TWELVE
FOR THREE weeks after his injury Jurgis never got
up from bed. It was a very obstinate sprain; the swelling would not
go down, and the pain still continued. At the end of that time,
however, he could contain himself no longer, and began trying to
walk a little every day, laboring to persuade himself that he was
better. No arguments could stop him, and three or four days later
he declared that he was going back to work. He limped to the cars
and got to Brown‘s, where he found that the boss had kept his
place—that is, was willing to turn out into the snow the poor devil
he had hired in the meantime. Every now and then the pain would
force Jurgis to stop work, but he stuck it out till nearly an hour
before closing. Then he was forced to acknowledge that he could not
go on without fainting; it almost broke his heart to do it, and he
stood leaning against a pillar and weeping like a child. Two of the
men had to help him to the car, and when he got out he had to sit
down and wait in the snow till some one came along.
So they put him to bed again, and sent for the
doctor, as they ought to have done in the beginning. It transpired
that he had twisted a tendon out of place, and could never have
gotten well without attention. Then he gripped the sides of the
bed, and shut his teeth together, and turned white with agony,
while the doctor pulled and wrenched away at his swollen ankle.
When finally the doctor left, he told him that he would have to lie
quiet for two months, and that if he went to work before that time
he might lame himself for life.
Three days later there came another heavy
snow-storm, and Jonas and Marija and Ona and little Stanislovas all
set out together, an hour before daybreak, to try to get to the
yards. About noon the last two came back, the boy screaming with
pain. His fingers were all frosted, it seemed. They had had to give
up trying to get to the yards, and had nearly perished in a drift.
All that they knew how to do was to hold the frozen fingers near
the fire, and so little Stanislovas spent most of the day dancing
about in horrible agony, till Jurgis flew into a passion of nervous
rage and swore like a madman, declaring that he would kill him if
he did not stop. All that day and night the family was half-crazed
with fear that Ona and the boy had lost their places; and in the
morning they set out earlier than ever, after the little fellow had
been beaten with a stick by Jurgis. There could be no trifling in a
case like this, it was a matter of life and death; little
Stanislovas could not be expected to realise that he might a great
deal better freeze in the snow-drift than lose his job at the
lard-machine. Ona was quite certain that she would find her place
gone, and was all unnerved when she finally got to Brown‘s, and
found that the forelady herself had failed to come, and was
therefore compelled to be lenient.
One of the consequences of this episode was that
the first joints of three of the little boy’s fingers were
permanently disabled, and another that thereafter he always had to
be beaten before he set out to work, whenever there was fresh snow
on the ground. Jurgis was called upon to do the beating, and as it
hurt his foot he did it with a vengeance; but it did not tend to
add to the sweetness of his temper. They say that the best dog will
turn cross if he be kept chained all the time, and it was the same
with the man; he had not a thing to do all day but lie and curse
his fate, and the time came when he wanted to curse
everything.
This was never for very long, however, for when Ona
began to cry, Jurgis could not stay angry. The poor fellow looked
like a homeless ghost, with his cheeks sunken in and his long black
hair straggling into his eyes; he was too discouraged to cut it, or
to think about his appearance. His muscles were wasting away, and
what were left were soft and flabby. He had no appetite, and they
could not afford to tempt him with delicacies. It was better, he
said, that he should not eat, it was a saving. About the end of
March he had got hold of Ona’s bank-book, and learned that there
was only three dollars left to them in the world.
But perhaps the worst of the consequences of this
long siege was that they lost another member of their family;
Brother Jonas disappeared. One Saturday night he did not come home,
and thereafter all their efforts to get trace of him were futile.
It was said by the boss at Durham’s that he had gotten his week’s
money and left there. That might not be true, of course, for
sometimes they would say that when a man had been killed; it was
the easiest way out of it for all concerned. When, for instance, a
man had fallen into one of the rendering tanks and had been made
into pure leaf lard and peerless fertilizer, there was no use
letting the fact out and making his family unhappy. More probable,
however, was the theory that Jonas had deserted them, and gone on
the road, seeking happiness. He had been discontented for a long
time, and not without some cause. He paid good board, and was yet
obliged to live in a family where nobody had enough to eat. And
Marija would keep giving them all her money, and of course he could
not but feel that he was called upon to do the same. Then there
were crying brats, and all sorts of misery; a man would have had to
be a good deal of a hero to stand it all without grumbling, and
Jonas was not in the least a hero—he was simply a weather-beaten
old fellow who liked to have a good supper and sit in the corner by
the fire and smoke his pipe in peace before he went to bed. Here
there was not room by the fire, and through the winter the kitchen
had seldom been warm enough for comfort. So, with the springtime,
what was more likely than that the wild idea of escaping had come
to him? Two years he had been yoked like a horse to a half-ton
truck in Durham’s dark cellars, with never a rest, save on Sundays
and four holidays in the year, and with never a word of thanks—only
kicks and blows and curses, such as no decent dog would have stood.
