CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Jed drove like a lunatic as he made his way towards
Oldchurch Hospital. Sammy was sitting beside him and they’d just
dumped the two girls at an all-night cab office in Dagenham.
‘I’ll give you a call,’ Jed told Dawn, slinging a
tenner at her for the fare. She’d already written her number down
for him earlier.
‘Good luck. I hope your dad’s OK,’ Dawn shouted as
Jed drove off.
Obviously, Jed had had to lie to her. He’d told her
that his dad had been involved in a bad car accident. Telling her
his fiancée had just given birth to their first child would have
gone down like a sack of spuds.
Sammy turned down the volume on the radio. Now the
girls were out of the way, they could talk properly.
‘Congratulations, Jeddy boy. I bet you’re excited, ain’t ya? What
did you say you were gonna call her?’
Jed smiled. He couldn’t wait to meet his daughter.
‘Georgie. Me mum chose it. You remember her sister, don’t ya, the
one that died of cancer? Her name was Georgina. Frankie didn’t like
it at first, so we made a deal. We put Georgina on the birth
certificate for me mum’s sake, then we shorten it to
Georgie.’
Remembering Jed’s choice of name if the baby had
been born a boy, Sammy laughed. ‘Bet you’re hoping for a mush next
time, ain’t ya?’
Jed grinned. ‘Yeah, I’ll have to knock Frankie up
again. Little Harry boy’ll be running about before you know
it.’
With the effects of the ecstasy tablets still
firmly in their system, both Jed and Sammy burst out
laughing.
Even though it was now the early hours of the
morning, Frankie was still wide awake. She’d just been moved into a
little room and Jed’s family had been told by the midwife to let
her and the baby get some rest. They still hadn’t gone home –
Frankie could hear Alice’s voice in the corridor. Jed’s mother had
driven Frankie bonkers; she hadn’t left the baby alone. All Frankie
had wanted was some time on her own with Joey and Dom, but Alice
refused to budge.
‘We’ll come back tomorrow, sis,’ Joey promised as
he and Dominic had left.
Frankie felt sorry for her brother. The O’Haras
were a loud, overpowering family and Joey had obviously felt like a
fish out of water among them.
Staring at her beautiful daughter lying in the cot
next to her, Frankie took in her features. She had a mop of dark
hair, a cute button nose and long eyelashes like Jed’s.
Frankie thought of her own family and the odd tear
ran down her cheek. Her mum would have been ecstatic and so proud.
Little Georgie was exceptionally beautiful and Frankie was sure
that her dad would have accepted her in time, even though he hated
Jed. Frankie thought of her nan and grandad. Her nan, especially,
used to drive her mad at times, but Frankie wished she could be
here now.
As baby Georgie began to cry, so did Frankie. Her
whole family had been ripped to shreds and the thought of bringing
her baby up with Alice and Jimmy O’Hara’s parental guidance filled
Frankie with dread.
Jed spotted his family immediately as he ran
towards the maternity ward. His mum, dad, brothers, aunts, uncles,
cousins – they were all there.
Alice grabbed her son in a bear hug. ‘Chucked us
out, the old rabbit’s crotch of a nurse did. Oh, Jed, go and see
Georgie girl. She’s the most beautiful little chavvie I’ve ever
seen in my life. Looks just like you, she does. Thank you boy,
you’ve made me the happiest mother alive.’
Filled with emotion, Jed went off in search of
Frankie.
‘They’re both asleep,’ the nurse on duty told him
bluntly. She’d had enough of this particular family earlier and
felt incredibly sorry for Frankie, whom she liked immensely.
Jed had never taken no for an answer in his life
and he wasn’t about to start now. ‘I’m the child’s father. I have
every right to see my woman and my daughter and if you try to stop
me, I promise you’ll regret it.’
Desperate to avoid a scene, the nurse led him to
Frankie’s room. It had been her idea to put Frankie in a side room,
as she didn’t want the O’Haras upsetting all the other families on
the maternity ward. ‘Wait here,’ she ordered, as she opened the
door.
