Six
AISLING woke to find Aziel curled up on her
pillow. His eyes opened and held an intelligence far beyond what an
ordinary ferret would possess.
He studied her as she studied him. What he read
in her face, she could only guess. She thought she saw pleased
satisfaction in his, but she couldn’t be sure.
“I wish you would tell me what you know,” she
whispered, reaching over to stroke his fur, to scratch behind his
ears, knowing even as she made the wish it was in vain. Whatever
had brought Aziel into her life and kept him there, it remained a
secret she couldn’t unravel even in the ghostlands.
Behind her, Zurael’s even breathing told her he
still slept. His arm draped across her waist made her channel spasm
and her cunt lips grow flushed and slick as memories crowded
in.
She eased over to look at him. His was a beauty
found only in the old mythology books, in the art books capturing
the works of masters long dead, those whose paintings of angels and
ancient gods once hung in fine museums to be viewed by rich and
poor alike.
He was otherworldly. Temptation and damnation. A
dangerous being tangled in the web of her life. One who might
ultimately take her life.
She wanted to touch him, to trace the masculine
lips, the firm chin and elegant nose. She wanted to lean in, press
her mouth to his, her tongue to his, but didn’t.
Continuing to lie with him might cost Aisling her
soul as well as her heart. And though she couldn’t find it in her
to regret what had taken place between them the night before, it
would be better not to repeat it.
As with Aziel, whatever had brought Zurael into
her life remained a secret. But unlike Aziel, whose presence gave
her strength, Zurael was a weakness she could ill afford.
Nothing good could come of loving him. She didn’t
know whether demons existed before mankind’s evolution or were
given life by human belief. But she did know there were dark,
terrifying places in the spiritlands that claimed human souls, and
she didn’t doubt some of them were ruled by demons—a hell whether
it was the one defined by the Church or not.
Reluctantly she eased from the bed and walked
softly to the bathroom, needing space, distance, a chance to gain
her balance. She wasn’t used to days without the rhythm of chores,
without the ebb and flow of voices as the younger children played
and quarreled, made up and went about the work necessary to
survive.
Her heartbeat stuttered in her chest as she
unbraided her hair underneath the showerhead. The images captured
in the pool of her blood played out in her mind and threatened her
with despair. How was she going to prevent the slaughter of her
family?
Aisling lifted her face and let the hot water
cascade over her and wash her feelings of horror and fear away. She
forced her thoughts to revisit Sinners, to consider a course of
action that would lead her to whoever was responsible for
Ghost.
I’ll start by talking to the
gifted around me, she thought as she lathered and rinsed her
hair. The number of cars she’d seen in the short time before the
sun set the previous day was an indication that those who were
supernaturally touched might be set aside from the rest, but they
weren’t shunned by Oakland society. Only the wealthy and powerful
would arrive in this part of town in automobiles.
Feeling refreshed, confident, she stepped from
the shower and dried herself with a towel. Her nose wrinkled at the
sight of her wet hair. A sigh marked her memory of the decadent
luxury of using a hair dryer after showering at the church.
Movement drew her eye to the bathroom door. Her
eyes met Zurael’s in the bathroom mirror and her nipples tightened
in response to his nearness, his nakedness.
“Allow me,” he said, holding her gaze, stepping
forward to take the brush from her unresisting hand.
He smelled of exotic spice, of desire borne on
desert winds. A small moan escaped her when he gathered her hair
and his scent settled around her in a sensuous fog.
The new day magnified, not lessened, Zurael’s
desire. It was a mistake to touch her like this, to slide his
fingers through her hair as he untangled the wet, twisted locks and
used the molten heat of a Djinn’s birthright to speed the
drying.
Hair was a Djinn’s weakness. Outside the
summoning and binding spells the alien god had given his mud
creations, there were few ways to bend his kind to a will other
than their own. But an incantation using hair was one of them. And
just as he’d rarely touched his lips to another’s in a sharing of
spirit, he had rarely trusted another to undo his braid.