And now the winter was over, and the spring winds were blowing—and
with a day’s walk a man might put the smoke of Packingtown behind
him forever, and be where the grass was green and the flowers all
the colors of the rainbow!
But now the income of the family was cut down more
than one-third, and the food-demand was cut only one-eleventh, so
that they were worse off than ever. Also they were borrowing money
from Marija, and eating up her bank-account, and spoiling once
again her hopes of marriage and happiness. And they were even going
into debt to Tamoszius Kuszleika and letting him impoverish
himself. Poor Tamoszius was a man without any relatives, and with a
wonderful talent besides, and he ought to have made money and
prospered ; but he had fallen in love, and so given hostages to
fortune, and was doomed to be dragged down too.
So it was finally decided that two more of the
children would have to leave school. Next to Stanislovas, who was
now fifteen, there was a girl, little Kotrina, who was two years
younger, and then two boys, Vilimas, who was eleven, and Nikalojus,
who was ten. Both of these last were bright boys, and there was no
reason why their family should starve when tens of thousands of
children no older were earning their own livings. So one morning
they were given a quarter apiece and a roll with a sausage in it,
and, with their minds top-heavy with good advice, were sent out to
make their way to the city and learn to sell newspapers. They came
back late at night in tears, having walked the five or six miles to
report that a man had offered to take them to a place where they
sold newspapers, and had taken their money and gone into a store to
get them, and nevermore been seen. So they both received a
whipping, and the next morning set out again. This time they found
the newspaper place, and procured their stock; and after wandering
about till nearly noontime, saying “Paper?” to every one they saw,
they had all their stock taken away and received a thrashing
besides from a big newsman upon whose territory they had
trespassed. Fortunately, however, they had already sold some
papers, and came back with nearly as much as they started
with.
After a week of mishaps such as these, the two
little fellows began to learn the ways of the trade,—the names of
the different papers, and how many of each to get, and what sort of
people to offer them to, and where to go and where to stay away
from. After this, leaving home at four o‘clock in the morning, and
running about the streets, first with morning papers and then with
evening, they might come home late at night with twenty or thirty
cents apiece—possibly as much as forty cents. From this they had to
deduct their car-fare, since the distance was so great; but after a
while they made friends, and learned still more, and then they
would save their car-fare. They would get on a car when the
conductor was not looking, and hide in the crowd; and three times
out of four he would not ask for their fares, either not seeing
them, or thinking they had already paid; or if he did ask, they
would hunt through their pockets, and then begin to cry, and either
have their fares paid by some kind old lady, or else try the trick
again on a new car. All this was fair play, they felt. Whose fault
was it that at the hours when workingmen were going to their work
and back, the cars were so crowded that the conductors could not
collect all the fares? And besides, the companies were thieves,
people said—had stolen all their franchises with the help of
scoundrelly politicians!
Now that the winter was by, and there was no more
danger of snow, and no more coal to buy, and another room warm
enough to put the children into when they cried, and enough money
to get along from week to week with, Jurgis was less terrible than
he had been. A man can get used to anything in the course of time,
and Jurgis had gotten used to lying about the house. Ona saw this,
and was very careful not to destroy his peace of mind, by letting
him know how very much pain she was suffering. It was now the time
of the spring rains, and Ona had often to ride to her work, in
spite of the expense; she was getting paler every day, and
sometimes, in spite of her good resolutions, it pained her that
Jurgis did not notice it. She wondered if he cared for her as much
as ever, if all this misery was not wearing out his love. She had
to be away from him all the time, and bear her own troubles while
he was bearing his; and then, when she came home, she was so worn
out; and whenever they talked they had only their worries to talk
of—truly it was hard, in such a life, to keep any sentiment alive.
The woe of this would flame up in Ona sometimes—at night she would
suddenly clasp her big husband in her arms and break into
passionate weeping, demanding to know if he really loved her. Poor
Jurgis, who had in truth grown more matter-of-fact, under the
endless pressure of penury, would not know what to make of these
things, and could only try to recollect when he had last been
cross; and so Ona would have to forgive him and sob herself to
sleep.
