."
She watched him fall asleep in front of the fire. Her
heart ached at his loneliness. Like Kir, he was bound to the sea,
in body if not in heart, and loving him was no more possible than
loving his brother, whose wild heart cried out to follow the
tide.
"Lyo," she whispered, "what are we going to do?" But
there was no answer from the sleeping magician.
EIGHT
THEN THE SEA, missing its gold,
perhaps, began to play tricks on the fishers. Enin told the first
tale, coming in late on a spring evening with Tull Olney dragging
behind him. Enin was soaking wet, his face pale, his eyes bloodshot
from salt water. He stood at the bar, dripping on the floor,
downing beer as if to wash salt out of his throat. Tull, as
bedraggled as Enin, looked, Mare said later, as if he had been
slapped silly by a dead cod. Peri, coming up from the kitchens with
a warm loaf of bread wrapped in her skirt, stopped short on the top
of the stairs when Tull said, "There is something going on in the
sea."
"There’s something going on in your head," Enin said
brusquely. "I’ll have another beer."
"You heard the singing!"
"I heard somebody blowing a conch. That’s all." He
turned to the fishers and the innkeeper, and Mare, who had slipped
in at the sound of his voice. "Tull and I were fishing close by
each other. He says he heard singing, I say a conch shell. It was
near sundown, the sea was milky-blue under a sweet south wind. I
heard a conch-"
"Singing," Tull muttered into his beer.
"It was that deep, foggy sound. A conch, like they use
up in the north villages to call all the fishers together. I heard
a splash, and there was Tull, leaping out of his boat to swim with
his boots on after a seal!"
"It wasn’t a seal!"
"I called out to him, he never answered, just swam on.
Then the seal dove under, and Tull was left floundering in the
water with his fishing boots filling up. So guess who got to leap
in after him?" He downed half his second glass and glared at Tull.
Peri, watching him with her mouth open, saw something frightened
behind the glower. Tull banged his own glass onto the
bar.
"It was singing! And it was a woman!"
"It was a seal! A white seal-"
"It was a white-haired woman, with-"
"With brown eyes."
"With brown eyes." Tull looked around the silent room,
his own eyes round, stunned. "She sang. She was a small, pretty
thing, white as shell, playing in the water as if she had been born
in it. She flicked water at me, laughing, and then… there I was.
Like Enin said. Jumping into the deep sea as careless as if I were
a seal myself." He shuddered. "She vanished, left me hanging there
in the empty ocean. Her singing… it was like singing out of a dream
I wanted to find my way into. I started trying to drink the sea,
then, and Enin pulled me out."
The fishers stared at him, lamplight washing over their
still faces. Somebody snickered. Ami dropped her face in her arms,
whimpering with laughter.
"A seal. You prawn-eyed loon, leaping into the deep sea
to frolic with a seal!"
"It wasn’t a seal!"
"Next it’ll be the King of the Sea himself blowing his
conch in your ear."
"I almost drowned," Tull said indignantly, but by then
everyone was laughing too hard to listen to him.
Peri, hugging the warm loaf to her for comfort, left
quickly, passing Mare in the doorway, staring at Enin and Tull
without a glimmer of a smile on her face.
Next, it was Bel and Ami who came in late, quarreling
bitterly over a lost net. Something, it transpired, had come up in
their haul that Ami refused to pull in.
"It was an old dead hammerhead," Bel said
disgustedly.
"It was a boy!" Ami wailed. "A luminous, shiny
green-white mer-boy, caught in the net among all the fish. I
thought he was dead, but he opened his eyes and smiled at
me."
"She let go of the net. It was so heavy I couldn’t hold
it," Bel said. "Heavy as if someone were beneath, pulling it down.
Ami was screeching in my face. I had to let go finally to shake
her. A mer-boy, my left ear. It was nothing but a dead shark. Now
we need a new net."
In the next week or so, half the fishers hauled in a
tale along with their day’s catch, and nobody was laughing anymore.
One fisher had nearly rammed his boat against rocks, trying to join
a pair of lovely sirens drying their long hair in the sun. Another,
beckoned by a vague figure in a strange boat toward a wondrous
school of fish, rowed dangerously far out to sea, only to watch the
strange boat flounder and sink, as it had many years before. There
were tales of hoary, tentacled, kelp-bedecked sea monsters, and of
great ghostly ships from some forgotten past rising silently out of
the water to sail right through the fishing boats like some icy,
briny fog. The fishers’ catch dwindled; the innkeeper had trouble
keeping beer in stock. Worse, the summer visitors had caught wind
of the tales and were passing them gleefully along to one
another.
"We’ll be the laughing stock of the island," Enin said
glumly, leaning on a doorpost and watching the girls work. "Soon
we’ll be too frightened to stick our bare feet in the surf, let
alone leave the harbor."
"They want their gold back," Mare said
soberly.
"We haven’t got it!"
"I know."
"That chowderhead mage turned it into
flowers."
"I know."
"Well, what are we supposed to do?"
Mare stopped shoveling ashes out of the hearth. "I
think you’d better find that magician before whatever is in the sea
drives you onto land for good. But," she added, shoveling furiously
again, "since you never paid any attention to me before-"
"Now, Mare," Enin said, coughing at the cloud she
raised.
"It’s not likely any of you will have enough sense to
now."
"Where would he have got to, do you think?"
"You found him before, you can find him
again."
Enin sighed. "We’ll be a laughingstock."
"So? Who in this village is laughing
anymore?"
Was it the gold, Peri wondered as she walked back that
evening? Or was it the king’s son the sea wanted back, chained
again, not knowing any human language? He would come that night; he
came every night. She was getting used to waking in the dark to his
gentle voice saying unexpected things. She felt a chill down her
back, though the air was balmy. The sea was troubling the fishers
now. How long would it be before it found its way to her door? Lyo
had freed the sea-dragon from the gold chain, but not from the sea.
He could not live on land any more than his half-brother could live
in water. Who could help them? Where was Lyo? Where were any
answers for either of them? She stopped midstep in the sand,
feeling too helpless and worried to think any longer; she could
only shout hopelessly as loud as she could, in frustration,
expecting no answer.
"Lyo!"
"What?" he said beside her. Her shout turned into a
scream; she seemed to levitate before his eyes. He bent quickly to
pick up the mussels she had dropped. She came back down to earth
finally and glared at his shaking shoulders.
"Lyo, where have you been?"
"Here." His voice sounded constrained; he had to duck
away from her again, while a sound like geese arguing came out of
him.
"Well, why didn’t you tell me?"
"Why didn’t you call me before?"
"How should I know you would come?"
"I’m sorry-" He straightened finally, wiping his eyes.
"You looked so-all your hair went straight for a moment, like a
giant hedgehog. I’ve never seen anything like it."
"It did not." But she was smiling then, too, at the
sound of his cheerful voice and at his secret, dancing eyes. She
held out her skirt; he dropped the mussels back into it.
"Lyo, something is happening in the sea," she
said.
"I know. I’ve been hearing the tales."
"Have you seen anything, when you’re with the
sea-dragon?"
"No."
"It’s the sea-dragon the sea wants back."
"Do you think so?"
"What else could have upset it? The fishers think it’s
happening because they tried to steal the gold."
"So." His mouth curled up at one corner. "Now they want
me to put the chain back on."
"But if you do that-"
"I’m not going to."
"But if you don’t, the fishers will be frightened out
of the sea. They have to make a living."
"I know."
"Then what will you do?"
He tugged his hair into spikes, smiling at her again.
Then his eyes strayed to the sea idling between the spires. "Well.
We know that paths exist between land and sea. Kir’s mother found
one. I have spent some time searching for a way for humans to reach
that country beneath the sea."
"Walk there?" she breathed, appalled and fascinated at
the same time.
"People do. Sometimes. But not easily, and sometimes at
an extraordinary price. Time passes differently in the undersea;
humans can lose years, memories, loves, other things they value.
Getting back is even more difficult."
"Oh." She sighed slowly. "Then what-"
"The only thing I can think of that might help is to
talk to Kir’s mother."
Peri looked at him out of the corners of her eyes. "His
mother."
"She stole the king’s human son, she chained him, she
bore the king’s sea-child. Maybe she is responsible for the things
happening to the fishers. Maybe she is trying to speak to the king
that way, sending him a message, making him pay attention to the
sea."
"Except that he’s not here."
"But we are. We’re listening."
"Would she want to talk to you?"
"Us."
"You. She has never even talked to Kir."
"Sometimes people get so angry they can’t hear anything
beyond their anger."
"Who is she angry at?"
"The king."
"Still? After all these years?"
"I suppose she still loves him."
"How can she love him and be so angry with him at the
same time?" Peri asked, bewilderedly.
"It happens often," Lyo said. He stopped to pick up an
agate in his lean, quick fingers and look through it at the sun.
"Love and anger are like land and sea: They meet at many different
places. The king has two sons. One he knows, the other he doesn’t.
It’s about time he met his wife’s true child."
"But he only looks human for a couple of hours every
night. The rest of the time he looks like a sea-dragon. You can’t
row the king out to sea and introduce him to a
sea-dragon."
"No."
"Well, then-" Her voice faltered. "Well, then, how can
you-Lyo, no."
"It’s the only way."
"No." She gripped his arm, pleading. "No. Please, no.
You can’t bring the king to my house."
"Peri, he has to know that he has another son. And if
we don’t do something soon, the fishers will be driven entirely out
of the sea. Or else the sea-dragon will be chained again, so deeply
that he will be lost forever. Were you thinking you could just
teach him enough language so that he could find his own way to his
father’s house?"
Peri shook her head. "I don’t know," she said numbly.
"I wasn’t thinking. But who knows when Kir and the king will be
back?"
"Kir still doesn’t know he has a brother?"
"He left just before the sea-dragon changed. He never
guessed that part of the story."
Lyo grunted, thinking. "You tell him when he returns.
I’ll tell the king."
Peri stared at him. "You aren’t afraid? You’ll walk
into his house and tell him he has a secret son in the shape of a
sea-dragon living in the sea?"
Lyo shrugged imperturbably. "Someone has to. Three
people know: you, me, and Kir’s mother. That leaves me."
The next day and the next brought in more tales from
the sea: of something coming alive in a net, wrapping caressing
arms around a fisherman’s neck and nearly pulling him under the
water; of a strange cloud that swallowed two or three boats on a
cloudless day. Fog-blind, lost, they drifted aimlessly for hours,
hearing bells ring, occasional laughter, sometimes a sweet,
astonishing harping, faint and light as a sudden patter of rain
beyond the cloud. The boats came out of the cloud near nightfall,
without a fish in their holds, and so far from the harbor it took
them until midnight to get back. All the fishers were looking
haunted; they sent messages traveling up and down the coast,
pleading for the return of the magician.
"It’s all the old stories out of the sea coming alive,"
Mare said wonderingly, as they put mops and brushes and dust cloths
away at the end of the day. "I wonder who it was we offended,
making all that gold disappear."
"And we never got so much as a coin out of it," Carey
sighed. "It’s not fair. The magician probably stole it. He probably
picked all the flowers out of the water and turned them into gold
again. He won’t come back."
