TWENTY-FOUR
RILEY.
I almost fell off my high heels.
Riley, here.
Now.
He was tanned, light brown hair surfer
sun-streaked. His brown, gold-flecked eyes wide with amazement. His
Grossmont High blue and gold letter jacket bulked over his broad
shoulders, and a white T-shirt was loosely bunched around his
nonexistent hips. He had on a pair of faded jeans and scruffy
cowboy boots. A look I had always loved. Loved. Yes, yes,
yes.
Troy was a distant memory, if, oh, if . .
.
There was no if. No one drove fourteen hours by
accident.
He stared at me as if he had forgotten how to
speak. I panicked, wondering if he was seeing someone
else—Celia—until I remembered that I was glammed up as I had never
been glammed before. He had seen me in the Jane days, but these
were the Mandy days.
“Whoa,” he rasped, and Mandy rose gracefully from
her chair and threaded her arms through his.
“This must be Jason,” she cooed. Riley blinked at
her. “Oh, sorry. Lance? Tim? Estevan?”
She smiled at me. I understood that she was
implying that I had a harem of guys—or at the very least, that I
had never mentioned Riley around her. Hard-to-get-back tactics. She
might not know who Riley was, but she did know how to push a guy’s
buttons.
She added quickly, “Possibility on Marica. Big
pupils. Not sure. Got . . . spooked.”
“Yo comprendo,” I replied. I
understand.
“No need to panic,” she said.
I looked at Riley again, who was clearly puzzled by
our conversation. “What are you doing here?” I blurted.
“These kids need something to drink,” Mandy
announced. She looked around. “Lara?”
Lara, who was wearing a tux, rolled her eyes and
started to fold her arms across her chest. She was not going to
fetch me anything. Then she must have realized that Mandy would
keep at her until she capitulated, so she stomped over to a table
and grabbed an open bottle of champagne. She started to bring it
over to us. Mandy raised an eyebrow. Lara clenched her teeth,
wheeled around, and grabbed two plastic champagne glasses.
She stomped over to me and practically threw them
at me. Mandy plucked the bottle out of my hand and poured the
bubbly into the glasses, handing one to each of us.
Riley was gaping openly at me. I no longer felt
like a circus clown; I was actually grateful to Mandy for giving me
the works. Because I was working it, and it was working.
“Can we maybe . . . go outside?” Riley asked
me.
“Gladly,” I said, cool as cool.
I slid a glance Mandy’s way, and I was taken aback
by what I saw. Her cocky smile had slipped; her shoulders were
hunching. She wasn’t frightened; she looked wistful and sad, the
princess of everything except for a prince.
She really loved Troy, I thought. He
broke her heart. All that stuff we did, trashing his things, that
was just bravado.
I felt so sorry for her, having to keep appearances
up, to be solid and in control. Troy had complained about being
paired for life with Mandy by their families. But she had liked it.
Correction: loved it. And it was gone.
If she caught me pitying her, she would probably
say something calculated to embarrass me. She was already pulling
herself back together, plastering a smile on her face.
“Take a break,” she said regally. “I’ll do a
recheck of you-know-who.”
Of Marica, I translated, and nodded at her.
Riley looked surprised, unsure how to respond to
this girl who was acting like my employer, but said nothing as I
grabbed my little purse for the sake of the lip gloss inside it and
led the way out of the room. We didn’t talk as we walked back
through the tunnel and out into the chilly night. I had forgotten
to take the gorgeous wool maxicoat Mandy had lent me, and I
shivered, hard. Riley took off his letter jacket and draped it
around my shoulders. I inhaled the scent of him—leather, cinnamon,
soap—and my throat tightened.
I knew exactly how Mandy felt, longing for some
guy.
No one else was outside. Our breath condensed as we
walked along without touching. I liked the sensation of the satin
lining of Riley’s jacket against my skin. The brittle stars
overhead tracked us. I stepped on branches in my high-high heels. I
held onto my little shoulder clutch as if for moral support.
We reached a large gray boulder, very much like the
one that Troy and I had sat on when we’d run into each
other—literally—the first day of Thanksgiving break. I smiled to
myself. I was so done with Troy.
