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SHE gasped. Damn it, she was running out of
underwear with this guy.
Not, uh, that she minded at the moment. She could
buy more.
Daria twisted her wrists in her bonds, wanting with
every fiber of her being to touch Alejandro, wanting to feel his
cock in her fingers and to trace over his velvety, muscular chest.
“Alejandro,” she breathed.
He didn’t want her to touch him, though. That was
clear enough when he swore low and mounted her. His body pressed
her down against the mattress as the head of his cock found her
slick entrance and pushed within. Daria gasped and cried out as he
used her moisture to thrust balls-deep within her, stretching her
muscles so deliciously it almost made her come.
He took her by the hips and rode her fast and hard,
edgily, like touching her had driven him half mad and now he had to
slake his need with her body. His cock slammed in and out of her
cunt with an erotic ferocity that possessed her body completely and
stole both her breath and her thought.
Alejandro slipped his hand down between her abdomen
and the mattress to find her clit. He positioned it between his
first two fingers and rubbed. The head of his cock dragged over her
G-spot with every punishing inward stroke. The combination made a
powerful climax slam into her body. Daria cried out from the
intensity of it, the waves of pleasure swamping every part of her
mind and making her knees weak.
He rode her through it, whispering low, dirty,
sweet things. “You like when I’m inside your cunt, don’t you, baby?
You love it when I fuck you.” She couldn’t help that the coarse
words excited her.
The orgasm stuttered to a halt, then flared to
brilliant life once again. Her sex pulsed and rippled around
Alejandro’s thrusting cock. He groaned and let loose, his shaft
jumping deep within her as he came.
He collapsed on top of her and she moved her wrists
against her bonds, signaling without words that she wanted
freedom.
“No.” The word rang sure and low through the room.
“Not until you admit you care about me.”
She let those words—the last ones she’d expected to
hear at this moment—sink in before exclaiming, “What?”
Alejandro used his full vampiric speed and strength
and flipped her so she lay on her back, her arms bound above her
head. “I’m not untying you until you admit it.”
“Alejandro—”
He kissed her. A hot, mind-bending slide of lips
over lips and the penetration of his tongue into the depths of her
mouth. He didn’t just kiss her, he ravaged her mouth. He tasted
every bit of her that he could, almost like he tried to consume
her.
Finally, he broke the kiss. “Tell me.”
Daria could merely pant, unable to catch her
breath. “Tell you what? What do you want to hear, Alejandro?”
He stared down at her. Her stomach did flip-flops.
“The truth.”
Her eyes widened. The truth about how she felt
about him? Did he want to hear that she watched him sometimes when
she knew he wasn’t looking? That she loved the way his dark hair
curled around the collar of his shirt, or how he drummed his
fingers on his knee when he was deep in thought?
Should she tell him how much she loved how relaxed
he was about everything . . . except when he got possessive about
her and that, secretly, she loved it? Should she tell him there
wasn’t anyone she’d trust more at her back, with her life, than
him?
There were many things she could tell Emanuel
Alejandro Martinez, not the least of which would be that she
thought she was falling in love with him and that, well,
that . . .
“You scare me,” she breathed into the short
distance separating their mouths. She’d settled for the truth, part
of it anyway . . . the most important part. “You confuse me.”
He made a frustrated sound. With one harsh move he
unbuckled his belt and rolled off the side of the bed. He walked a
short distance and sank into a chair.
She pulled the rope from her wrists and propped
herself up on her elbows to stare at his shadowed silhouette. “You
asked for the truth.”
He didn’t say anything for several moments.
Alejandro glanced at her. “And now I wish I hadn’t.”
Daria rolled from the bed and went to him. She set
her hand on his bare thigh and tried not to let herself be
distracted by the silver moonlight bleaching the warm gold color of
his skin. All she wanted was to run her hands over it. Even now,
after they’d made love, she still wanted—needed—to touch him.
She squeezed his leg. “I don’t understand what you
want from me.”
He covered her hand with his own. “I’m in love with
you, Daria.”
She stilled as her mind tried, and failed, to
process that simple sentence.
“You’re a total pain in the ass, high-maintenance
woman, querida. You’re also passionate, caring, and the
bravest damn person I’ve ever met.” He leaned forward and captured
her face between his palms. “I love you.”
