CHAPTER 38
TERREILLE
The next morning, the First Circle moved
quietly, and they moved fast.
By the time Cassidy, Shira, and Reyhana had
finished breakfast, Ranon and Gray were sitting down with Eyota’s
elders and Tradition Keepers to explain the court’s decision to
create a new Territory. By the time Cassidy and Reyhana had settled
at the desk in the Queen’s office to sort and review all the
requests and invitations again, the liaisons for the five southern
Provinces were meeting with the Warlord Princes in those Provinces
to arrange a formal visit with Ranon and Jared Blaed.
By the time the messenger arrived at the Grayhaven
estate and delivered the letter from Lady Cassidy to Prince Theran
Grayhaven, every Warlord Prince who lived south of the Heartsblood
River knew something was about to happen—and they began sharpening
their knives.
Worn out by a morning of useless meetings and a
midday meal that still churned sour in his belly, Theran returned
to the Grayhaven mansion and found Julien waiting for him. The look
in the butler’s eyes chilled him because it signified another clash
between butler and future Queen.
“Prince Grayhaven.”
“Julien?”
Julien called in a letter and held it out to him.
“After you left, Lady Kermilla went into your study and opened the
mail. All the mail.”
“Why in the name of Hell would she do that?” The
words were out before he could stop himself.
“I wouldn’t know.” The tone said the butler knew
quite well why a Queen would go through mail that wasn’t addressed
to her—and what happened to a man if she found something she didn’t
like. “When this letter arrived, I felt it was best to deliver it
to you personally since it has Lady Cassidy’s seal.”
Shucking off his heavy coat, Theran handed it to
Julien and took the letter. “I’ll be in my study.”
“Lady Kermilla wanted to be informed the moment you
returned home.”
Should I take my time delivering the
message? That was the underlying question.
“Inform the Lady that I’ve returned,” Theran said
as he walked away.
Kermilla wanted Julien dismissed. Actually, she
wanted the man banned from the town because, on his best days,
Julien was barely courteous to her. On the days when memories rode
him hard, he couldn’t stand being around her. Since she was still a
guest, she had to tolerate the butler. Once she became Queen . .
.
Problem was, Julien was damn good at his job, took
on more than a butler’s typical duties, and by standing between
Kermilla and the rest of the staff, was the only reason the other
servants hadn’t resigned.
Why was everyone so resistant and so resentful?
Yes, she was sometimes difficult or inconsiderate, but maturity and
work that made full use of her abilities would soften those edges.
Sure she had a temper, but that just meant she had spine and
spirit. And that spine and spirit were the reasons Kermilla was the
right Queen for Dena Nehele—the one who could represent their land
and people with grace and skill.
The servants grumbled on a daily basis, which he
didn’t understand since he hadn’t seen Kermilla doing anything that
justified the grumbles. He could ignore the servants for the most
part, and did—as long as Julien managed to keep them from leaving.
Couldn’t anyone understand that it was an anxious time for all of
them and the next few weeks would be so critical? Nerves were a bit
frayed and tempers were sharper than they would be normally. But
once Kermilla had the assurance of her place in Dena Nehele,
everything would settle down.
Could he give her any assurance?
The Warlord Princes he’d met with today had
listened—and had offered nothing. Not one indication that they
would be willing to accept Kermilla, let alone serve her. And not
one spark of interest in meeting her. There was wariness over being
seen in her company because Talon had declared her an enemy of the
current Queen of Dena Nehele, but there wasn’t any sign of the
suppressed interest he’d expected once he’d hinted that Talon’s
declaration would no longer apply come spring.
What was he supposed to do about that? Having the
backing of at least some of the Warlord Princes and minor Queens
was crucial.
He riffled through the opened mail. Invitations?
Well, he didn’t mind her opening those. Not really. After all,
she’d be attending those events with him, so she should have a say
in which ones they accepted. But the rest . . .
Uneasiness rippled through him, a warning that
something wasn’t good, wasn’t right. Then Kermilla walked into the
study, and the uneasiness was buried under his craving to be with
her and use everything he was for her pleasure—whatever that
pleasure might be. The uneasiness was buried, but not the
anger.
“Oh, la, Theran,” Kermilla said. “I was
afraid you wouldn’t get back in time. There’s a delightful little
party later this afternoon that I must attend and—”
“Why did you open my private correspondence?” He
hadn’t realized how much anger he was keeping leashed until
he heard the roughness in his voice.
