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“But, Thack,” I continued,“haven’t you had
other clients in vampire shows?”
“Not so far,” he said. “I’ve been lucky.”
“Oh.”
“Look, I could cope with sitting through a stage
adaptation of a gothic classic that a more merciful culture than
ours would have let remain neglected,” Thack said. “I really could.
After all, I’ve sat through worse things. Many times.”
“Uh-huh.” I recalled now that Thack hadn’t been
enthusiastic about getting me an audition for this play. He’d done
so only at my insistence, after I’d heard about it from another
actor.
“But a neglected vampire gothic, with a
leading man who claims to be a vampire, and an audience of
people who dress up in vampire costumes?” He made a sound of
physical pain. “It’s obscene!”
Thack shouted so loudly that I jerked the phone
away from my ear for a moment.
Leischneudel asked, “Is he all right?”
“Who is that?” said Thack.
“Leischneudel Drysdale,” I said. “He plays
Aubrey.”
“Oh, yes,” Thack said, recovering his composure.
“He’s been getting very good notices, hasn’t he?”
“So have I,” I snapped. “When they bother to
mention me.”
“Yes, I know you have,” my agent said soothingly.
“I have been following the show in the press, Esther. But I . . .”
He made a muffled sound of disgust. “I loathe vampire
plays.”
“Yes, I think I’ve grasped that.”
“And vampire movies. And TV shows. And
vampire novels! And wine cooler ads!” He was really warming
to his theme. “I just HATE them!”
“I want you to take a deep breath and calm down,” I
said firmly.
“Sorry,” he said. “Sorry. It’s a
thing.”
“I can tell.”
After a moment, Thack sighed and added, “But you’re
right, of course. You’re a client, and I should have come to see
you in this vampire play well before now. And I apologize
for being so obtuse that you thought I was planning to drop you. So
. . .” He stifled a little groan. “Get me a seat for tomorrow. I’ll
be there.”
“You’re not going to have anti-vampire hysterics
during the performance, are you?” I asked anxiously.
“No. Of course not.” After a moment he added, “I
don’t think so.”
“Look,” I said, “maybe this isn’t such a good idea,
after all.”
“No, I’m coming,” he said. “I will not neglect a
client on the basis of mere . . . good taste.”
“Oookay. I’m glad. I think.” Realizing it would be
kind to throw him a bone at this point, I said, “By the way,
Leischneudel Drysdale needs a new agent.”
“Oh?”
I could practically hear Thack sitting up
straighter. Lots of actors wanted a new agent, of course; but not
many of them were employed actors getting good reviews in a
high-profile show.
“Yes,” I said. “His agent is quitting show business
to go raise goat cheese.”
“Goats,” Leischneudel whispered, still standing
right in front of me.
“Well, not everyone loves agenting,” Thack said
magnanimously.
“Or vampires,” I noted.
“It’s a thing,” he repeated. “Don’t even get me
started.”
“So we’ll expect to see you tomorrow?”
“Yes.”
“There’ll be a ticket waiting for you at the box
office.”
After ending the call, I decided I would claim
both of Daemon’s VIP seats for tomorrow’s performance. I
called Maximillian Zadok, who lived and worked only a few blocks
away from the Hamburg, and invited him to the show, too. He
accepted my invitation with pleasure. Max had wanted to come
sooner, but he’d been unable to get a ticket to the sold-out run.
And, well, what with all the groping and pawing my inadequately
clad character endured onstage, I’d been a little recalcitrant
about securing a seat for him before now.
As I ended the call and returned Leischneudel’s
cell phone to him, we heard Bill, the stage manager, say over the
backstage intercom system, “Places for Act One. Curtain in five
minutes. Please take your places for Act One.” He sounded
depressed.
“That’s us,” said Leischneudel, donning his elegant
Regency frock coat as I opened the door to exit the dressing room.
He followed me out into the hallway.
He and I opened the show each night. The play’s
first scene portrayed the two of us exchanging letters which
established that Aubrey was traveling in Europe with the mysterious
Lord Ruthven, whom he’d met at a party in London, while Jane
managed her brother’s household back in England. Correspondence
between the siblings was one of several ways that this stage
adaptation restructured Polidori’s story to make it thriftily
accommodate a cast of only four people, as well as minimal scene
changes.
