Thirteen

The scene at Tabitha’s house was much less chaotic than the day before. There were a few of the more aggressive reporters hanging around, but they stayed off her lawn, no doubt thanks to the officers who took up position around the perimeter of her property. The reporters shouted questions at Tabitha and Jake as they walked into the house, but only halfheartedly. They’d apparently learned that neither she nor Jake were going to give them an interview.

The next time she looked out the window, most of them were gone.

Tabitha expected Jake to lead her to the bedroom as soon as they entered. He didn’t, however. He surprised her by picking up the cat, who had come running to greet them.

“Looks as if Billy’s taken to you,” she said as she scratched the cat’s head. “And I thought you didn’t like cats.”

Jake stroked the purring cat’s back and grinned. “Since I’ve discovered a certain affinity for kittens, I figure cats can’t be all that bad.”

She felt blood sting her cheeks at his words and arched her eyebrow to cover it. “Cats and kittens both have claws.”

His green eyes glowed. “I know.”

His look made her remember his pleasure when she had scraped her nails across his chest at the hospital. “I’d better see if he still has food in his bowl.”

He took her hand with his free one. “Are you afraid?”

She looked into his now serious face. “A little. Are you sure you—”

“Absolutely.” He let the cat down, then straightened and caught her jaw with one hand. “Are you?”

“I want to, but I have to tell you…”

“Tell me what?”

“I’m probably not going to be very good at it.”

He laughed out loud.

Hurt more than angry, she spun around, but he caught her before she’d taken two steps.

He took her face between his hands. “Kitten, if you were any better, I’d have been a very embarrassed man this afternoon.”

A tiny thrill passed through her, knowing she had that much power over him. “Really?”

He chuckled. “Yes.” Then he kissed her soundly. “Damn, you are a witch. I’m trying to be good and wait at least until dark.”

“Why?”

“Because I want to make sure everything’s quiet. Because I don’t want my men walking in on us, thinking we’re eating supper or something equally innocuous. Because once I start, I want the whole night. Because you’re so— Oh, hell.” He backed her into the dining room wall and, grabbing her bottom, lifted her against it and captured her mouth with a frenzy that took her breath away.

Surprised, off balance, she wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his hips.

With a low growl, he shoved her skirt, which had ridden up to her hips, all the way to her waist and ground his hardness into her.

Tabitha gasped. She was ready for him. She could feel her wetness.

“Damn,” he breathed against her ear. “You’re wearing a thong ag—”

The doorbell rang, making their heads jerk toward it.

“Damn,” Jake spat. “I knew it.”

Tabitha breathed hard as Jake eased her legs down.

“All this stopping and starting is killing me.” He kissed her one more time. “You okay?”

She nodded.

The doorbell rang again.

He adjusted his pants, then cussed all the way to the door. He flung it open. “You’d better have a damn good— Oh. Hi.” He glanced back at Tabitha. “It’s Marie.”

“Marie?” Tabitha stepped to the door to find her secretary standing on the porch. “Well, come on in.”

Marie smiled expansively as she looked Tabitha up and down. “Oh, no, honey. I don’t want to disturb you. Harry’s waiting for me in the truck.” She nodded at the vintage Ford sitting in Tabitha’s driveway, then picked up a bucket at her feet. “Harry just thought you might like a nice mess of fish tonight, is all. We kept up with things on the radio, so we know you had a hard day, what with that evil man calling and all. Anyhoo, Harry caught his limit today. Nice fat bass.”

Jake took the bucket from Marie. “Well, isn’t that nice. We were just…discussing what we were going to fix for supper.”

Marie’s eyes sparkled, and she winked at Tabitha. “I can see that.”

Tabitha barely restrained herself from touching her hair to see if it was standing on end. “Thanks, Marie.”

“My pleasure.” She turned to leave. “Before you can argue, I’m telling you now that I’ll be in tomorrow. See y’all in the morning,” she called over her shoulder.