Dark amber turned to golden streaks of spun silk
as he brushed Aisling’s hair. His cock hardened further, its tip
licking across his belly. A shudder went through him each time her
waist-length locks touched his penis.
Her skin was soft, her body delicate, utterly
feminine. Her scent, spring flowers and arousal.
With a low moan he touched his cheek to satin
locks. Rubbed against the loose strands of her hair as he devoured
her reflection in the mirror.
Lust rose like steam between them. The brush
dropped to the floor.
Her nipples tightened, her eyes darkened. His
hands settled on her breasts, cupped and weighed them before his
palms settled over hardened tips.
Aisling’s shiver had him pulling her back to his
front so he could feel the length of her body against his. And
still it wasn’t enough.
The small triangle of dark, honey-gold down drew
his hand to explore her slick, swollen folds and erect clit. Her
mouth parted, her tongue darted out to leave her lips
glistening.
“We shouldn’t,” she whispered, echoing his
earlier thought.
“But we will,” Zurael said, kissing her neck, her
shoulder. His hands making her quiver with pleasure.
Worry flashed in her eyes. Reluctance built even
as the sleek globes of her buttocks rubbed against his cock,
enticed him to bend her over and thrust into the slick welcome of
her sheath.
“You won’t deny me,” he said, caressing the naked
tip and smooth underside of her clit with his fingers. “You won’t
deny yourself. Say my name, tell me you don’t want to feel me
inside you.”
“Zurael,” she whispered, closing her eyes and
turning her face away from the mirror where the sight of her
flushed, heated skin and ripe nipples attested to the truth of her
desire. “What place do you call home? Who do you answer to?”
He guessed her questions were meant to shore up
her resistance to him. To fight her desire for him.
“The names are not for humans to know or call
upon. They are death.”
His fingers tightened on her nipple. He refused
to let her run away from what was between them.
“Does the daylight make you fear me? Do you
remember what I looked like beneath the moon and regret letting me
cover you, pierce you? Does my form change the nature of who I am?
Does it define me?”
“No,” she said, shivering as she opened her
eyes.
“Then look at me, watch while I take you.”
Aisling tried to resist his command. She willed
herself to ignore the desperate craving of her body, to pull away,
escape his voice, his heat, his arms and the need he generated in
her. But she was helpless against him, just as helpless as she had
been the night before.
With a moan, she obeyed. She turned her face and
met his eyes in the mirror, didn’t resist when he urged her to lean
forward, to grasp the edge of the counter, to spread her
thighs.
Her hips jerked. Lightning strikes of lust ripped
through her as his cock bathed in her arousal, glided over her
swollen folds and rigid clit. Kissed her belly in sweet torment and
agonizing delay.
“Please,” she whispered and tried to change the
angle of her body so he would find her opening and press
inside.
Zurael grabbed her hips. He kept her where he
wanted her, though the image captured in the mirror revealed how
much the effort cost him.
The muscles on his arms stood out as if he fought
himself. His chest rose and fell in sharp, quick movements. But it
was his face that sent erotic fear slithering downward to pool
between her thighs and pulse into her woman’s knob. He was
beautifully savage. His eyes were molten gold, his expression
dominant, possessive, his attention completely focused on
her.
Aisling’s breath caught in her throat. The
batlike wings she’d seen twice before unfurled and opened on either
side of them, and for an instant she was held on the edge, caught
between the terror she’d experienced when she first saw him and the
dark, dark desire he now generated in her. But then he moved, once
again sliding his cock over her engorged clit and plump, wet
folds—and she was lost.
“Please,” she whispered, moving the little bit
his hands on her hips would allow, trying to entice him into
penetrating her.
Satisfaction softened the hard line of his mouth.
Victory deepened the gold of his eyes.
The wings came forward, soft suede against her
arms, forming a protective cocoon as he found her opening and
thrust with a single, hard stroke. She cried out in relief, in
need, obeyed his command to watch until ecstasy claimed her in a
rush of lava-hot sensation and demon seed.
