CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Lucius didn’t mean to eavesdrop on Anna’s
conversation . . . it just sort of happened.
The astrology babe on the campus talk-radio
station was babbling something about Venus coming into conjunction
that night, and he’d just finished up with his office hours for the
week. He was packing up to hit the library and pick up an obscure
translation of the Popol Vuh he’d requested
through interlibrary loan, when he heard the raised voices coming
from his boss’s office two doors down.
‘‘Jesus, Anna! I don’t know where you’re coming
from sometimes. You’ve been nagging me to set aside time for you,
and now that I have, you’re too busy to grab a bite? For Christ’s
sake, I can’t seem to win for trying these days.’’ The Dick’s voice
carried a harsh, dismissive impatience that set Lucius’s teeth on
edge.
‘‘Based on what? One night out of the past four
months? That’s fair.’’ Anna was trying to keep her tone reasonable,
but he knew her well enough to hear the hurt.
‘‘This isn’t about what’s fair or not. I’m trying
to—’’ The Dick broke off. ‘‘You know what? Forget about it. I’ll
just eat at the club.’’
A door slammed and footsteps rang in the hall.
Once they’d passed, Lucius stuck his head out his office door and
flipped the retreating form of Anna’s husband a double-barreled
bird.
‘‘God, what a jerk.’’
For a second, he thought he’d said that, because
he was sure as hell thinking it. Then he turned to find the
sentiment shared by Neenie Fisher, a second-year grad student who’d
only recently joined Anna’s team full-time.
She was petite and borderline mousy, with pale
eyes and thin lips that didn’t exactly command attention. Rumor had
it she was dating some sort of local grunge rock star, which
suggested she could catch attention when she wanted it.
Not so much in the glyph lab, though.
‘‘Hey, Neenie.’’ Lucius glanced back to the empty
hallway where Anna’s husband had been moments ago. He wanted to
agree with the jerk comment and add a few of his own, but he
usually tried not to bad-mouth Dick Catori out loud.
Neenie, however, had no such compunction. ‘‘I
don’t get it. Anna is frickin’ gorgeous—why does she put up with
that guy? Did you hear him? It’s like he doesn’t give a crap that
she’s putting in overtime trying to translate a codex fragment that
is, as far as I can tell, completely new to the literature. Doesn’t
he get how huge that is? I mean, honestly. I’ll bet if he had some
sort of economics emergency—is there even such a thing?— she’d let
him bail on dinner. Heck, she probably has more than once, and I
bet I can tell you the name of the emergency. My friend Heather’s
in his Intro to Econ class, and she said that Desiree—’’
‘‘Stop.’’ Lucius capped a hand across Neenie’s
mouth, having learned that there wasn’t much else he could do to
shut her up when she got on a roll. ‘‘Back up.’’ He took his hand
away. ‘‘What codex fragment?’’
The fact that she didn’t immediately launch into
an explanation spoke volumes. Instead, her eyes went wide and she
slapped her own hand across her mouth. ‘‘Oh!’’
Aware that they were out in the hallway, two
doors down from Anna’s office, and she was likely to be in a pretty
prickly mood after the spat with her husband, Lucius dragged Neenie
into his office and shut the door. ‘‘You weren’t supposed to
mention it to me, were you?’’
Eyes still wide, she shook her head, keeping her
hand firmly over her mouth. ‘‘I promised,’’ she said, words muffled
behind her hand.
‘‘So unpromise,’’ he said, as if it were no big
deal, which it probably wasn’t to someone like her, a conduit
through whom gossip flowed at approximately the speed of sound.
‘‘Come on . . . you know you want to tell me.’’
Looking undecided—which as far as he was
concerned was a big step up from ‘‘Oh, shit, I’m gonna get canned
if I tell’’—she dropped her hand from her mouth and looked around
his office. ‘‘Well . . .’’
He followed her gaze, saw it lock onto a small,
graceful figurine of a jaguar, and winced. ‘‘That’s real jade. And
it’s hand-carved.’’
He’d gotten the effigy at a small open market at
the foot of the Guatemalan highlands during one of his early trips
out into the field with Anna. The statuette wasn’t old, but it
hadn’t been cheap either.
She looked back at him and raised an eyebrow.
