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I woke to pounding on the door. Suddenly vaulted
from sleep, I sat up and pushed tangled hair from my face. “Who’s
there?”
“We’re running late!” came Scout’s frantic voice
from the other side.
I glanced over at the alarm clock. Class started in
fifteen minutes.
“Frick,” I said, adrenaline jolting me to full
consciousness. I threw off the blankets and jumped for the door.
Unlocking and opening it, I found Scout in the doorway in
long-sleeved pajamas and thick blue socks.
I arched an eyebrow at the ensemble. “It’s still
September, right?”
Scout rolled her eyes. “I’m cold a lot. Sue
me.”
“How about I just take a shower?”
She nodded and held up two energy bars. “Get in,
get out, and when you’re done, art history, here we come.”
Have you ever had one of those days where you give
up on being really clean, and settle for being largely
clean? Where you don’t have time for the entire scrubbing and
exfoliating regime, so you settle for the basics? Where brushing
your teeth becomes the most vigorous part of your cleaning
ritual?
Yeah, welcome to Monday morning at St. Sophia’s
School for (Slightly Grimy) Girls.
When I was (mostly) clean, I met Scout in the
common room. She was sporting the preppy look today—Mary Janes,
knee-high socks, oxford shirt and tie.
“You look very—”
“Nerdy?” she suggested. “I’m trying a new
philosophy today.”
“A new philosophy?” I asked, as we shut the common
room door and headed down the hall. She handed over the energy bar
she’d shown off earlier. I ripped down the plastic and bit off a
chunk.
“Look the nerd, be the nerd,” she said, with
emphasis. “I figure this look could boost my grades by fifteen to
twenty percent.”
“Fifteen to twenty percent? That’s impressive. You
think it’ll work?”
“I’m sure it won’t,” she said. “But I’m giving it a
shot. I’m taking positive steps.”
“Studying would be another positive step,” I
pointed out.
“Studying interferes with my world saving.”
“It’s unfortunate you can’t get excused absences
for that.”
“I know, right?”
“And speaking of saving the world,” I said, “did
you have a call after we got back last night? Or did you just sleep
late?”
“I sleep with earplugs,” she said, half- answering
the question. “The radio alarm came on, but it wasn’t loud enough,
so I dreamed about REO Speedwagon and Phil Collins for forty-five
minutes. Suffice it to say, I can feel it coming in the air
tonight.”
“Dum-dum, dum-dum, dum-dum, dum-dum, dum,
dum,” I said, repeating the drum lead- in, although without my
usual air drumming. My reputation was off to a rocky-enough start
as it was.
We took the stairs to the first floor, then headed
through the corridor to the classroom building. The lockers were
our next stop. I took the last bite of the energy bar—some kind of
chewy fruit, nut, and granola combination—then folded up the
wrapper and slipped it into my bag.
At our lockers, I opened my messenger bag and
peeked inside. I already had my art history book, so I kneeled to
my lower-level locker, opened it, and grabbed my trig book, my
second class of the day. I’d just closed the door, my palm still
pressed against slick wood, when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
I turned and found M.K. beside me—grinning.
“Fell down the stairs, did you?”
Scout slipped books into her locker, then slammed
the door shut before giving M.K. a narrow-eyed glare. “Hey, Betty,
go find Veronica and leave us in peace.”
M.K. looked confused by the reference, but she
shook it off with a toss of her long dark hair. “How lame are you
when you can’t even walk up a flight of stairs without falling
down?” Her voice was just a shade too loud, obviously intended to
get the other girls’ attention, to make them stare and whisper and,
presumably, embarrass me.
Fortunately, I didn’t embarrass that easily. On the
other hand, I couldn’t exactly correct her. If I threw “secret
basement room” at these girls, there’d be a mad rush to find out
what lurked downstairs. That wasn’t going to help the Adepts, so I
opted to deflect.
“How lame do you have to be to push a girl down the
stairs?”
“I didn’t push anyone down the stairs,” she clipped
out.
“So you had nothing to do with my hospital
visit?”
Crimson rose on her cheeks.
It was mean, I know, but I had Adepts to protect.
Well, one nose-ringed Adept to protect, anyway. Besides, I didn’t
actually make an accusation. I just asked the right question.
