Chapter 2
I wound my way through the mix of onlookers and
men in uniform to get as close to the girl as I could. It was tough
going, as many of the gawkers didn’t want to give up their places
at the front of the crime scene, and no one in uniform would let me
cross the yellow tape and orange sawhorses marking the area
off-limits to the public. Finally someone in the exact spot I
needed to get to shivered as if they were cold and moved aside,
letting me slide into place at the very top of the crime-scene tape
and close to a blanketed figure lying prone on the driveway.
Right next to the body I could see the slightest of
haze in the atmosphere, and I knew that the woman who told me about
being struck over the head in her hotel room was right now trying
to figure out who the body on the driveway belonged to.
Yoo-hoo! I called in my mind to get her attention.
I had this sense of the woman considering me
curiously for a few seconds before making her way over. Immediately
the five feet around me became cold as ice, and people crowding
around shivered, rubbed their arms, and unconsciously moved away
from where I was standing, which was a relief, because I was
beginning to feel really scrunched.
What’s your name, sweetheart? I asked. Her
answer was clear; it sounded like the words so and
fee. Hi, Sophie, I said pleasantly. Can you tell
me what happened to you in the hotel room?
Immediately a series of disjointed pictures played
out in my mind. I was looking at a brass plate hung on a door with
the numbers three, two, and one on it. Then I had a very quick
glimpse of a room decorated with celery green and yellow-striped
wallpaper, cream carpet, and dark wood furnishings. On a table in
the center of the room was a mess of papers. I had the sense of
searching for one particular item within all that clutter, but
something shiny shook loose and fell to the floor, where it caught
the light and sparkled. As I reached down to pick it up I became
aware of footsteps right behind me, and before I had a chance to
react I felt a searing blow to the back of my head, followed by the
fuzzy, confused haze of where I stood now.
I reached out to grab the column the police tape
was secured to, feeling very wobbly on my feet.
“Ma’am?” someone said to me. “Ma’am, are you all
right?”
I blinked a few times and rubbed the back of my
head, then realized that an EMT was standing quite close to me with
a concerned look on his face. “I’m fine,” I said, eyeing the body
on the ground. “What happened to her?” I asked him, thinking about
feeling that hard knock to the back of my own head and how Sophie
had ended up here.
The EMT looked me over again, probably to assess
whether I really was okay; then he said, “Looks like she might have
jumped from the roof.”
“She jumped?” I asked.
The EMT nodded. “Right now they think it’s probably
a suicide. Cops are trying to figure out the trajectory of jumping
off a six-story building, but the angle’s right.”
I gulped. “You sound like you’ve seen this
before.”
“I’ve been an EMT for twenty years. You see a lot
in this line of work.”
I looked back to the body, then up at the building.
My eyes hovered around the third story. I also became aware that
the EMT was still talking to me. “. . . cops are looking into
whether she was a hotel guest or just someone who managed to find a
tall roof to jump off of. No one saw her do it, so it’s tough to
tell.”
“She was a guest,” I said. “Her name was Sophie,
and she was staying in room three-twenty-one.”
“You knew her?” the EMT asked in surprise.
“Only casually,” I admitted, very much aware that
Sophie had gone back to the covered figure lying on the pavement,
utterly confused about her surroundings and why she felt such a
strong connection to the body beneath the blanket.
That was when I also became aware that the EMT was
calling over one of the cops. “Yo! Ayden! This woman knows your
vic!”
One of the faces in the crowd of officials turned
and eyed us. He was about Steven’s height, with thin black hair and
square features, and I gulped as I realized his sharp blue eyes
were focused intently on me.
He walked toward me with purpose, and I braced
myself for the encounter, knowing I was very likely going to get a
whole lot of resistance to the fact that I’d just picked up that
tidbit of info about the woman under the blanket from her dearly
departed soul.
“Afternoon,” he said when he got to me. “I’m
Detective Ayden MacDonald. You knew our victim?”
“Er . . . not really,” I said honestly. “I’ve
actually just flown in from Boston, but the woman contacted me when
our cab pulled up to the hotel and told me her name and the room
she was staying in.”
“Excuse me?” he said, those blue eyes blinking hard
to follow along. “What do you mean, she ‘contacted’ you?”
