Weasel Wakes
They brought a chair for him because he would not leave her. All night he waited. And in the morning he opened his eyes to find that Weasel was awake beside him, her ugly face hidden by darkness except for the skewed eyes watching him.
"You're awake," he said.
"And you," she answered.
"I was afraid for you."
She searched his face. "You called me—I dreamed you called me by another name."
"Enziquelvinisensee Evelvenin."
"She told you?"
"After I commanded her—commanded her to give the pain away."
"Ah." The eyes closed, then opened again. "I forgive you, Little King. You didn't know what you were doing." She startled him by smiling. "Just think of it—I'm still a virgin, and yet my body has conceived and given birth." She laughed a little, then groaned in lingering pain.
"I will think of you," Orem said, "as the mother of my child."
"Don't," she said.
"It was your body that bore him."
"I would not have born a twelve-month child."
"He's beautiful. Queen Beauty has promised me that I can have him as often as I like. I didn't know how much I longed to have a son until I saw him. He already smiled at me."
"Don't love him," Weasel said. "Don't let him smile at you."
"It was your body that bore him. Queen Beauty said that you also felt it—when he was planted in her."
Weasel nodded, but turned away her face.
"I'm not ashamed," said Orem. "Weasel, I love you. Before she told me that this wasn't your flesh I loved you. Let me pretend that I'll live to see my son become a man. Let me pretend that you are my—"
"No," she said. "You have a wife."
"Have I?" he asked angrily.
"And I have a husband."
Orem fell silent then. Only after she pitied him and touched his hand did he speak again. "I was wrong," he said. "Forgive me."
"I always forgive you," she said. "Even before you ask. Little King, I will not deny my husband for you. Nor will I ever love your child. But I'll stay with you and be your friend to the end of this mad course you've chosen. Is that enough?"
"What makes you think I chose my course?" But he agreed, and let her sleep again.
Those were the very words they said, and neither one suspected that Orem had misguessed his future. From then until you came to the city gates they never spoke of it again; though they were together every day, Weasel never guessed that Orem thought that Beauty planned his death. Weasel would have told him the truth if she had known that he did not know.
I have heard it said that you were told that the Flower Princess betrayed you with Orem Scanthips, the Little King. Of course you do not believe any such lie. But she did love him as if he were her own son. And remember this, Palicrovol: if you had been faithful to the Flower Princess, Orem Scanthips never could have been conceived. Remember that when you pass judgment on what we did when you were exiled from Hart's Hope.
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