“What was that all about?” Jake asked as he waved to Harry in the truck.

Harry waved back.

“I don’t know.” Tabitha turned to the mirror in the entry. Her hair was a little mussed, but not so bad that anyone could tell what they’d been doing. “Sometimes I think she’s psychic.”

She peered in the bucket. “You’re going to clean them, right?”

He chuckled. “Yes, ma’am.”

Jake dug a sharp knife from the proper drawer—he already knew her kitchen, Tabitha noticed—picked up that morning’s newspaper and took the bucket outside.

While he did that, Tabitha fed the cat rubbing against her legs, then cleaned his litter box. When she took the refuse outside to the trash can, she had to fight Billy away from the back door. He’d evidently smelled what Jake had carried through.

She found Jake squatting over newspapers covered with fish heads and guts. A police sergeant, by his stripes, stood over Jake.

“I see you have supervision,” Tabitha said with a smile. “Hello, Sergeant.”

The sergeant tipped his hat. “Evening, ma’am.”

“Come to help?” Jake asked.

She shivered as she dumped her load in the can. “That’s okay.”

“Not a fisherwoman, I take it?”

“Not in this lifetime.” She hurried back inside, again keeping Billy back. “You’ll get some, don’t worry. But it will be cooked.”

“Meow.”

“You can complain all you want to, but I’ve smelled the breath of cats who’ve eaten raw fish.”

Billy rubbed against her ankles.

“That’s not going to help, either.” She started for the refrigerator, to fix some vegetables, then stopped. “If we’re going to fry fish, I need to change.”

Switching direction, she peeked out the kitchen window. Jake was still talking to the sergeant, probably giving him instructions for the night. He only had a couple of fish cleaned, so she probably had time to change without him walking in on her.

Why was she worried about that? He was going to see every inch of her body in just a little while.

She giggled, then rolled her eyes. “Jeez. This needs to stop. I’m not a teenager.”

Tabitha headed toward the bedroom, the cat at her heels. “A pair of jeans and a T-shirt won’t do,” she said to Billy. “I need something a little sexier, don’t you think?”

“Meow.”

Tabitha smiled and rubbed Billy’s head when he jumped on her bed. “You’re fun to talk to, you know it? Maybe I need to get a cat.”

Billy lay down and started purring immediately.

Tabitha stroked down his back, all the way to his tail. “Yes, I definitely need a cat. Jake won’t be around forever, after all.”

Now why had she mentioned that? She hadn’t thought about what she was doing in relation to Jake’s plans.

She sat down on the bed next to Billy, absently stroking him.

Was she doing the right thing, making love with him?

Every instinct in her body said she was.

“I’m in love with him,” she told the cat, who blinked with indifference. “How about that kick in the pants? I’m in love with Assistant Police Chief Jake White—a cop. And not just any cop. A supercop. A cop who’s going to leave Mission Creek when his contract is up, whenever that is. A cop who needs to be rescued from his own rescue complex, but won’t even admit he has one.”

Even with all that against him, Tabitha felt closer to Jake than anyone, ever, in her life.

She knew that people in crisis situations often fell in love. Or thought they did. Those relationships rarely lasted, because they were based on shared trauma, not real emotions.

“Is that all this is, Billy? Do I think I love him because he’s helping me through this? I just met him yesterday. Two days. How could I possibly be in love with him?”

But it seemed more like two months, with all they’d been through. After the long, exhausting hours they’d spent together, she knew this man. She knew his goals. She knew his sexual appetites. She knew what drove his need to rescue every victim in his case file.

“That’s what intimacy is, isn’t it?” she asked Billy. “Knowing someone. Knowing everything about them.”

How long could it last, though? Even if their relationship lasted, Jake was leaving. And he hadn’t said anything about taking her with him. He hadn’t said anything about loving her.

But he had said he cared.

