Chapter Three
A hand landed on my left shoulder. I
yelled, pivoted, and swung.
“Holy shit!” a voice said.
My fist whiffed through empty air. That was because
Shamus Flynn was fast. He ducked and skidded down two steps, neatly
avoiding a broken nose.
He laughed. “You have got to lay off the coffee,
Beckstrom. You’re all twitchy and whatnot.”
“I thought . . .” I was breathing hard. Felt a
little sick too. Didn’t know if it was from the overwhelming
smells, the half-beast killer guy staring at me, my dad’s voice
seeming to come from the half-beast killer guy, or the feeling of
my dead dad scraping at the backs of my eyes again.
Why choose? It was all of the above.
Greyson, back when he was just a man, had been one
of my father’s murderers. I’d seen that memory from sharing my head
with my dad. And since Greyson had one of dad’s experimental disks
stuck in his throat, it was a pretty easy leap to guess that
someone had stuck it in his neck and used it to keep him in his
current state of half man, half beast. The disks could hold magic,
and somehow the disk in Greyson held both dark and light magic, and
whatever spell worked into it made him the half beast.
My guess was that Dr. Frank Gordon had done it to
him, probably around the same time he’d dug up my dad’s grave and
tried to possess my dad’s spirit to open up a gateway to death and
draw dark magic into the world. Things hadn’t gone the way Dr.
Frank Gordon had wanted them to go. Namely, instead of doing what
Frank wanted, my dad had possessed me.
Then Greyson had hunted me. Well, not me. He wanted
my dad’s spirit. I didn’t know why. Maybe revenge—that seemed like
the easiest answer. What I did know was that letting Greyson get
his hands on my dad’s spirit, and maybe my dad’s knowledge of
magic, fell squarely in the middle of my Bad Things list.
And to make it all worse, Greyson used to be
Chase’s boyfriend, maybe even her Soul Complement. She had dumped
Zayvion to be with Greyson before Greyson had gotten so screwed
up.
I closed my eyes, trying to regain my calm. I was
okay; everything was okay. The cage would hold Greyson. Why did
they have him caged?
Why was Dad talking from way over there? My dad
wasn’t in Greyson. He was in me. Maybe not the best thing, but
certainly better than the other options.
“Allison,” Maeve said. “Come down the stairs.” She
didn’t put Influence behind it, didn’t even make it sound like a
command. Just calm, gentle. Motherly.
If I remembered correctly, I wasn’t listening to
her motherly commands.
I opened my eyes. Zayvion, Shame, and Maeve all
stood on the bottom step, looking up at me like I was about to
burst into flames.
“Sorry,” I said. “I just. It’s just.” I took a
step. My knees went wet-noodle and I had to hold the rail to keep
from falling. What the hell was wrong with me?
I gritted my teeth and pulled my shoulders back. I
could do this. I could walk down these stairs without falling. Did
it too. Stood in front of Maeve, breathing a little too hard,
sweating a little too much.
She put one finger under my chin and looked up into
my eyes.
The good thing? One look from her and Dad stopped
scraping at the backs of my eyes.
The bad thing? Greyson growled. Not quite a howl.
It was more of a low moan-yell. The hairs on my arms pricked up,
and goose bumps tightened my skin.
Allison, I heard my father whisper. Yes,
from outside my head. Again.
“I don’t think . . .” My breath gave out, so I
tried again. “I don’t think you need to look,” I managed. “He’s
there. And in Greyson. I think he’s in Greyson too.”
Maeve’s eyes flicked back and forth, probably
seeing more inside me than I really wanted her to.
Greyson howled as Maeve looked deeper in my mind
for my dad. He wanted the rest of my dad’s spirit in me. The cage
shook. I hoped the steel bars could hold him. I hoped the magic in
this room could hold him.
“We have been through Greyson’s mind,” Maeve said.
“Jingo Jingo has been through his mind and has seen nothing, no
trace of your father in him.”
Yeah, well, Jingo Jingo had been through my mind
and said my father wasn’t there either. I’d already told her that a
dozen times. She never believed me.