Frankie had her eyes shut, but was still awake. Her
body felt battered and bruised, but the nurses had told her she’d
had a relatively easy labour compared to most first-time
mothers.
‘Your boyfriend’s here, Frankie. Are you awake?’
the nurse asked.
Frankie opened her eyes and smiled. She wished Jed
had been there for the birth, but she wasn’t particularly angry
with him. He’d only been out working, and Georgie was so gorgeous
that any earlier annoyance had now evaporated.
As Jed strolled into the room, he felt his chest
swell with pride. Tears filled his eyes as he stared at his perfect
daughter. ‘Can I hold her?’ he whispered.
Frankie nodded. ‘I’m your dad, Georgie girl,’ Jed
said, as he tenderly lifted his daughter out of her cot and planted
a kiss on her forehead.
The scene was an emotional one. Jed kissed Frankie,
handed her the baby and sat on the edge of the bed. ‘I’m really
sorry you had to go through it on your own, babe. I’ll never
forgive meself for not being here with ya. I’ll make it up to ya
though, I promise.’
As baby Georgie gurgled, Frankie handed her back to
Jed. ‘Why wasn’t your phone on? You promised me that it would
be.’
‘Sammy and I had murders, Frankie. The chordy motor
broke down and we had to do a runner and leave it in the middle of
the road. I had so many phone calls to make to sort stuff, then the
battery went dead on me. I’ll tell you what I’ll do, I’ll buy
another phone. If I’ve got two, you’ll always be able to get me on
one of the numbers. You and little Georgie girl are my life,
Frankie, and I promise I will never let either of you down ever
again.’
Joey turned up at his grandparents’ house at nine
o’clock the following morning. He was on his way to the hospital
with Dominic, but had decided to deliver the news of Frankie’s baby
in person. It had been too late to ring them last night, so Joey
decided to pop in while he waited for Mothercare to open.
‘Hello boys, what a lovely surprise,’ Joyce
exclaimed, as she opened the front door.
Ushering them into the living room, she went off to
the pigeon shed to locate her husband. Ordering Stanley to get his
arse indoors and make polite conversation, Joycie made a
brew.
‘How’s the driving lessons going, Dominic?’ she
shouted from the kitchen.
‘Not great, Mrs Smith. I ran over a cat last week.
I think the instructor is losing patience with me,’ Dom replied
honestly.
Joey laughed. Dominic had promised to buy a nice
sports car when he finally passed. Trouble was, he was no Stirling
Moss, and had already failed five tests. His inability to pass had
since become a standing joke between the pair of them.
‘Hello, nice weather, isn’t it?’ Stanley said
politely, as he plonked himself in the armchair.
Joyce scowled at her husband as she brought the tea
tray in. ‘You’ve got pigeon shit all over them trousers, Stanley.
Go and change ’em,’ she shouted.
Joey grabbed Stanley’s arm. ‘Stay there, Grandad.
Dom and I can’t stay long. We’ve got a cab waiting outside. I only
popped in because I really need to tell you both something.’
‘What’s up?’ Joyce asked.
‘Frankie had a little girl early hours of this
morning. Beautiful she is. Six pound, seven ounces and she’s called
her Georgie.’
Joyce pursed her lips. ‘Frankie made her choice,
Joey. Everything that’s happened is partly her fault and I’ll never
forgive her for ruining her own mother’s funeral. We want nothing
more to do with her, do we, Stanley?’
Stanley nodded automatically. There was no point in
him saying anything, nobody ever listened to him.
Desperate to bridge the gap between his
grandparents and sister, Joey tried a different tactic. ‘Look, Nan,
I was up that hospital last night and I met Jed’s family properly
for the first time. Jed weren’t even there, no one could get hold
of him. His mum is awful, really common, and if we don’t do
something, I’m worried what will happen to Frankie and the
kid.’
Joyce wasn’t in the mood for sob stories. ‘Silly
little cow made her own bed, let her bleedin’ well lie in it,’ she
said coldly.