"Ah, don’t say that. He’s our only hope."
"Maybe. Maybe the king can do something when he comes
back."
"What could he do? Even if he believed the fishers? I
can’t see him jumping out of his great ship with his boots on to
swim after a seal. He watches the waves from his fine house; he
sails from land to land on his ship; the only fish he sees are
covered with sauce on his plate. What does he know about the
sea?"
"Something," Peri muttered without thinking.
"What?"
She tugged at her hair until it fell over her eyes. "I
said something. Maybe that’s what he can do. Maybe."
There was a storm that night. Dark, swollen clouds
gathered at the horizon at sunset, moved inland fast. Peri heard
rain thump on the roof as she cooked supper. In the middle of the
night, she woke to the crash of thunder, and she got up to watch
the sea-dragon tumble in on the wild waves. The sea washed him out
more quickly than usual; he was drenched with rain by the time he
reached Peri’s door.
She threw blankets over him; he stood in front of the
fire, his teeth chattering. Then, as he drank the hot broth she
gave him, gradually he began to speak. The storm had not upset him,
she realized; to him it was just another form of water.
"I saw a boat," he said.
"A boat?" she repeated, horrified. "A fishing boat? In
that storm?"
He shook his head, flicked water out of his bright hair
with one hand. "Not boat. The word is too small. Bigger than a
boat. After the sun went down. Far away. I swam so far the land was
thin."
"A ship!"
"A ship," he agreed. "In the rain. I swam with it
listening to the voices."
"It’s a rough night for a ship to be out," Peri said.
She was frowning, her arms folded tightly, protectively; she was
nervous at what she wanted to say to him. He put his hand to her
face suddenly, where her brows were trying to meet.
"What are you doing?"
"What? Oh-" Her brows jumped apart again. "I was
frowning. That’s a frown."
He tried it, his hand still touching her face. Then he
laughed. He said, watching her closely when she didn’t laugh, "Your
face is talking. I can’t hear it."
She held herself more tightly, drew a breath. "When
you- when you swim in the sea, do you have a name?"
He was very still then; his hand dropped. His eyes left
her face, went to the fire. He drew the blankets more closely about
him.
When she realized he would not, or could not, answer,
she tried again.
"Who put the chain around you?"
Still he didn’t answer. He kept his eyes on the fire,
as if he were listening to its voice. She said softly, her brows
puckered worriedly, "This is the world you belong in. Not the sea.
You belong here, in this world of air and fire, you were born to
walk on this land. All the words above the sea belong to you. Tell
me. If you can. If you remember. Who chained you to the
sea?"
He looked at her finally. Fire-streaked tears ran down
his face; he made no sound. She swallowed, reaching out to him,
touching him. He lifted one hand after a moment, brushed it across
his cheek and stared down at it.
"What am I doing?"
"Crying," she whispered. "You are crying tears.
Sea-children don’t cry."
"Tears."
"You are sad." She put her hand on her heart. "Here.
What made you cry?"
He looked down at the fire again, seeing in its
drifting, eddying flames a land she could not imagine. "I don’t
have the words," he said softly. "You teach me."
"What- what words do you need?"
"All the words," he said, "under the sea."
Perplexed, she stopped on the beach the next evening
and summoned the magician from whatever secret place he kept
himself. She had caught him in the middle of a bite; he offered her
a piece of his bread and cheese while he finished
chewing.
"Lyo," she said, her mouth full.
"Yes."
"Where are you when you’re not here?"
"Oh." He swallowed, waved a hand inland. "There’s a bit
of forest beyond the gorse… What is it?"
"I need something."
"What do you need?"
"Something with words in it."
"A book?" he suggested. She frowned at him dubiously.
He asked delicately, trying not to smile, "Can you read?"
"Of course I can read," she said witheringly. "Everyone
can. It’s just that after you learn how, it’s not something you
do."
"Oh."
"Not in this village, anyway. My mother has a book she
presses flowers in. But it’s not what I need."
"What- "
"I need something for the sea-dragon. Lyo, my house is
too small; there are no more words in it. He wants to tell me
something about the land under the sea, but he doesn’t know the
words, and I can’t teach him, because I don’t know what he’s
seeing."
"Ah," Lyo said, illuminated. Then his thoughts went
away from her; his eyes grew blue-black, absent. "But," he said,
coming back, "you must be very careful."
"Of what?"
"Of the book."
"What book?"
"Tut," he said. "Pay attention, Periwinkle. The spell
book. Don’t read it, just look at the pictures. They should help
you. Promise you won’t try to work the spells."
"I promise," she said, bewildered but
entranced.
"I’m very serious. You’ll make all your hair fall out,
you’ll turn yourself into something."
"A periwinkle?"
He laughed, then, forgetting his warnings.
"Perhaps."
"Lyo. Did you turn that gold into periwinkles on
purpose?"
His eyes grew light, dancing, making her smile. "Well.
Your name was on my mind."
"Did you?"
"What a dull place the world would be if all the
mysteries in it were solved. Wait here." He vanished, leaving,
Peri’s bemused eyes told her, his shadow on the sand. He was back
in a moment, chewing again, with a huge black book under one arm.
"Elementary Dealings with the Sea," he said, passing it to her;
their hands seemed to blur a little into its darkness. Then Lyo
murmured something, and the hazy lines of the book firmed. "It’s
open, now. It’s a sort of primer for beginning mages."
"Oh."
"Don’t worry," he said reassuringly, "it has lots of
pictures." He paused, his voice on the edge of saying something
more. Then he nudged at an expired jellyfish with his foot. "Call
me again when you need me."
"How can you hear me out there in the
forest?"
"It’s easy. Your voice comes out of nowhere, catches me
like a fishhook in my collar, and hauls me to where you are." She
laughed, feeling a sudden color running up under her cheeks. He
smiled his quick, slanting smile, then sobered. "Be careful," he
said again; she nodded absently.
The book had wondrous pictures. She lay beside the
hearth that evening, turning pages slowly and dropping crumbs
between them as she nibbled her supper. Pictures accompanied each
mysterious spell. At first glance they were simply paintings, but
as she gazed at them longer, they began to move. Whitecaps swelled;
wind picked up spindrift, flung it like rain across the surface of
the sea: "How to Achieve a Minor Storm." Mermaids swam among
languorous kelp forests: "How to Attract the Attention of Certain
Inhabitants of the Sea." Between a glass-still sea and hot,
windless blue sky, a ship’s sails began to billow: "How to Inspire
Breezes in a Dead Calm." A dark, beautiful horse rode out of the
surf: "Recognizing Certain Dangerous Aspects of the Sea." Kir, she
thought, recognizing him. The dark rider out of the sea… She fell
asleep with her face against the dark horse and woke hours later,
stiff and cramped beside the cold hearth, with the puzzled
sea-dragon kneeling beside her, asking, "What are you
doing?"
She built a fire quickly, showed him the pictures
shifting under the trembling light. "Look," she said. "Lyo’s
book."
"Book."
"These are pictures. These are words." He looked
dubiously at the faded writing on the pages, but the pictures
fascinated him. Fish and sea-beasts swam through its pages.
Sometimes he gave a chuckle of recognition and pointed for her to
tell him a word.
"Sea- cow. Porpoise. Whale."
She turned a page that seemed nothing more, at first,
than a painting of the bottom of the sea, full of giant kelp and
coral colonies and clams and brightly colored snails strewn thickly
across sand. Then the picture changed, as if water had rolled over
it, altered it to reveal, behind the kelp, faint, luminous towers
of shell and pearl. The sand turned into paths of pearl, the bright
shells to gold and jewels scattered along the paths as if they
might have fallen a long way from great ships wrecked and sunken
and snagged by underwater cliffs on their cold journey down. Peri,
her lips parted, peered closer. Was there a figure walking down a
path? A woman, perhaps, clothed in pearl, her long hair drifting
behind her, adorned with tiny starfish and sea anemones?
The sea- dragon made a sound. His face was very
white; his open hand fell across the page as if to block it from
his sight.
"Chain," he whispered. He looked at Peri, struggling to
talk; the words were still trapped, in spite of everything Peri had
done, behind his eyes. "Here." The woman took a slow step; the
water shifted again, hid the magic kingdom. But the sea-dragon saw
it, hidden within the dark kelp. "Here. It began."
NINE
THE NEXT MORNING, Peri found a
black pearl on her doorstep.
Her shriek startled Lyo out of his secret forest,
brushing leaves out of his hair, his eyes so dark they looked black
as the pearl. He took it from her silently, gazed at it as she
babbled. It was the size of an acorn, perfectly round, with a sheen
on it like dusky silk. He whistled.
"It’s very beautiful."
"Lyo!"
"Well, imagine what great oyster fretted itself
unknowingly, growing this in silence out of a grain of sand." He
tossed it absently into the air, caught it, his eyes narrowed at
the bright morning sea.
"Lyo, an oyster didn’t roll across the sea and bring me
this! She knows this is where the sea-dragon comes! She’ll find him
here, she’ll chain him again-"
"No, she won’t."
"But- "
"She sent you a message."
"Yes!"
"She said ‘I know about you, you know about me.’ If she
wanted the sea-dragon back, she would take him, she wouldn’t bother
putting pearls on your doorstep. She permits the sea-dragon to come
here. Although," he added, veering off into his own thoughts, "why
for only a couple of hours in the dead of night is a mystery.
Nothing about any of this makes much sense. The magic seems so
confused…"
"Well, what does she want?" Peri demanded, confused
herself. "Lyo, what does she want? The sea-dragon recognized her
last night-or someone like her. She walked through one of the
paintings in your book. Someone saw her to be able to paint her
like that, someone went down to the undersea, and came back up. So
why can’t Kir do it? Why can’t you? Go down and ask her what she
wants?"
"Have you ever seen a mermaid?"
"No."
"But you could draw one?"
"Yes."
"How? If you’ve never seen one?"
"I don’t know. Everyone knows what a mermaid looks
like. Now," she sighed, "they’re even seeing them."
"But they knew the word before they saw the
mermaid."
She nodded, perplexed. "People tell stories," she said
finally.
"And words," Lyo said, "like treasures, get handed down
through time. Very, very few people make a real journey to the
undersea. It is a journey out of the world. But everyone who tells
the tale of a sea-journey, or listens to it, travels there safely
and comes back again. So don’t assume the painter went down to view
that world firsthand. Perhaps he painted his own sea-journey that
he made through his mind when he first heard the tale."
"Yes, but," Peri said, "Lyo, the sea-dragon recognized
her."
Lyo grunted. His fingers searched his hair, picked out
a bit of twig. "Well," he admitted, "maybe you’re right. Long ago,
the painter went down and came back, bearing a sea-treasure of
strange knowledge… But neither you nor I are going to do
that."
"Then how will you talk to Kir’s mother?"
"We. We are going to do a little fishing with the
fishers."
"Most of the fishers don’t go out now," she said. "They
say there’s a storm at sea, and they’ll wait it out like any other
storm."
