EIGHTEEN
JURGIS DID not get out of the Bridewell quite as
soon as he had expected. To his sentence there were added “court
costs” of a dollar and a half—he was supposed to pay for the
trouble of putting him in jail, and not having the money, was
obliged to work it off by three days more of toil. Nobody had taken
the trouble to tell him this—only after counting the days and
looking forward to the end in an agony of impatience, when the hour
came that he expected to be free he found himself still set at the
stoneheap, and laughed at when he ventured to protest. Then he
concluded he must have counted wrong; but as another day passed, he
gave up all hope—and was sunk in the depths of despair, when one
morning after breakfast a keeper came to him with the word that his
time was up at last. So he doffed his prison garb, and put on his
old fertilizer clothing, and heard the door of the prison clang
behind him.
He stood upon the steps, bewildered; he could
hardly believe that it was true,—that the sky was above him again
and the open street before him; that he was a free man. But then
the cold began to strike through his clothes, and he started
quickly away.
There had been a heavy snow, and now a thaw had set
in; a fine sleety rain was falling, driven by a wind that pierced
Jurgis to the bone. He had not stopped for his overcoat when he set
out to “do up” Connor, and so his rides in the patrol wagons had
been cruel experiences; his clothing was old and worn thin, and it
never had been very warm. Now as he trudged on the rain soon wet it
through; there were six inches of watery slush on the sidewalks, so
that his feet would soon have been soaked, even had there been no
holes in his shoes.
Jurgis had had enough to eat in the jail, and the
work had been the least trying of any that he had done since he
came to Chicago; but even so, he had not grown strong—the fear and
grief that had preyed upon his mind had worn him thin. Now he
shivered and shrunk from the rain, hiding his hands in his pockets
and hunching his shoulders together. The Bridewell grounds were on
the outskirts of the city and the country around them was unsettled
and wild—on one side was the big drainage canal, and on the other a
maze of railroad tracks, and so the wind had full sweep.
After walking a ways, Jurgis met a little
ragamuffin whom he hailed: “Hey, sonny!”
The boy cocked one eye at him—he knew that Jurgis
was a “jail bird” by his shaven head. “Wot yer want?” he
queried.
“How do you go to the stockyards?” Jurgis
demanded.
“I don’t go,” replied the boy.
Jurgis hesitated a moment, nonplussed. Then he
said, “I mean which is the way?”
“Why don’t yer say so then?” was the response, and
the boy pointed to the northwest, across the tracks. “That
way.”
“How far is it?” Jurgis asked.
“I dunno” said the other. “Mebby twenty miles or
so.”
“Twenty miles!” Jurgis echoed, and his face fell.
He had to walk every foot of it, for they had turned him out of
jail without a penny in his pockets.
Yet, when he once got started, and his blood had
warmed with walking, he forgot everything in the fever of his
thoughts. All the dreadful imaginations that had haunted him in his
cell now rushed into his mind at once. The agony was almost over—he
was going to find out; and he clenched his hands in his pockets as
he strode, following his flying desire, almost at a run. Ona—the
baby—the family—the house—he would know the truth about them all!
And he was coming to the rescue—he was free again! His hands were
his own, and he could help them, he could do battle for them
against the world.
For an hour or so he walked thus, and then he began
to look about him. He seemed to be leaving the city altogether. The
street was turning into a country road, leading out to the
westward; there were snow-covered fields on either side of him.
Soon he met a farmer driving a two-horse wagon loaded with straw,
and he stopped him.
“Is this the way to the stockyards?” he
asked.
The farmer scratched his head. “I dunno jest where
they be,” he said. “But they’re in the city somewhere, and you’re
going dead away from it now.”
Jurgis looked dazed. “I was told this was the way,”
he said.
“Who told you?”
“A boy.”
“Well, mebbe he was playing a joke on ye. The best
thing ye kin do is to go back, and when ye git into town ask a
policeman. I’d take ye in, only I’ve come a long ways an’ I’m
loaded heavy. Git up!”