“You know what I think about Jingo Jingo’s ability
to sense my father.” It came out calm. Reasonable. Strong.
Go, me.
“I do. Jingo Jingo is an expert at sensing the
dead. You are not.”
“Jingo Jingo isn’t the one who’s possessed.”
We stared at each other for a couple seconds.
“He could be wrong,” I pressed.
Maeve was a woman made of stubborn. So was I.
“Can you feel the well?” she asked, suddenly
switching subjects.
I held my breath, trying to keep from yelling. The
well was the least of our problems. The caged killer Necromorph
half-beast dude over there, who had a part of my father in his head
that no one else could see, and a desire to drag the rest of dear
ol’ dad out of me even if it meant killing me, was something I
thought we should all be a little worried about. “Why?” I
asked.
“Just answer me.” She was not amused. Not playing
games. Not happy.
Yeah, well, that made two of us.
I leaned back on one foot and glanced at Zayvion.
He watched me, fists clenched at his sides belying that oh-so-Zen
mask. He’d been helping me keep my dad blocked in my mind. Taught
me a few spells that seemed to be working to keep Dad quiet. Until
now.
I raised one eyebrow, to let him know I could
handle it.
Shame, however, was pacing across the room away
from us, like a man walks on rice paper. His head was tilted down
at an odd angle, as if he were listening to his footsteps. His
hands were lifted slightly above his waist, fingers spread. He was
trying to hear something, sense something. Something beneath the
floor.
He was listening for magic.
I realized I couldn’t feel it like I had before.
The deep strumming heat of it beneath the room, beneath the tiles.
Outside the inn, the well was usually no more than a faint
presence, but down here, the well radiated power.
Or at least it had the day I’d taken my test. And
now the well felt—not empty, but certainly less strong, less
radiating, less full.
“It’s different,” I said.
Shame paused over tiles that were gray going on
black. He knelt, stuck his fingertips against the marble. Took a
deep breath, let it out, then rocked back on his heels.
“Damn.”
He patted the pocket of his jacket, looking for
cigarettes, found them, tapped one out.
“Don’t smoke in here,” Maeve said. Then to me, “How
is it different?”
I glanced at Zay. He had moved silently to stand
next to Greyson’s cage. Maybe he didn’t want to influence me. Maybe
he wanted to pound Greyson.
He wasn’t the only one.
“You want me to Hound the room?”
“First I want you to tell me what you feel. What
you sense.”
I’d learned that when Maeve asked me to do
something in her teacher voice, she wasn’t really asking. Normally,
it bothered me and I gave her lip for it.
But there was something very wrong about the well
and the magic here. Something that made me want to go home to my
apartment, home to my stone gargoyle, and stay as far away from the
Authority and magic as I could.
Like ducking for cover before a storm hit.
Who was I kidding? Even if I went home, I couldn’t
get away from magic. It flowed under the entire city, through the
conduits and Gothic glyphed cage work that wrapped every building.
And it flowed through me.
I tucked my hair behind my ear, my hand trembling.
I walked across the room until I stood in the center of it, and
stopped just short of where Shame knelt.
The same down-the-throat horror that I usually got
from enclosed spaces skittered through my brain and set fire to my
nerves. My heart was pounding too hard. I wanted to turn back. I
wanted very much not to do this.
Shame watched me from his position on the floor. He
placed one hand on the tiles, palm flat. I hoped he wasn’t planning
to Proxy or Ground me. I was shaky. I wasn’t sure how magic was
going to respond to my cast, or if it would respond at all.
I stopped, spread my feet so I had a chance of
staying on them if things got bad. I resisted looking behind me to
see what Maeve, Zayvion, and Greyson were doing. Instead, I calmed
my mind: Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack . . .
I licked my lips. Instead of tracing a glyph in the
air, I tipped my head up to the angel-wing ceiling, dropped my
hands at my sides, fingers wide and open, and drew the glyph for
Seek at my side. I reached out with my senses, using a little magic
from inside me to seek. I sent my mental fingers deep, deep into
the earth beneath me.
