Chapter 19
“Can’t you go any faster?” Rosie
begged.
Since I was already driving faster than any
rational human being should drive in three inches of wet, sloppy
snow, I didn’t answer. For years I’d driven like . . . well, like a
mother carrying precious cargo. I hadn’t pushed the edge of my
driving capabilities in over a decade. Lucky for Rosie, I’d learned
to drive in an area of Michigan that got a hundred and fifty inches
of snow a year. Some things you never forget.
At least I hoped so.
We were headed west on Highway 30, chunking over
the rows of slush kicked up by passing cars and large blocks of
snow dropping off fenders.
Stay on target. Stay on target. . . .
The car began sliding right, starting to turn,
starting to spin out of control, and Rosie’s hands shot out and
latched on to the dashboard. “Beth! Watch out! Beth!
Beth!”
“Got it,” I said calmly. Or as calmly as I could.
My right foot had come off the accelerator when the car started
slipping. I desperately wanted to whip the wheel left, but knew I
couldn’t. “Turn into the direction of the skid,” my father’s voice
said. “Don’t fight the slide—work with it.”
The car slowed, I turned slightly right, hoped my
seat belt was on tight, prayed that the air bags wouldn’t injure us
too much, wondered if I’d paid the car insurance bill, and, above
all, wished I was home in bed.
We slid for a year and a day, through a white
blurry world, through a soundless universe, and just before the car
went into the ditch, I felt control come back to my hands. I eased
the wheel left and there we were, driving along in the right lane
as if nothing had happened.
“Just like riding a bike.” I swallowed down the
bitter taste of fear.
“What’s that?” Rosie asked. “This is taking too
long.” She pounded the dash. “Can you go any faster?”
I risked a glance at my passenger. Nothing but
large eyes, white showing all around. “Why don’t you call 911?” I
asked. “Maybe we can get some police help.”
“Right.” She rustled around in the purse she’d
grabbed as we’d run out her front door.
She was still explaining the situation to the
dispatcher when we drove into the Dane County Regional Airport.
“We’re at the airport right now,” she said. “He said they were
going to Denver first. What airline? Um . . .” She pressed the tips
of her fingers into her forehead. “Um . . . United? Pretty sure
it’s United. Departure time?” She gave me a wild look. “I don’t
remember. I don’t remember!”
Panic was starting to grab hold of her, which would
do none of us any good. I risked taking a hand off the wheel and
gave her arm a gentle, reassuring squeeze.
“Okay,” she was saying. “I’m taking a deep breath.
Okay. Yeah, I’m okay. Eric left late because I was sick”—her eyes
narrowed to the thinnest of slits—“and in this snow it might have
taken twice as long to get here, so they could be flying out any
minute. How long before someone can get here?” She paused,
listening, and any semblance of calm vanished. “You want me to
what?” She thumbed off the phone and threw it into her
purse.
“Um . . .” Hanging up on a 911 call couldn’t be a
good idea.
“I know,” Rosie said, “I shouldn’t have done that.
But she was telling me to stay outside. To wait for the police to
arrive!”
Either the dispatcher didn’t have children or she
was just doing what her job told her to do. No mother worth the
name would willingly stand idle while her children were in danger.
It was a physical impossibility and cruel to even ask.
Just shy of the second entrance to the terminal,
the closest entrance to the United ticketing desk, I started
braking into a sloppy stop. Even before the car stopped moving
forward, Rosie and I had opened our doors and were out in the cold,
running as fast as we could.
“Ma’am, I’m sorry,” a skycap said, “but you can’t
leave your vehicle there. Ma’am? Ma’am!”
Rosie and I rushed into the building, brushing the
edges of our shoulders on the too-slow automatic doors. Inside, we
came to an instant stop. All was bedlam. Children screeching,
adults scolding, teenagers sulking, airport personnel looking
harried and worn. It was Thanksgiving week, and the mass movement
of Americans had begun.
Rosie ran forward, stopped, took two fast paces,
and stopped again. “We’re never going to find them,” she said,
looking left and right and up the escalator. “It’s too late.