"Has anyone gotten hurt?"
"No. But- "
"Then let’s go. Unless you’d rather wait and see what
you find on your doorstep tomorrow morning."
"No," she whispered. "I wouldn’t."
The few fishers braving the sea’s tantrum had left the
harbor by the time they reached the docks; no one saw the magician
everyone was searching for except a half-dozen gulls sunning on the
posts. Lyo charmed a few barnacles off the underside of the Sea
Urchin as he dipped oars into the water. This time, Peri knew, he
used magic to row; they cleared the harbor and were into open sea
faster than was decent for a small fishing boat. But instead of
joining the vague dots on the horizon, he pursued his own course,
rowing parallel to the land, heading toward the deep waters beyond
the spires.
Peri, damp and numb, watched the tall rocks inch
closer. She had never seen them from that angle. She had looked
between them out to sea, but she had never seen them frame the land
as if they were some giant broken doorway between the sea and the
land. As Lyo rowed closer, the landscape between the spires
changed: now empty, bright sea, now a wave tearing at a crumbling
cliff, now white sand and a green wall of gorse, now the old
woman’s house between them, looking tiny and faded between the
great, dark, sea-scoured stones, the way it might look to a
sea-dragon or to someone swimming between them, carrying a black
pearl like a message from the sea… She blinked. Were the spires a
doorway to the land or to the sea? Who was looking out? Who looked
in? Which was the true country?
Then, as she blinked again, cloud fell over them, pearl
white, chill, blinding. Lyo stopped rowing. They stared at one
another, their hair beaded with mist. The sea, reflecting a
cloudless sky moments before, had turned a satiny gray. Peri heard
a light laugh, almost a sound water might have made lapping against
the underside of a boat, but not quite. She slid to the floor of
the boat, holding herself tightly, trembling with cold. Something
shook the Sea Urchin’s bow, a giant hand beneath the water playing
with a toy boat. Peri tried to make herself smaller. Lyo, his face
oddly milky in the strange mist, stood up and tossed the black
pearl back into the sea.
A hand reached out of the water and caught it. A face
looked up at them from beneath the cold, gentle water. Long hair
coiled and uncoiled. Starfish clung to it, and sea-flowers, and
long, long loops of many-colored pearls. The face was very pale;
the heavy, almond-shaped eyes held all the darkest shades of
mother-of-pearl… Kir’s eyes.
She was very close to them, yet farther than a dream,
just beneath the waves sliding softly over her face. She held the
pearl underwater in her open palm, waiting, it seemed to Peri, for
something to happen. Nothing did. Lyo looked transfixed by her. She
watched them, swaying beneath the water, her eyes expressionless,
or too strange to read. She said something finally; bubbles flowed
upward. The words themselves, popping out of the water, sounded
very distant. Lyo smiled. He picked periwinkles out of the mist and
scattered them on the water. A few drifted down, clung to her hair.
She smiled, then, a small, careful smile without much humor in
it.
"What did she say?"
"She said," Lyo answered, "that I am very
strong."
"That’s a peculiar thing to say," Peri said
morosely.
"Not really." His voice shook; she realized then that
some of the mist beading his face was sweat. "We’re having an
argument at the moment about who is going to do what to the Sea
Urchin’s bow."
Peri closed her eyes. "I wish I were at work," she
whispered. "I wish I were scrubbing floors, I wish I
were-"
"Where’s your sense of adventure?"
"I never had one. What happens if you lose?"
"I don’t think I’d better."
A sudden thought cleared Peri’s head. She opened her
eyes, stared at the little pool of water that had splashed into the
bottom of the boat. She was still shivering with cold, but her fear
had gone. "Ask her," she said tightly, "if she tried to wreck this
boat before. Ask her if she recognizes it."
Lyo rolled his eyes at her. A sea gull with blood-red
eyes had come out of nowhere to sit on his shoulder. "You ask her,"
he said.
Peri leaned against the side of the boat, stared down
at the woman with Kir’s eyes who floated as easily as moonlight on
the water. "Did you?" she whispered; in that close, strange mist it
seemed even a tear falling into the water would echo. "Did you take
my father out of this boat when he went out to fish? My mother
thinks you did. She looks for the land beneath the sea. She thinks
he’s there now, that you took him there and sent his boat back to
us empty."
The woman gazed back at her, her eyes secret,
unblinking. She spoke again; her voice sounded like water trickling
in some hidden place.
Peri looked at Lyo. "What did she say?"
"She said that no one from the world of air has come
into the sea-kingdom for many years." The sea gull was nibbling at
his ear; he shrugged a shoulder irritably and it flew off with a
cackle.
"He went out to sea," Peri said, "and never came
back."
"Many fishers do that," Lyo said gently. "They take
such risks." The woman said something else, her hand closing and
opening again on the pearl. Peri, listening closely, could not
unravel her words from the murmur of the tide.
"If your father had cast his heart into the sea, his
body might have wandered into her country," Lyo translated. "But
his heart came with his boat into harbor every night. So his bones
may be in this sea, but his heart remains where he kept it all his
life."
Peri was silent. The woman, silent, too, studied her.
The Sea Urchin’s bow had not wavered from pointing at the same
distant tangle of gorse; she still held it. Her face blurred
slightly under a wash of foam; long, pale hair drifted. She spoke
again.
"She says she has no quarrel with the
fishers."
"Not for wanting her gold?"
"She says the gold falls out of the lost ships into her
country like rain falls on land. It means little to her; it is the
work of men, and belongs to the country above the waves."
"Then what does she want?"
The woman’s other hand rose out of the water; she
tossed something silver into the boat. It struck the wood at Peri’s
feet, and she jumped. Lyo picked it up.
"A ring," he said. His voice shook again, strained.
"Letters on it-"
"U, V, " Peri breathed. "It’s the king’s ring. I threw
it into the sea.
"Of course. I should have guessed. Young
floor-scrubbers are constantly throwing kings’ rings into the
sea."
"Kir brought it to me." Her eyes widened then; she
added urgently, "Lyo, tell her about Kir-"
"She knows about Kir. She gave him to the king. What do
you think this tempest is all about?"
"But, tell her-" She gripped the side of the boat and
leaned far over, until it should have tilted, and said it herself.
"Kir! Kir wants to come to you! Please let him in!
Please-"
"Peri!" Lyo shouted. Pale hands came up out of the
water, caught Peri’s wrists, and pulled her down until the Sea
Urchin was almost on its side. Peri’s own hair floated in the
water; the sea washed over her face and she sputtered. The water
was icy. She drew a breath to scream, and drew in another swell
instead. Then the Sea Urchin lurched; she tumbled down to the
bottom of the boat, spitting out sea water, her eyes and nose
running. The bow was free, drifting; the fog seemed to be thinning.
Lyo was staring at her hands.
"What are you holding?"
She blinked salt water out of her eyes. Webs of pure
moonlight attached to irregular circles and squares of twigs and
dried seaweed… She sniffed, wiped her nose on her sleeve, still
blinking. In the center of each web was a tiny crystal-white moon.
She caught her breath.
"My hexes!"
"Your what?"
"My hexes. I made them to hex the sea. Lyo, look at
them!"
"I am," Lyo said wonderingly.
"She turned my black thread into moonlight!"
"Wait- "
"I made them without moons and threw them into the sea
with the king’s ring. I thought the sea-dragon ate them!"
The fog had blown away; they were wallowing perilously
close to the spires. Lyo plied the oars, fighting the tide. Gulls
cried, circling the spires; a sea otter, on its back in the waves,
cracking a shell against the stone on its belly, paused to give
them a curious look.
"I think," Lyo said, with a neighborly nod at the sea
otter, "you’d better begin at the beginning. Begin with the word
hex. Who taught you to make one in that shape?"
"The old woman."
"What old woman?"
"The old woman who disappeared, whose house I’ve been
staying in, she taught me. I made hexes to throw into the sea
because it took my father-that’s when I first saw the
sea-dragon."
"When- "
"When I threw the hexes in. Kir was looking for the old
woman, too, and he found me on the cliff drawing hexes in the
sand."
Lyo pulled the oars up, leaned on them, looking at her.
The Sea Urchin continued along its course. "Kir knew the old woman,
too?"
"He said she came out to watch the sea with him, once.
He wanted to talk to her; he said she knew things. But she had
already gone."
"Gone where?"
"Just gone. She went away and never came back." She
sighed a little, her eyes on the tiny house tucked into the
gorse.
Lyo said gently, "People left you, this past
year."
She nodded. "My mother, too. She didn’t leave-she- It’s
like you said. She went on a sea-journey, in her mind. She hasn’t
come back yet. Anyway, when Kir found me drawing hexes, he asked me
to send the sea a message for him."
"And the message was?"
"Part of it was his father’s ring."
The magician said, "Ah," very softly. His arms were
still propped on the oars; his eyes, for some reason, were gray as
gulls’ wings. "And now the sea has returned the king’s ring and
your hexes."
"But she changed my hexes. They were ugly before,
twisted and dark-that’s how I meant them to be. Now they’re full of
magic."
Lyo touched one lightly, curiously. "So they are," he
murmured, and shook birds off the upended oars.
"But why? Why did she give them back?"
"Why is the wind, why is the sea…? She gave them back
for a very good reason."
"What reason?"
"I haven’t the slightest idea," the magician said, and
dipped the oars back into the water. Then his eyes fixed on
something beyond Peri’s shoulder, narrowed, and changed again.
"Look."
She turned and saw the king’s ship on the horizon, all
its white and gold sails unfurled to the wind, wending its way back
to the village.
TEN
KIR CAME WITH THE NIGHT TIDE. Peri,
sleeping restlessly, listening beneath her dreams for a wash of
pearls across her threshold, woke slowly to the full, hollow boom
of the breakers. The moon, three-quarters full, hung in her window,
distorted, veined with crystal; it reminded her of the tiny,
mysterious moons the sea-woman had woven into the hexes. It
fashioned magical shapes out of the night: pearly driftwood and
tangled seaweed, a prince mounted on a dark horse at the edge of
the tide.
Peri, tide-drawn, pulled a quilt over her shoulders and
opened her door. The moon eyed her curiously. She walked across the
cool, silvery sand, the ebb and flow of tide singing in her head.
As she neared the dark prince, his face turned away from the sea to
her. He said nothing, simply held out his hand for her to mount. A
wave foamed around her feet, coaxing; Kir pulled her up out of the
water. He put his arms around her, his cheek against her hair. They
sat silently, watching the water arch and break against the
stones.
"I missed you," Kir said finally. He sounded surprised.
"I thought of you in the North Isles."
"I thought of you," Peri whispered. She stopped to
swallow. "Kir-"
"I saw the sea-dragon last night-was it last night? In
a storm. It followed us for a long time."
"Kir, I have something to tell you."
"Then tell me."
"I saw your mother."
Kir said nothing; the words, she realized, must have
made no sense to him at first. Then she felt the shock of them
through his entire body. "What did you say?"
"Kir, strange things have been happening to the
fishers, they see mermaids, hear singing, they get lost in sudden
fogs-"
"Peri," Kir said tightly.
