G. Y. BAXTER
Some would say I chose work
They don’t know—it may have chosen me
I’m a working mother
A woman named Sally
Takes care of my baby
Tiny and confused
I can’t stay to help
Happy, in fragments
Fleeting, stolen leisure . . .
That time we all paused
To celebrate
A broken BlackBerry
And hectic mornings
And sick days
And school plays
And school’s out
And staying late
Running
Running between two worlds
Passing
Passing years
Tears enough to drown me
But I swim
Because mommy must be strong
To live the lesson
I chose to teach her
How to define herself
And she
Letting slide
The forgotten holiday concert
The endless conference call
She is already strong
First with elaborate drawings
in bright markers
Determined, she scribbles
She is proud of me
Then one day
The greeting-card moment
She wants to be just like her mother
And I wonder
Who wouldn’t choose that?