“You know what, Billy?” Tabitha stood. “I don’t care how long it’s going to last. No one can know that, right? Even if he doesn’t love me, I want this. I want him for as long as I can get him. I’ve never felt this way and, by George, I’m going to milk every moment.”

She turned into the closet. “Now, what am I going to wear?”

 

“I don’t think we’ll be—” Jake stopped as he walked through the door.

“Close the door!” Tabitha ran and shut the door behind Jake just before Billy got there.

She needn’t have worried. Billy stopped at Jake’s feet, meowing and rubbing himself against Jake’s legs.

“Is this the same cat who wouldn’t give us the time of day last night?” Jake asked.

“You have fish.”

“Ah, that explains it.” He set the plate piled high with filets on the counter, then washed his hands. He glanced around the kitchen. “I see you’ve already got things started.”

She nodded. “I hope you don’t mind corn again. I creamed it.”

“I love corn.”

“That’s good. We’re having slaw, too.” She couldn’t believe they were talking about vegetables when all she wanted to do was continue what they’d begun in the dining room. They were alone now. Wasn’t he going to say anything? Do anything? She sure didn’t know how to start it. Maybe she should have worn something sexier.

Since she didn’t want to be too obvious, she’d opted for her tightest pair of jeans and a white cotton muscle shirt that fit her like a second skin. What made the outfit sexy—or so she’d thought—was that she wasn’t wearing a bra.

“Sounds good,” he said. He turned to a large iron skillet on the stove top. “I’ll just get started breading the fish.”

A thump made them turn in time to see Billy scampering along the countertop toward the fish.

Jake swooped them out of his way just in time.

Tabitha scooped up the cat. Flipping him over in her arms, she rubbed his belly to make up for his being denied the fish. “You’ll get some later, silly Billy. I promise. But for now you’re going in your crate. That was attempted robbery. You have to be locked up.” She lowered her voice to a loud whisper. “There’s a by-the-book cop here, you know. He’ll insist.”

“Very funny.”

She touched her nose to Billy’s. “Cops have no sense of humor.”

After she put Billy in his carrier, she helped Jake with the cornmeal breading.

Jake insisted on the task of frying them.

Since he wore nice dress slacks, Tabitha pulled out an apron and tied it around his waist. “If you’re going to act like a stubborn cook, you’re going to dress like a stubborn cook.”

He held up a corner of the lacy apron and batted his eyes. “How do I look?”

“Very…” Sexy. Hot. Strong. Touchable. All of the words applied, but she said none of them because he hadn’t mentioned sex since he’d cleaned the fish. Far from making him seem feminine, the contrast between his dark masculinity and the frilly apron showed how confident he was in his maleness. “…pretty.” She cleared her throat. “I need to make the slaw.”

Once that was done, all Tabitha had to do was occasionally stir the corn to keep it from sticking.

“What about hush puppies?” Jake asked halfway through the frying.

“I don’t know how to make them,” she said.

“Have an onion?”

She nodded.

He gave her directions and set her to work.

“Where did you learn so much about fish frying?”

“I helped with the Houston PD’s annual fish fry. We raised money for crime victims.”

“And how much actually got to crime victims?”

He stared at her, his stillness as forceful as his usual state of constant movement. “Didn’t your father have any redeeming qualities?”

She turned away. “He had a beautiful tenor voice and sang in the choir at church. But, then, he also sang Christmas carols with some of his cop buddies to raise money for a policeman’s fund. But they were the only policemen who benefited. They used the money to pay their tabs at the bar they went to all the time.”

She felt him come up behind her.

“Tabitha, look at me.”

She slowly turned and peered up into his intent green eyes. “Every penny of profit went to crime victims. I’m not your father.”

“I know, Jake. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to imply—” She gasped as he set his hands on her waist and lifted her to the counter.

Separating her legs with his hips, he positioned himself against her, wrapping his arms around her and taking her mouth in a bruising kiss. When her breath was coming hard, he trailed kisses down her throat.

“You changed clothes,” he said.

