Chapter 20: Seeing forever

The first time you leave the Seraglio, you understand what an injustice it is that you’ve lived there your entire life.

-Wester

Wrend needed to talk with Naresh.

He came to the conclusion in the morning as he sat atop his blood bay mare with thousands of other people in the Courtyard of the Wall. Ahead, in the front of the courtyard, Caretakers sat on horses in columns. Priests or serving girls sat atop or in the backs of wagons.

Since the battle the day before, servants had cleaned up the courtyard and procured new wagons and supplies, which made Wrend wonder why the Master even bothered having the demigods do it all in the first place, since apparently he had the servants and resources to have other people do it much more quickly. Maybe he just wanted his children to make themselves useful, and learn the value of hard work.

The Master sat atop his draegon at the front of the courtyard, wearing his usual black outfit with the lattice of tree roots embroidered on the front. He’d spent ten minutes decrying the cultists and vowing to punish them. Wrend had a hard time paying attention because, behind the Master, the gates stood open; Wrend had seen few glimpses of the city beyond and found himself watching the buildings and street outside the Seraglio more than actually listening to the Master.

“We will not . . .” the Master said. He paused and shook his head as if to clear his emotions. “We will not be cowed by the cowardly acts of our foes. They can try to kill the body—and they may even succeed—but that is all they can do. They have no power over our souls, save that which we give them. And we will give them none.”

Teirn sat on his own horse next to Wrend. He leaned close and lowered his voice.

“Still, I’d rather not have my body killed.”

Wrend grunted and nodded. Since the banquet, Teirn had acted completely normal, though it felt like they should have been at each other’s throats. Maybe Teirn hadn’t tied him up in the forest. But who else would have done it? Then again, would Teirn really do that?

Not far behind them, dozens of the Master’s wives—including Rashel and Calla—sat in several ornate carriages. Whenever the Master traveled, he took wives with him; siring hundreds of children a year required daily effort. And since the journey of the Strengthening took weeks to complete, he would need dozens of wives with him.

Serving girls on horses or atop wagons peppered the area, as did priests. Wrend had looked for Naresh; if he didn’t talk with the priest before the caravan left, and if Naresh wasn’t going on the Strengthening, weeks would pass before Wrend could ask how the priest had managed to break those ropes. If he hadn’t known that only demigods could use Ichor, he would have thought Naresh had used the power.

Columns of paladins wearing ring mail and masked coifs stood along the outside and back of the gathering. They held body-sized shields and pikes, and watched the event with the empty-eyed detachment of the undead. Outside the city, twenty thousand more would join the caravan.

Before long, the Master ended his speech. After a good bit of cheering, he led the crowd out of the courtyard and into the city. It took forever, with the mass of horses and wagons funneling through the narrow doors. During the process, as the crowds and wagons shifted, Wrend spotted Naresh off to the left, riding atop a wagon, holding the reigns and guiding a mare; he was going on the Strengthening.

Wrend tried to maneuver over to Naresh, but failed. The carts and other horses herded Wrend on ahead, and he exited the Seraglio well ahead of the priest, and again next to Teirn.

Wrend had lived all of his seventeen years in the Seraglio, starting out at the top of the canyon as all demigods did, living in the nursery with the priests and mothers—in the same building where hundreds had died the day before. As he’d grown older, he’d moved down the canyon one village at a time, all the while learning trades and professions. He would need them when he became a Caretaker, because from age twenty to fifty he would serve the people of the countryside.

The canyon and his studies had been the entire expanse of his existence. He knew only what the priests, mothers, and the Master taught him. He’d heard of the countryside beyond the Wall and spent a fair amount of time imagining what it must be like. The cities. The mountains and valleys. The rivers. The villages. But now, as he left the Seraglio, he felt small.

The street outside the Wall undulated in red. Only the two- and three-story buildings kept still. Everything else moved. Women and children leaned out of windows, waving and flapping red banners or sheets. People lined the flagstone street, wearing crimson and waving at the parade.

But not a single person spoke. No one cheered or called out to the caravan, though some wept and others looked on with solemnity. The snap of flapping cloth mixed with the creak of wagons and the clop of horses’ hooves. When small children spoke, their parents hushed them.

This was the start of the Strengthening, when the Master sacrificed demigods to the people. The red of the clothing, banners, and sheets signified their blood, which would be spilled and mixed with seeds for planting. The blood would strengthen the seeds, make them strong enough to grow in the harsh Locaran environments. After a lifetime of service, those demigods merited respect, for even in death they would serve the people. So the people held the silence.

And so they went. Wrend waved at onlookers when he met their eyes, but otherwise took in the sights of the city: hordes of people, signs above shops, gabled roofs, the marketplace, and much more.

At the edge of the city, they passed through the gate and the land spread out. The foothills rolled down before him, and a valley opened up, with mountains on the far side. Beyond them, a jagged line of purple rose even higher: more mountains in the distance. The valley stretched to the horizon to the south, where it narrowed into a canyon, and to the north, where a lake reflected more mountain peaks. Until then, he’d never seen more than a mile at any one time, but out here he could see forever.

He had no idea what it would look like later in the year, but now, in early spring, a barren dryness lay over the valley. The dull tan of dead sagebrush and near-budding greasewood bushes colored the floor of the desert, except where rivers flowed out of the mountains in several places. There, a thin line of green wound across the valley floor, eventually petering out and melding with the desert. In a few places, clusters of buildings huddled near a river, but they were distant and indistinct, just splotches of brown or gray.

The valley seemed dead in comparison to the canyon of the Seraglio, and even to the mountains that extended in every direction. It was like two different worlds had decided to coexist next to each other: lush alpine forest and dry cold desert. Yet, despite the desolation, he couldn’t imagine anything that could possibly look more splendid.

Not only did he feel small, but naïve. The world was so big; his had been so small. He understood and knew so little of it.

Teirn whistled in amazement. “The world is bigger than I ever imagined.”

Wrend pointed westward at the closest mountains. “I had no idea you could see so far. It must be fifty miles to those.”

“Or further.”

Wrend looked at Teirn, trying to evaluate his brother’s mood. “You know, we can talk to him. We can try and convince him that I don’t care to be his heir. You can have it.”

Teirn, taken by surprise at the comment, raised his eyebrows. “We can’t tell him we know his purpose.”

“Maybe we can get him to tell us.”

Teirn frowned as if he hadn’t thought of that. “I don’t know, Wrend. Things feel tenuous, at best. I feel like the slightest move could get one of us killed.”

“If we don’t do something about it, it will happen anyway.”

Teirn didn’t respond, but seemed to at least consider it.

The caravan headed down the road of granite pavers, toward the valley floor. At the front, the Master sat atop his draegon. They passed in the midst of twenty thousand paladins lined up alongside the road in columns and rows, with banners and trumpets. They had no horses or even supply wagons, and smelled vaguely salty. As preserved undead, they didn’t need much in the way of supplies or food, and could march alongside walking horses or horse-drawn wagons. After the caravan passed by them, someone called a command, and with no more than the sound of their marching feet, the army took up position in the rear.

Wrend decided to hunt down Naresh, so he could ask some questions.