24

Twilight was falling when I walked downtown. I don’t know why I went there. Restlessness, I guess. The house was too big and empty (emptier than it had ever been before) and the neighbourhood too quiet. There was no noise at all except for the occasional snatch of voices either excited or pontifical, strained through the electronic media. There was not a house in the entire village, I was certain, that did not have a television set or radio turned on.

But when I turned on the TV in the living-room and settled back to watch, it did no more than make me nervous and uneasy.

A commentator, one of the better known ones, was holding forth with a calm and deep assurance.

‘…no way of knowing whether this contraption which is circling the skies can really do the job which our Mr Smith from the other world has announced to be its purpose. It has been picked up on a number of occasions by tracking stations which do not seem to be able, for one reason or another, to keep it in their range, and there have been instances, apparently verified, of visual sightings of it. But it is something about which it is difficult to get any solid news.’

‘Washington, it is understood, is taking the position that the word of an unknown being - unknown by either race or reputation - scarcely can be taken as undisputed fact. The capital tonight seems to be waiting for more word and until something of a solid nature can be deduced, it is unlikely there will be any sort of statement. That is the public position, of course; what is going on behind the scenes may be anybody’s guess. And the same situation applies fairly well to all other capitals throughout the entire world.

‘But this is not the situation outside the governmental circles. Everywhere the news has touched off wild celebration.

There are joyous, spontaneous marches breaking out in London, and in Moscow a shouting, happy mob has packed Red Square. The churches everywhere have been filled since the first news broke, people thronging there to utter prayers of thankfulness.

‘In the people there is no doubt and not the slightest hesitation. The man in the street, here in the United States and in Britain and in France - in fact, throughout the world - has accepted this strange announcement at face value. It may be simply a matter of believing what one chooses to believe, or it may be for some other reason, but the fact remains that there has been a bewildering suspension of the disbelief which characterized mass reaction so short a time ago as this morning.’

‘There seems, in the popular mind, to be no consideration of all the other factors which may be involved. The news of the end of any possibility of nuclear war has drowned out all else. It serves to underline the quiet and terrible, perhaps subconscious, tension under which the world has lived…’

I shut off the television and prowled about the house, my footsteps echoing strangely in the darkening rooms.

It was well enough, I thought, for a smug, complacent commentator to sit in the bright-lit studio a thousand miles away and analyse these happenings in a measured and well-modulated manner. And it was well enough, perhaps, for people other than myself even here in Millville, to sit and listen to him. But I couldn’t listen - I couldn’t stand to listen.

Guilt, I asked myself? And it might be guilt, for I had been the one who’d brought the time machine to Earth and I had been the one who had taken Smith to meet the newsmen at the barrier. I had played the fool - the utter, perfect fool and it seemed to me the entire world must know.

Or might it be the conviction that had been growing since I talked with Nancy that there was some hidden incident or fact - some minor motive or some small point of evidence -that I had failed to see, that we all had failed to grasp, and that if one could only put his finger on this single truth then all that had happened might become simpler of understanding and all that was about to happen might make some sort of sense?

I sought for it, for this hidden factor, for this joker in the deck, for the thing so small it had been overlooked and yet held within it a vast significance, and I did not find it.

I might be wrong, I thought. There might be no saving factor. We might be trapped and doomed and no way to get out.

I left the house and went down the street. There was no place I really wanted to go, but I had to walk, hoping that the freshness of the evening air, the very fact of walking might somehow clear my head.

A half a block away I caught the tapping sound. It appeared to be moving down the street toward me and in a little while I saw a bobbing halo of white that seemed to go with the steady tapping. I stopped and stared at it and it came bobbing closer and the tapping sound went on. And in another moment I saw that it was Mrs Tyler with her snow-white hair and cane.

‘Good evening, Mrs Tyler,’ I said as gently as I could, not to frighten her.

She stopped and twisted around to face me.

‘It’s Bradshaw, isn’t it?’ she asked. ‘I can’t see you well, but I recognize your voice.’

‘Yes, it is,’ I said. ‘You’re out late, Mrs Tyler.’

‘I came to see you,’ she said, ‘but I missed your house. I am so forgetful that I walked right past it. Then I remembered and I was coming back.’

‘What can I do for you?’ I asked.

‘Why, they tell me that you’ve seen Tupper. Spent some time with him.’

‘That’s true,’ I said, sweating just a little, afraid of what might be coming next.

She moved a little closer, head tilted back, staring up at me.

‘Is it true,’ she asked, ‘that he has a good position?’

‘Yes,’ I said, ‘a very good position.’

‘He holds the trust of his employers?’

‘That is the impression that I gained. I would say he held a post of some importance.’

‘He spoke of me?’ she asked.

‘Yes,’ I lied. ‘He asked after you. He said he’d meant to write, but he was too busy.’

‘Poor boy,’ she said, ‘he never was a hand to write. He was looking well?’

‘Very well, indeed.’

‘Foreign service, I understand,’ she said. ‘Who would ever have thought he’d wind up in foreign service. To tell the truth, I often worried over him. But that was foolish, wasn’t it?’

‘Yes, it was,’ ‘I said. ‘He’s making out all right.’ ‘Did he say when he would be coming home?’

‘Not for a time,’ I told her. ‘It seems he’s very busy.’

Well, then,’ she said, quite cheerfully, ‘I won’t be looking for him. I can rest content. I won’t be having to go out every hour or so to see if he’s come back.’

She turned away and started down the street.

‘Mrs Tyler,’ I said, ‘can’t I see you home? It’s getting dark and…’

‘Oh, my, no,’ she said. ‘There is no need of it. I won’t be afraid. Now that I know Tupper’s all right, I’ll never be afraid.’

I stood and watched her go, the white halo of her head bobbing in the darkness, her cane tapping out the way as she moved down the long and twisting path of her world of fantasy.

And it was better that way, I knew, better that she could take harsh reality and twist it into something that was strange and beautiful.

I stood and watched until she turned the corner and the tapping of the cane grew dim, then I turned about and headed downtown.

