Eight
“You know I’m on your side.” Deanie Webber reclined on the brocade chaise longue in Lori Lee’s bedroom. She dangled her brown suede flats on the tips of her toes, then dropped the shoes to the floor. “I’m all for your dating Rick. As a matter of fact, I’m all for your having a raging affair with the man.”
Rummaging through her closet, Lori Lee tossed out a pair of rumpled jeans and a faded, plaid flannel shirt. “I know there’s a but in there somewhere. You didn’t stop by at seven o’clock on a Saturday morning just to wish me well.”
“You’re my best friend,” Deanie said. “I don’t want to see you get hurt. I remember what a basket case you were right after your divorce from Tory. I know you. You don’t do anything by half measures.”
Lori Lee removed a pair of dingy tennis shoes from the back of her closet. “Saving these shows it pays to keep old stuff instead of throwing it away.”
“Stop trying to change the subject.”
“Is that what I’m doing?” Lori Lee asked as she slipped out of her robe. “I thought I was getting ready for a date with Rick.”
Deanie watched while Lori Lee put on the ragged jeans and oversize flannel shirt. “What kind of date does a woman have that requires her to dress like a bum and be ready at such an ungodly hour?”
“If it’s such an ungodly hour, what are you doing up and over here giving me advice?”
“I’m on my way to an early-bird sale at the mall, so I decided this would be the perfect time to stop by and have a little talk with you.”
Lori Lee sat on the edge of her bed, pulled on some heavy cotton socks and eased her feet into a ten-year-old pair of tennis shoes. “If you’re here to warn me that Rick Warrick is probably going to break my heart, don’t bother. I’m well aware of his reputation with women. We haven’t made any commitments to each other. All we’re doing is testing the waters, to see if we’re suitable for each other.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah. You told me all about this brilliant idea of yours to date Rick for several weeks to see if y’all have anything going for you besides great sex.” Deanie bent her knees, crossed her ankles and braced her hands on top of her thighs. “What I don’t understand is, if you and Rick share great sex, why do you need anything else if you’re just going to have an affair? My guess is that you’ve got marriage in the back of your mind.”
“Lord. you’re as bad as Aunt Birdie. She’s already planning a June wedding.”
“Some people would look the other way if all you want is an affair with. Rick, but they wouldn’t accept your marrying the man.” Deanie rubbed her hands up and down her thighs, then clasped her knees. “There are a few people already on the warpath. Powell Goodman thinks you made him look like a fool, a cuckolded fool and—”
“Powell is not my husband or my fiancé.”
“The point I’m trying to make is that you’ve made Powell an enemy that Rick may have to deal with sooner or later, and Mara Royce is going to give you trouble—big time trouble. She’s already stirring a stink with the twirler mothers.”
“Name me one twirler mother who likes Mara? Everyone resents her using her husband’s and father’s wealth and their social position to try to intimidate people.” Lori Lee removed a red, button-up knit jacket from a dresser drawer, threw it over her shoulders and loosely tied the sleeves around her neck.
“Mara has spent the past two days contacting every twirler mother to solicit their opinion about your carrying on with a man like Rick Warrick,” Deanie said.
“I’m not surprised. My carrying on with Rick wouldn’t bother Mara half as much if Rick didn’t have a beautiful daughter who has more talent in her little finger than Mara’s Steffie has in her whole body.” When she headed out into the hall, Lori Lee motioned for Deanie to follow. “Come on downstairs with me. I’ve got to load up my picnic basket and eat a bite of breakfast before Rick gets here.”
Deanie uncrossed her legs, bent over and put on her shoes, then stood and stretched her arms over her head. “You’re right about Mara, but that still doesn’t mean she’s not going to give you hell. And there are some people who’ll listen to her, even if they don’t like her personally. You know the ones I mean.”
“The people she easily intimidates,” Lori Lee said, halting in the doorway. “The mothers who are so afraid Mara will exclude their daughters from the list of Steffie’s friends.”