Joey stood up and urged Dom to do the same. His nan
was so obstinate at times, there was no reasoning with her.
Stanley said goodbye to the lads and was relieved
when they left. Ever since he’d found out Joey and Dominic were
lovers, he was at a loss knowing what to say to them.
Joycie hugged both Joey and Dom. As they got into
the cab, she waved and slammed the front door.
Aware that Joyce was crying, Stanley ran into the
hallway. ‘What’s the matter?’ he asked.
‘Frankie, the baby, everything, Stanley. If our
Jess was here, she would know how to handle all this. If only she
could give us a sign or something.’
Stanley took his wife into his arms. ‘Life’s a
funny old game, but one thing you can guarantee is I’ll always be
here for you, darling.’
Frankie wasn’t having a very good morning. She
felt sore, tired and had had more visitors than a female knocking
shop in a men’s prison.
As Jed showed out yet another eight people she’d
never met before or ever wanted to see again, Frankie started to
cry.
‘What’s up?’ Jed asked, rushing over to her
bed.
‘I’m tired, Jed. I don’t want no more visitors,’
she sobbed.
Jed held Frankie in his arms. ‘Leave us alone for
five minutes, Mum,’ he ordered.
Alice had sat in the room all morning. She was
besotted with her granddaughter and it was unbearable to be parted
from her for even five minutes.
‘Why don’t me and your dad sit outside and look
after Georgie girl, while you and Frankie have some time to
yourselves?’ Alice offered.
‘No, leave her here,’ Frankie said abruptly.
Gesticulating for his mum to leave them alone, Jed
waited for the door to shut before he spoke. ‘Are you OK, babe? Let
me know what’s wrong and I’ll sort it.’
Frankie clung to him. ‘All these people coming in
and out. I feel like shit and I hate it, Jed. Your mum won’t leave
me or the baby alone. I know everybody has brought nice presents
for us and I do appreciate it, but I need to get some sleep and
rest now. Please tell them all to go home, Jed, please.’
Jed sighed. ‘No one means to be a nuisance, babe.
Travelling families are like this and you’re part of one now.
Everyone gathers when a baby is born, it’s the way we’re brought
up.’
‘But I ain’t got no family of me own here,’ Frankie
sobbed.
Seeing how distressed she was, Jed knew he had no
choice other than to go and speak to his family. ‘Listen, I’ll go
and get rid of everyone. I might even pop home and have a shower
meself. I’ll take some of these presents home, shall I? And I’ll
come back later when you’ve had some sleep.’
Frankie nodded. ‘Come back on your own though, Jed.
I want to spend some time with just you and Georgie.’
Jed nodded, kissed her and left the room. His
mother was not going to be happy, that was for sure.
As Jed shut the door, Frankie lay back on the bed
and shut her eyes. She’d had to put up with Jed’s cousins, aunts,
uncles, brothers; even that horrible Shannon had sat beside her bed
for ages.
They’d brought nice presents, mainly gold, and
Frankie had been given loads of money. The clothes they’d got for
Georgie were a bit over the top, but Frankie had been polite and
thanked them.
As the door opened, Frankie’s heart went over. If
it was Alice, she would scream.
‘All right, sis?’
Frankie immediately sat bolt upright. She cried as
she hugged both Joey and Dominic. ‘I’m so pleased to see you. I’ve
been lumbered with Jed’s family all day and they’ve done my head
in.’
Joey handed her two big sacks. ‘These are from me
and Dom,’ he said.
As Georgie started to cry, Frankie urged Joey to
pick her up. Joey rocked Georgie, rubbed her back and spoke gently
to her. ‘I’m your uncle Joey, your mummy’s twin brother,’ he
whispered in her ear.
Dominic smiled as the baby stopped crying. ‘You’re
a natural, Joey. Don’t you leave me and go straight, will you?’ he
said jokingly.