As we made our way to the wings, Leischneudel asked
me about the man whom I had just used his cell phone to invite to
tomorrow night’s performance. “Is Max a friend?”
“Yes, a close friend.”
“A potential boyfriend?” he prodded.
Leischneudel had a sweetheart in Pennsylvania whom
he usually saw twice a month, and he was eager to improve his
income to the point where he felt he could propose marriage to her.
I had met Mary Ann briefly a few weeks ago; a nice, level-headed
girl, less pretty than Leischneudel and every bit as polite. Happy
in love, Leischneudel wanted to see me having a happy love life,
too.
However, given the way that had been going this
year—I met someone I really liked, then nearly got him killed
twice—I had decided to put romance on the shelf for a
while.
“No, Max isn’t boyfriend material,” I said. “He’s,
uh, more like an eccentric uncle.”
“He’s older?” Leischneudel guessed.
You have no idea.
“Yes,” I said. “A senior citizen, I guess you’d
say—though I rarely think of him that way.”
In fact, although he didn’t look a day over 70, Max
was closer to 350, thanks to accidentally drinking a mysterious and
never-replicated alchemic potion in his twenties—back in the
seventeenth century. The elixir hadn’t made him immortal, but it
ensured he’d been aging at an unusually slow rate ever since.
Fighting Evil for the past three centuries or so had kept him
fairly fit, and constant study and extensive travel had expanded
his agile (if sometimes befuddled) mind. His courtly manners,
however, did not seem to have changed a great deal since the
powdered-wig era.
I thought again about Max seeing Daemon fondle me
onstage and figured, oh, well, it was too late to uninvite
him. Besides, he was a man of the world, after all—albeit the Old
World.
Leischneudel asked, “Will he be all right, rubbing
shoulders with the vamparazzi?”
“Oh, he’ll be fine,” I said confidently. “Max has
dealt with stranger things than vamparazzi.”
Come to think of it, so had I.
I added, “Thack, on the other hand, sounds like
he’ll be a bit perturbed by the whole scene.”
“I really appreciate you mentioning me to
him.”
“It’s my pleasure, Leischneudel.”
We stopped talking when we reached the darkened
wings and started preparing mentally for the performance. After a
few moments of silence, we gave each other a quick “break a leg”
hug, then took our places onstage.
We wound up waiting there for about fifteen
minutes. The frenzy outside on the street spread into the lobby as
people who’d been unable to get tickets tried to force their way
into the theater. We later heard there were some more arrests.
However, despite that distraction and the late start, the first
show went fine.
Between performances, I repaired my hair and makeup
in my dressing room while waiting for our usual pizzas to be
delivered, then I joined Leischneudel in his dressing room to eat.
We used towels as bibs to avoid staining our costumes while we ate
our late supper, trying to satisfy our hunger without getting so
full we’d feel sluggish onstage afterward. Back in my dressing
room, Mad Rachel was picking at her own pizza while whining loudly
to her mother, who apparently didn’t mind being telephoned so close
to midnight.
Daemon, as usual, retreated alone to his own
dressing room. Despite the pretense that the star replenished his
strength with a bottle of blood between shows, I assumed that
Victor discreetly slipped some food (or at least a protein shake)
into his room when everyone else was onstage. I also assumed this
was why one of the few restrictions on Tarr’s access to Daemon was
that he wasn’t allowed in the vampire’s dressing room during or
between shows, though Daemon claimed (reasonably) that it was
because he needed to focus and recharge in solitude.
Unfortunately, rather than simply leave the theater
and go live his life, this meant that Tarr often prowled around
backstage, bothering the rest of us. Tonight he barged into
Leischneudel’s dressing room to try to get me to answer some
questions, as Daemon’s “costar” in the show. (Actually,
Leischneudel was the costar; and Tarr had already cornered and
interviewed him.)
