Chapter 16
Napoleon turned over in his bed and drew his knees
up to his chest in an effort to keep warm. Even though it was June,
the nights had been cold the last few days and the single blanket
that cadets were permitted, all year round, was hardly enough to
make sleep possible.The bed on which he lay was a crude affair: a
straw-filled mattress resting on simple bedstraps that had sagged
with the years and made the whole feel more like a hammock than a
proper bed. Around the bed the plain plaster walls of the cell rose
up to rafters, angling down from the tiled roof-pitch above. A
single, narrow window high on the outside wall provided
illumination during the day, and now, as the sun rose, a faint grey
finger picked its way into the room, illuminating a slow swirl of
dust motes.
With a muttered curse he jerked up from the
mattress and heaved his bolster back against the wall. Then,
reaching into the small locker beside the bed, he fumbled for the
copy of Livy he had rented from the local subscription library. He
had too little grasp of Latin to attempt to read it in the original
and had opted for a recent translation into French. He had come to
speak and write the language quite fluently, even though he had not
managed to shed, or hide, his Corsican accent. Indeed, it was
something he was beginning to affect some pride in, as part of the
identity that made him different from the sons of the French
aristocracy.
Settling back against the bolster, he opened the
covers of the book, flicked to the chapter he had marked with an
old slip of parchment and began to read. Ever since he had first
attended school in Ajaccio and been made aware of the history of
the ancients, Napoleon had a fervent enthusiasm for the subject.
Something he had in common with another boy - Louis de Bourrienne -
who was the closest thing that Napoleon had to a friend. Louis was
happy to share his collection of books with the young Corsican.
Napoleon spent long hours poring over the campaigns of Hannibal,
Caesar and Alexander. And so, covered by his blanket, he read on,
immersing himself in the war between Carthage and Rome, until the
dull, booming thud of the drum beat out its summons.
Napoleon set the book down on the locker and jumped
out of bed. His stockings, breeches and shirt were already on, as
he had worn them against the chill of the previous night. In any
case, they gave him an advantage when the drum called the cadets to
morning assembly. He pulled on his boots, tied the laces and stood
up, glancing over his clothes. They were badly creased in places
and he hurriedly rubbed his hands over the worst spots to try to
ease out the creases.Then he snatched up his coat, thrust his arms
down the sleeves and grabbed his hat before quitting the cell and
joining the last of the cadets hurrying down to the
quadrangle.
By the time he emerged from the building almost all
the other boys had lined up and were standing silently. Napoleon
scrambled across the cobbled stones, acutely conscious that he
would be the last one in place. He reached his position, at the end
of the front line in his class by virtue of his small stature, and
quickly straightened his back, stiffened his spine and stared
straight ahead.
‘Cadet Buona Parte!’ Father Bertillon, the duty
teacher, bellowed across the quadrangle. ‘Last man on parade. One
demerit!’
‘Yes, sir!’ Napoleon shouted back in
acknowledgement.
To the side he was aware that some of the boys in
his class were casting angry glances at him, and a voice whispered
from behind, ‘That’s one demerit too many, Napoleon.You’ll pay for
that.’
Napoleon’s lips curled into a mirthless smile. He
knew the voice well enough. Alexander de Fontaine, the tall,
fair-haired son of a landed aristocrat in Picardy. From the moment
of Napoleon’s arrival at Brienne, Alexander had made his contempt
for the Coriscan quite clear. At first it had been by quiet slights
and sneering judgements about the new boy’s poverty. Alexander had
been delighted to discover a ready target for his bullying who
never failed to respond to the bait with incandescent explosions of
rage that left everyone who witnessed them in fits of laughter.
Blows had been exchanged between them, the kind of half-hearted
fights that provided plenty of scope for others to intervene and
stop them, but both boys knew that there must be a full reckoning
some day. One that Alexander was bound to win, since he was by far
the bigger of the two, and fit and strong besides. Napoleon knew
that he was facing a beating, but it was better to fight and be
beaten than to be branded a coward.