"That’s what happened to us-"
"Who? What are you-"
"Lyo. The magician. He rowed us out there, beyond the
spires, to look for your mother, to speak to her for you. A cloud
came down over us on a cloudless morning. And your mother stopped
our boat." A wave glimmered around them, pulled at the dark horse,
melted away. "She had your eyes. And your father’s ring."
He gripped her almost painfully. "It reached
her-"
"She got your message. And she got mine. She gave me
back my hexes." She could hear his breathing now, shaken, unsteady,
and she twisted anxiously to face him, breaking his hold. "Lyo says
she is angry at your father. She threw his ring into the boat. Lyo
says she still loves your father."
"Lyo? The magician who turned the gold chain into
flowers?"
"Periwinkles."
"Peri- " He stopped suddenly, his tongue stumbling
on her name. "Periwinkles… I thought that was an inept thing to do.
Until now. Did my mother-did she-"
"She sent a kind of message to you. I tried to ask her
about you, and she nearly pulled me overboard, giving me the hexes.
I don’t understand it."
"I don’t understand," he said raggedly, "why it was you
who saw her and not me. I have been waiting so long."
"I know." She pulled his arms around her again, feeling
a chill that only he could give or take away. "It should have been
you. But Lyo said we had to go out-"
"Why?"
"Because she left a black pearl on my
doorstep."
His voice rose. "Why your doorstep? Why you?"
She swallowed, holding his hands tightly in hers. "Kir,
there’s something else. But you have to wait."
"I have waited," he said, his voice dangerously
thin.
"I mean, just a few minutes. Then you’ll see why she
left the message at my door. Please." She pushed closer to him,
feeling the cold again. "Please."
"Is she coming here?"
"No. I can’t make her come and go. Just… wait. A few
minutes. Tell me what you did while you were away."
He was silent; she sensed, like a gathering tidal wave,
his anger, frustration, bewilderment. The sea roared around them,
tugging at Peri’s trailing quilt. The dark horse stirred restively,
protesting. The reins flicked up; Kir guided it out of the
water.
"I met a lady in the North Isles." His voice sounded
haunted, weary. "She was the daughter of a lord there. She was very
pretty. Her hair was not a tangled mess, nor did she walk barefoot
in the sand by moonlight." Peri eased against him, her eyes wide;
his hand touched her hair, smoothed it away from his
mouth.
"Nor," she whispered, "did she scrub floors."
"No. She was sweet tempered and intelligent. We talked
together, rode together. Sometimes we danced. My father was
pleased. At night, after everyone had gone to sleep, I went down
the cliffs over which her father’s house was built, and I stood on
the rocks and let the tide break over me as if I were another rock.
I waited for it to pull me in. But it never did."
"Kir…"
"Nor did she pull me into her world. I wished she could
have… And then we came home. From the day we left the North Isles
until this moment I have not spoken to my father. I can’t. If I
did, I would tell him he must let me go. But I have no world to go
to, no place. So I cannot leave him."
"Did she love you? The lady from the North
Isles?"
"I don’t know. Perhaps, if I had been different, I
might be there now, still dancing, watching her face in the
moonlight…" He touched Peri’s cheek, turned her face; she felt the
brush of his cold mouth. She put her arms around him, held him
tightly, her eyes closed against the sea, as if by not seeing it,
she could protect him. His hands slid through her hair, pulling her
closer; she tasted the bitter salt on his lips. Then he pulled
back, murmuring; she opened her eyes reluctantly. His face was
turned as always toward the sea.
"What is that?" he breathed.
A shape, huge, dark, bulky, was rising out of the
waves.
"It’s the sea-dragon." Her voice shook. She felt her
heartbeat, and a sudden chill that came from within her. The
looming dark pushed closer to them through the surf; Kir rode
farther up onto the sand.
"What is it doing?"
"It’s coming out."
He was silent. The sea-dragon’s eyes reflected
moonlight, like two great, pale beacons. Its streamers tumbled in
the tide, ribbons of light. Peri heard Kir swallow. "Why?" he asked
abruptly. "Why does it come out?"
She shook her head slightly, too nervous to answer. The
sea-dragon pulled relentlessly through the tide, up the gentle
slope of wet sand, until it had coaxed all its fins and streamers
out of the grasping tide. It was so close to them that its eyes
seemed level with the moon. Kir’s horse whuffed nervously at it;
Kir held it still.
Then the extra moons vanished from the sky. While their
eyes still searched bewilderedly for them, a young man rose from
his knees on the sand, asked curiously, "What are you
doing?"
Peri gathered breath. "He comes out," she said
unsteadily, "to learn words."
Kir was still as a stone behind her. Then he moved, and
she felt the cold at her back, all around her. Kir dismounted; the
sea-dragon watched him calmly. The moonlight picked up strands of
his gold hair. As Kir grew closer, the sea-dragon’s expression
changed; his brows twitched together. "What are you doing?" he
whispered. He shivered suddenly, feeling the cold in his human
form. "You are coming closer to me." Then his face smoothed again,
with a look of wonder such as Peri had never seen on it before. He
pulled a word out of nowhere like a mage: "Kir."
Kir stopped. Peri saw him trembling. Their faces, in
profile against the bright waves, mirrored one another. Kir’s hands
moved; he unclasped the cloak at his throat, settled it over the
sea-dragon’s shoulders.
"What are you doing?" the sea-dragon asked again,
pleading, Peri realized, for the sound of Kir’s voice, a human
voice answering his in the silence.
Kir spoke finally, his voice shaking, "I am looking at
my brother."
Peri closed her eyes. She felt hands tugging at her,
and she slid off the horse, hid her face against Kir, weak with
relief. "You’re not angry."
"How long-how long-"
"Since the night you left. It-he-came out of the sea
then. The chain was gone. I never had a chance to tell
you."
"No." She felt him still trembling. "I should have
guessed. The chain-"
"Chain," the sea-dragon echoed. He hovered uncertainly
at the tide’s edge, watching them.
"What is his name?" Kir asked.
"I don’t think anyone gave him a name. He can only stay
out of the sea for a couple of hours in the night, then he must go
back to the sea-dragon’s shape."
"Does my father know?"
"Lyo is going to tell him."
He looked at her. "Lyo," he said flatly. "Lyo. Who
exactly is this magician who likes periwinkles, and who isn’t
afraid to tell my father something like this?"
"I don’t know," she said nervously. "Come to the house.
I’ll make a fire."
Sitting at her hearth, the two princes, one fair, one
dark, looked startlingly alike. They were both of the same build,
the same height. The sea-dragon, with Kir’s dark cloak clasped with
a link of pearls at his throat, studied Kir out of eyes a lighter
blue than his own. That and their expressions differed. The
sea-dragon, who had endured years of rolling winter storms, and who
had been unthreatened by them, thwarted by nothing but a chain,
seemed much calmer. Kir’s face changed like the changing face of
fire.
Peri opened Lyo’s book, showed Kir the shifting, misty
sea-gardens, the woman walking slowly away from them down the
glittering path until the currents swirled through the kelp and the
painting changed. The sea-dragon made a sound; Kir’s eyes went to
him.
"You know this place."
"When- when I was small, the chain was small," the
sea-dragon said carefully. "The chain grew bigger. But it always
began here."
Kir looked at the page, his eyes hidden again, but Peri
saw the hunger in his face.
"It’s like moonlight," he whispered, as the picture
changed again. "You can see it, but you cannot hold it; it makes a
path across the sea, but you cannot walk on it. I could look all my
life and die before I found this place, and he is trying to escape
from it." The sea-dragon was listening to him intently, trying to
comprehend. Kir’s eyes strayed to the writing beside the picture;
the sea-dragon slid his hand over the words.
"What do you see?" he asked.
"A world I want." His face eased a little at the
sea-dragon’s expression. "You don’t understand."
"I understand your words," the sea-dragon said. "I
don’t understand-" He made a little, helpless gesture. "Your eyes.
You watch the sea. Even with Peri, you watch the sea."
Kir was silent, perhaps seeing himself on the shore
through the sea-dragon’s eyes. "Yes," he said softly. "I watch. I
want to go there." He tapped the sea-world with his finger. The
sea-dragon looked pained.
"You must not. You-" He shook his head, bewildered.
Then things seemed to swirl together in his head into a picture;
his eyes widened as he saw it. "Once there was a king who had two
sons, one by the queen, his wife, and one by a woman out of the
sea… You," he said to Kir abruptly. "You." He touched Kir’s face
gently, near his eyes. Then he touched the woman with the starfish
in her hair, whose heavy, blue-black eyes he had looked into
beneath the sea. "You are the son out of the sea."
"Yes," Kir whispered. "Yes."
"I am not."
"No. You are not."
The sea- dragon looked bewildered again. "Then why
am I in the sea?"
Kir’s eyes rose, met Peri’s. "Things happened," he said
finally. "I don’t understand all of them, either. I only know that
you belong here on land, I belong in the country beneath the sea,
with the woman who walks down those paths of pearl."
The sea- dragon was silent. His eyes shifted away
to the fire; he gazed into it until Peri tugged at his arm, made
him turn. He looked troubled, a new expression, one more movement
into his human body.
"Kir," he said, his eyes on his brother’s face. He
paused, struggling for words; then he reached out, grasped Kir’s
shoulder. "I can see you. I can talk with you. To you. I come-I
have come out of the sea to you. Stay. Here with Peri. In this
world where I can see you."
"I can’t stay," Kir said. His face looked white, stiff;
Peri, watching anxiously, saw in amazement that he was close to
tears. He moved after a moment, gripped the sea-dragon’s wrist.
"You can see me," he said huskily. "Peri can see me. No one else in
the world can see what I really am. But I cannot stay with you
here. I will die if I do not find my way into the sea."
"Die."
"Not live. Not see."
The sea- dragon loosed him reluctantly. "How?" he
said, asking so many questions at once, it seemed, that Kir
smiled.
"I don’t know how," he said. "Perhaps the magician will
find me a path. He seems adept at finding things." The sea shifted
under his fingers then; he looked down at Lyo’s book as if he had
felt the changing. "There are ways," he said slowly, "written in
here."
"Lyo said not to-"
"Lyo does not need to get into the sea."
"No," Peri said patiently, "but he said the spells are
dangerous."
"Do you think I care?" he asked her as patiently, and
she felt her hands grow cold.
"You are not a mage."
"I can read," he said inarguably, and did so, while the
sea-dragon watched wonderingly and Peri got up and rattled pots and
spoons, trying to distract Kir. She gave up finally, came to lean
over his shoulder to see what he was reading.
"To find the path to the Undersea, find first the path
of your desire," the spell book said mysteriously, next to a
picture of a young woman standing in the surf, looking out to sea.
Her hair was long, windblown; her feet were bare; a tear slid down
her despairing face. Peri stared. Would she look like that when Kir
finally left her? Her eyes went back to the script; her lips moved;
she tried to memorize the spell in case she needed it.
"Call or be called," the spell said. Then: "Many paths
go seaward. The path of the tide, the seal’s path, the path of
moonlight. The spiraled path of the nautilus shell may be imitated.