As school bells began to peal, she nailed us both
with a glare, then turned on a heel and stalked away, a monogrammed
leather backpack between her shoulder blades.
I’m not sure what, or how much, the brat pack had
spilled around school about my “fall” and my clinic visit, but I
felt the looks and heard the whispers. They lasted through the
morning’s art history, trig, and civics classes, girls in identical
plaid lowering their heads together—or passing tiny, folded
notes—to share what they’d heard about my weekend.
Luckily, the rumors were pretty tame. I hadn’t
heard anything about bizarre rooms beneath the building, evil
teenagers roaming the hallways, or Scout’s involvement—other than
the fact that people “wouldn’t be surprised” if she’d had something
to do with it. Apparently, I wasn’t the only one at St. Sophia’s
who thought she was a little odd.
I glanced over at her during civics—punky blond and
brown hair in tiny ponytails, fingernails painted glossy black, a
tiny hoop in her nose. I was kind of surprised Foley let her get
away with all that, but I thanked God Scout stood out in this
bastion of über-normalcy.
After civics, we headed back to our lockers.
“Let’s go run an errand,” she said, opening her
locker and transferring her books.
I arched a skeptical eyebrow.
“Perfectly mundane mission,” she said, closing the
door again. She adjusted her skull-and-crossbones messenger bag and
gave me a wink.
I followed as she weaved through girls in the
locker hall, then through the Great Hall and main building to the
school’s front door. This one was an off-campus mission,
apparently.
Outside, we found the sky a muted steel gray, the
city all but windless. The weather was moody—as if we were on the
cusp of something nasty. As if the sky was preparing to open on us
all.
“Let’s go,” Scout said, and we took the steps and
headed down the sidewalk. We made a left, walking down Erie and
away from Michigan Avenue and the garden of stone thorns.
“Here’s the thing about Chicago,” she began.
“Speak it, sister.”
“The brat pack gave you the Sex and the Windy City
tour. The shopping on Michigan is nice, but it’s not all there is.
There’s an entire city out there—folks who’ve lived here all their
lives, folks who’ve worked here all their lives, blue-collar
jobs, dirt under their fingernails, without shopping for
thousand-dollar handbags.” She looked up at a high-rise as we
passed. “Nearly three million people in a city that’s been here for
a hundred and seventy years. The architecture, the art, the
history, the politics. I know you’re not from here, and you’ve only
been here a week, and your heart is probably back in Sagamore, but
this is an amazing place, Lil.”
I watched as she gazed at the buildings and
architecture around her, love in her eyes.
“I want to run for city council,” she suddenly
said, as we crossed the street and passed facing Italian
restaurants. Tourists formed a line outside each, menus in hand,
excitement in their eyes as they prepared to sample Chicago’s
finest.
“City council?” I asked her. “Like, Chicago’s city
council? You want to run for office?”
She nodded her head decisively. “I love this city.
I want to serve it someday. I mean, it depends on where I live and
who’s in the ward and whether the seat is open or not, but I want
to give something back, you know?”
I had no idea Scout had political ambitions, much
less that she’d given the logistics that much thought. She was only
sixteen, and I was impressed. I also wasn’t sure if I should feel
pity for her parents, who were missing out on her general
awesomeness, or if I should thank them—was Scout who she was
because her parents had freaked about her magic, and deposited her
in a boarding school?
She bobbed her head at a bodega that sat
kitty-corner on the next block. “In there,” she said, and we
crossed the street. She opened the door, a bell on the handle
jingling as we moved inside.
“Yo,” she said, a hand in the air to wave at the
clerk as she walked straight to the fountain drink machine.
“Scout,” said the guy at the counter, whom I pegged
at nineteenish or twenty, and whose dark eyes were on the comic
book spread on the counter in front of him, a spill of short
dreadlocks around his face. “Refill time?”
“Refill time,” Scout agreed. I stayed at the
counter while she attacked the fountain machine, yanking a gigantic
plastic cup from a dispenser. With mechanical precision, she pushed
the cup under the ice dispenser, peeked over the rim as ice spilled
into it, then released the cup, emptied out a few, and repeated the
whole process again until she was satisfied she’d gotten exactly
the right amount. When she was done with the ice, she went straight
for the strawberry soda, and the process started again.
“She’s particular, isn’t she?” I wondered
aloud.