They’re gone. I’ll never get them back.”
Her words, full of despair and hopelessness,
spurred me to action. I stepped in front of her and grabbed her
shoulders. Looking straight into her eyes, I said, “You’re their
mother. They need you. They will always need you. Are you going to
give up this easily?”
She shook herself out of my grip. “Of course I’m
not,” she snapped. “Come on.” Elbowing aside young and old alike,
she bullied to the front of the line, ignoring all shouts and
protests, and slapped her driver’s license on the counter. “I’m
Rosie Stull. Are my daughters on one of your planes?”
“Ma’am?” The well-groomed woman smiled
blandly.
Rosie leaned forward and spoke in a low voice. “My
soon-to-be-ex-husband has my daughters and I want them back. Amelia
and Chelsea Stull.” She stabbed her license with her forefinger.
“S-t-u-l-l. They’re traveling with a piece of pond scum named Eric
who won’t be my husband much longer. He no longer has my permission
to have the girls unattended. I want them back.”
“Oh, dear.” The woman’s fingers flew across her
keyboard. “Oh, dear,” she said, frowning. “Mrs. Stull, I’d really
like to help you, but there isn’t anyone named Stull flying with us
today.”
“But there has to be!”
I tugged at Rosie’s elbow. “Did you ever see the
tickets? Eric might not have been telling the truth about the
airline.” Or the departure time or the destination, but I didn’t
say any of that.
“The rat fink,” she said through gritted teeth, and
allowed me to pull her away from the counter. “He kept the tickets
in his briefcase. I never thought to look. Why didn’t I?
Why?”
But there’d been no reason for her to, and now
wasn’t the time for her to waste time beating herself with the
imaginary hammer so many women carry around. “Time to split up,” I
said. “You check with the other airlines, and I’ll go—”
“No,” she interrupted. “It’ll take too long.” And
before I could argue with her, she was off. Weaving in and out of
the mass of people snaking in lines through the light-filled space,
she trotted back and forth, calling the names of her daughters.
“Amelia? Chelsea? Amelia? Chelsea!”
As plans went, it was better than many. I rushed to
catch up to her, and trailed in her wake, looking for tall men with
dark blond hair. Which, unfortunately for us in an area settled by
Germans, was two out of three men. And half of those were holding
at least one child by the hand.
“Chelsea? Amelia!”
Heads turned, but none turned with the alacrity of
a child hearing her mother’s voice. There was no answering call,
and there was no retreat by a father figure.
“Amelia?”
Pieces of me were starting to break into tiny
shards of sorrow. Maybe they were already gone. Maybe Eric was
already in the air with the girls, winging southward, never to come
home, never to see their mother, never to—
I shook my head. No. That wouldn’t happen. It.
Would. Not.
“Chelsea?” Rosie’s voice was starting to go hoarse.
“Amelia?”
There had to be a better way. There just had to
be.
Suddenly I saw what it was. I grabbed Rosie’s
sleeve and pushed through the crowd to an information counter.
“Excuse me,” I said to a blue-jacketed woman. “My daughters have
wandered off. Can you please make an announcement for Amelia and
Chelsea to meet their mother at the baggage claim?”
Rosie clutched the edge of the counter. “Amelia and
Chelsea Stull,” she said.
The woman looked at me and I nodded. She picked up
a telephone receiver upside down and held the mouthpiece to her
lips. “Would Amelia and Chelsea Stull please meet their mother at
the baggage claim? Amelia and Chelsea Stull, meet your mother at
the baggage claim.”
Rosie and I half ran, half trotted to a vantage
point halfway between the conveyor belts and the escalator, heads
turning, eyes searching, our senses at full alert, our hopes and
fears wrapped up into this one instant.
Were they here? Were they gone? They must be
here.
But what if they were gone?
For the briefest of seconds I imagined a day in
which I’d be torn forever from Jenna and Oliver. It was the worst
second of my life.