So Jurgis turned and followed, and toward the end
of the morning he began to see Chicago again. Past endless blocks
of two-story shanties he walked, along wooden sidewalks and unpaved
pathways treacherous with deep slush-holes. Every few blocks there
would be a railroad crossing on the level with the sidewalk, a
death-trap for the unwary; long freight-trains would be passing,
the cars clanking and crashing together, and Jurgis would pace
about waiting, burning up with a fever of impatience. Occasionally
the cars would stop for some minutes, and wagons and street-cars
would crowd together waiting, the drivers swearing at each other,
or hiding beneath umbrellas out of the rain; at such times Jurgis
would dodge under the gates and run across the tracks and between
the cars, taking his life into his hands.
He crossed a long bridge over a river frozen solid
and covered with slush. Not even on the river bank was the snow
white—the rain which fell was a diluted solution of smoke, and
Jurgis’s hands and face were streaked with black. Then he came into
the business part of the city, where the streets were sewers of
inky blackness, with horses slipping and plunging, and women and
children flying across in panic-stricken droves. These streets were
huge canons formed by towering black buildings, echoing with the
clang of car-gongs and the shouts of drivers; the people who
swarmed in them were as busy as ants—all hurrying breathlessly,
never stopping to look at anything nor at each other. The solitary
trampish-looking foreigner, with water-soaked clothing and haggard
face and anxious eyes, was as much alone as he hurried past them,
as much unheeded and as lost, as if he had been a thousand miles
deep in a wilderness.
A policeman gave him his direction and told him
that he had five miles to go. He came again to the slum-districts,
to avenues of saloons and cheap stores, with long dingy red factory
buildings, and coal-yards and railroad-tracks; and then Jurgis
lifted up his head and began to sniff the air like a startled
animal-scenting the far-off odor of home. It was late afternoon
then, and he was hungry, but the dinner invitations hung out of the
saloons were not for him.
So he came at last to the stockyards, to the black
volcanoes of smoke and the lowing cattle and the stench. Then,
seeing a crowded car, his impatience got the better of him and he
jumped aboard, hiding behind another man, unnoticed by the
conductor. In ten minutes more he had reached his street, and
home.
He was half running as he came round the corner.
There was the house, at any rate—and then suddenly he stopped and
stared. What was the matter with the house?
Jurgis looked twice, bewildered; then he glanced at
the house next door and at the one beyond—then at the saloon on the
corner. Yes, it was the right place, quite certainly—he had not
made any mistake. But the house—the house was a different
color!
He came a couple of steps nearer. Yes; it had been
gray and now it was yellow! The trimmings around the windows had
been red, and now they were green! It was all newly painted! How
strange it made it seem!
Jurgis went closer yet, but keeping on the other
side of the street. A sudden and horrible spasm of fear had come
over him. His knees were shaking beneath him, and his mind was in a
whirl. New paint on the house, and new weatherboards, where the old
had begun to rot off, and the agent had got after them! New
shingles over the hole in the roof, too, the hole that had for six
months been the bane of his soul—he having no money to have it
fixed and no time to fix it himself, and the rain leaking in, and
overflowing the pots and pans he put to catch it, and flooding the
attic and loosening the plaster. And now it was fixed! And the
broken window-pane replaced! And curtains in the windows! New,
white curtains, stiff and shiny!
Then suddenly the front door opened. Jurgis stood,
his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath. A boy had
come out, a stranger to him; a big, fat, rosy-cheeked youngster,
such as had never been seen in his home before.
Jurgis stared at the boy, fascinated. He came down
the steps whistling, kicking off the snow. He stopped at the foot,
and picked up some, and then leaned against the railing, making a
snow-ball. A moment later he looked around and saw Jurgis, and
their eyes met; it was a hostile glance, the boy evidently thinking
that the other had suspicions of the snow-ball. When Jurgis started
slowly across the street toward him, he gave a quick glance about,
meditating retreat, but then he concluded to stand his
ground.
Jurgis took hold of the railing of the steps, for
he was a little unsteady. “What—what are you doing here?” he
managed to gasp.
“Go on!” said the boy.