Call or be called, be answered or answer. For those so called, this
will be clear to their eyes. For others: You of a certain
knowledge, a certain power, who wish for disinterested purposes to
descend to the Undersea and return, it is imperative that a gift be
taken. The gift must be of the value-or seem of the value-of the
traveler’s life. It may become necessary to make the exchange in
order to return to time."
"I don’t want to return," Kir murmured,
frustrated.
"Wait," Peri said, fascinated. " ‘Possessing the gift,
the traveler must then find the path of the full moon at full tide,
at the point where the path of the moon meets land.’ It’s not a
full moon."
"It’s almost full."
" ‘There the traveler must reveal the gift to the sea
and request, in fair and courteous voice, entry. Entry may be given
by a dark horse appearing out of the foam, which the traveler will
mount, a white seal, which the traveler will follow, by the sea
queen herself, who will lead the traveler by moonlight to the
country beneath the waves. The gift must be given at the time most
appropriate for safe return. The journey is hazardous, not
recommended unless all other courses are exhausted.’ ‘
"A gift," Kir said heavily.
"You gave her a gift: your father’s ring."
"It wasn’t worth my life. And she gave it
back."
"You tried to give her your life once, too," Peri said.
Her eyes filled with sudden tears at the memory, at his
hopelessness. He stared into the fire, his face sea-pale,
bitter.
"Perhaps," he said, "she does not want me."
"I think she does. Lyo thinks-"
"How would you know?" he demanded. "How would either of
you know?"
The sea- dragon, startled at his raised voice,
said softly, "What are you doing?"
Kir’s mouth clamped shut. Peri turned away, ruffling at
her hair, wondering suddenly if she understood anything at all of
Kir’s mother, of the strange world she dwelled in. The hexes on the
spellbinding shelf caught her eye. She grabbed them desperately,
scattered them across the spell Kir was reading.
"Look. Your mother gave me these when I said your name.
They must mean something. They must!"
Kir stared at the webs of pearl and crystal and
moonlight strung on odd bits of bent kelp. He held one up; fire
beaded on it like dew. The round crystal in the center glowed like
the sea-dragon’s eye. He breathed, "What are they?"
"My hexes."
"They’re beautiful. How did you-"
"She did it. I made them with black thread, your mother
put the magic into them-" Her voice faltered. "Oh, Kir, look!" All
around them on the walls and ceiling, the reflection of the hex Kir
held trembled like a great, shining web of fire.
The sea- dragon made a sound, entranced. Kir
turned the hex slowly; the web revolved around them. His lips moved
soundlessly. He lifted his other hand, traced a thread; the shadow
of his fingers followed the fiery pattern on the wall.
"But what?" he whispered. "But how?"
There was a knock at the door. They stared at it,
preoccupied, uncomprehending, as if it were a knock from another
world. The door opened. The king walked into the firelight, into
the web.
ELEVEN
HE STOPPED SHORT at the sight of
the silent faces turned toward him, spangled with fire from the
hexes. He had come plainly dressed; his long, dark, wool cloak hid
darker clothes, but nothing could disguise his height, the familiar
uplift of his head. He had given Kir his dark hair and his winging
brows, even his expression; his gray eyes, unlike Kir’s, were fully
human. They moved from Kir to Peri, and then were caught by the
sea-dragon. Fire and shadow shifted over the gold hair, the light
blue eyes; the king closed his eyes, looking suddenly
haunted.
Lyo stepped in behind him. He gazed in rapt abstraction
at the tangle of fire on the walls. Then he saw the open spell
book, and his eyes went to Peri, wide, questioning. Kir dropped the
hex he held then, and the web vanished.
He got to his feet; so did the sea-dragon. Peri,
huddled beside the hearth, wanted to rifle through the book for a
vanishing spell. Kir and his father seemed at a loss for
words.
The king said finally, "The mage told me you would be
here. That this is where you come."
"Sometimes I come here," Kir said. He stopped to
swallow drily. "Sometimes I just watch the sea."
The king nodded, silent again. His eyes moved in wonder
and disbelief to the sea-dragon. Kir’s hands clenched; Peri saw the
sudden pain in his face.
"He is your son," Kir said abruptly. "Your true son.
Take him and give me back to the sea."
The king was wordless, motionless for another moment.
Then he reached Kir in two steps, his big hands closing on Kir’s
shoulders.
"You are my son." His hold rocked Kir slightly, then
loosened a little. "You are so much like your mother," he continued
huskily. "So much. I tried not to see it all these years. I didn’t
understand how it could be so. You have her eyes. I kept finding
her face in my mind when I looked at you. Yet how it could be so…?"
His gaze shifted beyond Kir again to the sea-dragon. "And this one,
this son, wearing the face of the young queen, the woman I married,
and was only beginning to know when she died."
The sea- dragon moved to Kir’s side, uneasy, Peri
guessed, in the sudden, bewildering tension. The king’s eyes moved,
incredulous, from face to face, one dark, one fair, both
reflections of a confused past.
"What are you doing?" the sea-dragon asked tentatively,
startling the king.
Lyo said gently, "He doesn’t know many words yet. Peri
has been teaching him at night when he takes his human
shape."
"Why only at night?" the king demanded. "Why does she
still keep him in that shape? Is there a price I pay to take him
from the sea? Is that it?"
Lyo, crossing the room to the spell book, knelt next to
Peri. "I don’t know," he said simply. "I think you should ask
her."
The king’s shoulders sagged wearily; he seemed suddenly
dazed, helpless. He looked at Peri again where she crouched beside
the fire, trying to hide behind Lyo, and she felt all her
untidinesses loom at once: her wild hair, her callused hands, the
patched quilt she had wrapped around her faded nightgown.
"You are my son’s friend."
Peri’s face flooded with color. She could stand up,
then, as if the king’s word gave her and her frayed quilt a sudden
dignity. The sea-dragon curiously echoed the word,
"Friend."
The king picked Peri’s cloak off a chair and sat down
tiredly. "The mage brought me a ring," he said. "My own ring. He
told me who had thrown it into the sea. And who returned it from
the sea." He studied Kir as he sat, as if, once again, he saw long
pale hair braided with pearls floating on the tide. His voice
gentled. "I thought you had fallen in love with some fisher’s
girl."
"I did," Kir said tautly.
"I thought that was what troubled you. I hoped it was
only that. The mage said, if I wanted to do something wise for
once, I should ask you what you want. He said-"
"How did you know?" Kir asked Lyo. His voice was very
tense; the sea-dragon stirred, disquieted. Lyo looked up from the
hexes scattered on the spell book. He spoke calmly, but it seemed
to Peri that he picked his words very carefully, as if he were
devising a spell to avert a storm.
"Odd things draw my attention. Happiness, sorrow, they
weave through the world like strangely colored threads that can be
found in unexpected places. Even when they are hidden away, most
secret, they leave signs, messages, because if something is not
said in words, it will be said another way. In the city, I heard
some fishers from a tiny coastal village wanting a great mage to
remove a chain of gold from a sea-monster. Even before I saw the
chain, I knew that the gold was the least important detail. What
was important was the link someone had forged between water and
air, between a mysterious place deep beneath the waves, and the
place where humans dwell. And when I saw the sea-dragon, when I
dipped behind its great eyes into its mind, I knew…"
"What did you know?" the king asked softly.
"Why it was drawn to the fishing boats, to every human
voice. Why it rose above the waves to watch the land. And then I
began to suspect why the king and his son came here so early this
year, and why the prince was seen so often at odd hours of the day
or night, riding that dark horse to the sea… I didn’t know then how
much the king or the prince or the sea-dragon understood. I still
don’t know why it was finally permitted to be seen above the water.
But I freed it, I turned the gold chain into flowers partly to
disturb the sea, to send a message back to it. And partly because
while gold will not float, periwinkles will. And then I tried to
teach the sea-dragon a few things. It-he- found his own shape- I
don’t yet understand why or how. And he found Peri. Does he have a
name?" he asked the king, who shook his head. The king’s face was
very pale.
"I named my son after my wife died. My changeling
child. Kir. I don’t know if I ever saw my wife’s true child. I
named the child I saw Kir, and I remember thinking how dark his
eyes were-a twilight dark-and thinking they would change into his
mother’s summer eyes. But they never changed."
"And, in the sea, before she gave him to you, Kir’s
mother must have named him something. So Kir is
twice-named-"
"Why would she have named me," Kir breathed, "to give
me away? She must have hated us both-to chain him like that, to
give me away-"
"She gave you to me," his father said sharply. "She
knew I would love you. I loved her."
Kir was silent, his hands opening, closing.
The king rose slowly, stood in front of him. "Is it so
terrible?" he asked painfully, "with me on land?"
"It is terrible," Kir said numbly. He lifted his face,
so that the king could see his sea eyes. "I can’t help it. I can’t
rest in this world. In the restless tide I can rest. I can’t love
in this world. Not even Peri."
"You have loved me," she said, her voice
shaking.
"No."
"Yes. You have cared about me. You have thought of
me."
He gazed at her, mute again; his face changed with a
flicker of light. He reached out, touched his father lightly,
pleadingly. "Please. You must let me go."
"How can you-" The king stopped, began again. "How can
you be so sure that when you are in the sea, you will not long just
as passionately for this land?" Firelight caught the glitter of
unshed tears in his eyes. He swallowed, then added, the words
coming with difficulty, "If you didn’t want this so badly, I would
never let you go."
"Please. Will you-will you talk to my
mother?"
The king’s eyes slipped away from him toward a memory.
The harsh lines on his face eased, grew gentle, as if he might have
been watching the soft blue sea on a summer’s day. "Once," he
whispered, "I could understand her strange underwater
language."
The net of fire sprang around them once more. Lyo,
toying with the hexes, had created such a tangle that they were
cross-hatched with flaming threads. The sea-dragon murmured, "You
are making the world into fire."
"It’s not water, is it," Lyo said curiously. "Nothing
that can exist in water… Strange, strange…"
"What are they?" the king asked. "Another
message?"
"Yes. They’re Peri’s hexes. Kir’s mother returned them
like this, changed into moons and moon-paths,
fire-paths."
"Why?"
"For us to use."
"How?"
Lyo shook his head, entranced, it seemed, by the weave
of light. "I don’t know," he whispered. "I don’t know." Kir stood
close to his father, watching. He seemed, Peri realized, finally
becalmed; already he looked more like his mother, as if he were
relinquishing his human experience. He found her looking at him
wistfully; he gave her a sea-smile. She swallowed a briny taste of
sadness in her throat. Already he was leaving her.
The sea- dragon stirred restlessly: The tide
called him, luring him out of his shape. "Peri," he said and she
nodded. "I must go.
"What’s to be done with him?" the king demanded of Lyo.
The lines on his face deepened again. "Both my sons live in
half-worlds. I will not lose them both to the sea."
The sea- dragon went to Kir, his fingers groping
awkwardly at the clasp at his throat. Kir stopped him.
"Keep it," he said gently. "It’s cold outside. I’ll
come with you to the tide’s edge."