The clerk snorted, then glanced up at me, chocolate
brown eyes alight with amusement. “Particular hardly covers it.
She’s an addict when it comes to the sugar water.” His brow
furrowed. “I don’t know you.”
“Lily Parker,” I said. “First year at St.
Sophia’s.”
“You one of the brat pack?”
“She is mos’ def’ not one of the brat pack,” Scout
said, joining us at the counter, as she poked a straw into the top
of her soda. She took a sip, eyes closed in ecstasy. I had to bite
back a laugh.
Lips still wrapped around the straw, Scout opened
one eye and squinted evilly at me. “Don’t mock the berry,” she said
when she paused to take a breath, then turned back to the kid
behind the counter. “She tried, unsuccessfully, to join the brat
pack, at least until she realized how completely lame they are. Oh,
and Derek, this is Lily. You two are buds now.”
I grinned at Derek. “Glad to meet you.”
“Ditto.”
“Derek is a Montclare grad who’s moved into the
wonderful world of temping at his dad’s store while working on his
degree in underwater basketweaving at U of C.” She batted catty
eyes at Derek. “I got that right, didn’t I, D?”
“Nuclear physics,” he corrected.
“Close enough,” Scout said with a wink, then
stepped back to trail the tips of her fingers across the boxes of
candy in front of the counter. “Are we thinking Choco-Loco or
Caramel Buddy? Am I in the mood for crunchy or chewy today?” She
held up two red and orange candy bars, then waggled them at us.
“Thoughts? I’m polling, checking the pulse of the nation. Well, of
our little corner of River North, anyway.”
“Choco-Loco.”
“Caramel Buddy.”
We said the names simultaneously, which resulted in
our grinning at each other while Scout continued the not-so-silent
debate over her candy choices. Crispy rice was apparently a crucial
component. Nuts were a downgrade.
“So,” Derek asked, “are you from Chicago?”
“Sagamore,” I said. “New York state.”
“You’re a long way from home, Sagamore.”
I glanced through the windows toward St. Sophia’s
towers, the prickly spires visible even though we were a couple of
blocks away. “Tell me about it,” I said, then looked back at Derek.
“You did your time at MA?”
“I was MA born and bred. My dad owns a chain of
bodegas”—he bobbed his head toward the shelves in the store—“and he
wanted more for me. I got four years of ties and uniforms and one
hell of an SAT score to show for it.”
“Derek’s kind of a genius,” Scout said, placing the
Choco-Loco on the counter. “Biggest decision I’ll make all day,
probably.”
Derek chuckled. “Now, I know that’s a lie.” He held
up the front of the comic book, which featured a busty, curvy
superheroine in a skintight latex uniform. “Your decision making is
a little more akin to this, wouldn’t you say?”
My eyes wide, I glanced from the comic book to
Scout, who snorted gleefully at Derek’s comparison, then leaned in
toward her. “He knows?” I whispered.
She didn’t answer, which I took as an indication
that she didn’t want to have that conversation now, at least not in
front of company. She pulled a patent leather wallet from her bag,
then pulled a crisp twenty-dollar bill from the wallet.
I arched an eyebrow at gleaming patent leather—and
the designer logo that was stamped across it.
“What?” she asked, sliding the wallet back into her
bag. “It’s not real; just a good fake I picked up in Wicker Park.
There’s no need to look like a peasant.”
“Even the humblest of girls can have a thing for
the good stuff,” Derek said, a grin quirking one corner of his
mouth, then lowered his gaze to the comic book again. I sensed that
we’d lost his attention.
“Later, D,” Scout said, and headed for the quick
shop’s door.
Without lifting his gaze, Derek gave us a wave. We
walked outside, the sky still gray and moody, the city eerily
quiet, and toward St. Sophia’s.
“Okay,” I said. “Let me get this straight. You
wouldn’t tell me—your roommate—about what you were involved in, but
the guy who runs the quick shop down the street gets to
know?”
Scout nibbled on the end of one of the sticks of
chocolate in her Choco-Loco wrapper, and slid me a sideways glance
as she munched. “He’s cute, right?”
“Oh, my God, totally. But not the point.”
“He has a girlfriend, Sam. They’ve been together
for years.”
“Bummer, but let’s keep our eyes on the ball.” We
separated as we walked around a clutch of tourists, then came back
together when we’d passed the knot of them. “Why does he get to
know?”