“I’m a psychic medium,” I explained. “I’m here to
do a show for television on haunted possessions.”
MacDonald’s face looked like he was waiting for me
to get to the punch line. When I didn’t comment further he turned
somewhat serious and said, “I see. And this woman’s ghost told you
what, exactly?”
“She said her first name was Sophie and she was a
hotel guest staying in room three-twenty-one. She showed me that
she was in her room trying to sort through some paperwork when
someone came up behind her and hit her on the back of the head. The
next thing she knew, she was out here on the driveway surrounded by
police.”
MacDonald turned and regarded one of the uniformed
policemen behind him. “Stanslowski!” he called. When a
beefy-looking cop with a receding hairline looked up, MacDonald
said, “Go inside and ask the desk clerk if there’s a woman, first
name Sophie, staying in room three-twenty-one.”
The cop nodded and hustled away. We waited in a
tension-filled silence as the scene continued to buzz with people
and energy. From inside I could hear the sound of jackhammers and
construction, and for the first time I noticed a small poster on
the outside of the hotel that begged patrons to excuse the noise
and the dust.
After just a few minutes Stanslowski came back out
and hustled up to MacDonald. “Desk clerk confirms a Sophie Givens
is staying in room three-twenty-one, Detective. Do you want me and
Reynolds to track her down?”
MacDonald glanced at the body on the pavement, then
back to me. “Yeah,” he said, his eyes wide with surprise. “Have
management take you up to her room and see if she’s there. If not,
see if you can find some photo ID and bring it back to me.”
“On it,” he said, and whistled to another uniformed
policeman.
“Mind if I ask you a few questions?” MacDonald
asked me.
“I figured you’d say that,” I said wearily. “And
I’d love to answer them all, but I have a condition.”
“A condition?” he repeated with an arched eyebrow
that told me I didn’t fully comprehend the precariousness of my
position.
“Yes,” I said, undaunted. “If I answer all of your
questions, and if you discover that my story checks out, I want to
cross this tape before they take her body away.”
“Nope,” said MacDonald, and his tone suggested
there was no room for negotiation.
I looked at him for a long moment, wanting to argue
but struggling with that motivation. Finally I opened my purse and
handed him my boarding pass. “My plane got in an hour and a half
ago,” I said, digging around in my purse again. “From that point on
we went on two errands, here and here.” And I handed over the
receipts from the sporting goods store and the hardware store.
Going back to my purse I scrounged around for my card and one of
the e-mails from Gopher to Gilley that I thought was particularly
interesting.
“What’s this?” said MacDonald as he took the
e-mail.
“That’s some correspondence from my business
partner to the television production team that has invited me here
to San Francisco,” I said. “I’m the real deal, Detective, and the
issue here isn’t proving that to you as much as it is needing to
get Sophie to understand that her body has died and that it’s all
right to move on, because right now her soul is suffering. It’s
clear to me that she hasn’t made the connection that her body has
stopped working and she can never come back to the land of the
living. And the longer you and I stand here and trade credentials,
the longer her suffering continues.”
Just then the detective’s cell phone beeped. He
answered it quickly, and the voice coming through the earpiece was
loud enough for me to hear.
“It’s Stanslowski,” said the voice. “I’m up here in
room three-twenty-one, and we got ourselves a crime scene,
Detective. There’s blood on the carpet, and the place has been
ransacked. Also, we found the lady’s purse—her passport photo
matches the woman on the pavement, sir.”
MacDonald’s eyes bored into mine, and his lips
became pencil thin. “Secure the scene, Art,” he said. “I’ll be up
in a minute.”
I smiled at him and motioned back to the area where
Sophie’s body lay. “All I want is two minutes over there. I won’t
touch the body; I can even stand on that patch of lawn next to the
ambulance. I just need to get close enough to grab her attention
and send her on her way.”
“You can actually talk to this girl?” asked the
detective, his eyes traversing her body.
“I can.”
After a moment he sighed and said, “Fine.” Then he
took my arm in one hand as he lifted the crime-scene tape with the
other, instructing, “I’ll take you over there, but before you send
her wherever you need to send her, I’ll need to ask her some
questions about what happened to her.”