Aisling returned to the shower, this time with
her hair braided and coiled to minimize the wetness, this time with
Zurael accompanying her, bringing memories of the previous night,
along with the urge to go to her knees and take him in her
mouth.
She cleansed herself as quickly as possible and
escaped, dressing hastily before retreating to the kitchen and
busying herself preparing breakfast. If she’d been home, there
would have been fresh eggs and fruit, sausage from a pig
slaughtered the previous fall and milk brought in from the barn by
whoever was assigned the task of letting the livestock out for the
day.
Her heart lodged in her throat; homesickness
blended with worry as her earlier panic threatened to reappear and
trap her like delta quicksand. She forced the unwelcome emotions
away, finding it easier when Aziel scampered in and climbed to his
familiar place on her shoulder.
“Do you know him?” she asked, glancing in the
direction of the bathroom and wondering again whether Aziel was
demon also. “Is that why you offered me his name? Why his presence
is allowed when you’ve bitten other men? Do you serve him?”
The ferret didn’t answer, didn’t acknowledge the
question. His attention seemed fixed on the meager contents of the
cabinet, and with a sigh, Aisling studied them, too.
She’d used coupons for flour and yeast when she’d
gone to the grocery store, and the thought of making bread was
tempting. But it’d only serve to delay the task of looking for
whoever was responsible for Ghost.
As she pulled canned pears from the cabinet,
panic flared with the memory of how Zurael had fed her peaches when
she was left weakened by her blood sacrifice in the spiritlands.
She had no will to resist him, no ability to. He’d proven as much
to her with every sensual interaction, taken a bit of her soul each
time he’d touched her.
She put the can on the counter, retrieved a small
carton of eggs and the remainder of the chicken breasts. Her
thoughts went to the pouch of silver she’d gotten from Elena, the
handful of bills given to her by Father Ursu, the possessions left
in the house by the dead shaman. She’d have to return to the
grocery store, or trade with her neighbors for supplies.
Eventually Aziel would hunt and scavenge. But at
the moment she hated the idea of letting him roam freely
outside.
It was foolish to worry about him, to grieve for
him when one day he didn’t return, to imagine him dying and ache
over the possibility that he suffered. But she’d never been able to
stop herself from doing it, from fearing each of his deaths would
be the final one, the one that took him permanently.
Zurael emerged from the bathroom wearing black
pants and a black shirt. Her pulse quickened, and she hastily
ducked her head to concentrate on fixing them something to
eat.
He joined her in the kitchen, working by her side
as if he’d always been there, his movements sure and smooth. “I
thought I’d visit some of my neighbors,” she said a short while
later, after they’d eaten and taken care of the dishes.
Zurael cocked his head, his mouth curved upward
in a smile that made her want to press her lips to his. “I believe
one of your neighbors has come to you.”
A knock on the door attested to the truth of his
comment. Aisling rubbed suddenly damp palms against the comforting,
worn fabric of the pants she’d been wearing when Father Ursu
arrived at the farm. She hesitated, wondered if she should ask
Zurael to hide his presence, then shrugged the question away,
allowing the demon to make his own choice as she crossed to the
front door.
Habit made her pause long enough to peek through
the window before unlocking the door, opening the wooden one first
and then the metal one. A flash of black at her ankles made her
heart race in her chest. “Aziel!” But it was already too late; the
ferret was out and disappearing around the corner of the
house.
It would be pointless to shout or follow him, but
the urge distracted her long enough that she flushed in
embarrassment when she realized she’d ignored her visitor. “I’m
sorry,” she said, taking in the colorful long skirt and blouse, the
black-and-gray-streaked hair and the wealth of hand-fashioned
jewelry worn by her neighbor.
“So Henri is dead,” the woman said. There wasn’t
even a hint of a question in her voice.
Aisling stepped back. “Would you like to come
in?”
“I’m Raisa,” the woman said, entering the house.
Her attention moved past Aisling and sharpened with interest.