“You’re assuming I told him,” Scout said as we
paused at the corner, waiting for a crossing signal in heavy
lunchtime traffic. “And while I’m glad he’s supportive—seriously,
he’s so pretty.”
“It’s the hair,” I suggested.
“And the eyes. Totally chocolatey.”
“Agreed. You were saying?”
“I didn’t tell him,” Scout said, leading us across
the street when the light changed. “Remember what I told you about
kids who seemed off? Depressed?”
“Humans targeted by Reapers?”
“Exactly,” she said with a nod. “Derek was a near
victim. He and his mom were superclose, but she died a couple of
years ago—when he was a freshman. Unfortunately, he rushed the
wrong house at U of C; two of his fraternity brothers were Reapers.
They took advantage of the grief, made friends with him, dragged
him down even further.”
“They”—how was I supposed to phrase this?—“took his
energy, or whatever?”
Scout nodded gravely as we moved through
lunch-minded Chicagoans. “There wasn’t much left of him. A shell,
nearly, by the time we got there. He was barely going to class,
barely getting out of bed. Depressed.”
“Jeez,” I quietly said.
“I know. Luckily, he wasn’t too far gone, but it
was close. We identified him and had to clear away some nasty
siphoning spells—that’s what the younger Reapers used to drain him,
to send the energy to the elders who needed it. We got him out and
away from the Reapers. We gave him space, got him rested and fed,
put him back in touch with his family and real friends. The
rest—the healing—was all him.” She scowled, and her voice went
tight. “Then we gave his Reaper ‘friends’ a good talking-to about
self-sacrifice.”
“Did it work?”
“Well, we managed to bring one of them back. The
other’s still a frat boy in the worst connotation of the phrase.
Anyway, Derek’s one of a handful of people who know about us, about
Adepts. We call them the community.” I remembered the term from the
conversation with Smith and Katie. “People without magic who know
about our existence, usually because they were caught in the
crossfire. Sometimes, they’re grateful and they provide a service
later. Information. Or maybe just a few minutes of normalcy.”
“Strawberry soda,” I added.
“That is the most important thing,” she agreed. She
pulled me from the flow of pedestrian traffic to the curb at the
edge of the street. “Look around you, Lil. Most people are
oblivious to the currents around them, to the hum and flow of the
city. We’re part of that hum and flow. The magic is part of that
hum and flow. Sometimes people say they love living in Chicago—the
energy, the earthiness, the sense of being part of something bigger
than you are.”
Glancing around the neighborhood, across glass and
steel and concrete, the city buzzing around us, I could see their
point.
“There have always been a handful of people who
know about us. Who know what we do, know what we fight for,” Scout
said as we rounded the corner and walked toward St. Sophia’s.
And there he was.
Jason stood in front of the stone wall, hands in
his pockets, in khaki pants and a navy blue sweater with an
embroidered gold crest on the pocket. His dark blond hair was tidy,
and his eyes had turned a muted, steel blue beneath the cloudy sky,
beneath those dark eyebrows and long lashes.
Those eyes were aimed, laserlike, in my
direction.
Scout, who’d taken a heartening sip of
strawberry-flavored sugar water after relaying Derek’s history,
released the straw just long enough to snark. “It appears you have
a visitor.”
“He could be here for you,” I absently said.
“Uh, no. Jason Shepherd does not make trips to St.
Sophia’s to see me. If he needed me, he could text me.”
I made a vague sound, neither agreeing nor
disagreeing with her assessment, but my nerves apparently agreed.
My throat was tight; my stomach fluttered. Had this boy—this boy
with those ridiculous blue eyes—come here to see me?
Right before I melted into a ridiculous puddle of
girl, I remembered that I was still irritated with Jason and wiped
the dopey smile off my face. I’d show him “distraction.”
“Shepherd,” Scout said when we reached him, “what
brings you to our fine institution of higher learning?” She managed
those ten words before her lips found the straw again. I realized
I’d found Scout’s pacifier, should it ever prove
necessary—strawberry soda.
Jason bobbed his head at Scout, then looked at me
again. “Can I talk to you?”
I glanced at Scout, who checked her watch. “You’ve
got seven minutes before class,” she said, then motioned with a
hand. “Give me your bag, and I’ll stick it in your chair.”
