CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Using one of the photos Jade had pulled off the Web
as a visual anchor, Strike teleported Nate and Alexis to a point
just outside the ATM caves. The three of them were linked hand to
hand, with her in the middle and the men, holding autopistols at
the ready in their free hands. The weapons proved unnecessary,
though. They were alone, thanks to Jox, who’d cleared the site by
calling to book a tour, paying a premium to ensure that his group
would be the only ones allowed in the caves that day, and then
bailing on the reservation without demanding a refund.
Pulling away from the men, Alexis let her hands
drop to her sides and tipped her head back. “Wow.”
There didn’t seem to be much else to say. The
place was fricking gorgeous. They stood in a small clearing near
where a slow-moving river widened to a stone-strewn pool that fed
into the mouth of an arching cave. Sunlight dappled through the
leafy canopy high overhead, and everywhere she looked there were
jewel-green leaves and growing things. The abundant fertility was a
shock, after they’d come from the mostly red-brown plant and animal
life in New Mexico’s canyon country. Alexis had been to the Yucatán
for the cardinal days and the eclipse ceremony, of course, but
those had been furtive trips, in and gone during the night, under
the cover of darkness.
Now she took a moment to fill her lungs with air
that was moist and fecund rather than desert dry. She smiled up at
the chitters and cries of wild animals high above. She saw the
flash of colorful birds and dark, long-armed shapes playing in the
trees.
“Howler monkeys,” Nate said, coming up beside
her. “I wouldn’t recommend trying to make friends.”
“No worries on that account.” She turned back to
Strike. “Thanks for the lift. We’ll call you for a pickup.” She
patted her knapsack, which held the satellite phone that would form
their main link to Skywatch. Granted, a satellite glitch had forced
Red-Boar to carry a wounded Anna out of the jungle the year before,
and had meant that Strike had barely reached them in time . . . but
without a true telepath among the Nightkeepers, they didn’t really
have a better option than the sat phones.
Strike nodded. “Be careful. And good luck.” He
raised a hand in farewell. Power hummed in the air, sparking royal
red for a second and then coalescing inward, snapping to
nothingness as he disappeared, leaving Alexis and Nate alone
outside the ATM caves.
According to Jade, all the signs pointed to its
having been one of the Nightkeepers’ most sacred caves. To the Maya
and Nightkeepers, all caves had been sacred, as had mountains and
rivers. Those three components together—a cave at high elevation,
with a subterranean river running within—characterized the entrance
to Xibalba itself. Most of the Mayan pyramids were built on that
idea, with the sloping sides ascending up to an open platform,
often with a boxlike room at the top that mimicked the mouth of a
cave and led to tunnels heading back down into the body of the
pyramid and even beyond, down to underground tombs, waterways, and
sacred sacrificial places. In that way, the dead kings entombed
within the pyramids had metaphorically acted out the journey
through the nine-layered hell of Xibalba and out the other side, to
join the gods in the sky.
Those pyramids were man-made, though. Places
where the mountain-river-cave conjunction occurred naturally were
considered even more special, and only the highest-ranking
shaman-priests dared enter such caves, lest they anger the gods or
Banol Kax. Even now, a thousand years after
the main fall of the Classical Mayan Empire, when the ATM caves had
ceased being a center of worship, Alexis could feel the importance
of the site and the crinkle of magic on her skin. The power wasn’t
the gold of the gods, the red of the Nightkeepers, or the
purple-green of the makol and Banol Kax. Instead, it was a pale, colorless magic,
a wellspring to be used for good or ill. It was a neutral, waiting
sort of magic.
Hopefully, it was waiting for them.
“Ready?” she asked, and headed down the shallow
slope to the pool before Nate could answer, trusting that he had
her back on this, at least. “Please tell me Jade was right on the
‘not enough piranhas to worry about and you’ll see the poisonous
water snakes and fanged reptiles coming’ thing.”
“We won’t be in the water too long,” he said.
“Watch your weapons.”
“Right.” She unclipped her belt and tucked it in
her knapsack, which was lined and would supposedly be completely
waterproof once she engaged the double seal at the top. With her
possessions secured, she stepped into the pool and started wading
toward the cave mouth, then wound up having to swim when the
faintly squishy bottom fell away. It was only a short distance
across to where her feet touched the bottom, and then she was
wading again, passing under the stone archway of the cave
mouth.
Nate was right behind her, unspeaking, his solid
presence helping settle her. She wouldn’t have admitted it to him
for anything, but part of her was glad he was there instead of
Michael. She and Nate admittedly had their problems, but she was
comfortable with him, knew his body language and how he moved.