Aisling guessed Zurael had elected to remain in
his human form. She turned slightly, indicating the shabby sofa and
chairs. “Can I get you some hot tea? I’m Aisling.” She didn’t offer
Zurael’s name.
He stepped to her side. “The water is on in
anticipation of tea.” To Raisa he said, “Henri was the shaman who
lived here previously?”
“Yes.”
They crossed to the furniture, Raisa claiming a
chair while Aisling sat on the couch. Zurael returned to the
kitchen, though Aisling knew both she and her unexpected guest were
aware of his presence.
“Do you know what happened to Henri?” Aisling
asked.
“I saw his death and warned him against keeping
his appointments. He ignored me.” Raisa shrugged. “But what choice
did he have? As you can see from his possessions, he wasn’t a
wealthy man, and the Church works with the politicians to keep
those of us with special abilities contained in this area of
town.”
“You’re a seer?” Aisling asked.
“I own a tearoom several blocks away. It’s a
popular meeting place, and considered neutral territory. I read the
leaves for those who ask me.”
Aisling’s fingers worried with a mended tear at
the knee of her pants. She considered whether Raisa could be
trusted and how much she could ask without revealing her search for
the maker of Ghost.
Zurael rejoined them, carrying two small
mismatched cups on chipped saucers and setting them on the table.
Aisling picked up the cup in front of her and noted the leaves it
contained. Her eyes went to his face. Was it a challenge? Or was he
merely curious about Raisa’s abilities?
Aisling glanced at Raisa and found her watching
them, taking in Zurael’s physical closeness and her reactions to
him.
“Do you know what happened to Henri?” Aisling
asked, returning to the question Raisa had yet to answer.
Raisa lifted her cup to her lips and took a sip,
delaying, perhaps also wondering what it was safe to reveal. “No,”
she finally said, lowering her cup and leaning forward as if
sharing a confidence. “I suspect the Church had a hand in it. Henri
was an unhappy man, given to bouts of melancholy as a result of his
dealings with the spirit world. He often went to services, and
occasionally the priest who brought you here visited him.”
She took another sip of tea, perhaps waiting to
see how Aisling would react. But Aisling said nothing. She’d felt
the eyes of her neighbors watching her as she’d gotten out of the
car with Father Ursu, had known it would lead to talk and
speculation. She was new, unfamiliar to them. It would be the same
for anyone taking up residence.
The silence dragged and hovered, wary but not
uncomfortable. Raisa broke it by saying, “I’ve heard that the last
anyone saw of Henri was when a car arrived at dusk and he came
outside immediately, dressed as he usually dressed when he went to
services or to confess the things weighing on his soul. He got into
the car and his house has remained empty until now.”
This time she set the teacup on its saucer and
settled back in her chair. Despite her casual pose, Aisling was
reminded of a bird of prey perched on a ledge, equally ready to
remain or to leave for better hunting elsewhere.
It was her choice. Just as ultimately each
decision was.
Aisling cupped her hands around the warm teacup
and carefully chose her words. With no allies and little knowledge
about Oakland, she had to take chances if she was to accomplish the
task she’d accepted in the ghostlands. “Father Ursu took me from my
home in the San Joaquin, just outside of Stockton. He brought me
here as a favor to someone important to the Church. A woman went
missing and her lover wanted her found, or wanted the closure of
knowing she’d passed from this world. Father Ursu told me the
police had discovered several bodies recently and there was reason
to believe the victims were all murdered during the witching hour.
They were afraid this woman was one of them, or would be.”
Satisfaction danced in Raisa’s eyes. “I thought
as much. Did you find her?”
“Yes.” Aisling resisted the impulse to look at
Zurael or to tell Raisa how she’d found Elena.
Raisa leaned forward, the clacking of her
necklaces a subtle drumroll. “Another shaman’s house stands empty,
in San Francisco. He was a man with more ambition than
talent.”
Aisling licked suddenly dry lips. “What happened
to him?”