Rubbing her back as she crossed the room, Deanie walked over and put her arm around her best friend’s shoulder. “Look, hon, you know that Phil and I will go to battle for you, and Aunt Birdie is ready to take on the whole world, not only the local powers that be. And I’m sure Eve and Tom Nelson are on our side, but before we gird up our loins and sharpen our swords, I want to make damn sure you know what you’re doing.”
Lori Lee raced down the stairs, wanting to escape the hard, cold facts Deanie had presented to her, but she knew she couldn’t run away from the truth. She was risking a great deal. Her good reputation and several old friendships were on the line, and there was always a possibility that Mara Royce’s influence on other parents could hurt her Dixie Twirlers business. And she stood a very real chance of getting her heart broken. No matter how much she wanted things to work out for her and Rick, she knew the odds were against them.
Deanie caught up with Lori Lee in the kitchen, where Lori Lee busied herself packing plastic-and aluminum foilwrapped items into a large basket.
“If you’re going on an early Saturday morning picnic, why are you dressed like Freddie the Freeloader?” Deanie asked.
“I’m not going on a picnic.” Lori Lee closed the basket lid, then turned and opened the refrigerator, pulling out a milk jug. “Rick is painting Eve and Tommy’s house to earn extra money to pay for Darcie’s costumes for the recital and other twirler events during the spring and summer. So I told him if he’d pick me up about seven-thirty, I’d help him paint and we could spend the whole day together.” Lori Lee set the milk on the table, then retrieved a bowl, spoon and a box of shredded wheat from the kitchen cabinets.
Deanie slid down into one of the oak chairs at the table. Shaking her head in puzzlement, she snorted. “Hmph. I’ve heard it all now. You’re actually looking forward to helping Rick paint a house? You, Lori Lee Guy, the girl who whines if she chips a fingernail. The girl who won’t run to the grocery store without putting on her makeup and fixing her hair. The girl who washes her hands a dozen times a day because she can’t stand for them to be dirty?”
Lori Lee prepared her cereal, then sat down and began eating hurriedly. “I figure that working together on something as aggravating as painting a house is a good test for our relationship.” She munched several more bites, then jumped up and emptied the remainder of her food into the garbage disposal. “If Rick and I can spend the whole day together without wanting to kill each other, then maybe—”
“You are out of your mind,” Deanie said. “I think your brain has short-circuited or something.”
Loud knocking at the back door gained both women’s immediate attention, and they glanced in the direction of the sound. Rick Warrick stood just outside, peeping in through the glass panes.
Lori Lee ran to the door, opened it and grabbed Rick’s hand. “Come on in for a minute and say hello to Deanie. She stopped by on her way to the mall. I’m all ready to go.” She led Rick inside the kitchen. “I packed lunch for us. I thought you and Darcie and I could have a backyard picnic.”
“Hello, Rick,” Deanie said. “She’s packed enough food for Eve’s whole family, too, so be careful not to throw your back out when you lift that basket.”
Rick chuckled. “I’ll be careful.” He slipped his arm around Lori Lee’s waist. “I hate to rush you, honey, but we need to get going. And I think I should warn you that we’re going to have three little helpers today. Eve’s boys and Darcie have white painter’s caps on and brushes in their hands.”
“Oh, how I envy y’all,” Deanie said sarcastically. “If I weren’t on my way to a day of misery shopping the sales at the mall, I’d come along and help.”
“The more the merrier,” Rick said. “It looks like with all the help I already have, this job could take a lot longer to finish than I originally thought.”
“Well, don’t let me keep y’all.” Standing, Deanie glanced at Rick’s arm holding Lori Lee close to his side. “I’ve done what I came by to do.” She checked her slacks pocket for her car keys.
The three walked out the back door together, Rick carrying the heavy, food-filled basket in one hand and possessively clasping Lori Lee’s waist with the other.
Deanie opened the driver’s door of her black Pontiac Bonneville, then turned and waved. “Well, don’t have too much fun today. If I hear of any homicides in Tuscumbia, I’ll know one of you murdered the other.”
“Don’t buy out the stores.” Lori Lee waved goodbye as Rick helped her into his pickup.