‘‘Then I guess a promise is a promise.’’
He scowled, grabbed the effigy, and held it out
to her. ‘‘You suck.’’
‘‘I had brothers. Deal with it.’’ She accepted
the jaguar and tucked it into her pocket, then gestured for him to
lean closer so she could whisper her secret.
‘‘The door’s closed, for chrissakes. Just say
it.’’
‘‘Fine. Go ahead, ruin my dramatic intro.’’ She
straightened and made a face at him, but now that she’d given
herself permission to give with the goods, she couldn’t hold it in
a second longer. ‘‘The fragment is gorgeous, absolutely gorgeous.
Some of the glyphs are degraded, but you can still see an
incredible level of detail, and the colors . . .’’ Her eyes
practically glazed over at the memory. ‘‘God, the colors are so
awesome now, it’s hard to imagine what it must’ve looked like when
it was new.’’
‘‘Hello, Neenie?’’ Lucius waved a hand in front
of her face. ‘‘Someone else in the room here, remember? Let’s
focus. Okay, so Anna showed you a piece of a codex. What did she
say, ‘Hey, Neenie, come in here and see what I got my hands
on’?’’
‘‘No.’’ She shook her head. ‘‘It was more like,
‘Come in and close the door. Now, promise me this is just between
us. Okay . . . what does this look like to you?’ ’’
And all of a sudden, he got it. Anna had called
Neenie in because she didn’t know how to translate the glyphs yet,
but she’d shown an almost uncanny knack for being able to identify
the pictures themselves.
The writing system of the ancient Maya was
seriously complex, the symbols often difficult to interpret,
meaning that field epigraphers got real good at pattern recognition
real fast, or they moved on, and they often asked one another’s
opinions and went with the consensus vote, at least until something
else in the text proved the interpretation wrong. It also meant
that an epigrapher who didn’t want anyone else to know what she was
working on might use, say, an untrained pattern recognizer to help
with the gnarly stuff. Anna must’ve gotten stumped on something and
needed a second set of trained eyes, but hadn’t wanted to use
someone—namely him—who could translate the glyphs themselves. So
she’d taken a chance on Neenie, not realizing that her vault had
some serious leaks when it came to keeping secrets.
‘‘What did you tell her you thought it was?’’
Lucius asked, feeling an itch of excitement. If Anna was working on
something huge, it would explain so much of what had gone on
lately—from the stress she’d been under, to the weird working
hours, to the fact that she’d been kicking him out of the lab as
often as possible over the past week.
Yeah, he was cheesed that she hadn’t let him in
on it, but he’d forgive her if it was the sort of thing that would
land her—and, by extension, the senior member of her lab—on the
cover of National Geographic or Smithsonian magazine or something.
Already envisioning the two of them suited up in
full kit, posing beside the chac-mool
throne inside the step-sided Pyramid of Kulkulkan at Chichén
Itzá—because that was the sort of thing the big magazines wanted,
even if the codex page had come from someplace else entirely and
most of their work was done in a lab in Austin—Lucius almost missed
Neenie’s answer.
Then he got it. And froze.
‘‘What did you just say?’’
‘‘I told her I thought it looked like a screaming
skull.’’ Neenie gave him a weird look. ‘‘Are you okay?’’
No, I’m not. I just took a
big whack upside the head with the every-glyph-groupie-for-herself
stick.
He shook his head, hoping those last few words
would rattle loose and turn into something else. But they didn’t,
leaving him with only one question: Why hadn’t Anna shown it to
him? She knew damn well he was looking for text with a screaming
skull, so he could compare it to the images on his computer, the
ones he thought were screaming and she insisted were nothing but
more of good old King Jaguar-Paw Skull’s laughing skeletons.
If she had one and hadn’t showed it to him, it
meant . . .
Fuck, he didn’t know what it meant.
‘‘What else did you see?’’ he demanded.
Neenie went a little wild-eyed. ‘‘Do you need to
sit down or something? You’re freaking me out.’’
‘‘You had brothers. Deal with it.’’
‘‘Yeah, okay.’’ Still, she edged a little closer
to the door before she said, ‘‘She kept most of it under that
protective paper, so I didn’t see all of it. There were a few of
those jellyfish blobs with the dots in them.’’