The sea- dragon shook his head. "No. Stay." They
were all silent, hearing the tide as he listened to it. He smiled
his untroubled smile, as if the rolling waves, the fish, and crying
gulls were things he also loved, along with all the words he had
learned, and Peri’s human touch. Peri opened the door for him, put
her arm around him in farewell. He started to take a step, then
turned to look uncertainly at the king, as if struck by something-a
web reflected around him-that he finally saw but barely
understood.
"I want- " He struggled with the thought. "I must
see you again."
The king’s face eased with relief. "Oh, yes," he said.
"Yes."
Peri left the top half of the door open, leaned out to
watch the vague, moonlit figure cross the sand. Unexpectedly, Kir
came to her. He slid his arms around her, leaned his face against
her hair, watching over her shoulder. The king stood behind them
both. The sea-dragon reached the tide’s edge. He dropped Kir’s
cloak and walked naked into the sea, a pale, moonlit figure that
gathered bulk and darkness as it changed.
A twig snapped in the utter silence; they all started.
The king said explosively to Lyo, "Do something."
Lyo nodded, looking determined but a little blank.
"Yes."
"You need a full moon," Peri said, remembering, and Lyo
looked at her reproachfully. Kir’s arms dropped; he turned
restively.
"It wouldn’t work for me."
"It should work," Lyo said. "Spells are in spell books
because they work. Which is why-" He closed the book, sent it back,
Peri supposed, to whatever bush he kept it under. Kir’s eyes clung
to him.
"A gift- it says I need-"
"Ah," Lyo said, shaking his head. "That’s for mages.
You have your heart’s desire; that should be your path. You are the
gift."
"But she didn’t-she won’t-"
"I know. I don’t understand." He slid his fingers
through his hair, left it standing in peaks. "The hexes. She gave
the hexes to us so that we could use them. They are vital, they are
necessary."
"How- "
"I don’t know," he sighed. "Yet. We can only
try."
"When?" the king asked.
"Five nights from now. When the moon is full. Meet me
near the spires."
Kir nodded wordlessly. The king dropped a hand on his
shoulder. "Come home for now," he said wearily, "while I still have
a few days left of you. Your heart may be eating itself up to get
into the sea, but I had you for seventeen years and when you leave
me, you’ll take what I treasured most. If the sea needs a gift,
I’ll give it."
Kir’s head bowed. He went to Peri wordlessly, kissed
her cheek. Then he lifted her face in his hand, looked into her
eyes. It won’t be easy, his eyes said. It will not be easy to leave
you.
"But I must," he said, and left her.
"The magician is back," Peri said absently, as she
filled her bucket at the pump the next morning.
"Thank goodness," Mare breathed. "The fishers will be
able to work again." Carey leaped a little with excitement,
slopping water.
"Will he get us the gold?"
"I don’t know about the gold," Peri said. "But I think
he can stop the odd things happening in the sea."
"But what about the gold?"
"He didn’t say about the gold."
"But why didn’t-" She stopped, her eyes narrowing on
Peri’s face. "Why did he come to you? Where did you see
him?"
Peri heaved her bucket aside to make room for Mare. "He
rowed out with me in the Sea Urchin yesterday. I think yesterday."
It seemed suddenly a long time ago. She added to Mare, "You can
tell Enin that he’s back."
"I will." Mare’s eyes were narrowed, too, contemplating
Peri as if she were beginning to see the misty, magical fog Peri
moved in, where sea-dragons turned into princes at her feet, and
kings knocked at her door. "Why do I have the oddest idea that you
know far more than you’re saying about gold and mages and
sea-dragons?"
Peri looked back at her mutely, clinging to her heavy
bucket with work-reddened hands. Her shoes and the hem of her dress
were already wet. Mare shook her head slightly, blinking.
"No," she said. "Never mind. Silly thought." She pumped
water into her bucket. Peri gazed at the bright morning sea. She
swallowed a lump of sorrow, thinking of Kir, and of life without
Kir, without the sea-dragon. An endless succession of
scrub-buckets… For the first time, she understood Carey. A path of
gold glittered away from the inn, leading to… what? It was the
goldless floor-scrubber the two princes came to; no gold in the
world could have bought her that: the magical kiss of the
sea.
"Wake up," Mare said. Peri sighed and hefted her
bucket.
TWELVE
FIVE NIGHTS LATER, Peri sat at her
window watching for the moon, waiting for Kir. Her face slid down
onto her folded arms, she fell asleep and woke suddenly, hours
later, drenched with light. A full moon hung above the spires; the
breakers, slow and full, churned in its light to a milky silver
before they broke.
She saw the rider beside the sea then, and her throat
burned. Maybe, a tiny voice in her mind said, whatever Lyo does
won’t work, maybe he’ll be forced to stay… But even staying, he
would always be someone found at the tide’s edge, among the empty
shells, looking seaward for his heart. Another horseman joined him:
the king. They both looked seaward, down the dazzling path of light
between the spires.
She opened her door, found Lyo on her doorstep. He,
too, was watching the moonlight; his open hands were full of
hexes.
He looked at her absently as she came out. "What do you
think?" he asked. "One of them? All of them?"
"One of what?"
"The hexes."
"Are you going to hex the sea again?" she asked,
confused, and he smiled.
"I hope not."
Her eyes went again to Kir; she sighed soundlessly,
watching him, as he watched the sea… Lyo was watching her. He gave
her shoulder a quick, gentle pat.
"Come," he said, and she followed him across the sand.
The beach between the house and the sea, between her and Kir,
seemed to have stretched; the sand, strewn with driftwood and kelp,
made her steps clumsy. She felt as she reached the bubbling,
fanning tide, that she had traveled a long way to the dark rider,
whose face was still turned away from her. Then he turned, was
looking down at her; he slid off his horse and came to
her.
He held her wordlessly; she blinked hot, unshed tears
out of her eyes. He loosed her, held her hands, put something into
them.
"What is it?" Her voice sounded ragged, heavy, as if
she had been crying for a long time.
"It’s the black pearl," he said softly, "that I will
never dare bring you when I am in the sea." He kissed her cheek,
her mouth; he gathered her hair into his hands. She lifted her face
to meet his dark, moonstruck eyes.
"Be happy now," she whispered, aware of all the shining
waves behind him reaching toward him, withdrawing, beckoning again.
She added, feeling the pain again in her throat, "When I’m
old-older than the old woman who taught me to make the hexes-come
for me then."
"I will."
"Promise me. That you will bring me black pearls and
sing me into the sea when I am old."
"I promise."
She lifted her hands to touch his shoulders, his face.
But already his thoughts were turning from her, receding with the
tide. Her hands dropped, empty but for the black pearl. He kissed
her softly, left her to the empty air.
She stepped out of the tide’s reach, and bumped into
Lyo. He steadied her. The king rode his horse past the tide line,
up to dry sand, and dismounted.
"I don’t know if she’ll come," he said to
Lyo.
"How did you call her before?"
"1 didn’t… at least, not knowingly. We called each
other, I think. I would walk along the tide line wanting her, and
soon I would see her drifting behind the breakers, with her long,
pale hair flowing behind her in the moonlight." His eyes went to
his son yearning at the tide’s edge. "If she can’t hear me now, it
seems that she should hear him. That his longing would reach out to
her."
"Yes," Lyo said gently. One of the hexes in his hands
caught light; white fire blazed between his fingers. It pulled at
the king’s eyes.
"What will you do with those?"
"I’m not sure yet… I’ll think of something."
"You are young to be so adept."
"I pay attention to things," Lyo said. "That’s all."
His attention strayed to the sea; they all watched it. Something
must happen, Peri thought, entranced by the glittering, weaving,
breaking path of the moonlight across the water to… what? Something
must happen.
Lyo gazed down at the moonlit weave in his hands. "Not
fire," he whispered. "Here it is light. Moons and moonlight." He
lifted a hex suddenly, threw it. Moonlight illumined it as it fell
between the spires; an enormous, brilliant wheel of light cast its
reflection across the water. Then the hex fell to the water, but
did not sink. It floated, still shedding its reflection across the
dancing waves. The angle of light changed. Peri’s lips parted.
Someone had caught it. The reflection no longer slid with the
moving sea; it flung itself between the spires, a great web
clinging from stone to stone just above the water, hiding the
moonlit path across the sea from the watchers on the
shore.
Lyo grunted in surprise. The king said tautly, "Are you
doing that?"
"No."
Kir had moved toward the web; tide swirled around his
knees. He seemed to have left them already. If the sea would not
accept him, Peri thought, he would still be changed; even on land,
the tides would roar, beckoning, louder than any human voice in his
head. She hugged herself, chilled, marveling. Something moved
through the fiery web between the spires, drifted beyond the
breakers…
The king made a soft sound. Waves rolled toward them,
curled into long silver coils and broke, shuddering against the
sand. Water frothed around Kir, twisting his cloak; he pulled it
off, tossed it like a shadow into the tide and moved deeper into
the sea. A pale, wet head appeared and disappeared in the surf. A
glint of pearl, of bright fish scale… Lyo tossed another hex. This
one hit the sand, made a shivering maze of light that the tide
could not wash away. The figure in the surf moved toward it. Her
shoulders appeared, and her long, heavy, tide-tossed hair. Her
robe, carried for her by the currents, dragged down as she walked
on land. The tide loosed her slowly.
The king moved to meet her. He stopped at the edge of
the wide, burning web. A wave rolled over it; she stepped through
the water, unerringly to the hex’s bright center. Kir, still in the
surf, had turned toward her. Lyo tossed him a hex; it grew under
his next step as he turned back to wade out of the water to his
mother. But instead of aiding him, the hex seemed to trap him, bind
him, helpless and bewildered, in the heart of the maze. Lyo
murmured something; Peri, one cold hand at her mouth, shook him
with the other.
"Lyo!"
He muttered something else, exasperated, then quieted.
"Shh," he said, both to himself and Peri. "Wait. The sea is working
and unworking its own spellbindings."
The sea- woman’s wet hair flowed to her feet; her
shoulders were bowed under the weight of pearl. Her heavy-lidded,
night-blue eyes seemed expressionless as she studied the king. Then
she said something, and Peri heard Lyo’s breath fall in
relief.
"What did she say?"
"She said ‘You’ve changed.’ "
"It happens," the king said, "to humans."
She spoke again. Peri looked at Lyo, opening her mouth;
he stooped suddenly and picked a shell out of the sand.
"Here."
"What should I-"
He tapped his ear patiently. "Listen."
She held it to her ear and heard the voice of the
sea.
"Then," Kir’s mother said, "I have been angry for a
long time." Her voice was distant, dreamlike, passing from chamber
to chamber within the shell.
"Yes."
"I did not realize how long it was until I felt my
son’s desire to come back to the sea. Is it long, by human
time?"
"Yes," the king said softly. "Many years."
"Then many years ago, for many nights, I waited for you
in the tide, and you did not come and you did not tell me
why."
"You were like a dream to me. I had to turn away from
you, return to my own world. I should have told you
that."
"Yes."