In the shopping district the street lamps had turned on, but all the stores were dark and this, when one saw it, was a bit upsetting, for most of them stayed open until nine o’clock. But now even the Happy Hollow tavern and the movie house were closed.

The village hall was lighted and a small group of people loitered near the door. The clinic, I imagined, must be coming to a close. I wondered, looking at the hall, what Doc Fabian might think of all of this. His testy old medic’s soul, I knew, would surely stand aghast despite the fact he’d been the first to benefit.

I turned from looking at the hall, and plodded down the street, hands plunged deep into my trouser pockets, walking aimlessly and restlessly, not knowing what to do. On a night like this, I wondered, what was a man to do? Sit in his living-room and watch the flickering rectangle of a television screen? Sit down with a bottle and methodically get drunk? Seek out a friend or neighbour for endless speculation and senseless conversation? Or find some place to huddle, waiting limply for what would happen next?

I came to an intersection and up the side street to my right I saw a splash of light that fell across the sidewalk from a lighted window. I looked at it, astonished, then realized that the light came from the window of the Tribune office, and that Joe Evans would be there, talking on the phone, perhaps, with someone from the Associated Press or the New York Times or one of the other papers that had been calling him for news. Joe was a busy man and I didn’t want to bother him, but perhaps he wouldn’t mind, I thought, if I dropped in for a minute.

He was busy on the phone, crouched above his desk, with the receiver pressed against his ear. The screen door clicked behind me and he looked up and saw me.

‘Just a minute,’ he said into the phone, holding the receiver out to me.

‘Joe, what’s the matter?’

For something was the matter. His face wore a look of shock and his eyes were stiff and staring. Little beads of sweat trickled down his forehead and ran into his eyebrows.

‘It’s A1f’ he said, lips moving stiffly.

‘Alf’ I said into the phone, but I kept my eyes on Joe Evans’ face. He had the look of a man who had been hit on the head with something large and solid.

‘Brad!’ cried Alf. ‘Is that you, Brad?’

‘Yes,’ I said, ‘it is.’

‘Where have you been? I’ve been trying to get in touch with you. When your phone didn’t answer…’

‘What’s the matter, Alf? Take it easy, Alf.’

‘All right,’ he said. ‘I’ll try to take it easy. I’ll take it from the top.’

I didn’t like the sound of his voice. He was scared and he was trying not to be.

‘Go ahead,’ I said.

‘I finally got to Elmore,’ he told me. ‘The traffic’s something awful. You can’t imagine what the traffic is out here. They have military check points and…’

‘But you finally got to Elmore. You told me you were going.’

‘Yes, I finally got here. On the radio I heard about this delegation that came out to see you. The senator and the general and the rest of them, and when I got to Elmore I found that they were stopping at the Corn Belt hotel. Isn’t that the damndest name…?

‘But, anyhow, I figured that they should know more about what was going on down in Mississippi. I thought it might throw some light on the situation. So I went down to the hotel to see the senator - that is, to try to see him. It was a madhouse down there. There were great crowds of people and the police were trying to keep order, but they had their hands full. There were television cameras all over the place and newsmen and the radio people - well, anyhow, I never saw the senator. But I saw someone else. Saw him and recognized him from the pictures in the paper. The one called Davenport…’

‘The biologist,’ I said.

‘Yes, that’s it. The scientist. I got him cornered and I tried to explain I had to see the senator. He wasn’t too much help. I’m not even sure be was hearing what I was saying. He seemed to be upset and he was sweating like a mule and he was paper-white. I thought he might be sick and I asked him if he was, if there was anything I could do for him. Then he told me. I don’t think he meant to tell me. I think maybe he was sorry that he did after he had told me. But he was so full of anger it was spilling out of him and for the moment he didn’t care. The man was in anguish, I tell you. I never saw a man as upset as be was. He grabbed me by the lapels and he stuck his face up close to mine and he was so excited and he talked so fast that he spit all over me. He wouldn’t have done a thing like that for all the world; he’s not that sort of man…’

‘Alf,’ I pleaded. ‘Alf, get down to facts.’

‘I forgot to tell you,’ Alf said, ‘that the news had just broken about that flying saucer you brought back. The radio was full of it. About how it was spotting the nuclear concentrations. Well, I started to tell the scientist about why I had to see the senator, about the project down in Greenbriar. And that was when he began to talk, grabbing hold of me so I couldn’t get away. He said the news of the aliens’ one condition, that we disperse our nuclear capacity, was the worst thing that could have happened. He said the Pentagon is convinced the aliens are a threat and that they must be stopped…’

‘Alf,’ I said, suddenly weak, guessing what was coming.

‘And he said they know they must be stopped before they control more territory and the only way to do it is an H-bomb right on top of Miilville.’

He stopped, half out of breath.

I didn’t say a thing. I couldn’t say a word, I was too paralysed. I was remembering how the general had looked when I’d talked with him that morning and the senator saying, ‘We have to trust you, boy. You hold us in your hands.’

‘Brad,’ Alf asked, anxiously, ‘are you there? Did you hear me?’

‘Yes,’ I said, ‘I’m here.’

‘Davenport told me he was afraid this new development of the nuclear pinpointing might push the military into action without due consideration - knowing that they had to act or they’d not have anything to use. Like a man with a gun, he said, facing a wild beast. He doesn’t want to kill the beast unless he has to and there is always the chance the beast will slink away and he won’t have to fire. But suppose he knows that in the next two minutes his gun will disappear into thin air well, then he has to take a chance and shoot before the gun can disappear. He has to kill the beast while he still has a gun.’

‘And now,’ I said, speaking more levelly than I would have thought possible, ‘Millville is the beast.’

‘Not Millville, Brad. Just…’

‘Yes,’ I said, ‘most certainly not Millville. Tell that to the people when the bomb explodes.’

‘This Davenport was beside himself. He had no business talking to me…’

‘You think he knows what he is talking about? He had a row with the general this morning.’