Daria swallowed hard, at a loss for words. “You
want me to love you back.” Her voice quavered on the question that
wasn’t really a question. Of course that’s what he wanted. She was
dangerously close to giving it to him, too.
Memory that was never far from her reach roared to
life. Christopher Sante had said those words to her once, too, with
that same sincere look in his eyes. He’d knelt on the floor and
smiled up into her face one breezy, sunshiny afternoon with a
bottle of champagne opened beside them on her kitchen table.
She had believed him. She had loved him back. Then
he’d killed her best friend.
“I want . . .” He started and trailed off. “I just
want you, Daria.”
Heart. Soul. Body. Mind. Betrayal. That’s how it
had been the last time she’d loved.
Tears stung her eyes. Daria pulled away, stood,
dressed, and left the room.
“LOVERS’ spat?”
The toe of a boot nudged her side, and Daria’s eyes
flickered open. She’d gone to Brandon’s room the night before to
flee Alejandro, only to find Brandon was out. Since the door to his
room was set into an alcove, she’d curled up on the floor. It was
as out-of-the-way as she was likely to find under the dome, unless
she found a place to sleep in the middle of a hedge
somewhere.
She pushed up into a sitting position and ran her
fingers through her hair. If she’d been human, she knew she
would’ve been hurting from sleeping like that. As it was, with her
body strong and supple from the Choosing, her neck just had a crick
in it.
“Where were you all night?” she grouched.
Brandon keyed his security code into the pad beside
his door. “I only answer to my girlfriend and my mother. Seeing as
how my mother’s dead and I have no girlfriend”—he looked down at
her as the door clicked opened—“I have no one to answer to.”
Daria yawned. “Fine, whatever.”
“Come in and have some coffee. Tell me why you’re
sleeping outside my door.”
Daria climbed to her feet. “I’ll take the coffee at
least.”
He went for the console in the wall and got them
both steaming hot cups. “Just don’t let Sante see there’s trouble
in paradise.”
“Look, couples fight sometimes, even mated Chosen.”
She took a grateful sip of the hot brew and closed her eyes for a
moment, savoring it. “Even if anyone found out there were problems
between me and Alejandro, it would be construed as a natural bump
in the relationship.”
He grinned. “Actually that was total bait. There’s
trouble between you and Alejandro, is there?”
“I wouldn’t call it trouble.” She set her coffee
cup down and glanced at the unmade bed and clothes scattered on the
floor. What a bachelor. “We’re just having . . . issues.”
“Issues, right. Well, a blind man could see
Alejandro’s crazy about you, and it doesn’t have anything to do
with the mission, either.”
She jerked a little in surprise at his observation
and turned away from him so he couldn’t see her face. “Alejandro is
a good man.” He wasn’t Sante. She knew that, but she’d thought
Sante was a good man, too.
“He is. He’s the best of men. Can be a bit intense,
though.”
Brandon was close to her, too close. She could feel
his body heat.
She turned.
He wore an expression on his face she hadn’t seen
before—interest in her.
God, she did not want more of that. Especially from
him.
“But for a woman like you,” Brandon continued,
“maybe too intense. I get the sense you’re too wild to settle
down.” He grinned and it struck Daria as a bit smarmy. “Maybe you
just need a man to play with for a while, nothing more. Nothing
committed, nothing messy.”
She shook her head. Wow, Brandon had completely
misread her. He didn’t know or understand her at all. Alejandro had
understanding her down to an art form. “You’re right about me not
wanting commitment, at least.”
He spread his hands. “My door is always
open.”
“Actually, it’s not. Last night being a case in
point. Also, I’m not interested. No offense meant, Brandon. Lastly,
while I was looking for a place to crash last night, I did have
another reason for coming here.”
He raised an eyebrow. “That being?”
“We have to leave off on the Ari thing for the time
being. Even if Sante is playing her, she doesn’t know she’s being
played. I’ll still talk with Carlos, but we have a bigger issue on
our plate now.”
His expression had grown darker as she’d spoken.
“What’s that?”
“Why the hell is Richard Templeton having us hunt
down a daughter he knows damn well went of her own accord?”