"I should have told you that turning away from you was
like turning away from wind and light. But I had to leave you. Can
you forgive me?"
She lifted her hands slightly, opened them, as if
letting something unseen fall. "I took your land-born child because
I wanted you to have my child, our child. To love him as you could
no longer love me. So you would look at him and remember me
always."
"I did," he whispered.
"But I took your other son. I was angry, I made my
anger into a chain, and changed your bright-haired son into
something you would never see, never recognize. Can you forgive me
for that?"
"How can I not, when I helped you forge that chain? All
the twists and turns in it, your fault, my fault…"
"I kept him so long in that shape I nearly forgot what
he was. Only the chain remembered my anger. Then one day the chain
stretched beyond my magic and broke the surface of the sea. I could
not hide your dragon-son any longer. He swam among the fishers,
until their eyes turned to gold. And then even the gold vanished,
my chain disappeared…"
"So you let the sea-dragon take his shape on
land?"
"No. I did nothing. The magic was out of my hands; it
had become confused, unraveled. I had begun to hear my own son
calling me, calling me, and I looked for him, but I could not reach
him. All I could do was to disturb the fishers with small
sea-spells, hoping they would go to you for help, and that you
would find me." She sighed a little, a soft, distant breaking wave.
"And you have finally come."
"To give you back our son. And to take mine out of the
sea, bring him into the world where he belongs."
"I hope I have not kept him too long, that it is not
too late for him in your world."
"I don’t think so. But," he added, his voice low,
weaving in and out of the sound of the breakers, "I have loved your
restless sea-child, and taking him, you take another piece out of
my heart. If there’s a price to pay for his passage into the sea,
that’s all I have to give."
"There is no price." Her voice shook. "His desire is
his path. But you must free him."
"I send him freely back…" He paused, his eyes on her
moonlit face, the pearls glowing here and there with a muted, silky
light. "I was so young then, only a few years older than Kir, when
I first saw you."
"I remember."
"It seems strange that, looking at your changeless
face, I am not still that young man, walking beside the sea on a
summer night, when all the stars seemed to have fallen into the
water and you rose up out of the tide shaking stars out of your
hair."
She smiled her delicate, careful smile; this time it
had more warmth. "I remember. Your heart sang to the sea. I heard
it, deep in my coral tower, and followed the singing. Humans say
the sea sings to them and traps them, but sometimes it is the human
song that traps the sea. Who knows where the land ends and the sea
begins?"
"The land begins where time begins," the king said.
"And it is time for Kir to leave me. Is it too late for him in your
world?"
She turned her head, looked at Kir for the first time.
Kir swayed a little, as if she or the undertow had pulled him
off-balance. But still he could not step out of the web. She turned
back to the king, her smile gone.
"I can hardly see his human shape, he is so much of the
Undersea. His body is a shadow, his bones are fluid as
water."
"Is it too late?"
"No. But he must leave your time now. No wonder he sang
at me like the tide." Her shoulders were dragging wearily at the
constant pull of the earth; even her hair seemed too heavy for her.
"I must go now."
"Take him."
"I will. But you must free him." She lingered; waves
covered the web under her feet, withdrew. It seemed to Peri that
the king moved, or the sea-woman moved, or maybe the tide swirling
about them made them only seem to move toward one another. For a
moment, their faces looked peaceful. Then the woman said something
too soft to carry past the web. She turned, stepped back into the
sea, and melted into the foam.
Kir gave a cry of sorrow and despair that stopped
Peri’s heart. He turned, struggling against the web to follow the
tide. But still he seemed trapped; he could only stand half in air,
half in water, buffeted by waves that drenched him from head to
foot but did not change him.
"Do something," Peri whispered. Tears slid down her
face. "Lyo-"
"Do something," the king said, his voice sharp with
anguish. "She said we must free him. Free him."
Lyo stared at the hexes in his hands. "They’re so
unpredictable," he murmured, baffled. "Peri, when you made them,
did you say something over them? Or when you threw them into the
sea?"
"I don’t know, I don’t know," she said distractedly. "I
shouted at the sea-"
"What did you shout?"
"I don’t know. Something-I was angry." Then she
stopped. The world quieted around her, so hard was she thinking,
suddenly. A lazy spring tide idled behind the spires… a malicious
sea to be hexed. And like Kir’s mother, she had woven her anger
into a shape… She felt the cold then, a chill of night, a chill of
wonder. "I did it," she breathed. "Oh, Lyo, I did it."
"What did you do?" he and the king said
together.
"I hexed the sea!" She drew wind into her lungs then,
and shouted so hard it seemed there must be windows and doors
slapping open all over the village, people putting their sleepy
faces out. "I unhex you, Sea, I uncurse you! I take back everything
I threw into you out of hate!" She stopped, wiping tears off her
face, then remembered the rest of her spellbinding. "May your
spellbindings bind again, and your magic be unconfused. Open the
door again between the land and the sea, and take this one last
thing that I love, that belongs to land and sea, to us and
you!"
The last of the hexes whirled across the water. They
struck the great web hanging between the spires, the doorposts of
the sea. Strands sagged, tore, revealing stars, half a moon, ragged
pieces of moon-path. A wave hit Kir, knocked him off his feet. It
curled around him, drew back. When they finally saw him again, he
had surfaced and was sputtering in the deep waters beyond the
surf.
He did not look back. He dove deeply, heading toward
the spires; when he surfaced again, it was with a seal’s movement,
sleek, balanced, graceful. He dove, stayed underwater far too long,
so long that those watching him had stopped breathing, too. Another
strand of the web loosened, fell like an old rotting net unknotting
as it dried. The white fierce light of it was fading as the web
burned itself out, thread by thread, in the sea.
They saw Kir at last, dangerously near the spires. He
should have been flung against the rocks, battered in the merciless
swells. But he slid from wave to wave, an otter or a fish, nothing
human. He watched the web above his head, strung between him and
the wide, dark sea. When another thread dropped toward the water,
he reached up, caught it. He dove then, dragging the white,
gleaming strand down with him. The great hex unraveled wildly
between the stones, then fell, burning, into the burning path of
the moon.
They watched for a long time, but they did not see Kir
again. Of all the crystal lights only the moon remained, still
weaving its own web between the spires.
The king turned finally. They had all tried to follow
Kir into the sea, it seemed; they were standing in the surf. Peri
found Lyo’s arm around her, holding her closely. She was numb with
cold, too numb for sorrow, and felt that she would never be warm
again. They stepped out of the tide. The king took Peri’s face
between his hands, kissed her forehead.
"Thank you." He looked at Lyo. "Thank you both." There
was no great happiness in his voice, just a blank weariness that
Peri understood. Kir was gone, Kir was… Then a movement in the surf
startled her.
It was the sea-dragon, coming out. "He’s walking," Peri
whispered. "He’s walking out of the sea."
He pulled a human body out of the swells, as patiently
as he had dragged the sea-dragon’s great body out. Once he stopped
to catch something in his hand: a bit of froth, an edge of
moonlight. He reached them finally, shivering, his gold brows
knit.
"Kir is gone," he said. The king took off his damp
cloak, pulled it around his wet son.
"Yes."
"I watched him. Now, I am gone."
"No," Peri said, as the king looked at him puzzledly,
"you have left the sea. You are here."
"I am here." He looked at his father, his expression
hesitant, complex. "Your eyes want to see Kir."
"Kir wished to leave. He needed to leave."
"You are the king who had two sons."
"Yes."
The sea- dragon’s shoulders moved slightly, as if
feeling, one last time, the weight of the chain. "The sea did not
want me. If you do not want me, maybe Peri will."
Peri nodded; Lyo shook his head. The king smiled a
little, touched the sea-dragon’s face. "You look so like your
mother. Her gentle eyes and her smile… That will help, when I
explain where Kir has gone, and why you are suddenly in his
place."
"And why I have no name in the world," the sea-dragon
said simply. He stood silently, then, looking at the sea, the cold,
uncomplicated world he would never see again.
"Will you miss the sea?" the king asked abruptly. "Will
you stand at the tide’s edge, like Kir, wanting to change your
shape, to return to it?"
The sea- dragon met his eyes again. Something
fully human surfaced in his face: a strength, a hint of pain, a
loneliness no one would ever share. "I have left the sea," he said.
He held out his hand, showed them the hex he had rescued from the
tide. The strange light had burned down to ragged black threads.
But a tiny crystal moon still hung in the center, glowing faintly
with an inner light.
Lyo took it from him, touched the moon; it kindled a
moment, luminous, fire-white. He lifted his eyes from it to gaze at
Peri.
"Do you realize what you did?" he asked. "You managed
to unbind, confuse, and otherwise snarl up the most powerful magic
in the sea."
Her face burned. "I’m sorry. I never thought it would
work."
"You’re sorry? When you threw the hexes into the water
and confused the sea’s magic, you caused the chain to stretch
beyond its bounds, break the surface between land and sea, so that
the sea-dragon could finally take a look at the world."
"But I trapped Kir on land, he couldn’t get into the
sea."
"Peri," Lyo said patiently. "You’re not
listening."
"I am, too," she said.
"You’re not paying attention."
"Lyo, what are you-" She stopped suddenly, blinking at
him. "I’m not paying attention," she whispered.
"You’re swarming with magic like a beehive,
Periwinkle."
"I must be… I’d better watch what I hex."
"At the very least." His eyes narrowed slightly,
glittering in the moonlight, fascinating her. "Now tell me this.
The night the sea-dragon dragged itself out of the sea for the
first time, with you watching, did you happen to say anything to
make it do that?"
"No," she said, surprised.
"Think, Peri."
"Well, I was just watching the sky and the waves,
thinking of Kir and wishing…"
"Wishing what?"
"Wishing that he could be…" Her voice faltered; she
stared at the magician, not seeing him but the dark, star-flecked
sea. "I said it. I said, ‘I wish you were just a little more
human.’ But I meant Kir, not the sea-dragon!"
"So," the king murmured. "The sea-dragon, passing by at
the moment, came out of the sea, a little bit human every night."
He was smiling, a smile like his sea-son’s, never quite free. "You
have strange and wonderful gifts, Peri. You helped both my sons
with your magic. Even more with your friendship." He sighed. "I
wish you could have been powerful enough to keep Kir out of the
sea, but in the world and under the sea, there is probably not
enough magic for that. At least you brought this one out." He put a
hand on the sea-dragon’s shoulder; the sea-dragon
started.
"You are touching me," he said wistfully. The king’s
face changed; he drew the sea-dragon into his arms.
"Yes," he said gruffly. "I am holding you. Humans
touch. If they are foolish enough or wise enough. Come home with me
now before you change your mind and follow the tide." He looked at
Lyo. "I’ll need your help with him. Can you stay?"
Lyo nodded, his mouth pulling upward into his private,
slanting smile. "Oh, yes. I have some unfinished business involving
periwinkles."
"Periwinkles," the sea-dragon echoed
curiously.
"Small blue flowers," the magician said, and for the
first time they heard both the king and the sea-dragon laugh.