‘I think he knows more than he told me, Brad. He talked for a couple of minutes and then he buttoned up. As though he knew he had no business talking. But he’s obsessed with one idea. He thinks the only thing that can stop the military is the force of public opinion. He thinks that if what they plan is known, there’ll be such an uproar they’d be afraid to move.

Not only, he pointed out, would the public be outraged at such cold-bloodedness, but the public wants these aliens in; they’re for anyone who can break the bomb. And this biologist of yours is going to plant this story. He didn’t say he would, but that’s what he was working up to. He’ll tip off some newspaperman, I’m sure of that.’

I felt my guts turn over and my knees were weak. I pressed my legs hard against the desk to keep from keeling over.

‘This village will go howling mad,’ I said. ‘I asked the general this morning…’

‘You asked the general! For Christ sake, did you know?’

‘Of course I knew. Not that they would do it. Just that, they were thinking of it.’

‘And you didn’t say a word?’

‘Who could I tell? What good would it have done? And it wasn’t certain. It was just an alternative - a last alternative. Three hundred lives against three billion…’

‘But you, yourself! All your friends…’

‘Alf,’ I pleaded, ‘there was nothing I could do. What would you have done? Told the village and driven everyone stark mad?’

‘I don’t know,’ said Alf, ‘I don’t know what I’d have done.’

‘Alf, is the senator at the hotel? I mean, is he there right now?’

‘I think he is. You mean to call him, Brad?’

‘I don’t know what good it’ll do,’ I said, ‘but perhaps I should.’

‘I’ll get off the line,’ said Aif. ‘And Brad…’

‘Yes.’

‘Brad, the best of luck. I mean - oh, hell, just the best of luck.’

‘Thanks, Alf.’

I heard the click of the receiver as he hung up and the line droned empty in my ear. My hand began to shake and I laid the receiver carefully on the desk, not trying to put it back into the cradle.

Joe Evans was looking at me hard. ‘You knew,’ he said. ‘You knew all the time.’

I shook my head. ‘Not that they meant to do it. The general mentioned it as a last resort. Davenport jumped on him…’

I didn’t finish what I meant to say. The words just dwindled off. Joe kept on staring at me.

I exploded at him. ‘Damn it, man,’ I shouted, ‘I couldn’t tell anyone. I asked the general, if he had to do it, to do it without notice. Not to let us know. That way there’d be a flash we’d probably never see. We’d die, of course, but only once. Not a thousand deaths…’

Joe picked up the phone. ‘I’ll try to raise the senator,’ he said.

I sat down in a chair.

I felt empty. There was nothing in me. I heard Joe talking into the telephone, but I didn’t really hear his words, for it seemed that I had, for the moment, created a small world all of my own (as though there were no longer room for me in the normal world) and had drawn it about me as one would draw a blanket.

I was miserable and at the same time angry, and perhaps considerably confused.

Joe was saying something to me and I became aware of it only after he had almost finished speaking.

‘What was that?’ I asked.

‘The call is in,’ said Joe. ‘They’ll call us back.’

I nodded.

‘I told them it was important.’

‘I wonder if it is,’ I said.

‘What do you mean? Of course it…’

‘I wonder what the senator can do. I wonder what difference it will make if I, or you, or anyone, talks to him about it.’

‘The senator has a lot of weight,’ said Joe. ‘He likes to throw it around.’

We sat in silence for a moment, waiting for the call, waiting for the senator and what he knew about it.

‘If no one will stand up for us,’ asked Joe, ‘if no one will fight for us, what are we to do?’

‘What can we do?’ I asked. ‘We can’t even run. We can’t get away. We’re sitting ducks.’

‘When the village knows…’

‘They’ll know,’ I said, ‘as soon as the news leaks out. If it does leak out. It’ll be bulletined on TV and radio and everyone in this village is plastered to a set.’

‘Maybe someone will get hold of Davenport and hush him up.’

I shook my head. ‘He was pretty sore this morning. Right down the general’s throat.’

And who was right? I asked myself. How could one tell in this short space of time who was right or wrong?

For years man had fought insects and blights and noxious weeds. He’d fought them any way he could. He’d killed them any way he could. Let one’s guard down for a moment and the weeds would have taken over. They crowded every fence corner, every hedgerow, sprang up in every vacant lot. They’d grow anywhere. When drought killed the grain and sickened the corn, the weeds would keep on growing, green and tough and wiry.

And now came another noxious weed, out of another time, a weed that very possibly could destroy not only corn and grain but the human race. If this should be the case, the only thing to do was to fight it as one fought any weed, with everything one had.

But suppose that this was a different sort of weed, no ordinary weed, but a highly adaptive weed that had studied the ways of man and weed, and out of its vast knowledge and adaptability could manage to survive anything that man might throw at it. Anything, that is, except massive radiation.

For that had been the answer when the problem had been posed in that strange project down in Mississippi.

And the Flowers’ reaction to that answer would be a simple one. Get rid of radiation. And while you were getting rid of it, win the affection of the world.’

If that should be the situation, then the Pentagon was right.

The phone buzzed from the desk.

Joe picked up the receiver and handed it to me.

My lips seemed to be stiff. The words I spoke came out hard arid dry.

‘Hello,’ I said. ‘Hello. Is this the senator?

‘Yes.’

‘This is Bradshaw Carter. Millville. Met you this morning. At the barrier.’

‘Certainly, Mr Carter. What can I do for you?

‘There is a rumour…’

‘There are many rumours, Carter. I’ve heard a dozen of them.’

‘About a bomb on Millville. The general said this morning…’

‘Yes,’ said the senator, far too calmly. ‘I have heard that rumour, too, and am quite disturbed by it. But there is no confirmation. It is nothing but a rumour.’

‘Senator,’ I said. ‘I wish you’d level with me. To you it’s a disturbing thing to hear. It’s personal with us.’

‘Well,’ said the senator. You could fairly hear him debating with himself.

‘Tell me,’ I insisted. ‘We’re the ones involved…’

‘Yes. Yes,’ said the senator. ‘You have the right to know. I’d not deny you that.’

‘So what is going on?