The latter part of April Jurgis went to see the
doctor, and was given a bandage to lace about his ankle, and told
that he might go back to work. It needed more than the permission
of the doctor, however, for when he showed up on the killing-floor
of Brown‘s, he was told by the foreman that it had not been
possible to keep his job for him. Jurgis knew that this meant
simply that the foreman had found some one else to do the work as
well and did not want to bother to make a change. He stood in the
doorway, looking mournfully on, seeing his friends and companions
at work, and feeling like an outcast. Then he went out and took his
place with the mob of the unemployed.
This time, however, Jurgis did not have the same
fine confidence, nor the same reason for it. He was no longer the
finest-looking man in the throng, and the bosses no longer made for
him; he was thin and haggard, and his clothes were seedy, and he
looked miserable. And there were hundreds who looked and felt just
like him, and who had been wandering about Packingtown for months
begging for work. This was a critical time in Jurgis’s life, and if
he had been a weaker man he would have gone the way the rest did.
Those out-of-work wretches would stand about the packing-houses
every morning till the police drove them away, and then they would
scatter among the saloons. Very few of them had the nerve to face
the rebuffs that they would encounter by trying to get into the
buildings to interview the bosses; if they did not get a chance in
the morning, there would be nothing to do but hang about the
saloons the rest of the day and night. Jurgis was saved from all
this—partly, to be sure, because it was pleasant weather, and there
was no need to be indoors; but mainly because he carried with him
always the pitiful little face of his wife. He must get work, he
told himself, fighting the battle with despair every hour of the
day. He must get work! He must have a place again and some money
saved up, before the next winter came.
But there was no work for him. He sought out all
the members of his union—Jurgis had stuck to the union through all
this—and begged them to speak a word for him. He went to every one
he knew, asking for a chance, there or anywhere. He wandered all
day through the buildings; and in a week or two, when he had been
all over the yards, and into every room to which he had access, and
learned that there was not a job anywhere, he persuaded himself
that there might have been a change in the places he had first
visited, and began the round all over; till finally the watchmen
and the “spotters” of the companies came to know him by sight and
to order him out with threats. Then there was nothing more for him
to do but go with the crowd in the morning, and keep in the front
row and look eager, and when he failed, go back home, and play with
little Kotrina and the baby.
The peculiar bitterness of all this was that Jurgis
saw so plainly the meaning of it. In the beginning he had been
fresh and strong, and he had gotten a job the first day; but now he
was second-hand, a damaged article, so to speak, and they did not
want him. They had got the best out of him,—they had worn him out,
with their speeding-up and their carelessness, and now they had
thrown him away! And Jurgis would make the acquaintance of others
of these unemployed men and find that they had all had the same
experience. There were some, of course, who had wandered in from
other places, who had been ground up in other mills; there were
others who were out from their own fault—some, for instance, who
had not been able to stand the awful grind without drink. The vast
majority, however, were simply the worn-out parts of the great
merciless packing-machine; they had toiled there, and kept up with
the pace, some of them for ten or twenty years, until finally the
time had come when they could not keep up with it any more. Some
had been frankly told that they were too old, that a sprier man was
needed; others had given occasion, by some act of carelessness or
incompetence; with most, however, the occasion had been the same as
with Jurgis. They had been overworked and underfed so long, and
finally some disease had laid them on their backs; or they had cut
themselves, and had blood-poisoning, or met with some other
accident. When a man came back after that, he would get his place
back only by the courtesy of the boss. To this there was no
exception, save when the accident was one for which the firm was
liable; in that case they would send a slippery lawyer to see him,
first to try to get him to sign away his claims, but if he was too
smart for that, to promise him that he and his should always be
provided with work. This promise they would keep, strictly and to
the letter—for two years. Two years was the “statute of
limitations,” and after that the victim could not sue.
What happened to a man after any of these things,
all depended upon the circumstances. If he were of the highly
skilled workers, he would probably have enough saved up to tide him
over. The best-paid men, the “splitters,” made fifty cents an hour,
which would be five or six dollars a day in the rush seasons, and
one or two in the dullest. A man could live and save on that; but
then there were only half a dozen splitters in each place, and one
of them that Jurgis knew had a family of twenty-two children, all
hoping to grow up to be splitters like their father. For an
unskilled man, who made ten dollars a week in the rush seasons and
five in the dull, it all depended upon his age and the number he
had dependent upon him. An unmarried man could save, if he did not
drink, and if he was absolutely selfish—that is, if he paid no heed
to the demands of his old parents, or of his little brothers and
sisters, or of any other relatives he might have, as well as of the
members of his union, and his chums, and the people who might be
starving to death next door.