She stopped moving toward the desk. She lowered her
head and looked at him through her lashes while her mouth shifted
into its sexy pout. “I was just trying to help. And I wanted to
learn. You’re always telling me that I need to learn more about
Dena Nehele.”
“You learn by talking . . .” Listening.
“. . . or asking. Not by violating someone’s
privacy.”
“Violating?” She widened her eyes. “That’s a harsh
word. I just looked at a few silly old letters.”
“No, it’s not a harsh word.” He fanned the stack of
letters and the uneasiness returned. *Julien? How many letters did
you put on the desk this morning?*
*Five invitations and seven letters.*
Theran counted them again, then moved them to make
sure nothing was hidden.
Five invitations—and five letters.
“What happened to the other two letters, Kermilla?”
he asked. Before she could lie to him, he added, “There were seven
letters delivered. There are five here now. Where are the other
two?”
“They were very rude.” She enhanced the pout. “I
burned them.”
“You burned letters addressed to me?”
“They were rude.”
“I don’t give a damn how rude they were. You had no
business reading them, let alone burning them!”
Her eyes flashed with temper. “Nothing is hidden
from a Queen, Prince. Nothing.”
A cold fist wrapped around his spine—and squeezed.
“Those letters. Who were they from?”
She tossed her head and said dismissively, “I don’t
remember.”
His temper slipped the leash for a moment and
thundered through the room, knocking a painting off the wall and
sending several useless porcelain figurines crashing to the
floor.
No color in her face. Fear in her eyes.
“Who were they from?” he snarled.
“Ferall and . . . I don’t remember the other name.
I don’t!”
Ferall. Mother Night. He hadn’t expected to get
any response from Ferall. He couldn’t ask the man to send
the letter again. And outside of being “rude,” which could mean
anything, he had no idea what kind of answer he’d been given to his
carefully worded inquiries. He knew Ferall wouldn’t serve Kermilla,
but he wanted some assurance the other Warlord Prince wouldn’t
actively go after Dena Nehele’s new Queen.
“Don’t do it again,” he said, breaking the seal on
Cassidy’s letter. “I don’t give a damn what you think a
Queen is entitled to do. Any correspondence addressed to me is
private. You don’t open it without my consent. Is that
clear?”
She pulled her shoulders back and raised her chin,
the picture of wounded dignity. “Perfectly clear.”
He began reading Cassidy’s letter. No, not a
letter. Some kind of official document that . . .
“Theran, what about the invitation for this
afternoon?” Kermilla asked. “It’s really important that I—”
“You bitch,” he snarled. “You cold-blooded
bitch.”
“Theran!” She sounded shocked.
He rushed out of the study and roared to release
some temper. “Julien! My coat!”
Julien hurried to the entranceway, holding the coat
open. “Prince?”
Vanishing the document, Theran shoved his arms into
the coat sleeves. *I’ll be gone for the rest of the day,* he said
on a spear thread when Kermilla rushed into the entranceway. *Hold
on to any mail or messages until I return.*
*Done,* Julien said.
And when he returned he would put Green shields and
locks around his study. Kermilla would be insulted, but better that
than another error in judgment.
“Theran?” Kermilla’s voice was a blend of distress
and whiny-bitchy that he hadn’t heard before. “Where are you going?
What about our invitation to—”
“Send your regrets,” he snapped as he headed for
the door. “I have an appointment.” With the Queen, he added
silently.
Cassidy watched Shira remove the tangled web of
dreams and visions from its wooden frame and drop the spider silk
into a shallow bowl of witchfire.
“What did you see?” Cassidy asked. “Or can’t the
vision be shared?”
Shira looked at her for a long time. Then the
Shalador witch finished putting away her Hourglass supplies before
saying, “Endings and beginnings. I think most of us left in the
Hourglass have seen the end of Dena Nehele—and wept for it. Some of
us saw hope and a new beginning, but it wasn’t always there in the
visions, so we knew the end was coming but couldn’t be sure if
anything good would follow.”
“And now?”
“I used to see orchards of honey pear trees growing
out of the bodies of the men who had fallen in the killing
fields.”
“Mother Night,” Cassidy whispered.
“Sometimes, in nightmares, I would pick the fruit
off one tree. I would bite into one of the pears, and it was better
than anything I’d ever tasted before. Then I would look down and
see Ranon’s face. The tree was growing out of what was left of
Ranon.”
“Shira . . .”