‘There is only one solid piece of information,’ said the senator. ‘There are top level consultations going on among the nuclear powers. Quite a blow to them, you know, this condition of the aliens. The consultations are highly secret, as you might imagine. You realize, of course…’

‘It’s perfectly all right,’ I said. ‘I can guarantee…’

‘Oh, it’s not that so much,’ said the senator. ‘One of the newspaper boys will sniff it out before the night is over. But I don’t like it. It sounds as if some sort of mutual agreement is being sought. In view of public opinion, I am very much afraid…’

‘Senator! Please, not politics.’

‘I’m sorry,’ said the senator. ‘I didn’t mean it that way. I won’t try to conceal from you that I am perturbed. I’m trying to get what facts I can…’

‘Then it’s critical.’

‘If that barrier moves another foot,’ said the senator, ‘if anything else should happen, it’s not inconceivable that we might act unilaterally. The military can always argue that they moved to save the world from invasion by an alien horde. They can claim, as well, that they had information held by no one else. They could say it was classified and refuse to give it out. They would have a cover story and once it had been done, they could settle back and let time take its course. There would be hell to pay, of course, but they could ride it out.’

‘What do you think?’ I asked. ‘What are the chances?’

‘God,’ said the senator, ‘I don’t know. I don’t have the facts. I don’t know what the Pentagon is thinking. I don’t know the facts they have. I don’t know what the chiefs of staff have told the President. There is no way of knowing the attitudes of Britain or Russia, or of France.’

The wire sang cold and empty.

‘Is there,’ asked the senator, ‘anything that you can do from the Millville end?’

‘An appeal,’ I said. ‘A public appeal. The newspapers and the radio…’

I could almost see him shake his head. ‘It wouldn’t work,’ he said. ‘No one has any way of knowing what’s happening there behind the barrier. There is always the possibility of influence by the aliens. And the pleading of special favour even when that would be prejudicial to the world. The communications media would snap it up, of course, and would play it up and make a big thing of it. But it would not influence official opinion in the least. It would only serve to stir up the people - the people everywhere. And there is enough emotionalism now. What we need are some solid facts and some common sense.’

He was fearful, I thought, that we’d upset the boat. He wanted to keep everything all quiet and decent.

‘And, anyhow,’ he said, ‘there is no real evidence…’

‘Davenport thinks there is.’

‘You have talked with him?’

‘No,’ I said, quite truthfully, ‘I haven’t talked with him.’

‘Davenport,’ he said, ‘doesn’t understand. He stepped out of the isolation of his laboratory and…’

‘He sounded good to me,’ I said. ‘He sounded civilized.’

And was sorry I’d said it, for now I’d embarrassed him as well as frightened him.

‘I’ll let you know,’ he said, a little stiffly. ‘As soon as I hear anything I’ll let you or Gerald know. I’ll do the best I can. I don’t think you need to worry. Just keep that barrier from moving, just keep things quiet. That’s all you have to do.’

‘Sure, Senator,’ I said, disgusted.

‘Thanks for calling,’ said the senator. ‘I’ll keep in touch.’

‘Goodbye, Senator,’ I said.

I put the receiver back into the cradle. Joe looked at me inquiringly.

I shook my head. ‘He doesn’t know and he isn’t talking. And I gather he is helpless. He can’t do anything for us.’

Footsteps sounded on the sidewalk and a second later the door came open. I swung around and there stood Higgy Morris.

Of all the people who would come walking in at this particular moment, it would be Higgy Morris.

He looked from one to the other of us.

‘What’s the matter with you guys?’ he asked.

I kept on looking at him, wishing that he’d go away, but knowing that he wouldn’t.

‘Brad,’ said Joe, ‘we’ve got to tell him.’

‘All right,’ I said. ‘You go ahead and tell him.’

Higgy didn’t move. He stood beside the door while Joe told him how it was. Higgy got wall-eyed and seemed to turn into a statue. He never moved a muscle; he didn’t interrupt.

For a long moment there was silence, then Higgy said to me, ‘What do you think? Could they do a thing like that to us?’

I nodded. ‘They could. They might. If the barrier moves again. If something else should happen.’

‘Well, then,’ said Higgy, springing into action, ‘what are we standing here for? We must start to dig.’

‘Dig?’

‘Sure. A bomb shelter. We’ve got all sorts of manpower. There’s no one in the village who’s doing anything. We could put everyone to work. There’s road equipment in the shed down by the railroad station and there must be a dozen or more trucks scattered here and there. I’ll appoint a committee and we’ll… Say, what’s the matter with you fellows?’

‘Higgy,’ said Joe, almost gently, ‘you just don’t understand. This isn’t fallout - this would be a hit with the village as ground zero. You can’t build a shelter that would do any good. Not in a hundred years, you couldn’t.’

‘We could try,’ said Higgy, stubbornly.

‘You can’t dig deep enough,’ I said, ‘or build strong enough to withstand the blast. And even if you could, there’d be the oxygen …’

‘But we got to do something,’ Higgy shouted. ‘We can’t simply sit and take it. Why, we’d all be killed!’

‘Chum,’ I told him, ‘that’s too damned bad.’

‘Now, see here…’ said Higgy.

‘Cut it out!’ yelled Joe. ‘Cut it out, both of you. Maybe you don’t care for one another, but we have to work together. And there is a way. We do have a shelter.’

I stared at him for a moment, then I saw what he was getting at.

‘No!’ I shouted. ‘No, we can’t do that. Not yet. Don’t you see? That would be throwing away any chance we have for negotiation. We can’t let them know.’

‘Ten to one,’ said Joe, ‘they already know.’

‘I don’t get it at all,’ Higgy pleaded. ‘What shelter have we got?

‘The other world,’ said Joe. ‘The parallel world, the one that Brad was in. We could go back there if we had to. They would take care of us, they would let us stay. They’d grow food for us and there’d be stewards to keep us healthy and…’

‘You forget one thing,’ I said. ‘We don’t know how to go. There’s just that one place in the garden and now it’s all changed. The flowers are gone and there’s nothing there but the money bushes.’