I was about to decline again when I realized that
if I just gave Tarr his damn interview, he’d finally leave me
alone. So, finishing my supper, I nodded in acquiescence and
gestured to the only unoccupied chair in Leischneudel’s small,
stark dressing room.
To my surprise, Tarr had done his homework and was
familiar with my career, including my stint as a chorus nymph this
past spring in the fantasy-oriented Sorcerer!, a short-lived
musical staged at a theater only a few blocks from here. He also
complimented me on my recent appearance as a prostitute on
D30 (which was what fans of The Dirty Thirty
affectionately called the gritty crime drama).
“You were really convincing as a streetwise crack
whore,” he said.
“Thanks,” I said, pleased—after all, it was my
job to be convincing. “The writing on that show is so good,
I really enjoyed that role.”
Surprising me again, because it was a better
question than I had expected of him, Tarr asked, “So what’s it like
to go from that role to playing Jane, a virginal, sheltered woman
living two hundred years ago?”
So I talked for a little while about how I had
prepared for a historical role, and the different choices I
employed in body language, diction, tone, attitude, and facial
expressions when playing a genteel Regency lady, as compared to
playing a drug-addicted hooker living on the streets of New York’s
30th Precinct.
And then Tarr decided to stop humoring me. “So fans
are wondering, as you must know, how real is the sexual heat
between you and Daemon onstage? And does it extend to your offstage
lives?”
“There is no sexual heat between me and
Daemon onstage,” I said firmly. “It’s between Jane and Ruthven.
Offstage, Daemon Ravel and I are colleagues and scant
acquaintances, nothing more. Which you already know, Al, since
you’re with him day and night!”
“Yeah, but I gotta ask the question,” he said with
his perpetual grin. “So how about onstage? What’s going on
between the two of you there? And don’t say ‘nothing,’ because
everyone in the audience already knows better.”
“Well, Jane is completely ensnared by the handsome,
worldly aristocrat who’s wooing and seducing her. And since
Daemon’s performance is so good, that’s easy for me to play, of
course,” I lied.
Actually, I thought Jane should have her head
examined. Ruthven’s courtship of her was openly predatory and
nearly sadistic at times, he was almost certainly a fortune hunter,
and his conversations with her consisted of nonstop sexual
innuendo. If I were on a date with this guy, I’d feign an attack of
appendicitis after the first half hour.
But I wasn’t reckless enough to say any of this to
Tarr, whose article would be read by Daemon’s volatile (and
occasionally violent) fans.
Tarr proceeded to ask more “probing” questions
about the heavily eroticized tone of Daemon’s interaction with me,
which I continued deftly (and accurately) reframing as Ruthven’s
interaction with Jane.
“I know Daemon likes to improvise,” Tarr said after
a few minutes. “And I’ve heard the two of you, uh, discussing it
backstage. How do those unscripted moments come about between the
two of you, and how do you feel onstage when he fondles
your—”
“Please stop right there,” said Leischneudel, who’d
been listening silently until now. “You’ll need to change the
subject, Mr. Tarr, or else leave my dressing room.”
Sure, he was scared of vamparazzi; but he was quite
capable of standing up to Daemon or Tarr on my behalf. I was
capable of it, too, but I appreciated the support. I smiled at him
to let him know.
“Whoa,” said Tarr, his gaze flashing gleefully back
and forth between the two of us. “Looks like I’ve been barking up
the wrong leading man. So the two of you are an item?”
“No,” we said in unison.
“I’m practically engaged!” Leischneudel
added.
“Ah, so you don’t want your girl to find out about
you and Esther,” Tarr surmised, grinning.
“Mary Ann knows about Esther,” Leischneudel said.
“I mean, she’s met Esther. I mean, there’s nothing to
know!”
Obviously enjoying himself, Tarr said with mock
sincerity, “You mean, you and Miss Diamond are just good
friends?”
Leischneudel’s jaw dropped at how sleazy Tarr made
the phrase sound, then he looked to me for help.
I shook my head, indicating we should just ignore
it. Then I said to Tarr, “I think we’re done here, Al.”
“Just one more question!”
“No.”
“A real one this time,” he promised.
I sighed. “Fine. Then the interview is finished,
over, done.”