I pulled my arm out of his grip and stood back. “It
doesn’t work like that, Detective.”
“What do you mean, it doesn’t work like that?” he
asked, still holding up the yellow tape.
“I mean that my primary directive is not solving
your case. My job is to relieve her suffering. Right now she’s
completely lost and confused, and if I don’t get to her quickly,
she’s going to start to panic and freak out. Trust me on this:
There is nothing worse than watching someone stuck in a ghostly
state as they have a complete mental breakdown when they realize no
one can hear them and no one can help them. She’ll soon become
unreasonable and even inconsolable, and I won’t be able to help her
until she calms down again—which could be years.
“So you see, sir, I’m not going to risk sending her
into that state of terror by giving her the third degree. If she’s
willing to listen to me, I’m going to get her over to the other
side. Pronto.”
MacDonald lowered the tape and stood up tall. His
eyes seemed to be taking my measure. Glancing down at my card, he
said, “The way I see it, Ms. Holliday, you don’t have much of a
choice. My lieutenant would eat me for lunch if he knew I let you
close to the body, so if you don’t have anything else to offer me,
then I’m afraid I’m going to have to follow protocol.”
I looked over again at Sophie’s body, and I could
see a thin vapor hovering around the crime scene. The vapor was
shifting back and forth, and I realized that she was already
beginning to get anxious. I could sense her emotions building and
the panic beginning to form. “Damn it,” I swore, and looked back to
the detective. “Fine, have it your way. I’ll ask her your
questions, but the moment she begins to get too upset, Detective,
I’m going to get her to move on, with or without your case wrapped
up.”
MacDonald lifted the crime-scene tape again. “After
you,” he said pleasantly.
I ducked low and stepped under, with MacDonald
right next to me as he took firm hold of my elbow again. I resisted
the urge to roll my eyes—the guy obviously thought I was some kind
of liability ready to trample all over his crime scene—and I
allowed myself to be guided over to within five feet of the sheet
covering Sophie.
We got a few curious looks from the uniformed cops
and CSIs standing nearby, but MacDonald didn’t explain anything to
them and ignored their inquisitive stares. “Okay,” he said softly
when we came to a stop. “See if you can get her to tell you how she
came to land faceup on the pavement.”
I closed my eyes and reached out to Sophie.
Sophie , I said in my mind. My name is M.J., and I’m here
to help you. Can you hear me?
There was a kind of mental nod in my head. I had
her attention.
That’s great! I encouraged, but even then I
could feel her energy drifting back to the sheet, as if she were
distracted by it. I knew she was uncertain as to why she felt such
a strong connection to it. So far she hadn’t put two and two
together, and I planned on keeping it that way for just a bit
longer. Now, Sophie, I said, I understand something
happened up in your hotel room.
The energy wafting back to me registered confusion,
or rather, it felt a bit slow on the uptake, so I elaborated.
I’ve sent someone to check your hotel room, I explained.
They say that they found it to be a mess. Do you remember
someone coming into your room and maybe threatening you or trying
to hurt you?
Sophie’s vapory energy began to shimmer with
alarm.
“What’s she saying?” asked the detective.
I opened one eye and scowled at him. “Shhh!”
I hissed. “I’m trying to work here!”
He frowned but nodded. Sophie, however, was
starting to make some noise. Where is my file? she demanded.
I had it in my hand! He’s stolen it!
Who’s stolen it? I asked. Honey, if you
tell me who came into your room, I promise I’ll help you find your
file.
Something’s wrong with my head, Sophie
continued. He hit me! He hit me and stole my file!
I could feel Sophie’s increasing agitation. I knew
I was pushing it and decided to ask one more time before I focused
on trying to get her across. Sophie, I said gently in my
mind, I’m so sorry he did that. But I’ve got the police here,
and they’re ready to take your statement. Just tell me what the man
looked like and we’ll get them to find your file.
And then I could feel something like shock
reverberate across the ether, and I knew that Sophie was now fully
aware of all the police and the CSIs around her. Her surroundings
were becoming clearer, and the fog was starting to lift. The dots
were going to connect in the next instant, and I knew I was about
to have a hell of a time doing anything for her if I didn’t say
something else, and quickly.