‘The steward and Smith could show us,’ said Joe. ‘They would know the way.’

‘They aren’t here,’ said Higgy. ‘They went home. There was no one at the clinic and they said they had to go, but they’d be back again if we needed them. I drove them down to Brad’s place and they didn’t have no trouble finding the door or whatever you call it. They just walked a ways across the garden and then they disappeared.’

‘You could find it, then?’ asked Joe.

‘I could come pretty close.’

‘We can find it if we have to, then,’ said Joe. ‘We can form lines, arm in arm, and march across the garden.’

‘I don’t know,’ I said. ‘It may not be always open.’

‘Open?’

‘If it stayed open all the time,’ I said, ‘we’d have lost a lot of people in the last ten years. Kids played down there and other people used it for a short cut. I went across it to go over to Doc Fabian’s, and there were a lot of people who walked back and forth across it. Some of them would have hit that door if it had been open.’

‘Well, anyhow,’ said Higgy, ‘we can call them up. We can pick up one of those phones…’

‘Not,’ I said, ‘until we absolutely have to. We’d probably be cutting ourselves off forever from the human race.’

‘It would be better,’ Higgy said, ‘than dying.’

‘Let’s not rush into anything,’ I pleaded with them. ‘Let’s give our own people time to try to work it out. It’s possible that nothing will happen. We can’t go begging for sanctuary until we know we need it. There’s still a chance that the two races may be able to negotiate. I know it doesn’t look too good now, but if it’s possible, humanity has to have a chance to negotiate.’

‘Brad,’ said Joe, ‘I don’t think there’ll be any negotiations. I don’t think the aliens ever meant there should be any.’

‘And,’ said Higgy, ‘this never would have happened if it hadn’t been for your father.’

I choked down my anger and I said, ‘It would have happened somewhere. If not in Millville, then it would have happened some place else. If not right now, then a little later.’

‘But that’s the point,’ said Higgy, nastily. ‘It wouldn’t have happened here; it would have happened somewhere else.’

I had no answer for him. There was an answer, certainly, but not the kind of answer that Higgy would accept.

‘And let me tell you something else,’ said Higgy. ‘Just a friendly warning. You better watch your step. Hiram’s out to get you. The beating you gave him didn’t help the situation any. And there are a lot of hotheads who feel as Hiram does about it. They blame you and your family for what has happened here.’

‘Higgy,’ protested Joe, ‘no one has any right…’

‘I know they don’t,’ said Higgy, ‘but that’s the way it is. I’ll try to uphold law and order, but I can’t guarantee it now.’

He turned and spoke directly to me. ‘You better hope,’ he said, ‘that this thing gets straightened out and soon. And if it doesn’t, you better find a big, deep hole to hide in.’

‘Why, you …’ I said. I jumped to my feet and I would have slugged him, but Joe came fast around the desk and grabbed hold of me and pushed me back.

‘Cut it out!’ he said, exasperated. ‘We got trouble enough without you two tangling.’

‘If the bombing rumour does get out,’ said Higgy, viciously, ‘I wouldn’t give a nickel for your life. You’re too mixed up in it. Folks will begin to wonder…’

Joe grabbed hold of Higgy and shoved him against the wall. ‘Shut your mouth,’ he said, ‘or I’ll shut it for you.’ He balled up a fist and showed it to Higgy and Higgy shut his mouth.

‘And now,’ I said to Joe, ‘since you’ve restored law and order and everything is peaceable and smooth, you won’t be needing me. I’ll run along.’

‘Brad,’ said Joe, between his teeth, ‘just a minute, there…’

But I went out and slammed the door behind me.

Outside, the dusk had deepened and the street was empty. Light still burned in the village hall, but the few loungers at the door were gone.

Maybe, I told myself, I should have stayed. If for no other reason than to help Joe keep Higgy from making some fool move.

But there had, it seemed to me, been no point in staying. Even if I had something to offer (which I didn’t), it would have been suspect. For by now, apparently, I was fairly well discredited. More than likely Hiram and Tom Preston had been busy all afternoon lining people up in the Hate Bradshaw Carter movement.

I turned off Main Street and headed back toward home. All along the Street lay a sense of peacefulness. Shadows flickered on the lawns quartering the intersections as a light summer breeze set the street lamps, hung on their arms, to swaying. Windows were open against the heat and to catch the breeze and soft lights shone within the houses, while from the open windows came snatches of muttering from the TV or radio. Peaceful, and yet I knew that beneath that quiet exterior lay the fear and hate and terror that could turn the village into a howling bedlam at a single word or an unexpected action.

There was resentment here, a smouldering resentment that one little group of people should be penned like cattle while all the others in the world were free. And a feeling of rebellion against the cosmic unfairness that we, of all the people in the world, should have been picked for penning. Perhaps, as well, a strange unquiet at being stared at by the world and talked of by the world, as if we were something monstrous and unkempt. And perhaps the shameful fear that the world might think we had brought all this on ourselves through some moral or mental relapse.

Thrown into this sort of situation, it was only natural that the people of the village should be avid to grasp at any sort of interpretation that might clear their names and set them right, not only with themselves, but with the aliens and the world; that they should be willing to believe anything at all (the worst or best), to embrace all rumours, to wallow in outlandish speculation, to attempt to paint the entire picture in contrasting black and white (even when they knew that all of it was grey), because in this direction of blackness and of whiteness lay the desired simplicity that served an easier understanding and a comfortable acceptance.

They could not be blamed, I told myself. They were not equipped to take a thing like this in stride. For years they had lived unspectacularly in a tiny backwash off the mainstream of the world. The small events of village life were their great events, the landmarks of their living that time the crazy Johnson kid had rammed his beat-up jalopy into the tree on Elm Street, the day the fire department had been called to rescue Grandma Jones’ cat, marooned on the roof of the Presbyterian parsonage (and to this day no one could figure out how the cat had got there), the afternoon Pappy Andrews had fallen asleep while fishing on the river bank, and had tumbled down into the stream, to be hauled out, now thoroughly awakened, but with water in his lungs, spewing and gasping, by Len Streeter (and the speculation as to why Len Streeter should have been walking along the river bank). Of such things had their lives been made, the thin grist of excitement.