The well was not there. I frowned, reached deeper,
sent my magic farther. Finally felt the well, a glow of magic, a
heat, yet so far away. The magic was there, still pooling, still
flowing, but it was like an ocean at low tide. Or like someone had
punched a hole in the well, and magic was draining away. I didn’t
feel it filling any other space, didn’t feel it creating new
channels, new rivers. Didn’t feel it pouring out through the iron
and glass conduits that channeled the magic that flowed freely
beyond the well.
Something, or someone, was draining an enormous
amount of magic out of the well.
Holy shit.
Magic inside of me went cold and sticky. I wanted
to puke. Okay. That was enough of trying to touch the well. I let
go of the small Seek spell and tipped my head back down.
Shame watched me with a grin on his face.
Nice, he mouthed.
I took a couple breaths, maintaining eye contact
with him until I was confident my panic didn’t show. How could he
be so calm? Maybe the well emptied out like this all the time.
Maybe I was overreacting.
I turned back to Maeve and Zayvion. “Do you really
want to talk about this here?”
Maeve frowned. “Why?”
“Greyson.”
“He is contained. Controlled. He cannot hear us. Or
see us.”
I glanced over her shoulder. Greyson glared at me
from amid the shadows of his cage.
I was pretty sure he saw me.
“Isn’t there a better place to keep him?”
Maeve folded her arms over her chest. “This is the
safest place for him exactly because he is near the well.”
I did not believe her. This was a bad idea. A
really bad idea. People who use magic to murder should not be
anywhere near magic, much less a well of it. How did she not get
that?
“What did you feel?” she asked.
Fine. I’d do it her way. But I wasn’t happy about
it.
“Something is draining the well.”
I didn’t think Maeve could get any paler. The
freckles on her cheeks suddenly seemed darker, and a greenish hue
lined her lips.
“The storm?” Zay asked.
“It must be,” she said. “Allie, you hold magic
inside your body. Can you sense anything unusual about it within
you?”
Other than that it was cold, sticky, and giving me
the creeps? “It’s usually warm, or hot. It feels cold. Kind of
sticky.”
Shame snorted.
I made a mental note: smack him when his mom wasn’t
looking.
“Has it ever felt that way before?” she
asked.
“That I can remember? No.”
“Do you feel magic being drained out of you?”
I took a second to concentrate on the magic inside
me again. It felt strong right now, just . . . wrong. “No. It’s
still there.”
“That’s good news.” She didn’t smile. “Shame, come
stand with us,” she continued as if this were class. “Allie, I’d
like you to Hound the room, to see if there are any unusual spells
here.”
She was such a kidder. Every spell, ward, and glyph
worked into this room was unusual. Still, I knew what she meant.
She wanted me to look for predatory spells, Drains, Siphons,
anything else that might be used to screw up the well.
It might help if I knew how the well worked, or how
the spells and wards and glyphs normally reacted to being so near
it. Nothing like throwing the new girl into the deep end of the
magic pool and telling her to dive for pearls.
Good thing my lack of knowledge had never stopped
me from doing stupid things before.
I calmed my mind, used my little jingle again, and
chose which price I would pay to use magic. My standard pain lately
had been muscle aches. Don’t get me wrong: it still hurt to use
magic, but since I was working out and hurting anyway, and had the
funds to get a massage and soak in the steam room or hot tub every
once in a while, I figured muscle aches made the most sense.
I set the Disbursement for muscle aches, then drew
the glyphs for Sight, Hearing, Smell, Taste.
Spells keyed to life beneath my vision. Pale fire
in rainbow metallics crawled up the columns, across the walls.
Shadow glyphs, glowing in deeper tones than those on the walls and
ceiling, burned like dark ghosts shifting beneath the marble
tiles.
Wow. It wasn’t just glyphs worked into the room.
The entire room, including the winged arches, was a glyph, carved
and constructed to carry magic, to channel it, to hold it, keep it,
hide it, tap it.
The art, the vision, the intimate knowledge of
architecture and how spells blended, contrasted, strengthened, and
weakened, were stunning. I didn’t know who had created this room,
but whoever they were, they were brilliant. Genius.