He placed the picnic basket in the truck bed, hopped in the cab and backed his pickup out into the gravel alley. “I wanted to kiss you this morning, but when I found Deanie in your kitchen, I thought I’d better wait.” Putting the truck in park, he reached over and pulled Lori Lee into his arms.
Sighing, she closed her eyes and lifted her arms around his neck. They kissed, their lips devouring, their tongues mating, and when they finally pulled apart, they were both breathless.
“You look sexy as hell in those old clothes,” he told her, caressing her hip.
“Flattery will get you whatever you want, you know.”
“If only that were true, I’d be spending the whole day in bed making love to you instead of painting Eve’s house and baby-sitting three kids.” Slipping his hand under her shirt, he covered her breast and squeezed gently.
She jerked on his wrist, pulling his hand away from her body. “Rick! Someone might see us.”
“So?” Snapping around, he faced the windshield and clutched the steering wheel. “This being celibate is hard on a man.” He peeked at her out of the corner of his eye. His lips twitched with a restrained smile.
Lori Lee laid her hand over his belt buckle, then playfully waltzed her fingers up and down his zipper. He sucked in his breath. She cupped him through his jeans. “Very hard,” she said, then removed her tormenting hand.
“Woman, you’re going to be the death of me.” Gripping the steering wheel with white-knuckled ferocity, he knocked the gear into drive and revved the engine.
Lori Lee loved the way Rick kidded her, the way he made talking about sex so easy. He was an uninhibited man who was helping her tear down the restrictive walls she’d built around her life. With him, she felt free and just a little naughty. And when they made love, she was every bit as wild as he was.
Smiling, Lori Lee sat beside Rick as they drove through downtown Tuscumbia and up Sixth Street. As they passed Barber’s Appliances, Lori Lee waved at Mindy Jenkins who was putting packages in the trunk of her car.
“I’ve got something I want to tell you,” Rick said just as they passed the old post office building. “I’m going Monday to apply for a loan at Colbert Federal. That’s where Bobo has always done business. I should know something one way or another within a week, maybe before your big spring recital.”
“You’ll get the loan,” Lori Lee assured him. “Then Lewis Heating and Air-Conditioning will be all yours.”
“God, I hope so. My whole future depends on getting that loan.”
“Are you going to change the name once you’re the boss? I think Warrick Heating and Air-Conditioning has a nice ring to it, don’t you?”
“Yeah, I like the sound of that. Warrick Heating and Air-Conditioning.” Rick grinned, thinking about how close he was to achieving his dream of owning his own business. “Who knows, maybe one of these days it’ll be Warrick and Sons Heating and Air-Conditioning, or even Warrick and Daughters, if all my kids turn out to be girls.”
The sun went behind the clouds, casting gray shadows on the earth. Even though the truck cab was toasty warm, a chill shivered through Lori Lee. All the color drained from her face and a wave of nausea rose in her stomach. All my kids. She heard Rick’s words replaying over and over again in her mind. She shouldn’t let what he’d said upset her. After all, she’d already known Rick wanted more children when he remarried. Maybe the wisest thing for her to do was be honest with him now, before their relationship became more serious. If there was even the slightest chance that marriage was in their future, Rick had a right to know she could never give him the children he wanted.
But there would be time enough to bare her soul to Rick, to open the unhealed wounds of her heart and tell him her deepest, darkest secret. It wasn’t as if he’d said that he loved her. It wasn’t as if he’d asked her to marry him.
If and when the day came that their relationship grew into something more than a sexual one—the way they both hoped—then she would tell him. But not today, not when they were both so happy and their lives filled with promise. Today she would enjoy sharing every moment with the man she loved. Tomorrow she would worry about losing him when he found out the truth.
 
Recital night was always a madhouse. Even though Lori Lee was the most organized person on earth and had everything perfectly planned down to the last detail, unexpected problems and minor emergencies seemed to be par for the course. Someone misplaced a baton. Someone else forgot their gold tights. Another got last-minute stage fright. And at least one mother had hysterics.