SOPHIE! I yelled as loud as I could in my
head. And it worked; I got her attention. I need you to listen
to me, and listen carefully. You’ve been in a terrible accident
, I said. And it’s time for you to leave us. You have to realize
that there is nothing more you can do here, and you’ve got to let
go. Do you understand?
My file! she said. He can’t get his hands
on that file! I need to turn it in to the authorities, or he’ll get
away with everything!
I’ve found it! I lied. I’ve given it over
to the police and it’s safe. But you need to move forward
now.
Sophie’s energy went back to the covered form on
the pavement. Is that me? she asked, the tone in my head
sounding pitifully sad.
Yes, my friend, I said carefully. It is.
I’m so sorry.
Sophie’s energy seemed to shudder, and I hoped the
realization wouldn’t throw her into a state of panic. Finally,
however, she asked, What do I do now?
I felt my shoulders sag with relief. She was a
strong woman; that was for sure. If you look up, you’ll see a
beautiful ball of light about ten feet above your head, I
instructed.
There was another slight hesitation, and then I
felt a sort of mental gasp. I see it!
Excellent! I encouraged. Sophie, that
ball of light is your magical elevator ride, and it will take you
to your next destination. All you need to do is call it down to
you—just think of it descending slowly around you, and when you’re
completely surrounded by it, you’ll be taken away from here to
reunite with your deceased loved ones. I waited two heartbeats
and felt Sophie follow my instructions. That’s it! I said to
her. Now, we only have a few seconds, I said quickly, so
when you feel it completely envelop you, I’ll need you to let go.
Just let the light take you. I promise you’ll be safe and sound,
and you’ll arrive home on the other side in no time.
Okay?
Again I felt that mental nod and also the lowering
of the light around Sophie, and then there was a whoosh
feeling all around me, and in an instant she was gone.
I let out the breath that I’d been holding and
opened my eyes. MacDonald was looking down at his arms and the hair
that was visible where his shirt was rolled up. “Something just
happened,” he said, indicating the way all the hairs on his arms
were standing straight up on end.
“Yep,” I confirmed. “She’s gone.”
“What’d she tell you?” he asked, and the look on
his face suggested he thought I’d tricked him.
“She said that someone broke into her room and
stole an important file she had in her possession, and that’s why
she was attacked and murdered.”
The detective’s brows furrowed. “A paper file or a
computer file?” he asked.
I shrugged. “I’ve no idea,” I said wearily. Already
it’d been a long day.
“M.J.!” I heard from near the entrance, and I
looked over to see Gilley and Steven standing just on the other
side of the crime-scene tape. “Is everything okay?” Gil said.
I nodded. “I’ll be there in a second,” I reassured
them before turning back to the detective.
“So, she’s gone for good?” he said to me, and I
smirked at the way his eyes were roving around, as if he were
looking for her.
“She is,” I said. “I got her across when she
started to panic. The only thing she told me about what happened
was that some unidentified man came in and took her file.”
“Did she give you a name or tell you if she knew
this guy?”
“No,” I said. “Again, I really couldn’t get much
out of her.”
“Not very cooperative, huh?”
“Well, how cooperative would you feel if someone
had just murdered you?” I asked seriously.
That got MacDonald to smile. “I see your point,” he
said, then looked up to the third floor, where Sophie had likely
been pushed out of her window. “Say, can you use your magic powers
to come up to her room and maybe get an impression about what
happened? You know, like those psychics do on TV?”
Great. Now I was a novelty item. I sighed tiredly,
not exactly feeling very charitable after that kind of statement.
“You know, that’s not really my forte. And besides, I’m pretty
tired after traveling cross-country.”
The detective’s face fell. “Okay, fine,” he said.
“Sorry I asked.”
I felt the guilt seep into the middle of my chest.
“Okay, okay,” I said grudgingly. “Just let me tell my business
associates what’s going on so they can at least get me checked in,
all right?”
MacDonald guided me again over to the crime-scene
tape (I was seriously starting to feel like an errant child with
all this leading-around-by-the-arm stuff), and, after he left me
with my friends, I explained quickly what had happened and why I
needed to leave them again.