But now they faced a bigger thing, something they could not comprehend, a happening and a situation that was, for the moment, too big for the world to comprehend. And because they could not reduce this situation to the simple formula of aimless wonder that could be accorded a cat that had somehow attained the parsonage roof, they were uneasy and upset and their tempers were on edge, ready to flare into an antagonistic attitude, and very probably into violence - if they could find something or someone against which such a violence could be aimed. And now I knew that Tom Preston and Hiram Martin had provided them with a target for their violence - if and when the violence came.

I saw now that I was almost home. I was in front of the house of Daniel Willoughby, a big brick house, upstanding and foursquare, the kind of house you’d know, without even thinking of it, that a man like Daniel Willoughby would own. Across the street, on the corner, was the old Perkins house.

New people had moved into the place a week or so ago. It was one of the few houses in the village that was put up for rent, and people moved in and out of it every year or so. No one ever went out of their way to get acquainted with these renters; it wasn’t worth one’s while. And just down the street was Doc Fabian’s place.

A few minutes more, I thought, and I would be home, back in the house with the hole punched in the roof, back with the echoing emptiness and the lonely question, with the hatred and suspicion of the town performing sentry-go just outside the gate.

Across the street a screen door slammed and feet tramped across the porch boards.

A voice yelled: ‘Wally, they’re going to bomb us! It was on television!’

A shadow hunched up out of the darkness of the earth - a man who had been lying on the grass or sitting in a low-slung lawn chair, invisible until the cry had jerked hint upright.

He gurgled as he tried to form some word, but it came out wrong.

‘There was a bulletin!’ the other one shouted from the porch. ‘Just now. On television.’

The man out in the yard was up and running, heading for the house.

And I was running, too. Heading for home, as fast as I could go, my legs moving of their own accord, unprompted by the brain.

I’d expected I’d have a little time, but there’d been no time. The rumour had broken sooner than I had anticipated.

For the bulletin, of course, had been no more than rumour, I was sure of that - that a bombing might take place; that, as a last resort, a bomb might be dropped on Millville. But I also knew that so far as this village was concerned, it would make no difference. The people in the village would not differentiate between fact and rumour.

This was the trigger that would turn this village into a hate-filled madhouse. I might be involved and so might Gerald Sherwood - and Stiffy, too, if he were here.

I ran off the street and plunged down the slope back of the Fabian house, heading for the little swale where the money crop was growing. It was not until I was halfway down the slope that I thought of Hiram. Earlier in the day he had been guarding the money bushes and he might still be there. I skidded to a halt and crouched against the ground. Quickly I surveyed the area below me, then went slowly over it, looking for any hunch of darkness, any movement that might betray a watcher.

From far away I heard a shout and on the Street above someone ran, feet pounding on the pavement. A door banged and somewhere, several blocks away, a car was started and the driver gunned the engine. The excited voice of a news commentator floated thinly through an open window, but I could not make out the words.

There was no sign of Hiram.

I rose from my crouch and went slowly down the slope. I reached the garden and made my way across it. Ahead of me loomed the shattered greenhouse, and growing at its corner the seedling elm tree.

I came up to the greenhouse and stood beside it for a moment, taking one last look for Hiram, to make sure he wasn’t sneaking up on me. Then I started to move on, but a voice spoke to me and the sound of the voice froze me.

Although, even as I stood frozen, I realized there’d been no sound.

Bradshaw Carter, said the voice once again, speaking with no sound.

And there was a smell of purpleness - perhaps not a smell, exactly, but a sense of purpleness. It lay heavy in the air and it took me back in sharp and crystal memory to Tupper Tyler’s camp where the Presence had waited on the hillside to walk me back to Earth.

‘Yes,’ I said. ‘Where are you?’

The seedling elm at the corner of the greenhouse seemed to sway, although there was not breeze enough to sway it.

I am here, it said. I have been here all the years. I have been looking forward to this time when I could talk with you.

‘You know?’ I asked, and it was a foolish question, for somehow I was sure it knew about the bomb and all the rest of it.

We know, said the elm tree, but there can be no despair.

‘No despair?’ I asked, aghast.

If we fail this time, it said, we will try again. Another place, perhaps. Or we may have to wait the - what do you call it?

‘The radiation,’ I said. ‘That is what you call it.’

Until, said the purpleness, the radiations leave.

‘That will be years,’ I said.

We have the years, it said. We have all the time there is. There is no end of us. There is no end of time.

‘But there is an end of time for us,’ I said, with a gush of pity for all humanity, but mostly for myself. ‘There is an end for me.’

Yes, we know, said the purpleness. We feel much sorrow for you.

And now, I knew, was the time to ask for help, to point out that we were in this situation through no choice and no action of our own, and that those who had placed us in it should help to get us out.

But when I tried to say the words, I couldn’t make them come. I couldn’t admit to this alien thing our complete helplessness.

It was, I suppose, stubbornness and pride. But I had not known until I tried to speak the words that I had the stubborness and pride.

We feel much sorrow for you, the elm tree had said. But what kind of sorrow - a real and sincere sorrow, or the superficial and pedantic sorrow of the immortal for a frail and flickering creature that was about to die?

I would be bone and dust and eventually neither bone nor dust but forgetfulness and clay, and these things would live on and on, forever.

And it would be more important, I knew, for us who would be bone and dust to have a stubborn pride than it would be for a thing of strength and surety. It was the one thing we had, the one thing we could cling to.

A purpleness, I thought, and what was the purpleness? It was not a colour; it was something more than that. It was, perhaps, the odour of immortality, the effluvium of that great uncaring which could not afford to care since anything it cared for could only last a day, while it went on into an eternal future toward other things and other lives for which it could not allow itself to care.

And this was loneliness, I thought, a never-ending and hopeless loneliness such as the human race would never be called upon to face.