Lori Lee had realized several years ago, after her first Dixie Twirlers’ recital, that without Aunt Birdie’s assistance and the cooperation of her students’ parents, she wouldn’t have been able to pull off such an elaborate production so smoothly.
While Lori Lee announced the events and introduced the students performing in each upcoming act, Aunt Birdie oversaw the girls and their mothers. With several costume changes, equipment to be moved, props to be placed and the correct music set to play, one small oversight could easily ruin a production number.
The Deshler gymnasium was packed with parents, relatives and friends, each person expecting their little twirler to be the star performer. The humming roar of their voices drowned out all but the loudest noises, and the body heat generated by the crowd raised the inside temperature by a good ten degrees. Lori Lee was thankful that this April Saturday night had turned out to be a bit chilly.
Rick had presented both her and Darcie with a yellow rose before the recital began, and during each of Darcie’s group performances, Lori Lee had searched the sea of faces and focused momentarily on Rick. In her heart, for the briefest of moments, she and Rick truly shared his daughter.
During intermission, Lori Lee went into the dressing rooms to congratulate her students and give encouragement to those she felt needed it. She paused when she walked past Darcie, reached out and caressed the child’s plump cheek. Darcie beamed with happiness.
Lori Lee spoke softly, her voice a mere whisper, mouthing the words more than speaking them. “You were wonderful.”
Standing several yards away, in the center of a group of mothers and daughters, Mara Royce complained. “I, for one, am opposed to any child receiving preferential treatment.”
“Unless that child is her Steffie,” Deanie Webber said quietly when she placed her hand on Lori Lee’s shoulder. “Mrs. Dr. Royce is upset that Steffie wasn’t given a solo number for the recital.”
“Steffie’s not ready for a solo number, and if she doesn’t practice more, she never will be. What I’d like to do is tell Mara to withdraw Steffie from twirlers, but that wouldn’t be fair to Steffie. Being part of my twirlers may be the only opportunity the child has to be treated like everyone else.”
Mara raised her voice, speaking loud enough for everyone in the dressing rooms area to hear her. “I believe tonight’s trophies should be awarded on merit alone, and for no other reason. I shall be greatly upset if anyone receives a trophy for any personal reasons.”
“Well, she’s warned you, hasn’t she?” Deanie patted Lori Lee on the back. “I know Darcie will receive a trophy because she’s talented and has shown remarkable improvement in the three months since she took her first lesson, but Mara will try to convince everyone that your relationship with Rick is the reason.”
“Let her do whatever she feels she has to do,” Lori Lee said. “If Mara pushes me too far, she just might regret it.”
“Well, well. I believe Aunt Birdie has finally rubbed off on you,” Deanie said. “I’ve always admired that woman’s ability to thumb her nose at the whole town and still have them kowtowing to her like she was a queen.”
“Besides simply not giving a damn what people think of her, Aunt Birdie possess complete confidence in who she is. People around here respect two things she possesses. The ten million dollars she inherited from her last husband and her old Southern lineage. All four of Aunt Birdie’s great-grandfathers were Confederate soldiers, you know.”
“Did someone mention my name?” Carrying a huge bouquet of red roses, Birdie pushed her way into the dressing area, her wide hips brushing several little girls’ shoulders as she passed them.
“What have you got there, Aunt Birdie?” Deanie asked.
“Flowers for Lori Lee. They just arrived.” Birdie handed Lori Lee the card, then tossed the bouquet into a nearby chair. “They’re from Powell. I took the liberty of seeing who they were from.” Birdie handed her niece the white card she held.
Lori Lee read the message silently. Couldn’t let your big night go by without wishing you all the best. When you come to your senses, call me. I’ll be waiting. Love, Powell. She handed the card to Deanie, who scanned it quickly.
“Sure of himself, isn’t he?” Deanie commented.
“Too damned sure, if you ask me,” Birdie said.
“I don’t have time to worry about Powell right now.” Lori Lee glanced at the red roses, then lifted her hand to her hair and caressed Rick’s yellow rose that she’d placed behind her ear. “Intermission is almost over.” She clapped her hands. “Let’s get moving, girls. We’ve got an appreciative audience waiting for us.”