Brandon went very still. “Perhaps he doesn’t know
she went of her own accord.”
Daria shook her head. “No way. Ari Templeton was
bursting to get back at dad. No way she didn’t tell him, which
makes me wonder why he wants her back so bad.”
“You don’t know that for certain.”
Daria went for the door. “You’re right. It’s only a
strong hunch. I’m going find out if it’s true.”
He caught her arm before she could leave. “What are
you going to do?”
“I’m going to go talk to her.”
He glanced down at her rumpled clothing. “Better
change first.”
IT was easy.
When she presented herself at the guardhouse in
front of Sante’s house, she was on “the list.” They let her right
in. They even called Sante ahead of time, so he met her right at
the door.
Luckily, Alejandro had been gone from the room when
she’d gone back to take a shower and change. Now she looked sprite
and charming as a daisy, rather than rumpled and well-fucked as she
had that morning.
Daria put on her best nonthreatening smile. “Good
morning, Christopher. I thought I’d stop by and see how you and Ari
were doing.”
“That’s very nice of you.” He was smiling, but
there was a note of suspicion in his voice. “Would you like
something to drink?” He ushered her into the kitchen.
“No, thanks. Already had my morning coffee.
Actually, I really came by because Ari seemed so interested in how
I managed to punch through the succubare. I had some free time, so
I thought I’d stop by and see if she wanted to talk with me any
more about the subject. We’re both so newly Chosen, I guess I feel
a kind of kindredness with her.”
The suspicion left Sante’s eyes. He gave her the
most sincere smile she’d ever seen on his lips. It made Daria’s
heart ache.
If only he’d ever smiled that way for her.
“I really appreciate this a lot, Valerie. It would
be nice if Ari had a friend she could talk to. My female intimates
here at the Shining Way, they’ve all been . . .”
“Intimate with you?” she ventured as he
trailed off.
He nodded. “Makes friendship with my mate a little
awkward on both sides.”
How ironic, then, if she became bosom friends with
Ari Templeton. “I think befriending Ari would be good for me, too.
After all, I’m new here as well.”
Just then Ari glided into the room with the liquid
sexual grace of the succubare. “Valerie,” she greeted with a smile
as she slid next to Sante. Sante leaned over and tenderly kissed
her head.
If Sante was faking it, he was doing a good job.
But Daria knew all too well how good a faker he was, didn’t
she?
“What are you doing here so early in the morning?”
Ari asked, her arms tightening around Sante’s waist.
“I came by to see you, actually.”
“Really?” She brightened. “Wonderful. Want to have
breakfast with me? Food is a habit I’m finding hard to
break.”
Daria’s stomach rumbled at the prospect. It was a
ghost rumbling, of course, like an amputee might feel her missing
arm. She didn’t need to eat for sustenance now, but she still
craved it. “Definitely.”
Sante pulled away from Ari and walked toward the
door. “I’ll leave you alone, then. I’ve got work to do.”
Ari pouted. “You don’t have to go yet.”
Sante returned and kissed her so well, so
beautifully, and so full of love that Daria had to look away. He
spoke some low words in Ari’s ears that Daria tried not to hear,
but with her superhearing did anyway. Then he left.
Ari stood for a moment looking out the door after
him. Completely besotted. Daria had no doubt. Then she turned and
went for the refrigerator. “Eggs?”
“Sounds incredible.” Daria took a place at the
breakfast bar. “Can I help you?”
“No, please. I love to cook.” Ari threw a careless
smile at her over her shoulder. “It’s a last vestige from my life
before.” There was a note of wistfulness in her voice. Ari set a
bowl of grapes on the counter in front of Daria, then turned to the
stove to make the eggs.
“So, that begs the question. How are you doing with
the adjustment to Chosen life?” Daria popped a grape into her mouth
and nearly swooned when it burst against her tongue.
At the stove, Ari shrugged a shoulder. Her long
hair was loose and shifting over her back. “All right. I mean, I’m
very hungry.” She glanced at her and grinned. “Of course, my hunger
is different than yours.”
“Of course.”
Ari flipped the eggs onto two plates and handed her
one, then moved to get them two glasses of orange juice.
“Christopher is keeping me well sated, though.”
