Chapter 71
The house on Russell Square was easy enough to
find. The Pakenham residence was one of the more imposing and
elegant houses that faced on to the square. Arthur glanced over
himself to make sure that his appearance was as neat as possible.
He had chosen to wear his best uniform and one of the officers’
servants at the castle had spent most of the morning polishing his
boots into a glassy shine. The door opened almost as soon as Arthur
knocked and a sombrely dressed footman stood aside to let him
in.
‘Good God! That was quick.’
‘You are expected, sir. Miss Pakenham had me wait
by the door.Your coat, sir?’
Once the footman had carefully hung Arthur’s
greatcoat he led him through to the drawing room. Kitty was sitting
in a comfortable armchair close to the window, pretending to read.
She glanced up as her guest entered the room, and smiled
warmly.
‘Hello, Arthur. Or are you still my husband, the
Honourable Miles Simpson?’
‘I don’t know. That’s for you to decide.’
Kitty cocked her head on one side and appraised the
young officer standing in front of her. ‘I think I like you best as
you are. So shall we be Kitty and Arthur, for now?’
‘I should like that, very much.’
‘Good. Come and have a seat, Arthur.’ She waved her
hand to a matching armchair on the other side of the window, and
turned towards the footman. ‘We’ll have tea and cakes,
Malley.’
‘Very good, ma’am.’The footman bowed his head and
ducked gracefully out of the room. As soon as he was gone Kitty
looked at Arthur and lowered her voice. ‘He’ll go straight to my
brother Tom to let him know that you have arrived. I’m afraid my
brother is trying rather too hard to be old-fashioned and
respectable and will insist on acting as my chaperone while you are
in the house.’
‘There’s no one else coming to tea?’
Kitty grinned mischievously. ‘Now why would I
possibly want to share you with anyone else?’
Arthur had no idea how to respond to such a
question and simply smiled back, until he remembered something.
‘Just a moment.’
Reaching inside his jacket pocket he drew out his
purse. He quickly counted out some coins and handed them over to
Kitty. ‘For the lunch.’
‘Thank you.’ She palmed them quickly and tucked
them into a small sewing box beside the chair before glancing
towards the door.‘I should warn you,Arthur, that my brother is
inclined to see any male that I seem to favour as a potential
husband.’
Arthur was shocked. ‘He’s not trying to offload
you, is he?’
‘On the contrary. He seems to think that I am too
good a catch for any would-be suitors.You see, he’s hoping to
inherit an earldom soon, and dreads being associated with some
tainted stock I might marry. Not that you’re tainted stock, Arthur.
I know you’re from a good family. I just wanted to give you fair
warning, in case Tom seems a little odd when you meet him.’
‘Odd?’
‘Cold, unfriendly. That sort of thing.’
Hardly had she spoken when the door swung open and
a plainly dressed man stepped into the room. He looked to be some
years older than Arthur, and his features were as plain as his
suit. He did not bother to smile as he strode across the room and
offered his hand to the officer who had risen from his chair for
the formal greeting.
Arthur smiled. ‘You must be Tom. I’m Arthur
Wesley.’
‘I know. Kitty’s told me all about you.’
Arthur’s heart sunk. Oh God! What has she
said?
‘Do relax. It’s not all bad.’ A smile flitted
across Tom’s features. ‘I’m sure you won’t mind if I join you for
tea?’
He didn’t wait for a response and glanced round,
looking for another chair.
‘Here.’ Arthur gestured to the chair he had been
seated in. ‘Have mine.’
‘That?’ Tom looked at the chair. ‘That is not yours
to give. Don’t be an ass, Wesley. Sit down. I’ll pull up
another.’
He chose a dining chair and placed it a short
distance from the others before he sat down, looming over them
despite his small stature. Arthur could see at once that Kitty had
been right about her brother’s anxiety over his status.
Tom slapped his hands down on his thighs. ‘So,
Arthur, tell me a bit about yourself.’
‘There’s not much to say.The family’s from Meath.
Not too far from Pakenham Hall. I’m sure you have heard of
us.’