 
The trophies, which varied in size from six inches to two feet, covered two large tables that had been placed against the wall, behind the loudspeaker podium. Most of the fathers, including Rick, climbed down from the bleachers and aimed their video equipment. Rick had told Lori Lee that he planned to borrow Tom Nelson’s camera.
Grandparents squirmed in their seats. Mothers wrung their hands and uttered silent prayers. The girls, dressed in their pink-and-white Dixie Twirlers uniforms, circled the gym.
One by one Lori Lee announced the winners, and with each presentation came thundering applause. Everyone attending expected this phase of the recital to take extra time. Each child’s award was of equal importance to her and her family.
“And this year’s award for Best First-Year Student goes to—” Lori Lee paused long enough to focus momentarily on Rick’s face “—Darcie Warrick.”
Even with the distance between them, Lori Lee saw the sheen of moisture in Rick’s eyes. Or perhaps she just sensed it. Regardless, she knew, perhaps better than anyone, how much seeing his daughter win this award meant to him.
Hesitant applause mingled with questioning murmurs. Darcie marched forward. With tears streaming down her sweet face, she reached out and accepted the shiny, twelve-inch-high golden trophy with her name printed in large letters across the front.
Eve and Tom Nelson stood and clapped louder and harder than anyone, except Aunt Birdie. Trey and Mark jumped up and down, whooping and hollering. Rick zeroed the video camera in on Darcie. When Deanie and Phil Webber stood and continued clapping, several other parents joined them, and within a couple of minutes most of the parents were applauding Darcie’s win.
Mara Royce sat rigidly, her back straight as a stick. Crossing her arms over her chest and puckering her mouth, she glared at Lori Lee.
The moment the awards presentation ended and Lori Lee thanked everyone for coming to the recital, the crowd dispersed. Children ran wild all over the gym, proudly holding up their trophies. Mara Royce made a beeline to Lori Lee.
“Here she comes,” Birdie said. “Brace yourself, niece. Now’s the time to show what you’re made of.”
Lori Lee barely had time to walk out from behind the speaker’s podium before Mara confronted her. “If you think for one minute that I’m going to let you get away with what you did tonight, then you’d better think again,” Mara yelled loud enough to be heard in the next county.
Lori Lee glanced over Mara’s shoulder and saw the Nelsons and the Webbers following Rick across the gym. They were all headed straight toward her. Quite a few other parents delayed their exit, obviously waiting around to see what was going to happen.
“Aunt Birdie, please make sure Darcie gathers up all of her things from the dressing room,” Lori Lee said.
“Don’t you worry. I’ll make sure Darcie’s kept busy until this is over.” Birdie scurried across the gym, but before she could reach Darcie, Rick grabbed his daughter’s hand and brought her across the gym with him.
Lori Lee faced Mara. “I don’t think this is the time or place to discuss any complaints you have. Not with so many of the girls still here.”
“What’s the matter?” Mara asked mockingly. “Are you afraid your precious little Darcie might find out the real reason she won her trophy?”
“Mara, if you have one shred of decency in you, don’t make a scene in front of these children.”
“If you are really so concerned about your students, why would you risk ruining your reputation and shaming the Dixie Twirlers?” Mara pointed her finger in Lori Lee’s face. “People know you’re having an affair with that no-good Rick Warrick, and in order to keep him happy, you’re lavishing a lot of attention on his daughter. The only reason Darcie Warrick received the Best First-Year Student trophy instead of Steffie is because you’re sleeping with her father. He must really be something in bed for you to jeopardize—”
Three things happened simultaneously. Darcie Warrick asked her father if what Mrs. Royce said was true, that she received her trophy because he was Lori Lee’s boyfriend. Rick snatched the trophy out of his daughter’s arms while she was still talking. And Lori Lee Guy slapped Mara so hard that she left a red-stained image of her handprint on Mara’s cheek.
Crying out in pain, Mara stared at Lori Lee in disbelief.