Daria took a slow drink and formed her next
question carefully. Beside her, Ari slid onto a chair and pulled
her plate close. “But one day he won’t be enough to sustain you,
isn’t that true? One day you’ll have to go to others. Isn’t that
how it works for a succubare?”
She took a careful bite of eggs and chewed
thoughtfully. “Yes, one day that will be true. I guess I’m not
ready to think about that yet.”
“Fair enough.” Daria settled in to eat her eggs
while they were still hot.
“And you?”
This time it was Daria’s turn to shrug. “I feel
stronger than I ever have before, but it’s misleading because I’m
still far weaker than the older Chosen. Blood is actually good, and
I crave it. That’s pretty strange. Otherwise, I’m doing pretty
well. I’m here, with the false sunlight, so I haven’t had to get
used to nocturnal life yet.”
Ari nodded. “We’re lucky to have this place.”
Daria agreed. As much as she hated Sante and
despite the fact she knew in her gut there were illegal happenings
here, this commune was a blessing to the Chosen.
“Christopher says this place saved his life,” Ari
continued. “That he wanted to walk into the dawn before he had the
idea to create the commune.”
“Why?” This aligned with what Alejandro had told
her. She put her fork down.
“He told me he loved a woman, but had to betray her
in order to fulfill a loyalty to his blood mother. He hurt her
terribly in the process. From what I gather, from as much as he’ll
tell, he killed people close to her.”
“And he got away with it?” Daria’s voice sounded
harsh to her own ears.
“He got away with it from the perspective of the
human and Chosen systems of law. He didn’t get away with it in his
own consciousness. Guilt plagued him so badly he renounced his
blood mother and nearly killed himself.”
Poor, poor Christopher Sante. Daria thought she
might weep from the violin music.
“He started the Shining Way as an effort to give
back some of what he’d taken,” Ari finished.
“We all have to pay prices for the choices we
make.” It was all the response Daria could muster. “I thought I saw
you one night, when I was leaving the party at the Alhambra
Building. Was it you walking the path there that night?”
She smiled. “I get around via secret passageways.
Yes, it was me.”
When she smiled Ari Templeton reminded her of
Julia. There was a softness about her that Julia had possessed,
too. Daria shook her head to clear the thought and keep her mind in
the present. “I thought you were a ghost. I thought I was losing my
mind.”
“It was just me, sneaking around. In order to stay
with the man I love, I had to completely alter my life. You should
know since you did it, too.”
Scenting a way to steer the conversation where she
wanted it to go, Daria nodded. “Yes, we had to give up sunlight,
give up every normal thing we ever knew.” She paused and looked
sad. “Give up family.”
“You had to give up your family when you were
Chosen?”
“My mother wasn’t happy with my decision.” It
wasn’t really a lie, just a slight misdirection of the truth. Her
mother wouldn’t be happy with her decision when she found
out.
Ari threw her fork down onto the countertop so
hard, Daria jumped. “The bigotry against the Chosen never fails to
piss me off. All the Chosen want is the right to exist. We’re not
hurting anyone. This fear of the other, the fear of the more
powerful . . . it makes humans crazy! They preach out of one side
of their mouths about perfect, unconditional love. Then out of the
other side they advocate for laws making the Chosen a hunted
species . . . like an . . . an animal!”
Bingo.
Daria suppressed her smile of victory and turned in
her seat. “You’re talking about your father, Richard
Templeton.”
A pained look crossed Ari’s face. She glanced away,
but not before Daria glimpsed tears sheening the other woman’s
eyes.
Daria felt a pinch of guilt for getting her so
riled up and deliberately pushing a button. Ari Templeton was an
easily likable person, and Daria had no wish to cause her
discomfort.
“Yes, I’m talking about my father. Damn him. He’s
the worst of the bigots. I’m ashamed to say I share his
blood.”
“Does he know . . . I mean, about you and
Christopher Sante? Does he know you’ve been Chosen?”
She nodded and wiped a tear from her cheek. Daria
suppressed the ridiculous urge to put her arm around Ari’s
shoulders. “I told him all about it before I was Chosen. Told him
I’d fallen in love and nothing would keep us apart, not even his
almighty church. He was so mad he almost backhanded me. Then he
just turned his back on me and told me I was no longer his
daughter.”