“Okay.” He paused, apparently trying to build
suspense, before saying, “What’s it like to work with a
vampire?”
I blinked. “That’s your ‘real’
question?”
He shrugged. “I gotta ask it.”
I thought it over, then said truthfully, “Actually,
it’s pretty much like working with anyone else.” After all, it
wasn’t as if I had never before worked with someone who had a few
pretensions or eccentricities.
“You gotta give me more than that,” Tarr
said.
“Why do I have to give you more than that? In one
sitting, you’ve implied that I’m sleeping with each of my male
costars. Throw in Mad Rachel as my lesbian lover, and you’ll
achieve a perfect trifecta of slander.”
“You call her Mad Rachel?”
I said to Leischneudel, “Oops. I should have kept
my mouth shut.”
“No, no,” Tarr said, waving his notebook in the air
as if to assure me he wouldn’t use that slip of the tongue in his
article. “It suits her. And she drives Daemon nuts. Remember
a few nights ago? He’s onstage alone, rising from the dead by the
light of the moon, replenished and renewed after drinking Ianthe’s
blood, and the audience is so absorbed in the moment you could hear
a pin drop in that theater—”
“And then everyone heard Rachel yakking into her
cell phone backstage,” I said dryly. “Oh, yes. I remember.”
Leischneudel caught my eye and giggled. We
all remembered. Daemon had gone on a rampage that night. But
despite his star status and the fact that he was dramatically
impressive in his rage, Rachel had blown him off like a cheap
attempt at a pick-up in a hotel bar. Her crass indifference to the
show, the audience, and his anger left Daemon sputtering and
discombobulated. It was the one time in our entire acquaintance
when I sympathized with him.
I consoled myself with the knowledge that, with
behavior like that, Rachel’s career in our profession would be
short-lived, despite how pretty she was and how well her voice
carried to the back row. However, that knowledge wasn’t much of a
comfort while I was still nightly sharing a dressing room with
her.
“Speaking of lesbian lovers,” said Tarr, “when I
was out in Hollywood—”
“Were we speaking of lesbian lovers?”
“Yeah. You and Mad Rachel.”
I said in exasperation, “We’re not—”
“Hah! Gotcha! Just kidding.” Tarr winked at me. I
found that quite grotesque for some reason. “Anyhow, when I was out
in Hollywood, there was this big star I covered who was a
secret lesbo. So one night—”
“I’ve got a second show to go perform,” I said
quickly, feeling like a cornered animal as Tarr began one of his
Hollywood anecdotes. “We’re finished here, Al.”
“Wait, no, seriously. What’s it like to work with
Daemon ?”
“He’s a fine actor, a true professional, and a
great guy to work with,” I said, removing my towel-bib and standing
up.
Tarr frowned and said to my companion, “That’s
exactly what you said when I interviewed you, Lei-guy.”
Leischneudel winced at the nickname.
Tarr repeated, “Exactly.”
Leischneudel looked guiltily at me.
Tarr saw that, and his habitual grin broadened.
“Ah, so the kid got that line from you, huh?”
“Let’s just call it a consistent reaction among the
cast, shall we?” I checked my appearance in the mirror, expecting
to hear Bill’s five-minute warning over the intercom at any
moment.
Tarr chuckled and closed his notebook. “Okay. How
about off the record, in that case?”
“Off the record?”
He nodded. “Yeah. What’s it like to work with
Daemon ?”
I realized Jane’s lips needed a touch-up after my
meal. I borrowed Leischneudel’s makeup kit for that. “This is
completely off the record?”
“Yep.”
I found the color I wanted. “Off the record . . .
He’s a fine actor, a true professional, and a great guy to work
with.” I applied the lip rouge.
“Hey, you don’t trust me?” Tarr feigned
wounded feelings.
“Go figure.” I blotted Jane’s mouth. “We’re
finished now, right?”
“Yeah,” he said. “So now that we’re done with
business, maybe we should go out sometime. Just you and me.”
“No, thank you,” I said. “Leischneudel, time for
Act One places?”