Which represented numbers, or sometimes dates.
‘‘How many dots? Do you remember?’’
She shook her head. ‘‘That’s not how my brain
works. I can see the patterns, kind of out-of-focus, but if I
concentrate too hard the lines get all jumbled up.’’
‘‘Great. Well, how about—’’ Lucius broke off.
‘‘Wait. Could you draw it from memory?’’
She looked offended. ‘‘Of course. I remember this
one time my brother Max—’’
‘‘Not now. Don’t care.’’ He rummaged through his
horizontal filing system—aka the pile beside his desk— and came up
with a piece of sketch paper and a pencil with some lead left.
‘‘Draw.’’
She hesitated and looked at him as though
considering another negotiation, but whatever she saw in his face
must’ve convinced her otherwise, because she took the pencil and
began to sketch.
Lucius watched, his heart actually racing as the
images emerged: the curve of a skull with its mouth gaping wide;
three blobs stacked one atop the next with dots beside them,
spelling out a date; a highly stylized jaguar with its jaws clamped
around the neck of a human figure, with spurting blood that formed
a waterfall leading to a round circle wreathed in flames.
No, Lucius realized. Not a circle. A planet.
Earth. Or, more specifically, the end of planet Earth.
And the transition of a god to the plane of
mankind.
‘‘Fuck me,’’ he said, loud enough to make Neenie
jump and drop her pencil. ‘‘Don’t stop now,’’ he said, excitement
riding his tone. ‘‘Keep going!’’
‘‘I can’t. That’s all I saw.’’ She looked up at
him. ‘‘What does it say?’’
He shook his head. ‘‘I don’t know.’’
‘‘You’re lying.’’
‘‘Prove it.’’ He snagged the paper before she
could and stuck it in his top desk drawer. ‘‘And before you make a
stink about it, don’t forget you’re the one who broke your
promise.’’
She lifted her chin. ‘‘I sold out. There’s a
difference.’’ Unable to argue that point—and not sure why he’d want
to—Lucius crossed the room and opened the door. ‘‘Whatever. Go
away.’’
She paused in the doorway and turned back to
stare him in the eye, and the semiteasing look fell away from her
expression. ‘‘You’re defending soon. Now is not the time to do something stupid.’’
He dipped his chin. ‘‘I know.’’
But once she was gone, heading down the hall in
the same direction the Dick had taken maybe ten minutes earlier,
Lucius sucked in a deep breath, told himself there was nothing
gained from venturing nothing, and headed for Anna’s office.
He knocked and waited for her to call, ‘‘Come on
in.’’
Her eyes widened slightly when he entered—not
something he would’ve picked up on if he hadn’t been looking, but
did because he was. ‘‘Expecting someone else?’’
‘‘Only because you knocked,’’ she teased, but the
humor didn’t reach her eyes. She started neatening up her desk,
pushing the papers to one side and reshelving a couple of books in
the cases to the left of the desk. ‘‘What’s up? And make it quick,
because I was just headed home.’’
Which meant either she’d decided to give in to
her jerk husband, or she was lying. Lucius wasn’t sure which option
pissed him off more, but he throttled it down. ‘‘Never mind, then.
I thought you were staying late, so I was checking to see if you
wanted anything from Dirty Martin’s,’’ he said, knowing she could
occasionally be bribed with a Sissy Burger and a chocolate
shake.
Her expression eased. ‘‘No, thanks. I’m good.’’
She shoved a couple of folders into her soft-sided leather
briefcase and stood, slinging the strap over her shoulder. ‘‘See
you tomorrow, Lucius. And . . . thanks.’’
‘‘For what?’’
She squeezed his hand briefly in passing, then
tugged him out into the hallway so she could shut and lock her
office door. ‘‘For being you.’’
Which left him completely baffled as she marched
off, her heels clicking and her long, red-highlighted dark hair
swinging opposite the motion of her walk, which he was pretty sure
had an added wiggle in it as she turned the corner.
Damn it, she was going home to make nice with her
husband, he realized, which led to a second realization: He really
would’ve preferred if she’d been lying to him. He hated thinking of
her with the Dick, hated knowing she was trying to save something
that everyone around her could see was fatally flawed.