Tom pursed his lips and nodded slightly as if he
might recall the family name, and Arthur forced himself not to rise
to the affected slight. Kitty’s brother really did have ideas above
his station. He continued. ‘I hold a lieutenant’s commission. I’m
an aide at the castle and member of parliament for the borough of
Trim.’
‘Trim?’Tom frowned, then his expression suddenly
cleared and he smiled. ‘I remember! You gave that damn fellow
O’Farrell a good thrashing at the polls, didn’t you?’
Arthur nodded, relieved at last to have made some
kind of favourable impression on Kitty’s brother.
‘Fine piece of work that, Wesley! You showed those
damned radicals a thing or two. Well done. So do you aim to make
your name as a politician?’ He frowned.‘Can’t say that I’ve read a
single mention of you in the Dublin papers since the Trim
election.’
‘It is customary to keep in the background while
one learns the ropes. I’m sure that I will be given a more
meaningful role in due course.’
‘Only if you actively pursue such a role. Like your
brothers. Now they are making something of an impression over in
England. Why aren’t you chasing ’em, in their footsteps, eh?’
‘I have other duties.’Arthur gestured at his
uniform.‘The army makes an equal demand on my time.’
‘Tosh! Any fool knows that the peacetime soldiers
are just a bunch of idlers.’
‘I imagine that the French will soon be putting an
end to our . . . idleness,’ Arthur replied icily. ‘From what I read
in the papers, it’s on the cards. The French seem to want to
persuade other nations to adopt their revolutionary ideas - at the
point of a bayonet.’
‘I read the papers too, you know.’ Tom shook his
head. ‘Nothing will come of it. Mark my words. The Frogs will have
their fill of these absurd reforms before the year’s out. King
Louis will have his hand on the tiller again and everything will be
back on course.’
‘I hope so, Tom. I really do.’
‘And without a war you’ll have to buy your way up
through the ranks.’
‘True,’ Arthur conceded. He realised that Tom was
still trying to estimate his worth. ‘But I should be able to afford
a captaincy this year or the next.’
‘A captain’s pay is paltry stuff.’ Tom’s eyes
brightened at the prospect of a cheap pun. ‘Chickenfeed! That’s
what it is!’
Arthur met Kitty’s eyes and both joined in her
brother’s laughter.Tom’s merriment quickly faded and he fixed
Arthur with a scrutinising stare. ‘The pay isn’t enough for a
married man to live on. I know that much.’
‘Tom!’ Kitty was scandalised.‘Arthur’s my friend. I
didn’t invite him to tea just so that he could be insulted by you.
I’m sure a captain’s pay is perfectly respectable.’
‘It ain’t, and that means a fellow’s got to borrow
money to make it up. That’s right, isn’t it, Wesley?’
Arthur said nothing, but stared down at his
boots.
‘When’s that bloody tea coming?’ Tom
muttered.
When it arrived, a cool silence lingered across the
fine china and the neatly arranged slices of cake.They drank tea
and nibbled delicately, and all the time Arthur wished that a hole
would open up beneath his chair and swallow him. Better still, that
it should open up right under Tom, so that Arthur could continue
his pursuit of Kitty in peace. But Tom sat and stared out of the
window as his heavy jowls masticated away with a dull steady
rhythm. Once the footman came to clear away the tea things Arthur
made a determined effort at small talk but was comprehensively
outmanoeuvred by Tom who had the smallest talk that Arthur had ever
encountered, and managed to bore effortlessly about the rise in
property prices and commercial rents in Dublin for nearly an hour.
At length Arthur surrendered the field to Tom and beat a hasty
retreat, thanking Kitty for her hospitality and arranging to meet
her again at the next castle ball. She promised him the first dance
and as he took her hand and bent to kiss it he felt her squeeze his
fingers affectionately before he straightened up.