“Today I saw orchards of honey pear trees growing
out of rich soil. Soil, Cassie. Not the bodies of our dead. And
even though I couldn’t see them, I could hear men talking and
laughing, and I knew they were alive and helping with the harvest.”
Shira undid the Craft holding her hair up and let that dark hair
flow around her shoulders. “You’re the difference. Dena Nehele will
break, and Shalador Nehele will rise. A new beginning.”
“There could still be war,” Cassidy said. “Those
honey pears might still grow out of the bodies of the dead.”
“That’s a possibility,” Shira agreed. “But before,
it was a certainty.”
Shalador’s Lady will rule this new
land?
She will.
We will continue to walk the path she has shown
us and reclaim the Old Ways of the Blood?
We will.
Then the people of Shalador will welcome this
change, and we will strive to be worthy of the honor she has given
us by naming her new Territory Shalador Nehele.
Gray rode into the landen community with Ranon and
wondered if this meeting was really necessary. Prudent, sure. But
necessary? They’d used a small Coach that Ranon could handle so
that they could ride the Opal Winds together. The news still
arrived at the southern and western reserves ahead of them.
They were given the courtesy of being allowed to
deliver their message to an assembly of elders and Tradition
Keepers since they had made the journey. After their meeting in the
western reserve, they were gently shooed home. Shalador’s decision
was made. They would stand with the Queen. Ranon and Jared Blaed
should return home and tend to Shalador’s Lady.
So they were back in Eyota in time to make this
last visit and be home for dinner.
They rode in slowly, in part to give the guard on
duty time to sense their presence but mostly because they could
hear a dog barking and children laughing and squealing.
“Cows and sheep?” Gray asked, reining in before
they reached the floating balls of green witchlight.
“Looks like it,” Ranon agreed.
Gray watched JuliDee evade the Sceltie and dart
away from the corral of white witchlight. “Wynne doesn’t seem to be
doing too well.”
“Wynne isn’t trying very hard,” Ranon replied
dryly. “I imagine if there was a reason to round up these ‘sheep,’
they’d be rounded up.”
James Weaver came out of one of the workshops and
raised a hand in greeting as they dismounted.
“We were all putting away our tools and having a
glass of ale as an end to the day. Would you join us? Or would you
prefer something hot?”
“Ale would be fine,” Ranon replied. They tied their
horses to a post and followed James into one of the workshops.
Potter and Tanner were there. So was James’s son, Rand, but the
youngster got some signal from his father and excused
himself.
Small glasses of ale were poured. Gray wondered if
it was the cost of the ale that prevented them from enjoying a
larger glass. Then he realized this wasn’t about drinking. This was
a ritual among them that acknowledged a day’s work—and the freedom
to work without fear.
“There is something we felt you need to know,” Gray
said. He explained the court’s decision to break from Dena Nehele
and form a new Territory, just as he’d been explaining it all
day—and would explain it when he and Ranon met the Warlord Princes
living in the five southern Provinces.
James looked at Potter and Tanner, then rubbed the
back of his neck. “We thank you for the courtesy of telling
us.”
Ranon studied the men. “You already knew.”
“In a way,” Potter said. “But we appreciate you
translating it into human.”
Gray looked at Ranon. Ranon looked at Gray.
Together they said, “Human?”
James said, “The message we got earlier today was
‘We don’t like the other Queen. We’re keeping Cassie. So her males
are going to be busy for a while marking her territory.’ ”
“Marking—” Ranon choked. Then he blushed.
Potter nodded. “Of course, the boys wanted to know
what that meant, so Duffy demonstrated and . . .”
Gray hunched his shoulders and groaned. “How many
women are mad at us?”
James grinned. “As long as you don’t pee on any of
the houses, I think you’ll be all right.”
Theran pounded on the boardinghouse’s front door.
Damn dogs were going to stir up the whole damn village before
someone opened the damn door. How in the name of Hell could an
animal that small make a noise that loud?
He couldn’t see them, but he recognized the psychic
scents of Archerr and Shaddo. And he felt Talon’s presence.
And he felt insulted that he’d been “escorted” here
by a guard.
Before he could bang on the door again—or break it
down—it opened.
“Prince Theran,” Dryden said too courteously to be
courteous.
“I want to see Cassidy.”
“If you will wait here, I will see if the Lady is
at home.”
“Don’t give me that crap,” Theran snapped, bracing
a hand against the door. “She’ll see me, and she’ll see me
now.”