“Ohmigod!” The moment Deanie Webber groaned the slurred words aloud, silence fell over the gymnasium and the onlookers froze as her voice rang out loud and clear.
Rick shoved the shiny trophy into Mara’s arms. She stared up at Rick, her teary eyes wide with fear. She clutched the trophy in her trembling hands.
“Take the damn thing if it means so much to you. Take it and r—” Clenching his teeth tightly together, Rick snorted. “And to think I wanted my daughter to associate with your kind, to fit in with your child’s group of friends.”
“Rick.” Lori Lee reached out for him, but hesitated when he glared at her, anger and bitterness in his eyes.
“As far as I’m concerned, the whole bunch of you can go straight to hell and take all the stupid trophies with you.” Rick lifted Darcie onto his hip. “Y’all know damn well that Lori Lee isn’t the type of woman to play favorites when it comes to giving out awards to these kids. My Darcie won that trophy—” he nodded his head sharply at the trophy Mara Royce clutched to her bosom “—because of her talent, and for no other reason.”
“Everybody knows that,” Aunt Birdie shouted. “Even Mara knows, but she’s too jealous-hearted to face the truth.”
Rick turned around and carried a sobbing Darcie out of the gym. The Nelson family hurried after him.
Lori Lee felt as if her whole life had suddenly ended, as if the world ceased to exist. Her body was numb, her mind swirling, her emotions completely haywire.
Everyone in the gym stood silently, watching and waiting. Mara tilted her pug nose into the air, twisted her short neck toward her shoulder and stared at the crowd. “I’m not the one at fault. She is.” Mara pointed her finger at Lori Lee.
No one said a word. Lori Lee reached over and jerked Darcie’s trophy out of Mara’s clutches. “This isn’t Steffie’s. She received the trophy she deserved. This one belongs to Darcie Warrick because her talent and hard work earned it for her.”
Mara glowered at Lori Lee. “You’ve let your infatuation for that white trash Romeo—”
“Don’t you dare say another word,” Lori Lee warned her, then turned and looked out at the crowd, many of them Tuscumbia’s elite. “Rick Warrick is a good man, who loves his daughter and has done everything he possibly can to earn the respect and acceptance of this town. All he wants is to make a place here for himself and his child. But y’all won’t give him a chance, won’t forget who he used to be or forgive him for sins he committed when he was just a boy.”
“She doesn’t see the man for what he is.” Mara pleaded her case to the stunned audience. “If she wasn’t so infatuated with him, she’d know what we know. That A. K. Warrick came from nothing and that’s what he still is. Nothing.”
“I’m not infatuated with Rick,” Lori Lee said, her voice deceptively calm. “I’m in love with him.”
A cumulative gasp came from the crowd. Aunt Birdie grinned. Deanie bit her bottom lip. Mara Royce smirked, as if saying, See, I was right all along.
Lori Lee felt an enormous sense of relief well up and overflow inside her. Finally, she had admitted the secret her heart had kept hidden, even from her, and the joy of that revelation spread quickly through her mind and body.
“I love Rick Warrick.” She spoke the words, testing them, liking the sound of them on her lips. “Did you hear me? I love Rick Warrick. And I love his daughter. But I don’t think anyone here truly believes that I’m the kind of person who would award any child a trophy she didn’t deserve.”
“Hear, hear,” Birdie Pierpont said.
Grasping Darcie’s trophy tightly in her hand and not acknowledging anyone’s attempts to speak to her, Lori Lee made her way through the murmuring crowd.
“Lori Lee,” Deanie called out and started to go after her.
Birdie grabbed Deanie’s wrist. “She’ll be all right.”
“She’s upset. She doesn’t need to be alone,” Deanie said.
“She won’t be alone.” Birdie smiled. “If I know my niece, she’s on her way over to see Rick and Darcie.”
“Oh.” Deanie nodded agreement. “You’re probably right.”
 
Lori Lee parked her Riviera in the driveway behind the Nelsons’ Bronco. Glancing up when she got out, she noticed the lights were on in the garage apartment. She wasn’t sure what kind of reception she’d receive, but regardless of whether or not Rick wanted her here, she wasn’t going to leave until she had given Darcie the trophy that rightfully belonged to her.