“Yes.” He recognized this cue and responded with
alacrity. “Absolutely. Let’s g—”
“No pressure,” Tarr said to me. “Just a drink.
We’ll see how it goes.”
I sighed. So much for the tabloid prince leaving me
alone now that I had given him his interview. Determined to nip
this in the bud, I said, “I want you to listen carefully to what
I’m about to say to you, Al.”
“Uh-huh.”
“You and I will not be going out together.” I
enunciated clearly. “It will never happen. Never.”
“Hey!” He grinned wolfishly. “Do I have a
rival?”
Involuntarily, I thought of Lopez.
Looking at (I was appalled to realize) my current
suitor, an ill-mannered hack with the sensitivity of a bulldozer, I
was suddenly swamped with longing for the attractive police
detective whom I had refused to see again.
Actually, Lopez had dumped me first (or, as he put
it, he had given me up); and I tried to keep that fact in mind
whenever I wanted to surrender to impulse and phone him. But when
circumstances (or, rather, Evil) had reunited us after he broke up
with me, he evidently reconsidered his decision . . . or at least
wanted to talk about reconsidering it.
“Is there another guy in picture?” Tarr
prodded.
By then, though, I knew that Lopez had been right
in the first place; we mustn’t keep seeing each other.
I said, “Um . . .”
Now, as I gazed in bemusement at the man who was
grinning sleazily at me, I was sharply reminded of my
ex-almost-boyfriend, precisely because of all the ways in which he
was nothing like Tarr.
“I mean, if you’re not seeing Daemon or the kid . .
.” Tarr said.
“Esther doesn’t date actors,” said
Leischneudel.
Not that I thought Lopez was perfect. Far from it.
For one thing, he thought I was crazy and probably felonious
(although, admittedly, he had his reasons for the former and was
not entirely wrong about the latter). He could be a little cranky
and rigid. He was also critical, and sometimes he was too
cynical—though I supposed that this was a natural result of his
profession. And I had a feeling I’d rather try to disarm a bomb
than meet his mother (whom he clearly loved—though their mutual
affection mostly seemed to express itself in exasperated
arguments).
“Well, I’m not an actor,” Tarr said cheerfully. “So
we’re good to go.”
But Lopez was fun to be with, easy to talk to
(well, most of the time), brave and reliable, shrewd about human
nature, full of engaging quirks, very smart, and more patient that
I usually gave him credit for. And when he looked at me a certain
way, I felt sexier than the highest-paid screen temptress in
Hollywood.
Whereas with Tarr looking me right now, I just felt
underdressed.
“I know this piano bar where they play oldies,” the
tabloid reporter said, apparently interpreting my awkward silence
as a sign that I was weakening. “You’d like it.”
I self-consciously tugged my barely decent neckline
upward while I avoided his gaze, feeling depressed and dismayed by
how much I still missed Lopez after more than two months of trying
so hard not even to think about him.
Tarr added, “And I have a coupon. I can get drinks
half-price there if I bring a woman.”
My powers of articulation returned to me. “Tempting
though that invitation is, Al, I must decline, on the grounds that
I am studying to become a nun.”
“I thought you were Jewish.” Then his perpetual
grin widened in appreciation of my sly wit. “Oh, I get it! Good
one.”
Over the intercom, Bill called for Act One
places.
“Oh, thank God,” I muttered.
“Esther and I have to go.” Leischneudel
simultaneously slipped into his frock coat and herded Tarr toward
the door of the dressing room. “We open the show.”
“I know,” said Tarr. “I’m here every night, after
all. Watching this goddamn play over and over. Wondering why anyone
would pay three hundred dollars to see it, let alone to see it
again.”
Leischneudel briefly froze in astonishment. “The
scalpers are getting three hundred a seat? For this
play?”
“There’s no accounting for taste,” said the
reporter as we all exited the room.
Out in the hallway, we encountered Victor—or,
rather, we frightened Victor. He was pacing with his back to
us and whispering frantically into his cell phone. When he turned
around and saw us, he shrieked in surprise, dropped his phone, and
clapped a hand over his mouth.
“Jeez, pal,” said Tarr. “You really need to cut
back on the caffeine.”