“What do you think you can pick up in the room if
you’ve already crossed this woman over?” asked Steven.
“Well, probably a lot,” I admitted. “The more
violent the act in that room, the better I’ll be able to feel it
out.”
“How?” he wondered.
I thought for a moment about how best to explain
it. As I was thinking, Gilley—who’s had a lot of experience with
paranormal research—explained. “Think of it as if the space all
around us is one giant sponge, and it can absorb physical actions
like a liquid or a stain. Some stains are faint—your simple
everyday routine, for instance—hardly noticeable. But other things,
like a car accident or a violent outburst that causes intense pain
or an act of murder, are darker, more acute stains that people like
M.J. can clearly pick up on. They’re able to describe the event
because it leaves a more intense impression on the sponge. Am I
right, M.J.?”
I smiled at Gil. “You are,” I said. “That was a
great analogy.”
“So, you are going to clean up the stain?” Steven
asked, and I could tell he hadn’t quite gotten it.
“No,” I said. “I’m going to go into her room and
hopefully tell them how the event unfolded. The atmosphere up there
should have acted a bit like a movie camera—if we’re lucky, it
should have recorded the event that took place there, and I might
be able to visualize the images for the police.”
“Ah, now I am understanding,” said Steven with a
nod. “We will get you checked in and take your luggage to the room.
I will send a text to your cell phone to let you know what room
we’re in.”
“Awesome,” I said as Detective MacDonald came up to
me again carrying a duffel bag.
“Ready to go, Ms. Holliday?”
“Let’s do it,” I said, and we left Gilley and
Steven to make their way to the check-in counter.
MacDonald led the way over to the main elevator
through the various cones set up in the mezzanine to steer patrons
away from construction zones. “Hotel’s doing a major renovation.
Seems they’ve got a bunch of old wiring and plumbing that’s not up
to code,” MacDonald commented as he handed me some rubber
gloves.
“What are these for?” I asked.
“In case you need to touch or hold anything in the
room,” he said, before reaching into his duffel and pulling out
some little blue booties. “These go over your shoes,” he added as
the elevator door opened and we got on.
“I feel like I’ve just stepped onto a movie set,” I
mumbled as I leaned my back against the elevator wall and popped
the booties over my boots.
MacDonald didn’t comment as he did the same, and
when we reached the third floor he led the way to room 321. It
wasn’t hard to find; there were about three uniformed policemen
close by. One was sealing the area around the room with yellow
crime-scene tape, while another was knocking on doors, and yet
another was interviewing a man in the hallway.
MacDonald stopped in front of the uniformed cop
setting up the tape, and the two whispered in low tones just out of
my earshot. The uniformed officer looked curiously back at me a few
times, and I saw his eyes ogle me a bit. I sent him what I hoped
was a winning smile and waited to be allowed into the room.
Not long after that MacDonald waved me forward, and
I approached with my hands clasped behind my back. Even though I
now wore gloves, I didn’t want to be tempted to touch or disturb
anything. MacDonald stepped into the room first, and I followed him
warily.
My eyes roved the room, which appeared to have been
hit by a tornado. The sheets on the bed had been torn off and lay
in a messy, trampled pile to one side. Several pillows were strewn
about, and the mattress itself was pulled entirely off the bed and
was leaning against the far wall. Long gashes had been sliced into
the mattress, and the stuffing lay in large, fluffy tufts all about
the floor.
Drawers from the two nightstands had been tossed
aside, much like the pillows, and the table that, by the
indentations in the carpet, had once resided by the window was now
overturned and in the middle of the room.
Dresser drawers were pulled open, and clothing had
been thrown about like confetti. The television had even been
gutted, and even though it was still perched on top of the dresser,
it was now facing backward with its wires pulled out like it had
undergone an electronic autopsy. “Jesus,” I whispered as I stared
around the room.
MacDonald too was taking it all in, and I saw him
out of the corner of my eye making a quick sketch on his notepad,
marking with little arrows where things were. He didn’t say
anything, so I figured he must be waiting for me to do my thing. I
braced myself and focused all my energy on picking out whatever
might be lying about in the ether of the room.