Now wasn’t the time to confess her undying love to Rick. There would be time enough for the two of them to work through their problems later. Right now, her main concern was Darcie. She couldn’t bear the thought of that special little girl suffering because of Mara Royce’s sick jealousy.
Lori Lee climbed the steps to Rick’s apartment, hesitated momentarily on the stoop, then took a deep breath and knocked. She waited. And she waited. She knocked again.
“Whoever it is, leave us the hell alone,” Rick bellowed.
“Rick, it’s Lori Lee. Please, let me come in. I want to see Darcie.” She clutched the trophy in her hand.
“Go away.”
“I’m not leaving until I see Darcie.”
Rick jerked open the door and glared at Lori Lee, then glanced down at the trophy in her hand. “Don’t you think you’ve done enough for my daughter? She’s in her room right now, crying her eyes out. She keeps asking me over and over again if she really didn’t win the award for Best First-Year Student.”
“Well, I hope you told her that she most certainly won the award and that Mara Royce is a mean, vindictive, jealous-hearted woman and no one believed a word she said.”
“Do you honestly think no one believed her?” Rick asked cynically.
“No one who really mattered.” Lori Lee laid her hand on his forearm, longing to embrace him and tell him that she loved him.
Rick yanked back his arm. “Go home. Please. Leave us alone. I can’t deal with anything else tonight. I’ve had just about all I can stand.”
“No, Daddy, don’t send Lori Lee away,” Darcie cried out as she came running from her bedroom and through the living room. She shoved on Rick’s legs, prompting him to move over so that she could get past him.
Kneeling when Darcie ran toward her, Lori Lee shoved the trophy into Rick’s hand and swooped his child up into her arms. Darcie flung her arms around Lori Lee’s neck, hugging tightly.
“Don’t go, please. Stay with me,” Darcie begged.
Rick clenched his teeth as emotions he could barely control rose in his throat, threatening to choke him. Moisture misted his vision. He swallowed hard, trying desperately not to give in to his feelings. It broke his heart to see how much his daughter loved Lori Lee.
He’d been a fool to think this woman, this beautiful, perfect woman, could ever belong to him. Could ever be a part of his and Darcie’s life. Surely after what had happened tonight, she realized it, too. Mara Royce had not only broken Darcie’s heart, she had humiliated Lori Lee by announcing her affair with him to the twirler parents. It had been one thing for people to speculate about their relationship, but it was another to have their affair publicly denounced by one of the town’s social grande dames.
How the hell would sweet, ladylike, Southern belle Lori Lee ever live down having slapped Mara Royce in front of a large portion of Tuscumbia’s population?
Stroking Darcie’s back tenderly, Lori Lee glanced at Rick, then took a step toward him. He backed up and out of the way, allowing her to bring his daughter into the apartment. Lori Lee carried Darcie into her room and sat down on the bed, putting Darcie on her lap. Rick slammed the front door. Following them, he stood in the doorway and watched while Darcie laid her head on Lori Lee’s shoulder and Lori Lee kissed Darcie on the forehead.
“Mrs. Royce wanted Steffie to win the award for Best First-Year Student.” Lori Lee took Darcie’s hand in hers. “Sometimes grown-ups can be very selfish and cruel. They can do and say things that hurt other people when they become so jealous they can’t think straight.”
“Mrs. Royce said that you gave me the award ’cause you and Daddy sleep together,” Darcie said. “I’m not sure what that means, except that you’re Daddy’s girlfriend.”
“Yes, sweetheart, I’m your daddy’s girlfriend, but I didn’t give you the award for that reason. And I love you so much, Darcie. You’re very special to me. But I didn’t give you the award for that reason, either.”
“Then why did you give me the award?”
Darcie looked up at Lori Lee with eyes an identical blue to her own. Lori Lee’s breath caught in her throat and for a brief moment she couldn’t speak.
“You know the reason why,” Lori Lee said. “Don’t you?”