A shrug. “No one knows, which says much about the
power behind his disappearance. He was not nearly the shaman Henri
was, but still he had his uses to the vampires who control that
city. Their minions have been looking for answers without finding
any.”
A shiver went through Aisling. She didn’t want to
think about what uses the undead might have for one who could visit
the land of the spirits.
“Did your Father Ursu mention how many of the
supernaturally touched are among those found murdered?” Raisa
asked.
“No,” Aisling said, unable to let the comment
pass without adding, “He isn’t my priest. I’m not a member of any
church.”
A slight nod, a sharpening of Raisa’s gleaming,
birdlike eyes, met her words. “There are whispers that some of the
murdered were offered up as sacrifices. They were found with their
hearts cut from their bodies or with sigils painted on them. But
when their loved ones tried to reclaim their remains for burial,
they were denied and given only ashes.”
Raisa leaned closer. “I’ve heard rumors there was
another disappearance last night, a governess serving a wealthy
family. If it didn’t impact their wealthy benefactors, the Church
would turn a blind eye to what is happening. I think Henri was
asked to seek out some of those sacrificed in an attempt to find
out who killed them.”
Aisling set the teacup down. She thought about
the hours she’d slept, locked in a tiny bedchamber in the church,
only to be awakened close to midnight and brought before the bishop
and Father Ursu.
“What you say could be true,” Aisling said, a
knot forming in her belly. If a governess disappeared the night
before, then there were more dark priests than the one Zurael had
slaughtered. “How many gifted have been murdered?”
“I can’t say for sure. Some go missing and are
never found. Five have disappeared from families settled here for
more than one generation. There have been others as well, recent
arrivals, here and then suddenly gone—maybe by their own choice,
maybe not.”
Zurael said, “Who would know more about these
disappearances?”
“Javier. The occult shop on Safira Street belongs
to him. He has an ear in the human world as well as the
supernatural one.”
“Is there a newspaper here?” Aisling asked. “A
library where I could look at past editions?”
A laugh of derision greeted her question.
“There’s a newspaper, but you won’t find anything useful in it.
Those who run this city ensure only the truth they peddle is
printed.”
“But there is a library?” Aisling pressed.
“Yes,” Raisa said. “You’ve been to the
church?”
Aisling nodded.
“Then you’ve been to the center of Oakland. The
powerful govern from there. The library is several blocks away from
the church. It’s next to the building housing the police and the
guardsmen.”
Aisling wiped her palms against the knees of her
worn pants. She hesitated to express an interest in Ghost, but if
what Raisa said about the newspaper was true, then it seemed
foolish to waste the opportunity to ask in the hope of finding
answers at the library.
She startled when Zurael’s hand covered hers,
took it to his knee and held it there, this thumb lightly stroking
across her knuckles like a tongue extending from the serpent
tattooed on his skin. When she looked up, she found Raisa’s gaze
riveted to their joined hands.
“Have there been rumors of a drug called Ghost?”
Aisling asked.
“Drugs aren’t illegal here. Lawbreakers won’t
escape the tattoo or the death sentence for acts they commit while
using them.” Raisa shrugged. “The Church would ban them if they
could. But even they don’t have the power to do it. Too many of the
founding families add to their wealth because of the drug trade.
They won’t allow the first ban because they know it’ll only open
the doorway to having others made illegal.”
Aisling nodded. It was the same in Stockton.
There were few resources, and even the most conservative didn’t
want to see them wasted on an effort to eradicate the substances
humans used to escape the harshness of their reality.
It hadn’t always been so. Geneva’s history books
were filled with stories of a prohibition on alcohol and, later, a
war on drugs that left those in control of production and
distribution wealthy and powerful beyond anything they could have
accomplished otherwise.
“You’ve heard something about Ghost?” Aisling
pushed, aware Raisa hadn’t answered her question.
“Perhaps.” Raisa touched her fingertips to the
saucer holding Aisling’s empty teacup. “May I?”