Whether either of them liked it or not, they worked well together,
at least on the physical level.
The ATM cave was like a cathedral at first, open
and echoing with the slosh and slap of water as they waded onward.
Rock formations flanked the waterway, larger, stubbier, and
softer-edged than the ones she’d seen in her vision. Was that
because of a difference in time frame, or would the stalactites and
stalagmites grow sharper and narrower, more fanglike as they worked
their way into the cave system? She didn’t know.
When they reached a section where a dry-land
trail opened up alongside the waterway, they climbed out and
sluiced off what water they could, then pulled water-resistant
flashlights out of the packs, clicking them on for light as they
moved deeper into the caves.
Alexis glanced over at Nate and was surprised at
the pensiveness written on his bruised face. “Not exactly your idea
of fun?” she asked, keeping her voice low because of the echoes and
the sense of being inside a sacred place.
“It’s not that,” he said, equally low. “It’s . .
.” He hesitated, looking at her, then let out a breath. “I spent
the other night in my parents’ cottage. It got me thinking.”
“You . . . oh.” She broke off. Of all the things
she might’ve expected him to say, that wasn’t one of them. “Wow. Do
you, you know, want to talk about it or anything?” Not the most
elegant of invitations, perhaps, but even as lovers they’d shared
little in the way of deep convo.
He shook his head, but said, “Maybe
later.”
They kept going, and soon passed a cluster of
flare-rimmed pottery jars. The size of two cupped hands joined
together, the vessels had most likely held sacrificial
offerings—water, perhaps, or blood, intended to petition the gods
for the shaman-priests’ safe passage into the sacred caves. Nate
and Alexis didn’t dare leave a bowl or carved offering for
subsequent visitors to find, but they also didn’t dare enter the
inner caves without a sacrifice, so they blooded their tongues and
spat in the river. Then, using copies of both maps, they worked
their way from one cavern to the next, passing more offerings as
they went. The sacrifices grew more elaborate as they moved deeper
into the cave system; farther in, the pottery jars were larger and
decorated with depictions of bats and howler monkeys, both which
were thought to act as messengers between the earth and the
underworld.
Moving even deeper into the caves, they passed
human remains, the calcified bones of adults first, then infants,
each carefully laid out in chambers with high, vaulted ceilings and
giant limestone pillars. The waterway wound through the scattered
offerings, some of which had been placed on carved altars or
grindstones, while others were set in natural niches and
alcoves.
The researchers who had ventured into the ATM
caves had pointed to the sacrificial victims and offerings as the
efforts of Mayan priests to reverse the droughts, wars and famines
that had supposedly struck the region around A.D. 950, when so many
of the great cities had been abandoned en masse, seemingly
overnight. But Alexis knew the sacrifices were not, as the
archaeologists believed, tributes made to the rain god, Chaac, in
an effort to alleviate drought. They were evidence of the terrible
magic the Nightkeepers had been forced to call on in order to drive
the Banol Kax back to hell, after the
Xibalbans had loosed the demons on the earth, dooming the
empire.
In the final chamber, where the subterranean
river seemed to dead-end in a deep pool, nine skulls were stacked
in a tzomplanti, a skull pile that could be
used as a marker or a warning. Nine skulls to represent the nine
levels of hell standing opposite the thirteen layers of the sky,
with the single earthly plane between them as a buffer. A
battleground.
Checking the older map, Alexis gestured to the
pile. “That’s our marker. According to Painted-Jaguar and company,
the tunnel is beneath the skull pile.”
Nate nodded. “Let’s dive.”
Digging into their knapsacks, they pulled out
pony bottles, which were small compressed-air tanks fitted with
breathing masks that covered the nose and mouth. Sven, an expert
diver, had outfitted them with the canisters and given them a quick
demo. The brief writeup that went along with Painted-Jaguar’s map
indicated they could make it through the tunnel on a single
breath-hold, but they weren’t taking any chances. They also donned
goggles and traded their flashlights for waterproof miners’
headlamps.
Not exactly the height of
fashion, Alexis thought, wincing when the elastic straps pulled
at her no-nonsense ponytail. She resealed her knapsack, but didn’t
put it on, because Sven had advised them to carry the packs hugged
to their chests, as that could reduce the danger of snagging on the
tunnel sides. The safety precautions had her pausing at the edge of
the water.
“Problem?” Nate asked, coming up beside
her.
She stared down into the dark depths, but a
flush of heat and a flash of sensory memory warned her that it
wasn’t the swim she was worried about. She was unsettled by the
thought of what they might find at the other end of the tunnel. She
was sure Nate had been part of her earlier vision, could swear
they’d actually been in the chamber, not just a dream-version of
it. But if that were the case, would there be any evidence that
they’d been there together, that they’d made love in the temple?