“Allie?”
It was Maeve. I licked my lips and realized I’d
been standing there and staring, transfixed by the beauty and power
of the room, instead of Hounding.
Embarrassed much?
I paced to the wall opposite the stairway, and made
my way along the perimeter of the room. I dragged my fingertips
across the wall as I went. The soft, ancient wood, carved and
placed here long before this was a train station, long before this
was even a building, thrummed beneath my touch. Magic darkened and
rippled away from me, like water beneath a soft wind.
The glyphs shifted from one discipline to another
as I made my way around the room. Faith, Death, Blood, Life.
Nothing seemed strained, strange, or out of place. All magics
flowed and merged in harmony I’d never seen before. All magic
working together as one.
If something here was draining the well, I didn’t
think it was in this room.
I stopped next to Zayvion, in front of Greyson’s
cage. I had every intention to Hound that cage. I wanted to know
that it could really hold him. The binding, holding, and ward
spells were strong, but there was a hint of something, a darkness
beneath them, that worried me.
I wondered if the spells were being drained like
the well. I reached out to touch the cage. The spells were strong.
Whole.
Greyson growled, animal gaze fixed on my
face.
He saw me. Or my dad in me. I was sure of it. And I
was sure Greyson was not blind to what was going on in the
room.
“You are mine.” His voice was little more than
shadow scraping skin, but I felt it to my bones.
“Like hell,” I whispered. I pulled my hand away and
I released the magic, letting my senses snap back into more normal
ranges. I walked away from the cage, away from the murderer in the
cage, even though doing so made me want to run. Got three steps
before I found Zayvion stood so near me, I almost ran into
him.
“Not good,” I said quietly.
He frowned, then brushed his fingertips down my
cheek, tracing the whorls of magic and wiping away the sweat.
Sweet hells. Hounding the room hadn’t been as easy
as I thought. I was exhausted. I blinked, my eyes staying closed a
little too long, and realized if I blinked again, I’d be
asleep.
Zay’s hand ran over my right arm, a warmth, a
comfort. He drew me farther from the cage, and a little bit of his
strength flowed through our connection and into me. I felt more
awake.
Still, I wanted to take his hand and tell him we
had to leave now. Before the cold, sticky flow of magic inside me
got worse. Before Greyson got better at seeing me. Before that cage
fell apart. Before the storm hit.
But I did not do that.
He stepped away from me, and I did from him too. We
had business to take care of. Maybe even a city to save.
Like superheroes.
Right.
“I don’t see anything out of place,” I told Maeve.
“But I’ve never Hounded the room under normal circumstances. If you
were bringing me in to see if someone had cast a spell to purposely
change the flow of magic in the well, I didn’t see anything that
could accomplish that.”
She visibly exhaled. Oh, she had been very, very
worried about what I would find. And that worried me. If she
thought it was that likely someone would come in here and mess up
the well, I was more than a little terrified at their security
measures.
“It’s a start. Thank you.” She strode across the
room to the staircase, and Zay and I followed.
“Did you think someone broke in?” I asked.
“No, but not all members of the Authority have the
same agendas. There is always the chance someone has played their
hand.”
Why can’t the secret, powerful magic users all just
get along?
“The meeting is at ten o’clock,” she said.
“Upstairs. I want all three of you there.”
Shame scoffed.
“Yes, even you, Shamus Flynn. You’ll not shirk your
duty this time.”
This time? That sounded interesting.
Still crouched in the center of the room, Shame
straightened, then strolled toward the stairs. He wasn’t looking at
his mom, or at us. His eyes were on Greyson. And Greyson’s eyes
were still on me.
Shame frowned, tipped his head to get a better
angle on Greyson’s gaze. Followed it. Right to my eyes. Raised his
eyebrows when he found Greyson’s gaze ended at me.
Yeah, I didn’t like it either. And the less time I
was in Greyson’s eyesight, the better. I turned and walked up the
stairs.
Weird, weird, weird.
Only my tennis shoes and Maeve’s boots made noise.