‘‘Or maybe you’re the one who’s fatally flawed,’’
he said aloud when he realized he was standing in the middle of the
damn hallway, staring after her with his tongue hanging out.
He turned his attention to her office door, and
after a quick check up and down the hallway, gave the knob an
experimental rattle.
The lock held, which was no big surprise. It was
also a no-brainer that he didn’t know how to pick the damn thing.
That was the sort of thing the people he read about knew how to
do—it wasn’t the sort of skill that’d been easy to pick up in the
ruthlessly middle-class neighborhood where he’d been raised.
However, he and his sisters had been awfully good at sneaking in
and out after curfew. And, if he remembered correctly, Anna had
been in such a hurry to get home to the Dick that she hadn’t
latched the window.
‘‘Here goes nothing.’’ He headed outside and
around the building, took a quick look around to make sure nobody
was watching, slid the casing up, and climbed through.
At least being a skinny, too-tall beanpole was
good for something.
He landed hard in a disorganized heap, but there
was nobody there to laugh, so he didn’t worry about how he looked,
only that he didn’t knock anything over and break it. Then, after
he’d managed to right himself, he got to work, trying to figure out
where she would put something she didn’t want the casual observer
to see.
No doubt she normally carried the codex fragment
with her for safekeeping, but he was pretty sure she hadn’t grabbed
it in the rush of hustling him out of her office. She hadn’t dared,
because she’d known he would’ve asked about it.
Therefore, the text was still in the office
somewhere. All he had to do was find it.
Anna headed for her car, which was stashed in one
of the minuscule lots that peppered the gigantic campus, which had
approximately one parking space for every ten students and faculty
members. She figured she’d grab a bite to eat and then double back
once Lucius left for the night.
She’d hated leaving the codex behind, but hadn’t
had a choice. It was safely hidden, and if she’d pulled it out in
front of Lucius the unshakable, she never would’ve gotten away. And
besides, she could use an hour without feeling the power scrape
along her nerve endings, whispering promises, whispering
threats.
After Strike had mailed the package back to her
with a pleading note—the bastard—she’d ignored the codex fragment
for as long as possible. Which had been about a day. She’d
deciphered only the first few lines so far, but what she’d gotten
both thrilled and profoundly disturbed her.
Why? she wanted to ask
her brother. Why are you trying to pull me back
in? But she didn’t, partly because she didn’t want to run the
risk of falling any farther back into the past, and partly because
she already knew the answer: because he needed her. The world was
about four years from ending and it was up to him and Red-Boar to
fix things, with good old Jox holding their coats.
Anna sighed as she dropped into the driver’s seat
of her car, a powder gray Lexus with more than fifty thousand on
the odometer. Dick had wanted to trade the car in last year, but
she’d refused, partly because she didn’t see the point in more
payments, and partly because there had been something disturbingly
symbolic about the argument.
‘‘And here I am,’’ she said aloud over the
engine’s purr, ‘‘trying to decide between a husband who might or
might not want to trade me in when I hit fifty thousand miles and a
brother who wants me to—’’ She broke off. Hell, she didn’t know
what Strike wanted at this point. He hadn’t tried to contact her
directly. He hadn’t even brought the codex fragment in person the
first time. He’d sent Red-Boar, one of the few people in the
universe she actively disliked.
Telling herself that didn’t matter in the grand
scheme of things, Anna slapped the transmission into drive and hit
the gas far harder than she’d intended. She gasped as the Lexus
launched itself out of the parking spot, then shrieked when another
car suddenly materialized in front of her. She went for the brake,
but missed, stomping down in shock when she recognized Dick’s
beloved Explorer right in front of her.
The Lexus was accelerating when it hit.
The impact jolted her against her seat belt as a
crunching, rending noise surrounded her on all sides. She screamed
again, mostly out of surprise and dismay, and then just sat there
for a second, staring at the Lexus’s popped-up hood, the Explorer’s
caved-in quarter panel, and the shocked expression on her husband’s
face.
Oh, shit. She’d T-boned
Dick’s Explorer.
She hadn’t been going fast enough to hurt
herself— not even fast enough to detonate the air bags—but she’d
sure as hell been going fast enough to do some damage. Hands
shaking, she fumbled for her seat belt and shoved open the door.