Would she see a boot scuff and know it was his, or see something
they’d left behind? Or what if being there jolted the memory loose
inside his skull? He swore he never remembered his dreams, so maybe
their shared vision had gone to wherever his dreams wound up,
blocked off by his stubborn insistence that there was nothing to be
gained from the past, or from prophecy. If so, then what would
happen if he suddenly remembered making love to her in that
cave?
It doesn’t matter either
way, she told herself firmly, trying very hard to believe
it.
“Alexis? What’s wrong?” He touched her arm,
bringing a flare of warmth to her midsection.
“Foolishness,” she said, dismissing the fears,
and the small wish that fantasy could become reality. She took a
deep breath and told herself to man up and get the job done. “Let’s
go.”
She combat-dropped into the water; he followed a
few seconds later, their splashes echoing in the stone chamber.
Alexis held her knapsack across her chest, the straps looped around
the arm holding the pony bottle as she adjusted her goggles and
headlamp and took a couple of experimental breaths. With all
systems go and Nate treading water beside her, she let herself sink
beneath the surface.
The water was silty and brown-cast, the
suspended particles dampening her light within ten feet or so and
making her feel very isolated. Very alone. Unable to stop herself,
she back-paddled until she could see Nate’s reassuring bulk in her
peripheral vision. When he gestured, offering to go first, she
nodded, grateful there was nobody else there to see her be a
wienie.
He dropped down along the rock wall to where the
dark shadow of a tunnel led away. When he reached the tunnel mouth
he glanced back at her. She gave him a thumbs-up, though her
stomach churned. He nodded, slipped into the tunnel, and started
swimming.
Alexis stayed right behind him, trying not to
stir up too much silt as she swam, but feeling seriously awkward
with all the stuff she was holding. At about the one-minute mark
she took a hit off the pony bottle and let her exhaled bubbles
trail behind her. She told herself not to use too much of the air
too fast. Then, moments later, Nate’s light curved upward and
disappeared as the tunnel ended.
Following, she saw him break the surface of an
air pocket. In the water all around her, stalagmites thrust upward.
Before she’d even surfaced, she knew they were in the right place,
and the knowledge twisted her heart with lust, with regret at
knowing the dream wouldn’t be repeated. Why couldn’t real-life
stuff be as simple as it was in her fantasies?
Knowing there was no answer for that one, she
kicked upward and broke through to take a deep breath. The air was
okay, though it smelled of age and stale copan incense.
The long, narrow chamber was just as she’d
remembered it, just as she’d described it: the crowd scenes carved
on the parallel walls and the short side behind them, the flying
serpent and the rainbows overhead, and the limestone pillars
marching up to the carved throne at the far end. The torches were
dead where they’d been lit before, but everything else was the
same, even the way the water went clearer and warmer as they swam
toward the throne.
“It’s beautiful,” Nate said, his voice rasping a
little as he drew close to the V-shaped stalagmites where the two
of them had made love in her vision. He touched one of them in
passing, and she felt a phantom caress glide across her skin, as
though he’d touched her, not the stone. Then he was past the spot
and climbing up on the platform. Once he was up on the ledge, he
turned back and reached down to help her.
Alexis stared at his hand, then up at him, and
saw nothing. No memory, not even a hint of heat. He didn’t
remember.
Swallowing back a ball of tears that came out of
nowhere, she put her hand in his and let him pull her up. They
didn’t speak as they ditched their knapsacks and pony bottles in a
pile, then pulled out the flashlights, which were strong enough to
illuminate the entire arcade. The artificial light seemed cold and
wrong when Alexis’s memory said it should’ve been torchlight,
magic, and the twining colors of love. But maybe this was better.
In the harsher light she’d be less tempted to confuse the vision
with reality.
In the vision there had been love. In reality
there was a job to do.
She waved Nate toward the altar. “Stand over
there, facing me.”
He moved as she directed, but said, “Why?”
“Because that was where your father was
standing.” The words were out before she thought how he might take
them, given that he was just beginning to even admit that he’d had
parents who’d lived and breathed back at Skywatch, and had been a
part of the life he was living now.
But Nate said nothing. He simply took his place,
stone-faced.
“Gray-Smoke was standing here.” Alexis moved to
her mother’s place, but felt nothing. She wasn’t sure what she’d
expected to feel—some sort of resonance, maybe, or an echo of
bloodline power. Instead she was aware only of the press of stone
against the bottoms of her feet and the damnable pull that kindled
whenever she was near Nate, a combination of chemistry and the
goddess’s power. “I wish I’d heard the spell they were using,” she
said, then frowned. “Which brings up the question of why they were
here in the first place.” She’d been trying to figure that one out
since her latest dream, and hadn’t gotten anywhere. “I asked Izzy,
but she couldn’t even be sure when they went off together.” She
looked around. “Why here?”