When he returned to Merrion Street Arthur went up
to his room and took out his violin. As ever, the disciplined
co-ordination of fingers and mind helped to calm his churning
emotions. But as he played, his mind went back over the afternoon
tea at Kitty’s house. He knew he had made a poor impression on Tom,
and could fully understand the latter’s point of view. A captain’s
pay was not enough to provide Kitty with a decent home, and he was
not even a captain yet. Worse still, he was in debt. No more so
than most army officers, but it was still something of a burden and
an embarrassment for a man seeking to impress Tom Pakenham.
Unless there was a war, Arthur’s progression
through the ranks would be stultifyingly slow. And if there was a
war, Tom would hardly be happy for his sister to be courted by a
man who stood every chance of being killed by shell, bullet or
plague. Even if he wasn’t killed, Arthur might be wounded and come
back a cripple. He imagined Kitty looking at him in pity or -
nightmare of nightmares - as an object of ridicule. He would rather
die.
So, if the army was not the best route to fame and
fortune, what of politics? In that at least Arthur should be able
to make a small impact. With Richard firmly installed in the
Treasury in London, and William cutting his political teeth in the
House of Commons, with a little nepotism, Arthur would be able to
climb the political ladder swiftly enough. Swiftly enough to
impress Tom, he hoped. But would Kitty be prepared to wait that
long?
He stopped playing abruptly, and slapped the bow
against his thigh angrily. What was he thinking? Kitty had called
him a friend.What if that was all that he meant to her? And here he
was projecting wild fantasies of matrimony without any firm
evidence that his passion was reciprocated.Yet even without firm
evidence he had a feeling in his heart that she must feel something
akin to his passion for her. He had seen it in her eyes, heard it
in the warmth in her voice, felt it in that squeeze of his fingers
as he had taken his leave.
Very well. Even if she did have feelings for him,
Arthur would have to do a great deal more to win the respect of her
brother. Otherwise Tom would do everything in his power to stand
between his sister and the impecunious officer who had the temerity
to seek her hand in marriage.
For the rest of the year Arthur turned his attention towards improving his political stock. He began to take part in some of the less important debates where his raw speaking skills could be refined without the risk of making a fool of himself in front of a packed house. And with the situation in France worsening by the month there were many occasions when the members of the Irish parliament crowded the benches to engage in fevered arguments about the impact of the French revolution. It was clear to all that the ideals of the revolutionaries were seeding themselves in Ireland and the ground was proving to be frighteningly fertile.
In November, Charles Fitzroy bustled up to Arthur
in Parliament and thrust a pamphlet into his hands.
‘Read that! This is going to cause trouble.’
The pamphlet, penned by ‘A Northern Whig’, went far
beyond the liberal ambitions of Grattan and came perilously close
to an open call for Ireland to cut its connections with Britain and
become a separate republic. As the sales of the pamphlet extended
into the thousands, the public clamoured to know the identity of
the author. At length it was revealed to be the work of a young
Presbyterian intellectual by the name of Wolfe Tone. Arthur was
stung by the criticisms Tone made of the way Ireland was being
ruled. One phrase in particular acted as a spur to Arthur’s
determination to emerge from the anonymous ranks of the ordinary
members of parliament - the people that Tone referred to as the
‘common prostitutes of the Treasury Bench’.
By the end of the year Tone’s Society of United
Irishmen had all the hallmarks of being the first Jacobin club to
open in Ireland. Arthur began to see the sense of his oldest
brother’s plan to cut his ties with Ireland.With men like Tone
coming to the fore, there would be trouble on the streets of Dublin
and across every tenanted estate in the land.
When a buyer had been found for Merrion Street
Arthur was forced to move back into more humble quarters.The small
rooms he rented were comfortable enough, but they were eloquent
proof of his financial limitations. What made his situation more
painful was the affection that Kitty openly admitted to as the year
came to an end. She loved him.
She told him so one night at a dinner, when they
had crept away to a small alcove as the other guests listened to a
recital. He kissed her hand, then her cheek, his heart beating
passionately in his breast, and he told her that he loved her
too.That he had loved her since they first met at the picnic. They
held each other, relishing the physical contact they had been
denied for so long. Even as Arthur felt happier, more content, than
ever before in his life, he knew that unless his circumstances
changed, this moment would taunt him for the rest of his
days.