Standing there, touching the hard, cold edge of that loneliness, I felt pity stir in me and it seemed strange that one should feel pity for a tree. Although, I knew, it was not the tree nor the purple flowers but the Presence that had walked me home and that was here as well - the same life stuff of which I myself was made - that I felt pity for.

‘I am sorry for you, too,’ I said, but even as I spoke I knew it would not understand the pity any more than it would have understood the pride if it had known about the pride.

A car came screeching around the curve on the street above the swale and the illumination of its headlights slashed across the greenhouse. I flinched away, but the lights were gone before the flinch had finished.

Somewhere out in the darkness someone was calling me, speaking softly, almost fearfully.

Another car came around the curve, turning fast, its tires howling on the turn. The first car was stopping at my house, skidding on the pavement as the brakes spun it to a halt.

‘Brad!’ said the soft and fearful voice. ‘Are you out there, Brad?’

‘Nancy,’ I said. ‘Nancy, over here.’

There was something wrong, I knew, something terribly wrong. There was a tenseness in her voice, as if she were speaking through a haze of terror. And there was a wrongness, too, about those speeding cars stopping at the house.

‘I thought I heard you talking,’ Nancy said, ‘but I couldn’t see you. You weren’t in the house and…’

A man was running around the back of the house, a dark shadow outlined briefly by the street lamp at the corner. Out in front were other men; I could hear their running and the angry mumble of them.

‘Brad,’ said Nancy.

‘Hold it,’ I cautioned. ‘There’s something wrong.’

I could see her now. She was stumbling toward me through the darkness.

Up by the house a voice yelled: ‘We know you’re in there, Carter! We’re coming in to get you if you don’t come out!’

I turned and ran toward Nancy and caught her in my arms. She was shivering.

‘Those men,’ she said.

‘Hiram and his pals,’ I said.

Glass crashed and a streak of fire went arcing through the night.

‘Now, damn it,’ someone yelled, triumphantly, ‘maybe you’ll come out.’

‘Run,’ I said to Nancy. ‘Up the hill. Get in among the trees…’

‘It’s Stiffy,’ she whispered back. ‘I saw him and he sent me…’

A sudden glow of fire leaped up inside the house. The windows in the dining-room flared like gleaming eyes. And in the light cast by the flame I saw the dark figures gambolling, screaming now in a mindless frenzy.

Nancy turned and ran and I pelted after her, and behind us a voice boomed above the bawling of the mob.

‘There he goes!’ the voice shouted. ‘Down there in the garden!’

Something caught my foot and tripped me and I fell, sprawling among the money bushes. The scraggly branches raked across my face and clawed at my clothes as I struggled to my feet.

A tongue of whipping flame leaped above the house, funnelled through the hole the time machine had punched in the roof, and the windows all were glowing now. In the sudden silence I could hear the sucking roar of fire eating through the structure.

They were running down the slope toward the garden a silent group of men. The pounding of their feet and the ugly gasping of their breath came across the space between us.

I stooped and ran my hand along the ground and in the darkness found the thing that tripped me. My fingers closed about it and I brought it up, a four foot length of two-by-four, old and beginning to rot along its edges, but still sound in the core.

A club, I thought, and this was the end of it. But one of them would die perhaps two of them while they were killing me.

‘Run!’ I screamed at Nancy, knowing she was out there somewhere, although I could not see her.

There was just one thing left, I told myself one thing more that I must do. And that was to get Hiram Martin with the club before the mob closed over me.

They had reached the bottom of the slope and were charging across the flat ground of the garden, with Hiram in the lead. I stood and waited for them, with the club half raised, watching Hiram run toward me, with the white gash of his teeth shining in the darkness of his face.

Right between the eyes, I told myself, and split his skull wide open. And after that get another of them if there were time to do it.

The fire was roaring now, racing through the dryness of the house, and even where I stood the heat reached out to touch me.

The men were closing in and I raised the club a little higher, working my fingers to get a better grip upon it.

But in that last instant before they came within my reach, they skidded to a milling halt, some of them half turning to run back up the slope, the others simply staring, with their mouths wide open in astonishment and horror. Staring, not at me, but at something that was beyond me.

Then they broke and ran, back toward the slope, and above the roaring of the burning house, I could hear their bellowing - like stampeded cattle racing before a prairie fire, bawling out their terror as they ran.

I swung around to look behind me and there stood those other things from that other world, their ebon hides gleaming in the flicker of the firelight, their silver plumes stirring gently in the breeze. And as they moved toward me, they twittered in their weird bird-song.

My God, I thought, they couldn’t wait! They came a little early so they wouldn’t miss a single tremor of this terror-stricken place.

And not only on this night, but on other nights to come, rolling back

the time to this present instant. A new place for them to stand and wait for it to commence, a new ghost house with gaping windows through which they’d glimpse the awfulness of another earth.

They were moving toward me and I was standing there with the club gripped in my hands and there was the smell of purpleness again and a soundless voice I recognized.

Go back, the voice said. Go back. You’ve come too soon. This world isn’t open.

Someone was calling from far away, the call lest in the thundering and the crackling of the fire and the high, excited, liquid trilling of these ghouls from the purple world of Tupper Tyler.

Go back, said the elm tree, and its voiceless words cracked like a snapped whiplash.

And they were going back - or, at least, they were disappearing, melting into some strange darkness that was blacker than the night.

One elm tree that talked, I thought, and how many other trees? How much of this place still was Millville and how much purple world? I lifted my head so that I could see the treetops that rimmed the garden and they were there, ghosts against the sky, fluttering in some strange wind that blew from an unknown quarter. Fluttering - or were they talking, too? The old, dumb, stupid trees of earth, or a different kind of tree from a different earth?

We’d never know, I told myself, and perhaps it did not matter, for from the very start we’d never had a chance. We were licked before we started. We had been lost on that long-gone day when my father brought home the purple flowers.

From far off someone was calling and the name was mine.

I dropped the two-by-four and started across the garden, wondering who it was. Not Nancy, but someone that I knew.

Nancy came running down the hill. ‘Hurry, Brad,’ she called.