She smiled. “You finally noticed.”

“I noticed the instant I walked in the door.”

She threw her head back to give him better access. “You didn’t say anything, so I thought—”

He growled against her ear. “Don’t think so much.”

“Well, I’m having difficulty at the moment.”

He chuckled. “Good. You’re going to have a lot more difficulty later.”

“I am?”

“Yep. I’m going to peel your tight jeans off you like an onion skin, then I’m going to nibble on your legs, starting at this big toe…” He reached back and caressed the big toe of her bare right foot, then trailed his hand along the inside of her leg. “…all the way up, and then down the other leg.”

She shivered. “And then?”

He chuckled again and pulled her tighter against his hardness. “You can’t know everything.”

“Why not?”

He bit the lobe of her ear.

The shiver that hit her this time racked her entire body.

“But I want you to know one thing,” he whispered in her ear.

“What?”

“I won’t hurt you, Tabitha. I will never, ever hurt you. I won’t do anything you’re afraid of. If I do something you don’t like, tell me.” He drew back far enough to see her. “Okay?”

“Okay.” She was only half aware of what she was promising.

He glanced down and drew in a quick breath.

She followed his gaze and saw her hard nipples poking through her shirt.

His open hands followed her curves upward from her hips, but all he did was cup the underside.

She thrust her chest out, wanting more.

“Damn.” With a sudden movement, he pulled back and set her on the floor. “The fish need turning.” He gave her a quick kiss, then turned back to the fish. “Chop that onion, woman.”

Grabbing the edge of the counter to keep her balance. Tabitha blinked. How could he turn his desire on and off so quickly, so completely?

Miffed, she stirred the corn one last time, then turned off the burner. With the spoon still in her hand, she smiled. Time to see if he could take a little of his own medicine.

She asked him a question about his job and as soon as she had his attention, she began to lick the spoon in long, lazy strokes.

His answer trailed off as his eyes followed every movement. Just before his eyes began to burn, he yanked his gaze away and finished answering her.

Frowning, determined, she reached up into a top cabinet for a serving bowl for the corn. She could feel his gaze on her, but he didn’t move from the fish. When that didn’t work, she broke off a bite of cooked fish and walked over to Billy’s crate in the corner. She bent over, with her butt high in the air, and fed it to him.

“Woman, if you ever want to eat tonight, you’ll stop what you’re doing right now.”

She twisted to find his gaze on her, hot and wanting.

Finally. She widened her eyes deliberately. “What am I doing?”

“You’re trying to seduce me.”

She straightened. “Is it working?”

“What do you think?”

“I think,” she said, walking slowly toward him and swiveling her hips with each step, “that you’re ignoring me.”

“Ignoring you?” He snorted in disbelief and shook his head. “One thing you don’t have to worry about is seducing me. You’ve done a damn fine job already.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, you’re the one insisting on eating.”

His gaze traveled down her body. “Oh, I’m going to eat, all right.” He shook the moment off. “And so are you. You’re going to need every ounce of energy you can get.”

Satisfied, Tabitha asked, “When is the fish going to be ready?”

He lifted the last piece out. “It’s done. Now I just have to cook the hush puppies.”

“I’ll fix some tea.”

They began their meal ten minutes later. To keep from talking about what was uppermost on their minds, Tabitha led the conversation to mundane topics. She gave Jake a litany of the work she’d done on the little house. He pretended he was interested.

Tabitha half expected Jake to start their sexual encounter as soon as they finished eating, but instead he insisted on clearing the dishes. He washed them while Tabitha dried and put away.

When that was done, he called his men at the hospital, then checked on the men outside.

Tabitha let Billy out of his crate and petted him to keep herself from screaming in frustration. The orange cat rolled to his back. He lay alongside her leg, his purring nearly drowning out the air conditioner.

Finally, just as it was getting dark, Jake reentered through the back door. He locked it, then searched for her. The living room was the last place he looked.

“Ready for bed?”