‘You—“ Jurgis tried again. ”What do you want
here?“
“Me?” answered the boy, angrily. “I live
here.”
“You live here!” Jurgis panted. He turned white,
and clung more tightly to the railing. “You live here! Then where’s
my family?”
The boy looked surprised. “Your family!” he
echoed.
And Jurgis started toward him. “I—this is my
house!” he cried.
“Come off!” said the boy; then suddenly the door
upstairs opened, and he called: “Hey, ma! Here’s a fellow says he
owns this house.”
A stout Irish woman came to the top of the steps.
“What’s that?” she demanded.
Jurgis turned toward her. “Where is my family?” he
cried, wildly. “I left them here! This is my home! What are you
doing in my home?”
The woman stared at him in frightened wonder, she
must have thought she was dealing with a maniac—Jurgis looked like
one. “Your home!” she echoed.
“My home!” he half shrieked. “I lived here, I tell
you.”
“You must be mistaken,” she answered him. “No one
ever lived here. This is a new house. They told us so. They—”
“What have they done with my family?” shouted
Jurgis, frantically.
A light had begun to break upon the woman; perhaps
she had had doubts of what “they” had told her. “I don’t know where
your family is,” she said. “I bought the house only three days ago,
and there was nobody here, and they told me it was all new. Do you
really mean you had ever rented it?”
“Rented it!” panted Jurgis. “I bought it! I paid
for it! I own it! And they—my God, can’t you tell me where my
people went?”
She made him understand at last that she knew
nothing. Jurgis’s brain was so confused that he could not grasp the
situation. It was as if his family had been wiped out of existence;
as if they were proving to be dream people, who never had existed
at all. He was quite lost—but then suddenly he thought of
Grandmother Majauszkiene, who lived in the next block. She would
know! He turned and started at a run.
Grandmother Majauszkiene came to the door herself.
She cried out when she saw Jurgis, wild-eyed and shaking. Yes, yes,
she could tell him. The family had moved; they had not been able to
pay the rent and they had been turned out into the snow, and the
house had been repainted and sold again the next week. No, she had
not heard how they were, but she could tell him that they had gone
back to Aniele Jukniene, with whom they had stayed when they first
came to the yards. Wouldn’t Jurgis come in and rest? It was
certainly too bad—if only he had not got into jail—
And so Jurgis turned and staggered away. He did not
go very far—round the corner he gave out completely, and sat down
on the steps of a saloon, and hid his face in his hands, and shook
all over with dry, racking sobs.
Their home! Their home! They had lost it! Grief,
despair, rage, overwhelmed him—what was any imagination of the
thing to this heart-breaking, crushing reality of it—to the sight
of strange people living in his house, hanging their curtains in
his windows, staring at him with hostile eyes! It was monstrous, it
was unthinkable—they could not do it—it could not be true! Only
think what he had suffered for that house—what miseries they had
all suffered for it—the price they had paid for it!
The whole long agony came back to him. Their
sacrifices in the beginning, their three hundred dollars that they
had scraped together, all they owned in the world, all that stood
between them and starvation! And then their toil, month by month,
to get together the twelve dollars, and the interest as well, and
now and then the taxes, and the other charges, and the repairs, and
what not! Why, they had put their very souls into their payments on
that house, they had paid for it with their sweat and tears—yes,
more, with their very life-blood. Dede Antanas had died of the
struggle to earn that money—he would have been alive and strong
to-day if he had not had to work in Durham’s dark cellars to earn
his share. And Ona, too, had given her health and strength to pay
for it—she was wrecked and ruined because of it; and so was he, who
had been a big, strong man three years ago, and now sat here
shivering, broken, cowed, weeping like a hysterical child. Ah! they
had cast their all into the fight; and they had lost, they had
lost! All that they had paid was gone—every cent of it. And their
house was gone—they were back where they had started from, flung
out into the cold to starve and freeze!