Zay was Zay. Silent. Brooding. When he carried himself like that,
he was a force, a darkness, a power.
I was glad he was on our side.
Once at the top, Maeve called down to Shame. “Come
up, now. Jingo Jingo will be by soon to look in on Greyson. I don’t
want him to find you poking at that cage.”
More stairs, and some doors; then we started down
the hall.
I rubbed at my arms, trying to banish the image of
Jingo Jingo with Greyson.
“Why is Jingo coming by?” It was none of my
business, and I really should learn to shut my big mouth and let
the senior members of the Authority deal with the big problems.
Like the storm. Like the well. Like Greyson.
“He has been working with Greyson. Trying to
diagnose exactly how Frank Gordon implanted the disk.
Trying to see if there is any mercy in breaking
the spells worked into him.”
“You mean trying to turn him back into a man?” I
asked.
Maeve gave me a look that said more than words ever
could. “He is trying to find a merciful answer to the question of
him,” she said.
Shame clunked up behind us. For a man who had just
been moving silently across the marble floor like it was made of
thin glass, he sure could make a lot of noise.
“Chase been by?” he asked.
Maeve frowned. “I haven’t seen her in a few
days.”
“Huh,” he said, then, “Anyone else thirsty? All
that hard work watching Allie Hound deserves a beer, don’t you
think?” He moved past his mom, and exchanged a short glance with
Zayvion.
I didn’t think the two of them could actually hear
what the other was thinking, but I was positive they had a secret
code. Zay had even hinted as much, saying he always knew when Shame
was up to trouble.
And that look had been more than just a look.
“Ten o’clock, Shamus,” Maeve called after
him.
“I heard you the first time, didn’t I?”
Maeve tapped one fingertip against her lips, and
watched him go. “He knows something,” she decided. “Is up to
something. Zayvion, you’ll watch that he doesn’t stir too much
trouble, won’t you? I do not need any more problems right
now.”
“I’ll do what I can,” he said mildly.
“When that son of mine gets a wild idea in his
head, it never ends well.”
She sounded angry, but her body language said more.
It said she was worried. Worried she was about to lose something
precious to her. Maybe her son.
“He’ll be here tonight,” Zay said. “Sober. He knows
this isn’t a game.” I wondered how many times he’d told her that
over the years.
“Terric will be here,” she added more
quietly.
“He knows.”
Maeve brushed her hair back again. “I thought as
much.” She shook her head. “Well. What will be will be. I’ll see
you both this evening.” She strolled off, her bootheels clacking
across the old wooden floors.
The moth-wing flutter scraped at the backs of my
eyes, pressing harder, insistent. It made me think of Greyson, of
him watching me, wanting me and my dad in me. I swallowed and
tasted wintergreen and leather—my dad’s scents. Great.
I suddenly really wanted fresh air, a shower,
hells, to be anywhere but here right now.
My creep-out quota for the day was officially
maxed.
“I need air.” I strode past Zay, not waiting to see
if he followed. It wasn’t exactly tactful, but he’d watched me
fight my claustrophobia before. Stayed out of my way. Boy had
smarts.
Maeve had turned the opposite way down the hall, so
she wasn’t in my flight path either. I took the first opening I
could and walked right out into the main dining area again.
The noise was up, every table filled. The smell of
food and drinks and people—perfume and soap and cigarettes—closed
in on me.
Out more. I needed much more out more.
I did not run, because I am composed even in
full-throttle panic mode. But I made quick work of that room—long
legs had their use—and straight-armed that door open.
The evening wind hit like a sharp slap to the face,
and I inhaled a huge lungful of cold, misty air.
I didn’t stop at the porch. There was too much roof
on the porch, too many railings around the porch, too much building
behind the porch. I clattered down the stairs, and jogged across
the gravel, looking for out, for space, for air.
“Afraid of the dark?” a voice asked from one side
of me.
Okay, yes, I was freaking out from claustrophobia.