“Are you all right?” Leischneudel asked in
concern.
Victor closed his eyes for a moment, then nodded.
He lowered his hand and said, “You startled me.”
His voice was faint, and he didn’t seem to be
breathing. He looked pale. Although the theater was (as I had good
reason to know) drafty and cool, there were beads of sweat glinting
on his forehead.
“Victor, you don’t look so good,” I said as
Leischneudel retrieved the older man’s phone from the hard cement
floor and handed it to him. “And I really think you should
breathe.”
“Yes, breathe,” Leischneudel urged, patting
Victor on the back.
Victor suddenly started panting like a nervous dog.
His voice still faint, he squeezed out the words, “It sounds like
something . . . something terrible may have happened.”
“Your call was bad news?” Tarr asked.
Victor panted, “I think so. It might be. I’m not .
. .”
“Breathe a little more slowly.” Leischneudel
demonstrated what he meant, encouraging Victor to imitate
him.
“Anything to do with Daemon?” Tarr asked.
Victor flinched. “You can’t say anything to
him!”
The reporter opened his notebook. “Why not?”
I took away Tarr’s notebook. “Surely that’s none of
our business.”
“Just keep breathing.” Leischneudel glanced at me,
aware that we needed to get to our places.
“Don’t say anything to Daemon,” Victor said
frantically. “Please.”
“Don’t say anything about what?” Tarr
prodded, trying to retrieve his notebook from me.
“It might turn out to be nothing. An ugly prank or
a mistake ... God, I hope it’s nothing! It’s got to be
nothing,” Victor babbled. “And even if it’s something, there’s
nothing we can do about it right now, and I mustn’t distract
Daemon.”
But distracting the rest of us was fine,
apparently.
Rachel came out of my dressing room and saw us all.
“God, what are you still doing here?” she said critically. “Didn’t
you guys hear Bill call Act One places? Am I the only professional
around here?”
She shoved her way through our little group,
oblivious to me and Tarr wrestling for his notebook, and to Victor
panting and sweating while Leischneudel patted his back and urged
him to keep breathing.
I gave up my struggle with Tarr, let him have the
notebook, and said to Leischneudel, “She’s right. We have to go
right now.”
“We really do,” the actor said. “I’m sorry, Victor.
Um, I’m sure everything will be fine.”
“You won’t tell Daemon, will you?” Victor said
urgently. “The show must go on!”
“No,” I promised, “we won’t tell him.”
“Tell him what?” Tarr persisted.
“I have no idea. And you,” I said to the
reporter, “leave this man alone.”
“Of course,” Tarr said with pellucid innocence.
“Absolutely.”
Poor Victor.
Leischneudel took my arm, and we scurried toward
the darkened wings to start the second show. From that moment
forward, I had no room in my head to spare a thought for Victor or
whatever he’d been babbling about. Also no room, thankfully, to
dwell on Tarr having asked me out on a date (so to speak).
During intermission, I saw Victor backstage, but he
was so artificially bright and bubbly, I assumed that the crisis,
whatever it was, must have passed. Given his tendency to overreact,
I assumed it was nothing—an assumption which seemed to be confirmed
when he bent my ear, at length, about the carpet on which I had
spilled blood hours ago, assuring me the dry cleaners thought they
could get the stain out completely.
I brushed him off and found a quiet spot backstage
to rest in solitude for the remainder of the intermission. This was
my sixth performance in three days, I was feeling the burn, and I
would be onstage for much of Act Two. Ianthe had been eaten by
Ruthven in Act One, but she appeared briefly several times in Act
Two, when a feverish, guilt-ridden Aubrey imagined his sweetheart
haunting him for failing to save her from Ruthven. Apart from those
moments, Mad Rachel would be wandering around backstage until the
curtain call, complaining of boredom because too few of her
acquaintances were available for phone chats this late at night. I
wondered how Leischneudel, who had an exhausting part, was getting
through this second show, given that he’d gotten so little sleep
last night, thanks to Mimi the cat.