Darcie sat straight up and looked Lori Lee directly in the eye. “You gave me the award because I really am the best first-year student.”
“And that’s the only reason.” Lori Lee embraced Rick’s daughter, the little girl she desperately wanted to be hers.
Rick cleared his throat. Two pairs of big, blue eyes stared at him. “I think I have something that belongs to you, Miss Warrick.” He walked into the room and handed the trophy to Darcie.
She hugged it to her chest..“It’s really mine.” She looked to Lori Lee for affirmation.
“Yes, it’s really yours. You deserve it. You earned it.” Lori Lee slid Darcie off her lap and onto the bed. “It’s past your bedtime, young lady. You’ve had a big night, in more ways than one. I think it’s time for you to go to sleep. Where’s your pajamas?”
“Hanging on a peg in the bathroom,” Darcie said.
“Then you go get into them and I’ll tuck you in bed before I leave,” Lori Lee told the child.
“Would you read me a bedtime story first?”
Lori Lee glanced at Rick. He nodded an agreement to his daughter’s request. “Do you have a copy of Beauty and the Beast?” she asked.
“Get my Beauty and the Beast book for her, Daddy, while I go put on my pajamas.” With her trophy clutched to her chest, Darcie jumped out of bed and rushed toward the bathroom.
Rick pulled a book from the stack on a bottom shelf of Darcie’s nightstand and handed it to Lori Lee. “Thanks for being so good to her. You mean a lot to her, you know. Probably too much.”
“I love Darcie,” Lori Lee confessed aloud, and silently added, And I love you, too, Rick. With all my heart.
“Yeah, I see that you do. It won’t be easy for any of us, but I think it’s best if I take Darcie out of your dance and baton classes. All the other kids will shun her after what happened tonight.”
“I think you’re wrong about that.” Opening the book, she glanced at it and then laid it on the bed. “I may lose one or two students, besides Steffie Royce, because of what Mara said tonight, but I have a lot more faith in my friends and acquaintances than you do. Why don’t you give the people of Tuscumbia what you say you want from them? Give them a chance to prove themselves to you. Believe me, Rick, only a handful of our citizens are true snobs.”
“Damn, I’d like to think you’re right. I just don’t know. I don’t want to see Darcie hurt again. Not ever.”
“Neither do I. I promise you that—”
“I’m all ready for bed.” Darcie came flying into the room, her little hand circling the base of her trophy.
Rick lifted her up and into her bed, then leaned over and kissed her. “Is it all right with you two girls if I hang around and listen to the story?”
“If it’s all right with Lori Lee, it’s all right with me.”
“I have no objections.”
“Okay, Daddy, you can stay.”
“Why don’t you put your trophy on the nightstand?” Lori Lee suggested.
Darcie set her trophy on the nightstand, petted it lovingly, then cuddled against Lori Lee. In less than ten minutes, just as Lori Lee reached the part in the story where Belle had thrown herself on her bed and was sobbing, Darcie fell sound asleep. Lori Lee read on for a couple of minutes, then closed the book, leaned over and placed it back on top of the stack on the nightstand shelf.
When she started to get up, Rick offered her his hand. She accepted his assistance, smiling at him and whispering her thanks. She gasped when he suddenly pulled her into his arms.
“Rick?”
“I’ll walk you to your car.” He looked at her as if he wanted to kiss her, but instead he released her.
“All right.”
When they reached the bottom of the stairs outside, Rick took Lori Lee’s hand in his and squeezed. She stood perfectly still. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears. Her pulse raced at breakneck speed.
“I don’t want to let you go, honey.”
“You know I can’t stay.” She threaded her fingers through his. “I can’t...we can’t...not with Darcie—”
Rick dragged her toward the garage. Startled by his actions, she hesitated, stumbling against him when he forced her into sudden movement. Rick yanked open a side door to the garage and pulled Lori Lee into the dark interior.
“Have you ever made out in a truck?” he asked.
“No.”
“Would you like to?” He nuzzled her neck.
“Yes,” she said breathlessly.