“What happened to your forehead?” he asked
me.
“I fell off a scooter. But I’m okay now.
Really.”
“It looks painful.”
“It isn’t. Not right now.”
I smiled at him. He flushed. It was a joy to
behold.
“Sit?” Riley asked, and I nodded.
Hip to hip, we sat down. Our fingers brushed and
Riley closed his hand around mine. Electricity jolted through me. I
couldn’t stop smiling.
“So there’s hope,” Riley said, wiggling my
hand.
I didn’t say anything. Like the rest of my life,
the situation was unreal. But unlike the rest of my life, it was
great.
“I meant everything I said in my voice mail,” he
began. “Lindsay, I don’t even know why I—I went in there.”
My parents’ bedroom.
“I was so stupid.” He unfolded his hand, as if
anticipating that I was going to pull away. I didn’t move. I held
my breath. I wanted to hear it all. “I didn’t even like Jane. But
she was . . . I . . . ” He ran his hand through his hair. I
remembered sand and salt, getting busted for kissing on the beach.
In the arms of Riley Kinkaid.
After all the nightmares, this was such a beautiful
dream. Joy surged through me in huge waves. After all the horrible,
scary things that happened, Riley was too good to be true . . .
just as he had been before. I was scared, but I knew he meant what
he said. He’d driven fourteen hours to find me, in my haunted
dungeon on the hill.
“I’ve missed you.” He turned to me. “I thought
after you left, I’d get over it, but I think about you all the
time. I want . . . ” He searched my face. “I want it to be how it
started, between us. We were a couple. That’s what I want.”
He waited. I made him wait longer because I didn’t
trust myself to speak. And then I wondered why I thought I needed
to say anything. I turned and looked up at him. I knew that was all
I had to do.
He kissed me. His lips warmed mine and I thought my
head would explode. He put his arms around me and held me, very
tentative and gentle, as if he expected me to ask him to stop. I
hadn’t kissed Riley in over five months, and I wasn’t going to miss
a second of it.
I began to melt. I was so, so, so happy. And
afraid, too, that if Riley knew what my world was really like, he’d
dump me just as Troy had. But for now, there was this sweet, shy,
getting-back-together kiss, just the nicest, slow—
An icy waterfall cascaded over me with a huge,
rushing “No!” as Celia screamed inside me. Cold on cold on
cold; terror, panic.
“No, no!”
I stiffened and fought against her as she pushed
Riley away as hard as she could. He wasn’t expecting it and he fell
off the boulder, landing flat on his back. I stood frozen in
horror, listening to Celia screaming inside me.
“Oh, unhh,” Riley moaned, barely moving.
At the same moment, Miles crashed through the
bracken, lurching toward us. He moved awkwardly, as if he’d been
drinking. Before I realized what he was doing, he stepped over
Riley, straddling him, grabbed his T-shirt, and raised his back off
the ground. Then he made a fist and slammed it into Riley’s
face.
“Ow!” Miles shouted.
Riley sat up and made a double fist, ramming it
upward between Miles’s legs. Miles bellowed and collapsed on top of
him. Grunting, gasping, Miles rained blows on Riley’s head. Riley
fought back, pushing Miles off him, leaping to his feet and taking
a boxer’s stance.
“Stop!” I shouted, but they didn’t hear me. Miles
landed a punch; Riley counterattacked. They were actually fighting
each other; it was surreal, bizarre. Frightening.
“Get away!
“Get away!
“He’s here!” Celia shouted.
“Both of you, stop!”
“He’s here!” she screamed.
I heard myself whimpering. Celia was forcing me to
leave. I staggered, trying to move toward Riley and Miles as they
bloodied each other.
Miles looked over at me. Riley landed a punch on
his face and Miles’s head snapped back.
I heard voices, shouts. Partyers who heard me
scream. People coming. People who would stop the fight.
Celia took possession, and I ran. Through the dark
trees, with the full moon glinting in and out of the limbs, I raced
as if my life depended on it.
Celia was in a blind panic, shrieking in my head,
“He’s here; he’s here!”
I was partly myself and partly Celia, aware of the
overhanging tree limbs as they slapped me, yet feeling her terror.