Jurgis could see all the truth now—could see
himself, through the whole long course of events, the victim of
ravenous vultures that had torn into his vitals and devoured him;
of fiends that had racked and tortured him, mocking him, meantime,
jeering in his face. Ah, God, the horror of it, the monstrous,
hideous, demoniacal wickedness of it! He and his family, helpless
women and children, struggling to live, ignorant and defenceless
and forlorn as they were—and the enemies that had been lurking for
them, crouching upon their trail and thirsting for their blood!
That first lying circular, that smooth-tongued slippery agent! That
trap of the extra payments, the interest, and all the other charges
that they had not the means to pay, and would never have attempted
to pay! And then all the tricks of the packers, their masters, the
tyrants who ruled them,—the shut-downs and the scarcity of work,
the irregular hours and the cruel speeding-up, the lowering of
wages, the raising of prices! The mercilessness of nature about
them, of heat and cold, rain and snow; the mercilessness of the
city, of the country in which they lived, of its laws and customs
that they did not understand! All of these things had worked
together for the company that had marked them for its prey and was
waiting for its chance. And now, with this last hideous injustice,
its time had come, and it had turned them out bag and baggage, and
taken their house and sold it again! And they could do nothing,
they were tied hand and foot—the law was against them, the whole
machinery of society was at their oppressors’ command! If Jurgis so
much as raised a hand against them, back he would go into that
wild-beast pen from which he had just escaped!
To get up and go away was to give up, to
acknowledge defeat, to leave the strange family in possession; and
Jurgis might have sat shivering in the rain for hours before he
could do that, had it not been for the thought of his family. It
might be that he had worse things yet to \leam—and so he got to his
feet and started away, walking on, wearily, half-dazed.
To Aniele’s house, in back of the yards, was a good
two miles; the distance had never seemed longer to Jurgis, and when
he saw the familiar dingy-gray shanty his heart was beating fast.
He ran up the steps and began to hammer upon the door.
The old woman herself came to open it. She had
shrunk all up with her rheumatism since Jurgis had seen her last,
and her yellow parchment face stared up at him from a little above
the level of the door-knob. She gave a start when she saw him. “Is
Ona here?” he cried, breathlessly.
“Yes,” was the answer, “she’s here.”
“How—” Jurgis began, and then stopped short,
clutching convulsively at the side of the door. From somewhere
within the house had come a sudden cry, a wild, horrible scream of
anguish. And the voice was Ona’s.
For a moment Jurgis stood half-paralyzed with
fright; then he bounded past the old woman and into the room.
It was Aniele’s kitchen, and huddled round the
stove were half a dozen women, pale and frightened. One of them
started to her feet as Jurgis entered; she was haggard and
frightfully thin, with one arm tied up in bandages—he hardly
realized that it was Marija. He looked first for Ona; then, not
seeing her, he stared at the women, expecting them to speak. But
they sat dumb, gazing back at him, panic-stricken; and a second
later came another piercing scream.
It was from the rear of the house, and upstairs.
Jurgis bounded to a door of the room and flung it open; there was a
ladder leading through a trap-door to the garret, and he was at the
foot of it, when suddenly he heard a voice behind him, and saw
Marija at his heels. She seized him by the sleeve with her good
hand, panting wildly, “No, no, Jurgis! Stop!”
“What do you mean?” he gasped.
“You mustn’t go up,” she cried.
Jurgis was half-crazed with bewilderment and
fright. “What’s the matter?” he shouted. “What is it?”
Marija clung to him tightly; he could hear Ona
sobbing and moaning above, and he fought to get away and climb up,
without waiting for her reply. “No, no,” she rushed on. “Jurgis!
You mustn’t go up! It‘s—it’s the child!”
“The child?” he echoed in perplexity.
“Antanas?”
Marija answered him, in a whisper: “The new
one!”
And then Jurgis went limp, and caught himself on
the ladder. He stared at her as if she were a ghost. “The new one!”
he gasped. “But it isn’t time,” he added, wildly.
Marija nodded. “I know,” she said; “but it’s
come.”
And then again came Ona’s scream, smiting him like
a blow in the face, making him wince and turn white. Her voice died
away into a wail—then he heard her sobbing again, “My God—let me
die, let me die!” And Marija flung her arms about him, crying:
“Come out! Come away!”