It was more of a rhetorical question than
anything, given that Nate was the antihistory buff. But he
surprised her by saying, “They were trying to work a spell that
would tell them whether or not Scarred-Jaguar’s visions were real,
and whether the gods truly meant for them to attack the
intersection during the summer solstice of ’eighty-four.”
For a second Alexis just stared at him. “How do
you know that?”
“Carlos told me back when I first arrived,
before he gave up trying to spoon-feed me the history.”
Alexis tipped her head, considering. “What did
he say exactly?”
“I was trying to ignore him, remember?” When she
just waited him out, he lifted a shoulder. “He said the two of them
went away for a few days right before the summer solstice. Said
they were going to get proof, one way or the other. When they came
back they were barely speaking to each other, acting really weird.
They said the augury spell they tried didn’t work.”
“Or maybe it did, but it didn’t answer the
question they thought they were asking.”
“None of which is really relevant at the
moment,” he pointed out. “We’re here to get the statuette. In your
vision, where was it?”
She stared at him for a long moment, trying to
decide whether it’d be worth having the fight, and in the end
deciding probably not, because she’d never get him to admit that
studying the past informed the present. Letting out a long breath,
she said, “Here.” She turned and touched one of the limestone
columns, a rainbow carved between two snakes. “It is—or was—behind
here.” But there was no seam in the carved stone, no pressure pad
to open a hidden compartment.
“Blood,” Nate said succinctly, and handed over
his own knife.
The haft was warm from his body heat, the feel
of it far more intimate than it should’ve been. She nicked her
palm, pressed it to the carved column, and whispered, “Pasaj och.” Open sesame.
She jerked her hand back, shocked when, just
that easily, the stone puffed to vapor beneath her hand, revealing
the alcove she’d seen in her vision . . . and the carving that
would complete the statuette of Ixchel. Holding her breath, halfway
afraid it too would puff to mist when she touched it, she reached
into the hidden niche and grasped the stone fragment, which looked
to be another chunk of the basket the carved goddess sat
atop.
She exhaled a sigh of relief when it stayed
solid, heavy and warm in her hand.
“Got it?” Nate asked, his voice suddenly
sounding too loud in the echoing chamber.
“Got it, thank the gods.” She withdrew the
carving. The moment it was clear of the alcove, the stone pillar
puffed back into existence and went solid. “Whoa.” She touched the
spot and felt stone where an empty space had been only seconds
earlier. “That was pretty cool.”
“Agreed.” Nate dug into his knapsack and held
out a T-shirt and a padded, collapsible cooler about the size of a
six-pack. When she raised an eyebrow, he lifted a shoulder.
“Figured we’d need something to protect it for the trip
back.”
The small gesture shouldn’t have touched her.
Because it did, she avoided meeting his eyes as she wrapped the
carving in his shirt and tucked it inside the cooler, which she
zipped up and held out to him. “You want to carry it?”
“Sure.” Their fingers brushed as he took the
cooler, sending a frisson of heat up her arm. From the sudden lock
of his eyes on hers, she knew he’d felt it too. The sensual buzz
between them kicked up a notch, and they both stood there, each,
she suspected, waiting for the other to make the first move either
toward or away.
Sudden urgency beat within her. She wanted him,
wanted to take him inside her, wanted to couple with him in the
water, braced against the limestone pillars while the slap of
wetness and flesh drove them both higher, drove them beyond reason.
But the man in her vision wasn’t the one who stood opposite her
now. The man in the vision had wanted her for herself. In reality,
Nate didn’t know what he wanted, except his freedom from everything
and everyone . . . which was incompatible with her concept of
family, never mind their responsibilities to the
Nightkeepers.
Very deliberately, she let go of the cooler and
stepped back. “Thanks. For taking the carving.”
Eyes still locked on hers, he nodded slightly.
“No problem.”
And in that short exchange, far more was said
than the actual words.
“Let’s go.” Working side by side, they repacked
their flashlights and knapsacks and checked their pony bottles,
which were still mostly full. Then they dropped into the water,
clutching their packs, and headed out the way they’d come in. As
Alexis submerged and kicked for the tunnel, once again following in
Nate’s wake, she had to brace herself against a sting of
disappointment and a sense of failure.
They’d gotten what they’d come for, it was true.
But she had the strangest feeling that she’d left something
behind.