When the curtain rose on Act Two, though, I didn’t
feel the fatigue anymore, nor did I see it in my two leading men as
we performed scene after scene. That’s the magic of the stage and
the synergy of actors with a live audience. I knew I’d be exhausted
as soon as the show was over, but I felt energized and alert as I
waited in the wings to go back onstage for my final scene, Jane’s
wedding night.
Once I was onstage, face-to-face with my groom in
the golden light of our private sitting room at night, and nervous
about adjourning with him to the adjoining conjugal chamber, I
spoke about my poor brother, who was too ill to attend the small,
intimate wedding breakfast which had followed the private marriage
ceremony this morning. A little while ago, my delirious sibling,
openly horrified to learn my marriage was now a fait accompli, had
said strange things to me about my groom, bizarre comments that
were unquestionably a symptom of his brain fever ... but which
nonetheless made me uneasy enough that I now tried to broach the
subject of those incoherent accusations with my new lord and
master.
My husband brushed aside my questions with sinister
half-answers and boldly explicit physical flattery as the two of us
began circling each other like swordsmen in the early moments of a
mortal duel. Slowly, almost languidly, he pursued me around the
room, drawing ever closer, his intense gaze, silken voice, and
erotic predation wearing down my reticence until, finally, I
stopped fleeing and let him touch me, claim me, own me. He
spoke to me of life, death, blood, innocence, pleasure, and pain,
all the while taking down my hair, stroking my body, and exploring
portions of my anatomy that no man had ever touched before.
Including portions which I had specifically told
Daemon not to touch again.
I found the vampire’s lengthy speech about life,
the universe, and everything rather tedious and derivative, but
Jane found it provocative and enthralling—as did the audience. Tarr
had described the fans’ absorption well; when Ruthven stopped
speaking long enough to press several slow, sultry kisses against
Jane’s shoulder and neck, you could have heard a pin drop in that
theater. Then when he ran his hands over my body and reached inside
my dress to cup one of my breasts, I heard sighs throughout the
audience, and an audible moan from someone sitting close to the
stage.
My uncomfortable but flimsy push-up corset was not
much protection against this sort of intrusion, and I was annoyed.
Daemon’s hands, as he well knew, were supposed to stay
outside my dress at all times.
Ruthven droned on for a while longer, toying with
his bride, alternately seducing and terrorizing her. Although Jane
by now wanted to lie down on the floor and fling up her skirts for
him, I was incensed when Daemon slid his hand down to the
juncture of my thighs and cupped me there. I writhed and moaned
with feigned passion, which activity I used to conceal my firmly
moving his hand to my hip while I stomped on his instep.
He wanted to improvise? Fine. Two could play
that game.
Daemon grunted in surprised pain then snorted a
little with laughter, which reaction he concealed by burying his
face in my tumbled hair.
He had his revenge, though. As Ruthven swept Jane
into their final embrace, his long, hard, taut body pressing
against her supple and yielding one, and lowered his mouth to her
unresisting neck ... Daemon bit me.
I mean, really bit me. Like he was actually
trying to get blood from my veins. I uttered a stifled sound of
pain as my knees buckled and I clutched his shoulders.
I heard more sighs and moans, the audience
responding to Ruthven’s ruthless sexual domination and what they
thought were my expressions of orgasmic ecstasy.
Then Daemon started sucking intensely. Without
thinking, I gasped and reflexively shoved at his shoulders. He
clutched me tighter, I lost my footing, and we began sinking to the
floor together—which was not how the scene had been choreographed.
The audience, a number of whom had previously seen the play and
probably realized we were going off course, seemed to collectively
hold its breath as our unrehearsed wrestling took us both down to
our knees, pushing, clutching, and writhing.
I suddenly remembered the little bottles of blood
in Daemon’s dressing room. The tinted windows of his Soho loft. His
insistence on avoiding direct sunlight. As he bore me to the floor,
his teeth and tongue working on the tender flesh of my throat, I
panicked.
I’m being murdered by a vampire, I thought,
right in front of hundreds of people!
Then I thought, And some of them paid three
hundred dollars to see this show. Unbelievable!