The director emerged from the administration
building and strode across to the cadets. He nodded a greeting to
Father Bertillon and, without any preamble, began his inspection of
the first class, proceeding slowly down the ranks, picking fault
wherever he could. A demerit for a missing coat button. And another
for a grass stain on a cadet’s breeches. He passed on to Napoleon’s
class and worked his way up from the rear. Napoleon heard him award
a demerit for a tear in the collar on one boy’s coat, then nothing
more apart from the scrape of the old man’s boots across the
cobbles.
‘Cadet de Fontaine.’
‘Yes, Director!’
‘Immaculately turned out, as usual. One merit
awarded.’
‘Thank you, Director.’
Napoleon could not help a bitter little smile.
Alexander’s uniform had, as ever, been cleaned by one of the
kitchen boys and quietly delivered to his cell last thing at night
as the young aristocrat slept. The service cost good money, and
wasn’t strictly permitted by the college. But then Alexander came
from a class that was above the rules that applied to many of the
other cadets.
The director was passing down the first line and
Napoleon stood as still as he could, fixing his eyes on one of the
chimney stacks on the far side of the quadrangle so as not to let
his gaze waver a fraction under the director’s inspection.
‘Ah, and here we have my favourite little
adversary,’ the director chuckled. ‘Monsieur Buona Parte, how are
we today?’
‘I am well, Director.’
‘Are you? Are you indeed?’The director came to
stand directly in front of the smallest boy in his class, and
leaned forward a little, staring through his thick lenses at
Napoleon. ‘You may be well, sir, but alas, your clothes are in an
appalling condition. It looks like you have been sleeping in them.
Well, have you?’
‘Have I what, sir?’
‘Don’t get cheeky with me, boy. Have you slept in
these clothes?’
‘No, sir.’
‘So they became abominably creased all by
themselves, did they? Fairly cringing from contact with your rough
Corsican skin.’
Napoleon bit back on his anger. ‘Evidently,
sir.’
‘I see.’ The director straightened up and called
over his shoulder to the duty teacher,‘Cadet Buona Parte, one
demerit for untidiness . . . and another for dishonesty.’
He turned away and moved on to inspect the next
class. Napoleon could sense the hostility of his classmates and for
an instant cursed himself for adopting that insubordinate tone with
the director.Two demerits would mean that his class would be in the
bottom position of the merit table. It was close to the end of the
month, and if the position remained the same then the class would
be confined to the college while the other cadets were permitted to
spend a day in the town - a crude but effective reward system and
one that was unforgiving of those who failed to perform according
to the college’s standards.
The inspection came to an end as the director
mounted the steps to a small wooden podium and offered morning
prayers. As ever, Napoleon’s mind blanked out the sense of the
words echoing across the quadrangle. He had little time for
religion, considering it to be one of the greatest inefficiencies
afflicting mankind. Imagine, he mused, how many more shoes a
cobbler could make, how many more pages an historian could write,
how many more miles an army could march, if they were only spared
the hours demanded of them by the Church. Life was brief enough as
it was, and a man should make the best use of the time he was
given.
The prayers ended, and as soon as the director has
disappeared back into the administration building, Father Bertillon
dismissed the cadets to breakfast. They streamed back into the hall
below their cells and silently went to their places at the two rows
of long wooden tables. Once all were present, Father Bertillon said
a brief grace and gave the word that they could sit. A deafening
shuffle of boots and scraping of benches filled the hall. The
cadets began to speak - quietly at first, then growing in volume
until it echoed off the walls.
The door to the kitchen swung open and several
sweating boys entered the hall carrying steaming pots of porridge.
They heaved the pots up in front of the senior cadet at the head of
each table. At Napoleon’s table, that was Alexander de Fontaine,
and Napoleon sat several places down from him. On the table in
front of each cadet was a wooden bowl, spoon and cup. A jug of
watered beer stood in the centre of the table, and as the porridge
arrived this was passed round to fill the cups. As yet, no one had
spoken to Napoleon but the atmosphere amongst his comrades was
hostile and there was little of the usual carefree chatter. That
did not bode well, and Napoleon wondered what kind of retribution
they would impose on him for placing their class at the bottom of
the merit table.