Frankie was thrilled with the presents Joey and
Dominic had brought with them. Babygros, rattles, dummies, a little
ski-jacket, booties, a massive teddy bear, they had literally
thought of everything. Their presents were so much more practical
than any of the others she’d received.
‘Thanks so much for all this,’ Frankie said
gratefully.
‘What did Jed’s family buy for the baby?’ Joey
asked, still staring at Georgie. He was unable to take his eyes off
his niece; she was the cutest little thing he’d ever seen in his
life and he was so proud to be her uncle.
‘Most of ’em gave money and gold. Jed’s dad gave us
a thousand pounds, and other people brought necklaces, bracelets
and earrings. Georgie even got a sovereign off Jed’s brother,
Billy.’
Joey looked at Frankie in amazement. ‘Strange
presents for a baby. How’s she meant to wear a sovereign and
earrings?’
Frankie laughed. ‘I think they’re meant to be for
when she’s older. She got some clothes as well, but I don’t like
the dresses. They’re way too frilly and she’ll look ridiculous in
them.’
Joey handed the baby to Dominic and sat down on the
bed next to Frankie. ‘I popped round Nan and Grandad’s earlier and
told them.’
‘What did they say?’ Frankie asked hopefully. She
was secretly hoping for a reconciliation.
Joey shrugged. ‘You know what Nan’s like, but I
reckon she’ll come round in time.’
Dominic handed the baby back to Frankie. ‘I’m
busting for a wee and a coffee. I’ll be back in a bit,’ he said
diplomatically. He wanted Frankie and Joey to spend some time alone
together.
Frankie lay Georgie back in the cot, sat back on
the bed and held Joey’s hand. It was like old times, just the two
of them. Joey immediately took the mickey out of Frankie’s
not-so-fashionable nightdress and Frankie returned the compliment
by slating her brother’s new red leather jacket.
‘I don’t half miss you, Joey,’ Frankie said
honestly.
‘I miss you, too, and I’m really worried about you,
Frankie.’
‘Why? I’m OK,’ Frankie replied abruptly.
Joey had tears in his eyes as he held both of her
hands. ‘I’m worried about the situation you’ve got yourself into. I
was horrified when I met Jed’s family. They’re not like us,
Frankie, they’re a different race. I’m not slagging off Jed, so
please don’t think that, but his mum’s really awful and the way she
was speaking about Georgie was as though she belonged to her, not
you.’
Frankie explained Alice’s predicament. ‘She
miscarried a daughter herself recently and she’s always craved a
little girl. All the other kids in the family are boys. Georgie’s
the first girl, so she’s bound to be a bit over the top with
her.’
Joey shrugged. ‘It’s not just that, Frankie. It’s
the way they speak, the way they live. Truth be known, I’ve always
wanted better for you. Look at me and Dom, we’re living in a nice
flat in Islington, we’re both working up town, we have a great
social life. These are the things you should be doing. I know
you’ve got Georgie now, and she’s absolutely gorgeous, but you can
always leave Jed and come and live with me. I’ve already spoken to
Dominic; he knows how worried I am and he said you and the baby can
live with us for as long as you want. You can’t bring your child up
around them people, Frankie, you just can’t.’
‘But I love Jed. I can’t leave him, Joey. He’s my
life, he’s all I’ve got.’
As they hugged one another, both twins wept.
‘I hope it works out for you, Frankie, I really do,
but if it don’t, you know where I am,’ Joey said.
‘Be honest with me, Joey. You don’t like Jed, do
you?’
Joey looked at his feet. He didn’t want to upset
Frankie, but he loved her so much, he couldn’t lie to her. ‘No, I
don’t like Jed, Frankie. Call it brotherly intuition if you like,
but I don’t trust him and I’m positive that one day you’ll agree
with me.’
Frankie shook her head vehemently. ‘You’re so
wrong, Joey. Jed’s a good person. He’s generous, he’ll make a
fantastic father and he loves me, I know he does.’
As Dominic reappeared, Joey lowered his tone. ‘For
your sake, I hope you’re right, sis.’