The pain in her voice was so raw, so
little-girl-lost. Daria suspected she truly craved the one thing
she would never have—the unconditional love of her father.
What was Richard Templeton up to? Why had he lied
to the GBS and the ABI? Why had he reported her kidnapped and cast
all that suspicion on Sante?
Perhaps he regretted the harsh words he’d spoken to
his daughter and was now attempting to get her back home without
anyone knowing she’d been Chosen. That would be embarrassing to
him, after all.
But that seemed unlikely. He’d disowned her,
according to Ari. That seemed like a pretty final action.
Daria chewed her lower lip and frowned. Did
Templeton have a darker scheme in play?
Ari’s shoulders hunched miserably and a tear fell
into her lap. Unable to resist any longer, Daria put her arm around
her shoulders. Ari leaned into her and cried quietly.
“I’m sorry, Ari,” Daria whispered.
She was. Sorry that Ari’s father was such a
horrific person, sorry she’d been duped by Sante. Daria vowed right
then and there she would do all she could to protect Ari
Templeton.
Someone had to.
ALEJANDRO watched Daria slick her hair back away from her head as she entered the room. It had been raining nonstop for a week, a necessity for some of the crops they grew in the dome. Her white T-shirt was soaked and clung to her in all the right places, revealing her dark, hard nipples through her white cotton bra.
He was a man, he noticed these things. Especially
on Daria.
Even if he’d scared off Daria so skillfully she
wouldn’t even sleep in the same bed with him these days.
He had the magic touch, that was for sure.
She glanced at him, wariness in her eyes. Mostly
she tried to be in the room when he wasn’t.
“Where have you been?” he asked.
“With Ari this morning, then with Jia Ying for a
while.” Daria had been spending a lot of time with Ari lately.
“This afternoon we’re supposed to meet with Eleanor, don’t
forget.”
He shook his head. “Dios, you’re keeping a
hell of a social calendar.”
She went into the bathroom to get a towel. “It’s
work,” she called. “I’ve developed a friendship with Jia Ying, it’s
true. That’s not really work. But now that I’ve insinuated myself
in with Ari, I need to stay close.”
“I know.” Even if he was a little jealous. “But you
do like her. Ari, I mean.”
She reemerged from the bathroom, rubbing the towel
through her hair. “There’s little not to like about her. She’s got
a fragile quality to her that makes you want to protect her.”
“You’ve always been a protector, Daria. I wish
you’d let someone protect you once in a while.”
She gave him an irritated glance. “I don’t need
counseling right now, Alejandro, but thanks for trying to
help.”
Daria pulled off her soaked T-shirt and pulled a
gray jersey from a drawer. “Anyway, I just stopped in for a minute.
I’m leaving again to head back to Sante’s house. Ari wants to have
lunch with me.” She pulled the sweatshirt over her head. “What are
you doing today?”
“I’m with Carlos.”
She stilled and looked at him. “Really?”
He nodded. “Sante put me on security detail.”
“Shit.”
“I tried to get Brandon an in, but it didn’t
work. I was shut down right away.”
“Did you tell Brandon?”
Alejandro nodded. “He wasn’t too happy, but he’s
got his hands full as it is. There’s been more movement over by the
honey fields. The supervisors there won’t let him stray anywhere
close, though.”
She shook her head. “I think the best move for us
is simply to get closer and closer to Ari, Sante, and Carlos. The
rest will reveal itself eventually, once they truly begin to trust
us. Brandon is just upset because he’s out of the loop on this.
He’s a control freak, that guy. He doesn’t like that we’ve taken
the lead here.”
Alejandro grit his teeth. “I don’t like being that
passive.”
“It’s either we wait for Sante to let us in on the
true goings-on here, or we risk getting caught and blowing the
whole operation. There have been full moons every night, extra
guards over by the honey fields.” She gestured impatiently. “I
don’t see a better option at this time.”
“I’m not arguing. I just don’t like it. Don’t pick
a fight with me, Daria. I’m not in the mood.”
Her jaw locked. “Look—”
The door slammed open, and Brandon stood there,
panting and soaked from the rain. “Sante’s house was just
bombed.”