“Amelia?” Rosie called. “Chelsea?”
No replies. No answers. No daughters, no reunion.
No joy.
Nothing but the black void of an empty life.
Nothing but nothing forever and ever and
ever.
“Amelia?” Rosie’s voice was raspy and dry. She
turned in a circle, looking, searching, crying. “Chelsea?”
I swallowed. Maybe security would let us through
upstairs. But so much time had passed already. By the time we’d
talked our way through the guards, the girls would be long, long
gone.
“Amelia!” Rosie’s neck cords stood out.
“Chelsea!” She called again and again and again until her
voice could no longer be heard.
People walked past, their glances sliding toward us
and away. What’s wrong with that poor woman? Someone should call
security.
Tears stung my eyes. What do you do after you’ve
already done everything you can do? “Rosie . . .” I put out a hand,
but she pulled away before I touched her.
“Amelia! Chelsea!” Her voice was only a croak, but
she kept calling their names, would keep on calling until the stars
fell from the sky. “Amelia,” she whispered, finally allowing me to
put an arm around her. “Chelsea . . .”
I hugged her hard, and was ready to speak painful
platitudes when the miracle occurred.
“But you’re wrong, Daddy,” Chelsea called in a
clear, young voice. “It is Mommy.” The girl ran down the
escalator, coming down from the second-floor secure area, the
escalator’s big moving steps making her short gait awkward and
adorable.
“Mom!” Amelia was right behind Chelsea. “Are you
coming with us?”
The two poured down the stairs in a rush of blond
hair and happiness. Rosie knelt, gathering the girls to her in a
large hug, but her gaze was trained on me, and there were question
marks in her eyes. For we’d both seen Eric on the escalator behind
the girls, and he was already walking rapidly to the exit.
I paused just long enough to say, “Don’t let them
watch,” and started after him.
He looked over his shoulder, saw me leave Rosie’s
side, noted my determined stance, and broke into a run.
One step, two, and then I was in top gear, chasing
down the man who’d killed Sam, the man who’d caused Yvonne
undeserved anguish, the man who’d caused all this pain. Run? Oh,
yes, I’d run. I’d burn my lungs to fire, I’d run until I couldn’t
run any longer, I’d run until the world ended to catch this man and
put him where he belonged.
He dodged people carrying garment bags and carryons
and wheeled suitcases, and I was right behind him. He hurdled a
baggage cart awkwardly, and I gained a yard with my clean
jump.
The automatic door slid open just ahead of him and
we both went through it at a dead run.
He was bigger and stronger and my one small
advantage was footwear. The slick bottoms of his dress oxfords
couldn’t compete against the safe tread of my sensible shoes. Which
wasn’t much of an advantage, but I’d make it work. I had to.
With a bare look at traffic, he started across the
street. If he made it to the parking garage, he could use any of a
hundred ways to escape. Run across the open fields and make his way
into the city. Commandeer a car and drive away. Hide under vehicles
or behind posts until the search ended, then slip away in the dark
and—
No. That would not happen.
It. Would. Not.
My fierceness added a spurt of speed to my panting
run. I was close, so close, I could almost touch him.
No! He’s starting to pull away, he’s going
to get away, I’m not going to—
And then he slipped. His right shoe lost its
purchase in the lumpy slush and he lost his balance. Just for one
step, but one step was all I needed.
I pushed off with all my might into a flying
horizontal leap. Arms outstretched, head down, I hurtled my body
forward and tackled Eric Stull, grabbing him about the waist and
bringing him to the wet sloppy ground.
Behind us, police car sirens wailed to a stop.
Doors opened and officers piled out with a speed that was a great
comfort at this moment in my life.
“Hello, Mrs. Kennedy.” Deputy Wheeler helped me to
my feet. “Nice tackle. To be honest, I didn’t know you had it in
you.”
I watched as two of her fellow officers handcuffed
a struggling Eric. “That’s what I used to think,” I said.
She looked at me curiously, but I just
smiled.
And, after a moment, she smiled back.