And yes, I was already a little freaked-out over the whole
cold-magic weirdness and empty well. Add to that Greyson staring at
me out of his magic-blocked and warded cage, and my dad, or maybe
only half of him, shuffling around in my head—or even better, him
spending time-shared brain space with Greyson—and what I really
needed was just a few seconds of normal.
Instead, I got Chase.
“Chase,” I said, relatively calmly too,
considering. “Did you hear about the meeting tonight?”
Zayvion’s ex-girlfriend was nearly my height. If I
had seen her walking down the street, I’d think she was a model,
not a Closer. Her pale skin was almost luminescent in the low
light, and her eyes belonged to a cat, framed by the blunt wedge of
dark brown bangs. I’d never seen her use makeup, not that she
needed it. I’d never seen her dress in anything other than jeans,
T-shirt, and flannel.
Tonight was no different.
“I heard about it.” She took a step toward me, her
hands very obviously held with fingers spread, as if she was
looking for a spell to grab hold of.
A sound behind me made her look up. She bared her
teeth in a semblance of a smile. And not a very pretty one.
“Hello, Zayvion. Still babysitting all the troubled
children for Mommy Maeve?”
“I do what I can,” he said. Unconcerned. Zen. “Are
you done running away?”
“Running away from what?”
“Greyson.”
Chase held very still. Something moved across her
eyes, a shadow, sorrow, pain. Maybe fear. Maybe hope.
“I’ve never run from him,” she said. Flat.
Emotionless. What she didn’t say, what none of us was saying, was
she still loved him. And she blamed me and my father for changing
him into a monster. I was pretty sure she’d do anything to get him
back, to see him be a man again.
I know I would feel that way if it were Zay in that
cage.
“They wouldn’t let me see him,” she said. “Not
without Jingo Jingo being there.”
Zayvion crossed his arms over his chest and
strolled closer, his footsteps silent across the wet, noisy gravel.
“You’re going to listen to them, aren’t you?”
“Be a good girl and do as I’m told?” She raised one
eyebrow. “Have I ever done anything else?” It was a
challenge.
Zayvion didn’t reach out for her, but his voice was
softer. “It will work out, Chase. We’ll find a way to help him.
Trust that.”
That tone got through. She swallowed and looked off
over his shoulder. “Trust. Just like that.”
“You’ve been doing it for years. Don’t stop
now.”
I could see how much it cost her to look back at
him. Could see the emotions she was fighting back. Looked a lot
like rage and grief. “No, that’s what you’ve been doing. Trusting.
Trusting it will all work out. No matter how blind or stupid that
makes you.”
“Trust isn’t a weakness,” Zay said.
“So says the man who begged for the chance to be
the hero, the keeper of the gates, user of all magic, light and
dark, no matter how much it destroys him. Do you get off on taking
the fall, Jones, or are you just too stupid to know that’s what
they’re using you for?”
“Are you done?” he asked, a hint of fire rising
behind that ice.
She glared at him.
He ignored her. “You joined this fight for a
reason. You joined this fight to make the world better for the
people you cared about. Not for me, not for them, but for who you
love. Who do you love, Chase? Other than yourself?”
“Fuck you.”
She took a step, but he moved, silent and swift, to
stand in front of her. They weren’t touching, weren’t drawing on
magic. Yet.
“That’s over. Remember?” he said. “You ended
it.
Ended us. For him. For Greyson. And now you’re
going to have to risk a little trust to save him. I think that’s a
small price to pay, not even a price at all. Or maybe you’re just
looking for an easy way out again.”
“You have no right—,” she said through clenched
teeth.
“Yes, I do. Don’t turn your back on him. Don’t turn
your back on the Authority. Don’t choose that ending.”
And that threat, that anyone in the Authority, even
a Closer, could be Closed, got through too.
She unclenched her fists and shook her bangs out of
her eyes. “I’d do anything to have him back,” she yelled. She
looked down, swallowed a couple times, as if trying to get the rage
down. Then she looked back up at him. “I don’t turn my back on
anything I love.” She looked at me, then back at him. “But you
wouldn’t understand that, would you, Jones?”
She strode off toward the inn, leaving Zayvion and
me alone in the rain.