My eye went immediately to the table, and almost
subconsciously I walked to it, barely resisting the urge to pick it
up. I left it where it lay and went over to where it had once
rested, by the window. Here I had a clear impression of Sophie
working on a laptop, and I looked around the room, but no computer
was evident. “Did they find a laptop?” I asked MacDonald.
“Hmm?” he murmured, looking up from his
sketch.
“Did your uniformed cop find a laptop in here and
take it out of the room?”
MacDonald turned to the cop he’d first sent up here
to investigate room 321. “Art, did you guys find a computer?”
“No, sir,” he said, “we didn’t.”
I looked back at the empty space and turned in a
circle. A broken chair lay in three pieces behind me, and I
shuddered. My eye then darted over to the bed, and I approached the
crumpled remains of the comforter on the floor. I bent down and
carefully held my gloved hand just above the comforter, wincing,
while my other hand went up to my throat, and I found it difficult
to swallow. I stood up then, and my head snapped over to the
sliding glass door to the balcony, which was closed, but a section
of the curtain had been caught in the door when someone shut
it.
“I know how it went down,” I said gravely.
“Spill it,” said MacDonald, flipping the page in
his notebook.
“She was working on her computer,” I began as the
impressions sorted themselves out in my mind. “She has a connection
to Europe,” I added, “England specifically, but London most
specifically.”
MacDonald shot his eyes over to the uniformed cop
in the doorway, whose jaw, I noticed, had dropped a fraction.
“Her passport lists her current address in London,”
he confirmed.
“There was a knock on the door,” I continued,
pointing over to where the cop was. “Sophie answered it and right
away things got bad. I feel like she was shoved violently onto the
bed, and her attacker began to strangle her. There was a struggle,
but she was really outmatched. Somehow she got out from under him
and she tried to flee. He grabbed that chair,” I added, pointing
now to the remains of the chair on the floor, “and whacked her over
the head with it. He then ransacked the place and was about to
leave when I think she either woke up or showed signs of coming to.
That’s when he took her out to the balcony and tossed her over the
railing.”
No one spoke for several seconds, and truthfully, I
was grateful. The events that played in my mind and the carnage of
the room made me want to find a shower and scrub myself from head
to toe. I hated being in that room, and really wanted to
leave.
Finally MacDonald said, “Can you describe the
guy?”
I shook my head. “No.” When he looked at me as if
to ask why not, I explained, “I don’t see these things quite the
way you think I would. They don’t happen like a moving picture in
my head—it’s more like the sense of something, as if I were
watching something through a haze where the finite details get
obscured. I know he was tall. I know he was much stronger than she
was, but other than that, I can’t give you a mug shot.”
“Do you think she knew him?”
I frowned. I had an urge to say yes, but I realized
I wanted to say that because I was afraid of what it might mean if
he were some creepy stranger prowling the hotel for innocent
victims—after all, I was staying here tonight. “I don’t know,” I
said after considering it. “There is something familiar about his
energy with her. Almost like she knew him, but might not have
recognized him at first.”
“What do you think he was after?” MacDonald asked
me next, and he pointed his pen around in an arc at the chaos in
the room.
“Her file,” I said simply. “Only now I really think
it was a computer file, and I don’t think he found it on the
computer. I think she might have put whatever it was on a flash
drive and hidden it. Whether he found it I can’t say, but I do know
she was really worried he’d stolen it, so that tells me it must
have been here in this room.”
The detective scribbled some more in his notebook,
then looked up at me and smiled kindly for the first time since I’d
met him. “Thank you, Ms. Holliday. I won’t take up any more of your
time for now, but can I call on you in the next day or so if we
need you again?”
My first impulse was to say no, but then my
conscience got the best of me. “That’s fine,” I agreed, feeling the
pocket where my cell phone was buzzing. Pulling it out, I looked at
the screen and said, “My associates have just let me know I’ll be
in room four-twenty-one. You can leave messages there until we’re
finished with the shoot and head back home day after
tomorrow.”
“Great,” said MacDonald. “We probably won’t need
you, but I appreciate it.”
As I left Sophie’s room and took off my booties and
gloves, I had the distinct impression that I hadn’t seen the last
of MacDonald or this investigation, and this thought unsettled me
for some time.