I couldn’t control my body. Fear swept through me, more violently
than ever before, worse than when the six ghosts of the girls Celia
had murdered charged after me, to kill me.
She was screaming “He’s here!” and I didn’t
know who he was, but I was just as afraid as she was. More
afraid than I had ever been in my life, even at the moment when
Memmy died.
The wind screamed like a human being in agony.
Sobbing, I clapped my hands over my ears. The ground tilted
downhill; the incline was steep. I slipped and fell. Rolled. Rocks
scraped; branches cut. My feet were cut and bruised. I had lost my
shoes and Riley’s jacket.
Every second counted. He was coming.
Then I burst free of the woods. I saw Searle Lake
sprawled before me, and there was someone down there. In the
darkness I couldn’t see who, but it was . . .
. . . she was . . .
Screams shot up around me, geysers of sound.
Screams, exploding around my feet like land mines. Falling from the
sky like bombs. Screams.
I ran toward the screams, away from them; they
threw me to my knees and slammed my face in the wet earth of
shoreline. I crawled through the screams to the person lying
faceup, moaning.
It was Mandy. Who was not screaming. Who was making
no sound at all. Who was silent.
From her nose up, her head had been crushed in by a
large rock the size of a soccer ball, and blood was gushing out
beneath it, out over the dirt. In the moonlight it looked black.
Panting, I wrapped myself around the rock and tried to heave it off
her. It was too heavy. Falling to my knees, I threw my weight
against it, sobbing, pushing. Again. Again.
It rolled. And I screamed as I had never screamed
before. Her face, her beautiful face.
“Mandy, Mandy!” I said, holding my hands inches
from her wounds, shaking, with no idea what to do. “Help,” I
croaked, throwing back my head. “Help us!” But I couldn’t make
enough noise. Only the moon heard me, and the black water of Searle
Lake, and the wind. I ripped off the lower part of my top and tried
to staunch the blood. I didn’t want to cause her pain, but I didn’t
want her to bleed to death either.
I tried to gather her up, to keep her warm. She was
icy. It was so cold out. Cold as the grave.
“Get the evil one,” she whispered, but her
mouth didn’t move. Blood streamed out of it. Her voice was not her
own; it was Belle’s.
“I want Mandy,” I ordered her. “Let me talk to her
now.”
“Can’t,” Belle replied.
“Why not?” My voice cracked. The world was
spinning, blurring. I forced myself not to break down. Mandy needed
me.
“Dying, sweet bee.” With that horrible,
ruined face, Belle glared at me. I saw her fury, and her hatred.
“Because of you.”
“No, she’s not! Mandy, don’t die!” I screamed.
“Don’t die!” I held her, rocked her. Tears spilled down my face,
landing on Mandy’s cheeks. “Help!”
“Too late.”
I was heaving and sobbing, looking around, trying
to decide what to do to save her. Aware that the killer might be
watching me, waiting to do the same thing to me. I opened my purse
to get my cell phone, but it wasn’t here. Just the lip gloss, the
lighter, and the gum.
“Belle, tell me who did this!”
There was a long silence, cut by my weeping and my
hoarse croaks. Then the answer echoed from a distant place, like a
muffled cry, a bell that was tolling from another shore.
Griefstricken, shocked, broken.
“Da . . . vid. Aber . . . nath . . .
y.”
The name came out so slowly, I had to force myself
to listen to each tortured syllable.
I felt a horrible chill. Someone was possessed by
the man who had betrayed Belle and Celia both. Someone who was
here.
“He is coming!” Celia cried deep inside
me.
Celia wanted me to run. Now.
“Yessssssssssss,” Belle hissed. “Run,
Celia.”
“But where is he? Who is he in?” I leaned
over her, pressing my ear against the unmoving lips. I thought I
could hear whispering, as if of other voices speaking from wherever
Belle now was. I could feel Celia scrabbling away from the brink of
hysteria, like someone dangling from the edge of a cliff by her
fingernails. Forcing me away. Making me run.
“Where is he?” I pleaded, taking Mandy’s hand. “Oh,
God, help us, please, someone! Mandy, I’m getting help. I’ll save
you. I will!”
There was no answer.
Mandy Winters was dead.