THIRTEEN
THE NEXT FEW DAYS, to Peri, seemed
as colorless and dreary as the water she dumped out of her bucket
at the day’s end. The sky was a brilliant blue; the gorse, in full
bloom, covered the cliffs with clouds of gold. The fishers went out
every day; there were no more tales of singing sirens or ghostly
ships. Peri, for the first time in weeks, could get a full night’s
sleep.
But she still woke late at night, listening for the
sea-dragon; she still looked for Kir on the tide line; she still
searched the sea between the spires, without thinking, watching for
something unexpected, a message from the Undersea. She felt numb
inside. All the magic was gone, nothing would ever happen to her
again. Only the black pearl in her pocket told her that mystery had
come into her life and gone, leaving her stranded at the tide’s
edge, yearning.
Mystery had stranded the villagers, too; they still
longed, like Peri, for its return.
"I thought you said the mage was back," Enin said to
Peri one afternoon, when she was putting her cleaning things
away.
"He is," she said shortly.
"Then where is he?"
She shrugged, morose. "With the king, I
guess."
Mare glanced at her oddly. "What’s he doing there? We
hired him."
"Helping with his son."
"What’s the matter with Kir?"
"Nothing." She swallowed. "Nothing now. It’s not Kir,"
she added, since everyone would know soon enough, anyway. "Kir went
into the sea."
"He drowned?" Carey and Enin said
incredulously.
"No." She took her apron off, bundled it up, hardly
listening to what she was saying. "Kir went back to the sea. His
mother is a sea-woman. The king’s son by his true wife was the
sea-dragon. That’s why it was chained-the sea-woman was angry with
the king. But she also loved him, which is why she gave him Kir. He
came to my house at night in his human shape to learn words. The
sea-dragon did. He’s with the king now." They were staring at her,
not moving, not speaking. She pulled her hair away from her eyes
tiredly. "So that’s where Lyo is, probably." She took the black
pearl out of her pocket. "Kir gave me this before he
left."
"Kir?" Carey’s voice squeaked. The rest of her was
immobile. Peri was silent, gazing at the pearl, remembering the
full moon, Kir’s hands in her hair, his promise to sing her into
the sea. She lifted her head; faces blurred a moment, under tears
she forced away.
"He used to come and talk to me…" She slid the pearl
back into her pocket and pulled her cloak off a hook.
Carey whispered, "What’s he like? The new
prince?"
"He has gold hair and blue eyes. Like his mother had.
He can’t talk very well yet, but he learns fast." She put her cloak
over her arm and went to the door.
Mare said fiercely, "Girl, you take one more step, I
will throw a bucket at you. You come upstairs with us and tell the
story properly from one end to the other. You can’t just go and
leave us here with a jumble like that: sea-women, secret sons,
princes wandering into your house at night giving you black
pearls…"
"I don’t understand," Carey said plaintively, staring
at Peri, "why it all happened to her. Look at her!"
They did, until she fidgeted. "I washed my hair
yesterday," she said defensively. Mare groaned. Enin
grinned.
She drifted to her mother’s house the next afternoon.
The days were growing longer; the air was full of delicate, elusive
scents. Evening lay in dusky, silken colors over the sea. The
sea-kingdom seemed very near the surface, just beneath the
lingering shades of sunset. Peri found her mother leaning over the
gate, watching the distant sea. Behind her, the garden was
sprouting tidy rows of green shoots; there was a peculiar absence
of weeds.
Peri’s mother smiled as Peri came up the street. She
opened the gate; they both leaned over it then, watching. Peri’s
eyes slid to her mother’s hands. There was black dirt on her
fingers, even a streak on her face.
"You’ve been gardening!"
"I thought I’d pull a few thistles. It seemed a nice
day for it." Her voice sounded less weary than usual; the lines on
her face had eased. Had the sea, Peri wondered suddenly, set her
free, too?
They watched the fishing boats come into the harbor.
When the last of them had slipped past the harbor-mouth, Peri’s
mother sighed, not in sadness, it seemed to Peri, but in relief
that everyone was safely home. She said, "I miss you, Peri. The
house seems empty suddenly. Do you think you might like to come
back?"
Peri looked at her. The old woman’s house felt that
way, these days, too quiet, as empty as her heart. "Come
back?"
"I never even asked where you’ve been
living."
"Out at the old woman’s house, near the stones. After
she disappeared, I stayed there."
Her mother nodded. "I guessed, when I thought about it
at all, that you might be there. I wonder where she got to, the old
woman."
"Maybe," Peri said softly, "maybe into the sea. Maybe
someone… someone special left a pearl on her doorstep and sang to
her until she followed the singing."
"There is no land beneath the sea. You told me
that."
"Well," Peri sighed, "I don’t know everything, do
I?"
"Do you think you’d like to come back?"
Peri turned to glance at the house. The door was open;
a last thread of light pooled across the threshold. It might be
nice, she thought, to have someone to talk to, now that her mother
was talking again.
"Maybe," she said. "For a little while."
"You need some new clothes, child."
"I know. I forget things like that."
"You’re growing again."
"I know." She picked at a splinter in the gate, her
eyes straying to the sea. The last light faded; a thin band of blue
stretched across the horizon, the shadow of night. She sighed. What
did it matter where she lived? "All right," she said. "I’m tired of
my cooking, anyway." She swallowed a sudden burning; her face
ducked behind her hair. "What does it matter?" she whispered. She
felt her mother’s arm across her shoulders. The sea began to
darken, the night-shadow widened, a deep, deep blue, the darkest
shades of mother-of-pearl…
They heard a whistling through the dusk. Peri jumped,
for it had shifted abruptly from the street to her elbow.
"Lyo!"
"Goodness," her mother said, startled. Lyo gave her a
deep bow, standing in her weed pile.
"This is Lyo," Peri explained. "He is the magician who
turned the gold chain into flowers."
"What gold chain?" her mother said bemusedly. "What
flowers?"
"Where did you get those clothes?" Peri asked. Lyo had
put aside his scuffed and gorse-speckled leather and wool for a
more familiar mage’s robe of wheat and gold. It made him look
taller somehow; even his hair had settled down.
"The king gave it to me. He said I was beginning to
smell a bit briny."
"Oh. It looks very-very-"
He nodded imperturbably. "Thank you. It’ll do for now.
It’d be hard to row a boat in, though."
"Are you?"
"Am I what?"
"Going to sea to get the gold? The fishers keep asking
me that."
"Oh," he said, chuckling.
"Well, are you?"
"Not exactly."
She looked at him, baffled. His eyes shifted colors
mysteriously: the green of the seedlings, the brown of the earth;
they pulled at her attention until she blinked herself free. "How
is the sea-dragon?" she asked, since he wouldn’t tell her about the
gold.
"Aidon," Lyo said. "The king named him that."
"Is he learning to talk any better?"
"He’s doing very well. I’m teaching him to read.
Yesterday we added and subtracted periwinkles. That’s what
I-"
"A talking sea-dragon named Aidon," Peri’s mother
interrupted. "What are you talking about? A sea-dragon reading
books?"
Lyo’s brows rose. "You didn’t tell her?"
"No."
"Tell me what? What sea-dragon? What gold chain?" She
watched her daughter and the strange-eyed magician look at one
another uncertainly. "Peri, what have you been doing while I
haven’t been paying attention?"
"Oh." She took a long breath. "It’s a little hard to
explain."
"Then you’d both better come in and have some supper
and explain it to me," her mother said, sounding so much like her
old self that Peri felt a sudden bubble of laughter inside
her.
Lyo sat at the hearth, beginning in a calm and
methodical fashion to explain while her mother chopped up carrots
and onions for soup. Peri kept interrupting him; he gave up finally
and let her tell the story for a while. Peri’s mother sat down
slowly in the middle of it, a paring knife in one hand and an onion
in the other. The color came back into her face as she listened.
She laughed and cried at different parts of the tale, and then, as
Peri told her about the king and the sea-woman meeting each other
under the moon, a stillness settled into her face, like the calm
over water after a storm. She had finished her sea-journey, Peri
realized; she had gone and come back to the familiar world, the one
where she sang old sea chanteys and knew the names of all the
shells on the beach.
She was silent for a long time when Lyo and Peri
finished the story. Peri knew what she was seeing: the long,
brilliant, fleeting path of sunlight between the spires. She saw
the onion in her hand and got up finally. "Well," she said softly.
"Well."
"That’s partly why I came here," Lyo said. "The
sea-dragon misses Peri."
"I can guess why. She’s the first girl he ever
saw."
"Yes." Lyo stopped a moment, his expression awry. "Yes.
So the king wondered if Peri might consider coming to the summer
house to teach Aidon again."
"You mean after work?" Peri asked, dazed.
"Peri, you can forget the brushes, the buckets. The
king will pay you well for teaching. And the sea-Aidon will be
happy to see you again. He likes being human, but he misses you. He
had to give up his brother; he shouldn’t have to lose you, too.
Would you like to do that?"
"Teach the sea-dragon in the king’s house?" She nodded
vigorously, thinking of the prince’s blue-eyed smile, his need of
her. "Oh, yes. But doesn’t the king want you to stay? I don’t know
very much beyond adding and subtracting."
"Oh, I’ll stay awhile. Teach you a little magic," he
added nonchalantly. "If you like. Just so you won’t get into
trouble…" He paused again, staring so hard at a wooden nail in the
floorboards that she thought it might rise out of the floor. Then
he shook himself, ruffled his hair with both hands, and met her
eyes. "Are you?" he inquired.
"What?"
"Planning to fall in love with any more
princes?"
She thought about it, gazing back at him. Then she
sighed deeply, her hand sliding into her pocket to touch the black
pearl that held all her memories. "I don’t think so. One prince is
enough in one lifetime."
"Good," Lyo said with relief. He pulled beer out of the
air then, and yellow daffodils, and a loaf of hot bread that looked
as if it had come straight out of the innkeeper’s
kitchen.
"Lyo!" Her mother, face in the flowers, was
laughing.
"It’s all right, he’ll get his payment tomorrow." He
poured a basket of early strawberries into Peri’s lap. "There will
be a sea harvest of periwinkles coming in on the morning tide that
this village will never forget."
Peri, her mouth falling open, saw periwinkles turning
to gold all down the beach as the sea swept them tidily out of
itself. "That will make Carey happy."
"Perhaps," Lyo said. "Perhaps not even that will make
Carey happy. It’s an odd thing, happiness. Some people take
happiness from gold. Or black pearls. And some of us, far more
fortunate, take their happiness from periwinkles." He leaned over
Peri, impelled by some mysterious impulse, kissed her gently. "I’ve
been wanting to do that for some time," he told her. "But you
always had one king’s son or another at hand."
Like him, she was flushed under her untidy hair.
"Well," she said, "now I don’t."
"Now you don’t." He watched her, smiling but uncertain.
Then, still uncertain, he sat down beside her mother to help her
clean shrimp. Peri’s eyes strayed to the window. But the magician’s
lean, nut-brown face, constantly hovering between magic and
laughter, came between her and the darkening sea. After a while,
watching him instead, she began to smile.
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