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The stone walls of Loretto Academy are so thick I…

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Mother and I lug the trunk across the wide expanse…

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At Loretto breakfast consisted of oatmeal or farina, and toast.

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Coaxing Isabel into the garden has remained a difficult task…

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Eight consecutive evenings, from seven o’clock until half past nine,…

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Isabel often wore a nightdress until noon, even as we…

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I walk River Road, uncertain why I stoop to pick…

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Tom waves as I approach at exactly one o’clock on…

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I have been made an offer of marriage. As the…

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The August night is sweltering and my four-poster bed seems…

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I throw myself onto my bed without bothering to remove…

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My eyes open to weak morning light, and I see…

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Isabel seems peaceful, lying there on the stone beach, her…

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The clip-clop of hooves on Buttrey Street wakes me, and…

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These weeks following Isabel’s death, I am mostly confined to…

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It is mid-October as I pin my hat in the…

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Today I become Mrs. Tom Cole. At ten o’clock. I know…

 

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For nearly three years I have waited for this day,…

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I lie on my side, cheek in hand, elbow propped…

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Two days later, ready to act on my plan, Jesse…

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The following day the Evening Review ran a detailed account…

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I walk beneath the maples of Fairview Cemetery, pausing at…

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Tom is in the kitchen washing up after breakfast when…

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The day after Francis was born, Tom called Mr. Coulson. Within…

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Late afternoon I sit on the back stoop of our…

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My coat is the same one I wore my final…

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Francis is barking like a seal. It is what everyone…

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At the market I moved a half dozen lemons from…

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At nine o’clock in the evening I put down the…

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Before I have managed to pace the kitchen twice, the…

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I am stooped in the garden, picking tomatoes, thinking the…

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I sit at the whirlpool, alone, an afternoon to myself.