Her legs trembled as she stood and tried to think of
something—anything—she could say to undo what she’d just
done.
‘‘Are you okay?’’ He appeared around the back of
the Explorer, almost running, his eyes wide and his hands
outstretched to her. ‘‘Anna, are you hurt?’’
She shook her head, feeling the tremors drain
away, leaving the beginning of tears in their place. ‘‘No, I’m
okay. But, Dick, the cars . . .’’
‘‘Hush. It’s fine.’’ He caught her hands and
squeezed; then, as if that weren’t enough, he pulled her into his
arms and hugged her tightly. ‘‘I’m sorry.’’
‘‘What are you sorry for? I’m the one who didn’t
look.’’ Her words were muffled against his shirtfront.
‘‘Fuck the cars; I’m talking about us. I was a
jerk to you just now, and I’m sorry.’’
‘‘Oh.’’ She relaxed against him as sneaking
warmth unfurled within her chest. She settled against him, feeling
safe for a second. Feeling loved. ‘‘Me, too.’’
This was what it was all about, she thought.
Forgiveness. Normalcy.
‘‘Where were you going in such a hurry,
anyway?’’
‘‘I was coming after you,’’ she said without
thinking, without having even realized that was what she’d been
doing. ‘‘I wanted to say I was sorry for being a bitch.’’
‘‘By wrecking my car.’’ But there was a thread of
amusement in his voice, and faint laughter rumbled in his chest
beneath her ear.
She grinned up at him. ‘‘Got your attention,
didn’t it?’’
‘‘Next time try an e-mail. Or flowers or
something.’’ But his arms tightened around her, and he dropped a
quick kiss on her lips and lowered his voice. ‘‘What do you say we
see if these heaps still run, and go find ourselves a little wine
and candlelight, and a table set for two?’’
‘‘You’re on,’’ she said, smiling up at him and
consciously letting go of the petty resentments and the nagging
sense that she should be working on the codex.
This was the life she’d chosen, the life she
wanted. It was up to her to make it work.
It took Lucius twenty minutes and one duck, here comes the security guy before he struck
gold, or rather parchment.
He found the packet wedged between two fat
dictionaries of the modern Quiche Mayan language. He worked the
packet free and held it carefully by its edges as he carried it to
Anna’s desk and set it down.
Then, very slowly, he opened the brown paper
wrapping and the conservatory paper beneath, feeling the textures
change as he worked his way through several layers of oilcloth.
When he’d pulled the last one aside, he stared at what he’d
uncovered.
Dear God, it was beautiful. And horrible.
Terrifying and wonderful. He saw the skull in vivid whites and
blacks, the date, the jaguar . . . the blood soaking the burning
earth. It was all there, and more. It was . . .
It was everything he’d been looking for,
everything he was trying to make the others believe with his
theories and papers, the final proof for a dissertation that had
started losing momentum months ago.
It was perfect. And she’d been keeping it from
him.
Anger coiled in his chest, red-black and
foreign-feeling, and when his face felt strange and stretched
tight, he realized he’d bared his teeth.
This should’ve been my
discovery, he thought. Mine, not
hers.
He reached out, wanting to touch the colors,
wanting to inhale them, bring them into his body and breathe them
out again as shapes and sounds. The room spun, contracting his
attention into a grayish cone that began and ended with the piece
of painted bark.
He’d originally intended—to the extent that he’d
had a plan at all—to do a rough translation of the fragment right
then, without removing it from her office. He’d planned to use it
to springboard additional research, then use his findings to
convince her to give him access to the full text. Or so he’d told
himself. Now, as he reached out and carefully refolded the packet
layer by layer, he knew that he’d never meant to do that at
all.
He’d come to steal it.
Mind numb, fingers moving automatically, he
slipped the packet beneath his shirt and tucked the tails of the
garment into his waistband to hold the bundle in place against his
skin. He cinched his belt an extra notch to secure everything, and
took a long look around to make sure he’d left no sign of his
presence. Then he slipped out the way he’d come in, a thief in the
night, prompted by a half-heard whisper in the back of his head,
the feeling of stars coming into alignment, and the dark, sensual
power humming just beyond his fingertips, whispering to him.
Calling to him.
Speaking words only he could understand.