Dryden’s eyes blazed with anger, but his face and
voice retained the butler poise. “I will see—”
*Theran? Theran! You will wait in the visitors’
parlor and be polite.*
Theran shoved at the door. “Shut up, Vae.”
She snarled at him. A moment later, someone else
snarled. Behind him.
Purple Dusk against Green? He could take her down.
But he was having trouble getting a sense of the Sceltie behind
him.
If it was a Sceltie behind him.
The memory of those two big cats flashed through
his mind.
“Fine,” he said through gritted teeth. “I’ll wait
and be polite.”
Dryden and Vae escorted him to the visitors’
parlor. Dryden left. Vae stood guard—until Gray walked into the
room.
How could a man change so much in a few
months? Theran wondered. He recognized the face because it was
so similar to his own. But he didn’t recognize the look in those
green eyes—or that blend of power and assurance that was now part
of Gray’s psychic scent.
“Cassie is not available,” Gray said. “Is there
something I can do for you?”
It was the coldness in that voice that jabbed his
temper. He called in the document and held it up. “Can you explain
this?”
Gray flicked a glance at the paper. “You don’t want
to be First Escort. I do. You don’t want to serve Cassie. I
do.”
Theran’s jaw dropped. “You? Hell’s fire, Gray. Do
you know what you’ve done?”
“Yes, I do.”
Kermilla will never forgive him. “You know
Kermilla is going to become Queen in a couple of months. Signing on
to serve Cassidy now is a slap in the face. She’ll never consider
you for any kind of position in her court.”
“And I wouldn’t consider taking one,” Gray
replied.
“Do you know what’s required of a man to stand as
First Escort? Gray, you can’t do this.”
“I’ve spent the past few months training to be a
First Escort, and I’m qualified to serve Queen and court in that
position. What kind of training do you have, Theran?”
None.
“I don’t see why you’re acting so pissy about
this,” Gray said. “You’re up in Grayhaven. We’re down here. You
haven’t fulfilled your duties to Queen or court for months
now.”
“I wasn’t dancing to Cassidy’s tune, no, but that
doesn’t mean I haven’t been working for the good of Dena
Nehele.”
“That’s a matter of opinion.”
Stung past insult, Theran vanished the document and
took a step back. Gray had made his choice, and may the Darkness
have mercy on him.
“Is your position in the court official yet?”
Theran asked.
Gray nodded. “I signed the contract this
morning.”
Mother Night.
“Well, I guess I’m free to—”
“You still have a contract with this court,” Gray
said. “You’re still in the First Circle.”
“Under the circumstances, I think it’s best if I
resign.”
“You rule the town of Grayhaven on the Queen’s
behalf. If you ask to be dismissed from the court and Cassidy
grants the request, you not only give up your place in the court,
you also give up the town and its tithes.”
Theran felt the blood drain out of his head. The
only reason Kermilla was allowed to stay anywhere in Dena Nehele
was that he ruled Grayhaven. If he lost the town, she could be
driven out—or killed. He couldn’t risk that. Not when Cassidy’s
contract would end in a couple of months, freeing him from these
chains.
“You’re turning into a bastard, Gray.”
Gray smiled—and Theran saw the man who was
comfortable around Daemon Sadi and Lucivar Yaslana—and the High
Lord of Hell. Sadi couldn’t have played this hand any better.
“I guess I should call you Jared Blaed from now
on,” Theran said.
“I guess you should.”
When he walked out of the boardinghouse, the
Scelties were gone. So were Archerr and Shaddo. But Talon stood at
the edge of the street, waiting for him.
“I’ll walk you back to the landing web,” Talon
said.
“That’s not necessary.”
“Yes, it is.”
They walked halfway back before Theran spoke. “How
did it go so wrong?”
“Everyone wants the same thing. They just aren’t
seeing the same answer,” Talon replied.
“I’m worried about what’s going to happen to
Gray.”
“Jared Blaed can take care of himself.”
“Why did he have to do this now?”
“He’s following his heart. Isn’t that what you’re
doing?”
“That’s not the same.”
“No one ever thinks it is.”
They didn’t speak again until they reached the
landing web.
“Take care of yourself, boy,” Talon said.
“Talon . . .” What could he say to keep the people
who mattered to him out of harm’s way? “Cassidy isn’t going to be
ruling for much longer.”
A long silence. Then Talon said quietly, “No,
Cassidy isn’t going to be ruling Dena Nehele for much
longer.”