Misgiving coiled in Aisling’s stomach. She wanted
to say no, to turn away from the offered reading, the implied cost
of having her question answered. But images of her family members
scattered dead throughout the farmyard forced her to say,
“Yes.”
Raisa picked up the saucer and carried it to her
knees, balanced it there as she stared at the pattern left by the
tea leaves. Dark, birdlike eyes remained motionless, transfixed by
whatever they saw.
Outside a cloud masked the sun and the light
faded, casting the room in the same heavy gloom it had held when
Aisling arrived with Father Ursu. Failure wafted through with the
scent of Henri’s soap, though his spirit wasn’t present.
“Death drapes you like a billowing cloak,” Raisa
said. “It writhes at your feet and twines around you like a nest of
serpents, so your touch becomes its harbinger.”
A shudder went through Raisa, strong enough to
make the teacup rattle against the saucer. She placed it back on
the table and rose from her chair. “Speak to Javier about Ghost as
well as those who are missing. If you will excuse me, I’ll let
myself out. I need to return to the tearoom.”
Aisling stood and followed Raisa to the door,
stepped outside in the hopes of finding Aziel waiting. She shrugged
aside the reading as she watched her visitor hurry away. Given
Zurael’s presence, and hers in Henri’s home, it was easy to see
death in the tea leaves.
The sun left its hiding place behind the clouds
when Aisling went back inside. Zurael was still on the couch. She
bent to gather the dirty dishes. His hands circled her wrists,
sending molten lava through her veins despite the deadly serpent
tattooed on his arm in a wicked reminder of what he was.
His fingers tightened. Forced her to look up and
meet his eyes.
Aisling shivered, grew short of breath at the
carnal heat burning there. She remembered too well what it had been
like to stand in the bathroom in front of the mirror, to obey his
command and watch as he took her.
“We only have the daylight to find answers,” she
whispered, not wanting to compound her weakness by giving in to him
again and losing the chance to visit the library and the occult
shop.
Zurael read the resistance in her face, saw her
fight the desire that sprang to life between them like a living
flame. He knew he should fight it as well.
He’d meant to assure himself she was okay,
unbothered by Raisa’s reading. But as soon as he touched Aisling,
he wanted nothing more than to pull her onto the couch, to strip
her out of her clothing and cover her body with his.
He carried her hands to his chest and pushed them
under his shirt. He held them against hardened male nipples, felt
her touch all the way down to his cock.
A hiss escaped when she tried to pull away. A
moan followed when her eyelashes lowered submissively and the
tension left her so her palms softened and rubbed sensuously
against him.
Lust roared through him, hot need. When she wet
her lips, he was swamped with the impulse to toss the coffee table
aside and put Aisling on her knees before him, to unbind her hair
and guide her mouth to his throbbing cock.
She leaned closer, whispered his name on a breath
that caressed his lips, jolted him into an awareness of the danger
he was in. He stood abruptly and released her hands, stepped away
from her before he yielded to the temptation of kissing her.
Confusion, embarrassment, hurt—Aisling’s emotions
danced across her face before her expression became guarded. She
picked up the saucers and turned away from him, leaving him feeling
regretful, confused.
He wondered again if Malahel and Iyar had known
he’d be ensnared, entangled. He thought of his father positioned in
front of the mural of Jetrel, talking of the past and the son who’d
lost his life because of a human female.
Zurael’s attention returned to Aisling. She stood
at the sink, rinsing the dishes.
He willed his heart to harden, his mind to close
to what her future held. Death.
Aisling dried her hands. She could feel Zurael’s
gaze blistering her, as if he held her responsible for the desire
burning between them.
Nervously she touched her pocket, felt the folded
dollar bills and the bus pass. Without looking at Zurael, she went
to the front door and opened it, forced herself through it.
The demon could do what he wanted with the day.
She’d known even as she clung to him in passion that it wasn’t wise
to forget what he was and what caring for him could cost her.
She had only herself. And Aziel. It was enough.
It had to be.