‘Pass your bowls!’ Alexander called out, standing
over the pot, and stirring its contents with the ladle, releasing a
fresh swirl of steam. The cadets shoved their bowls up towards him
and each was filled in turn before being passed back, starting with
those closest to the head of the table. Napoleon, still considered
to be the new boy, was last in line and as Alexander reached for
his bowl he looked down the table and his lips parted in a
malicious grin. He raised the ladle so that all could see what was
happening, and then poured a far smaller portion into Napoleon’s
bowl than had been given to the other cadets.Then he leaned over
the bowl and spat into it.
‘A little something in return for the demerits you
so kindly provided for us.’
Napoleon clenched his hands into fists on his lap,
and lips compressed into a tight line. He felt his heart seethe
with hurt and hatred.Then, as the bowl was passed down the table
towards him, each cadet spat in turn into the bowl. The last cadet
glanced at Napoleon, curled his lip and spat before shoving the
bowl sideways. Napoleon glared up the table at Alexander, then, not
trusting himself to control his feelings, he glanced down at the
bowl.The porridge lay in a small congealed lump at the centre of
the bowl. Glistening over it was a slick of white bubbly sputum. He
felt sick, and close to throwing up.
Alexander laughed. ‘Eat up, Buona Parte! Or you’ll
never be more than a common Corsican runt.’
Napoleon’s hands flew up from beneath the table and
seized the bowl. At the same time he felt a blow to his shin; a
sharp and violent kick. He gasped in pain and his eyes flashed
across the table to where Louis de Bourrienne was shaking his head
at Napoleon.
‘Don’t do it, Napoleon!’ he hissed. ‘You’ll get us
another demerit. At least.’
Napoleon glared back, hands still gripping his
bowl, his face chalk white with seething rage. Around the table the
other cadets paused over their breakfasts, watching in eager
anticipation for the storm to break.
Napoleon closed his eyes tightly, and breathed in
deeply through his nostrils as he fought to control a wave of
emotion that felt far too big for his body. Slowly, it seemed, he
fought for, and won, control over his rage and pain and began to
think logically again. Louis was right. Now was not the time to
react. To fight now, against overwhelming odds, was foolish. To do
it in front of Father Bertillon would be rank stupidity.This was a
battle best avoided, however much his heart compelled him to
action. As his mind cleared Napoleon focused on the pain in his
shin. Louis was right. Napoleon opened his eyes, looked across at
his friend and nodded. His fingers relaxed, he let go of the bowl
and returned his hands to his lap.
‘What? Not hungry?’ Alexander called out. ‘I might
have known you’d have no stomach for it.’
A ripple of laughter flowed amongst the other
cadets and for an instant Napoleon felt the rage returning as he
reacted to the accusation of cowardice. But then he knew what he
must do. He would show these contemptible French aristocrats that
he was better than them. That he had the courage to confront and
overcome their attempt to intimidate him. Steeling himself, he drew
a deep breath, picked up his spoon and scooped up a lump of
porridge and spit. He glanced towards Alexander and smiled. Again,
the other cadets tensed up, waiting for Napoleon to explode.
Instead, he opened his mouth, raised the spoon and closed his lips
over it. His tongue recoiled in disgust, but Napoleon forced
himself to eat the porridge, slowly and steadily, and then return
the spoon for some more.
‘Disgusting . . .’ He heard someone mutter.
He continued eating until the porridge was
finished, and quietly set down his spoon. As he looked up he saw
that most of the other cadets were looking at him with expressions
of horror and disbelief. Some had not eaten their porridge, he
noticed with delight. At the head of the table, Alexander glared at
him, eyes filled with hatred, his neat fingers balled into a fist
around his spoon. As their eyes met, a means of revenge occurred to
Napoleon. A revenge that would be most appropriate indeed.