‘Where were you?’ I asked. ‘What’s going on?’

‘It’s Stuffy. I told you it was Stuffy. He’s waiting at the barrier. He sneaked through the guards. He says he has to see you.’

‘But Stiffy…’

‘He’s here, I tell you. And he wants to talk with you. No one else will do.’

She turned and trotted up the hill and I lumbered after her. We went through Doc’s yard and across the street and through another yard and there, just ahead of us, I knew, was the barrier.

A gnome-like figure rose from the ground.

‘That you, lad?’ he asked.

I hunkered down at the edge of the barrier and stared across at him.

‘Yes, it’s me,’ I said, ‘but you…’

‘Later. We haven’t got much time. The guards know I got through the lines. They’re hunting for me.’

‘What do you want?’ I asked.

‘Not what I want,’ he said. What everybody wants. Something that you need. You’re in a jam.’

‘Everyone’s in a jam,’ I said.

‘That’s what I mean,’ said Stuffy. ‘Some damn fool in the Pentagon is set to drop a bomb. I heard some of the ruckus on a car radio when I was sneaking through. Just a snatch of it,

‘So, all right,’ I said. ‘The human race is sunk.’

‘Not sunk,’ insisted Stuffy. ‘I tell you there’s a way. If Washington just understood, if…’

‘If you know a way,’ I asked, ‘why waste time in reaching me? You could have told…’

‘Who would I tell?’ asked Stuffy. ‘Who would believe me, even if I told? I’m just a lousy bum and I ran off from that hospital and…’

‘All right,’ I said. ‘All right.’

‘You were the man to tell,’ said Stiffy. ‘You’re accredited, it seems like. Someone will listen to you. You can get in touch with someone and they’ll listen to you.’

‘If it was good enough,’ I said.

‘This is good enough,’ said Stuffy. We have something that the aliens want. We’re the only people who can give it to them.’

‘Give to them!’ I shouted. ‘Anything they want, they can take away from us.’

‘Not this, they can’t,’ said Stuffy.

I shook my head. ‘You make it sound too easy. They already have us hooked. The people want them in, although they’d come in anyhow, even if the people didn’t. They hit us in our weak spot …’

‘The Flowers have a weak spot, too,’ said Stuffy.

‘Don’t make me laugh,’ I said.

‘You’re just upset,’ said Stiffy.

‘You’re damned right I am.’

And I had a right to be. The world had gone to pot. Nuclear annihilation was poised above our heads and the village, wild before, would be running frantic when Hiram told what he’d seen down in the garden. Hiram and his hoodlum pals had burned down my house and I didn’t have a home - no one had a home, for the earth was home no longer. It was just another in a long, long chain of worlds that was being taken over by another kind of life that mankind had no chance of fighting.

‘The Flowers are an ancient race,’ said Stuffy. ‘How ancient, I don’t know. A billion years, two billion, it’s anybody’s guess. They’ve gone into a lot of worlds and they’ve known a lot of races - intelligent races, that is. And they’ve worked with these races and gone hand in hand with them. But no other race has ever loved them. No other race has ever grown them in their gardens and tended them for the beauty that they gave and no …’

‘You’re crazy!’ I yelled. ‘You’re stark, raving mad.’

‘Brad,’ said Nancy, breathlessly, ‘he could be right, you know. Realization of natural beauty is something the human race developed in the last two thousand years or so. No caveman ever thought a flower was beautiful or…’

‘You’re right,’ said Stuffy. ‘No other race, none of the other races, ever developed the concept of beauty. Only a man of Earth would have dug up a clump of flowers growing in the woods and brought them home and tended them for the beauty that the Flowers had never known they had until that very moment. No one had ever loved them before, for any reason, or cared for them before. Like a lovely woman who had never known she was beautiful until someone told her that she was. Like an orphan that never had a home and finally found a home.’

It was simple, I told myself. It couldn’t be that simple. There was nothing ever simple. Yet, when one thought of it, it seemed to make some sense. And it was the only thing that made any sense.

‘The Flowers made one condition,’ Stuffy said. ‘Let us make another. Let us insist that a certain percentage of them, when we invite them, must remain as flowers.’

‘So that the people of the earth,’ said Nancy, ‘can cultivate them and lavish care on them and admire them for themselves.’

Stuffy chuckled softly. ‘I’ve thought on it a lot,’ he said. ‘I could write that clause myself…’

Would it work, I wondered. Would it really work?

And, of course, it would.

The business of being flowers loved by another race, cared for by another race, would bind these aliens to us as closely as we would be bound to them by the banishment of war.

A different kind of bond, but as strong a bond as that which bound man and dog together. And that bond was all we needed; one that would give us time to learn to work together.

We would never need to fear the Flowers, for we were someone they had been looking for, not knowing they were looking for us, not once suspecting that the sort of thing existed that we could offer them.

‘Something new,’ I said.

‘Yeah, something new,’ said Stuffy.

Something new and strange, I told myself. As new and strange to the Flowers as their time manipulation was new and strange to us.

‘Well,’ asked Stuffy, ‘do you buy it? There’s a bunch of soldier boys out here looking for me. They know I slipped through the lines and in a little while they’ll nose me out.’

The State Department man and the senator, I recalled, had talked this very morning of long negotiation if, in fact, there could be negotiation. And the general had talked in terms of force. But all the time the answer had lain in a soft and very human trait, mankind’s love of beauty. It had remained for an undistinguished man, no senator or no general, but a crummy bum, to come up with the answer.

‘Call in your soldier boys,’ I said, ‘and ask them for a phone. I’d just as soon not go hunting one.’

First I’d have to reach the senator and he’d talk to the President. Then I’d get hold of Higgy and tell him what had happened so he could tame down the village.

But for a little moment I’d have it as I wanted to remember it, here with Nancy at my side and that old reprobate friend of mine across the barrier, savouring the greatness of this tiny slice of time in which the strength of true humanity (not of position or of power) rose to the vision of a future in which many different races marched side by side toward a glory we could not guess as yet.

 

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