She dragged him back into the kitchen, half
carrying him, for he had gone all to pieces. It was as if the
pillars of his soul had fallen in—he was blasted with horror. In
the room he sank into a chair, trembling like a leaf, Marija still
holding him, and the women staring at him in dumb, helpless
fright.
And then again Ona cried out; he could hear it
nearly as plainly here, and he staggered to his feet. “How long has
this been going on?” he panted.
“Not very long,” Marija answered, and then, at a
signal from Aniele, she rushed on: “You go away, Jurgis—you can’t
help—go away and come back later. It’s all right—it‘s—”
“Who’s with her?” Jurgis demanded; and then, seeing
Marija hesitating, he cried again, “Who’s with her?”
“She‘s—she’s all right,” she answered. “Elzbieta’s
with her.”
“But the doctor!” he panted. “Some one who
knows!”
He seized Marija by the arm; she trembled, and her
voice sank beneath a whisper as she replied, “We—we have no money.”
Then, frightened at the look on his face, she exclaimed: “It’s all
right, Jurgis ! You don’t understand—go away—go away! Ah, if you
only had waited!”
Above her protests Jurgis heard Ona again; he was
almost out of his mind. It was all new to him, raw and horrible—it
had fallen upon him like a lightning stroke. When little Antanas
was born he had been at work, and had known nothing about it until
it was over; and now he was not to be controlled. The frightened
women were at their wits’ end; one after another they tried to
reason with him, to make him understand that this was the lot of
woman. In the end they half drove him out into the rain, where he
began to pace up and down, bareheaded and frantic. Because he could
hear Ona from the street, he would first go away to escape the
sounds, and then come back because he could not help it. At the end
of a quarter of an hour he rushed up the steps again, and for fear
that he would break in the door they had to open it and let him
in.
There was no arguing with him. They could not tell
him that all was going well—how could they know, he cried—why, she
was dying, she was being torn to pieces! Listen to her—listen! Why,
it was monstrous—it could not be allowed—there must be some help
for it! Had they tried to get a doctor? They might pay him
afterwards—they could promise—
“We couldn’t promise, Jurgis,” protested Marija.
“We had no money—we have scarcely been able to keep alive.”
“But I can work,” Jurgis exclaimed. “I can earn
money!”
“Yes,” she answered—“but we thought you were in
jail. How could we know when you would return? They will not work
for nothing.”
Marija went on to tell how she had tried to find a
mid-wife, and how they had demanded ten, fifteen, even twenty-five
dollars, and that in cash. “And I had only a quarter,” she said. “I
have spent every cent of my money—all that I had in the bank; and I
owe the doctor who has been coming to see me, and he has stopped
because he thinks I don’t mean to pay him. And we owe Aniele for
two weeks’ rent, and she is nearly starving, and is afraid of being
turned out. We have been borrowing and begging to keep alive, and
there is nothing more we can do—”
“And the children?” cried Jurgis.
“The children have not been home for three days,
the weather has been so bad. They could not know what is
happening—it came suddenly, two months before we expected
it.”
Jurgis was standing by the table, and he caught
himself with his hands; his head sank and his arms shook—it looked
as if he were going to collapse. Then suddenly Aniele got up and
came hobbling toward him, fumbling in her skirt pocket. She drew
out a dirty rag, in one corner of which she had something
tied.
“Here, Jurgis!” she said, “I have some money.
Palauk! See!”
She unwrapped it and counted it out-thirty-four
cents. “You go, now,” she said, “and try and get some body
yourself. And maybe the rest can help—give him some money, you; he
will pay you back some day, and it will do him good to have
something to think about, even if he doesn’t succeed. When he comes
back, maybe it will be over.”
And so the other women turned out the contents of
their pocketbooks; most of them had only pennies and nickels, but
they gave him all. Mrs. Olszewski, who lived next door, and had a
husband who was a skilled cattle-butcher, but a drinking man, gave
nearly half a dollar, enough to raise the whole sum to a dollar and
a quarter. Then Jurgis thrust it into his pocket, still holding it
tightly in his fist, and started away at a run.