“Thanks,” I said, and made the transfer.
Jason and I watched Scout trot down the sidewalk
and disappear into the building. It wasn’t until she was gone that
he looked at me again.
“About yesterday.” He paused, eyes on the sidewalk,
as if deciding what to say. “It’s not personal.”
I arched my eyebrows. I wasn’t letting him off the
hook that easily.
He looked away, wet his lips, then found my gaze
again. “When you were in the hospital, we talked about the Reapers.
About the fact that we’re in the minority?”
“A splinter cell, you said.”
He bobbed his head. “In a way. We’re like a
resistance movement. A rebellion. We aren’t equally matched. The
Reapers—we call them Reapers—they’re not just a handful of
misfits. They’re all the gifted—all the Dark Elite—except
for us.”
“All except for you?”
“Unfortunately. That means the odds are stacked
against us, Lily.” He took a step forward, a step toward me. “Our
position is dangerous. And if you don’t have magic, I don’t want
you wrapped up in it. Not if you don’t have a way to defend
yourself. Scout can’t always be there . . . and I don’t want you to
get hurt.”
An orchestra could have been playing on the St.
Sophia’s grounds and I wouldn’t have heard it. I heard nothing but
the pounding of my heartbeat in my ears, saw nothing but the blue
of his lash-fringed eyes.
“Thank you,” I quietly said.
“That’s not to say I wasn’t bitter that you ignored
me Sunday.”
I nibbled the edge of my lip. “Look, I’m sorry
about that—”
Jason shook his head. “You saw the mark, and you
needed time to process. We’ve all been there. I mean, you could
have chosen better company, but I understand the urge to get away.
To escape.” Jason looked down at the sidewalk, eyebrows pulled
together in concentration. “When I found out who I was, what
I was, I ran away. Hopped a Greyhound bus and headed to my
grandmother’s house in Alabama. I camped out there for three weeks
that summer. I was thirteen,” he said, raising his gaze again. His
eyes had switched color from turquoise to chartreuse, and something
animal appeared in his expression—something intense.
“You’re a . . . wolf?” I said it like a question,
but I suddenly had no doubt, and no fear, about the possibility
that he was something far scarier than Scout and the rest of the
Adepts.
“I am,” he said, his voice a little deeper than it
had been a moment ago. Goose bumps rose on my arms, and a chill
slunk down my spine. I wondered whether that was a common
reaction—Little Red Riding Hood syndrome, maybe.
I stared at him and he stared back at me, my focus
so complete that I actually shook in surprise when the tower bells
began to ring, signaling the end of the lunch period.
“You should go,” he said. When I nodded, he reached
out and squeezed my hand. Electricity sparked up my spine.
“Goodbye, Lily Parker.”
“Goodbye, Jason Shepherd,” I said, but he was
already walking away.
He’d walked to St. Sophia’s to see me—to talk to
me. To explain why he hadn’t wanted me to sit in on the Adepts’
meetings, mark or not.
Because he was worried about me.
Because he hadn’t wanted me to get hurt.
The moment I’d shared with Jason had been so
incredibly phenomenal, the universe had to equalize. And what was
the chosen brand of karmic balance for a high school junior?
Two words: pop quiz.
Magic in the world or not, I was still in high
school, and a high school that prided itself on Ivy League
admissions. Peters, our European history teacher, decided he needed
to ensure that we’d read our chapters on the Picts and Vikings by
using fifteen multiple-choice questions. I’d read the chapters—I
was paranoid enough to make sure I finished my homework, magical
hysterics notwithstanding. But that didn’t mean my stomach didn’t
turn as Peters walked the rows, dropping stapled copies of the test
on our desks.
“You have twenty minutes,” he said, “which means
you have a little more than one minute per question. Quizzes will
account for twenty percent of your grade, so I strongly recommend
you consider your answers carefully.”
When the tests were distributed, he returned to his
desk and took a seat without glancing up.
“Begin,” he said, and pencils began to
scribble.
I stared down at the paper, my nerves making the
letters spin—well, nerves and the thought of a blue-eyed boy who’d
worried for me, and who’d held my hand.
Twenty minutes later, I put my pencil down. I’d
filled in the answers, and I hoped at least a few of them were
correct. But I didn’t stress over it.
Infatuation apparently made me intellectually
lazy.