I felt the spotlight on us intensifying and growing
brighter; the effect was supposed to make Jane’s body look whiter,
drained of blood as she died. I realized that if I gave a death
rattle and went limp, Daemon would have to stop biting me and carry
on with the scene. I tried it and, sure enough, it worked.
Daemon rose to his feet and uttered a few lines as
I lay dead, my neck throbbing while I plotted his evisceration.
Next, Leischneudel entered, found my corpse, and went mad with
grief. Then the vampire, exercising hypnotic power over Aubrey,
convinced the young man to take his own life. Leischneudel plunged
a prop dagger into his torso and collapsed, staying well outside
the spotlight that made me look pale enough to have been
exsanguinated. The two of us lay motionless onstage as Daemon gave
his final speech, a dark little homily about the price of messing
with a vampire.
Two things happened as soon as the curtain came
down. The audience exploded into thunderous applause and noisy
cries of rapturous adulation. And I leaped to my feet, sought
Daemon in the dark, and kicked him as hard as I could.
“Ow !” Leischneudel howled, flailing and
stumbling backward.
“Oh, no!” I cried, realizing I had miscalculated.
“I’m sorry!”
With my pupils contracted in response to the
spotlight shining on Jane’s dead face, I couldn’t see anything when
the stage went dark.
Leischneudel must have stumbled into Mad Rachel as
she was coming onstage for the curtain call. I heard her bellow,
“Oof! Goddamn it! Watch where you’re going!”
Someone touched me, and I swatted the hand
away.
“It’s me,” Leischneudel said, shouting to be
heard above the roar of the crowd.
“Oh! Are you okay?” I shouted back.
“Come on, hold hands!” Rachel said. “Why is
everyone in the wrong place?”
“I think she tried to kick me!” Daemon
sounded shocked.
“Come on,” Rachel said.
I still couldn’t see anything, but when I felt
Daemon grab my hand, I shoved him. “I’m not holding your
hand!”
“Here, I’ll do it.” Leischneudel shouted,
“Daemon, give me your hand!”
“No! I’m not holding a guy’s hand in the
curtain call!”
The curtain rose on us all standing there
bickering.
We immediately fell into line for our bows, but I
didn’t accept Daemon’s outstretched hand, and when he tried to
grasp mine, I stepped out of reach as I smiled at the audience—who
were all on their feet, shouting and applauding wildly.
We did four curtain calls, the most we’d ever done.
The audience was still applauding and shouting for another one when
the curtain came down again and I turned on my heel and stalked
offstage, followed by Leischneudel.
“Are you okay?” I asked him, relieved to see he
wasn’t limping.
“I’m fine,” he assured me.
“I’m so sorry,” I said. “I meant that kick
for him.”
“So I gathered. What’s wrong? What happened?”
“I swear, I will kill him before this run is
over.”
Daemon was onstage, taking another curtain call
alone. Afterward, as soon as he exited into the wings, I walked up
to him and slapped him so hard my hand stung. He staggered
backward, his eyes watering.
He shook his head a couple of times, as if to clear
his vision, then said, “Oh, come on, Esther. They loved it!
Listen to that applause. Five curtain calls!”
“If you ever do that again,” I shouted, “I
will hit you that hard onstage, in the middle of the performance. I
mean it!”
“Hey, great show, guys,” Tarr said behind me.
“Whoa, Esther! Daemon! You guys really took that scene to a whole
new level!”
I resisted the urge to slug Tarr, too, and stormed
down the hallway toward my dressing room. Behind me, I heard Daemon
accepting Tarr’s congratulations.
“What a jerk!” I muttered. “Leischneudel?”
He was right behind me. “Yes?”
“I’m exhausted. I want to go home. Please get me
out of this gown. Right now!”
“Of course.” He started undoing my laces, trotting
to keep up with me. “What happened, Esther?”
“I think he’s started to believe his own bullshit.”
And for a moment there, with Daemon’s teeth sinking into my throat,
I had believed it, too. Feeling sticky, tired, and cranky, I
added, “God, I want this dress off.”
“Halfway there.”
“Good.” I reached my dressing room, flung open the
door—and froze when I saw Detective Connor Lopez there.